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4 MINUTES (2024) I EP. 6 & EP. 7 "You're still afraid of dogs."
#4 minutes#4 minutes the series#uservix#userfaiza#userrlaura#userrlana#great x tyme#greattyme#do you remember everything about that one kid you met once or are you normal?#what's this behavior tyme huh?#also when they're adults this moment between is so bittersweet bc it's a glimpse into the romance that could have been#my theory is that the flashback was tyme remembering when they met as kids#and realising that he has ruined everything by treating great quite horribly#i mean my guy spent the night with great recorded it and posted it online..... so yeah he fucked up#and he has especially tainted this sweet childhood memory#mywork
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Nell grew up in the lords of fortune, which means for a solid few years there was a dwarven child just living her most insane life as the littlest lordling of them all
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#datv#dragon age#dragon age veilguard#rook laidir#veilguard#lords of fortune#nell#my art#my fanart#my ocs#lof sucked as a faction but i'm so in love with the idea of Nell being taken in by a band of thieves and pirates like a stray cat#she made for a great distraction on simple jobs and a very quiet infiltrator on bigger jobs#she wasn't cared for by a specific lord and she definitely wasn't looked after but she grew up pretty happy all things considered#not exactly a family unit??? she never had a parental figure for more than a week at a time#hence the everything about her#but she grew up confident in her abilities and full of love for adventure and the world and all things shiny#and that's about as good as a lost orphan can hope for in thedas#she slept in a treasure chest for a lot of her childhood and never had a bedtime
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something something if they had found each other earlier
#do you remember infodumping as a kid because i do#both jayce and viktor would have those fairy/pirate/dragon books that looked like field journals and had the special foldouts and pockets#arcane fanart#arcane#jayce talis#arcane jayce#viktor arcane#comic#rio arcane#jayce and viktor#also like ximena definitely would've made sure viktor left with so much food#art#illustration#digital art#fanart#artists on tumblr#clip studio paint#csp#also i love rio sm???#they remind me of something but i can't remember what#maybe the salamander I once had??#or their eyes are like my sister's dogs??#idk but there's something so familiar about them#anyway this was a really weird week and i really liked drawing this#ALSO whoever pointed out jayce had a wizard hat in his childhood room i want to kiss you on the mouth#great spot
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luke and biggs… thoughts?
many thoughts + it means luke has a type
#its so insane when u think abt it as a 'they never acted on it' love story#like u finally reunite w ur bestie and childhood crush u think its gonna be great finally flying togehter properly#u think maybe u'll say smthn when u get back from this if u survive#u dont even consider that HE might not survive#and so on the same day u become a hero to the galaxy u lose the one last part of home u had left#and u know its not the same as leia but my god ur planet might as well have just blown up#cause theres nothing left of the place u called home. nobody to share ur childhood memories with#the one escaped tatooine first. the one u always loved. hes gone#and worst of all nowhere to put that overwhelming love you've been keeping inside all this time. it has to stay in ur chest forever#luke skywalker#thanks for the ask!#biggsluke#skylighter#< also it has a sick secondary ship name#biggs darklighter
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gonna start explorers of sky again and blog about the tragedy about to unfold live on my twitter dot com 😁😁😁
#shuake#akeshu#p5 pmd au#persona 5#goro akechi#akira kurusu#pmd explorers#pmd eos#pmd#pmd2#pokemon mystery dungeon#pokemon mystery dungeon explorers of sky#why are there so many tags for this game#i really want to summon my childhood self and create little mini comics based on important story beats#there would be a lot of pokemon changes ……. but it would be so fun#and which character is which will also be great#LIKE IT JUST HIT ME WHO SHIDO IS IN THIS AU AND IM FUCKIGN SCREAMING THIS IS GONNA BE GREAT ACTUALLY YALL ARENT READY#persona 4 would be super. persona 3 would be rescue team btw#p2 prolly gates.#RIP p1 there’s only four games 🫡
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Just had a dream of Cryptid Batman somehow getting summoned to the Marvel world & adopting/yoinking the Winter Soldier. And I have never been more tempted to write something but have no clue where I'd even begin lmao.
