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Don't you ever have the motivation to do something just to piss off some people.
#cause I'm feeling to make more Cedbake posts just to combat with the problematic popular ship in the Sofia the First fandom#not to any other ship they're fine#just that vile popular ship#Cedric x any adult from any show/movie would be a better ship than that trash#it's just that Obake seems to be my target to paired up with Cedric#the thought of Obake opening up to Cedric makes me happy and cozy#and despite Obake's lore i think Cedric would try to comfort this broken man#Obake blushes after every kiss Cedric gives him because it's the first time anybody gave him some physical affection#and that Cedric would always tell Obake to never give up after he made a mistake#anyway sorry for rambling about my otp in the tags i love them very much#cedbake#cedric the sorcerer#sofia the first#bh6 obake#obake#bob aken#big hero 6 the series#big hero 6#user talks
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"This fandom is so queer friendly!" This fandom literally hates, bisexual, trans, nonbinary, and aspec people but ok.
#text#fandom#fandom culture#“queer friendly” you mean gays an lesbians? because i sure as hell don't see the same friendlyness towards anyone else#bisexual character exists “noooo they were comphet” or “they're dating the opposite sex right now so it doesn't count!!!”#Trans character exists and their story still has to focus on them being gay or else it's not queer or interesting enough#not to mention the sexualization they will face solely based off their trans identity#and the debates on if they're “really” gay or not because of being trans#Nonbinary character or character with complex and nuanced gender exists#and it's all about what their ACTUAL gender is and “I'm just going to use [gendered pronouns] for X because i see X as a boy/girl”#Character uses a specific set of pronouns and everyone decides to toss those to the side in favor of other (gendered) pronouns#under the guise of “nonbinary people can use gendered pronouns too! they are still nonbinaryyyyyyy i prommy”#Aspec character exists and it's “nooo you can't prove their aspec” “I can still ship them because aros can still date”#“Aces can still have sex so I can sexualize this ace character”#“okay but i headcanon them as a different sexuality so it's fine!”#and if you headcanon ANY of these identities? “Nooo you can't PROVE that they are bi/trans/nonbinary/aspec!!!!!”#queer#lgbt+#lgbtq+#lgbtqia+#bisexual#aro#ace#aromantic#asexual#aroace#aplatonic#aspec#acespec#arospec
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#soudam#kazuichi souda#gundham tanaka#sonia nevermind#danganronpa#danganronpa 2#danganronpa fanart#oh yeah while i'm here i'll just post this too#old art but#i still love soudam with all my heart#they're so special to me uehhhh uehuehuhe#edit: sorry idrk how tumblr works yet (i come from twitter)#but this is only soudam#any other ship between these three make me uncomfy#i'm fine if you see it any other way tho i just wanted to put it out there#ok that's it ty#chibi's art/rkgk
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mouse honrada x ash romero || season 2
#plledit#mouse x ash#prettylittleliarsedit#pll#pretty little liars#pll summer school#pretty little liars summer school#mouse honrada#ash romero#pll spoilers#pretty little liars spoilers#pll summer school spoilers#pretty little liars summer school spoilers#mine#my edit#they're just really sweet and istg if pll takes away the only canon ship i am emotionally invested in...#well actually i'd probably still watch a season 3 anyway i'd just be upset about it#everybody else is fine i'm just not that attached to any other canon ships (yet)#long post
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I guess the ultimate thing that kills CF for me - or at least nudges it away from me saying I definitively like it - is just how much Edelgard is clearly written with the player in mind before she's written with her character in mind.
Because on all of the other routes, there's a power to Edelgard's presence. Even on BE, there's a sense that for as lonely as Edelgard might be, she still ultimately will do whatever it takes for her to get what she wants. Be that be killing her citizens (or otherwise letting them be killed), endangering her friends, assisting in kidnapping people, allowing Byleth to support her only when they have the Sword of the Creator, covering for TWS - no bar is too low for her to limbo under if doing so means she's even a step closer to her goals.
