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Part 1 - Appreciation post for all the TFP universe Autobot mugshot cameos (known and unknown) in RID2015 3x25 (even if the context is that they've been OUSTED against their will)
#transformers rid2015#not me and my emotional crutch show comforting my broken soul after rewatching TFP for the nth time#every cameo and reference is another good hit of the Good Stuff#look at how g1 they all got i'm sobbing#smokey got so BUFF#sunstreaker confirmed canon!#boy do i have an angsty fic idea that explains sideswipes abandonment trauma#please tell me what ironhide was like i need to know#they included seaspray??? but he's dead jim#ultra magnus be snatched as ever#tfp universe wouldnt do mirage dirty like ROTB did#KNOCKOUT NOOOOO#is that sandstorm? I cannot tell because the resolution is GARBAGE#prowl look like he got big tiddies in this universe too <3#jetfire my g1 husband what happened to you#trailbreaker??? forever a highly functional alcoholic idc what you say#TRACKS MY REBEL SON#oh NO not the RESCUE BOTS they have done no wrong!!!#powerglide??? he ought to have been in there for as many times as the cons quoted him in this series#gears and.... is that moonracer???? I can only infer by color#BLASTERRRRR oh what I wouldn't give for a blaster/soundwave throwdown#oh this is sandstorm for SURE (then who's the other guy???) and my man KUP#oh no look how good looking they made roddy </3#ELITA AAAAA#wreckgar??? my trash son???#long post#maccadams#please bear with my internal dialogue#is that 6th one supposed to be tailgate??? wasn't him being dead like an ENTIRE plot point for all of TFP lol
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i get critiquing plot holes and power differences/disadvantages and systemic things like sexism and sexualization/fetishization and racism in manga and stories in general, and i also understand loving your favorite character and wanting a certain outcome for them, but it's always a little bonkers to me that people geniuenly believe they could have come up with better endings or outcomes than the authors themselves... like i know people get attached to their favs and everything but manga and story telling is an artform and it's art that's created by a real life person who chooses to share their story with you there is no "better" ending that you could have come up with because you couldn't have come up with those characters in the first place! sure you think you could worm them around in better scenarios but even that is wishful thinking because you couldn't have, wouldn't have, and didn't come up with the world and scenes around them to navigate them in canon in the first place! idk i get wishful thinking and hopes and cracking jokes and fix-it fics and ships all that but sometimes i feel like people need to be humble and take a step back lol.... it's not your story and there's nothing for you to change, much less publicly scream about how the author fucked up just bc your favorite character didnt end up how you wanted them to.... and if u feel that strongly just like... do it in your own little online or irl community lol there's no need to scream on the internet every 3 months about how u think the mangaka who gave u the character u love so much is a piss poor artist
#delete later#like yeah i have my critiques of aot and jjk and naruto but i would never go so far as to say 'i could have written this better'#or 'x-mangaka didnt know what they were doing' bc they did..... and i couldnt have come up w those characters#there are things like ok based on events of other characters and rules about power scales#i can say i think sakura should have had ying/yang chakra abilities and i can say i think her story should have been as clear as others#but that's different than say lol sakura was NEVER meant to marry sasuke or catch up to him and naruto bc clearly she was 😭 bc she did#and even with jjk like sure ur attached to sukuna for whatever reason#but calling it disney kaisen and saying its cooked bc sukuna lost is crazy....#like of all the things to critique jjk on ur mad bc th evil guy the author planned to defeat was defeated........#and obvs im for making up little scenarios where everyone is happy and well and gets to do what i want thats what fics are#but thats so different than standing 10 toes down and saying gege is a trash author because nanami died#like OFC i want nanami back but the world is still spinning....#also im not saying that anyone is immune to like. the quality of their story declining bc that can 100% happen but its different#than trashing an artist just bc ur fav didnt get what u thought might happen to thenm
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The colors of the copper on blackberry dye seem to have shifted from maroon to a very rich milk chocolate brown--which I will hardly complain about, since that's a hard brown to get. I do hope I get something more permanently reddish/purplish with alum--that's what I'll try next. I'm just waiting for the 9 pounds of raw fleece to arrive.
Last night I carded a lot of that blackberry dyed fleece and then put it on the blending board with about half of the white (which was the previous distaff dressing) as a little stripe to one side. Idk, just curious how it'll turn out and seemed more interesting to spin that way. Carding first definitely helps with consistency--both colors were willowed first and put on the blending board, but only the brown was carded as well, and it is much easier to keep smooth and least kind of even.
