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crippy-tangerine · 6 days ago

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Hey tumblr (especially our mentally ill + traumatised community)... If you are also mourning the end of another year? Maybe also feeling like the whole world celebrates the new year, while your life is still falling apart? Well oh boy, we have a gift for you… It’s…. Music!! Music, yay!! Depressing music!!! Playlist time!!…

Here’s the list of songs we are listening to today (now) to process The Grief Of A New Year… (We are so sad!):

(Probable trigger warning for…. Most topics, honestly. But specifically suicide, depression, substance use issues, multiple types of trauma + s.a., general poor health… Multiple genres, but all miserable. Because they’re our comfort miseries!)…

Songs:

★ “holding on to you” by twenty one pilots

★ “guilt. hole.” by joe p

★ “gum v6.4” by devon again

★ “yoke” by medium build (+ julien baker)

★ “see myself” by sub urban

★ “deep end” by i prevail (stripped version)

★ “choker” by twenty one pilots

★ “your mind is not your friend” by the national (+ phoebe bridgers)

★ “bottles” by little image

★ “living proof (that it hurts)” by glaive

★ “best junkie you adore” by jazmin bean

★ “teething” by ain’t

★ “upside” by mothica

★ “the wishing well” by 3 saints

★ “truth or dare” by ricky montgomery

★ “high and dry” by steinza

★ “haze” by nervous (acoustic version)

★ “never sleep” by saviour

★ “hope alaska national anthem” by glaive

★ “white light heat” by 3 saints

★ “burn the witch” by radiohead

★ “leave a message” by flawed mangoes (+ aldn)

★ “taste the dirt” by steinza

★ “good g-d” by daffo (the word is not actually censored, we just have OCD /serious)

★ “revenge song” by corbin

★ “fable” by gigi perez

★ “let it all out (10:05)” by coin

★ “poor madeline” by daffo

★ “forwards beckon rebound” by adrienne lenker

★ “cave in” by i the mighty

★ “favourite toy” by jazmin bean

★ “documented minor emotional breakdown #1” by los campesinos! (remastered version)

★ “spiral” by abby holliday

★ “it’s called: freefall” by rainbow kitten surprise

★ “iris” by goo goo dolls

★ “broken things (lie to me)” by like roses

★ “never goes away” by devon again

★ “all dogs go to heaven (outro)” by glaive

★ “high water” by sleep token

★ “will you love me when i’m dead” by amira elfeky

★ “earth-eating tree” by abby holliday

★ “mine” by orla gartland

★ “paper towel” by ricky montgomery

★ “half my heart” by grandson

★ “at some point you’ll have to be angry at all of this” by abby holliday

★ “this is how i disappear” by my chemical romance

★ “weep” by mother mother

★ “the art of eye contact” by too close to touch

★ “russian roulette” by porter robinson

★ “ghost under my bed” by johnny goth

★ “this body means nothing to me” by shrimp

★ “eulogy” by grandson

★ “putting the dog to sleep” by the antlers

★ “one more light” by linkin park

★ “beyond the pines” by thrice

★ “did it ever cross your mind” by major luna

★ “andrea” by abby holliday

★ “to get better” by wasia project

★ “stars will fall” by duster

★ “snowfall” by øneheart (+ reidenshi)

★ “for sure” by ethel cain

★ “if i beg you” by flower face

★ “mean guy” by genevieve stokes

★ “zuicide” by alex g

★ “anxious” by counting sheep

★ “complex” by katie gregson-macleod (demo version)

★ “long throes” by los campesinos!

★ “creve couer 1” by hobo johnson

★ “scared of the fall!” by presence

★ “the end” by tom odell

the end. ☻

Okay, that’s all for now, maybe update later. But yeah, this is just us dumping our miserable musical loves somewhere, basically…

Linking our copy of this playlist on YouTube below, if that’s easier 🤍.