She's manipulative! She's deceitful! She doesn't care for the lives of her people! Even her friends are forfeit if they try to stand in her way! And this happens no matter how close you, the player, get to her, in the case of BE - C+ ain't stoppin' Remire, and going to the coronation ain't stopping the Holy Tomb.
And in the war phase, she is dominating the field. She has the Kingdom completely on the ropes, down to a few houses standing against Imperial rule, and the Alliance is stuck in neutrality - she may not be able to do much to it, but neither can they do anything to her (to say nothing of the Alliance houses who stand with her). She's far from the underdog in this race, and she shows off how threatening she can be.
CF? Her route?
She scweams at scawy rats. She gets embawwassed when you find her dwawings. She's just so wonewy, and she's just so gwad that you chose her. She somehow fails to capture Rhea, or frame Dimitri for regicide, and so now has to deal with that on the Kingdom's side of the war. But that doesn't stop Elly Welly-kins fwom twying to find her pwecious teacher, because you're just so important to her. She cwies and hugs you when you meet her in the Goddess Tower!! Because she missed you so much!!
It's like... Dimitri and Claude certainly show different sides of themselves on their respective routes. It's the whole point! You grow closer to them and thus see how they treat those close to them, as opposed to being the Kinda Neat Teacher they see run along every now and then. But, like... Claude doesn't become a blushing maiden whenever Byleth speaks with him on VW. Dimitri doesn't scream at scary rats and get called cute for it on AM. They don't get Basic Bitch Gap Moe Traits slapped onto them that are only ever shown to the player and only on their routes. Unlike Edelgard.
Dimitri's endearing trait is that he's this big huge dude who can bench-press forests and arm-wrestle god who still wants to learn to sew and who teaches kids to protect themselves and who buys candies for his friends. Claude's endearing trait is that he's this mastermind planner who has contingency and lie and obfuscation as three separate legal government names who still wants everyone to be safe and happy and hold hands and be friends.
Edelgard is strong, confident, and willing to do some of the shittiest things known to man for her goals. Her endearing trait is that her screams are cute. She's shy about her drawings of the player character. She blushes over the player potentially joking about having sex with her per her JPN version of her C support; you know, the one about how Byleth walks in on Edelgard muttering in her sleep from a nightmare about her tortured family? Perfect time to joke about fucking her! Dimitri and Claude's endearments are, well, endearing; Edelgard's are all straight up embarrassing for her.
Hell, even the smaller stuff is affected! Claude's passion for poisons and mushrooms are things he has no qualms about having others know about, despite how weird they are. Dimitri laughing at shitty jokes brings him no personal discomfort or embarrassment, despite just how loudly he laughs at them. They have traits to them that can easily be uwu worthy, and they don't care! Of the lords, only Edelgard does! Because, it feels like, the only way for a strong, resolute female character to come off as approachable is if she's knocked down a few pegs for specifically and only you, the player.
And that sucks ass! I'm sorry, but when I'm playing Edelgard's route I don't want to deal with her hiding herself away in her room for a month IN THE MIDDLE OF HER FUCKING WAR because she's just so embawwassed! It is so fucking insensitive that Edelgard is literally the only lord of the three who can have her trauma openly belittled at any point in the story by Byleth, all to have some cheap cutesy uwu moment about her fear of rats (calling her screaming in fear cute and INSISTING that it's really cute which is just. Fucking ew man)! Why can we fucking mock Edelgard's manner of speech during the MASSACRE OF REMIRE?
This shit doesn't happen to Claude or Dimitri! And saying "oh just don't pick those options then" is bullshit because no equivalent options exist for the male lords! It's piss-boilingly annoying that the second you choose to see things from the strong confident villainous ambitious female lord's perspective you can reduce her down to this bumbling moeblob just for you (sometimes unavoidably!) like!! Dude!
