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GUARDED

summary: Genesis has been protecting her heart ever since she filed for divorce and didn’t want to be in another relationship until he came around and changed her mind.

this fanfic is 18+ NO MINORS ALLOWED

warnings contain: emotional abuse, divorce, depression, stalking, mention of miscarriage, fighting.

word count: 7.1k

AWFUL GRAMMAR IM GETTING BETTER I SWEAR LOL.

smut warning: it’ll come in the story randomly so PLEASE PLEASE look out for it I’m not really good at writing ✍🏽 smuts but I am improving at the moment

Jimmy Uso x Genesis

comments, likes, repost are appreciated I would love the constructive feedback in what area I need to approve in. 🤍

ALSO! I don’t not want nobody stealing my fanfics or take it as theirs that will be an issue fasho so keep it cute respectfully.

I only own my OC along with the make up scenarios

again mdni you have been warned.

thanks to my friend @charmed-dreamssss for helping me with the title 🫶🏽

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Brooklyn, New York - 2:30PM

Today, the catering area was bustling with everyone grabbing a bite to fuel up before heading back to the performance center, whether to hit the gym, strategize for the evening's events, or rehearse their scripts for the backstage segments and ring performances before the show kicks off.

Jimmy sat with his twin brother, Zilla, and the street profits, sharing a meal and chatting. He glanced around, hoping to spot Genesis, who rarely showed up at catering for some inexplicable reason. As he looked over, he caught Zilla's intense gaze, filled with irritation, as if he were annoyed with Jimmy for getting in the way of his pursuit of Genesis.

At that moment, he caught a recognizable voice drifting into the catering hall. Turning his head, he spotted Genesis and Jade sharing a laugh over something amusing. His gaze fell on Jade's outfit, which appeared cozy and flattering; the way her long grey leggings clung to her curves made his mouth water.

Zilla noticed the intense glare from Jimmy, who was struggling to restrain himself from delivering a punch to his face right there in front of everyone, including Genesis, because she was his and not Jimmy's.

As she and Jade approached the table, they waved at the group. Her gaze met Jimmy's, who was grinning and gesturing for her to join him. She noticed him rising to his feet, and together they executed the special handshake they had created earlier that morning.

Once their handshake concluded, Jimmy pulled her close, wrapping his arms around her waist in a warm embrace. The familiar scent of his favorite cologne enveloped her, and she buried her face against his chest, savoring the fragrance she adored.

Zilla couldn't contain himself when he saw the two of them embracing; he sprang up from the table, yanked Jimmy by the hem of his hoodie, and delivered a punch to his face, leaving everyone around them, including Genesis, in shock.

Zilla rained down punches on Jimmy's face, delivering blow after blow, but they barely fazed him as he shielded himself. In a swift move, Jimmy reversed their positions, now pinning Zilla beneath him, landing strikes to his face before gripping his throat tightly.

“The fuck is wrong with you?” Jimmy questioned him as Zilla pushed him off of him leaving vain and Jimmy standing there.

"You want to know what the real issue is? You took Genesis away from me! You weren't even considering her!" Zilla shouted, attempting to lunge at Jimmy, but Jimmy countered with a punch to his gut, making him wince. "Took? I didn't take anything from you! Gigi and I are just friends, so what the hell are you talking about?"

Zilla swung once more, granting Jimmy a chance to land a powerful right hook to his face, making Zilla stagger momentarily before he could no longer hold back and forcefully slammed Jimmy against the table.

The scene unfolding before Genesis was almost triggering, reminiscent of the times Quincy would explode over trivial matters, leaving destruction in his wake. She could vividly recall the shards of glass scattered across the floor and the sight of a broken table, a haunting reminder that filled her with fear.

Jade observed from her position, covering her ears to block out the turmoil surrounding them. Genesis wrapped her arms around her in a comforting embrace. But why was Zilla acting this way? He understood that he wouldn’t receive anything from her, so why direct his anger at his cousin?

Jey intervened in the brawl, shoving Zilla away to shield his older brother, who stared at him in disbelief.

“What the fuck is goin on with you Isayah?” 

“You fucking knew! You knew!”

"What do you mean? They’re just friends! Zilla, I don’t know what’s going on with you, but you really need to calm down. Are you okay, Jon?" Jimmy nodded, stealing a glance at Genesis, whose face was buried in Jade’s chest. His expression softened at the sight.

But why was she doing that?

Jey lifted his brother from the ground as Jimmy examined his lip, noticing blood on his fingers. Realizing that his cousin had split his bottom lip, he couldn't help but chuckle while shaking his head in disbelief.