#music recs #music playlist #actually disabled #disability #mental illness #not enjoying new years actually #this time of year is always so sad for us hahah #cw sui mention #cw heavy topics #cw trauma #actually mentally ill #mentally ill #cw sa mention #cw death

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tawnysoup · 6 days ago

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Finally now that the comic is fully public on comicfury, I get to share it with all of you here, too <3

If you enjoyed, please consider supporting by buying a PDF of the comic on itch.io: https://tawnysoup.itch.io/home-in-the-woods

#I'd rather not clutter the caption so I'll ramble a little in the tags #HitW is short but special to me as it represents and encapsulates some hard life experiences I was going through at the time of its creatio #Ofc in a more metaphorical manner! but. I have been very much enjoying reading people's comments and speculation as its been posting #the interpretations are so meaningful and varied and i love that and really want to encourage anyone to reflect on what it means to them #for me making this comic was a way to process and move past trauma. i feel like it ends anti-climactically but i wanted to be true to #where i thought things were actually going in my life moreso than to veer towards impact. ultimately im glad i managed to finish it #and for it to finish going public right before the new year? maybe i can see this as shedding that old pain in time to become something new #so thank you for reading for supporting and for still being here. lets wake up to 2025 with wind in our sails #Home in the Woods #my art #my comics #original comic #cw guns #cw blood #cw body horror

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wanologic · 2 months ago

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designed to view a world unseen

#danny phantom #I wanted to make a print for 2025 #bc I don’t actually have any dp merch #I really only sell at conventions #and I want to retire a lot of stuff this next year #to make way for some new things #but first I actually need to make the new stuff #sitting at kumo inspired me to finish this #it’s been in my drafts for weeks #hope u enjoy

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hinamie · 2 months ago

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can't believe im saying this but long time no megumi

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jk #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #fushiguro megumi #megumi fushiguro #jjk megumi #jjk art #am i getting my speed back or am i just procrastinating what im Actually supposed to me doing the answer may surprise u #regardless i realized i havent drawn megu properly since waaaaay pre-halloween and i was feeling the withdrawals #i wanted to get a handle on this newish render style with yuuji first bc i think the lighter hair forces me to know what im doing #vs with black u can hide things a lot better so its easy to play it safe and revert 2 usual habits #so im rly happy i did yuuji first bc these bruise-y colours on megumi's hair look SO good i cld cry #im rly enjoying this thing where i put whatever colour down wherever without worrying abt being too precious with it #the bright neon salmons the dusty purples the olive greens these r all colours i would not normally turn to #esp fr skin #but its so FUN it makes the lighting so fun and saturated and interesting to look at #overall this ws nowhere near as meticulous or 'clean' as the yuuji draws but i didnt needit to b so its ok #this ws just an afternoon #n i just needed to draw megumi :'> i abandoned my boy..........#yall im having fun drawing again pro tip if u feel stuck Do New Things #yet another lesson you think i wld have Retained after 21 years of drawing

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frstk · 11 months ago

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Instead of giving raises or allowing vacations, Vincent decides to personally treat his employees on new year's eve.

The other cooks: (Why is that guy getting the biggest loaf…😒duh)

& Vince getting stomachache from skipping meals, so the food duo broke into his apartment to the rescue🤗

#dead plate #rody x vincent #vincent charbonneau #rody lamoree #manon vacher #let's pray that meat isn't manon #Vince: I'm suing #it's actually chinese new year's eve!#btw I'm looking for dp fans if u also enjoy torturing Vincent plz follow me

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monstermonger · 1 year ago

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Micro comic Summer is back!

Here's my tiny tale from last year, of some kiddos finding a hurt baby dragon, and taking care of it until the dragons return next spring.

#art #comic #webcomics #dragons #fantasy creatures #microcomicsummer #ty hiveworks for a cool little event #but yeah as i mentioned yesterday:#i didn't make a new comic this year just because I had two other big comic projects #a third (even just 4 pages) would've been too much for me i think #been wanting some time to focus on illustrations #so just celebrating by posting my comic from last year--- which i actually haven't even posted here on tumblr yet #hope u enjoy ty for reading <3 #micro comic summer #dragon #fantasy art #dragon comic

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karvviie · 4 months ago

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this was the first piece of content i drew in 2020 after i came out of a year-long intense hatred of rvb

#i had been deeply entrenched in rvb fandom and rt news for years beforehand.#but then stuff happened. as well as rt just being horrible in general #which made me be unable to enjoy rvb without having it associated with horrible people #but then i was like actually rvb can just be like my silly little guys now. they’re mine now. i like the version in my brain more.#i am free now #friendship regained with red vs blue #rvb #red vs blue #my art #dexter grif #grimmons #dick simmons #richard simmons

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ambivartence · 11 months ago

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...AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEONG JAEHYUN!!!!

