#not literalyy

[firminfollowing]

When Chronically Ill Bitches Go Down, We Go Down Hard (It Sucks)

I'm such a baby.

(This is terrifying.)

I get sick and then feel like I'm going to die.

(I couldn't breathe yesterday. I thought that was it. The universe froze and I can barely remember the full-body terror. The movies were right about your life flashing before your eyes.)

I'm going to get better.

(But I'm just getting worse. The medicine doesn't work. I have to go back to the doctor again. What if they don't have anything for me? What if they don't know what's wrong? What if they can't fix it?)

I'm managing.

(Am I going to have to withdraw and continue my medical leave of absence for another semester? Again?)

I'm okay.

(I can't breathe.)

I'm fine.

(I'm so tired.)

It's fine.

(It hurts.)

I'm scared.

(Me too.)

[thedrawingwolfie]

save me fruitiger aero cat… fruitiger aero cat save me…

had to remind myself i’m a character artist for a reason godspeed

[ctntduoarchive]

[hollowslantern]

I wish I could buy you the riddler itty bitty bc he is so cute and seeing him on my dash a bunch of times in a row really cheered me up this evening I hope you can get him someday

thank you i hope so too... one day i shall have him

[this-should-do]

i like when you draw gordo all bloodied, bruised, and battered. i appreciate the painstaking attention to detail, and the emphasis on anatomy.

me when gordon bloody beaten and bruised

[braskide]

@etroaed : ❝ if you say yes, i promise to love you more than you have ever been loved. i will give you everything you ask, i will be everything you need. just say yes. say you will. ❞

𝐚 𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐨𝐧𝐜𝐞 , he existed in a reality barely outside of her own, never ending lines running parallel — their lives overlapped over and over again, and when she was younger it seemed so necessary to deny it to herself that many of those were accidents, that there was no wish in her to truly come to bevelle only for a chance to meet the kind gaze, the most tender out of the entirety of the city whose maliciousness was hiding in plain sight. she hid behind causality, and eventually their roads lead to different shores. years have gone by, and her return was not made in whispers, but loud and clear by the people that loved their high summoner returning to her father’s path — the day she returned, he was there waiting for her. the giant gates of bevelle had nothing on the intensity of him, his refined figure standing tall, the line of his lips casting a shadow, as if he were to say something, anything. last they had met, it was years prior, and her robes spoke of someone else, of being a new person — but that day, she presented herself as  high summoner yuna,  her father’s emblem sewn onto her long sleeves, and even if she was in the home of her old god, the faith he was asking her to persevere was still long gone. baralai did not bow in the way yevon had taught them, and neither did she, they stood as towers connected by a bridge: their lingering gaze melting in each other, words a simple afterthought.

word ran rampant of lady yuna’s distress in the few following months: she would barely see anyone in her late father’s mansion wherein she was residing, spending days wondering what was her purpose of being in the sacred city if the last summoner had no say in it, no dent to its wavering belief — while many felt a sense of pity for her, only one would show compassion. the praetor would have kindness in his heart to have a thought for her, and hers would grow with the warmth of it. once, it was a white flower at her doorstep with a carefully written note, words of encouragement, of faith and care, but nothing about it was about yevon or its following — he had shown worry for her condition, and in return she met him the following days,  once, twice, again and again  for her soul saw it fit for its rehabilitation, and each time it felt shorter than the previous. their parallel lines finally crossed, timidly so, and she worried for their long lost god sitting at the table with them — he did not, but her faith shifted, and suddenly the light she stood in while the praetor, no, baralai stood next to her felt like the presence of Him itself.

❝ you have loved me before, ❞ she thought to have forgotten the art of smiling, of allowing the soul any rest. but she has been wrong about many things before, and this is one of them. ( when i was unlovable. ) her figure shifts as truth is spoken, her fingers gently cradling his honest face, gaze lingering along his tender lines, and the silence raptures her as heterochromia melts. the sun-soaked heart of hers sings once, a beat faster, desperate for liberation and she swallows it down, but not quite — the sun beckons and she follows, as her forehead presses gently against his, now two bodies one and eyelids shut themselves to the world. ❝ you must know the answer, surely, ❞ her voice is a mere whisper now, a shared secret between their enkindled souls, and her fingertips brush along his cheek. ( i have loved you before. ) the high and mighty lady yuna’s frame shrinks in his hold, regressing to the woman she once wished herself to be and could not, were not for the comfort of his presence.

a man knows her sadness and takes it to the river, lines forever destined to meet, ❝ i will. ❞ and i've loved you once and i'll love you again.

