#not even one she’s hung up over
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wen zhuliu in a t-shirt that says I’M NOT THE DAD WHO STEPPED UP I’M JUST THE EVIL MINION WHO HAS SEXUAL TENSION WITH THIS KID’S MOM as he gouges jiang cheng’s golden core out of his lumbar region.
#the untamed#mdzs#wen zhuliu#still the funniest character in the story#experiencing unimaginable trauma at the hands of your mom’s teenage situationship#not even one she’s hung up over#they both moved on with their lives#picked new loyalties
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annabeth doesn't talk about what luke said when he came to her house asking her to run away with him and no matter how hard the others try she won't say anything.
#truth is she's angry#people accused her of being of spy for daring to care about her own fucking family#luke was the first person who loved her along with thalia why would she ever let go that ?#it's not like he let go of her completly he saw in the river styx for crying out loud#clarisse fought her constantly about this but is still hung up on silena and dating chris#and the funny thing is the very same thing they resented is what saved them in the end.#she was the one who gave luke strenght to make the right decision and save everyone else#maybe the love hadn't been enough for her and luke but it was enough for the god's throne#and people won't even acknowledge that#and now they dare to ask her about her about him ?#when they pushed away to grieve and worry about him on her own ?#that visit is the most sincere moment she got from him after his betrayal next to his final moments she won't have people spitting opinions#spitting concerns about how its all messed up and how he didn't mean it#she cared and cried for him on her own. percy left her crying over his body in the labyrinth alone.#they left her to hope for him alone she will grieve him alone#that memory will be hers alone and nobody else's#hermes feels guilty about blaming her so he doesn't talk about it either#annabeth chase#annabeth chase centric#pjo#hermes pjo#pjo headcanon#percy jackson and the olympians#pjo tv#heroes of olympus#hoo#pjo hoo toa#pjo series#angel speaks#angel's headcanons
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so I've already seen a few ships for Reca being thrown around, but have we considered
#they're so divorced coded to me it's not even funny#idk something very funny about Jade not really being on Penacony for most of the plot#purely bc she didn't want to potentially run into her weird ex husband is very funny to me#i have an entire timeline hc for them that will absolutely be ruined once more info on both of them is available#but whatever#also the divorce was very messy and very public#like def made it to the tabloids#and jade probably has one of them hung up in her office as like a flex#And def not because she's not over him (she isn't)#(neither is he though)#hsr#mr reca#hsr jade#jade hsr#honkai star rail#mr reca hsr
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#currently on the worst road trip of my whole entire life! well. i don't want to jinx it lmao but#today i popped TWO TIRES at once in the middle of the Katy Freeway in Houston TX (the widest highway in the US; 26 lanes btw)#managed to make it over to the shoulder without DYING but then had to sit there for like an hour? and panic called a tow truck because duh#I know how to change a tire but I was – again – sitting on the shoulder of the widest freeway on the continent so#anyway I called a tow; a guy showed up. I assumed it was the tow! turned out it was not. but he helped me put on the spare and then was lik#“follow me to my shop I can do the tires for you” and I was like okay! 👍 but then the ACTUAL tow called me and I realized this was#just a random guy (very nice up to that point but then I got scared about following him to a secondary location?) and so I didn't lmao#I just kept driving and didn't follow him but the guy on the phone was then mad at me because I wasn't where I said I would be because#AGAIN – I thought the original guy WAS the tow company that I called? but anyway guy 2 on the phone was like “YOU OWE ME $200!!!!”#and I said for what? also how would I pay you? and he tried to get me to cash app him lmao?? I didn't. I hung up on him#he called me like 6 more times yelling at me until I finally just blocked his number 💀#however NOW at this point I'm driving on one spare tire and one rapidly-flattening second tire and I still have 3 hours left to get where#I was going for the night and to top it all off I'm in the middle of a city I've only been to one time before? so I manage to get to a hote#like a nice-ish one where I'm like “okay if I get stuck here this won't be the end of the world”#because keep in mind today is a national holiday so basically everything is closed!!!! btw!!!!!