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bacchuschucklefuck · 5 months ago

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and! barbarian!fig! its her

#fantasy high #dimension 20 #figueroth faeth #fh class quangle #if u look at the junior year design and think tifa lockhart: yeag #I already thought the cleric!gorgug junior year design kinda is very aerith so. lol #but! I do feel like these designs maybe portray the clearest arc out of all of them so far. I like that #some of it came from a bit of necessity which is really fun that mirrors the actual play format thats cool #(necessity being freshman year riz is pretty much a huge block of red flannel lmao. kinda stole figs canon color coding for a bit)#(and he's got the owlbear jacket from taping the games in sophomore year... so I cant give fig the big red blocking until #junior year lmao. coincidentally this forced me to be a bit more dynamic with her concept which is great)#her second pair of shoes very sonic tho. I kinda enjoy that lol #tbh I really love that canon gorgug is like in a pair of chucks 24/7 that is SO funny for a barbarian I hope to keep the energy going #with class swap fig I think a barbarian who wears like collector sneakers is awesome. the foot support is so important to their work #the general idea of a hyperfem girlypop barbarian still ticks for me tbh. idk enough abt the zeitgeist to know if thats passé now or not #but doing Fashion on ur job of bodily tearing ur opponent apart with the least flourish possible is just a hit for me #her knee brace is from like an injury back in her cheer days that she got by overexercising in hope of being good enough that #the team couldn't let her go. the team then used that same injury as a pretext to let her go #I think abt her arc tbh... fig's thing in canon junior year abt the point of her rebelling. I feel like a lot of it can also apply to rage #both knocking things over and holding onto things don't like. make anything new. destruction without at least a glimpse of a vision #of the after is ultimately a cynical defeatist point of view... strategic barbarianism for fig babeyy #yay! once again its time for me to Fucking Sleep. but hopefully I can hammer out a proper ref for riz and gorgug both in the #following week inbetween doing my job. its that time of da year lads (<- fully seasonal worker)

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ohno-the-sun · 2 years ago

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Found this old comic in my drafts

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winds-of-zephyr416 · 5 days ago

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!!!!!!

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orangesand-lemons-234 · 6 days ago

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anyways. hydra went out and bought two pairs of headphones before inviting tassita over on new years, and they had a silent disco together in his room.

#he was aware that he wouldn't enjoy an actual party so they just celebrated together #they did go downstairs to watch the fireworks with the other freights on tv #they're autistic your honour #no but tassita and hydra are a pretty cute ship and it is growing on me #okay #happy new years people!!#stex #starlight express #stex london 2024 #hydra the hydrogen tanker #tassita the quiet car #quidrogen

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chalkrub · 6 days ago

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waow 2024 is almost dead!!! gone too soon. feels like it’s been a big year for me art-wise for many reasons, BUT. i’m making 2025 bigger.... hopefully....i’ve made some art goals for next year which i won’t explain in detail but they boil down to 1) do more studies 2) tackle my weaknesses (backgrounds, dynamic poses/angles, uhhh lots of stuff i am a one trick pony right now) 3) get into drawing comics, all of which are in preparation for 4) take my story ideas more seriously and get started on one of the many graphic novels living in my head. i have one in mind i HAVE to complete in my lifetime or i will die, but firstly i’m gonna mess around with some little standalone svanhildr comics perhaps. goat fans rejoice.

anyway i wasn’t meant to ramble so i’ll just say THANK YOU for the support as always!!! i’m very flattered all of these have more than 1000 notes.....crazy. thank you. muah

#tumblrtop10 #my art #looking forward to 2025 i really really REALLY REALLY want to get stuck in with my story ideas.....#my main passion project i'm more and more leaning into not even sharing i cannot lie. it's very personally made for ME to love and enjoy #and i suck at a lot of what i'd need to draw for it (humans interior backgrounds and an art style that's at least a little gritty)#GOD it's been taking over my mind so much i want to gnaw on it but it's in my head #so maybe i'll just do a first draft for me and me alone and when i'm in my 30s and maybe better at those things i can draw it finally #actually one of the characters for that features here hiii mockley!!! coming in at number 2 most popular of 2024 i'm so proud of her #her design's come a long way i'm kind of super happy with her as always <3 i love you my repressed old woman dinosaur #ALSO i'm SOOOOO excited about a character i made recently i can't wait to share her with the world #she's been a LONG time coming....my goirl.....#i will hopefully show her off in the new year #ALSO no one will see this i'm sure but thank you to my commissioners for the patience #i have now finished my break and will continue drawing