#legit not even sure what to tag this because for once I'm going to bat for Edelgard LMAO her writing treats her BAD when it comes to this#this is also a huge thing that fucks me off from liking Edel/eth because Byleth can be SUCH a huge fucking dick to her for no reason#and can be UNIQUELY mean to her for no reason. off the cuff i can't think of another character you can have Byleth act like this to#and most of this shit is well before Byleth as a character has any real reason to actively dislike her so they're just.#bullying Edelgard for fun?? I guess??#among uh. other reasons the ship doesn't exactly Work Out lmao#but yeah for CF it really REALLY brings down my ability to enjoy it fully despite me REALLY wanting to#because it encapsulates just how like. shallowly Edelgard can be written?#because it's not just that no character can meaningfully react to everything she's done (though that is a huge factor too)#but also as SOON as the writing wants you to REALLY like her it goes out of its way to diminish her powerful presence and UwU her#and not to say that she doesn't have her powerful moments - she does! and they're really great to see!#but that her cutesy moments stand out SO much BECAUSE the other two lords very noticeably have nothing akin to that for them#like. you can't jokingly call Claude a loser for having no friends growing up due to the racism he faced#you can't pretend to be one of voices Dimitri hears to fuck with him#you straight up CANNOT joke about their trauma which like. duh?? why would you??#but Edelgard just woke up from a horrible nightmare and that's just the perfect setup for a sex joke#and it's perfectly fine to joke about forgetting what Edelgard said about her trauma she opened up to them about cuz ''she said to forget''#and it's a-okay for Byleth to brush off her opening up about why she has a rat phobia to embarrass her over drawing them#WHY CAN YOU DO THIS. or better yet WHY *CAN'T* YOU DO THIS TO THE OTHER TWO.#it is just so brazenly sexist and i hate it every time i think about it 😭
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PLEASE DO NOT TAG AS YOUR OWN OC OR PAIRING.
Nathan and Ruben share a bond more powerful than most; mutual understanding through past experiences no one should ever have to go through, and through past actions so horrible they cannot be spoken of. Their grief and the blood on their hands binds them to the STEM technology they created, which has alienated them from the rest of the world— but they give each other the comfort they have both longed for so desperately for years, and that is all they need. They are each other's counterpart; you cannot imagine one without the other, like two sides of the same coin. Through their pain, their grief, their desire, and their regret, they have become one.
anna akhmatova, the guest // bones; equinox // 'i won't become' by kim jakobsson // agustín gómez-arcos, the carnivorous lamb // by oxy // achilles come down; gang of youths // czeslaw milosz, from 'new and collected poems: 1931-2001' // 'extended ambience portrait from a resonant biostructure' and 'migraine tenfold times ten' by daniel vega // a little death; the neighbourhood // marina tsvetaeva, from 'poem of the end' // by drummnist // katie maria, winter // 'nocturne in black and gold the falling rocket' by james abbott mcneill whistler // micah nemerever, these violent delights // body language; we are fury // 'the penitent' by emil melmoth // chelsea dingman, from 'of those who can't afford to be gentle'
taglist (opt in/out)
@shellibisshe, @florbelles, @ncytiri, @hibernationsuit, @stars-of-the-heart;
@lestatlioncunt, @katsigian, @radioactiveshitstorm, @estevnys, @adelaidedrubman;
@celticwoman, @rindemption, @carlosoliveiraa, @noirapocalypto, @dickytwister;
@killerspinal, @euryalex, @ri-a-rose, @velocitic, @thedeadthree
#tew#edit:nathan#nuclearocs#nuclearedits#so much shame in my body but still used my taglist but um let me know if you want to be excluded from oc/ship web weaves#just really wanted to share this one because i'm very proud of it and i want it on my blog. so. :]#recognition of the self through the other + wanting so desperately for the other to be deserving of a second chance#because if there is hope for them than there is hope for you etc etc and so on. that's the core of their dynamic i think#they understand each other on such a fundamental level that no one else comes close to because they are in so many ways the same#like how in in the first game leslie could sync up with ru/vik and all that? nathan would be a VERY good candidate for that as well#and it makes me insane!! and then the added layer of nathan being lead developer of mobius' new and improved STEM system#which makes him the same as ru/vik AGAIN but in like. the way that they're both men of [computer] science#and there's the fact they both have a dead sister. they both killed their parents. they were both mobius playthings for YEARS#and they've happily killed and tortured during all of it. they're angry they're out for revenge they're completely disconnected from#the normal human experience and they're working with what they have. and then after all of that is over then what is left?#their story focuses on them picking up all the pieces. everything that's still salvageable at least. and try to start over in a way#they cannot be forgiven for what they've done but they can move on from the past and do different in the future#there's still things left undone and left unsaid... in my canon at least. i know there's not gonna be any more games. it's fine#anyway they end up going to therapy and then they get better they're not a doomed couple they just like being dramatic#if you read all of this we can get married tomorrow if you'd like
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You know, for a show with so many female characters that so many of us love given how they all get time in the spotlight one way or another and they fill that time up rather wonderfully since they are deeper and more developed than what we're used to seeing in general media, it is peculiar (to say the least) to see so few "alternative" ships to the main one.
