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YES. We know, okay?
This is again from Not knowing when the sunrise will come.
But we are SWEATING on this fic, so, sue us!
Joking. I and @mixu would really really appreciate comments! You can leave your thoughts on Ao3.
This scene covers Day 25, prompt: Years changed but our love stayed same.
Enjoy āØ
Love finds a way
They kissed softly, purposefully, relaying the contents of their hearts as effectively as their fighting ā their breaths and heartbeats perfectly synchronized.
The way their bodies fitted together shouldn't be surprising after all they had gone through, but it was mesmerizing nonetheless. It was confirmation that this was what they were always meant to do, all they were always meant to be.
Sasuke felt cold when Naruto pulled back, his breath ragged.
āYou love me?ā he whispered.
Sasuke wanted to laugh. āI could never not love you.ā
A sob escaped Naruto, and he rushed to bury his face in Sasukeās neck. He just pulled him closer, relishing in the warmth of his body.
Sasuke smiled against his untamed hair, āI thought you would taste like miso.ā
Naruto chuckled and squeezed his waist harder, a steady stream of tears soaking the collar of Sasukeās shirt.
āUsuratonkachi.ā
#snsmonth23#sasunarumonth23#sns month 2023#adult sasunarusasu#sasunaru fanfiction#sasunaru#sasunarusasu#narusasu fanfic#narusasunaru#narusasu#not knowing when the sunrise will come#ao3fic#ao3 link#day 25#years changed but our love stayed the same#love confessions#anti naruto ending
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they like holding hands
#someone take this away from me before I tweak it to the next dimension#good omens#good omens fanart#aziracrow#good omens 2#ineffable husbands#crowley#aziraphale#i'm like hours past sunrise at this point i should go to bed i think#you know when you get used to what it looks like then you come back to it and it looks horrendous.#yeah that happened like 6 times during this
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night at the museum is crazy because itās like omg this monkey is slapping ben stiller! haha! this statue come to life is a bust so he canāt scratch his nose! and then itās like. what does it mean to be alive? to have history, to know that history? to make an impact on the future? is there any truer purpose, any greater fulfillment than bringing joy to children? than helping them learn? are museums not the most noble, earnest creations, because they are monuments to our human dedication to knowledge and understanding? what matters is not the amount of time spent on earth, but the brilliance of that brief burst of life and love. we are all reaching out, connected, touching each otherās lives for forever into eternity. do not fear the darkness. rejoice at the inevitability of a shining tomorrow, even though you will not be there to see it. and then itās like omg the monkeyās slapping ben stiller again! he peed on his shoes!
#feeling a lot of feelings this night :(#me when i know whatās coming mr daley. iāve always known. and i have a feeling itās going to be a beautiful sunrise.#donāt even get me started on the third one i canāt deal#lu.txt#night at the museum#natm#i also just realized an old mutual of mine who LOVED natm has me blocked now and iām weirdly upset about it
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#At the training center when Peeta showed Katniss his camouflaged arm#She mentions how good the lighting of the painting is#She's skeptical about him being able to replicate so well how the sun looks when it comes through the foliage#Given that the closest he usually got to something similar is the only tree that his family has at the bakery#But is so easy to picture a tiny Peeta getting the trash out and being mesmerized by the current state of the sky#And probably getting scolded by that moldy bread that was his mother for ātaking too longā to coming back#But stubbornly holding onto this habit and never letting go#And just keeping admiring the sky#Because it does have the prettiest colors at sunrise (when bakers are already up)#And at sundown (everyone knows what that means)#Or whenever clouds decide to look like they'd be an absolute delight to get close to#Katniss mentions there's not much beauty to look at in their district#But Peeta's eyes got trained with time to know where to find it#the hunger games#peeta mellark#catching fire#mockingjay#thg
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just remembered a separate peace exists and I love how there's a sort of small niche fandom presence for it now when I search on tumblr bc I remember reading it for highschool back in like 2021 and thinking "hmmm. yeah. this has some pretty gay undertones" and Iām glad ppl agree with me.
