#not posting this to any main tags as idk your preference as respect

[leggerefiore]

(SilverFox!Emmet x Reader. Suggestive. Love confessions. Mild Angst with a Happy Ending.)

———

He notices when you start to put distance between the two of you.

You still let him slide his hand over your ass, still let him pull you flush against him, still let him bend you over his desk during every break in the schedule and even after hours. You still let him do everything to you that he wishes he could do with honesty, rather than hiding behind a mask of casual lust.

But now you have a mask on, too.

He can see it, every time he takes you, makes you muffle your cries of ecstasy into your own palm. In the moments he’s inside you, you’re open, vulnerable; you look at him like he’s hung the moon, with absolute adoration, and it scares him a little bit. He’s not used to this, he doesn’t want to get too attached lest he run the risk of losing someone else, but you make it so hard not to love you.

You, who stays with him after hours just to make sure he won’t be alone. You, who reminds him to eat, brings him lunch you made for him because you knew he would forget. You, who makes every. Single. Day something to look forward to, whether he consciously notices or not. (He’s started to realize that he gets excited again to get to work, just so he can see you, and it hurts that he doesn’t remember when the last time that happened was.)

The mask you wear is not a slow-creeping thing; it snaps into place in the time it takes him to blink. You gasp and moan under him, cling to him, whimper his name, hold onto him like he’s your lifeline, bury your face in his chest after and refuse to move until he shifts you. (He doesn’t want to. He never wants to. But he knows that if he doesn’t, then he’ll want to hold you just as close as you hold him, and then any strength he had to push you away with will disintegrate.) But then, after, once he’s coaxed you out of his lap or off his desk, the mask slips on.

You fix your clothes and hair while facing away from him, but he can still see the tension in the line of your shoulders, the hitching of your breath. He notices, because despite him telling himself not to get attached, he can’t help but watch you, hopeless, longing. Everything he shouldn’t be and tells himself he’s not - but is.

(He loves you. Dragons help him, he loves you so much it terrifies him.)

He watches you tuck your shirt back in and fix the buttons. You hesitate, lingering with your hands still at your shirt, still, head bowed. He wants to reach out and put a hand on your shoulder but he stops himself before he can. Don’t get attached. Don’t give either of you false hope. But as he’s pushing down the ache he feels every time he denies himself your warmth, you turn, expression carefully blank, eyes misty and unfocused.

You give him a nod, a fake smile. (They used to be real - they used to grow in size and warmth when he spotted you looking at him from the corner of his eye. When had that changed?) He feels his stomach line with ice as you just… pick up your clipboard and look away.

“Uhm… I’ll… get you that report by the end of the day,” you murmur. Even the fake smile fades as you don’t look at him, and Emmet has to stop himself from launching around the desk and clinging to you like you had just done to him minutes ago - when he’d still had you in his arms, still been pressed against you, still been trying not to indulge in the soft, sweet kisses you’d left along his cheek and temple. (He should have kissed you back. He was afraid to.)

And then you’re gone. Out of the office and into the adjacent filing room, shutting the door behind you.

(Emmet tries desperately to pretend his heart doesn’t squeeze inside his chest, and that he didn’t see the way you’d looked like you were about to cry right before you’d turned and walked away.)

-

He only makes it another two weeks before he cracks.

Your mask gets thicker and the distance between you widens and Emmet can’t stop staring across it, wanting to reach for you but terrified to do so - wanting to pull you back from wherever your once-bright smile has gone but not knowing how.

You still let him pull you into his lap in the desk chair, still let him hike your shirt up and latch his teeth onto your skin. You still wrap yourself around him and tremble, even after you’ve both come down from your high. Again, you press your face into his neck and stay there, clinging to him, silent save for the faint hitching in your breath.

You start to move.

Something inside him breaks.

He wraps his arms around you and refuses to let you go. He can’t take another empty smile, doesn’t have it in him to watch you pull the mask back on and hide from him again. He doesn’t even know he’s crying, shivering, clenching his fists in the fabric of your shirt, until he hears himself whisper, “please don’t leave me.”

You still in his arms.

“…What?”

You attempt to lean back, probably to look at him, possibly to leave - he doesn’t know. He holds you tighter and begins breaking down with his eyes screwed shut against the tears spilling hot down his cheeks and into your shirt collar.

“Don’t go. I am Emmet, I can’t… Don’t leave.”

He feels your arms coil around his shoulders as you hold him, so fiercely it feel like he might suffocate. Good. He wants to drown in you.

“…Do you mean it?” you whisper in his ear, your voice is shaky, watery; he feels something damp against his temple where you’ve pressed your face into his hair.

He nods feverishly. “Yes,” he rasps. “I love you, yes.”

And suddenly there are hands pushing against his chest, scrambling to push him back, and he whines, desperate and pleading, trying to hold you closer as you manage to pull back enough to look at him, and oh…

You’re crying, too.

Your breath catches, your chest hitching as he sees your eyes search his face for a lie, trying to speak only to fail. You give up, gasp wetly, exhale a horrible, sad sound, and he pulls you down at the same time you lean back in.

Your lips meet properly for the very first time - he, for once, letting you kiss him and letting himself kiss you. It’s so much better than the scant few fantasies he’d allowed himself to have and as he whines into the kiss he can’t remember what it feels like to not kiss you. He never wants to be reminded.

“I love you,” you breathe against his lips, parting only for a moment to take a breath and sob a confession. “I love you so much. I thought you didn’t want me.”

Oh. Emmet feels his heart break all over again. How could he have done that to you? He’d all but handed you that mask of careful blankness, made you think he only…

He’ll do better. By both of you. He swears it with the next touch of your lips, murmurs his own confession over and over again inside his head and into the space between kisses so that you don’t spend another second thinking he doesn’t love you. More pleas and quiet, aching murmurs follow after, more desperate, hopeful begging for you not to leave him, for you to stay.

Please, I love you, don’t go, stay with me.

And in return you ghost your answers along the seam of his lips, the corners, into the kiss so that he breathes them in and feels his heart start to beat again after so many years of stagnation.

I love you. I love you. I’d never leave you. I love you…

Work is forgotten after that. Neither of you can bring yourselves to move from one another’s arms as you talk in hushed and tender whispers, voices low and vulnerable as your exposed emotions, finally laid bare.

You come in together the next day, hands entwined and emotions scraped raw.

It’s worth it, though, Emmet thinks as he looks over at you to find you watching him with a wide, adoring, genuine smile. He brings your hand up to kiss along your knuckles and feels his heart thaw just a little further at the warmth of your own.

“I love you,” you murmur, getting in one last one before you clock in and have to pretend to be professional again.

And for the very first time - the first of so very many more - Emmet lets himself believe everything might just be alright after all.

———

(Thank you for letting me write this!!! I love your silverfox!Emmet stuff, it gives me life! 💕)

~Spark💥

I think this is higher quality than anything I could have put out lol

Nah, don't thank me, thank you for sharing this💕

[deeper-x-deeper]

[NEW PINNED 8/24/2024]

WARNING!

18+ HERE THERE BE HORNY 18+

MINORS DNI

got sick of scrolling past a big thing so if you're new CLICK THE READ MORE

hi I'm a 26 year old transmasc boything with an emotional support god complex. (it's mostly a bit but I may like it a little too much) he/him, it/its, or ze/zem/zis (treated as grammatically singular) pronouns. they/them is whatever but not preferred. top surgery and on T. if you absolutely must refer to me by some kind of name/title, Administrator or Admin will do, since that's what I use in recordings and drone style sessions. I use Handler for petplay style things but don't usually use it verbally. otherwise you can just mention "god" in your moans while you jack off to my blog and I'll accept that as an offering of worship. :3

update: I can no longer deny how much I like the title of "Master" so. guess I'll add that to the list.

I am an Aromantic Bisexual Service Switch with a preference for dominance, and despite being proudly easy to hypnotize, I do not submit for just any generic dom, and my submission must be earned. however, I have no preference between top or bottom.

I will mostly be talking about hypnosis on this blog. Honestly, most of my non-hypnosis posts can be interpreted with hypnotic undertones, and my god complex posts should always be interpreted to have hypnosis involved.