#but eventually I'm sitting there and it's literally 100F outside and I remember oh right lol I have car insurance which pays for a tow#(a normal one; not a random one I panic-found on google who calls me screaming at me to cash app him $200)#so anyway I call my insurance and the guy on the phone is very nice and is like “it's okay; we'll have someone to you in 45 min”#and I'm like okay. OKAY. 🙌💪 I am a strong independent woman who is figuring this out and no longer on the side of the highway#but instead in a nice calm neighborhood and all I have to do is wait 45 min and everything will be okay#one hour goes by. I call back. get redirected to the tow company that was dispatched. guy says oh! is my guy not there yet?#I say no. he says okay – I'll have him call you. hangs up.#okay. 20 more min go by. guy finally calls me. says “I'm 20-25 min away” at this point I've been waiting about an hour and a half#I say. okay? okay. 30 more minutes go by. I try to call the guy back. straight to voicemail. three more calls. three more no answers.#I call my insurance back. sit on hold for 15 min. eventually get put through to a different person who's like “okay let me check on him”#get put on hold. eventually she comes back and says “okay he says 15 minutes” I've been waiting over 2 hours at this point. I have to PEE#I just... burst into tears. on the phone with this poor random woman from Geico Insurance. I'm bawling my eyes out.#she was trying to get claim info from me but I'm crying so hard she's like “oh baby no. okay. okay. we can get that from you tomorrow.”#when you cry so hard that even the insurance company is like “you know what we're just going to let this one slide”#anyway guy eventually shows up. he's very nice even though I hate him a little for being so late. he drives me to an OPEN TIRE SHOP
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Thorold, I should throw you to the wolves. But I won’t. I’ll tell them that Father MacPhail is staying here to analyse what we’ve found. And I’ll take the troops to pursue Asriel, and then you will leave.
#his dark materials#hdmedit#*#masriel#asriel x marisa#this moment is such an interesting addition i come back to it a lot sdfds#like her temper's all over the place but thorold got such a pass?#even after she interrogates him and gets no response#which would usually make her lash out#she throttled that one woman like the day before#is she assuming that asriel didn't tell him anything & pitying him?#but even that's a rare thing for her lol. thorold must have been a real dear to her back in the day#and the 'he's never treated any of us well' she's still sooo hung up about it all#still blaming him for the breakdown of their relationship#meanwhile thorold is just 😶😶😶#and the deep inhale at the end when she puts all her emotions back in a box#my brain's just vibrating about them still idk
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#there were people at my house today for my sibling's birthday party [happy bday to them]#but god. it was exhausting and i'm never doing it again#the reason i wasn't active this week was because we were setting shit up and cleaning the house all day for a week#like. my mom hasn't had guests over in years so she kinda panicked and went ham on everything#made the house look spotless#and on top of that we had to set up so many decorations [also it was xmas themed. so.]#like it was fun. we had a bouncy castle and i hung out with one of my sibling's friends and there were snacks and games#but even if it was fun t oday that does NOT mean that i didn't hate every second of the preparation stage#ajdjsjd i'm ranting. tldr sibling had a fun birthday party but it made the past week a living exhausting hell#and i am so glad its over#ethan's yapping again
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#my friend will text me and tell me something while also mentioning her boyf but then wrap it up as if she's like saying something important#when the only reason i think she even texted me in the first place was to mention that one thing abt her boyf but like disguise it like its#for me yanno. idk she'll be like 'me and ____ were blah blah blah but a song came on that reminded me of you' or s/t like that when like rly#girl you could've just said 'i heard a song that reminded me of you' because like really i dont even know her boyf . havent met the guy.#she's in no hurry for me to meet him but name drops him every fucking chance she gets. and i am over it#especially when the last time we hung out i expressed that i was like so fucking lonely and touch starved it makes me wanna die.#so like try to be mindful maybe? idk? idk. i wish i had better friends#personal
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its my last day b4 im off again and i have to work with the one coworker i genuinely cant stand.. but its ok one hour left until her shift ends…..