“I’m trippin? You know what I should just fuck yo’ ass up some more you bitch!” Zilla tried running up on him again but this time Jey held him back pushing him away harshly. “Isayah! Dawg! Chill the fuck out!”

“Nah fuck that! I had her first! Until he came and swept her off of her feet within seconds!”

“Maybe I’m just a better choice for her than you are knowing your reputation Isayah.” Zilla forcefully shoved Jey aside and landed a powerful right hook on Jimmy's face. In the same motion, he slammed Jimmy to the ground, mercilessly pounding his head against the floor.

Jade led Genesis away from the chaos, guiding her toward the ladies' locker room. As they entered, she noticed Genesis trembling and on the verge of tears. Kneeling beside her, Jade placed her hands gently on Genesis's shoulders, offering comfort in the midst of her distress.

“Look at me Gigi, he’s not here okay? Quincy is not here. Look at me Genesis.” Jade spoke softly while Genesis gazed up at her, tears glistening in her eyes as she brushed them away.

“He’s not here Gigi, it’s just two men fighting over you well from my understanding. Is there anything going on between you and Jim?” She asked.

In addition to spending time together after work, they often returned to their hotel rooms, deepening their connection and getting to know one another better with each passing day as they worked to strengthen their bond.

“No. We are just friends hanging out together, that's all nothing more.” Genesis responded while sniffing her nose.

Jade gave her that look as Genesis sighed, “we aren’t doing anything Jade I told you I’m not ready for all of that stuff. He’s just protecting me from Zilla because you know what he wants from me.”

“Is he really ‘protecting’ you? Or piping you down because you’ve been glowing all day today.” Genesis hit Jade in her arm knowing that she hated being teased by her. “No! He’s just protecting me. That's all besides he’s been the main reason why I have been glowing lately. Jimmy is a really great friend, that's all nothing more.”

Jade nodded, choosing not to delve deeper into the conversation. However, she sensed that something was brewing between Genesis and Jimmy, and she was certain that the truth would eventually come to light.

Genesis felt a wave of worry for Jimmy, questioning his well-being after the altercation with Zilla over her. She had managed to regain her composure after experiencing a mental breakdown earlier when she witnessed their confrontation.

“Where’s Jimmy? Is he okay?” Genesis asked.

“Yeah, he should be in him and Jey’s locker room right now probably looking for you.” Jade responded as Genesis nodded her heading towards his locker room.

While making her way to the locker room shared by him and Jey, she suddenly heard shouting and the sound of objects being tossed about. As she rounded the corner, she caught a brief glimpse of Zilla in a chaotic state, muttering to himself amidst the turmoil.

“Why he always gotta steal the spotlight? Why can’t he let me just have her the way I want to?”

“He should be worried about Trinity instead of stealing Genesis from me.”

“When he isn’t there I’ll just snatch her away from his grasp within seconds.”

In Genesis' view, Jimmy exuded more charm and humor than Zilla. Unlike Zilla, who seemed eager to grab her number or win her over instantly, Jimmy's appeal felt effortless. As she strolled by, Genesis decided she didn’t want to dwell on it any longer, catching Jimmy's eye as he noticed her making her way down the hallway.

He shouted her name, but she ignored him, rounding the corner to head toward Jimmy and Jey's locker room. Zilla was aware of her destination and quickly closed the gap between them. When he reached her, he seized her wrist and pressed his lips against hers with a force that took her by surprise for a brief moment.

Zilla's tongue grazed her lips, nipping at the bottom one and eliciting a pained groan from her. He forcefully pushed his tongue deep into her throat, eager to assert his dominance and prove himself superior to Jimmy. He was convinced that he could satisfy her in ways Jimmy never could.

The moment Zilla kissed her neck and slipped his hand beneath her clothing, she realized everything.

Genesis forcefully shoved him aside, delivering a sharp slap to his face as she glared at him with intensity.

“What the fuck Zilla? Are you crazy?” 

“Yeah! You over here with this fool instead of me!” 

Genesis scoffed at him while folding her arms over chest, “you’re so delusional about all of this—I’m not looking for anything serious and I’m most definitely not giving up my celibacy to you so fucking relax.” 

“So what? You giving up to Jimmy then?” If she did, what did that have to do with him? It wasn’t his business what she and Jimmy were doing behind closed doors. “Nigga, ion gotta answer to you.”

Just as she was ready to turn and leave, he suddenly pulled her arm with more force, causing her to stare at him in disbelief, as if he had lost his mind.

