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Do any other systems write stories about daily interactions between alters?
Our inner world can be very vivid or very loose. It just depends. And so our memories of what we do there can also be really wishy-washy. I know I have two moms, but lately I’ve been feeling a bigger and bigger disconnect bc they only exist in the inner world and I don’t remember our interactions as much…
Is this a normal thing? Or are we faking having DID??? Because I’m worried this means we aren’t real because other systems talk a lot about their lives in their inner worlds and their interpersonal interactions and sometimes we have that but most of the time we don’t…
#mental health advice#did system#syskidstuff#syskid#child alter#actually dissociative#dissociative identity disorder#endos dni#not to be rude but endo systems and trauma systems function very differently#from what I understand#so I want other traumagenic systems input#traumagenic system#traumagenic#so many tags bc I really need someone to tell me this is normal and okay#bc at the end of the day#did is about amnesia#and dissociation#so it makes sense that we don’t remember things#right?
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Btw this is what Finny look like! Kinda hehe
We think him appearance inspired by Heartless from Kingdom Hearts bc played game lot as small kid. He like kid-shape 3-d shadow with big white eyes that kinda glow (not option in this picrew but this is cute still).
^better example.
-Blurry
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I did very good last night n m very proud of self!!
Instead of hurt self or be mean to others, played w fidget toys n curled up in room until calm again. Did not hurt or b mean to anyone, did not say mean things, n helped carer feel ok too!!!!!
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Hear yellin outside :( dunno who hate living in apartment hear yelling triggering especial when it muffled bc remind us of hiding in room
Hav chair against door hope no one tries come in. People would always come in when we were young. Never could stop them. Locks got broken n no chair stayed under stupid door knob. Always burst in hurt us scare us embarrass us never got chance b alone
So scared feel sick
#vent#syskidstuff#I wanna go home#but I never had home#the home I want isn’t real#home grew up in terrible violent mean cruel#home here thought was better but feel like I just fell
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I don’t like myself anymkre made our friend yell at us didn’t mean to tried to b helpful tried to b good tried so hard so hard but it never matters bc I’m not enough n nothing I say is right
It’s hard but not hurting myself
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Hiii, we’re Orev and Finny! We’re two littles in a DID system. Orev is nonhuman (a weird raven creature), Finny is a 7 year old. Our blog is our safe little corner of the internet, and will also be monitored by the bigs in our system to help keep us safe!
You’re gonna find moodboards, Sanrio, pokemon, stuffies, pacis, dinosaurs, and all sorts of cute and soft things!!
DNI and tagging system blow:
DNI: transphobes, NSFW blogs, homophobes, discourse heavy blogs, racists, Zionists, Islamaphobes, antisemites, transID, radqueers, ableists, anti-agere, anti-petre, anti-therian. No bigotry of any kind.
Don’t ask for our stance on syscourse or shipping discourse. Even discussing these things can become really triggering and upsetting so we avoid it. Plz respect that!
Generally just plz be nice to others and we’ll get along fine too!!!
Tagging system:
#for Finny: for things specific to Finny
#littlehoneyraven: for things specific to Orev
#moodboard: for moodboards
#stuffies: for stuffies
#clickclack: for hard toys and little plastic doodads
#syskidstuff: for posts about being a system little, will also include vent posts, so block this if you don’t want to see that!
(More will probably be added!)
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