#prompts?#prompts#cryptid batman#cryptid batfam#cryptid batfamily#dc x marvel#marvel x dc#marvel crossover#dc crossover#winter soldier#Honestly I blame watching the Avengers cartoon (the 2010 one I think?) and reliving childhood memories#Idk I just think the hilarity of a shadowy abomination of a wet cat adopting another wet cat of a man great#Also DC has stuff to help with brainwashing because it happens like every day#not to mention the brainwashing stuff for clones so#Let bruce adopt this full grown ass wreck of a man
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* (steam coming out of my head) I’m fucking thinking dude
#Bauhauzzo human life I can FEEL IT it’s THERE I SWEAR#my human HC for him is a little scrambled but I’ll try and put my own two cents on the table in here#Sunday Lesson Line: Since Mitter is considered a creation god. I imagine him as a priest#and HEAR ME OUTT I THINK it wouldn’t be far off for Mitter to have a religion based around her#to me human Bau was mainly preaching about appreciating single everything in life#referring to how Mitter is described as a caretaker#and get this: especially memories!!!#based on the first few dialogues here I imagine he did. not have the best childhood#would he wanna change it if he could? yes. has he grown and has learned to look back on them properly?? also yes#as for the Huzzle line I REALLY wanna think about it more#duo in humie years maybe….Huzzle constantly trying its best to become a god so it can just be with its brother again….#great god grove#ggg#bauhazzo#bauhauzzo ggg#hc#tagging in case ppl wanna see my madman rambling#trevor.txt#oatmeal thoughts
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Wanted to try give my main 4 guys their own art styles
#it happened because Boro's came to mw so vividly#and so i was like fuck it. all of them#auto wouldn't be able to draw anything but hed be great at drawing weapons#boro has the style of like... 2000s NG webtoon artist#S was raised by salmonid so that style comes to her from childhood#Plus' style would be just whatever shitty anime she's consumed as a teen#splatoon 3#splatoon#art#splatoon oc
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For some reason whenever I start thinking about post canon Rookanis, I keep thinking about Crimson Peak and I think that's because there's some huge potential for major Gothic Horror going on here. One of the enduring traits of gothic fiction is that there's something wrong with the house (the supernatural element essentially, hauntings, ghosts, etc) because there's something wrong with the family and boy is there a whole hell of a lot wrong with the Dellamortes.
Rook makes for a fitting gothic heroine naively joining this really fucked up family and culture because every Rook other then a de Riva really doesn't know much about how the Crows really operate and has gotten a very skewed view into their world dealing with Teia and Viago acting as patriotic freedom fighter, and no Rook would really know the full extent of Lucanis' very messed up family dynamics because that man does not talk about his trauma, so Rook is walking into a nightmare blind. And that's just the political and family drama, imagine how much more interesting it could get with an element of the supernatural because magic, ghosts, and hauntings are all a thing in dragon age.
The Veil usually gets really thin in places where a lot of blood has been spilled and how many people do you think have died in the ancestral home of a house of assassins? How many members of the Dellamortes do you think died inside there as a result of Crow infighting and in particular Caterina's bid to remain First Talon? How much pain and suffering mark its halls from the generational trauma of the systematic physical, psychological, and emotional abuse required to turn children into trained killers? If there was anywhere perfectly primed for a haunting, its Villa Dellamorte.