“Imma have you one way or another baby, Jimmy don’t know what to do with all of this.” She pulled her arm free from his hold and made her way to Jimmy and Jey's locker room. Fear gripped her at his words; she couldn't shake the feeling that Zilla was the kind of person who craved control, and it was beginning to unsettle her.

As she reached the door, she knocked and could hear Jimmy's voice, accompanied by Jey's in the background, discussing the recent events involving Zilla and Jimmy.

“Dawg, what the fuck was that?”

“I don’t know Twin, he was trippin.”

“Is something going on between you and Gigi?”

The room became silent for a moment waiting for Jimmy’s answer. 

“No, I’m just protecting her from him that’s all.”

“You sure you ain’t piping her down? Yo’ ass spend less time with Trinity and then sharing hotel rooms with each other. What's up with that?”

“She asked because she didn’t want to be alone with Zilla around acting fucking crazy.”

“You didn’t answer my first question though Twin.”

Why does everyone assume that they’re all sleeping with each other? Just because they’re sharing rooms and hanging out a lot after work doesn’t imply that they’re involved in anything intimate.

“No, I’m not fucking her twin. That’s not my intention, I’m just being her friend. That's all I have a lot of respect for Gigi.”

Genesis knocked on the door again.

“A’ight I won’t push it any further lemme see who’s knocking at the door.”

As soon as she heard the door creak open, she spotted Jey standing there, a grin lighting up his face upon noticing her. She returned his smile before he could utter a word.  “What’s up, Gigi?”

Genesis glanced over at Jey, her concern evident. "I just wanted to check on Jimmy and make sure he’s alright. I hope I’m not interrupting anything." Jey shook his head, a warm smile spreading across his face. "No worries, Gigi. I was just about to leave anyway." He had welcomed her into the locker room, where Jimmy sat on a bench, absorbed in his phone, an ice pack resting on his forehead.

She observed that his lip was swollen, marked by a faint bruise, and his knuckles bore similar signs of injury. The sight of his bruises softened her gaze. As she approached him, she instantly captured his attention, and he looked up to meet her eyes.

She had that worried expression on her face glancing down at him.

“I’m okay Gigi, I promise.  Come sit down.” Jimmy spoke gently as Genesis settled beside him on the couch, her thumbs soothingly gliding over his bruised knuckles.

“Doesn’t this hurt?” Genesis asked.

“Nah, it doesn’t hurt. I’m fine Gigi, are you okay though? I saw you earlier hugging Jade when all of that was happening.” Could this be the ideal moment to share her thoughts with him? She remembers the countless instances during her marriage to Quincy when he would become furious over the smallest things, creating a tense atmosphere that felt like a Cold War within their home.

The situation became even more unbearable for her, particularly during her pregnancy with his child, which she ultimately lost because of the immense stress Quincy caused her. His decision to place the blame on her only deepened her pain.

She gazed at him, aware that he was patiently awaiting her response. “Y-yeah, I’m fine, Jimmy,” she replied. Jimmy arched an eyebrow, sensing that she was not being entirely truthful, but chose not to press the matter any further.

“Everyone is thinking we fucking each other, can’t you believe that?” Genesis mentioned as she chuckled.

He chuckled with her, “yeah, it’s crazy. Even Jey had asked me about that before you came in.” Jimmy responded by taking the ice pack off his head.

Despite their mutual fantasies, Genesis understood that a reality between them was unlikely to materialize in the near future.

Jimmy winced at the pulsating ache in his head. Genesis, the ultimate head massager, had unexpectedly risen from the couch and settled herself on his lap, momentarily stunning him as he looked up to admire her beauty.

He quickly rested his free hand on her waist to prevent her from toppling over as she gazed down at him. “Place my hand on where it hurts so I can fix it.”

“Mamas, you don’t have to do this, it's fine. I can just take some tylenol when I get back to the hotel.”

“Lemme’ do it Jimmy.” With determination, she pressed on as Jimmy clutched her hand and guided it to the source of his discomfort at the back of his head. Instantly, she started to knead the area with both hands, eliciting a low groan from him.

His face nestled against her neck while she softly kneaded the back of his head. He set his phone aside on the couch and wrapped his other arm around her waist, drawing her nearer to him.

“Fuck, Gigi. You’re so good at this.” Jimmy groaned.

She shrugged her shoulders, “what can I say? My mother taught me well.” Genesis felt immense gratitude towards her mother for the care she provided and for teaching her how to support a man in times of need. Growing up, her father was often absent, frequently coming and going or failing to show up altogether, until her mother found a new partner.