The one improvement of this phone camera over my old one is that it has a timer setting, so I can actually show where my hands normally are (sometimes anyway). Fairly comfortable although my distaff hand is starting to cramp. Might just be one of those days or might be too heavy for me, but the shape at least is good.
You can probably see that the white is still all over the place, but the brown is pretty even, just with lumps still on occasion. Also, the new height of this spindle means it's perfect for lap spinning rather than impossible to lap spin with, so I'm very happy about that.
#spinning#handspun yarn#distaff#supported spindle#id tag the breed name normally but i dont know what this stuff is (its some of the more aged wool i have in my stash lol)#natural dyeing#blackberry#if you are wondering what is up with the banners its an attempt at anti-radfeming my posts#since they insist on reblogging them and blocking seems to do nothing#hopefully they will be effective bc i love them and my fiance sent them to me ❤️#if not tho we'll phase into tasteful cock drawings#and if that doesnt work just straight up dick pics#its my blog and i love cock so thats not a problem for me and would actually probably improve morale#not jumping straight to it because im gonna assume most of the people who enjoy my fiber arts posts dont necessarily also want dicks#on their blog#but me not having to see radfem trash reblogging my experiments and research obviously takes priority#i use those terms loosely but hey i am writing it down. and trying to get answers to questions. so im pretty sure technically i am#conducting experiments and research at least on occasion#and now i have to go back to work. if anyone wants to mercy kill me on the way out the door id really appreciate it
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Truly honestly feel so bad for Oliver because he had genuinely been so excited to have this bisexual storyline and had wanted to do it justice but all the scenes they've written for him so far has been fucking weird and just fuel for gross fetishists. Today's scene and cringey joke was truly the icing on the shitty cake. It literally went from one of the best moments ever to y'all might as well not have done shit actually :/
#putting aside the shit show with the actor#the way they handled his storyline is so fucking disappointing#they could've done some cute date scenes and interactions if they had wanted to keep things light#I'm not sure what the thought process behind this storyline was#i know i talk about tommy being the plot device which still holds true#but this has been a dumpster fire for sure lol#the highlight of their relationship has so far only been kissing scenes and one gross awfully timed joke#oliver is such a wonderful actor and they could have done so much for him#instead they gave him a trash co star who has zero chemistry with him#and whose acting skills make edy ganem seem Oscar worthy#evan buckley#evan buck buckley#oliver stark#911 spoilers
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Having demand avoidance in a medical setting is literally hell. Like, patient autonomy is already absolute ass. It's only made worse when doctors CONSISTENTLY tell you what to do and act like you HAVE to do it instead of consulting with you first like normal fucking people.
#also “”“”medical necessity“”“” is NOT an excuse here.#ive been to plenty of doctors that thoroughly discuss a range/timeline of treatment and explain it IN DETAIL before saying “thats what i-#-recommend“ instead of just going ”okay were gonna do this. im gonna explain the prep to you a mile a minute and if you have any follow up-#-questions im just gonna repeat part of my spiel with no clarification. and if i cant answer your questions too bad :)“#not to mention how many doctors just force you to do things that WILL NEVER WORK#like one therapist tried forcing me to do emdr when i was only IN HER TOWN for the summer and i had no internet access when i was at college#im pretty sure emdr takes several weeks to work and i did not have that kind of time available to me. i couldnt just drop out bc of ptsd.#also the number of times ive had to decline an ESI is stupid. I've already had 2! they didn't work! i had a bad reaction to the meds!#why am i being forced to do it again?#also back surgery. i cant do that because i am a white trash rural kid and our home (which we built ourselves) CANNOT be accessible enough#for spinal surgery recovery. but i went to the surgeon and he was like “thats valid! and also surgery literally wouldnt help you so idk why-#-they sent you here.“ : l It's cool to be right all the time lol#its like. no wonder i developed medical demand avoidance after so much traumatizing and malpracticy bullshit in my life#demand avoidance#medical demand avoidance#chronic illness burnout#chronic illness#chronic pain#medical tw#ptsd#disability#medical neglect#medical trauma#vent#this might be too personal. if i do delete it ill have it rb'd on my boar-deer-whitetrashbutterfly blog first#idk i just havent really been able to find anyone else talking about this specific effect of being chronically ill/disabled.
