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I’m reading a quite frankly ridiculous amount of books right now and I just need to immortalize this for posterity
Legendborn by Tracy Deonn (ebook for class)
Maiden, Matron, and Crone: Fantastical Trans Femmes edited by Gwen Benaway (ebook for class)
Vespertine by Margaret Rogerson (for my creative writing capstone)
Never Have I Ever by Isabel Yap (also for my creative writing capstone)
The World Keeps Ending, and the World Goes On by Franny Choi (Christmas gift)
Witch, Cat, and Cobb by J.K. Pendragon (library ebook on my phone)
The Soft Landing Collection: Sapphic Fantasy and Science Fiction Stories by Jacquelynn Lyon (different library ebook on my phone)
Seven Days in June by Tia Williams (physical library book)
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the accolade ( the...the cat-olade...)
#mine#original#i cannot even begin to explain the anguish. the torment. this drawing has brought me#and i STILL dont like it. i simply cant work on it any longer i cant i cant. i must be rid of it#eating drywall as we speak#you want to know how many weeks ive worked on this. THREE. ALMOST.#you want to know how long my other cat drawings take me ?? 3 days absolute MAX#anyway. begon foul creature etc#i havent left extremely long tags for a long while hello everyone good lord there are many of you#we are going stratford this weekend very exciting#its going to be a little chilly and i want to take my new coat with me but issue its not chilly right now so i cant wear it onto the train#i do not think. i can. stuff it into my suitcase i dont think that will happen#i am sure i will figure it out#also. no longer vegan . eggs have won me over. egg egg egg.#im having to restrain myself SO hard from buying more wool i want a shawl i want a shawl#i want more cute DRESSES why are nice comfy dresses 10000£#i look on vinted and its like dresses for popping your pussy in like not. the vibe im going for thank u#anyway. im going to eat crackers now
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do i finish dunmesh tn ..
#JOOO IM SO SCAREDD im going 2 sit at my desk tmr night like when i finished trigun just staring ahead . nothing 2 do .#but its sooo good i want to see it through😭AUGGGHHF#girls .. marcilles dungeon lord outfit …orz… omg ..#two standout scenes one from vol 11 and one from 12#loved kabrus panic @ his inability to stop laios and co from moving forward . loved how the panels were arranged#and i loved laios dismissive tone vs kabrus stuttering and the sleeve pull imagery again and again and it slipping through his fingers#and the attempts 2 explain utaya but not knowing how and later on feeling rooted in place w fear . SOOO GOODDD !!?#second being marcilles descent into mad mage type of headspace .like wanting and needing so badly to see her desires out#but recognizing the overhwelming nature the powers n wishes have granted her and the insufficient timeframe which 2 accomplish things#that one panel in particular of her yelling for laios to shut up!!shut up shut up shut up#STOPPIF ORS SOOO GOOD I LOVE THE ART THERE#eehee ok maybe ill get through vol 13 and hold off 14 a little longer just 2 have a little smt left over😭#plus i need to see chimera!laios so bad. at least i think thats a thing that happens idk for sure but im a believer .#dunmeshi#dunmeshi spoilers#dungeon meshi spoilers
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What do you think the types of drunk would the murder trio be? Im pretty sure ask dusttale already answered this question about dust but i have to ask the mtt expert
see now askdusttale DID answer the question. but they didn't ANSWER the question when asked what dust is like drunk. they just said that dust is the type to drink himself blackout drunk. so that mean i have total freedom on deciding what the mtt are like drunk hehehe (rubs hands together in a villanous way that you would imagine nightmare doing or something idk)
i already have an absolutely hilarious idea for horror and it might just because i'm on the guilt section of his character analysis but i could TOTALLY imagine him being an emotional drunk. like he CRIES. horror sans man known for being incredibly guarded and private with what he feels bawling his eye out. he gets mad he gets sad he does not get happy because horror doesn't have the right to be happy. he is too upset over the fact that he fucking DOOMED all of horrortale because of his selfishness and nothing can stop him from being incredibly vocal about that fact so much so that killer had to tape his mouth shut because he wouldn't stop crying so loud. and then he just silently cries until he passes out from exhaustion. the alcohol has an incredibly strong effect on him because i dont think he would drink regularly plus he definitely hasnt drinken anything in those 7 years of starvation. it hits like a fucking plane crashing into him. or like getting his eye taken out again. either one!