Her life took a turn when her stepfather began to demonstrate what it truly means for a father to love his daughter. He imparted valuable lessons on how a man should care for his partner, which she carried into her relationship with Quincy.

She followed all the lessons her mother instilled in her, yet he still chose to betray her trust and inflict emotional pain. The principles her stepfather had shared about how a man should treat and care for a woman seemed to vanish when it came to Quincy. However, those very ideals resurfaced whenever she was with Jimmy.

His tenderness and patience towards her were remarkable, as if he was savoring each moment or carefully nurturing the bond of friendship they shared.

The alluring fragrance of her perfume enveloped Jimmy, drawing him in irresistibly. He leaned in to plant a soft kiss on her neck, sending delightful shivers racing down her spine.

The kiss was soft and tender, leaving a lingering warmth. He repeated the gesture, sending delightful shivers through her. As he rested on her chest, Genesis lovingly massaged the back of his head, their eyes meeting in a moment of connection.

“Hmm, you so good a taking care of me mamas.” Jimmy said softly.

She looked down at him, catching sight of his puppy-like eyes gazing up at her, which brought a fleeting smile to her face.

“That’s what friends are for Jim, and again I thank my mother for teaching me how to take care of a man.” Genesis responded as she felt him rubbing his hands against her back causing her breath to hitch a bit while he held onto her firmly.

He found himself in a challenging situation, with her breasts pressed against him as she straddled his lap. Despite his efforts to refrain from kissing her, the intimacy of her massaging his head and the closeness they shared made it nearly impossible to resist. He could sense her discomfort, yet the chemistry between them was undeniable.

“What’chu doing later on tonight?” 

“Probably be in my hotel room watching something on the TV laying down in bed why?”

“You wanna go get some dinner before then? Knowing we got another flight to catch in the morning.”

They had another flight to catch on Friday morning, and following that, they would enjoy a two-day weekend before making their way to Monday Night Raw in Houston.

“Yeah, sure I wouldn’t mind. Even though I'd rather be at home and eat but for you I’ll go.” Jimmy laughed softly, recognizing that she was an introvert by preference—she clearly wasn’t the kind of person who thrived in bustling environments filled with people. “What time should I be prepared?”

“Be ready by nine, and send me your hotel room number so that way we could meet up.”

Genesis gently nodded as she continued to knead the back of his head, while Jimmy rested his head on her chest, savoring her beauty. She remained dedicated to easing his headache, fully absorbed in her task.

New York Marriott Downtown - 8:50PM

Genesis was just putting the final touches on her makeup when she noticed her phone light up with a notification from her best friend, Jade. She let out a deep sigh, bracing herself for the playful teasing she knew Jade would unleash about the dinner that Jimmy had organized for this evening.

Jadebae🌪️: JIMMY IS TAKING YOU TO DINNER BITCH?

Genesis sighed in exasperation, curious about who had spilled the beans to her best friend regarding her dinner date with Jimmy.

Gigi🤍: Yes, can you calm down? It’s just a casual dinner date that’s all nothing special is going to happen Jade who-even told you this?

Jadebae🌪️: NOTHING SPECIAL? GIRL

Jadebae🌪️: Jey had told me about it 😃

That figures she knew Jey would’ve ran his mouth about it to her as soon as Jimmy told him.

Gigi🤍: sigh I knew he would as soon as Jimmy told him 🙄

Jadebae🌪️: but girrrrl I heard that Samoan dick ain’t nun to play with 

Gigi🤍: I don’t need to know that? Girl you know I’ve been celibate for like five years straight now I’m not just finna give him some when it’s just two friends going to dinner together

Jadebae🌪️: 🤷🏽‍♀️ I’m passing down the message from what I heard in the ladies locker room

Gigi🤍: was it about Jimmy?

Jadebae🌪️: nah it was about Zilla though one of the girls said that dick was good and huge so imma assume that Jimmy is also packing as well 

Gigi🤍: again didn’t need to know that Jade we ain’t fucking

Just as she was about to reply, a notification from Jimmy caught her eye, prompting her to click on the message to see what it said.

Jimmy❤️‍🩹: Come open your door mamas I’m outside

She replied to Jade's message, letting her know that she needed to leave and would share the details later when she returned to the hotel room. After tucking her phone and the hotel room key card into her purse, she spritzed some perfume on herself before making her way to the door.