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fake promo poster, made as a replacement for last year's failed attempt at this visual concept.. i think it turned out pretty cooooll
#ocs#concept art#fake movie poster#no id#do i feel like tagging wveryone.. sure#nat#frederick#noemi#frankie#ross#oh god thats gonna be the first post. w his new name. uh#qamar#molly#vivi#bryony#HELLO SMITTYW NATION. if u wondered whether i threw my other ocs in the trash? NO I DIDNT!!!#ive been figuring them out in the background this WHOLE TIME. badly#the title is just what ive been calling it in my notes for a couple months#if i say 'im still not making it a story or anything' that could age poorly so. lol
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For the writer's ask game: 8. (a scrapped idea for your current WIP) and/or 9. (what’s a story you’d love to write but haven’t even started yet)?
8. Hmm… I can’t think of any right now… I’m sure there was some changes made but if I’m honest I started working on Unlikely Friend a year or two ago so I don’t really remember lol
9. I want to write a Marluxia and Larxene fic about their time in the Organization pre-CoM because I have so many thoughts, but right now it’s just a bunch of notes in a Google Doc.
Them getting picked up by Xigbar, meeting up and leaning on each other (and feeding into eachother’s negativity), plotting their coup, trying to get Naminé to restore their memories, and a bunch of things tying into KHUX. But really that little synopsis there is all I have so far.
Really would like to write it eventually tho… but I should finish some more of what I’ve started first lol
#Ohhhh Marluxia Larxene fic I’ve been rotating you in my head for ages#one day you will be real#but that day will probably be after I finish Unlikely Friend lol#Speaking of which…#Sorry my memory is trash lo#lol*#I wish I could tell you what I’ve scrapped but I’m not sure I even have scrapped anything#I kinda started that with a bunch of miscellaneous scenes and been string them together as I go#stringing*#sometimes i think about my khux fics
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And please share with us something which mentions petals or flowers or sth floral themed somehow, if possible!
This is a really weird one so I'll preface it by saying it's a vampire/childhood friends au and leave it at that. Not sure it'll ever get published bc ik this ship is controversial and Toga is intentionally ooc but I love to work with toxic pairings so here you go!
(there was a much easier and more direct flower mention in the wip I just shared a snippet from a sec ago but I wanted to shake things up, sorry 😔)
#I'm not sure if you still remember my first fic but this is very much the same Toga from that#as much as I didn't want to continue it I really adored the relationship she and Izuku had and wanted to transfer it into a different plot#so I was like. lol. what if I wrote a dumbass pro hero era vampire romance/revenge plot with way too complicated a backstory?#again I'm sharing sm ab this one bc it is embarrassing and will likely never be published#I just think the prose is funny so you get a snippet 👐#trash talking
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universe of constant spinning, every end a new beginning
“So, do you have an umbrella? That was like, your thing, right? At Claw?”
Ah—not again! He can’t keep zoning out while talking to people—especially his boss.
But… why was Reigen still here? It was late and he always got to work early. It wasn’t his job to stay and coddle his employees. “I—uh—no,” he stuttered, fingers twisting anxiously. “Mine was, uh, "is” broken, sir.”
‘Broken’ was a mild way to put it. More like it got destroyed.
[or, reigen gives serizawa an umbrella]
☔️2,651 words | serirei☔️
#corey writes:)#HOLY TRASH#no guys last year i challenged myself to write and post one fic a month so that i made sure i was still taking time to do what i enjoy#and not lose myself to school work right? aND I DID IT!!! so i challenged myself AGAIN this year and none of the stuff i've been working on#is fully done and i had time so i started this last night and worked on this on my down time during student teaching and when i got home!#this prolly isn't Great but it's short and something i've been thinking about since the minute i finished s2 sooooooo#and the brainrot has been SO real and actually tbh i'm pretty surprised that the fic i wrote isn't r.itsu centric lol but this idea would#NOT leave my head and i knew it wouldn't get super long like all of my r.itsu and kiddo ideas ijuhbgfvbhyuio#mp100#mob psycho 100#serirei#serizawa katsuya#reigen arataka#mp100 fanfic#serirei fanfic#guys it's about the m.lb umbrella scene okay#idk maybe this has been done before but also i. do not care because Feelings and i diD IT even tho its at the last minute lol#oops i need to shower i'm teaching all day tomorrow and my supervisor is coming to observe me ahhhhh send good thoughts pls jiuhygtfghuijoiu#okayyyyy i'll stop now i ramble when i am sleepy or nervous and i am Both i just don't want this fic to be bad but ig i panic a bit before#posting any fic haha gonna go shower now MWAH love y'all <333