#incoherent turtle noises#i feel bad that i dont like her cause she likes me quite a lot. because i dont stress her out. which is nice! but. boy.#shes always complaining abt the same things & she takes everything everyone says or does to her so so personally.#and like. girl i get it. but please i cant sit here yes and-ing you for 4 straight hours.#and no matter how much i try. every time we work 2gether she Always brings up how she isnt happy here and how she doesnt like our manager.#‘nobody likes him even [ ] doesnt like him’ whadda hell.. i like him… he’s not even rude man ur just hung up over one criticism
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#JOURNALING: a snapshot into barton's mind.#AHH hello y'all 👀 i know it's been a while since i've done one of these so... surprise? yeah LOL but this is regarding a side character-#in barton's life named sloane. now she is actually an art thief whom barton met while he was on a boat heading somewhere-#oddly enough haha and she was there to steal art OFC + barton was there to conduct business and they just kind of.... naturally hit it off-#after barton showed her kindness when she was upset and struggling with something. and after that they got to know each other-#which eventually led to them kissing + entering a fling with each other that lasted for a few months past their arrival in the city-#they were going to which was in romania (fun fact) but OFC since it was a fling that meant it had to end but sloane and barton both actuall#sort of had a desire to continue their romantic relationship but with sloane's work she just felt discouraged from suggesting-#something long term and so she just... let it end even though they both didn't necessarily want it to and this resulted in the two of them-#kind of being hung up over each other to this day with her constantly coming in and out of barton's life though i feel as if he really-#does love her so... it mayyy or may not be a bit romantic haha whenever you put aside the fact that barton's a *cough* *cough* SERIAL KILLE#but yeah. to end this off i'm just going to say that the flower in the upper corner is a camellia which symbolizes love / longing-#❤️ and sloane has a dog that she adopted off of the streets as a puppy which explains the dog in the drawing in the upper right corner tehe#that postcard also says 'greetings from switzerland' and is one of the ones she's sent to him throughout the years from her travels
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I have this feeling that I have unofficial beef with my neighbor...
#text#okay so if you wanna know:#this old lady above our apartment didn't like me even before I moved in#when she first met me we had some guys over who uninstalled and took away the old kitchen cause we were getting a new one#and she instantly tried to file some sort of complaint that it was apparently against the house rules to put spacious furniture into the#elevator without some sort of cover because the elevator could get scratches or something but get this#there was nothing in the house rules that said this. my dad even asked the ppl in charge of the house rules and they confirmed that#pretty weird isn't it? well haven't seen each other too often so I had the fortune of not having to put up with her... until 2 days ago#I just did my laundry and wanted to put it up on the communal drying rack in the basement#you also have to know that the neighbors to the right of us smoke weed. A LOT. I don't rly care you do you but they seem to smoke 24/7#So much their entire apartment reeks of weed and they actually open their apartment door for like 1 hour in the evening to air#and of course our entire floor smells. so I get into the elevator and wanted to press the button for the basement floor but I notice it#suddenly goes up. and I'm just like okay fine.... until I run into the weird old lady and we stare at each other awkwardly#and I'm like “well... you need to go up or down...?” and she's like “I need to go down but I don't wanna get into the elevator with you..”#(get ready for what she says next) “... because your laundry smells” and you should have seen my confusion. I was so damn close to saying#“you think I put WEED into my laundry?? are you sure???” but I didn't say anything and just went well okay then not ig#So I go to the basement and put up my laundry a little bewildered but still mostly amused go back up and sleep over it#Well today I returned from college and went down to collect the laundry when I found a little piece of paper hung right next to it that said#“when you leave the washroom turn of the lights” but I swear to god I put out the light I'm 100% sure. And like she also knew I was down#there cause I was in the elevator and like why would someone put in all this effort to print out a piece of paper instead of just turning#the lights off themselves??? Idk maybe I rly did leave the lights on and this is a weird paranoia I'm having#but I can't shake of the feeling that it was her and she's trying to beef with me rly hard. idk old ppl are so weird man...