I also make my own recordings! The free ones will be linked here, but if you want to keep up with the stuff that I can't post here...

https://www.patreon.com/user?u=118883163

I also have a YouTube page for the recordings available for free at the above link.

https://youtube.com/@hypnosis-rar

💚 asks, anons, dms open, please be respectful or I will block 💚

(I may play up the god complex but please speak to me like a person first)

main kinks talked about on here:

Hypnosis (obviously)

Puppy play

CNC and occasionally free use

monsterfucking including oviposition

idk what it's called when I get off on pretending to be a cult leader but that's here

I've probably forgotten a lot of them but I try to remember to tag oviposition for posts and rbs but I only seem to remember to tag hypnosis on my original posts.

important tags:

#my art [for original artworks I either have rbed from my main or are so horny they're only available here]

#my vibrations [for original hypnotic voice recordings]

#text induction [for text based inductions]

#covert induction [usually paired with the text induction tag]

#personal thoughts [for original text posts]

#trance ideas [for potential future scripts]

#records for my research [for posts about my irl and vc hypnosis sessions]

#god complex? it's simple really [for posts containing my cult leader fantasies]

#spiral

#gif (and #flashing but rarely and it's never intense)

[these are separate as not every gif is a spiral, and not every spiral is a gif]

HARD LIMITS

detrans/forcefem

ddlg

feet

💚Final Remarks💚

if you receive a follow from stinkypossum, that's my main art blog.

if you receive an anonymous ask signed

- d x d

that's me

this pinned will be directly edited as needed and I will update the date at the top to reflect changes

let's have fun and be weird!

[which-qsmp-egg-would]

🌸Intro post! (Changes over time)🌸

ON BREAK FOR NOW :D

I do polls about the qsmp eggs and what kind of children they are! Suggestions are greatly appreciated, as I am a one man band!

Polls will be scheduled to post at 10AM PST every day, but I also love to reblog things about the eggs! I also run events to encourage people to make eggsonas and interact with others in the fandom, as well as posting art/stories about my own egg OC's!

🌸More about me and my blog under the cut! (and some rules)🌸

About me!

⭐️ My name is Captain! You can also call me Poll if you want, as that is the name of this blog's mascot/eggsona.

⭐️ I use They/it/(+neos? idk) pronouns. I don't mind what you call me either, so just go with your heart kkkkkk

🇺🇸 I am American

❗️I can and will block liberally. I refuse to let this blog be swamped in any amount of negativity. I am not a celebrity, I am a pleasant escape.

🌱 My special interest is plants, I am going to start my own garden soon! I also just watch a LOT of cartoons. Oh, I'm also an artist and a writer.

🫶 My native language is English, but I have been learning American Sign Language, Spanish, and recently French. I'm not good at the French.

My main Tumblr account is Captainbee66, but I keep them mostly separate. I just reblog fanart on that one, mostly. I also write fics on Ao3!

I am an Aroace, Agender adult with ADHD :]

About my blog

❤️ Most of this is going to be polls. When requesting polls, PLEASE request them separately. I would prefer an inbox spam over a block of requests. It makes it easier. Also, your requests won't be answered right away. I actually have a lot saved in my inbox, so there's a good amount to sift through. Rest assured, requests will be saved until a later time. I try not to waste.

⭐️ Random asks and questions are also encouraged! I think they're fun. If I don't answer them though, don't be discouraged. Sometimes I just don't have a good answer!

⭐️⭐️ If someone makes fanart/fics based on anything on this blog, please please please tag me, that would be so cool.

❤️ Also, any language allowed here! Google Translate is my best friend, so you can use whatever is comfortable to you.

⚠️ Since I've been asked a few times I'll put it here: I have a limit of 12 options on a poll. We have 11 living eggs. I unfortunately cannot put your favorite dead egg on the polls for this reason. That is why the "Other/Combo" answer exists.

Who are those eggs I keep seeing? I don't remember them from the QSMP??

They're my OCs! The egg in my pfp is Poll. They're sort of my mascot/eggsona that you all helped me make! The other egg is Tequilla, their brother! He's new to the family :]

⭐️ Poll uses all pronouns, Tequilla uses He/Him

🌸 Poll's defining item is a flower crown, Tequilla's is a messenger bag

😭 If anyone makes fanart of them, I will be so emotional about it.

What is Poll's Egg Playdate Project? Can I participate?

🌸This is a community project that I started! It is to encourage you all to make your own eggsonas and make friends, despite events that have happened. We are a strong community, and I want to foster that closeness we've had over the past year!🌸

❤️everyone is welcome to participate, no matter how "late" you are to the party!

❗️Please be respectful of other people's eggs. Don't be a bully, don't put them in bad situations without permission, and just generally behave, alright?

🫶Just have fun, interact with people, and spread your creative wings! If anyone wants a list of specific eggs, I've made a list that I can draw from :]

📖🖌✏️ You can make whatever you want for this project! Artworks, doodles, drabbles, paragraphs of loose thoughts, whatever you want! In any form that you want! The whole point is CREATION.

(Feel free to ask questions in my inbox <3)

[my-pjo-stuff]

Opinions on lukercy? *asks deviously*

I mean...idc? Like, Lukercy ain't really my cup of tea- but it's not like I hate it or something. I don't rly do PJO ships besides Thaluke- and even there I'm just as good with them being platonic. So Lukercy, like any PJO ship, is just sort of ...there, at least for me. But I genuinely love the shippers! Like even if I personally don't ship it the guys that do are some of the chillest, most respectful non-toxic fans in this fandom. Which...okay tbf the bar is in literal hell- but I do genuinely mean it! To share a little anecdote here- So when I first read the PJO books I had this series up on my main where I posted my thoughts and reactions to the chapters. This obviously attracted some older fans who talked with me and commented, all really nice and innocent stuff. Thing was, I was always very pro-Luke ever since TLT. I genuinely loved the guy- to the point where he unironically was the main draw to the books for me. In comparison, I didn't really care for Percy and CHB people, as I found them rather bland compared to the TA demigods all things considered.

Which- out of context that is nothing bad! Absolutely not- it turned into one though when someone at some point asked my thoughts on Percy/Percabeth. I replied to them with the things I said above, that I find them rather bland compared to Luke and that I don't rly care too much for them. And MAN when I tell you that reaction was WIIILLDDD. They went on like an 8 messages rant in the notify section of that post about how I "just don't get it" and "Am so unfair" and just "judge characters on the amount of trauma they have" 💀 Genuinly that is a forever PJO fandom core memory now. They even demanded me to talk about and dig into Percy like I did with Luke because they "knew that I could do it since I did it with Luke". That shit was crazy- they sounded like my teacher wanting me to write more in a poem analysis or sum T-T Fr the only reason I didn't block them then and there was bc previously they were pretty active with my posts and nice to me- had that user been a stranger they would have been blocked SO fast. After that they just interacted less and less with my stuff and I haven't spotted them in my notes since lmao. So yeah, that's my fun story of how a Percabeth Shipper/Percy fan basically demanded that I go and analyze their favs just bc I could do it, and they wanted me to. And, well- say what you want but that certainly never happened with any Lukercy shippers XD Some of my oldest PJO mutuals and friends are Lukercy shippers actually, genuinely great ppl! I think all the hate you guys get is just genuinely weird af like??? It's a fictional ship between two fictional characters, calm down man. Yes I can see how some ppl might be uncomfortable with it and would prefer to just block the tag and users who like it entirely- but it ain't that deep. Go outside. Hug your family. Get some hobbies. IDK just stop treating a fictional yaoi ship like the plague itself. At this point it just straight up borders on weird how worked up some ppl get XD I do read some fics and like some art, mostly bc, again, a good amount of nice mutuals of mine ship it and I'm just supporting their work. TL:DR : Not my cup of tea, but I love the guys who ship it and never had one single bad experience with them. As opposed to everyone else. Also ppl should stop hating on it so much and just move on if they don't like it.

