#not much going on in my life

[peridyke]

i’m going to hopefully be playing minecraft with my friend soon and i’m sooooo excited

[littlewhispersmokesigns]

Been thinking about infinite jest too much lately

[spacevulpix]

I stopped using the flat bedsheet a long time ago but I'm a little chilly at night so I put it back on the bed and oh my God it's so soft. I get to enjoy how my sheets feel on BOTH sides of my legs?? Why did I ever go with just the quilt over me??

[secretglovecompartment]

What am I supposed to do now?

[uncanny-tranny]

I think so many people are so deeply alienated from themselves that they have no clue how to exercise their free will and autonomy. For some, this alienation runs so deep that they are afraid of their own autonomy and humanity. It is completely understandable why one would have those feelings, but it can be worrisome.

I want to help others who feel this way, so here are small things I have done to exercise my free will:

Add "guilty pleasure" songs to playlists and actually listen to them (I have a ton of late 1990s-early 2000s music I listen to now proudly that I never listened to in the past out of shame)

Getting the décor item, bath set, bed spread, ect. in the patterns you like, even if it's "childish" (I got a dinosaur-themed wastebasket from the kids' décor section and I adore it)

Taking a new route to get to a place you go to often

Eat dessert first

Celebrate well, and often

Collect things that are "odd" or don't seem like an "acceptable" thing to collect (somebody on my "for you" page collects dandelion crayola crayons and it was so cool!!!!!!)

Incorporate one new piece in an outfit you wear frequently (e.g., a new chain, a necklace, ribbons, bracelets, ect.). Challenge yourself to add onto the outfits if you feel up for it.

Sing along to songs without worrying that you sound "good" or your intonation is completely accurate

Read a book from a genre you weren't allowed to read as a kid (comics, thrillers, mysteries, anything!)

Walk without having a specific destination or goal

Pick up a new craft without expecting yourself to master it or to ever be "good" enough. Get your hands messy.

I don't want to shame anybody for not feeling as though they have free will or that they are exempt from exercising it. However, I wanted to give ideas so that you might read this list and find your own ways to express your intrinsic autonomy and will. You deserve to be a person, to feel alive, not just living. That is what our lives are for.

[fatui-harbingers]

haven’t been active on here much at all omg. Well, life update i guess! Even though I’m not sure any of my followers and mutuals are active much anymore lol.

few months back I realized I’m not bi but a lesbian thanks to a combo of the lesbian master doc and a TikTok creator posing some fool proof questions lol. And a lot less recently settled on being a communist rather than a socialist since the end goal is communism anyway. Just makes sense!

Also my oldest cat died last week. He was probably 16 or 17 and we knew we would have to say goodbye eventually but we had been taking him to the vet and he seemed to be getting better after some coughing fits. He was diagnosed with a heart murmur but if the signs and symptoms of heart failure for cats you can find online are correct then he was showing some subtle symptoms for years :(

the worst part about a pet dying, apart from the fact that I love them as if they were my actual children, is the regret. Thankfully with me and my sibling sharing money we can hopefully prevent anything similar happening to our other pets by taking them to the vet regularly and buying better quality food for them. And there’s supposed to be a vaccine that’s $15 released next year that can possibly double a cats lifespan so that’s exciting for my other two babies.

our store got a new gm after our old one moved to a new store and she’s so much like my mom it’s crazy! We love her and I work more than I should for what I make to make her job easier lol. She’s an awesome boss and she’s thankfully not "the customer is always right" type of boss and pretty much allows us to match the customer’s energy. Which is great bc our former gm was a kill em with kindness type.

when I’m not napping after work pretty much all I do is play too many gacha games and bother my pets lol. After almost 2 years at our job we’re finally taking a week off with our sick pay that would otherwise expire so I’m finally gonna get some actual sleep this week. Hopefully 🤞

I still have no clue what I want to do with my life and I’ve changed my mind so many times I don’t even wanna tell anyone anymore lmao but I think I’ll probably go into some kind of animal science. I may change my mind but so far that’s what’s settled in my mind. The plan is to get my mental health sorted out so I can restore my focus, get my ged, and then start seriously thinking about college. We’ll see how it goes though lol.

[verflares]

just how long is forever? // not long enough, with you

pssst. check this out on inprnt :]

[stil-lindigo]

lighthearted.

if this comic resonated with you, please consider donating to this palestinian escape fund (vetted by @/nabulsi and @/el-shab-hussein) as it is less than $7,000 away from it's goal.

i turn 24 today. To celebrate, I made this comic to be a spiritual successor to lead balloon, a comic in which I talked about the darkest period of my life so far.

A lot has changed since my 23rd birthday and this one. My priorities have shifted a lot, in ways that I think are mostly good. But i think the best part about today is that suicide has gone back to being a far away notion. I'm really lucky, and I'm grateful for that.

[justl-12]

something something she left the tower

been thinking about traffic pearl too much

this was done fast because i have school work to do, so thats why its messy

[coddda]

I wish we could have met in some other way.

Lawlight Week Day 2: Soulmates

If you saw me repost and re-edit this several times uh No you didn't </3

Still frames/Individual gifs:

If you know what every frame is from you get a free cookie. by the way

[anna-scribbles]

last one i promise(<—lie)

[lotus-pear]

top 10 moments before disaster (dazai is about to step on his toes)

[ruporas]

kiss of the divine

[ruushes]

my hof was born to be a griffon rider, if they could've given him a griffon at the start of dao the blight would've been over in a week

[vmkhoneyy]

I think if I could be the kind stranger in someone’s memory, that’d be enough.

[dunno-rambles]

what if she was an ex borg drone and you dont like her but you're the best mechanical engineer on the ship and you have to work on the maintenance of the remaining - and most crucial - implants on her body and the monthly check ups are always strangely intimate-

what if