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My first real bloggy post thing
Let me introduce myself.
Hello, you can call me Roo. I'm 41 years old. I am trans.
But not like that.
I don't want to cross some gender dividing mountain range and get to the other side of the gender continent.
Partly because that analogy is silly.
It's what seems to pop automatically into people's heads when they hear someone is trans. "Oh, they want the big muscles, dick, chest hair and beard!" "Oh, they want the smooth skin, massive breasts and moist hole!"
Fuck off, no, I want to drift serenely above the whole gender continent, untouched by the physical manifestations, societal expectations and stupid legal definitions and strictures.
I have embarked on treatment for this, and this currently means I'm taking hormones and hormone suppressants - and have been for some time.
Today I had to try and explain that to my mother.
I was not nearly so coherent, and I fear there will have to be yet another awkward conversation.
Now you know a little bit - and if you're interested in reading on a bit more, I will go into detail. There might not be a TL;DR at the end.
My parents came to visit my home - for the first time since before the pandemic - so at least three years. My mother's sister had died after about six months of hospital time after an operation had complications, so of course I said yes, please come up and visit.
It was a fantastic weekend. We visited historic sights, we had pleasant meals out - all was calm. They drove home on Monday morning.
Tuesday, just after lunch, I get a phone call from my mother. She said "I found something in your bathroom bin, and I know what you've been doing." Or words to that effect - my memory is not functioning well at the moment, and it's never been superb. She wanted to talk then because dad wasn't home. I was at work, with colleagues all around, and I did NOT want to have this conversation at work. So I said I would phone her once I got home.
Three shaky hours later, my mind a blur, I am home, and I start the phone call.
I realise I am angry. She snooped through my bin? She has inserted herself into a situation I had actively been keeping from her - from EVERYBODY - because, well, it's none of anyone else's business.
And now she's asking questions - where are you getting these pills? Are you getting seen regularly by medical professionals? When did this start? What's the timeline for your future treatment? How far will it go? Questions I absolutely do not want to answer, have not been prepared to answer, possibly have no answer to.
Perhaps it is because we have never been a particularly sharing family. Perhaps it is because I failed to learn to be more involved in other people's lives. Perhaps it's because I know the hurt that a secret shared against your will - and especially when that secret isn't true - that I respect people's private lives utterly. If I learn something about someone that I think might be private information no matter how I learn it - that's as good as lost to the world unless I have that person's explicit consent to share it.
This is the context for learning that my dad is in the room with my mum. I thought she wanted to keep this knowledge to herself! Now, less than three hours after contacting me with the aim of having a private conversation about this, the number of people in the entire world who know this has gone up by an appreciable multiplier, and the number of people who aren't medical professionals has DOUBLED. I'm shaking with andrenaline. I can barely think. I try to stress how no matter what was going to happen in the future, I had never envisioned coming out publicly to my family. Not about being trans. Maybe about being Asexual - but not trans. Because of the assumptions. I hate the assumptions. I hate the questions, and I hate the questions based on the assumptions.
I know now that these are selfish feelings - but no less true and understandable. I have to try and be objective, and a long phone call with one of the very few people who know lets me recontextualise it from my mothers viewpoint. She cares for her child, wants to make sure that no harm will come to me, that I am doing things sensibly.
(As an aside, my decision to fully commit to transition occurred when I found myself on eBay looking at farm animal castration equipment - and I realised that a) I was serious about this, b) I was currently looking at the quick dumb dangerous path).
I am doing this responsibly. I have seen counselors. Medical professionals have been involved the moment they became available. They agree that this course of treatment is justified.
So the phone call with my mother (and father) moves on to other, less volatile topics - I forget who made the change of direction. But I am glad of this respite.
I have not yet fully understood that my life has changed again - must change again, and I must move forward in a world where my parents know a bit more about who I am.
Will they insist on becoming involved? How will I feel about that? Will I be forced to out myself to my siblings? Who else might exist in this future bubble of knowledge? Who else must I trust and who might betray that trust?
This self knowledge of who I am, this jealously guarded secret of more than a decade, it has slipped from my grasp.
I'm scared.
TL;DR: I was outed to my parents by sloppy housekeeping, and now I have to explain my entire existence to someone who isn't me, and I don't know how to cope.
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[ID: A seven-panel digital comic of Jon and Elias from TMA. Jon wears glasses, a collared shirt, and a cardigan, and has wounds and scars in various states of healing all over his visible skin. Elias wears a three-piece suit and half-moon spectacles. The first three panels are flanked by an anatomically correct eyeball and a heart-charm, with the two halves reading "wors/ties". In these panels, Jon says "So, if you could share some actually useful information to help me circumvent the apocalypse, that would be appreciated. ...Elias. *Elias.*" As he says this, Elias smirks wordlessly and looks directly at the viewer. In the next two panels, he speaks directly 'to the camera'. He says "This is sex to me. Don't tell Jonathan." His lower third says "Jonah ('Elias'): Long term acolyte/nefarious bureaucrat. Is in his "gone mild" era, astoundingly." The final two panels show Jon also speaking to the camera. His lower third says "Jonathan: Special little chew toy. Like the lovechild of a wet napkin and an overstimulated chihuahua." and he says "He *what*? ... jesus fucking christ." as he pinches the bridge of his nose in exasperation. End ID.]