[trannypresident]

︵☀︵

PLEASE READ BEFORE FOLLOWING / INTERACTING !!

hi! i go by ox (like the animal)! transmasculine something-or-other, he/him and it/its. vers switch (dom lean on here. but we ball). 18 >:D ambivalently unlabeled but very t4t. taken :3. ftm but only if the f stands for freak and the m stands for (storybook) monster

what can i do? ♥ :

use titles/petnames/etc with the exception of feminine ones, daddy, babygirl (unless its funny) or anything like excessively weird. stroke my ego if you want <3

nsfw asks open to anyone (respecting limits)

nsfw dms open to mutuals (lest i instigate. or u ask real nicely. STILL respecting limits)

interact if you post my limits but aren't in dni

what can't i do? ☄ :

ask for pics/audio (for now.), location, or any personal info

send me content in limits/dni (no shit)

pester me to "try" a kink that isn't listed, just suggesting is fine

KINKS + LIMITS + DNI UNDER THE CUT !!

☼ MAIN KINKS ☼

bondage

praise, service

experimentation & inspection

petplay

royalty dynamics

hierophillia

size dif

monsterfucking

sadomasochism

light gore / bloodplay / hard vore?? idk / general violence . (tagged with #⍥🥩) if you think about killing me you have to tell me. preferably in broad detail

knifeplay

control in general. yknow

✶ MIGHT ALSO POST ✶

objectum

hypno

dumbification

somno

intox (probably just with weed)

cnc, free use (✳ do not instigate first with in dms/asks if its about me subbing - have to be in a mood for it)

⊗ LIMITS ⊗

unsanitary/scat/omo etc

fauxcest

hard cnc/rapeplay (the line blurs a little. basically don't call it rape and we're good. this is not a moral thing i just dislike the word.)

labor kink (ovi or breeding w/o pregnancy is okay)

detrans/misgendering kink

i'm not fond of loveless sex (not necessarily conventionally - up to interpretation. weird fucked up psychospiritual devotion and the desire for ultraviolence are still love in their own special way. hope that helps!) explicit mentions of it or of abandonment will turn me off. sorry

✘ DNI ✘

minors/blank/ageless blogs

terf/transphobes/chasers

cishets in general. this is a trannyfag blog

"men dni" (bc i am a guy. kinda), exclusively wlw blogs still chill to interact, just don't reblog my pics or something

incest

ageplay

blog for weird internet fan discourse, i dont gaf and i dont wanna see it. yes this includes self-described proship accounts i am not your animal

"para community", p3do, necro, zoo. i hope you explode

ed/sh blog

✈ i can get triggerhappy with the block button - don't take it too personally. meow

✈ posts i make w harder/specific kinks will be tagged. cannot guarantee the same w/ reblogs but i will attempt

✈ my own post / talking tag is #✎🐂

[09lover]

i think its about time i did one.. so.. [pinned]

— 𓄷 as you know, i go by es, he / they + 16. trans demi-boy! this is a milgram only (main)blog. UTC +8:00. i take doodles and writing requests, and random stuff, request rules will be added when made! ꒱

៹ ៸៸ basic — a really big es lover, i write and i also do art here while the rest of my posts are usually random rambles. i usually prefer people reaching out first than i do.

* if you want to be moots, do let me know! i dont bite at all, im actually looking for moots but idk how to. haha..-? if you need tone tags, please let me know!

disclaimer — i tend to talk/interact a lot, suspected auadhd but currently undiagnosed! also usually not caught up with trending or new stuff/drama, so if i am missing out do let me know if needed. much appreciated actually!

* despite being on tumblr for months; im still new to it. amazing right/s, so apologies if i do something wrong, do correct me please.

if i do make you uncomfy or offended in any way, please let me know immediately as well. i either reply to notifs fast or i dont, no inbetween. maybe there is tho. ꒱

៹ ៸៸ dni — basic dni, israel supporters, irls unless i permit you to interact, inappropriate mlgrm ships. nsfw (jokes r okay), pro/comship etc. i can also block freely if i want to, rarely happens tho.

* i dont mind anyone at any age interacting, so long youre respectful of my boundaries. just dont be a weirdo. ꒱

៹ ៸៸ fandoms — mainly milgram, paralive, aopl & much more which i forgot … but you can ask ! ꒱

៹ ៸៸ favs — es, muu & the whole cast right behind, nayuta & kanata yatonokami / cozmez, hajun yeon, honami osato, vadlip, hajime suzumiya ꒱

៹ ៸៸ funfacts — i love rambling & rping, i have 7 gmails for no reason.. i also have a MINIgram writing series planned! i love cream puffs and my phone’s battery is broken. i dont like donuts. ꒱

៹ ៸៸ tags :

#es talks — random rambles/talks

#es’ reblogs — my reblogs

#es’ art journal — my drawings/artworks

#es’ writing journal — all my works

#es’ [genre] journal — works w that genre!

#es’ asks — my asks

#es’ fav — personal fav things i love!

#es’ notebook — tagged to keep track of things.

* new tags

#es in his misery hole — vent tag, please filter.

#es’ moot battle — battle of his moots! who wins?

#mikoto’s workshift — mini mikopost interaction!

#new year phonegram — tsumi’s new years gartic! ꒱

៹ ៸៸ if you want to dm me about anything literally, feel free to do so; but please ask first! thanks.

with that, youve reached the end of this intro post, thank you for reading! hope you know me at least a little bit more now. ꒱

៹ ៸៸ last updated — 1 jan, happy new year. ꒱

[demonophilia]

dni

minors, or no age listed. this is an instant block. have your age plainly listed either in your bio or pinned post.

raceplay, ageplay (dd/lg, md/lb, or any variation on those), detrans/misgendering, sexism/misogyny, sissy/forcefem, beastiality, incest (including step/adopted/fauxcest) , or orientationplay (ex. 'turning' lesbians. fuck off

proana/promia/thinspo/any kind of ed blogs i have an ed and these blogs are INCREDIBLY triggering for me. do not interact with me. i will block you.

scat, vore, inflation etc. nothing wrong with these but i'll most likely block if theyre a main focus of our blog. if i follow first, this doesnt apply!

any "icky x" shit. generally falls under the ageplay or incest umbrella, but i wanted to make sure i was clear. if i see any variation on those tags on your post, i will block.

chasers please just be normal LMAO

boundaries

do not ask about my private life/ask for my sfw blog. again, this is only if we aren't friends/close. i might post abt it in vague terms and its fine to ask abt minor things (how was your day etc) but dont pry. i am literally a porn blog im on here to get people off LMAO im not that interesting

if i say no or say to stop, stop. this should be obvious. if i say no, i mean no. this includes if im being dominant. if you repeatedly disrespect a boundary ive set, i will block you. if you arent clear on a boundary, ask!

more info under the cut ⬇️

about

hii im connor :] i use it/its, he/him, and she/her pronouns. i'm bisexual + bigender (tme, and i have a cunt), and i'm fine with both feminine and masculine petnames (see petnames section below :]) i'm a vers and a switch, though recently i've been heavily sub leaning. feel free to send me dom-focused asks, i just can't guarantee i'll get to them too quickly!

i love getting asks, especially sexual ones (obviously). just be certain that youre respecting my boundaries! i understand slip-ups, but try your best to "respect" me (obviously disrespect me lmao but yk what i mean). if you'd like to use an emoji for your asks, lmk and i'll tag the answers with that emoji :]

the terms i use for my anatomy are fairly loose, but do not use the term "bonus hole" or any variation to refer to my cunt. boypussy is fine, but i don't really find it very sexy LMAO. also, i call my clit a cock or tdick. it's fine to use clit for it, but i prefer the other 2.

petnames

i looove petnames :] feel free to use any of these (unless i specify otherwise), id honestly prefer you using these over my actual name LMAO.

angel, baby, darling, etc. these aren't sexual, but feel free to use them! i find them cute :]

toy/doll/fucktoy/thing etc. i love being objectified/dehumanized so these are always a good bet LOL

puppy, dog, pet, mutt, kitten, kitty, etc. bonus points for "bad dog" which makes me crazy in my head

good boy/girl/toy etc.