another funny idea i had for killer would be like the alcohol affecting him but he SWEARS that he's still sober. he is very confused when he starts stumbling because wtf he doesnt FEEL drunk??? why is he bumping into walls and tables HELP WHY DOES HE SOUND FUCKING STUPID???? the alcohol is definitely effecting him but he swears he swears he doesn't feel drunk. hes not drunk its just the damn body doing this stupid bullshit!!!! he's still very aware of what's going on and is basically the same as sober but just like. he's wiggly he's wobbly and oh shit he just fell head face first into a tv whoops. he'd also have a high tolerance because just because. he can drink without feeling like shit until he just blacks out mid conversation with someone because his body couldn't take the toll of all the beer or whatever. hilarious idea triglycercule thank you triglycercule i know
dust in the context that we already know that he drinks AND he can fight against the human while like partially drunk.... i feel it would be kinda like a giggly drunk situation. except dust doesn't laugh at anything that's funny he only laughs when someone gets hurt or something. SADISTIC giggly drunk. because i can already imagine a half drunk dust laughing his ass off after killing the human and its a beautiful sight to me.
anyways imagine how it goes when you pair this sadistic giggly drunk with another that wont stop going through the 5 stages of grief and another that keeps on fucking falling over for no reason in his eyes. dream blunt rotation but the blunt is a bottle of vodka. i can already imagine it in my head and its fucking HILARIOUS. horror going on about how he caused the deaths of others and manipulated and tricked papyrus while killer is just trying his best to keep his eyes open because for some reason they won't stop trying to close. he is surprisingly getting frustated. dust has long since lost his voice laughing at this and he's just silent wheezing at everything. also phantom papyrus is only making the laughter worse because he keeps on making rude comments towards horror and killer and only he can hear him and its guffaw inducing. mtt amazing friend group you dont get shit like this anywhere else
#killer's breakdancing and he swears this isnt on purpose guys#GUYS GUYS ITS NOT ME THE BODY IS DRUNK OKAY WHY CANT I STOP WHEN DID I LEARN HOW TO DO THIS#horror has SO much to be guilty over its not even funny. ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY#nobody talks about this but this man is GUILTSTRIFEN. he is literally filled with so much guilt its not even funny#dust and killer have the genocides they did. ok. sure. that's it????#ugh god i dont wanna ramble in tags again..... im just gonna end up saying it in the analysis anyways but ughhhhhhhhhhh#yk what fine i'll rapid fire. trying to keep people from killing themselves. watching his friends die.#knowing that other monsters are getting eaten. worrying papyrus. coming up with a plan he knows wont work and tries make it happen#because that idea of them deconstrucing the core would NOT have worked so he did that out of selfishness#forcing his community to eat humans. tricking papyrus into eating humans. going against all his morals#dare i need say more i swear AND ALL OF THESE ARE SEPERATE THINGS TOO!!!!!!#he single handedly DOOMED horrortale into disarray by destroying the core#the eye idea wouldve worked. it wouldve been the only way monsterkind thrived#and yet he destroyed the core but kept his eye safe. as if one last big fuck you#you can have my eye but you cant have the machine that needs it. good luck bitches#THERE ALREADY WAS FOOD IN SNOWDIN BEFORE HE TOLD THEM TO EAT HUMANS#THERE COULD'VE BEEN ANOTHER WAY TO RATION THE FOOD OR FIND S FOOD SOURCE#BUT HE JUST TOLD TJEM TO EST HUMANS OUT OF SPITE SO UNDYNE WOULDN'T GET THE SOULS#granted it was a solution that worked for the hunger problem BUT HORROR FUCKING HATES IT#HE HATES THE IDEA OF EATING HUMANS HE HATES THE IDEA OF KILLING KIDS#BUT HE STILL DOES IT HE GOES AGAINST ALL HIS MORALS UGHHHHH#horror sans. horror sans my king horror sans my glorious lord and savior#i cannot WAIT to drop that character analysis. it will change lives. and by lives i mean me#i will be a changed man once the horror analysis comes out#anyways WHO IS THIS ANON AGAIN. its a question i always wonder because wtf#you have a daily question for me. this is like a log in event. if i answer all the questions in a row for a week i get a SPECIAL question#but fr thank you so much for your questions i love answering them its so fun to wrack my mind and figure out a way to answer it. brain teas#every time i see the words mtt expert i laugh lowly like an evil villain but i try not let it get to my head#humility is a standard i aim to uphold. one of my character traits. triglycercule character analysis when#tricule asks