I'm not saying the canon ship doesn't deserve its attention -- I'm wondering instead why the canon ship and it alone seem to guide the WN fans who just so happen to enjoy writing/reading fic or fanart or whatever.
You'd think all these cool women would inspire more ships or combinations thereof, but those of us who aren't invested in avatrice just... Float along, around one another, ignored (and, yes, mostly undisturbed too; being unpopular does have its advantages and that includes a lot less weirdos leaving you strange or awkward messages -- it does not, however, shield us from people flooding our goddamn tags on AO3 with fic that has nothing to do with our little ships and I do wish such negligence of the pairing itself meant we didn't have to deal with this spam...)
I am also not saying that fandom activity should be based solely on shipping (and recently someone on Reddit was rather confused by the fact that a lot of it is, which is quite an interesting topic to discuss in itself -- after all, there is more to fan creativity than shippy fic... Or there used to be), merely that, here, it appears that a canon relationship can outshine interest in the other, non-canon ones. It's already there and it was doubtless well-done by the show, so it's natural that it should claim people's attention, sure. It's just that being canon was never the parameter for whether people were interested in these or those two (or more) characters maybe being involved and trying to explore what that could mean through fanwork.
There has always been a complaint haunting fandom spaces concerning the minuscule amounts of f/f fic, art, discussion, w/e based on how few (interesting or sympathetic or relatable) female characters there are in media at large. So what I'm curious about is why fan creations made around WN -- a show that finally gives us a whole cast of female characters that are what we have been craving for decades -- don't also reflect its diversity.
There are alternative ships (I'm here, all happy in my tiny Doctor Superion bubble, and I know there are Camila/Lilith, Ava/Lilith, Mary/Shannon, Mary/Lilith shippers out there, so a warm hello to you if you're reading this), but go on AO3 and compare the numbers of things tagged with these proper pairings to the grand total of WN stories. Better (or worse) still, do so with the "otp: true" trick or simply by excluding avatrice from the search to see how many are left.
It's... A considerable difference. And a mystery, at least to me.
#tagging this as#warrior nun#simply because i'd like to talk about this and maybe some of you have thoughts or theories about it#i just ask you engage in good faith if you do. i'm not pointing fingers at avatrice people i think they're fine and dandy#i'm just -- to reiterate -- surprised at how little interest there is in other ships when the potential is all there#(is it because they're nuns? that never stopped avatrice so why should it stop others...)#(besides lilith is hardly still a nun after s2. bea left. mary didn't really take vows did she? you really thought i was a nun she says...)#meta fandom talk i guess#then again about the nun thing... i have noticed a lot of people just go for aus. i can't recall ever being in a fandom with SO many aus#is the religious aspect an issue by any chance? i also recall someone commenting on how little a part religion played in these aus#curious. very curious.#i imagine some of you are wondering why i care when i don't even read fic but --#-- to quote jillian salvius herself i am a curious person and well you are a curiosity lol
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Looking for Fic Recs
Been wanting to get back into fic for weeks, seeking recs to get me back into the swing of things
Fandoms: Hermitcraft, Life Series (all canon seasons), GIGS/Phasmophobia-verse
Any hard limits? Cheating/aftermath of, Sexual Assault/aftermath of, pregnancy of any form
Ships I'd Prefer to read? Scar/Grian is my OTP, but I'll take most anything! I'll even read fics with 0 shipping at all
Ships I'd Prefer NOT to read? Bdubs/Etho and Grian/Mumbo (<-this includes triads/polyships with them together as well)
Fic Site of Choice? Ao3
AUs I Like? I'm down with basically anything! I like canon compliant, canon divergent, full fledged AUs... I'm weirdly into Demon AUs rn but I doubt there are a lot of those for these fandoms lol. So I'm good with anything ^-^
But I am definitely a slvt for AUs with lots of worldbuilding and/or adaptations of other shows/media using these characters, so if you've got those, feel free to slide em over
Best Way to Give These Recs:
-Reblog with the name, title, and site in the text of the post, and/or the link to said fic in the text of the post
-Reply with name, title, and site of fic
-Send an ask with the link and/or the name, title, and site