And wouldn't an upset and angry spirit seeing how miserable this terrible place is making its two favorite people be a perfect way to stir up the ghosts haunting the halls? I just think it would be fun for Spite being the unwitting source of all the supernatural problems because he's so pissed about Lucanis and Rook continuing to make themselves miserable by trying to make living in Villa Dellamorte work and accidentally bringing the literal ghosts of Dellamorte past to life
Anyways, I want to make a Caterina to face all that she lost holding onto a title that is going to end up dying with her because Lucanis was never going to be who she wanted him to be and made Illario so like her he ruined any chance he had to take her place as First Talon. I want Caterina to reckon with the literal ghosts of her past and realize everything she did was meaningless in the end. That she lost and ruined her family for nothing and all she has left are two broken boys that she destroyed herself and a crumbling, dying House.
I definitely want Lucanis to break the cycle of generational trauma and leave but I can't decide what to do with Illario because I do think that the guy deserves a win and should get a happy or at least bittersweet ending but the idea of Caterina being stuck with the disgraced grandson she ignored and will never be able to properly hold onto the title she fought so hard for and sacrificed so much for because he tried to make himself too much like her could also be really interesting because Illario mirrors Caterina enough that he might just remain stuck in the familial trauma cycle with her
#i'm imagining this all with my watcher rook in specific who is not at all freaked out about the actual ghosts and haunting#but is focused way more on unraveling the why of what's going on to put it to rest bc thats her job#and then uncovering in parallel exactly how fucked up lucanis and illario's childhoods were and starting to get why they're Like That#and all this is on top of dealing with caterina as the grandmother in law from hell and she hasn't even married lucanis yet#which is another whole Thing bc its like Caterina can't decide whether Rook is totally unsuitable for Lucanis#OR she's badgering them about getting married and giving her great grandbabies to carry on the dellamorte name#jokes on Caterina though because if rookanis has any kids they're going to be Ingellvars and so is Lucanis bc he's taking his wife's name#probably going to make another post on this about my rook in specific bc these tumblr posts are really helping me sort out my fic ideas#rook#lucanis dellamorte#caterina dellamorte#illario dellamorte#rookanis#dragon age#dragon age veilguard#datv#the first gothic novel was italian so doing a gothic style story in fantasy italy seems really fitting too
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#not a perfect return to posting art#but fuck if my pettiness isn't a great driving force#lol about what snack??#some ole bullshit i saw on the whassit... insta or twitter#one of those two where “FaNs” go to pretend they got no fucking manners#oOoOh you're a this that whatever artist because look you draw like this one OoOoh#fuck outa here#literally I'm gonna post going through my whole goddamn style rolodex#also?#personal art style is not as big a deal as some of these new/young artists think it is#like maybe in commercial or children's book illustration#since they look for a specific vibe#and you're doing yourself an artistic disservice by focusing so much on “creating a personal style”#and this weird fucking self-imposed boundary of like appreciating how an artist renders this or that aspect of their drawing#because they think the plagiarism police are gonna SWAT them#like... it's pretty and you like it bcoz it speaks to you so#fucking just#try it out#try out that type of line weight#try out that color palette#try out that way of lighting a person or a scene#try it#listen everyone is out here being an aesthetic frankenstein's monster#the minute you try out xyz in your art it becomes “your style” because how you interpret it replicate it will be#influenced (altered you could say) by how you draw#unless your ass getting paid to draw on model or your art lead's style or you wanna get on a show/game so you're cobbling a quick portfolio#but that's not this#also lol next mutation still got fans#my childhood nostalgia says hello#tw eyestrain
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seems to me like zac oyama is repping some experiences of asian american schoolkids, defined by such hits like 'regulate your anger,' 'communicate clearer to deliberately misunderstanding assholes,' and 'perpetual sense of unbelonging in both the american part and the asian part of your life.'
#dimension 20#fantasy high#fhjy#zac oyama#gorgug thistlespring#great stuff! I can't watch that shit for entertainment#the asian american strugglebus... feeling like an alien hahahahahahahahahahahahahaahha#this is just surface level personal experience ofc like maybe I had a very specific version of childhood#oh yeah did i mention the Designated Role you get in school lol that's fun for literally nobody who ever attended school schools suck#but education is good! try not to drop out or at least get geds they help college is a good thing check out crash course on youtube#panic rambling in the tags tonite#my thoughts#talking about my asian-ness makes me so nervous my westernized brain is yelling 'shut up! shut up!'#I enjoy gorgug being rage-ful as a treat#asian things
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The kids will some day be fine.