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series of ppkm messy things real quick before buttsoup 2 electric boogalo be upon us,,, i just think it would be neat. to see them date. however i will take whatever crumbs i can get <3
#butterfly soup#ppkm#sketchbook#I know based on the asks brianna lei has done that they probably do not get together in highschool. so consider this. erm an AU.#if i were to make actual headcanons based on events we actually know happen i would say one of rhem was visiting while they're in college#noelle maybe... and she gets there an akarsha is like hey can we go to fucking gamestop i need to get something there.#and noelle is like. i literally flew here to visit u u want to go to gamestop. what the hell akarsha (she goes with her anyways)#u know how gamestop goes. but i just think its neat lord i am so excited for buttsoup 2.#um i may not play it for a bit! i am not sure i likely will be. inactive for a bit till i catch up 😎#have fun out there at 12pm PST yall!! 👀👀#help i didnt even explain mild cheese maybe its funnier that way#erm theres different kinds of baguette and technically speaking a sweet baguette is one that isnt sourdough.#so it has a less. intense flavor on its own which makes it a good bread to pair with cheeses rhat have a mild flavor#what a fucking stretch . i love my brain#novel in the tags! help!#roi draws
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Attempted to do a photoshoot for the one and only cosplay I'll probably ever do and. These are the only pictures I got that matter
#there were a lot of blurrier ones that were completely incomprehensible lmao#i did also get some decent serious ones but. idk if i'll post them/might save them for halloween or something. we'll see#i dont like taking pics of myself and i dont like sharing my face on the internet. it just so happens this particular character has bangs#and also sunglasses so it works out#nicholas d wolfwood#cosplay#trigun#rosie posting#cats of tumblr#i love my girl so so much. but lord she love gettin all in my business when im tryna do shit ykwim#taking pictures or drawing or whatever tf. it dont matter. she must be in the way <3#i went to put my clothes away and like. sure it's a relatively cheap suit but it still cost a good amount#and this goddamn cat is swiping and pouncing on my clothes as im tryna put em away like 😭😭😭😭 GIRL#anyway pretend ww has uhh curly hair. and literally no jawline. and also a normal/fat waist. and a thick ass neck jesus lordt#that's what my ww looks like <3 sowwy that's just how im built lmao#oh and the wrong nose. i have the wrong nose for every anime character 😔#bitch ass half white half pinoy got me out here lookin like a gotdamned Freak lol <3#the absurd amount of cookies in the past week probs hasnt been helping#i live alone and shit's hard yo 😭😭#this also means i took all my goddamn photos myself and thus. the excessive cat bombing <3
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just thought “combat rogue” instead of outlaw. its been 7 years
#i cannot even explain how that happened it was like#remembered wod garrison ‘yeah yeah one little sacking big deal’ quote > siege of orgrimmar > ‘when stormwind raid fr’ >#remembered the assassination rogue kingslayers weapon and that combat scenario in sw > oh man i dont have all the hidden appearances still >#wow i really shouldve done the combat rogue one > ‘combat rogue’ good lord#happened in about 5-10 seconds. prior to All That i was thinking about my belf paladin so like ????? sure??#mine#warcraft
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it's so frustrating dealing with a friend that seems set on finding imaginary slights against their person and seethes in silence waiting for you to figure out what you did 'wrong' this time 🤦♀️