#the part where he checks out that dude's butt??#and when him and finny fall asleep on the beach and he describes him waking up to the sunrise like a god coming back to life or smth#and when he's checking out finny's muscles thinking āthey're all alignedā and stuff?#I know what you are gene#probably the most gay classic Ive ever read#a separate peace#gene forrester#finny
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promotion spotted by 5th street on miami beach | 6.10.24 (x)
#florida panthers#2324#playoffs 24#i cant believe this is where my expertise comes in#i know those obnoxious art deco styled lifeguard towers anywhere#also that boat promoboard has been there for years usually it just promotes like concerts or strip clubs#no it is really funny theres cats promo in a completely different county#i like how we all get pissy when we mistake sunrise and miami beach for each other but its only cute when we do it okay#soflo is a hockey town babey#they didnt do this last year but theres a lot more cats promo in miami dade so good for them#its called all of our teams have disappointed us only the cats can save us now <3
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#look movie benny and nina are not BAD per se#but they are not musical benny and nina...#it's benny and nina with the serial numbers filed off#it's everything that made them special and compelling discarded for runtime or character thinning or gifted to other plotlines#what is nina and benny if they're exes instead of coming together after a lifetime of being too scared to cross that line?#what are they without kevin's disapproval and the complicated nuance of prejudice inherent there?#what are they without camilla's presence and eventual guidance and influence and support?#what are they without ever fucking fighting? without the struggle? without the argument at the club? without the og blackout???#what are they without sunrise ššš#here is the answer: just kinda there#cute as hell don't get me wrong#but they don't have a plot in the movie lmao#they are set decoration and a vehicle for a sweet song and some funky visual effects in when you're home#and they are too beautiful and messy and compelling and sweet and complicated and lovely for me to stand for it#in the heights#ith#post#im posting this (tags included) from my drafts from april 2023#i think in my head i wanted to rewatch the movie to make sure i wasnt off base#but u know what october 2024 maggie trusts ur judgement past maggie go off boo mwah#lilly
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literally all of them AJBDJWBD ok but 15 has so many soft domestic vibes š„¹š«¶ and 17 literally link seeing revali cry for the first time omgg revali finally learning how to be emotionally vulnerable w link
(ask game from here)
since i wrote more of a headcanon list of what both revalink's bedtime routines look like on this post for @noraiir-arts, i'll do a drabble kinda thing that's like a moment in their routines for 15 lol
š 15. Going through their bedtime routine.
"i just don't see why it's necessary," link says, watching revali cut open a second sheet mask. he already has one on his own face, carefully spread and applied across his gorgeous tan skin. link thinks it makes revali look like he's shedding a layer. "your skin's already nice."
"how do you think i keep it nice?" revali says, carefully removing the sheet mask out of its packaging. "my skin's very sensitive, you know, it requires quite a lot of maintenance to keep it this refreshed and clear. you're lucky that you only need to shower and splash your face with water to keep it that way. who knows how you survived using 3-in-1 body wash your entire life."
"hey, i didn't know that it was bad for you," link grumbles and crosses his arms. "i thought it was more efficient to have it all in one than have to buy it all separately..."
revali rolls his eyes. "mhm. now lay down, so i can put the face mask on you."
link complies easily, the tension leaving his body and his eyes falling shut as soon as he feels revali's fingers, gentle and warm across his jaw. then suddenly, he feels a layer of ice spreading across his face and he squeaks, flinching.
"stay still," revali says, tapping link's thigh.
"it's cold!" link whines back, squirming. "you didn't tell me the face masks were cold!"
"they're cold because i keep them in the fridge and your body is a piece of the sun that fell onto earth," revali replies. "of course it's going to feel cold."
link continues to shiver until he finally gets used to the feeling of the mask on his face. revali continues adjusting its application, smoothing or stretching it out in some places until he's satisfied with the way it sits. "there we go," revali says softly. "good?"