in all frankness i just feel like whatever i have done here is Peak Jon/Elias Dynamic. sorry you're welcome
#tma#the magnus archives#jonelias#is there like. another ship name. idk#jon sims#elias bouchard#jonah magnus#scopophobia#eyes#eye contact#eye horror#body horror#ask to tag#nonconsensual#(just to be safe since. creep behaviour)#(SORRY i had to get this out of my system. srry. a bit)#my#saint draws#tma spoilers
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"Marchil? I guess I can see it on Chilchuckâs end, but what about Marcilleâs? What makes you think she could develop feelings for him?" Iâm glad you asked!
The first thing to note is that she does think highly of him
In the page on the right, literally defending his virtues and literally comparing him to Dalclan. And ohâŚ
She does love a brooding mysterious guy who closes himself to love. But surely, Chilchuck isnât her type at all, right? Heâs not princely or knightly at all. In apperances certainly not, both looks wise and demeanor wise, but then thatâs why she seeks to know him on a deeper level, to not only look shallowly.
And hmm. Chilchuck really is quite selfless isnât he? Always looking out for others, and saving specifically her often, always making sure himself and, staying in or even running towards danger for her sometimes. Modesty is often considered heroicâŚ
And can we talk about that drowning one⌠You can definitely frame the special attention as him knowing she tends to hesitate or be clumsy, and then his insistance on pulling her out of danger that sheâs the healer aka the most important to keep alive, but. From the one who says that he just keeps his ass out of fights and wonât help this is a lot of risk to take, and he does die trying to pull her to safety in the dungeon rabbits chapter. And the drowning bit??? Thatâs when the dungeon collapses. The only reason they DONâT die of drowning here is that the water then gives way to outside. There was NO hope of pulling her to safety here and resurrections would likely not work either, he truly preferred to die with her than try to survive himself.
Sit your ass back DOWN you are in no state, self-sacrifical hero much damn
And Marcille definitely noticed this imo, after all she loves learning all she can about him, remembering things like how he hates waiting on people too. She pays attention to him and what he does and what he says. This to say that itâs notable, whatever reason for it you may think (though we know by this point at least she was already aware he was an adult though it wasnât internalized), out of everyone itâs Chilchuckâs bed that she wants to sleep in during the Golden Kingdom stay. Heâs safe and comforting to her: dependable, the defining trait in her view of him as is shown by the relationship chart in the Adventurerâs Bible.
^ Lending handkerchiefs is a romance trope btw and handkerchiefs have irl history of being used for courting. Especially in old English literature and plays like Shakespeareâs Othello, and personally I do see a lot of Shakespeare in Dalclan (nobility political drama with some romance). Thereâs how his cowl is a dearly beloved souvenir from his family too, thereâs a lot of aesthetic tropes you can apply to him.
All this to say you can 100% romanticize Chilchuck into a princely noble guy if you try and thatâs exactly what Marcille does with the wife roleplay. She doesnât need much in the first place, she latches onto crumbs and makes aesthetic narratives out of details, give her an inch sheâll take a mile.
But whatâs interesting about the shift throughout the arc of her and his relationship is that she starts out idealizing him into a little angel of a kid (shapeshifter), and she ends it idealizing him as a virtuous husband and family man instead.
And whatâs doubly interesting is that in the former, sheâs actively warping who he is personality and demeanor wise to fit the aesthetic, he doesnât have that bitter pride of not asking for help and the edges have been smoothened. But what she does during the wife roleplay is something else, she acknowledges the flaws and just⌠Accepts them, rolls with them. Sheâs aware of his flaws and implements them into the narrative, but the reason why his wife left doesnât capitalize on them even, rather Chil is chilblivious and his wife loves him very much still, sheâs just testing him after having had a night of feeling out of place at his side.
And this is what separates the idealization vs romanticization, sheâs not twisting him into someone else sheâs just uplifting what he is and focusing on the good sides.
Marcille: "he has a shitty personality sometimes but if he was my husband Iâd still cherish him" "If I were your wife Iâd be overjoyed to go out with you and would get myself prettied up while you complain about me taking a long time, your friends would tell me that Iâm nice and thatâd make me happy, but Iâd also be sad because you wouldnât tell me that you love me enough"
Heâs angry and his wife left him, heâs *flawed*, but heâs still worth hyping up, still worth having his own romance story, still has a shot of winning back his beloved. She sees him for what he is, human and real and not a carefully scripted character that fits an aesthetic, and she thinks itâs still worthy of love and admiration and fighting for
And whatâs funny too is that you might expect her to cool down on him once she learns more about him but actually she only gets increasingly into his business. You tell her your age and next thing you know you promise to introduce her to your family. Give her an inch she takes a mile. And too the thing is, Senshi is equally mysterious but she doesnât pester him like at all, asks him ONCE about his succubus and he doesnât even answer and thatâs like⌠It. With Chilchuck it starts off innocently enough with her wanting to know his age, hometown, the stuff she mentions having asked pre-canon. But it just keeps and keeps going and escalating. Think sheâll be satisfied now knowing you have a wife and kids, maybe sheâs disillusioned now? Wrong! She wants to know their names and ages and occupations and hey how did you propose to your wife? Do you think sheâll stop after meeting them? Whatâs next? What will she want to know next????