slut/whore/cumdump etc. i love most degrading names, lol. go wild with these, if i don't like one i'll lyk :]

sir/miss. when i am domming, these are generally the titles i prefer. feel free to try others though! (aside from daddy/mommy.)

go wild! the ones above are some of my favorites/the ones that immediately came to mind, but feel free to try other ones :] like i said if i don't like it i'll just lyk, no harm done!

kinks

i should note that i enjoy all my kinks from both directions, whether im dom or sub :] due to my frequently subby nature some of these descriptions are worded in terms of Me being the sub but i love them when im domming also basically.

praise i adoree being praised... generally i prefer it mixed in with degradation ^_^ tell me if im doing a good job, making you happy, etc! i also love praise when im domming please lmk if youre enjoying yourself i like knowing im getting people off :]

degradation another favorite ^_^ as ive mentioned, i love being dehumanized and sexualized. call me stupid, useless, etc. aside from words, i do enjoy being made to do degrading tasks <3 Also idk where to put this but i lovee spit spit in my mouth spit on me Whatever

painplay hitting, slapping, choking, biting etc are some of my favorites. i also enjoy knifeplay and gunplay. anything that will leave bruises/marks will make me wet <3

somno/intox i enjoy both of these, but i am very picky about them, and i'd probably won't talk about them a lot because of how picky i am.

monsterfucking vampires werewolves angels demons tentacles etc etc etc i go crazy for them . i do want to do unspeakable things to a service top werewolf this is true.

petplay i should note that i'm fairly picky about petplay as well! i mainly prefer the petnames, collars/leashes, etc. i don't enjoy anything about cages or being made to bark (though i don't mind phrases like "puppies don't talk" and stuff like that)

bondage, gags, handcuffs etc. pleasee tie me up and tell me what you'd do to me <3 i have an oral fixation so any use of my mouth is very appreciated <3

breeding I LOOOOOVE BREEDING im crazy abt it. if you threaten to knock me up i Will beg for it lol. i don't really care abt any actual pregnancy details, aside from future hypotheticals (youre gonna be so big, im gonna fuck another baby into you after, etc)

exhibitionism/voyeurism if i didnt get off on ppl looking at me i wouldnt have made this blog love and light .

this list is nonexhaustive! i like a lot of kinks, so feel free to bring up any you think i'd like, so long as they aren't on my dni or anything. worst case scenario i just won't like them and i'll lyk LOL.

MISC

mutuals feel free to dm me if you'd like ;] i tend not to initiate bc i have a hard time telling when its normal to reach out LOL, so if you want to talk to me, please do! everyone else can talk to me through the ask box!! once again, Please sexualize me (why would i make this blog if i didnt wanna be sexualized lmao) but respect my boundaries <3

related to above, but if you get off to my posts/thinking of me, id love to know :] i loveee getting ppl off so <3 and if im feeling dommy i might tease you abt it LOL

i do my best to tag specific kinks for navigation (and to tag hard kinks with tw (kink)) but i might slip up/forget! if you notice an issue with the tags, feel free to lmk and ill get that fixed :]

also i should note i am bisexual bigender, so im fine being rbed with both wlw/nb and mlm/nb tags ! lmk if youre uncomfortable with me interacting with yr content in any way 👍

ty for reading this whole long thing :D i tend to ramble a lot lol... i don't rly have anything to give you for reading it all buttttt feel free 2 like if youve read all this also youre my favorite and you can do whatever you want to me (joke (or is it!?))

[andrewshusband]

Hi

I'm Viktor (or Vik for short), I use he/they pronouns. I identify as a demi boy/masc nonbinary. Aroace/bi. I don't mind most people following me, but please just be respectful. Ask for main in dms, will probably won't give it to you immediately if we haven't been mutuals for a bit. It's not hard to find my main since I do post about self ship on some of my other accounts.

Just my own blog for TCOAAL the game. I do self ship myself with Andrew. I don't really assign any characters with sexualities because I just like leaving it up for interpretation. May be kinda suggestive in posts but actual imagery of sexual activities will not be reblogged and posted here. 18+ users I'll talk to and would prefer. I know I can't stop everyone so please just keep in mind and respect my comforts.

Some is headcanons and will change with info that becomes known (height and so on). I do like other self/oc ships for the characters of this game. I will happily interact with people who also ship with Andrew or other characters. I don't have anything against it and honestly would love to make more friends with the same interests!

I am NOT a pro shipper or an anti. I do not support incest, murder, human trafficking, child neglect, cults, etc. I am not here to be part of drama and I may like posts from people you don't like, but I still want to enjoy art from the fandom. Most I will have are jokes on the topics but I do NOT condone toxic behavior. Just because I enjoy a piece of media that features bad things does not mean I support it. I like Danganronpa but I don't condone kidnapping, terrorism, or murder. So if you think liking media with problematic topics means you enjoy and support problematic actions, please do not interact. Just block me. The point of the game was literally to show how their relationship is toxic and not okay. I don’t mind interacting with people with different opinions, but please just don’t start a fight with me.

Pedos and zoophiles or support of any sort of themes of that topic, do NOT interact at all. Please block me and stay the hell away from me and everyone.

If this game bothers you or anything else, please block this blog, ignore, and don't dm or send hate of any kind.

Relogging other posts, art, and so on.

I don't want to flood my main with a lot. Might shift this to a self ship blog if I don't have much to post about with the game when the series ends. Idk we'll see.

Please don't tag my art as incest. I don't care about what you ship but I don't want my art labeled as such. But please also don't attack people if they do.

Thanks for reading, feel free to reach out to me!

Please do NOT repost/reupload, steal, claim my art as yours, etc

[ferretcoree]

★ 안녕하세요 - hi ! ؛ ଓ

welcome to KAI's page ! ˊᗜˋ

안녕하세요 여러분 ! - hello everyone !⭑ welcome to ferretcore (ues ues it's based off skz's hyunjinnie ^^). This is my main blog (as of right now it's my only one). i totally forgot i had this account for idk how many years, but i'm ready to start my journey here again. anyways enough yapping, let's start. my name is kai (but some people like to use wonnie or hyuka idrm), and i would prefer she/her pronouns (but tbh idrm whatever you use n what fits best for you !). You can use any nicknames that you want, i don't really mind as long as it's appropriate. i'm a minor (FIFTEEN N I STILL GET CALLED OLD (by people who are a few months younger than me)) , so if ur uncomfy with my age, then feel free to unfollow/don't interact/ don't message me. my dms and ask box are always open to chat (pls be respectful in them ♡) ! below you will see what i do, my rules (don't follow/dni if:), and tags that I will start using once I post.

방문해 주셔서 감사합니다 ! - thank you for visiting ! ୨୧

꒰ what i do꒱

on this blog, i mainly will do mood boards and reblog anything that i like/ find interesting (k-pop, bl series i watch, k-dramas, etc.). sometimes i'll blog about my life (well more like the inconveniences of it). I'm not really a fictional writer, but i'm starting to get into writing. so once i do i will change this part.

/ᐠ - ˕ -マ DNI if :

★ your under 13. ★ you are homophobic, transphobic, etc. ★ a toxic k-pop stan (you are not welcomed here) ★ s*xualize minors (i do not support it so please don't go telling me 'OH MY GOD (minor's name) IS SO FINE' cuz that will not go down well) ★ racist or sexist in any way ★ you bully people ★ only talks about bts (i'm sorry but there are more groups outside of bts just being k-pop. no hate on them, they got me in to k-pop) ★ don't like any topics that i post/reblog

other blogs | 𓆩♡𓆪

★ KALOPSIA - @bootifulkalopsia

i currently don't have any other blogs up but it will be coming soon ! >ᴗ<

tags ꒰ᐢ. .ᐢ꒱

★ ꒰ •⩊• ꒱⸝⸝ kai's posts ⋆ posts ★ ꒰ •⩊• ꒱⸝⸝ kai mood boards ⋆ mood boards ★ ꒰ •⩊• ꒱⸝⸝ kai's reblogs ⋆ reblogs / anything i do ★ ꒰ •⩊• ꒱⸝⸝ kai's answers ⋆ answers to the asks ★ ꒰ •⩊• ꒱⸝⸝ kai's likes ⋆ reblog/ what i like ★ ꒰ •⩊• ꒱⸝⸝ ferrets ⋆ moots ★ ꒰ •⩊• ꒱⸝⸝ kpop ★ ꒰ •⩊• ꒱⸝⸝ k-drama ★ ꒰ •⩊• ꒱⸝⸝ bls ★ ꒰ •⩊• ꒱⸝⸝ jinnie ★ ꒰ •⩊• ꒱⸝⸝ self-promo

ib: @mashumiwu

[ollyou]

ABOUT ME!!! (WILL BE EDITED OVER TIME)

Cereus | 21 (June 18th) | they/them

korean + white | ENG + JPN (少しだけ) | bpdhd

@/ollykami on Instagram | @/CereusDelirious on Twitter

My main fixation of 4 years is KING OLLY!