Cw. Blood on the second picture:
#dndads#dungeons and daddies#my art#normal oak#link li wilson#taylor swift dndads#scary marlowe#i think this came out great#i just enjoy drawing the teens as cuddling im pretty sure i drew basiclly this like thrice now#also listening to sophmore slump and its so so good like sooo good#cw blood#oh also an obligatory wtnv refrence with waiting for the bus in the rain waiting for the bus in the rain#oh also i started not quite dead (frustrating at times pretty decent backround noise tho and needs more fics)#and the orbiting human circus (julian desrves so many hugs i am so so confused reminds me of fairytales and stories from my childhood tho)#and im slowly getting thru hazbin hotel (not as good as i hoped some of the songs are bangers tho kinda cringe a lot unfortunetly tho)
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watching odo just have to sit there in the background as dr mora is talking about him as a 'child' is giving me. such a visceral reaction. I too want to surrender my physical integrity and become formless goo to get away from being inside my own skin while listening to this. this one scene in a 1990s sci-fi show has better expressed my experience of neuroatypicality than every explicit piece of representation I've ever seen (save harrow the ninth but then no one is doing it like harrow the ninth it can't be beaten).
MORA: It would seem to me that being a scientist yourself, Lieutenant, you can appreciate the difficulty of our dilemma, and the elegance of the solution. When Odo was first found, nobody knew who, or indeed, what it was we were dealing with. A shapeless, viscous mass of fluid, a veritable organic broth. That was our Odo in the beginning. DAX: When did you realise you were dealing with a sentient lifeform? ODO: He didn't. I had to teach him that myself.
sometimes you are truly just sitting there while someone cheerfully calls your vulnerable unguarded childhood self a shapeless viscous mass of fluid or likens your body and soul to a vaguely unpleasant soup and you can't say shit about it. and the fact that young odo started to shapeshift as a desperate wordless helpless plea of 'please stop hurting me', and the way he phrases it as 'teach him that myself' in an attempt to cling on to some sort of control and agency he has to believe he had in that situation........
#'our' dilemma. go shove 'your' dilemma up your own ass forever dr mora#odo's tiny little voice on 'you don't know them'.................................................#star trek#star trek ds9#ds9#odo#I LOVE that odo tries to use the same phrasing -- 'my dilemma' -- in that same conversation#he really did try to model himself on mora and it shows in such interesting ways#also catches some stuff about childhood medical trauma I've rarely seen expressed so well too. great episode#almost had me clawing my own skin off
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Aegon, Aemond, Helaena, and Daeron looking at Alicent after she washes her hands of a war, that she (and Otto) dragged them into, and the throne, that she (and Otto) forced them to grasp/fight over even though they obviously didn't want it, and goes off to live her best life while they are all still stuck in a cycle forced on to them without their input (obviously this is about the s2 final):
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#anti hotd#like....what were they doing with alicent in s2? like-#in s1 they had great foundation for pushing her character and her belief as to why her children would be under threat from just existing#(even if u like rhae- understandable- it's not hard to take a step back & understand some of ali's pov#especially when daemon comes into the picture)#there's buildup for why she's forcing this on to her kids (murky but still) & still shows that she loves them in a complex way#heck there was even room to show her after all this also wanting to be close to the throne trailing into s2 whatever#but then s2 shits on that by making everything that happened in s1 hold no weight & ali (& otto) basically ruin their kids lives#like i like alicent but s2 makes no sense characterwise & makes her just...a bad character overall#like ive always felt bad for her kids bc ali was wrong a lot of times but u understand it bc toxic/complex family relationships where the#love is still there but it's complicated#but now post s2? i feel sorry bc their mother pushed them down a path and then left them to live her life?#HUH!?#fanfic writers save me!#aegon ii targaryen#aemond targaryen#heleana targaryen#daeron targaryen#alicent hightower#kind of...anti alicent hightower too?#hotd showrunners really ruined this family & it frustrates me so bad#dni if you can't have a collected conversation about this#like “sorry sweeties mommy wants to makes amends with her childhood crush so rip!”#(& this is from someone who ships rhaenicent)
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a rough sketch of an idea
Polites found odysseus in the sheep's field weapons and armor and body broken and bruised. It looked like he had been dropped from a great height. He felt his gut clench at the sight. It wasn't the first time something like this had happened. But it was the worst he had ever seen his friend.