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head in my hands im trying to come up w prinzhes headcanons but i literally cannot because prinz is like. a pink and less tragic and less headache-inducing version of tesilid.
they're both very gentlemanly, they both can fight, if someone is unfair to them they're more likely to smile and try to smooth it over than to fight back. if hestio is going to find prinz attractive then he'd have found tesilid attractive too, but if he isn't nursing a massive crush on tesilid by the time he meets prinz then it means that tesilid gave him so much blood pressure problems that they're no longer his type.
so anyway in conclusion teshes solos- wait what? how did this turn into teshes propaganda
#i think some part of me will just alway be hung up on teshes sorry this dynamic has me in a CHOKEHOLD#prinzhestio is teshes but healthy#bc theyre not being fucked over by tesilid's role#(falls to my knees and cries... no regression teshes my beloved)#teshes is fun bc their dynamic changes so much as tesilid regresses#early regression teshes is diff from no regression teshes which is diff from mid regression which is diff from late regression teshes which#is diff from 100th round which is diff from#i love!! teshes!!!!#but that was not the point of this post!!!!!!!!!!#like prinzhes dynamic would be diff from teshes actually bc tesilid's rule abiding and doormat tendencies are a little. strong#like even in round 0#hestio would approach him a lot differently from tesilid i think#falling on my knees please consider... hestio falling for a gentlemanly person who is the opposite of his own rude manner of speaking#who can protect him like the very fragile person he is#but without the childhood friends to lovers aspect.#(the answer is i should just write teshes where they meet later in life. but also sometimes i dont want to deal w hestio's blood pressure-#-always on the verge of exploding bc tesilid is being stupid. like take that down a notch to being sometimes only instead of always)#and also the thing abt being strong enough to protect hestio - the thing abt teshes is. tesilid cant actually protect him. lol#tesilid is a tanker which means he shld always be on the other side of the battlefield from hestio#if hestio is in danger it means tesilid didnt do his job right and that he is also too far away to even throw himself in front of hestio#☺️ tesilid watches hestio die from way too far away#like the main reason tesilid is able to protect ailette rn is bc he can just magically transfer her wounds onto himself#and also bc ailette's body is very durable. hestio would die in one hit he doesnt even have aura#and also bc ailette is the Actual Tank most of the time lol she takes the aggro on purpose#so tesilid doesnt need to be on the other side of the field to do his job he just needs to deal dmg by her side#hestio ligenel
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#cant sleep bc im thinking so many thoughts#hiding in the tags#i think im finally over her?#like today and the last time we hung out i didnt Feel it anymore#and its not like i dont love her anymore i really really do but now its in a best friend way only i think?#the Feeling wasnt there which i guess its a good thing#and like yeah maybe its the depression maybe im just not feeling anything rn but also like#thats why she broke up with me and even when her depression got better she never got back to Feeling it?#and last time My depression was bad i wouldnt feel anything at all except when we hung out#so it feels different now#not necessarily a bad different just Different#but im so fucking scared of losing her#like im so scared of when she starts dating again#and yes ive been thinking of dating again im desperate for a girlfriend#but shes the one who broke up with me and shes had to deal with this before with Him and she didnt feel bad#but when we started dating He felt bad so like. i get him#and im so scared of never getting into a relationship again bc she’ll Always have a part of my heart like even if i dont Feel it anymore#she’ll always be number one for me#and im scared ill never let myself love anyone else bc i wouldnt think its fair to them bc of her#and idk.#i really dont wanna lose her she means so much to me#and im so comfortable around her in a way that im not with anyone else#idk where im going with this#sometimes i really fucking hate being aroace#and not being able to tell the difference between different feelings#:(#whatever
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oh wow very upset right now lol
#finally had the energy and courage to call my therapists office to set up an appointment after 2 years#after emailing w mt old therapist to make sure it was ok#and they just. told me no#and i got so overwhelmed bc that’s not how i thought the phone call would go#which btw#i haye phone calls. they make me so anxious i feel sick.#so even calling and not hanging up when i got the robot answering machine or was on hold twice was good for me#anyways#i got so upset i was in complete silence after she said no#that when she asked if i wanted to set one up w someone else i just went i’ll call back later#and said goodbye and hung up#and just burst into tears#bc fuck! fuck fuck fuck fuck!!!!#if i had jsut not stopped going and i had taken my meds and i wasn’t a fuck uo i’d be fine i wouldn’t even need to make an appointment#ugh.#ok.#whatever i’m fine#rant over sorry if u read this LMFAO