"mhm," link says. he can barely move his face with the mask on. "how are you able to talk with this shit on?"
"you get used to it," revali replies. he lies down beside link on the bed and intertwines their fingers together. "now, we wait for thirty minutes and let the serum sink in."
"does it really take that long?" link says, nose wrinkling. the mask shifts due to the movement and he reaches up to smooth it back down.
"i've fallen asleep with them on before. but it's better to let it stay on longer than shorter so the skin can absorb it."
link hums and they both fall silent. with their fingers still intertwined, revali rubs his thumb against the base of link's. their room is quiet, except for the sound of music playing softly from link's phone. he complains plenty about how revali takes way too long to get ready for bed, but moments like this where he can participate in it with revali are link's favorite.
"thank you," revali says suddenly.
"hm? for what?" link says. he struggles to enunciate it; talking with a sheet mask on is difficult.
"for doing this with me. you didn't have to." revali's voice is quiet, almost shy.
link wants to smile under the sheet mask, but he doesn't want it to get messed up again so he resists. "it's something you like to do, so i wanna do it with you too."
he feels revali squeeze his hand, a silent "i love you". "just don't fall asleep," revali says out loud instead.
this time, link can't resist smiling. "no promises."
š§ 17. Link has never seen Revali cry, so when he does, Link struggles with how to react.
when link comes home, the house is quiet. which is usually how it is, even if revali is home before him, but at least his boyfriend is being quiet somewhere where link can see him as soon as he comes in. at least revali will call back when link announces he's home, but he hasn't and it's making him nervous.
"'vali," link calls, slipping his shoes off and pushing them onto the shoe rack they keep by the door. "where are you~!" still no response. it puts link on edge immediately. "'vali?"
revali isn't in the living room or the kitchen, so link moves further into the house. he's not in the office or in the backyard, but his car was parked in the driveway so he has to be home. the last place revali would be is the bedroom, so there link goes.
but he's not prepared for the sight before him when he does.
revali is seated on the edge of the bed with a leg tucked underneath him, a look of despair and tears marring his face. he turns his head to look up at link when he hears him enter the room, but says nothing, staring and tears continuing to streak down his face.
link feels like his lungs have been severed from his esophagus, the air he's so desperately trying to breathe in blowing his chest up like a balloon instead. he's never seen revali like this; revali, whose natural facial expression is a scowl and narrowed eyes. or revali, who reserves his softest, most loving looks upon link. this expression on revali's face now... it feels like the world has fallen out of balance.
he knows he should go to revali, hold him tight and close, and comfort him like revali would do for him, but link can't move. he's rooted to one spot, eyes wide but unable to tear his gaze away from revali.
link's throat is dry, but he gulps and still attempts to speak. "you okay?"
for a moment, revali continues to stare. then he sniffs and wipes his eyes with the back of his hand. "yeah, i'm fine," he mumbles, looking away.
moving feels impossible, like he's trying to swim through quicksand, but slowly, link moves forward towards revali until he's seated in front of him on the bed. "...you wanna talk about it?"
revali stares blankly into space, unresponsive. a streak of fear wraps itself around link's chest as he searches revali's face, for any change in expression because this is terrifying.
"'vali?" link tries again in a whisper.
and this time, revali looks at him directly. but his face is scrunching up, his eyes welling with tears as he sniffs deeply again. "sorry," he murmurs, "iā just, it'sā" fresh tears roll down his cheeks again and a sound that link has never heard before escapes from revali's throat, one that should have never made a home within revali in the first place.
"oh, 'vali," link whispers and he lets his instincts take over. he crawls forward into revali's lap, wrapping his arms around revali's neck and legs around his waist, holding him tightly. that's when the dam finally breaks and revali lets out the most gut-wrenching sound that link has ever heard him make, beginning to shake and cry openly into his shoulder. he holds revali tighter, letting him cry as much as he wants; it's the least that link could do. "it's okay, i'm here, reva."
eventually, revali's crying comes to a stop, but he's still holding link tightly with his arms around his waist, breathing softly against link's neck. link just strokes his hair, pressing kisses to the side of revali's face where he can reach. it's still a couple minutes before revali can find the words to speak again.