As she swung the door open, there he was, his towering 6'3" frame casting a shadow that made her feel petite. In his hand, he held a stunning bouquet of roses, instantly bringing a smile to her face. Her eyes quickly scanned his outfit for the evening—Jimmy was sporting a sleek all-black ensemble, complemented by his panda dunks and a Cuban link chain that glimmered around his neck. The piercings in both earlobes caught her attention, especially the grills that sparkled at the bottom of his teeth whenever he flashed a grin.

“These are for you.” Jimmy said while Genesis accepted the flowers from him, setting them down on the table fixed to the hotel room.

“Thank you for the roses, I love them.” Genesis responded.

Jimmy paused to appreciate Genesis' stunning beauty, extending his hand for her to grasp as he twirled her around, taking in the sight of her elegant black dress. She looked absolutely radiant tonight. He ran his tongue along his lips, savoring the moment.

“You look stunning Gigi.”

“Why, thank you sir. You look great too.”

“You ready to go? Ion want us to be late.”

“Yeah, let’s go.”

As Genesis wrapped her arm around his, they strolled toward the elevator. She pressed the button and they stood together, eagerly awaiting the doors to open so they could embark on their date.

As she waited, she was unaware that Jimmy had slipped behind her, encircling her waist. He gently brushed her hair aside and planted a lingering kiss on her neck, then trailed his lips down to her shoulder blades, igniting a wave of warmth and desire that stirred deep within her.

“J-Jimmy?” She said softly.

“What’s up Mamas?” His voice resonated deeply, a rich timbre that sent shivers racing down her spine, prompting her to tilt her head further, inviting him to draw closer.

“What are you doing boy?” As she turned to look at him, their faces drew near, and it struck them both that they hadn't shared a kiss since that night at the hotel they spent together.

For a brief moment, they were captivated by each other's gaze, completely absorbed in one another. However, the sound of the elevator dinging as its doors slid open jolted them back to reality. Jimmy gently released his hold on her waist, allowing her to step into the elevator first, before he followed closely behind.

The elevator doors slid shut as she pressed the button for the lobby on the first floor. A heavy silence enveloped them, just inches apart. Genesis felt a warmth spreading within her, a throbbing ache that made her instinctively rub her thighs together in an attempt to soothe the sensation building between her legs.

Jimmy observed this as he pressed his lips together, tucking them in slightly. He was aware that his presence had a profound impact on her, causing her to become flustered and anxious whenever he was near or made contact with her.

As the elevator doors slid open, Genesis stepped out first, with Jimmy close behind. He wrapped his arm around her waist, prompting her to glance up at him with a sweet, innocent smile, as if she hadn’t just been subtly rubbing her thighs together moments before.

They arrived at his rental car parked in front of the building. He opened the passenger door for her, and she climbed into the Tesla, gently shutting the door behind her.

As he slid into the car, he spotted her already secured in her seat, observing him intently as he clicked his seatbelt into place and backed out of her driveway, setting off toward their evening's adventure.

As Genesis gazed through the window, the stars twinkled in the dark expanse above, while the moon cast a gentle light over everything, illuminating the buildings that sparkled throughout New York City. While they drove to the restaurant, she sensed his hand resting softly on her thigh, leading her to sneak a quick look at him, savoring the closeness they shared in that moment.

This evening, he looked incredibly handsome; it's remarkable how someone like him can possess such charm. His charisma seems timeless, and as he drove, Genesis found herself utterly captivated by him.

Every time she was near him, her mind was flooded with tantalizing fantasies—visions of him taking her, pushing her to her limits in a way that left her breathless and yearning for more.

“You love looking at me don’t you?” Jimmy asked as she turned her attention towards the city lights.

“I don’t know what you’re talking about Jimmy.” Genesis responded with him caressing her thigh.

“Mhm, don’t play pretend now lil mama. I know you were stealing glances at me.” He said, glancing at her.

Genesis felt a knot of tension in his stomach as he tenderly squeezed and stroked her thigh with one hand on the steering wheel—he looked irresistibly handsome in that moment.

As they paused at the red light, Genesis sensed his hand gently lifting her chin, drawing her gaze into his warm, chocolate brown eyes. His thumb softly glided across her cheek, prompting a smile to bloom on her face at his unexpected caress.

“You so fucking pretty, it doesn’t make sense to me mamas.” No man had ever praised her quite like Jimmy did; he openly admired her beauty and cherished her smile.

He couldn't help but melt at her smile; it had an immediate effect on him. If he were being truthful, her grin sent a rush of excitement through him, stirring something deep within. She remained blissfully unaware of the powerful hold she had over him. As the traffic light shifted to green, he pressed on the accelerator, steering them toward their evening's adventure.