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since were living in this new age of understanding when it comes to how becoming famous (especially tabloid famous/infamous) at a young age negatively effects your mental health and psychological development i think its time that ppl start reevaluating how they talk about the sex pistols
#sex pistols#hoodie talks#i mean i would think this regardless but seriously#any conversation about the sex pistols that doesnt include just how young they were and how mistreated by the public and press they were#is an incomplete one that doesnt address crucial aspects of their story#you cannot understand why sid vicious ended up dead from suicide at 21 without talking about this!#you cannot understand why johnny rotten is the way he is now without talking about this!#johnny got famous at 19! he spent his entire adult life famous! and by famous i mean infamous aka The Bad Type Of Famous#he was the designated acceptable target of an entire nation during some of the most formative years of his life#'why is he so mean and defensive?' oh idk maybe its bc ppl stabbed him bc he sang a song they didnt like!#imagine being 20 years old and every journo in the country is either writing about you being the voice of your generation#or about how youre the spawn of satan who should be hung from the nearest lamp post#imagine youre 20 and the government is saying that shit about you too#imagine youre 20 and every single thing you say is picked at and poured over and ascribed countless different meanings#imagine youre 20 and you cant even walk down the street without being harassed by someone you dont know#imagine youre 20 and someone sticks a razor in your hand and disables you for life bc you wrote a song they didnt like#imagine youre 20 and your neighbor barges into your flat bc your music was too loud and stabs your 14 year old friend#and then when you ask the police for help they tell you that she deserved it for hanging out with you#now imagine the kind of person youd be if you lived through all of that#and now imagine that every time you ever sorta lashed out or were kinda mean ppl said 'shut up you whiny attention whore'#imagine if everyone collectively got together when you were 19 and decided that you didnt get to be a person anymore forever#thats what johnny lydon's life has been since 1975#punk rock posting
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I want to talk about anne neville and Elizabeth of York. I always thought they knew each other very well. They all have vague personalities in the eyes of passers-by, turbulent fates, tragic experiences caused by their father's death, good relations with husbands who have blood feuds indirectly through marriage, and unstable dynasty rule caused by death ... Because of their vague personalities, both women are easily used by historical authors to express their views, and they also have some connections (such as clothes that are often discussed, Elizabeth once had marriage rumors with Edward and Richard in Lancashire ... Their biographies were also criticized by readers as biased (I think this is because these two women are not extroverted, so the author can only imagine themselves ...)I am very frustrated that historical novels mostly use them to shape the men around them, and rarely pay attention to the inner thoughts of "silent" women. I can see some vivid characteristics of these two women in historical literature. One of my favorite facts about Elizabeth of York is that she arranged for her sister to marry her uncle's former supporters, and had a good relationship with the relatives of the Delapol family, which reminded me of her father's attempt to reconcile with Henry Beaufort. Unfortunately, the novels I read do not describe this at all. The marriage between Anne Neville and Richard III is originally described in the novel as Richard saving her, but from her escape from George's supervision, there is reason to believe that they are in a cooperative relationship, as well as Lancaster. Edward, in the novel, is always just an "evil ex husband..." But I think their brief marriage is not so shallow…
I think your frustration with the way Anne Neville and Elizabeth of York are written about is very justified. I'm not very knowledgable about their lives (honestly, I'm a little confused why you sent this to me) but even from a distance, I think they must have been a lot more complex that historians, commentators and novelists typically suppose they were. I think they largely serve as Ricardian mouthpieces now - Anne as Richard III's one true love, tragically lost and Elizabeth as his chief mourner and as another victim of Tudor rule - but it's also very easy to turn them to mouthpieces for Lancaster and Tudor, which was the image that dominated in Tudor times - Shakespeare's depiction of Anne as the chief mourner for Henry VI, the story Richard murdered Anne in order to forcibly marry Elizabeth, the depiction of Elizabeth as purely the idealised, virtuous and dutiful prop for her husband's rule). I think that, because there's a lack of information that lets us build up a more detailed idea of either women, they tend to be written in a way that expresses how the author really feels about the events and personalities of the Wars of the Roses. I can understand this impulse but I wish this impulse was focused more on them as individuals and less on being mouthpieces for the author's feelings about Richard III or Henry VII.