Sheâs⌠Like itâs not a reach that Marcille is all over him. Like it doesnât mean itâs romantic but she just is. She is not normal about him idk. Can you not ask him about what tongue technique he used when first kissing his wife, give the man breathing room
Marcille could literally go "if I was Chilchuckâs wife" having deeply pondered and thought out the hypothetical and people would still ask where anyone sees any romantic potential between them. Oh wait
Thereâs a platonic explanation for everything (almost?) in Dungeon Meshi donât say Iâm saying otherwise, but itâs definitely not like thereâs nothing here to read into lol
Going off a bit more under read bc itâs my fave topic
Marcille has a whole theme with the charming prince trope with her idealization and storybook motif and Chil is kinda the "Well someone perfect like that isnât very realistic and romance is usually more complex and thatâs ok and good and flawed people can still be â¨virtuousâ¨" catalyst
Do you see do you see she starts canon thinking the most romantic thing is a prince charming but her arc in the end has her romanticizing an average, flawed, real and realistic family man, whoâs on the poorer side and is on the verge of divorce. And thatâs what he needed, too, seeing the positive of himself and the situation instead of focusing on the negative is explicitly what inspires him to hope that he might be able to reconcile with his wife, gives him the courage and self-esteem to shoot his shot.
He IS a prince figure instead that now itâs not about idealizing the grand and overt itâs about romanticizing the small things in real life!! About finding joy and beauty in things that seem normal or mundane and uplifting them to make the world feel kinder!!!!
Heâs the devoted virtuous man that she wantsss not the storybook prince thatâs unrealistic and could crumble like a script at any time. Heâs the perfect example of a flawed realistic but virtuous & devoted & loving man. Far from a prince charming, but not fully detached from it either. Something worth fighting for despite the flawed cracks. Like literally, flawed romance being worth fighting for is literally the finale of Chilchuck and Marcilleâs arc on the matter, where their separate arcs and issues intersect at the most crucial moment.
Marcille is important to Chilâs arc not only because of her optimism, but also because of her interest and knowledge in romance & matters of the heart, and thatâs what he needs to both open his heart up to hope and to try to reconcile with his wife, like idk sounds gay
Their arc together is literally learning to 1) see each other for how they are and not undermining their qualities capacities etc etc while still not leaving flaws unchecked either and 2) opening up to people. Marcille LITERALLY makes Chil open his heart up to hope like idk man. What do you want from me. Heâs literally the guy helping her through deconstructing novels and fantasy and rose tinted glasses and like. Deconstructing the prince charming figure into something more real but still romantically beautiful like KUI KUI STOOOOP STOP IâM ALREADY HOOKED IâM ALREADY-
 Ok fine thatâs me reading into the tropes too much forgive me for being storybook brained but like. Speaking his heart out to a lone woman on a balcony, Romeo and Juliette shit, asking if she, too, doesnât want to meet his family, madly blushing. And like sheâs learned with Chilchuck itâs all in the little things, all the implications he cannot speak aloud. She does reciprocate, does blush madly back, and the first thing she does is shower him in flowers and jewelry and what in her heart is coded as romantic gifts
A lady, stashed away in a high tower by her lonesome, waiting for someone to call out to her from below⌠Romeo courting type shit with an offer, a heartfelt spiel, implicit confession from underneath her balcony. Offering him flowers because he succeeded in calling out to her heartâŚâŚ.. And they have to climb to her tooâŚ. Crazy
Doesnât it sound like a proposal. One thatâs both so storybook-like and not, contrastedly real and grounded, all about the implications rather than in your face grand gestures, "Donât you want to meet my family?". They literally have an arc about the topic of romance and this is the climax/pinnacle of it like god?? This is @ the woman who said "Chilchuck is a shy/bashful man so I know he wouldnât tell me he loves me, butâŚ" btw
To quote a friend, truly the shiny secret unlockable dating sim capture target : THE DUNGEON LORD BIT WAS SO FUNNY BECAUSE HE KNEW SHE'D TAKE IT HOOK LINE AND SINKER HES THE ONE WHO GOT HER TO TURN AROUND COMPLETELY SHES LIKE. WIDE EYED FLAG RAISED???? FLAG RAISED WITH CHILCHUCK đđđâźď¸đđâźď¸đ
And the way that this is the culmination of their arc together⌠Like people are not ready for the âChil calling out to dunlord Marcille on the balcony has Romeo and Juliette romance novels imageryâ take. Or the âtheir arc is about growing to see beauty even in the non-idealized, in the flawed and in the realâ take which makes it so so perfect if she were to lower her ideal from a charming elven prince to a virtuous halfling man (which she does end up romanticizing)
So there, you got to witness in real time what happens when I think about marchil for longer than 2 minutes, there are so many layers itâs a deranged rabbithole. I saw the necronomicon of subtext and itâs driving me to madness with forbidden knowledge that no one else sees