"it's the anniversary of my parents' funeral," he murmurs against link's neck. and it makes link stop in his tracks. oh. "i realize that i never actually talked to you about them. i'm sorry."
"that's okay," link murmurs back, continuing to stroke revali's hair. "you don't have to if you don't want to."
revali pauses for a moment. "i want to," he says softly. "i want you to know about them."
his tone somehow makes link's heart flutters. "okay," he replies in similar volume. "i'd like to, as long as you're comfortable talking about it."
"if it's with you, then i am," revali says. he takes a breath before talking again. "both of my parents died when i was six years old. i... don't want to talk about how they did, but i remember being at the funeral. at the time, i didn't really know what was going on but even as a child i understood grief and sadness." revali's voice grows quieter. "they were all i had, but i can barely even remember them. it's pathetic, i know."
"no it's not," link says softly. "you were still really young and it's a traumatic experience. you can't fault yourself for not being able to remember."
"but they were my parents," revali whispers. "they're the people that gave birth to me and were supposed to take care of me, and all i have to remember them by are legal documents and pictures. i can't even do them justice in memories."
link doesn't know what to say at first. it's an incredibly difficult subject to broach, after all. "even if you can't fully remember them," he decides to start, "i think they would love to know that you're trying. they've probably been watching from above and are so proud of you, because you have so much to be proud of, you know? you're so talented and clever and very handsome, might i addā" revali snorts ā "they probably would have been proud to see you grew up well even without them. they would still love you."
"you really think that?" revali murmurs.
"the great revali? uncertain about his greatness?" link says teasingly. he pulls back a little to look at revali's face, whose eyes are still red from crying but hold a fond look. "they would, 'vali. anyone would be proud to have you as a son."
after a beat, revali pulls him back into a hug, squeezing him tight. "thank you," revali whispers. "i appreciate it."
"of course," link replies and turns his head to press another kiss to revali's jaw. "i'm here for you always." they're both quiet for a couple more minutes, content with just holding each other close until revali speaks once more.
"i'm sorry, by the way," revali says into the skin of link's neck. "i probably worried you since i wasn't there to greet you."
"that's okay," link says, his eyes closed. "i get it now after you told me. so don't feel bad anymore, i'm here with you now and i always will be, no matter what. i love you, 'vali, more than anything."
"i love you, too, songbird," revali whispers back. "thank you."
link hums. "i'm gonna get some water for you and then how about cuddles?"
"that sounds... nice." revali's face shifts its position under link's chin. "do you have to leave to get the water, though?"
he giggles. "do you wanna come with me to the kitchen, then?"
"i think we should skip the water and go straight to cuddling."
"nuh uh, you have to rehydrate after crying so much. you do the same to me when i cry."
"...whatever."
link giggles again and then sits back, pulling on revali's arm. "come on, let's go. the sooner we get water, the sooner we can cuddle." revali rolls his eyes but stands up with link and complies. even after all that, revali is still too weak for link and for his cuddles.