As they arrived at the restaurant's parking area, Jimmy turned off the engine and stepped out of the car. He made his way to her side and graciously opened the door for her.

Genesis grasped his hand, feeling that the shadows in his eyes carried a unique intensity tonight, even though she couldn't fully understand its meaning.

“You ready to head inside? You’re going to love the view.” Jimmy said.

“The view? Oh my god c’mon boy let’s go!” Genesis said as she dragged Jimmy with her inside of the building causing him to chuckle.

After dinner, Genesis stepped outside to take in the stunning cityscape, a glass of wine cradled in her hand. She appreciated how thoughtfully Jimmy had organized this evening for them. It was exactly what she needed, and she relished every moment of it.

In that moment, she sensed Jimmy's hands encircling her waist, drawing her nearer to him. The familiar scent of his favorite cologne enveloped her, intoxicating her senses as they both gazed at the breathtaking cityscape before them.

He gently pressed his lips against the back of her neck, brushing her hair aside to place soft kisses on the left side as well.

“Did you enjoy tonight Gigi?” Jimmy asked.

“Mhm, I really did. This was a need honestly just to be away from a lot things and being in my head a lot thinking about things.” Genesis responded.

“Yeah, I feel you on that. If you don’t mind me asking—what made you honestly file for divorce?” He was really delving into personal matters tonight, which made sense since he was eager to learn more about her and gain a deeper insight into her marriage.

Genesis savored the final sip of her wine, setting the glass gently on the outdoor table before responding to his question. Should she reveal the true motivation behind her choice? Did she want to share the painful experience of her miscarriage and the toll it had taken on her mental well-being?

His thumb glided gently along her sides, instilling a sense of comfort that he effortlessly created, allowing her body to unwind completely.

“Honestly…” she begins to say, “I was just so done and mentally out of the marriage—I got tired of him sneaking around my back cheating and then would just emotionally abuse me making me feel less than.” She continued.

Jimmy was listening to her attentively as he continued to rub against her sides. 

“Especially when I had a miscarriage due to the stress and him saying all of these horrible things to me including him threatening to hurt me.”

Miscarriage? She was pregnant?

She chuckled softly, “I felt so stupid for letting him get me pregnant and end up having a miscarriage due to him—you know he put the blame on me for the loss of our child? I was so pissed, really pissed.”

His heart shattered upon hearing her words; he had no idea she had endured so much with that man. The revelation filled him with a rage that overshadowed his sadness, intensifying his desire to confront the man who had hurt Genesis.

“That’s when I knew that it was time for me to leave him and divorce him but the final straw was when he stole money from me when I was the one that built his stupid company and that just opened my eyes even more—I just went ahead and filed for divorce.” Genesis sensed her eyes becoming watery and her nose starting to drip as she sniffled and dabbed at her tears.

Jimmy gently cupped her chin, guiding her gaze to meet his. He noticed her eyes shimmering with unshed tears, and it pained him deeply to witness her sorrow. Before he spoke, he tenderly brushed the tears from her cheeks. “No man shouldn’t put their wife through that including you, you’re too precious mamas.”

His words landed on her like a weighty stone, bringing a sheen to her eyes once more. “You deserve everything, Gigi, the entire universe, really. Any man would be lucky to have you, I swear it—just look at you.” He twirled her around, eliciting a laugh from her.

“You’re a fucking diamond Gigi.” To him, she was truly a diamond; her beauty consistently ensnared his spirit whenever she entered the room, radiating allure. It ignited a spark within him as well.

“Honestly, I don’t know if I’m ready for another relationship, Jimmy—I don’t know if someone else will heal my scars and what I’ve been through during them 5 years with Quincy. I’ve been closing my heart out for so long I don’t know if I’m ready.” Genesis said.

Genesis was certain that she wasn't seeking anything serious and believed she wasn't prepared to enter another relationship. However, every time she was near Jimmy, something would spark inside her. His touch, his kisses, and the way he held her close at night stirred something deep within her.

But was she truly prepared for everything that lay ahead? Was she willing to dismantle her defenses and allow her heart to be vulnerable once more?

"I get it, Gigi. When you meet the right guy, you'll feel ready," he said. "Just keep in mind that you're a precious diamond, and don't let anyone convince you otherwise, okay?" Genesis nodded, feeling comforted as he tenderly stroked her cheek with his thumb and pressed a gentle kiss on her temple.