I like to draw, animate, voice act, sing, and write stories!

I’m inexperienced with tumblr, so forgive me if I struggle with anything related to it!

ORIGAMI SIBLINGS FANS PLEASE INTERACT (preferably no olly selfshippers/“simps” though)!

Art tag: #🎨 cereus’s art / #🎬 cereus’s animations

KO-FI/COMMISSIONS: https://ko-fi.com/kingolly

Click “Keep reading” to see my Interests, BYF, and DNI!

Interests:

Paper Mario (specifically The Origami King, but also Super Paper Mario!)

Ensemble Stars!!

Terraria

Fortnite

Kirby (modern games)

Pokémon

Madoka Magica

miHoYo/HoYoverse games

and more!

DNI

Basic criteria (anti-LGBT, any of those -isms, MAP, etc)

Zionists and antisemites

Proship/comship/profic/etc.

Under 13 or over 30 years of age (why would you be on tumblr if you’re under 13 anyway. Help) (If you’re 30+ and I follow you first then that’s fine!)

If you’re friends with people such as sound-hz/tentamissile-maestro and/or their close friends, etc (Stalking and harassment from them and their followers + spreading harmful misinformation about others)

BYF

DO NOT REPOST MY ART!! I’m SERIOUS! Reblogs ofc are fine, but do NOT save my art and upload it anywhere else. I WILL file DMCA takedown notices.

Anon asks are open most of the time, but any hate or drama put in my asks will result in an instant block! Also, please do not use my other askboxes outside of Tumblr for Tumblr-related asks!

Me and SegaDaKitKat/Jaded_Is_Jade on Twitter both have a ship between our Olly humanizations so if “selfcest” makes you uncomfortable (it’s literally not problematic at all and they’re technically different people though) please do not follow, or filter out the following tag: “💜OLLY^2!” (without the quotes).

I will gush over Olly a LOT. I have a weird obsession with him that has been going on since around the day PMTOK was first announced, so be prepared for that….

I call myself Olly’s #1 fan but I’m not like, delusional or anything LOL i just gatekeep him a lot and really think I’m one of the biggest fans of his out there (I have hundreds of drawings of him I made + I analyze his dialogue and character a lot + have several hcs and AU stuff for him)

Don’t talk about mlw Olly or wlm Olivia around or to me (I hc them both as gay and lesbian respectively)

I hc most of my favorite/comfort characters as GAY! (canon mspec characters excluded) I am uncomfortable seeing them in straight relationships!

I hc Olly and Olivia as around my age so please do not get the wrong idea about my love for them !!

I’m not fond of Olly fangirls/selfshippers/etc but like. Idk I probably won’t block you, just don’t talk about that around me (I get very defensive over Olly) (NORMAL FANS ARE FINE DW)

I’m super defensive and vocal about my fp, SegaDaKitKat/Jaded_Is_Jade, and will likely speak up if you post about her without our knowledge or consent

I’m pretty confrontational at times, so forgive me if I randomly pop up in your notifs telling you to take something down or the like (I won’t do this if you don’t post anything related to me or Sega, though. This is ONLY when people talk about us or post our art without consent). I promise I’m nice if you’re respectful, I just get very stressed at first!

I hope we can all get along !!!! Thank you for your time! ^_^

[bubblegummintie]

🌱🌸🌱🌸🌱🌸🌱🌸 About Me 🌸🌱🌸🌱🌸🌱🌸🌱

˚｡⋆୨୧˚ Name: Bubble, Bubblegum, Minty, and Mint are the four main ones and I'll only answer to them if we do not know each other.

˚｡⋆୨୧˚ Pronouns (will update with site info): He/she/they. I am genderfluid and prefer they when talking about me to others.

˚｡⋆୨୧˚ Sexuality (not delving in too deep): I'm bisexual.

˚｡⋆୨୧˚ Age: I won't go into exact age, but I am 20+ so please keep that in mind.

˚｡⋆୨୧˚ Fandoms: I'll probably update this as time goes on, but the main ones I'm in are Smile for Me, LiEat, and a bunch of other ones that I can't name off the top of my head. I only really write somewhat for the Smile for Me fandom and try to be as true to the character as possible with some liberties of my own in some cases. 

Account icon: done by the amazing Twizurcis!!! They don't use Tumblr much so I don't really have a link to send.

˗ˏˋ༻ʚ♡︎ɞ༺ˎˊ˗ DNI ˗ˏˋ༻ʚ♡︎ɞ༺ˎˊ˗

✧˚₊‧ Homophobic, transphobic, just anything that is anti-human rights and life (in ways no one gets hurt from).

✧˚₊‧ Post, or well, talk about heavy amounts of gore. I'm fine with you, I just don't want to be harassed like I have in the past with it and be exposed to it. I can only handle a certain degree of it, and if it's live action and you send it, that is an immediate block and I will not remove said block.

✧˚₊‧ If you are looking to befriend me solely for the purpose of talking trash about me or anything of the sort. This is a safe space and I do not want to be involved with people I do not want to be involved with. If you disrespect this, I'm blocking you and adding you to a posted list of people not to talk to me about or anything of the sort. If you want to talk things out or anything of the sort is cool, just don't get me involved with anything.

✧˚₊‧ If you want to start drama of any kind, stalk me, start letting people talk trash about me and harass me/those around me, and just don't like me, do not interact or even come near my account. I don't want to see or be a part of this and I will not be a part of it. If I have you blocked, it's for a specific reason and I'm usually not going to budge on it for my own state of mind.

✧˚₊‧ Anti-mental health. I know this is kinda a stretch for some, but there is a lot of people out there that are very against it and I don't want those people near me from the way I've been treated for mine and for my autism. I also want them far away from others no matter what.

✧˚₊‧ Fatphobic people and just anyone with the "I'm doing this for your own good/trying to help!" mentality. Bluntness is not something to be proud of if you use that as an excuse for hurting others. Alongside that, treat people with respect, care, and compassion. If I don't want to see it, they probably don't either. Abuse is abuse and can really change a person, so don't imply too much and genuinely respect boundaries. No respect from you = no respect from me when I block you. I won't trash talk you, but I won't respect you as someone I want near me.

.˚ *꒰ঌ✦໒꒱ * ˚. Social Medias and more .˚ *꒰ঌ✦໒꒱ * ˚.

[I won't be posting all of them right now, just the ones I use and are very public about.]

❀˖° AO3: Be aware I tend to upload chapters close together to prevent myself from losing the will to finish it and then leave it unfinished. Tap the word for the link.

The link to the masterlist post: https://www.tumblr.com/bubblegummintie/734892975230943233/heres-that-masterpost-i-mentioned-in-my-pinned

❀˖° Instagram: Tap the word. I mostly post edits to here and maybe some crafts if I make the decision to.

❀˖° Twitter: Tap the word for the link, I just reblog stuff here for the most part.

❀˖° Discord: Can't exactly give a link but my username is bubblegumminty and I'm always open to adding new people!!!

My tags for everything are:

#Mint Tea Time Reblogs, #Mint Tea Time Talks , #Mint Tea Time Uploads, and Mint Tea Time Rambles. I'm also adding for when I make polls the hashtag, #Mint Tea Time Polls (idk how to embed them so they are in the tags at the bottom of this post).