#revalink#loz#botw#loz botw#legend of zelda#amihan's revalinkverse#ask#ask game#cryiling#yes revali n link are homeowners come on dual income household!#i think gay people deserve to have homes in this economy#because we suffer from home-ophobia#ahaha.... haha.... hah.....#obligatory āand they were roommatesā āoh my god they were roommatesā tag#i wrote the second one thinking about how revali cries at the sunrise in pinesong#i also self-projected into revali a little bit because#even though it's sometimes difficult to comfort someone who cries#i feel like i'm someone who people actually don't know what to do when i cry because it's not something they would expect from me?#i've been regarded in the past as emotionless or stoic or doesn't show weakness easily ig? so when i do cry ppl are like. wtf uhhh#anyways. me tying in my hc ab revali being abandoned to modern au yasss#i still am all about revali coddling link but revali also deserves to be coddled too!!!#birdie deserves to be taken care of too!!!#epic parallel of revali not being able to truly remember even though he has evidence they existed in the world + plus pictures#sounds oddly familiar...... stares at memory pictures in sheikah slate
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constantine: i don't have a job, occult detecting doesn't count also constantine, every halloween: well, i guess it's time to punch in. don't talk to me i'm on the clock. racking up that overtime tonight
#( ooc. ) OUT OF CIGS.#he already doesn't know peace on the daily but he Especially doesn't know it on halloween#least responsible man alive assigns himself duties for 24 hours. is shocked when shit goes off the rails#and the question of the day is do things go off the rails Because he's out there trying to help or In Spite Of. who can say#idk it's very funny to me that he thinks he has a job exactly One night a year#and he does get very formal about it. calls it his 'patrol' night. has a diner he hits up before trawling the synchronicity highway#november 1st isn't a day to him because he just spends it sleeping from sunrise til dusk#and yes he Has tried to avoid getting involved in anything. sitting out the whole day. locking himself in. does Not work#everything ends up coming to him anyways so he's decided he might as well make an official night of it#nothing more comforting than the 70 year old neighborhood watch guy who talks to ghosts#( headcanons. ) I'M JUST LIKE THE BASTARDS I'VE HATED ALL ME LIFE.
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feeling deeply unlovable and then remembering that luffy could love you no matter how horribly damaged you are is a lot of emotions
#mixed emotions of how comforting luffy is as a person and grieving that itās not possible irl#but also not having limitless mental strength for your loved ones is normal luffy is a fantasy character for a reason#and itās not just cus heās a rubber man#just a little heartbroken nothing new#this is so bpd of me lol#i can say that now with my chest cus itās going into my chart#but yeah no. iām clinging to this piece of comfort idc itās been an awful week and iām so tired#and luffyās warmth is the only thing i want to come home to right now#my sunrise#he makes me believe in living#just straight up living and staying alive#and lord knows some days itās hard#luffy is a miracle#cus genuinely when thereās nothing left luffy will still be here#luffy i miss you#vent blog#close ur eyes lol this is so normal of me
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Okay it might
It might be a little more than a crush
#Emile's Arts#Captain Pikachu#Proship Selfship#I really gotta stop conceptualizing S/Is overnight#That's how the Affection gets ya#What if...#What if you were an artist in a horrible slump and a Pikachu in a cool hat showed you the Sunrise#Because that's the most beautiful thing in the world to him and he wants to help inspire you#He is my muse <3#He looks so cool in battle I wanna DRAW HIM!!!! DO YOU UNDERSTAND????#You know that like one off bit of Friede mentioning that they need money to travel#I kinda realized like recently that's the ONLY funds quest they've done so far??#So where??? Are they getting money??????#There's no way Liko's mom is still like??? Paying them????? Right?????#Anyway that's where this S/I comes in#He's a decently famous artist and he sells his paintings basically whenever they set down near towns#His partner is a Zweilous who was a Deino when he first boarded the ship#And an old Stoutland named Rusty who I'm trying to decide if should be passed on by the time the show starts or not#He's an old old protective dog. I imagine it was his dad's Pokemon#Anyway. That's about all my thoughts for now#He's not the on F/O list YET I'm going to remain a coward for a bit longer#But mayhaps..... eventually......
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No need to apologize 'Cause there's nothing to regret Well, this is not what I wanted Guess all the good things come to an end
So baby, bye, bye Wish you the best But most of all, I wish that I could love you less Well, maybe you're right, I'll find someone else You say it isn't me, but when did that ever help?