âŚâŚ. Like what if I told you she implicitly picked Chilchuck over a "unrealistic prince charming whoâs actually disingenuous" much earlier in the story already. If she was given the choice to think through going with a guy that seems perfect and chivalrous like her succubus sheâd pick Chilchuck over the other actually. If I sound insane rn tune in for my full analysis on them coming this month hopefully thank youu. Interwoven arcs of fantasy vs reality and idealization vs pessimism I love youuu
So now you know the general thesis of my planned analysis about the importance of the prince charming figure in Marcille and Chilchuckâs arc, where she romanticizes things to a sometimes worrying degree or idealize people into something easy and digestible and poetic (like Chil being a kid, and then him being a virtuous â¨â¨â¨husband), and how she needs to value aesthetics less and actual acts and facts more, be more grounded (like seeing people for what they are flaws and all, and accepting that people need money and not pulling through on principles of honor or unity shouldnât get Namari shamed) and a part of that is accepting that Chilchuck is BOTH flawed and virtuous, a loving husband that still has shitty moods and fumbled his marriage so bad etc etc. So itâs like, her image of perfect prince charming that will whisk you away on an ethereal romance -> realistic flawed middle aged dad with personality issues and a failing marriage but he still is worthy of love and having his cute grand romance story and his happy ending. Ik I keep repeating the same point through this but I need it to be burned into everyoneâs brains it has its grip on me I canât do this. They are so specialâŚâŚ
#Someone did ask (on discord) btw iâm not just being a smartass though I do love being that too#This is stuff I cover in my upcoming marcille & chil arc analysis except here I can go full romo and donât keep the strictly platonic angle#Itâs at like 15k words rn I think. The 30 pics limit is killing me which is why I started asking my friend to do collages of panels for me#Sob#I keep alternating between it and the Falin analysis save me. Should be dropping soon idk i might test out having a beta reader for that on#Marchil foreplay is 2 years of being coworkers and slowly worming personal questions out of him until he blinks and she has#a key to his house#Dungeon meshi#marchil#marcille donato#chilchuck tims#like theyâre so so funny look at this shit. Nonconsensual romanticizing of you as a person. Obsessive interest in your personal life#Sheâs latched so hard onto the âmysteryâ of him theyâre deranged#MAYBE ITS ALL COMPROMISES MAYBE ITS ALL SWEET INBETWEENS <3#maybe we'll take our vision of what we thought we could be and make something new together. something for just us#Fumi rambles#Maaan Marcilleâs âidealizing him into liking him even for all his flaws bc his personality is often kinda shittyâ arcâ#and Chilchuckâs âprejudice against elves and mages and optimism into respect and trustâ arc are everything to me#Meta#Spoilers#Dungeon meshi manga spoilers#Tagged this so late oops#Itâs so funny. Sheâs canonically wondered how Chil would be like as a lover#No no but like do u see. Fantasy is a key part of her chrcter and arc and heâs the foil to that heâs the thing that comes challenge it
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Lawlight Darkfic Rec List đŞđŠ¸đđ°
Hello all, it is time for one of my favourite and somewhat difficult-to-define genres: darkfic, or fic that celebrates darker concepts and characterization. Please enjoy! Death Note horror recs here
Take Me With You or Let Me Follow by @god-of-this-new-blog/WhyDoesEverythingHappenSoMuch In which Light desecrates L's grave. The necro fic of all time!! Disorienting, wonderfully disturbing, and deftly written -- a must-read, imo. In the Absence of Everything by @pinelohearts In which L tortures Light into a confession. I loved this one -- it's a classic concept done well, and it does some really fun things with formatting. DAZE by blissful_delusions In which Light keeps L as a trophy. Surreal and profoundly disorienting, this is gaslighting-centric psychological horror at its finest. Neighbour by xenonymous An AU in which L becomes fascinated by his next-door neighbour, Light. This was utterly delightful -- the twists and turns here are both fun and unexpected, and L's characterization in particular is exactly the right amount of twisted for a darkfic. heard in heaven by @lightyaoigami/praise_lilith Light demands worship from L. Arguably this is more of a loving kink fic than a darkfic but luckily this is my rec list so I'm allowed to draw the lines arbitrarily & inconsistently -- I absolutely love this, truly one of my favourite fics of all time. Bonus Palimpest by WaitingForTheBus This is a gen fic but it's about Light and L so I expect there will be crossover interest. Light captures and tortures L. Truly this is one of my favourite fics of all time -- it is genuinely quite brutal and keeps both parties perfectly in character despite the dark concept.
#death note#rec list#fic rec#lawlight#heads up that there is emeto in daze & nonconsensual drugging in everything except hih & tmwyolmf#u are on your own for everything else#so many of these turned out to be lawlight fics that i decided i might as well make a full-lawlight list and do a non-lawlight list later
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Tamlin before Calanmai: Listen. I am not going to be myself. I am going to act out of line, I'm going to seem like a completely different faerie--i will not be in control of the magic in my body. You NEED to stay away from me, or else I could seriously hurt you. No matter what my intentions may be, the magic will override them and make me act out, and you can't be there for that.