(You can technically put the info in the tags, but it's easier for me to read and find when in the actual text of a reblog, if that's okay)
#fic rec request#i know the 2 ships i'm not a fan of are pretty popular so i'm sorry in advance#but also i don't think they're BAD SHIPS#i just personally don't like them#mostly bc i didn't know anything abt etho or bdubs' content pre-limited life#where like. yknow. wtho was bdubs' dad#and since i got fixated on the clockers family real bad it feels weird to read ships with them#or really any ships btn the related clockers members#obv cleo/etho is fine lol#but like. those other ships are not as common from what i've found so i don't really worry about it too much#and i can stomach it from time to time#fan fic rec#fan fic stuff#hermitcraft#hermitcraft 10#life series#life series smp#scarian
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the newest twist in the game of life: getting fanart of a horror fic that includes a rape scene, from a person with "proshippers DNI" in their bio
i wouldn't call myself a proshipper (i follow the fundamental principles but the term itself is often used by people who make the principles look bad) but like. if you read a story that contains a rape scene and it does not compel you to commit rape yourself. is that not evidence that dark fiction does not compel people to do dark things. or is it only okay when it's a ship you like
#i mean it's all about ship wars really and i don't think there are any for these characters#and they're roughly the same age and probably* not related to each other#so it's fine right!#*canon is ongoing and if a fan theory about the unspecified connection between the cast is true the fandom will be torn asunder
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is anyone else struggling to find a reason to go on
#im so tired man#the interconnection of fucking everything that brings me to my knees to weep#it's hard to hang around people when it feels like they're all blind to the world and won't take their feelings into action#the feeling of being on a sinking ship but the other passengers insist it's fine and call you delusional for warning about the impending#doom that faces us all if we don't do something.#in every regard. Healthcare. Trans rights. Palestine. War. Fear-mongering. Reproductive rights. Violence against women.#Violence against EVERY minority. THE IMPENDING CLIMATE DISASTER AND HOW WAR AND DIVISION FUEL IT.#how do any of us deal with it.#I genuinely feel like I can't go on living like this#Is this thing even on#does it even matter
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i think the issue people have is with the maturity difference, like if red son was a human he would be the same age as a mk but if wukong or macaque were human he'd be significantly older
I totally get the logic here, but it's also like...there's not a "standard" maturity level for any age. Some people are super mature and others aren't. Tbh Wukong and Macaque aren't really "mature" in plenty of aspects (like, they bicker with each other CONSTANTLY on screen). Immortality is just not something we have to deal with in the real world, so there's nothing analogous to it, and I guess people have a hard time wrapping their heads around that. Red Son isn't "basically 20", he's 500. He's a 500 year old demon. And it's like, I also think people just view Sun Wukong and Macaque as "father/mother figures" to MK, but it's also like, I don't view their relationships like that. Whatever the fuck MK and Wukong have going on is very different to me, and it's distinctly different from MK's dynamic with Pigsy (who is actually his dad). So, overall it's just pretty subjective—but people want objective reasons to justify their bias you know. It's the purity culture
#like#I'm not saying that like. Shipping MK with any of the monkeys would be an entirely healthy relationship#But I do understand that it's an interesting dynamic to explore and while I don't want to it's fine if others do#they're all fake guys#asks#purity culture is weird
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does anyone have a nice long cheating fic recommendation pretty please I miss my toxicity
#faberry#any ship is fine but preferably sapphic preferably faberry yk#btw i mean cheating WITH each other not on each other ew#bonus points for depravity if one of them is married or they're cheating with their bffs partner or smth#im so normal anyway
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You prolly don’t take requests but I loved your nice!future AU and I was wondering if you could somehow incorporate DamiRae being married into it???? Like not only is Dami more mature and kinder and has a healthier relationship with future!Tim, but he also has a very stable and healthy relationship that he built with Raven over the years. and that another reason he’s so close with Tim in the future is because Tim helped with getting them together?????