Thank you for reading and I hope we all get along fantabulously! I'm always open to chat but please don't ask to be friends if we've just met. It's a natural process and I do not want to feel forced to say yes.

[kulliare]

tagged by @pretty-thief, thank you

1. Were you named after anyone?

no, my real name is based off how easy it would've been for my grandma to say, who doesn't speak english. my parents kind of failed on that basis haha (there are 2 pronunciations of my name and i prefer one rather than the other!) but my name's alright

2. When was the last time you cried?

december 2022/january 2023 was my big cry era but i probably shed like one tear after that over something like film / tv / animal video that was too cute etc

3. Do you have kids?

no. i don't think i'll ever want to but idk what me 10 years down the road will say lol

4. Do you use sarcasm a lot?

...yes, kind of accidentally? i think i just use it for emphasis rather than like the ~sarcasm is my only language~ type. irl my voice and tone is very blunt/firm/dry so a lot of people think i'm being sarcastic when i'm serious/just talking etc!!! and i have no control over it!!!

5. What sports do you play/have you played?

i played badminton as a kid. i did ultimate before i realized that would be too much running and now i do spikeball, which is excellent for people who hate sports. but i seriously do love spikeball because as someone who doesn't really Sport it's not too hard (minimal amount of running, focus on hand eye coordination and reflexes) so it's accessible to people who aren't athletic (me)

6. What's the first thing you notice about someone?

i don't know. vibes? if i think i would like them? i'm wary of people at first so it's probably vibes. ngl i'm the type to be very self focused so i'm usually just focused on introducing myself and getting them into the Group so they don't feel uncomfortable

7. Eye color?

brown

8. Scary movies or happy endings?

happy endings 24/7/365 i can't do depressed shit man

9. Any special talents?

i mean there is probably something but i don't have an icebreaker answer to this i'm sorry

10. Where were you born?

this is like a security question man i can't answer this one. i am canadian is the most i'll offer.

11. What are your hobbies?

drawing / posting on tumblr.com about carmy / spikeball / video games are probably my main 4 right now. i keep thinking about getting more hobbies but i go out for spikeball a lot and it's eating up my life lol

12. Do you have any pets?

no! i desperately want a cat though. a russian blue is probably like the ideal cat for me but i don't have my own place and it's doubtful i'll get one anytime soon! i'm also open to other hypoallergenic cats but i don't know how much better they'll be in comp to a russian blue bc i met one before and my allergies weren't as bad-- unrelated but i am seeing a cat today everyone plz cheer for me. i really hope that cat likes me but i will respect his personal space bc apparently he's shy

13. How tall are you?

like 5'0-5'2... i'm never sure haha!! wish i was taller

14. Favorite subject in school?

english!!! to my great detriment!!! but i loved her then and i would never take that back from my hs self

15. Dream job?

rotting! but not really because i would probably get stressed. uhm. i'm at the point where i don't know what i would want. i strangely feel like editing for a tv show/film would work very well for me because i hate drafting stories out but i love refining shit that's already there and i imagine being able to edit stuff has a similar feel. if i was good at it i would write for a tv show or whatever but writing for fiction is incredibly difficult for me and i'm aware that i'm not the best at it

tagging @halfagod @scoundrels-in-love @bartonbones @haydenchrlstensen @egirlgarak @sweetmilkbread

[moonlight-coffeebean-147]

The name’s Sammy, but you can also call me Moon. A single 20 year old nonbinary creature, who accepts They/Them, She/Her, and He/Him.

This is a sort of 18+ alt account from my main. It’s a place where I’ll go to gush about chubby/fat men, giants, and just general feral ramblings that I normally would never do on main. You’ll also find doodles and the occasional vent (which will have warnings).

If you don’t like any of the stuff I post here…. Feel free to block me lol

On the Feederism spectrum, I fall more on the side of a Feeder. Or an admirer at the very most. Cause I’m both a picky eater and can’t cook for shit lol. With that said, please do not ask me to be your feeder, especially if I barely know you. You can chat with me, but please respect my boundaries.

Feel free to send questions to the ask box. Also please do not dm me with simple phrases such as “Hi”, I would prefer you have a topic when dming me as I am horrible at talking to people lol. But at the same time please respect my boundaries, do not dm me sexual stuff or flirt with me unprompted, it will make me uncomfortable and I will block you. Also please forgive me for not responding to stuff right away, I tend to get overwhelmed easily. Also forgive me when I have existential moments.

If any of you find my main SFW blog/accounts DO NOT COMMENT ANY NSFW OR KINK STUFF ON THOSE ACCOUNTS. I WANT TO KEEP MY KINKS TO MY 18+ ACCOUNTS ESPECIALLY AS I AM NOT COMFORTABLE WITH MY FRIENDS WHO DONT SHARE THESE INTERESTS KNOWING I HAVE THEM.

Things I’m into (Meaning the majority of what you’ll see):

- Weight Gain/Stuffing

- Macro/Micro

- Inflation (Belly, Blueberry, etc.)

- Size Difference

- Bondage

- Tight Clothes/Buttons Popping

- Tera (Monsters)

Things I’m Neutral About (Meaning I only like certain aspects):

- Vore (Safe)

- Burping

- Immobility

-Slob

Things that I’m not into (Self-Explanatory):

- Scat/Emeto

- Eprocto

- Healthplay/Death Feederism

- Hard/Fatal Vore

- Popping/Bursting

- Anything to do with death in general

-Pregnancy, ovipositon

Other stuff (Things that you’ll see that Idk counts as kink):

- Plushies: I hold them dear to me and have a growing collection. So that’s a trait you may see with my ocs.

- G/t: Aka sfw g/t stuff, it’s as much as a comfort for me as it is a kink.

- Monsters: A majority of my ocs are humanoid monsters cause humans are boring lol

- Self Insert: Aka my main sona in certain scenarios

- Self Indulgent stuff: Self Indulgent doodles that I’m too shy to share on main. May include oc x canon

Anyways, thank you all for reading : )

My Tag Guide:

A list of custom tags specific to this account.

-moon’s shitty art:

The art tag.

-moon’s reblogs:

The reblog tag

-moon shut the fuck up challenge:

The ramble tag

-moon’s existential thoughts:

The vent tag

-moon’s shitposts:

The joke art/shitpost tag

-moon’s fanart:

The fanart tag

-moon’s ocs

My art with my ocs

-not moon’s ocs

My art with other’s ocs

Moon’s OC Tag

-Casper.oc🐺🐻

-Starlight.oc🦇⭐️

-Barbatos.oc😈😴

-Carrie.oc🧟‍♀️👻

-Spruce.oc🐰🍃

-Cerise.oc🐤🍒

-Axel.oc🐉🦈

-Magenta.oc🐴💕

-Alistair.oc🧙‍♂️🪄

-James.oc🥧🇬🇧

-Edgard.oc🐺🧛

-Eris.oc🐲🔥

-Minty.oc🦄🪽

-Lenore.oc🧟‍♀️💀

-Rodrick.oc🧟💀

-Benvolio.oc👻🎶

-Hopper.oc🐸💦

-Lily.oc🦎🪷

-Celestine.oc🐰🎀

-Valentine.oc🐺💕

-Usagi.oc🐰🦐

[garfieldsladybird]

i have a small question! i remember you being a writer whenever i first followed you and i was wondering on how you got into writing on tumblr? i write on wattpad a lot and i feel like it’d be nice to post small imagines on here and i just want a few tips or anything you have to spare, if that’s alright? thank you!

hiii !! thank you so much for coming to me and yes I was a writer and still am (just haven’t written anything in a while lol).