Lucien before Calanmai: stay in your room. Tamlin will literally be possessed by horny fuck magic, and if he smells you he won't be able to resist you, and it wont end well.
Feyre, after doing the exact opposite of what they told her to: how DARE you act out of line and be out of control and be unable to resist the magic that you told me you'd be unable to resist!!!!!
#like she was turned on by it anyways#but still it was a nonconsensual interaction so that kind of cancels out her desire#and validates her reaction#but what doesnt validate her reaction#is that it was FULLY PREVENTABLE#and ENTIRELY HER FAULT that it even happened in the first place#like girl#can we have some critical thinking skills in the chat#feyre archeron#a court of thorns and roses#tamlin#lucien#calanmai
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Have your medical caretaker forget (or your medical whumper âforgetâ) to numb whumpee before a minor but painful operation.
They have to follow up with a sedative to help whumpee âcalm down,â blissfully unaware (or cruelty reveling) that theyâre still in excruciating pain.
Whumpee is still in pain, but theyâre too confused and exhausted by the sedative to communicate that to their caretakers.
#whump#whump prompt#angst#medical whump#medical neglect#medical malpractice#sedatives#analgesics#nonconsensual drugging#based on my most recent surgical exploits. bc apparently theyâre supposed to numb you locally before a nerve block???#now it makes sense why the anesthesiologist was so annoyed that I was crying. she literally forgor to give me lidocaine aldjtbdsjwjjajs#she was training a nurse how to do it and it was busy I forgive her. but realizing it wasnât supposed to hurt like hell#and then have me spaced out while trying to meet w the surgeon was not the intended effect.#versed and me get along like a prohibition brewer and moonshine#I remember agonizing pain and then nothing. and then I woke up in recovery.
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Queen Pavetta and her pet beast.
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The Queen of Cintra keeps a monster chained to her throne.
She feeds it scraps from her own plate with her hands, and leads it lovingly to her bedroom each night.
It is said the beast fathered all of the Queen's children...
#traditional art#pavetta fiona elen#princess pavetta#pavetta of cintra#Queen pavetta#Witcher Au : pavetta finds out before the banquet#Dark pavetta#implied noncon#dehumanisation tw#nonconsensual#non consent#Pavetta x duny#Duny x pavetta#Emhyr x Pavetta#Pavetta x Emhyr#Duny#Emhyr#emperor emhyr#emhyr var emreis
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my insane dol fan theory that will 100% be proven wrong eventually is that Avery is secretly Whitney's parent.
not in a Whitney being secretly rich way (ew), but in a like one night hookup/short term relationship that led to a totally unacknowledged and possibly unknown about child. it only really makes any sense with an Avery who can get others pregnant, and since thats up to the player it wouldn't happen even if there was evidence for it.
But I like the idea of Avery secretly having a child your age a lot, and the idea of Whitney having a single parent.
#its canon to my game until its definitively proved wrong#which hey! it might not be! avery is a guy in my main playthrough all it would take for me to keep my delusions#is for whitney to have a single parent who doesnt explicitly and unchangeably have a dick#whitney the bully#avery the businessperson#degrees of lewdity#dol whitney#dol avery#oh also because even in this fandom i find myself uncomfortable saying it out loud in the main text#theres a good chance in my head that the sex between avery and whitney's parent was nonconsensual to at least some degree#i think excluding the supernatural stuff whitneys more aware of the nature of this town than many or at least more honest about it#and while his class and the type of people he hangs out with definitely factor in#having been conceived nonconsenually would explain his like this is how the world works fuck or be fucked attitude
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"firstly, i ABHOR the use of blood magic" SINCE WHEN???????
#in inquisition he goes out of his way to tell you blood magic itself is not amoral or wrong if not used in excess or#nonconsensually. he just prefers not to do it because it makes fadewalking harder#wonder if its a continuity error or something happened..........#also god.... the look he gives varric when he stabs him....... i need a liedown#anne veilblogs#datv spoilers#da4 spoilers
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Home. PG 820 - Oh boy here we go
I don't think audience realize how serious the latest page is of Home comic without the dopamine clouding them about more puppies/kittens. I will update on this when this now added plot if shown more through the public viewing. So we got a " golden lioness" WRONG despite the Wiki stating the lion was actually golden we have instead ANOTHER black colored character with Pixie dust. No it's not speculated or perceived, it is stated that the Lioness IS golden. So either Kique forgot, wanted to do an april fools joke in the middle of October or he really is just lazy that he can't even look up a simple Google search of " Golden Lions/Lionesses"
So We got an entity that only aids the Feline kind and not Canids, This means the deity will not associate with other dogs' prayers of any kind but will for the Felidae kind. It is the reason why theyâve received the bow & arrows. To protect their people from said canines, and from the track record I would not be surprised if she is vengeful and possibly judgmental of them.