#this is the fifth time since october i've invited her somewhere to catch up and she said no#always with some excuse#which. sure. i can't verify#maybe the 8th time in the last year she refused for some reason or another#but there's only so many times you can give someone the benefit of the doubt#when she never initiates anything and just waits for us to ask her out#and if you don't happen to do that within the secret interval of time she is available and which she never discloses#she registers it as a slight#i'm so tired of these stupid mind games how old are you/??#also she is SO hard to get hold of. never answers anything on any messaging app for days on end including the weekends#even if the proposal is time sensitive#girl you are NOT that busy bffr#i remember we invited her to see barbieheimer and she did not freaking answer on time. as usual.#and we had to get tickets without her bc the time slots quickly sold out#and ofc she was pissed at us bc she's can't be bothered to reply 🤦♀️#she always is pissed even when it's clearly her fault#when she clearly sees the message bc she DOES check the apps whaddyaknow#and the one time we did manage to see each other she had the gall to propose that we go out more often!!!#and then never initiates anything and refuses everything#ik if i were to recount this to a third person they would tell me she already checked out of this friendship#it's so stupid#having to walk on these eggshells#bc we didn't even have a falling out she's just finding pretexts to become offended#that was been her modus operandi since the freaking pandemic#good lord the stories i have#lemonposting#anyway i'm bummed out now
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mm i Neeed to go the beach
#just me hi#wauhuhh !#something about just drifting around in water that i am slightly scared of that really makes my brain whir happily lol :>#i am slightly scared of it for two major reasons: 1) fish. lord the fish why are they so scary 2) sometimes i think i'll drown and they jus#won't find the body. which is less rational than the fish so that's why fish is my number 1 fear at all times lmao#/i think out of all the animals on the planet i am the most scared of ordinary fish. not even the deep sea stuff hfbshv#cuz look they're so far down there you Have to assume they look funked. and also they prolly don't like human meat. so it's cool#but regular fish?? some of them eat birds. they eat birds dude. what would they do to me if they knew how to use harpoons??#also they for SURE eat corpses so we loop back to fear no. 2 really just being fear no. 1 hbfhs#/see i'm not even that scared of the animals my parents are determined on exploding. like man if i get eaten that was prolly bound#to happen anyway. i Know how that goes. i know what mauling is lol#i am the only person in this house who will walk around outside on a moonless light w/ no flashlight because if i was sposed to be dead i#can guaranteE there are much better opportunities. funnier ones‚ too#/just looked it up bobcats are SHY little guys. they are just shy babies. except for when they have rabies :)#shy rabies babies <3#/anyway back to the fish. i don't like how there are some that specifically like to eat human skin. mmm no i have never liked that ever not#one little bit. makes my skin crawl hghfsh#i don't care what it does or can do that is NOT cool lil dude ;w;#/hang on i'm googling 'weirdest things fish eat' because i want to scare myself i guess hbfhvbsf :'3#they're only showing me weird fish!!! no !! tell me about a fish that's living exclusively off of plastics!! or car tires !! come on !!!#these guys are just funky looking. and just Kinda funky looking. though this humphead guy is funny lol :)#he looks scary but with a charm that i can't deny#his forehead. and mouf. this guy is awesome#and of course he's endangered because the world is exploding. but it's so cool he exists :D#//anyway fish are scary. and miss humphead is Huge so goofiness aside he's also scary hhfbvs#also why do some of those motherfunkers swim close to shore and bite at you. those guys suck so bad#that's only happened to me so many times but enough for me to have a fear that has lasted for over half a decade lmao#//and anywho i'm running out of tag space lol :)#we're going ot the park!! i'm going to skate :DD !!#i wanna get good at my old stuff again hfsh - so bye! bye !! toodles !!!