— before reading all of this, I would just wanna let you know that I don’t know if any of this really helped because I don’t know how to the answer your question. ik how too but idk.  thank you for coming to me! I hope some of this or something in this helped! If none of this helped, please ignore, but thank you and have a good day! :)

and also If you ever need help trying to learn the ways of Tumblr, please come ask me, I already have a few posts explaining how to do things on here too.

how did I get into writing on Tumblr?

well, I joined very spontaneously in early 2022 and I just read and reblogged a lot fic’s at first until May when I posted my first actual writing piece. Like first ever actual writing piece. I was on Wattpad from 2020 till the end of like 2021-early 2022, and writing on Wattpad is much different than writing on here. and I much preferably like Tumblr for writing because it gives you more font options, and I just personally like this app more.

how I got into actually posting that piece of writing though was because I hit 100 followers and I was very happy to hit that mile stone. I was very proud of myself in that moment. And so I wrote an idea. and I put it together, and I liked it. It made me laugh and so I posted it.

and honestly if you do feel like writing small imagines here, go for it!! do it! I believe in you!! (but of course, only do it if you want to.)

I suggest using tags, you can put the fandom in the tags, the character name, what genre it is;  ‘harry potter x reader fluff’ or ‘harry potter fluff’ it would be like that.

I honestly suggest making your Tumblr blog kind of look like something that’s ngl like mine, with a main post pinned with your links and having some aesthetic or something, just so people know you’re not a bot. but you can have like a small introduction at first if you don’t have anything made. but just make your blog, your blog. and you don’t have to have pictures or anything, you can just have a name (i suggest a fake name unless you’re comfortable giving your real name, just don’t give out details on where you live and all that yk.), you can have age too or if you’re a minor or not, though you dont have too, and pronouns too. again only have the stuff that you really wanna have on there. and also a masterlist would be very helpful in finding all of your works.

go find other Tumblr writers that write for the fandoms you into, make mutuals. And also just want to add please respect the blog users boundaries, the people’s boundaries, I just say that because like be aware of the 18 and 16 plus accounts if you are under those ages but yeah just in general be respectful.

The interactions you get on here are way better than Wattpad. I mean some are. with having the inbox, question thingy, you may get hate for the things you say and write and they literally can just say it and it will be anonymous too. it’s fucked up. But people do that, and please ignore them if you do get hate. but on the brighter side of the interactions on here, the mutuals I made here are really amazing! I have my following open if you want to go look through it.

Oh, and also, the system on here is very different. Notes, like/hearting the post will basically do nothing for it, you have to reblog a post for it to be shown in other places… basically. So you have to share it for it to pop up ig. I don’t know how to put it in words. But that’s how the algorithm works here. the community here is very nice though much better then wattpad in my opinion but then again, it all depends.

you should go with what your heart desires in writing. ofc go with what your heart desires.

(request writing??, heres this) if you have a request sitting in your inbox forever, but you moved on from that character though you still love the idea of writing that request someday, you can just keep it in your inbox and when you come back to that character, you can write it then. (maybe only do that if you know you will come back to that character, and if you really do love the request/idea). 

But if a request is draining you, you can just delete it. you don’t have to write requests. And you also don’t have to write every idea that comes to your head all at once. You can make a list and slowly get to all of them, one bit at a time. 

and if you lose motivation, that’s okay. you can definitely try pushing yourself through the writers block. (though it’s hard too sometimes and that’s understandable, it’s okay)

Don’t compare your writing to anyone else’s. Everyone’s writing is unique in their own way, and you’re doing it in your way with your own words. Everyone’s writing is going to be different and if anything learn from the writing that you read.

also, write for yourself.

okay peace ✌️ love ya 🫶🫶🫶 be safe :)

[actiniumwrites]

BLOG RULES/ DNI

these rules are in place for both the safety and comfort of me and my followers. if you choose not to follow any of these rules, know that you will likely be blocked.

DO NOT INTERACT:

standard dni rules, pro shipper (including kaeluc), are only here to hate, etc.

adding onto the previous one since some people get confused, by my definition: a proshipper is someone who ships anything and everything regardless of if it is legal or not. if you fit this definition or have any ships that fit this definition, do not interact with me.

while i cannot control the ages of the people who interact with me, i would prefer it if those under the age of 15 or over the age of 25 do not interact with me (you can read my stuff, just don’t send asks/ dms)

main rules:

I DON’T TAKE REQUESTS. starting november 12th, 2022, i will no longer be taking requests. any requests i receive will be deleted currently not in effect!

don’t spam like. not only is there the possibility of being shadowbanned, but it also clogs up my notifications and can be really annoying. i personally consider spam liking to be around 5+ posts

there will always be content warnings on each and every one of my works. whether it’s just fluff or mentions of something potentially triggering, i’ll always have it in the content warnings (just labeled ‘warnings’). if i ever miss something, don’t hesitate to send me an ask and i’ll fix it

do not trauma dump or dm me with your trauma

do not steal my writing, repost it onto other platforms, or translate it.

lastly, don’t ask to be mutuals. i’ll pretty much only be mutuals with people i’m already following or follow as i discover new accounts i like. but even so, i’m not comfortable in getting close with people on this app because of past experiences. liking posts and interacting with one another is fine, but dms and getting personal is a no for me. i don’t mind being tagged!

if you’ve been blocked by me, i don’t mind answering why. just shoot me an ask off anon and i’ll let you know (privately of course). however, most likely, you made me uncomfortable or violated one of these rules

my ask box rules:

i usually answer any asks

brainrots, random questions, jokes, etc. are welcome!! i love interacting with people, as long as it isn’t super personal or negative !

don’t send requests if i say they’re closed

hate will not be tolerated

as i said previously, don’t trauma dump or send me personal stuff

i’m always open to answering any questions as long as they’re respectful

please don’t discuss ships with me. i’m not a person that’s big on ships and i only have a few characters i actually ship in the game — which is pretty much just eimiko, beigguang, eulamber, and clornavia (idk their ship name)

things i don’t write:

these are a list of characters i write for. i don’t write for anybody not on that list. however, it does get edited as new characters get released or i change my mind, but other than that it doesn’t change much.

nsfw/ suggestive/ smut/ yandere/ sagau/isekai/ mafia au/ idol au

character x character or character x oc

i’ll never write in third or first person. my works will always be in second person.

anything that demonizes a character (examples include: making a character racist, homophobic, a sexual assaulter of any kind, any form of abusive, etc). i have indeed come across fics like that and i do not think that is okay in any way, shape, or form.

personalized reader (in other words: no specific race, gender, or personal looks so that this stays blank for anyone to read). all of my works will always be gender neutral readers.

triggering topics such as suicide, self harm, eating disorders, sexual assault, pregnancy, etc.

specific mental disorders or other medical issues. i don't want to accidentally mess up on portraying a specific disorder so i'm just not comfortable writing them. i am okay with things like anxiety though

[firelxdykatara]

gods, ok, apparently i’m not done.

atla fandom? we need to have a chat.

(....ok that made me sound pretentious as fuck. and maybe i am, but this needs to be said, cause i’m getting....real, real tired of a Certain Corner of this fandom and as a result, this is gonna be a discourse-heavy post so feel free to scroll past if that’s not your bag. as always, my salt posts all carry the catch-all #salt for ts tag, which you’re free to blacklist/filter at your leisure. i’m Very Annoyed at the moment, which will probably come through in the following post, so just. yknow. be prepared for that. or ignore it, that’s perfectly valid too.)

under a cut bc i do care for my followers and their sanity i swear lmao

there’s a real serious issue in this fandom with not understanding what queer terminology actually means or implies, especially when applied to a fictional narrative.

i’m specifically talking about ‘coding’, here. (if i were in a more meme-y mood, i might have said ‘the atla fandom found out about the term “gay-coding” and haven’t shut up since’.)

to the people who say ‘zuko is gay-coded’, i have this to say: you keep using that word. i do not think it means what you think it means. because he isn’t. i’m sorry, but he’s not! and the fact that this is such a prevalent claim in this fandom is distressing, bc it says to me that none of y’all know what gay-coding is or when and how to apply it! please, i’m begging you, go and look up these terms and what they mean and when they should be used before actually trying to plug them into your critical analysis, because when you misuse them and then call other people delusional for disagreeing with you it casts a pall over the entire fandom and is, i think, the root of some of the worst toxicity this fandom has to offer.