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The Billions Showrunners Go To See Bway Bmc like lgw "the problem has always been me" and they look at each other approvingly and nod like now he's getting it :) and then the squip's deactivated and everyone's embracing the realities of being a person and rejecting the idea there can be, should be, and is a set of standards to meet to get everything you want and preclude yourself from being mistreated and they're like nooo what a powerful tragedy :(
#then the nyt critic listens in on their conversation like Jot That Down Jot That Down ''jeremy deserved to stay In Crisis & bullied''#it'll be a lingering irritation with billions just like w/any other work that is supposed to earnestly engage w/anything But Then#is ultimately / reverts to being about Vibes instead when it was in fact not meant to be a work ultimately about vibes#like good news i in turn earnestly engaged with your work. that's why it's on sight#winston billions#bmc#was gonna say obviously don't know if anyone from billions went to bmc but No....daniel k isaac confirmedly did lol iconique#can't fathom the thoughts the showrunners would really have lmao#just like i have to assume their thoughts abt will as jared was the typical/superficial ''wow guy we find bothersome rude & undeserving!''#maybe it wasn't maybe it wasn't....but they did only give him a would've been one time bit part whose job was to be so rude & undeserving#like jk save for tossing in an inadvertent? misgendering of taylor for good measure quant kid 2 was wholly in the right#having him be an object to be crumpled up & thrown into the trash was Their intended bookend. but really it's that wags should die#and that winnie n tay was everything. the way quant kid 2 wasn't meant to be a character in 3x03#winston was barely handled as a preexisting character in 7x03 besides the [object to be crushed] & [computers?] angles#Except the flickers of specific interaction w/taylor; totaling like 3s overall fr; were what was most like ''yeah he's someone specific''#anyway again ''you were purporting to make something about anything but ran over that w/your Vibes Based approach in the end'' annoyance#couldn't lose in s4....yearning to be able to film winston more; which would've been him being [winston: __ everyone: get his ass]#but b/c he wasn't very available winston is presumed locked in a supply closet somewhere not invited to meetings or gatherings. works too#k&l surprised at ppl not picking up on an intended Literal Death Exception to think not Everything the main epic winner does is epic win#like well yeah sure but your show was then in fact about how all that really matters in the end was being in the superior Winner class#whereupon it's then not about your actions & their consequences so much as it's about your feelings & intentions#and it's not so much about That (relevant specifics expire 6 eps later or by the end of the season) as it is abt being that Winner#then thinking losers Could get organic aba (abuse forcing compliance) like well yeah of course!#the classic excuse about a hypothetical Conversion into winnerdom/correctness to uno reverse blame/responsibility#anyways like i said it's on sight; a testiment to that attentive & earnest enough engagement w/your work out here lmao#everything Else abt billions making it more & more incredible they had Taylor in the midst of it all#but by in fact going ''this character is supposed to Contrast w/usual 'winner' traits'' you Do disrupt that Vibes Based approach#and ofc can't consider some kind of ''oh nooo they've become fr thee Typical winner'' b/c failed step one they stay nonbinary#casting winston just as serendipitously more than billions deserved or could handle#will roland acting it tf up right away even w/quant kid 2 in a way the writing would never step up to lmfao. beautiful
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got my license today yayy tho i feel p empty inside and not v celebratory abt it ngl. im sure ill feel yay yippie happy in a bit tho i mean insane to think my practicing driving saga is over! tho im gonna have to pick up my sister later so i think once after that ill be able to rly chill. im gonna have a celebratory coke in a bit ^_^
#barely passed made 12 mistakes w/ 15 being the max u can make...#mainly for driving over the speed limit and he said i crossed the white line on stop signs but im not too sure abt that lol#regardless the guy was much nicer and super chill than the guy i got last time so im def grateful 100% yay :D#mainly a bit annoyed cause i ended up having to go w/ my dad and he always comments on my driving even tho#he says its normal like he'll give me orders on what to do n stuff and then#wheen i got home i tried parking inbetween two trash cans and a car and was struggling a bit#and he just grabbed the wheel from my hand and told me to control the gas and brakes which was annoying#especially since parallel parking is smthn ive told him b4 i need to practice so kinda like hypocritical for him#to tell me i need to practice than to just grab the wheel when im trying to practice lol
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🚨 ATTENTION ALL CATB FANS 🚨
Just when we thought they were dust forevermore, they have risen from the dead (or at least Van & probably Benji have) !!!