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I’m gonna be off work for over a week starting 2morrow and im really so thankful… I wish I were the iron skinned bitch that people seem to think I am but im not and the fact that people seem to think some unknown bad things about me for flirting with multiple men (who ALL made their first moves on me and ALL knew exactly what they were getting into) like it just makes me very deeply sad… & like I gotta get this weird fake nice treatment from this girl I thought I was friends with and it’s like 😮💨 the fuck is wrong with you people. & it’s like…. Do you seriously think I get some perverse joy out of playing with these men’s feelings? Does everyone really think so little of me? They were my friends first & maybe part of the reason I am attracted to these particular people is that they don’t talk to me like I’m an alien or they’re a reporter or something…. Like …. Good lord I’m just so fucking drained. And then on top of that I DO feel guilty like a normal fucking human being over the fact that two of these guys are going to feel led on even though once again they should have known what they were getting into and I shouldn’t have to fucking die on the cross for them. But whatever…… and this makes me too depressed to be as active as I’d like to be in chasing Andrew which pisses me off and makes me more depressed and and and 😭 but hopefully a week off will do me good and I can rebuild my “I don’t fucking care what you think” reservoir
#like honestly I fee gaslit. like I know I’m not some perfect angel but how do these people have so little sympathy it’s really disturbing…#last night I committed the sin of having a beer and maybe being a little more flirty with one of them than would be wise given I’m#pretty sure I want Andrew but good lord isn’t that a normal human thing to happen. I feel everyone’s eyes judging me and I’m so paranoid#everyone knows every little thing I do and it makes me feel like I’m going nuts#like it’s just not that nuts to have crushes on multiple people. maybe you guys are just shallow and lack imagination#I hateeeee to rant about this so often but I really do need to vent
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absolutely delightful details in how they animated watts. fucking love it
#it maked me uneasy how quickly people accepted his ‘interrogation’ (read: torture) and imprisonment as ‘ok’ just bc hes an asshole#like. yes. this person doesnt care about others lives. but that doesnt mean he gets to be tortured into compliance and beat up by guards#and like YES it isnt spelled out explicitely but its very fuckimg heavily alluded to#except for the abuse in prison thats like. happens ONSCREEN#like. we as viewers SEE the guards knock him out completely unnecessarily and drag off his limp body. thats fucking prison abuse baby!!!!#and of course the torture is implied but like do you guys SEE the way Watts flinches away from ironwood later????#mr. ‘nothing gets under my skin’ mr. ‘im so cool’ mr. ‘im always in control’#when *that guy* is visibly shaken/frightened you KNOW something serious happened#and sure hes quick to take back as much power as he can in the situation. see: being snarky. but he literally had guns to his head#and then he went ahead and betrayed them anyway.#the fucking balls on this guy. like good lord#hes not really snivelly and he doesnt scare easy. so when hes afraid. of someone. you KNOW they did something awful to him#pomodoriwhines#arthur watts#this is like 2 posts in one.#anyway fuck atlas
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{pretend this is the hand writing emoji] please fiddleford please. smilessssss
offcourse i didnt know what to drawfor himso heres 3
(does this couny.for friday. because i forgot to do fiddleford friday i hope this makes up for it)
#what a talented young engineer. sure hope nothing happens to him#that worsk thats my tag now#also hiii i definitely do not know who this anon is (giiggles)#i cannot stress how crappy the mspaint request will be if i get any more because good lord i love being messy and silly in mspaint#.req#mspaint#.hbvcb#answers
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played sims during my lunch today and took a break from the family with a baby to check in on the ineffables and got this popup like lol yeah he does in fact he's been lying to god since like day 1 he loves deception
#feel free to ignore his beard it randomized on when i made the sims and i was like yknow what. sure enjoy your beard phase#also pls ignore the green jacket this convo happened RIGHT when they got home from work so they were both still in their uniforms#ALSO also good lord the babies in sims 4 need so much supervision i dont know how yall real life parents do it#all i need to do for my little pixel guy is click on him at the right times you are stronger than me#theyre still cute tho. will give them that#illogical rambles