I'm sorry to disappoint you baby, but this blog belongs to ride and die BBRae shipper, that is heavily against making Raven younger for the sake of pairing her with Damian.
I saw teen titan as a kid and was never the same again there's no way back after that one.
#And tbh I don't think there's Damian ship that I'm particularly fond off for now#I remember reading DCeased (almost my first introduction to Damian) and finding adorable the thought of Damian and Jon growing old together#they're very alike their parents but in their own way#but they aged up Jon and the poor kids even lost a chance to grow up together I don't see any other characters that would make sense to me#to be someone Damian would actually marry#so Damian is probably single in my au (poor guy) something something the apple's and the trees#but don't feel bad for him he has other stuff to occupy his mind to!#he's going to be fine#q asks
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What I said about The Incident or the Conversation: I'm fine. It's nothing.
Me days later listening to the same song on repeat:
#what in the hell is happening#i've written several pages in my journal about it#might be making a chart soon#with dates and utterances#so there's this coworker who was supposed to go with me#to see yefim bronfman last year#only he bowed out with no explanation#which is perfectly fine#i often fantasize about cancelling plans#and some musical journeys are best ventured alone#and nothing has ostensibly changed in our interactions#(right???????)#only instead of occasionally flailing for a few moments#in random bursts of information#here and there when our shifts briefly cross over#our captain and others sort of clocked our mutual chaos#and now it is sending me#we've been observed#and they're shipping it lmfao#or not#i just want a conversation with someone who can keep up with my bullshit honestly#but it is still breaking my brain#>.>#i feel like the mere seed of an idea#got planted somewhere in there#and now it is growing aggressively#and for the record: no just no#not happening for various reasons#.#(i'm pretty sure he's straight at any rate which would be a relief honestly and i swore off getting involved years ago im done. mostly.)
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trying to figure out Lomion's relationships for the reverse gondolin au - so far I have Rog as his mentor instead of Eol and Celegorm as his "uncle". he's not particularly close with Idril, but Turgon helps him with the politics/statecraft stuff. anyways I can't figure out a marriage candidate for him for heir-identification purposes so
#silm#silmarillion#reverse gondolin au#not art#lomion#i dont really have any ship/sexuality headcanons for lomion#so idk who to stick him with#but he is the high king after all and does need somewhere for the crown to go in the case of his likely demise#maedhros can get away with zero children because he has plenty of brothers & cousins#but sadly lomion is an only child (or at least the only surviving child...?)#and by his reign most of his family has been wiped out#idril still sails in the au so she cant inherit#i think celebrimbor is the only close friend/family he has living after the destruction of gondolin??#celebrimbor def would not *want* to be king but i could see him taking the crown in an emergency#so that sauron/morgoth/whoever would focus on him and give his family/people time to escape#the lomion/tyelpe idea actually happened bc i was thinking about if he should be obsessed with the opposite cousin the au#since idril is like 300some years younger than him and they didn't meet until much later#and anyways they're even more cousins-removed than russingon so it should be fine right? lol#the other main marriage option im considering is giving one of the other Lords a kid#maybe egalmoth can have a random daughter somewhere in there?#i don't want to make it too much of a 'random person + random heir kid' situation#so maybe he can just adopt a kid? but then if he dies early the kid is too young#(bc he doesnt have a kid when idril arrives)#also gil galad is younger here to make the timelines work#anyways and if he dies early and his kid is too young but he's also not married and has no siblings then idk who would be regent#bc by the end of the FA i'm aiming to have turgon & aredhel dead; elwing & earendil dead/departed; tuor dead; and idril sailed#and then that leaves like nobody alive family wise#aaagh help me i have no idea who inherits after him#like. does celebrimbor have to be king for a few hundred years? he probably would sooner dissolve the formal kingship than deal with that#or do i throw it back at gil galad? how does gil even get to gondolin?? where does he come from