Hold me closer Although you'll leave before the sunrise Might be bleeding, but don't you mind, I'll be fine Oh, it kills me I found the right one at the wrong time But until the sunrise Hold tight, hold tight
Maybe it happened too fast I guess that I understand You say that you never felt this way for anyone And that's why it scares you to death
So baby, bye, bye Know it's for the best Still I can't see how that would ease the pain in my chest
Hold me closer Although you'll leave before the sunrise I'll be bleeding, but don't you mind, I'll be fine Oh, it kills me I found the right one at the wrong time But until the sunrise Could you just hold me tight? I know I have to let go, but just give me the night
'Cause tomorrow will hurt Hurt really bad 'Cause I'm about to lose the best I ever had
Hold me closer Although you'll leave before the sunrise I'll be bleeding, but don't you mind, I'll be fine Oh, it kills me I found the right one at the wrong time But until the sunrise Could you just hold me tight? (Hold tight, hold tight) I know, I have to let go But just give me the night (hold tight, hold tight)
Can't you see that you Found the right one at the wrong time? It was just the wrong time Hold tight, hold tight
@overnightheartbeats
#overnightheartbeats#tfw when ur working on lydia's phone meme thingy and this song comes up and i just instantly think of zoe & eric my hearttt#zoe x eric#'hold me closer although you'll leave before the sunrise'#'you say it isn't me but when did that ever help?' :(#i know i have to let go but just give me the night :(#still i can't see how that will ease the pain in my chest#I'M IN PAIN#in case the links being dumb its hold me closer by cornelia jakobs#i'll be bleeding but don't you mind i'll be fine :(#tomorrow will be hurt bc i'm about to lose the best i've ever had ;-; I'M SO SAD
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this is not the exact one I watched but I saw one of these "dish scape" things at someone's house who actually has TV (like they pay for dish/cable instead of just watching stuff online) and I think they're meant to be relaxing atmospheric stuff that you mostly ignore, but I sat there for 35 minutes watching absolutely engrossed.. further proof that I genuinely think my brain is incapable of experiencing boredom lol..
#IT'S BECAUSE there's so many little details that like you can spend minutes just scanning every corner of the image and taking it all in and#you keep finding new things! like 'oh I didn't know that blade of grass moved!' or 'I didnt see that bucket before!'. And then on top of#so many details - some things genuinely do change. The one I saw was a Beach house scene and sometimes a bird would fly by or ONE TIME kite#came out of nowhere. a sandcastle built and unbuilt itself. there's a firepit and it comes on when the sky changes from day to afternoon!!#this is like watching a sports game to me. I need weird detail oriented friends who will sit for 20 minutes staring at a barely moving pict#ure & cheer and clap with me when a seagull flies across the screen ghgj.. THERE HE IS!!!! etc!! and there's just so much to think about!!#Like how the images are layered or animated and the choices that were made (like I think the sunrise and sunset sky background images for t#e beachouse are just the same picture flipped and recolored) and trying to predict what's going to happen next (will the lights in the hous#turn off for night time? will another bird show up??) etc! I even got up at one point to walk close to the screen and get a better view of#hese paintings that were visible through the beachhouse windows. and then thinking about building a similar home in the sims! OR ALSO THIS#WOULD BE SUCH A COOL medium I think to tell a story! Like you upload a video to youtube that is framed just as a completely average moving#screensaver ambiance type of thing. It's like 7 hours long and mostly loops the same still image. However. over time at certain points you#can see some thing happen like watching characters interact through the windows. animals or people walk across the screen. certain elements#in the environment morph or change. etc. In such a way that an entire like plot is conveyed. maybe like fantasy mystery sort of thing. I WI#SH I could do this style of art / had friends who could or had money to pay somebody to. I would LOVE to collaborate on a weird surreal#It's Just Your Average Slowly Looping Moving Screensaver Video I Promise' type story.. jjhhgHH.. Or even just making one of these set in so#me of my fantasy world environments. not as a secret thing with easter eggs that tell a story but just literally an image like this tha#moves over time and etc. HHRRGRGHhhhhGG.. ANYWay!! I had to actually turn it off not because I was bored but because it was distracting me#. which is funny since again. I think for most people it's meant to be a 'just leave it on in the background' type of thing that's bland an#neutral . But it was just making me think too much ghjgh.. This is why I can't go to amusement parks or nightclubs bars or concerts like..