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#i just had to read with my own eyes#'What makes me hesitate to call it rape though is the fact that Xing Si never tells him no'#like i'm not even going to go into the importance of enthusiastic consent and why not saying no just isnt enough#but dude was absolutely smashed drunk could barely stand on his feet#clearly couldn't process what was happening (he literally asks Yong Jie to confirm it's him!)#in what world could he make a decision on anything?#and then to go on and say he is stupid because#'I just can't believe he doesn't know what the younger one is doing'#like?????#it's his dì! his family! of course he trusts him and doesn't think he's getting him drunk on purpose??#like even if you wanted to say that accepting drinks meant you were both aware and down to fuck w/ the buyer#(which is already bullshit)#it's his stepbrother! I'm sorry I don't think not immediately going 'oh yeah he's trying to get in my bed' is being an idiot!#like yeah sure disagree with the narrative choices of how Xing Si blames himself and how he is forgiving Yong Jie#and that it's obvious they will end together#but frankly? I think so far that with what we're shown and told of Xing Si and his relationship to himself and Yong Jie#a lot of his reactions and choices are not that illogical (tho again i wish they were different)#and they certainly do not make him pathetic or responsible for what happened to him LORD#anyway it's not a very good series and i'm not sure it deserves me getting my hackles raised like that#but Xing Si is actually such a sweet character who goes through SHIT#and I hate to see it painted as him being pathetic or responsible of what he's been victim of#like get a grip ppl#(not gonna tag it bc it's from > 1year old comments and i don't want to attract any attention or anything)#(but i needed to vent so here we go)
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just watched the entirety of karppi s3 in one day…
#yeab.#and now it’s over completely which is crushing#but. so many thoughts.#chief among them wtf happened to nurmi’s parents?? he told the guy at the clinic one thing and sofia another#and like. at the clinic place he was drugged and gave super specific details so points towards that#but why would he lie to karppi?? idk. many thoughts.#and also!! did not like that they gave him this swanky new porsche#with all the subtle product placement of white collar but none of the charm#also not sure that the facial hair was the right look for him. just sayin. some ppl look better w scruff and some don’t#nurmi (and myself) I believe belong to the group that does not look better scruffy#but fr though this season was so good and I loved how much stuff it managed to tie up#wish there would’ve been more whump though. lots of potential but not a lot of actual Pain.#anyway I loved that jp got a more central role im kind of obsessed with him (and his new tattoo lol)#and that reveal at the end dear lord…I was like ‘no the fuck way’ and then. it was.#batshit I tell you!!#also also. hottest character of the season award goes to henna she looked so good!!#was crazy to see how much older she’d gotten. emil as well I was like oh my god he’s twelve. what the hell.#something I did especially like was the amount of hugs karppi and nurmi got to have. wish they would have hugged more but quite pleased#with what there was.#but. i would have loved to see nurmi in extreme emotional distress or something. like come on we all know he’s going thru it but like.#show me please!!!#and omg I think I will be writing a fic vis a vis him getting shot by karppi bc. the pain of those close range chest shots.#and of being shot by your partner. yeah.#ok ok I’m gonna shut up.#yeah. have had such a productive day today#i say things#not whump#karppi spoilers#deadwind spoilers
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2/2 How long does it take you to fall in love with somebody?Is the sensation of ‘falling in love’ or ‘being in love’ better?
sorry i only fall up (clouds of spilt milk, but am i the cup)
#why am i quoting this. you’re tearing me apart jacob#in any case this might sound a little weird to say but i’m...not sure i know what falling in love feels like?#being in love certainly#but what led up to that point is a mystery. apparently it’s said of demi people that we lack primary attraction and thats why we’re demi#but idk if it really IS that or if i’m just the densest motherfucker alive#the last bunch of times it happened it took me 2.5/4 and 7/8 years of knowing the person respectively to realise any feelings#it’s kinda just been like i’ll be hanging out with them for years like hell yeah!! woohoo!! friendship!! and then oh fuck. oh shit. oh god#no prior warning or anything it’s like climbing up a staircase only to be hit by a freight train upon reaching the top#i guess for the most part thats turned out about as well as it could have#i like being in love but still it always feels like being smited. lord knows i should be more in tune with my emotions anyway#ironically though i seem to be pretty good at telling when other people are into me or are starting to be#i kinda just get a hunch? but both times it’s happened i’ve eventually turned out to be right#so that’s weird#not sure how i’d answer ultimately
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