Odysseus had been collecting more and more bruises over the past year, becoming more and more cagey about their source. About his training. "Proof of athena's favoritism" he called them with a grin "it'll all be worth it when I'm the best fighter around"
But polites couldn't help but worry. Pride and honors and achievements didn't matter if you didn't survive the training to get there. Polites desperately wished there was something more he could to do to help but even if he could convince odysseus to cease this insanity, how would even get out of it without offending the goddess?
"I take it training didn't go well, my friend?" Polites asked with a smile forcing his voice to keep its teasing edge. He extended a hand to help odysseus up off the ground.
"Shut up polites" odysseus grumbled as he threw a hand up to clumsily grasp at polites hand.
Despite the muscle odysseus was rapidly gaining polites could still haul him up easily. He'd thank the gods for his height but lately praying had left a sour taste in his mouth. As he dragged odysseus towards a well paid and secured doctor he eyed the broken spear, sword, and sheild. A glimmer of an idea started to take shape. It was likely odysseus would continue to break mortal equipment as he did battle with gods and his family had been pressuring him to choose a calling already....
"Eurylochus is coming from same tomorrow" polites chatted ideally, hoping to distract his closest friend from his pain. Odysseus groaned and banged his head against polites shoulder.
"Come now!" Polites chided through his laughter "you love the man!"
"Not when he's trying to bed my sister I dont" odysseus slurred somehow managing to drip annoyance through the concussion and other pains.
(@www-dot-why-are-you-here-dot-com tagged as promise! It's more on the angsty side of my headcanons so let me know if you only want to be tagged in the fluffy ones)
#The odyssey#Epic the musical#Odysseus#Polites#eurylochus#Rough drafts#ficlet#The start of how blacksmith!polites#The aftermath of athenas training#We talk a lot about how training with a goddess of war from childhood changed odysseus a lot#But not so much about how it would change a person to watch their friend go through those trails#And for polites who just wants to help and misses the days when they were more carefree it grates#Pre-canon#Odysseus and athenas wacky training adventures#Yes Athena did drop odysseus from a great height after fighting him for hours#She was treating odysseus to flying and he got way too sassy with her#Yes she did stand over his body to make sure he wasn't dying and to tell him “guess we need to work on your landings”#In the most menacing way possible#Odysseus internally lady Athena can you concuss me harder please I don't want to witness eury's bad flirting with my sister goddess please
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Holger unfollowing Carlos for like 5 minutes and then following him back is the most Holger thing to do
#childhood best friends to enemies for like five minutes#still people are NASTY with some comments (the bullshit I had to read in twitter dot com as soon as I woke up needs reparations)#another day another me complaining about tennistwt amazing#ANYWAY this is so funny if my thesis wasn't beating my ass this could be a great thing to write about#also I don't think an Instagram follow is that serious lol maybe holger just unfollowed by accident (?)#still if it was to catch carlos attention he definitely achieved that lmao#(at least holger didn't unfollow carlos for like 2 years UNLIKE OTHER STORIES *coughs* casper)#carlos alcaraz#holger rune#holgitos#runeraz#<- I think I'm the only person vibing here
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