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hinamie · 4 months ago

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u should think of tiny megu. To keep the stress at bay. You should draw him actually. Ooooo you wanna draw tiny megu getting the love he deserves so bad /j

he's with his 2 best friends

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #yuji itadori #megumi fushiguro #nobara kugisaki #itafushikugi #they r just BABIES #these 3 r the fiends of the playground . they make me SICK #thinks abt yuuji with his scuffed knees n the socks/crocs combo covered in dirt n mud still beaming at megumi with the force of 1000 suns #thinks about nobara making the two of them push her on the swingset :((((((#thinks about them climbing trees collecting cool rocks looking fr bugs being KIDS #i want to die actually. i shouldnt have drawn this #in other news! hina put yuuji in something Other than a plain white t shirt challenge clear!#u cant see all of it but th shirt says explore #N NOBARAS OUTFIT IS SO CUTE tbh i lowkey . want.#coordinated her bracelet n hairclip bc she Would. best dressed 8 year old #omg but speaking of best dressed 8 year olds #looking through kids fashion on pinterest fr ref and . WHO is dressing these kids children r not meant to look that put together #where r the obnoxious layers where r the clashing colours wtf is up with all this beige n cashmere n collars #i do not like this world we live in where toddlers can look more expensive than me #put those preschoolers in bright purple and orange as god intended >:(#anyway enjoy pls anon im miserable thinking abt the childhood none of them got to have <3

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altexhd · 6 days ago

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why are they so silly

art by !!!: @mexicanvarianz (sorry if you don't like being tagged)

overlay by appleaxell on tiktok :3

#edit #altex.exe #im so proud of thos edit actually yuhuu !!!^_^#i had so much fun editing this #also ignore the watermark i literally have no way to scratch it off without paying💔#hugo vat7k #how do you tag !!!!#varian vat7k #varigo #vat7k #varian tangled #ending the year with yaoi edit this is my biggest W all year #oh and i learned how to do the text glitchy thing and i enjoy knowing how to do that way too much #if i stare at it now i realised there so many spins..lets just pretend their in a microwave spinning #ALSO!!! HAPPY NEW UEAR GUYS!!!!

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secondbeatsongs · 8 months ago

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when you're into the Big Ship™ in a Big Fandom™, you have the luxury of having an OTP - a real One True Pairing, where you can read about just them for ages, and you will never run out of fics, and everything is perfect and beautiful and nothing hurts

but when you go to a smaller fandom, you'd better pray to whatever god you worship that someone else in this room ships the same thing that you do, and that if they do, they're writing more than late-night crackfic, because you're on thin fucking ice!

and how small is your small fandom? is it less than 100 fics? maybe even...less than 20 fics?

welp, then it's time to make peace with that god and either open up a text document or learn how to ship everything, because it's swim or drown babey! and your ship is sinking fast

anyway all of this is to say that after hanging out in small fandoms and shipping less-common pairings for a while, going back into a Big Huge Fandom™ is wild because suddenly it's like...wait, why didn't I ship these people again? I don't remember. why was I only sticking to one ship in this fandom?? boring of me, honestly. these guys should make out.

#sbs rambles #fandom #fandom stuff #ao3 #basically. I hung out in superwholock for so long back in the day #but then I got weird and cool and moved on to smaller and older and stranger fandoms #and decided to throw a party and have fun and enjoy all of the small and weird in those fandoms #and now rewatching media for a big fandom I'm like. huh. sucks to be everyone else I guess. they're missing out on some wild dynamics here #because I'm havin a blast #and like. when I mean small fandoms I mean SMALL #my one fic I wrote for one tv show makes up 25% of that entire fandom on ao3 #(double checks)#oh!!!! new fic in the fandom!!!!#my one fic only makes up 20% of that entire fandom on ao3!!!#time to throw a fuckin party! 🎉🎈🎊🥳#anyway it's really funny because based on this some folks are going to assume what ship I'm into in a Big Fandom now #but buds. you can laugh at me #I'm thinkin about sam and cas #what's up with those guys?#fucked up actually. they should hold hands about how much they love dean #:')#but also supernatural is way more fun if you watch it out of order #that's what I've realized #now if only the RNG would give me something in season 1 or 2 T_T #also if you're at the point of reading fic on livejournal or wattpad in the year 202X you've reached ''small fandom'' status #that's the rules

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