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Tuvok is no doubt the best off amongst the main crew when it comes to his life post-Voyager. His wife and children are still there, he won’t have any personally complicated feelings to sort out about Starfleet (other than its treatment of the Maquis he served with and Seven of Nine but again he seems to be very loyal to Starfleet as a baseline and generally willing to give them the benefit of the doubt) and he’s got that Vulcan emotional control. However, I do wonder what being seen as the one who’s got it all together would have on him. I can easily imagine other members of Voyager’s crew casually asserting that Tuvok is doing well, better, the best compared to all of them. He’s got nothing to complain about, does he? Now that his illness has been cured. I can imagine this was also the case on Voyager. Tuvok’s gonna be fine in the end, he’s Vulcan and he never seems to be affected by all the weird and disturbing shit that happens to us. Tuvok himself likely adds to this perception of himself because I imagine it’s easier to lean into the idea that you’re above any potential damage you might’ve sustained when there’s so much of it. If you assert hard enough that you’re fine, you’re mature, you’re Vulcan, and everyone around you seems to affirm that then maybe you don’t have to work through everything. Especially when there’s so much, more than you’ve ever experienced in your life, and time is so limited.
Vulcans have very volatile emotions and have to process them carefully in order to function. I can’t imagine that Voyager, the horrorship with ten disasters a day, (all of which concern you as its inhabitant and security officer) is conducive to being able to completely internalize and accept your emotions especially when you’ve just lost essentially your entire support network (immediately after being undercover) and are surrounded by aliens who you’re not allowed (culturally and also because you’re sort of stubborn and reclusive) to be fully honest with and lean on for that support. (It would be a weakness, you might think. Not for them, they’re humans but you are not human. You can handle things on your own.) It’s just you and you alone really. No one to turn to, no one who you think might understand and help you the (Vulcan) way you need. But also again I don’t think Tuvok would dwell on this much on Voyager because there’s nothing he can change about it so it’d be illogical and very unhelpful. Also because the idea that he’s unaffected is ‘good’ for him (better than the alternative which wounds his self-image and also to an extent ship morale <- latter is somewhat of an excuse, in his nightmares he can hear people gossiping that even the Vulcan’s losing it.) and his general personality is one that is obviously prideful to the point of others calling him arrogant or holier-than-thou. Tuvok would definitely take being seen as unfaltering and unflappable (undamaged) to anything else. Anything less. He can do a bit of unintentional self-mythologizing as a treat instead of therapy. It would help him feel like he’s still himself, still Vulcan, still whole. However, when he’s back in the alpha quadrant and amongst other Vulcans, people who are allowed to and do know him intimately (or even strangers who are just the same species as him and thus are not encumbered by preconceived alien notions of Vulcans) I bet this facade of being unaffected by everything would come crumbling down fairly quickly.
#Tuvok meeting any member of Starfleet to get a quick fix of 'Tuvok you're so damn lucky your life's perfect and you're doing great'#before going home to his family who all say 'Tuvok you're so damn stubborn please get help we can see clear as day you're doing terribly'#you might say that 'ship morale' is positioning Tuvok as more important than he actually is to the average crewman#which is true but also I can imagine Tuvok having a bit of a self-importance thing - it's a trait he and Janeway share and it becomes#exacerbated in the delta quadrant where they really are to some extent INCREDIBLY important#People tell T'Pel she's lucky she & Tuvok are Vulcan so they're pretty much fine and she sort of looks away and slowly says...mm.......#st voyager#Tuvok#STARFLEET?? I meant Voyager#one day Janeway & Tuvok are gonna turn on each other#'once loyal enabler betrays friend by suggesting therapy' style
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