I’m so excited, I’m presuming this means new music 🤞🏻
#catb returning from the void was not on my bingo card truly#I though they were gone forever#surely this means new music ???#to try n reinvent themselves within their new setup at least#you can’t headline a festival n play only the old songs that were released 5 years ago at the latest#even if they do release new music what if they’re trash now lol#it’s been such a long time they might have changed a lot n it doesn’t hit the same#but anyway let’s not think about it for now n just appreciate the fact they’re back !!!#this is going to revitalise the fandom ❤️#catb#van mccann#catfish and the bottlemen#Kirsty talks#my posts#my stuff
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I feel compelled to note that I have not given up on Louder Than Love and will not be until it is good and finished. I just needed to step back and get a little perspective for a bit. Write some other things. Read again. You know how it goes. Coming back refreshed in the near future.
But yeah no it has not escaped my notice that we're creeping up on a year since my last actual update (rather than just me writing and rewriting a chapter 80 million times.) I hate that lol. But yeah if I give up I'll flat out say so, trust me.
(No one has been bugging me about it just to clarify, I'm just bugging myself lol.)
#i also just sometimes go through phases where like#the discourse bothers me more than normal#i understand why people don't like Remadora.#(and I'm sure there's people who don't like Wolfstar i just tend to be on one side of the circle lol)#but it wears on me to hear ppl call part of what i write trash or invalid or disgusting all the time#i feel a lot of pressure to get it right and do justice to both parts#and i needed to step back and remember why i was writing.#i don't write well if I'm not enjoying it#and i wasn't for a while.#but I've got a game plan now. :)#thank you for your patience#hp#louder than love#ltl posting
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my brother and me, looking at a map of our city marking all 19 cemeteries, trying to figure out which one's the one our father is buried at cause we have to get the headstone cause his rental contract has expired like
#would be easier if our mother was talking to us but alas#who knew after being dead for some 20 years they would just go bye bye but that's the chr*stian church to y'all#on the other hand my great grandfather has been buried at the same cemetery since 1973 so maybe it's just that one#orrr it's cause he's buried in a small town and maybe his last name still weights something to the people there#I mean nearly the whole town came to his funeral - tho still it has been 50 years that can't be it right right right#maybe I should ask me grandmother but I haven't talked to her since our grandfather died like 5 years ago or smth lol I don't even know#they never cared for him anyway so#who wants to visit 19 cemeteries with me to find the right one could be a fun date idea#actually does anyone know what happens to the ashes? like do they just throw his remains in the trash or#I have so many thoughts about this I actually think we need to get it this month but I'm not sure cause NO ONE TOLD ME#until my brother was like 'oh yea we actually needa go get the headstone if we don't want them to throw it away'#like guys this was money#fluff whining again
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janela cut a post show promo just to put over ibushi and at one point was like "you didnt go to wwe and, you didn /for now/ go to aew, you came to this company i would die for" and he gave ibushi the proper respect he deserved and did genuinely thank aew for what it was even if towards the end it did not work out for him. so even tho i dont like him i at least appreciate that he genuinely understood what it meant for ibushi to be there and for gcw to get him first
#he also mentioned that part of what was hard was working w his ex and her new guy#but made sure when some people were booing to be like no i have no heat with them#which i get but also they just did a thing today about their experience w miscarriage so#like speak your truth but maybe skip that bit or at least dont literally namecheck them#super solid promo otherwise which i wasnt expecting#commentary annoyed me at times match stressed me out bit but was solid for what it was#and was obvi wholly different than the speedball bloodsport match#personal#like lots of gcw is trash and janela has done lots of dumb twitter bullshit over the years#but at least they understood what it meant for ibushi to be there lol
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Refuse, did you have an unfortunate incident in a b&n??? That was far too accurate to be just a scenario. :0
LMAO IM SO SORRY I DIDN'T SEE THIS
thankfully no i did not have an unfortunate incident in a b&n, i just love committing to a bit. painting a word picture in the tags where (i thought???) no one will see :D also apparently that's a thing??? did you know that having public sex in like, b&n is just? a thing apparently? at least that's what i've heard. my girlfriend has worked at multiple bookstores including a b&n - while i don't think she had an unfortunate incident either iirc she's the one who told me about it. wild! right?
but lol thanks for checking in @adranova ! ^^
#refuse's trash talk#i think this is about a poll i answered like#back in AUGUST???#about 'would you care if you caught someone having public sex'#and that's like excluding and kind of 'what if kids see!' response#just about you personally stumbling upon it#im p sure i answered yes and then - as stated above - painted a very detailed word picture in the notes below#mostly me being silly#tbh if no one else knows ur doing public (semi-public?) sex / you don't get seen by anyone i don't think i care?#i just don't want to end up being the one to find you <3#the awkward eye contact....#anyway! lol#ask
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