#not all bad

[themissingmango]

[renlyslittlerose]

Had a stress dream last night about my surgery

The first in what I expect will be many.

[loversquarrels]

Up up and away!

I'm so proud of this you don't even know. But in relation to the drawing I think the baby could be any of his children. I'd like to think he would get so excited to show them how to be like him and fly with the hammer, that he forgets his own strength. While he does a good maintaining control over his strength, he still sometimes has accidents...I also think he would have done the same mistake to each child, getting to excited to remember what happened the last time. Good thing even for a big guy that he is, Thor is still quick enough to catch them.

[jiminy-crickets]

oh zaddy.... boy i love you SO much, but you need to STAWP!!!!!!!!!

[foodie-to-fairy]

Didn't end up going to see my grandma today but we will more than likely go tomorrow. I need to remember that any "emergency snack" I bring is going to get eaten, because I always eat on long car rides when I'm bored. I need to make sure I'm accounting for those snacks, but I also need to remember to have enough to keep me from being "hangry" so I can enjoy my time with my family.

I'm ending today at 1,025. Again, I need to celebrate this as an accomplishment considering that feeling like I "failed" a day is a huge binge trigger. 1,025 is better than 3,025 which is probably close to what my daily totals were not long ago, considering my huge midnight binges. (Plus, I need to imagine how bummed I would feel in the morning if I were to add to my current total!)

Here's to ending binge free day #3 on a positive note.

today I: brushed my hair, did laundry, swept my porch, chose healthy foods/made healthy meals, brushed my teeth 2x, painted my nails, and of course snuggled with my dogs, texted my mom, and spent time with my lover. I'm grateful for these things!!

[blessed-velleity]

thinking abt the au where yu returns to his home world after 2 years in twst and he starts believing that it was just a crazy dream he had while in a coma... haha... lmao

[ofdraiocht]

How's everyone's Friday so far? I just put breads in an oven that wasn't turned on and got confused when the timer didn't go off after ten minutes so theres that 🙃

[yourstruly-mo]

so many emotions

everything feels like so much lately

[waittheydontloveyou]

I’m pretty sure I’ve ‘forgotten’ most of my life due to trauma and that’s fucking hard to swallow when I’m reminded.

[3rdl3gend]

[makiruz]

Black Mail

Sorcery

Friendship

Witchcraft, Wisdom, Death...

[sunriseovergotham]

characters have to be a little bit awful in ways that you cant defend. its good for the ecosystem. your honor he did do that. He did in fact do that

[sweaters-and-vertigo]

they could never make me trust cops

[almondpiglet]

ppl were drawing mikus from all over so heres habesha miku and her lil twin sibs rin and len!!

[darkforestdreams]

You're right. You're absolutely right. I keep trying to tell myself this, but I keep going back to feeling like what I do is some kind of performance.

It's hard for me to change mindsets, and it takes a long while, but I'm determined to be a creator that loves doing what they do.

for the love of god, write all the self-indulgent scenes you want.  be utterly  shameless about including every last fantasy.  i know everyone likes to share quotes and quips about how miserably hard writing is, but please please try thinking of it as a joyful act where you get to be a messy human who makes art rather than some pain filled quest for icy perfection.