This character already is an OP character ( OP = overpowering ), one with no flaws or buffers to compete with her powers except she will ghost canids. She can easily destroy the canines by giving the cats the upper and, and be the top of the food chain, she can easily kill a canine if a feline prays for it, cause havoc and whatnot...you see what I am getting here?? heck she can do it without the people's prayers cause she literally just did it twice. The reason why I stated this?? This is because, on the Latest Home page, Feaf is now bearing a Hybrid from fornicating with Rhovanion instead of aiding Ronja and the tribe. Her having kids isnât wrong?? But it is unnecessary and irrelevant to the story ( I will get to that in a bit ), it's the fact the Deity did it WITHOUT CONSENT.Â
Everyone with a brain knows what consent is, even kids, elders, writers, etc. learned to ask something for permission of approval or business with contracts, which is a form of consent. An agreement upon something to happen or commence, The lioness is already trying to â blessâ the pregnancy without even talking to them in a dream or privately to the Taiga.
We have seen Horror media content and writing of this trope and people forcing others to child bear without their knowledge or even up to know about it. That is nightmare fuel. Whose to say The lioness just gives other inter-species couples children without their whereabouts, and not solely on a Male dog with a female cat but a MALE cat and female dog can end up in the same fate cause there is a cat in the mix to bless their spouse to bear. Like seriously people instead of them working their differences and hurdles, they easily got the situation handled in under 1-3 pages like every conflict kique tries to put in his comic. -----
Now on the pregnancy aspect, Feaf becoming pregnant is very irrelevant to the plot of Home. Now Home doesnât really have a plot after Rogio was saved, it's just broken pieces stitched together and being overinflated with unfinished, reoccurring, and new plot lines. Feaf should NOT be having children for;
1. Feaf and Rhov are two different species.
2. Feaf and Rhovanion barely got the time to get to know each other and grow but now we have this osmosis litter on the way.
3. Rhov and Feaf have not shown them to be good parents to rear as we didnât have screen time for them to show it. At least Kainen and Raela from Asmundr proved to be good parental figures and individuals. Rhovanion so far had lied, stayed complacent despite having free reign to search for his family, and tried to get one of the guild members in trouble and/or fired for sneaking off and is very inconsiderate more so forgotten what his tasks were. Feaf has so far been gaslighted 3 times when Rhov stated time and time again that he was leaving to find his family and mate, is also forgetful and inconsiderate of her tasks and if given is willing to do anything Rhovanion asks or initiates to her.
4. There are 4 wars happening in Home so far; Southspear x The Capitol, Ranach x Meteor, Ranach x The Capitol, and Rohgir.
5. The deity is being rather inconsiderate and unfair, since Raimo and Zaharia were already an interspecies couple who lost their Son. If the golden lioness was that powerful they should have revived Zilas or led to a spirit that can do it. Rogio did it for Kargo despite his body being burnedâŚ. Why not Zilas???
6. Kique is only doing this to have a reason for Rhovanion and Feaf to stay in one spot instead of going to Ronja or Jahla. It's also obviouse he doesn't know what to do with Feaf or Rhov except be parents, when they could...oh - I don't know, GO AND SAVE RONJA FROM THE RAID WITH ASMUNDR!!!!
7. The author is out of ideas and boredom while also trying to bring more audiences. ------
If you stated â WelL FEaf GrAB tHe FeATher sO ShE CoNSenTEd â if thatâs the case it is STILL wrong for the spirit basically deceive Feaf to grab the feather and not know the consequences, again they did not disclose that to Feaf. Rhov and Feaf probably didnât even know what it meant and Rhovanion is not one to dabble on cultural deity knowledge.
If Feaf did know about it, then itâs scummy on her cause she just hid something important that Rhov should definitely know about. Kids and pregnancy should not be a tool/leverage to keep someone from leaving you. " MaYbE thEy WAntEd iTâ WHERE IS IT!!!, WHEREâS THE PROOF!?. You canât have this left field and expect people to accept it and not be confused. No where has Feaf nor Rhov had discussed nor thought about having kids. THEY BOTH AGREED TO JOIN THE GUILD. which states they can not have mates nor children ( although the guild rules are just bluntly stupid ) so they already knew from start of that and didn't express concerns...especially Rhov who is the one to question stuff. At this point the deities and spirits in Home are a parody and NOT taking seriously of moral, consequences and the dangers. The characters are literally heavily plot armored and the beings are second thought of a joke in worldbuilding.
#kique#asmundrhome#home#home comic#kique7#kiquenordin#asmundr#asmundrcomic#kique nordin#bad dog comics#dog comic#bad comic art#yikes#questionable content#questionable decisions#questionable choices#nonconsensual Deity#like bruh come on#get the fuck out of that planet#like seriously#get out
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One thing I will say. Thereâs no way the penthouse shit went down like that. âHey Iâm gonna leave you here with this guy who could easily kill either of us and has every reason, as far as I know, to want you dead. Donât worry I sternly told him to leave you alone. Oh wait he turned you into a vampire? Yeah Iâm sure that was uneventful. Not sure that qualifies as hurting you either so I think weâre all good.â
Theyâre definitely going to revisit that.