#a moving screensaver image is too overstimulating to my brain. Could you imagine me going to an environment just full of sensory informatio#like loud noises poeple talking flashing lights etc. etc. ? hghghb... Visiting a grocery store at a slightly busy hour is like my upper lim#it... Anyway.. everything is just so interesting to me. Even if I was locked in a room alone I would have plenty to think about & amu#se myself. I am also a hater definitely like I'm a very analytical person who is critical of society and systems & everything that exists#and even generally am just very opionated and have distinct preferences - so just because everything is INTERESTING does not mean I LIKE or#enjoy everything or never get tired of/annoyed by situations or ideas or etc. But it's more just like.. I literally dont think I could ever#be bored because of the way my brain works and also I approach life with elements of childlike whimsy and constant obsessive curiosity and#attention to detail. so as much as I am an analytical bore I also love everything and the world is fascinating at all times. lol.. duality#of man. if you get it then you get it. ANYWAY.. wanted to ramble abt it. I don't like the above video as much as the one I actually saw but#I couldn't find the beach one online.. BUt.. aaHH! best viewed whilst talking to yourself narrating/cheering! ALSO I want to make one!!!
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ever since the first time i heard easy for you to say it has had me in the tightest grip. she's never letting go ššš
No, but seriously, they put something in that song, the live cut even more, that just makes me !!!!!!!!!
#like excuse me??? i see it in moment is coming in waves?? a sunrise in Sydney that's burning for days???#but I'm headstrong and stubborn and stuck in my ways??? with every tomorrow keep turning the page???#a youth that was stolen and filled with mistakes??? turned all around looked for someone to blame???#but im over dramatic and drenched in my pain??? i know that you saw it all over my face???#last night i lied i looked in the eye??? im scared to find a piece of peace of mind???? i swear to you each and every time???#I'll try and change my ways???? easy for you to say???? harder for me to take??? this nostalgia in my bones??? how can I forget it?mmm#i feel it in moments some semblance of free???? between all the gasping a finally breathe????#so i hold on so tightly in times that i see??? someone with striking resemblance to me???#a darkness that holds me and loves when i bleed???? it locks all the doors and then hides all the keys????#wish someone had told me what i couldn't see???? a glimmer of hope that was staring at me?????#like how dare they#they just wrote this????#and im supposed to move on with my life?????#keep going??????#not possible lol#but you get me šš#jules š#i was asked
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tried to make this fic taste green but all i managed to do was fail at describing the feeling of something unknowable and unexplainable. sad !
#timothy's txts.#you DON'T know what it's like to be awake at 3 am in the middle of the woods waiting for shooting light to come even though no animal will#you will not bring anything home but you will watch the sunrise like an aching thing and taste like blood and like clean air#and you will only ever feel the same way when it is midnight in nowhere south dakotaand you are listening to elks wail in the wind#while the skies churn overhead like a sped up window into another world#AND YOU WILL NEVER FEEL RIGHT AND YOU WILL NEVER KNOW WHAT DOES AND NOTHING IS HOME EXCEPT THAT PLACE#BECAUSE THAT IS THE PLACE YOU HAVE FELT MOST REAL AND THAT IS THE PLACE Y9U HAVE FELT MOST SEPARTATE#YOU WILL NEVER BE HOME AND YOU WILL NEVER BE YOURSELF AND IS IT SOMETHING TO GRIEVE OR TO CELEBRATE#PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD I'M JUST TRYING TO WRITE ABOUT DESTIEL GETTING HOME AND SLOW DANCING IN THE KITCHEN#I FEEL SICK#tw caps
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Oh characters doomed from the start weāre really in it now
#me reading every qq2 fic ever#and also sotr when it comes out#knowing damn well what happens to maysilee#maysilee donner#thg#the hunger games#sotr#sunrise on the reaping
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