Unbeknownst to them, a furious observer lurked within the building, seething at the sight of the two enjoying their date together.

“You ready to go home or you wanna stay here for a little bit?” 

“I want to enjoy the view of the city a little bit more then you can take us back to the hotel.” Jimmy gently nodded while wrapping his arms around her waist, burying his face in her shoulder as they both took in the breathtaking view of the city.

As the soothing sounds of cars and the gentle breeze intertwined, the melody of "Seoul City" by Jennie filled the restaurant, prompting them to sway together in harmony with the music.

Jimmy embraced her tightly, her face nestled against his chest, inhaling the scent of his favorite cologne as they swayed to the music. She felt his hand softly caressing her back, while his fingers intertwined with her smaller ones, creating an intimate connection between them.

As they danced, their gazes locked, and in the rhythm of the music, she noticed a glimmer in his deep chocolate brown eyes—something she hadn't encountered in quite some time.

He twirled her around before leaning her back, drawing her close so they could gaze into each other's eyes again. The intensity of his stare made her shyly avert her gaze, overwhelmed by a rush of nerves.

"Turn your gaze to me, princess." His voice was deep and resonant, compelling her to focus on him right away. "You're so incredibly beautiful, darling." The way his tone lowered sent a wave of warmth through her, making her heart flutter.

She had never experienced such intense desire for a man like him, who clearly understood the effect he had on her. The urge to abandon all restraint and leap into his arms was overwhelming, yet she managed to hold herself back.

She could feel his soft kisses trailing from her neck to her jawline, sending her heart racing wildly. The sensation of his lips on her cheek left her feeling flustered and breathless.

“J-Jimmy.” Genesis whispered softly.

“Hm?” Jimmy hummed.

“What are you doing?” She whispered.

He gently held her chin, their noses almost touching, both longing for a kiss and desiring more from one another. Their lips barely grazed against each other.

Yearning.

Begging.

So Desperately.

So Teasingly.

She bit her lower lip, pulling it back in a silent plea for him to kiss her, while the song playing in the background intensified the moment.

‘I see your soul.’

‘let me ease your mind.’

Jimmy pressed his lips to hers as they lost themselves in a passionate kiss—this one was unlike any they had shared before. It carried a deeper sense of longing and desire, almost pleading, as if it whispered, "I want you." Genesis wrapped her arms around his neck, while his hands slid down to her hips, holding her tightly as they swayed together to the rhythm of the music.

The way his tongue danced within her mouth drew her further into the kiss, gradually intensifying their connection. She felt herself melting into the moment, lost in a blissful haze as she savored being with this man.

He possessed a menacing aura, yet he treated her with remarkable tenderness.

His caresses left her breathless, unsure of how to handle herself whenever he was near.

He effortlessly spoke all the right words, never pushing, and had a remarkable ability to put her at ease.

It was natural for him.

Jimmy's kisses traveled from her jawline to her neck, where he gently sucked, eliciting a soft moan that escaped her lips.

“J-Jimmy, wait.” She moaned softly.

“My fault princess, I got carried away.” He says softly looking into her eyes.

“Stop apologizing all the time, it’s okay. C’mon take me home sir.” Jimmy chuckled softly at her while nodding his head as she intertwined her hands with his.

Zilla was desperate to escape the scene unfolding before him—he absolutely loathed Jimmy's essence for putting him through this.

Jimmy and Genesis returned to the hotel, with her draping his coat over her shoulders to ward off the evening chill. As they reached her hotel room, she rummaged through her purse to retrieve the key card for the door.

With a smile, she slid his coat off her shoulders and handed it back to him.

“Thank you for tonight Jimmy, I enjoyed it so much.” Genesis said.

“We can do it more often if you want Gigi, or take mini walks with each other if you need a breather.” Jimmy said.

She longed for an escape like that, a chance to break free from her thoughts. "Absolutely, I would adore that," she said. He nodded in agreement, and as they embraced, she felt the warmth of his strong arms wrapped securely around her waist.

Inhaling each other's fragrance before gently separating.

“You okay by yourself tonight mama?”

“Yeah, If I’m not I’ll text you.”

“A’ight, I’ll see you in the morning?”

Genesis nodded in agreement as they exchanged farewells before she entered her hotel room. Once inside, she quickly closed the door and leaned against it, her hand resting over her heart.

Her heart raced uncontrollably. What was he doing to her? Why did he have such a profound impact on her?

Whatever it was it had her mind in a daze.