#I think it was a decent conclusion to Louisâs story (so far). but Louisâs story isnât over and we know hes an unreliable narrator#like the bookshelf falling on Daniel so specifically that it didnât hurt him at all. Armand fully cowed with nothing else to say in his#defense. the shit about Daniel needing to fear Louis more than Armand. revisiting Claudiaâs turning how they didâŚ#emphasizing that Armand never has and never will make a vampire? him randomly turning Daniel kind of makes it seem like that was all just#talk and not a truly significant hurdle he would have to overcome#the whole episode dedicated to how the last time Daniel got in between them it was actually a crazy horrible bad time for Daniel but he and#Louis both got their memories rewrittenâŚ#I think itâs very likely their fighting all but killed Daniel and THEN he got turned by Armand#either bc Armand loved him or as a last ditch peace offering to Louis or both#and Daniel was either too fucked up to remember it clearly or there was more memory tampering#and I donât think Armand nonconsensually rewrote Louis memories here either#bc Iâm ngl. asking to have bad memories taken out does sound like the kind of behavior Louis would engage in I donât think Armand was lying#I think they matched each otherâs freak in that way#iwtv#iwtv spoilers#the vampire armand#louis de pointe du lac#Daniel molloy
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// Hey all, just checking in from Houston. The hurricane was worse than we expected, power and nets are down, and the estimate for repair so far is 'days'. Phone data is also down, but I'll reach out with updates as I'm able. â¤ď¸
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it's so funny to me that there are antis in the kkm fandom. the fandom where the main ship is "15yo boy who gets into a relationship against his will" and "guy who also did not want the relationship but then changes his mind and guilts him into not breaking it off" and that's the ship the antis like. if that's not to your liking well there are plenty of grown adult men you can ship the 15yo boy with!
#not tagging this bc i don't want it breaking containment (the 5 mutuals who will see this post) lol#want to branch out? see also: mad scientist and the guy she nonconsensually performs experiments on!#<- even as a joke i can't really condemn gwenissina tho like objectively that fucks#obligatory 'i also ship yuuram'#and i think the fact that it's a little fucked up makes it fun!!!
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in a fight, Kad, right?
#tarre vizsla backstory made up by yours truly#star wars#star wars fanart#mini comic#tarre vizsla#master fay#kad ha'rangir#i just think out of all the jedi masters fay especially would have a nonconsensual workplace rivalry with an old mandalorian god#my art#art for my fic#random boli thoughts
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PART I: DEVOUR ME
Cannibalism | Sliced | ImpaledÂ
CW: gore, cannbalism, impaled with a branch, creepy lady (idk), monsters, non-human monsters, bleeding out, fear of death, forced autocannbalism, nonconsensual turning into a fellow monster thing let me know if I missed anything
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A cough is what woke him up. His own, spasming, throbbing cough that ripped through him with such intensity he almost passed out again. The man grabbed the piece of bark that was stuck through his stomach. Blood dripped from it. He groaned, trying to sit up, but was hit with another wave of agony as he moved even a little bit. He screamed and the sound echoed in his ears. It may have echoed in the pit that he had fallen into. But that wasnât how sound worked. As he looked up at the trees, the stars behind them, everything there was a stillness in the world. Like not even the wind dared to sing. The birds were silent, the leaves didnât even rustle. He thought about how he got here. There was a noise, a deep growl, and he was running so hard and so fast. Then he was falling. Something ripped straight through his gut and he was sure that he was dead. If he didnât know any better, he would have said this was a trap. But the hole wasnât perfect. It wasnât dug with a shovel, it was almost like a cavern in the ground. The branches of the treeâs overhead must have fallen between the cracks. Now he had also fallen between the cracks and was stuck on one of those branches. Literally impaled on a stick.Â
His roommate would have made a kebab joke by now. That was how he felt. Meat on a stick, too weak to pull himself off. He forced himself to look at the piece of bark coming from his body. The dark red that had started to dry, the red creeping around his shirt. There were pieces of flesh and something else, (he prayed that it was not what he thought it was). They dripped from the dark bark, soaking in his blood, drinking it into the wood. He grabbed the bark again, cringing at the stickiness of it. Again he tried to pull himself off it. Groaning and screaming with pain as he managed to get himself halfway up, feeling the pieces of bark ripping through more layers of skin, organ, muscles, everything. He let go and fell back to the ground with a thud and another scream.Â
âNeed some help there sugar?â came a voice from on top of the place where he fell. Face barely peeking through over the edge. A woman, face pale and gaunt. She looked more fragile than he felt.Â
âCall for help!â he cried out, wincing and coughing again, blood spewing from his lips. Dribbling down his chin. âIt went straight through me, I think it's the only thing keeping me together.â A slight laugh went through him, making him wince and spasm around the intrusion. When he looked up again, she was standing over him.Â
âWhatâs your name, sugar?â the thick, nasally accent was right above him, staring him in the face.Â
âI-I how did..âÂ
âYou donât look so well. I have to call the police, but I need your name for that, sugar.âÂ