[qualityrain]

following this jpn person on twit and them saying that akc tells joker to not make promises you cant keep and yet he promises joker to duel again w the glove and cant keep that im gonna throw up

[noscomephobic]

Kallamar and Ebony being besties in Broken Myths? HELL YEAH!!

[appalachy]

Accused of veing an alcoholic like 6th time tbis week. Bruv... im homeless literall5 ct me some slack ok

[aures-nook]

ahem

MIGUEL IF YOU ARE FREE WHEN I AM FREE WHICH IS ANY TIME ALL THE TIME WHEN I AM FREE IF YOU ARE WHEN IF THE I WH

i am normal about him. he is hot to me. other than that very good film enjoyed it a lot!!!!

okay idk why it took me so fkn long to respond to this but omg yes

im personally a hobie person myself but yknow

[sunny-deejee]

im rereading the sea of monsters and its hitting me how many things i just let slide when i was younger

ik its a whole thing of theyre not actuallyyyy related its just the dna or whatever but idc camp half blood is a incestuous breeding ground

also props to percy's deadbeat dad (i cant spell his name) for giving him a heads up that shit is about to go down. gotta appreciate the neverending commitment to his son's life

[skipp3r]

The literal 5 days of my whole summer that i was actually looking forward to and i might not even be able to go like. I am god’s sexiest soldier but where do you draw the line

[sp1derw1re]

pinterset is stressing me tf out, I DONT WANNA SEE WHITE SKIN OMG, IM LITERALYY SEARCHING, SCRAPING, BEGGING FOR DARK SKIN

[daaxolotlartist]

THE NEW OBJECTIFIED EPISODE. THE NEW OBJECTIFIED EPISODE.

I FREAKING

LOVE

RAZOR.

AND WANDAADADADADDADAAAA I GOT MORE FREAKING CONTENT OF HER I LITERALYY CANGTDGBHJBDHUK

HER AND GUM GRRRRBGGGRRRRRRRR I WANNA FREAKING DRAW THEM TOGETHER SO BAD-

LIKE

LIKE

HER OUT BURST????????????????

IOPREHIGAPIREHGAAPISTREHGTREHW%TJHW$^$J^W%^UT#W$%^]

AND WANDA???

SHE SO COOOOOOOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

[wrongcaitlyn]

HI THERE IT IS YOUR #1 FAN YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYYYYYYYY YOU PUT MAISIE PETERS IN OMLLLL I LOVE SAIDIE SMMMM IM ACTUALY SOOOOO EXITED TO SEE MORE OF HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ALSO YOU COULD MAKE HER WRITE THE BAND AND I ABOUT THE GRAVEYARD TOUR 🤨🤨🤔🤔⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️ I WOULD LITERALYY SCREAM. OK MY MAIN POINT::::::: PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE MAKE SAIDIE WRITE AT LEAST ONE CHAPPELL ROAN SONG!!!!! I WILL LITERALLY PAY YOU 10000000000000000000000000000$$$$$$$$$$$ (not rlly sorry) BUT PLEASE IM BEGGING YOU 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏anyways thank you bye

AHHSDF THANK YOU <33 and as much as i would LOVE to have her write that... the graveyard tour starts in february 2020. and um. well. we all know what happens in march 2020. the tour will have a brief stint of like less than a month and i don't think thats enough time for sadie to be really writing about that tour experience unfortunately😭 and i just checked my sadie playlist and i do think i *may* have her write casual! but we'll have to see about that, i do think that sadie is,,, rather unfortunately straight in this, so yeah i don't really want to take chappell's discography and hand it over to her, yk? i need someone else to be a lesbian icon (who's not piper and who is a singer) so that i can project all the chappell musicLKSJDF

[mushed-kid]

its literalyy pride otbh whx this is so sick and twiste evil horribel. iss it revenge krs karma because i deny bekgn gsy idnt it welclguess what god fuck you