#i feel like both women have always been what their interpreters have wanted them to be#and i get it because like we don't know what mary de bohun#(another example of a 'silent woman' and one known far less than either of these two)#was really like so i write her how i wish her to have been#but i also have feelings about her as an individual and try to understand she's not a stock character#i do see similarities in how eoy is used as a way for ricardians to express grief and anger over r3's death#and how isabelle de valois is used to express their grief and anger over richard ii's deposition and death#except there is actual evidence of isabelle being angry and upset about what happened to richard ii#but the novels where isabelle is perennially in romantic love with richard ii where even on her deathbed she's longing for him...#and wishing she could have been his wife in deed as well as word...#(which honestly creep me tf out given how young she was when he died and how much older than her he was)#all give me big 'eoy being romantically hung up on her uncle and wishing for his incest baby long after his ~tragic death' vibes#asks#anon#long post#anne neville#elizabeth of york#i don't profess to being an expert on the ricardian and tudor phases of the wars of the roses#but i do know what i don't like and its ricardian bullshit or the same old repeated tropes#text posts
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After years of my mom obsessing over my hair and forcing me to do various treatments on it and threatening punishment if I didn’t comply. I’ve come to understand why Britney shaved her head that one time. I know that was something she did as part of a mental breakdown but fuck yeah good for her. I get it.
#and the stupid bitch still doesn’t get it or maybe she refuses to#like you can’t pretend you’re just worried and you don’t understand why I’m angry when you’ve spent years strong arming me into#putting castor oil in my hair and attempting to put mayonnaise in it and I think the only thing that stopped her was my dermatologist#bc he said it wouldn’t do anything at best and also don’t put fucking condiments in your hair#but she really wanted to and I don’t remember this but she might’ve hit me over my refusal#and she’d threaten to take my phone away or deny me something else if I didn’t let her do shit#and then recently she FaceTimed me while I was at DND and tried persuading me to see an endocrinologist#like saying oh she had a friend with the same problem and went to an endocrinologist and the birth control was the issue#(never mind the fact that my BC is the reason I don’t have painful cystic acne anymore and do have a regular period again)#and she was trying to push me into going#and I kept saying I wasn’t having this conversation w her now bc I was busy and she was just like ‘so when are we going to have it’#and basically trying to push past my boundary of I’m fucking busy and this conversation doesn’t need to happen now#I just hung up on her and went on airplane mode but fuck even thinking about it makes me so angry like I want to punch her kinds of angry#and honestly if she hadn’t kept ignoring me and hadn’t kept trying to have this conversation after I said I was busy maybe I would’ve taken#it into consideration and looked into seeing one sometime#but honestly now I absolutely fucking refuse unless my doctor and I agree it’d be a good idea#fuck off mom fuck off and mind your own fucking business#personal#erika's blog and bar
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