âVinnie.. Vincenceo.âÂ
âVinnie,â she said, tasting his name on her tongue. She crouched lower to him. Finger touching the bark covered in blood. The blood came away on her finger tip and she slowly licked it away, eyes closed, savoring it.Â
âOh jesus,â he said, shaking his head and groaning. âNo no no, Iâve gotta be hallucinating you did not just do that. Jesus christ. What the fuck.â  Â
âItâs just a little something to keep me going, something to sustain me. I can help you.. I can, I just need,â there was a chunk of something on the bark, she grabbed it between her index finger and thumb, rolling it around a bit before popping it in her mouth. Like it was a piece of popcorn or a normal snack.Â
âOh god. Oh god. Stop. Stop. Just get me out of here! Get me out. Please help me. Stop it please.âÂ
She continued to wrap her hands on the tree bark, then licking his blood off her hands. Hungry, ravaging, a personification of gluttony. He watched her in horror as she cleaned the bark so much so that he could see the original grey-brown color it was before he was impaled on it. Whimpering and blubbering for this woman, this thing, to stop. It went on forever and he could hear his own blood dripping onto the ground. The world silent except for the sounds of her licking her lips and chewing greedily on what she could.Â
She kneeled beside him. âWould you like a taste?âÂ
Vinnie clamped his mouth firmly shut and shook his head. The woman laughed and sat down on her knees, carding a hand through his hair. Tangled with sweat, sticking to his forehead. âItâs sweet, youâre a sweet person. I can tell from the way you taste. You didnât deserve this did you? Itâs such a shame youâre already dead.âÂ
âWhat?âÂ
âMmhmm poor thing. You poor, poor thing.âÂ
Something about this woman had changed since sheâd.. indulged. Her face was less pale and gaunt. As if she had gotten healthier just from the small amount of feeding. Vinnie sobbed softly, eyes screwed tightly shut.Â
âYouâre already dying, sugar,â she said softly, âI can save you. All you have to do have a taste of something. Do you want to taste, sugar?âÂ
Vinnie thought about it for a moment, sobbing and agony spread through him again as he threw his head back and screamed. She caught his hand on her wrist, grip ice cold. Actually it was more of the grip, she was cold. It went straight through his wrist. Her grip tightened. The woman grinned and her teeth sharpened, her face elongated and everything seemed to warp around him as she bit into his wrist. Pain, agonizing pain spreading through his arm as he felt her teeth crunch into his skin, into tendons, into the veins and pulling away, taking a chunk of him with her. âGOD PLEASE,â he screamed and blood dripped to the ground as she chewed, everything about her changing as she then let his hand go and bit into her own wrist. She pulled away a chunk of her skin as well and began to chew. Vinnieâs world was fading in and out. Too much blood, heâd lost far too much blood, especially with the new wound on his wrist, dripping unceremoniously on the forest floor.Â
âPlease. Please. Go away. Go aw-âÂ
Her mouth closed over his and he gasped and his hands were on her shoulders trying to push her away. A mixture of blood, soggy chewed flesh was pushed into his mouth. His hair was gripped and forced his head back, and he was forced to swallow as she only used her tongue to push the mixture further down his throat. He coughed and fought the wave of nausea as he turned his face to the side when she let him go. Then she grinned down at him, moving to stand over him. She moved her handâs underneath his shoulders and pulled, releasing him from the bark that had went through him and throwing Vinnie roughly on the ground next to the tree.Â
His world went white as he screamed, convulsing and pressing his face deeper into the mud that was mixed with his own blood.Â
***Â
He should be dead. Bled out, on the floor. Gone. Dead. Those were the words that should have described him. But instead he was sitting upright, the woman had made a fire in this little cavern with the tree that had impaled him. And he was hungry.Â
The woman sat across from him on the other side of the fire. A pot of soup hanging over it. How did that even get here? How was he not only.. Not dead but.. There was not a hole through his stomach, there was not a chunk missing from his wrist. He was⌠alive, and he was so hungry. Â
âThe soup is ready, sugar,â she said softly.Â
âWhatâs in it?â Vincent asked.Â
He was only met with a smile as she poured him a bowl and handed it to him. Vinnie ignored the way the chunks of meat tasted awfully similar to his earlier encounter. He ignored the eyeball that floated to the top when he mixed it. He ignored the way he was still hungry when he finished.Â
âMore?âÂ
âYes please.âÂ
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#coyotehusks goretober#goretober 2023#writeblr#horror writing#cannibalism#forced autocannibalism#non-human people#monsters#bleeding out#fear of death#impaled#nonconsensual turning into a monster#gore#cw: gore
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@ourcwnside sent:
"I'm going to kill them for doing this to you" { Crowley for Aziraphale bc you're so right he does deserve to be rescued }
Aziraphale was trembling, cold, lightheaded from the pain, clearly in shock. But even in this state, he knew that was a bad idea. "You can't. Crowley- Crowley, you can't." Because if he tried, all of Heaven would simply kill Crowley instead.
#v.aziraphale. cast out#Zira tried to save everything and the angels cut off his wings and threw him back down to Earth#love this verse--so much room for hero crowley and basically endless angst#c. aziraphale#new thread#answered#ourcwnside. crowley#nonconsensual amputation#nonconsensual body modification#noncon body modification#body horror tw#hopefully that covers it
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