and the thing is, there are cases where gay-coding would apply--for instance, a couple series that are famous for queerbaiting their audience by coding their main characters as being attracted to one another (sometimes even despite their openly stated sexualities) come to mind, but those shows bare no similarities at all to atla and how zuko was written and portrayed! (and it would be funny, if it weren’t so obnoxious and infuriatingly wide-spread throughout the fandom, because the only queer couple we actually seen on-screen in either show wasn’t even queer-coded in any respect, and they’re canonically bi! [yes, i’m shading korrasami, or more accurately i’m shading bryke for refusing to give ka the build-up and development they deserved].)

this absolutely isn’t to say that headcanoning zuko as gay is a bad thing or invalid in any respect. (although the tendency for zukka shippers to do this specifically to keep zuko away from katara and/or invalidate his canon relationship/attraction to girls is more than a little eyebrow raising. especially since sokka is usually allowed to be bi, bc fans have no problem letting sukka stay in the background bc it’s no real threat, while jetko shippers are happy to have both boys be bi. [possibly bc katara is less a threat to jetko bc jetkotara is every bit as valid as any single ship between the three, but zukka can’t exactly let katara join in, and if the potential exists for zuko to be attracted to her then canon giving them the far deeper emotional bond becomes a threat to zukka’s existence? idk for sure--you be the judge.]) i prefer to hc zuko as bi (and always have, long before the atla renaissance), bc i don’t think zuko being attracted to boys is outside the realm of possibility, and it isn’t a threat to my ship since zuko&katara had a deep and emotional bond in canon that is very easy to develop further into something that becomes explicitly romantic--but the headcanon itself isn’t really the problem (although what it’s often in service to can be).

it’s the strange insistence that this is the only way to read his character, bc he was coded that way and so anyone who doesn’t see it must be too straight to understand--and i really shouldn’t have to say why and how that is so incredibly fucking insulting. (the ‘hetero lenses’ comment wasn’t cute when it came from bryke six years ago, and the same sentiment being repackaged and delivered by zukka shippers ain’t cute now.)

calling zuko gay-coded not only demonstrates ignorance as to what the term actually means, and how to usefully apply it in critical analysis, but also validates the frankly bullshit insertion of institutionalized homophobia in the world of atla where it was neither needed, nor wanted, nor ever hinted at in canon. as a queer woman i’m still infuriated by one fucking comic panel shoving institutionalized and systemic homophobia into a world where it was entirely unnecessary (and doing this in the first installment of the franchise showcasing a queer relationship??? making korra and asami worried about ‘coming out’ when they could have just gone on to have cute adventures together and tell people ‘hey we’re dating’ and have everyone else be ‘that’s awesome =DDD’ [because it is, in fact, possible to just have a world without homophobia i promise!!!!!] double yikes, i’m still pissed at bryke about it), and i doubly hate that ‘zuko is gay coded’ has become so widespread that ‘ozai hates him bc he’s gay’ has become a staple in that part of the fandom.

not only does making zuko gay and implying (or outright stating) that ozai hated and abused him because of it completely undermine zuko’s character arc by making his abuse about his sexuality rather than ozai’s toxic pride and anger at seeing himself reflected in his ‘weak’ son, but it comes very close to outright stating that abuse and trauma are inherently gay experiences, and they aren’t!!! they really aren’t, i promise!!!

abuse and trauma narratives exist outside of ‘my dad hates me because i’m gay’. and, quite frankly, there are MORE THAN ENOUGH queer trauma narratives out in the world. we do not need to start trying to retroactively make them canon in a series where they didn’t exist! if you’re gay and see yourself in zuko and project your own experiences on him, that’s understandable and valid. that does not make zuko gay-coded. and honestly, the insistence that he is makes very little sense to me, because you’re essentially trying to give the show credit for work you put into interpreting the characters! why would you want to do that? why not own your own headcanons and take credit for them, rather than insisting they are canon and everyone else is wrong for not seeing them??? like, i’ve said before that i’ve always headcanoned zuko (and katara) as bi, and even support it with my interpretations of evidence from the show, but the difference between ‘i think zuko is bi’ and ‘zuko is definitely gay-coded’ is that i know that bi zuko is my interpretation of canon, and that it is work i’m putting into the show that wasn’t actually intended by the creators/writers, no matter how much sexual tension i read into the jetko swordfight.

and like, zuko’s character arc doesn’t actually parallel a queer one all that well to begin with. it’s easy enough to do the work and twist it sideways just enough to make the general points fit, but the fact is, zuko’s arc is not one of self-discovery. it’s not one of coming to understand something fundamental about himself that he can’t change, that he was hated for, and coming out to his father in a dramatic confrontation where he shows that he understands himself and doesn’t need his father’s acceptance to be fulfilled.

zuko’s arc is actually one of trauma and healing. and those can (and often are--like i said, there are more than enough queer trauma narratives in the world, atla really doesn’t need to be one of them) be part of queer narratives, for sure! but they aren’t uniquely queer. and zuko’s confrontation with ozai during the eclipse doesn’t read like a ‘coming out’ at all. (yes, i’ve seen that post. yes, i rolled my eyes and moved on, bc unlike some people, i’m capable of not clowning on correctly tagged posts i disagree with.) zuko is specifically confronting ozai over his abuse, because his arc wasn’t about discovering anything fundamental about himself (and therefore realizing that ozai was hating him for something he couldn’t change)--it was about realizing that he was not at fault for the way his father treated him. it was also about realizing that the fire nation was broken and corrupt at its core, and that his father was an aspect of that he needed to break away from so that he could help the world begin to heal.

he says it himself:

Zuko: No, I've learned everything! And I've had to learn it on my own! Growing up, we were taught that the Fire Nation was the greatest civilization in history. And somehow, the War was our way of sharing our greatness with the rest of the world. What an amazing lie that was. The people of the world are terrified by the Fire Nation. They don't see our greatness. They hate us! And we deserve it! We've created an era of fear in the world. And if we don't want the world to destroy itself, we need to replace it with an era of peace and kindness.

making this about zuko being gay and rejecting ozai’s homophobia, rather than zuko learning fundamental truths about the world and about his home and about how there was something deeply wrong with his nation that needed to be fixed in order for the world to heal (and, no, ‘homophobia’ is not the answer to ‘what is wrong with the fire nation’, i’m still fucking pissed at bryke about that), misses the entire point of his character arc. this is the culmination of zuko realizing that he should never have had to earn his father’s love, because that should have been unconditional from the start. this is zuko realizing that he was not at fault for his father’s abuse--that speaking out of turn in a war meeting in no way justified fighting a duel with a child.

is that first realization (that a parent’s love should be unconditional, and if it isn’t, then that is the parent’s fault and not the child’s) something that queer kids in homophobic households/families can relate to? of course it is. but it’s also something that every other abused kid, straight kids and even queer kids who were abused for other reasons before they even knew they were anything other than cishet, can relate to as well. in that respect, it is not a uniquely queer experience, nor is it a uniquely queer story, and zuko not being attracted to girls (which is what a lot of it seems to boil down to, at the end of the day--cutting down zuko’s potential ships so that only zukka and a few far more niche ships are left standing) is not necessary to his character arc. nor does it particularly make sense.

(and before anyone brings up his date with jin--a) he enjoyed it when she kissed him, and b) he was a traumatized, abused child going out on a first date. of course he was fucking awkward. have you ever met a teenage boy????)

anyway, uh, that was a lot of words, so have a tl;dr: zuko is not gay-coded. there is nothing uniquely gay (or even uniquely queer) about his character arc or characterization, and he was certainly not coded gay in an attempt to sneak a queer character past the censors. if anyone involved with atla was gonna try that, it would’ve been in lok, and as established, they didn’t even manage to queer-code the actual queer relationship before the last few minutes of the final episode. headcanoning zuko as gay is absolutely fine (though if it’s only done to keep him away from female characters he may otherwise be attracted to, that smells more like misogyny than anything else), but insisting that this reading is the only one that makes sense, and anyone who doesn’t agree must be straight (hello, queer woman here making this insanely long thinkpiece) is very much not.

ship what you like, but stop trying to invalidate other ships and other interpretations of characters just to make your ship seem more plausible. it’s really not a good look.