After finishing her shower, she slipped into bed beneath the sheets, yawning from exhaustion. She planned to share the details of her date with Jimmy with Jade in the morning, fully aware of her friend's curiosity.

As she prepared to go to bed, she noticed a text message from Jimmy. Curiously, she unlocked her phone to check what he had to say.

Jimmy❤️‍🩹: I miss you Gigi 

Jimmy❤️‍🩹: my bed is empty without you in it

She felt like that too.

Gigi🤍: come here then 

Jimmy❤️‍🩹: nah you c’mere now, I miss yo’ pretty ass already so come I’ll be waiting 

Genesis found herself pondering whether to enter his hotel room and nestle against his chest tonight. She bit her lower lip as she rose from the bed, reaching for her phone and slipping on her silky robe. Dressed only in a crop top and snug booty shorts, she completed her look with a pair of adorable socks on her feet.

She made her way down the hallway, turning left to open the door, as the rest of the guests were either on their own floor or sound asleep upstairs. Meanwhile, she strolled toward Jimmy's hotel room, her petite 5'2" frame moving with purpose.

As soon as she finished, she rapped on the door, anticipating his arrival to let her in. A strange sensation crept over her, as if someone were observing her from afar; the hairs on her arms stood on end, amplifying her unease.

She dismissed the thought as the door swung open, revealing his tall 6'3" frame standing shirtless. His tribal tattoos adorned his chest, and his tousled hair added to his allure, complemented by the Cuban link chain hanging around his neck. He looked absolutely stunning.

He welcomed her into his hotel room with a smile, the dim light casting shadows as the TV flickered in the background. It appeared he was engrossed in whatever was playing on the screen. His gaze caught on her robe, which clung to her figure in all the right places, prompting him to lick his lips before quickly tucking them away.

“Mamas.” He called for her as she gave him her attention.

“Yes?” Genesis spoke gently as he approached her, pulling at her robe to indicate that he wanted her to remove it.

“What’chu hiding behind this robe mama?” 

“I’m not hiding anything underneath this robe, just something I normally wear.” 

Genesis loosened her robe, allowing it to cascade to the floor, exposing her choice of sleepwear. He couldn't help but notice her pajama selection, particularly as she turned to place the robe aside, her figure swaying in the snug booty shorts that left him feeling a bit constrained in his own shorts.

She leaned forward, draping her robe over the chair, when she sensed him behind her, his hands firmly grasping her hips, drawing her nearer to his arousal that pressed against her.

Genesis turned around facing him as she looked into his eyes trying to read into them. “What Jimmy?”

“Why, you bending over like that in these little ass shorts huh?”

“Because I can? You didn’t buy these clothes now did you?” He was taken aback by her snarky remarks causing him to chuckle.

He lowered himself, lifting her by the thighs while she instinctively wrapped her arms and legs around him. He carried her toward his bed, cradling her gently between her legs.

In the cozy embrace of the bed, they snuggle closely, his face nestled against her neck as she encircles him with her arms, while he softly kisses her neck.

As her fingers delicately wove through his curls, she massaged them gently, eliciting a soft groan of pleasure from him. “Damn, Gigi. Yo’ ass finna make me fall asleep first if you keep doing that.” She chuckled at him while rolling her eyes.

“Well get some rest then, we have a long flight for Houston tomorrow morning.”

“You're right.” She noticed him drifting in and out of slumber, his eyes gently shutting, while she absentmindedly twirled her hair curls, captivated by the scene.

As she was soon to follow, closing her eyes in the process.

The television flickered softly in the background while they drifted off to sleep, their snores intertwining as they nestled closely together. Zilla watched them from a distance, feeling a deep sense of turmoil at the sight of their intimate embrace.

He knew that she’ll be his sooner or later.

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a/n: Zilla is Trippin over Genesis like sir she doesn't want you dawg like get over it yo’ cousin got her head over heels for him. As for Jimmy and Genesis relationship it’s getting there fasho.

But I hope yall enjoy this chapter lmk in the comments below.

STAY UCEY.

[eltanin0]

hmm i think it's about time i drop the lore for my green slugcat, dubbed "The Relict" (while the name has slightly grown on me, i'm still hesitant to set it in stone)

unfathomable, insane amounts of rambling below. nobody is forced to read it. Holy shit it's longer than the RoS one D:

About The Relict and general stuff on the campaign. this is just what i've got for now and very well could change in the future.

I would like to start by mentioning that when creating this character i tried my best to keep them plausible within the world of Rain World. With changes that could realistically be created without a ton of extra code, or deviate too far from the base slugcats, at most being within the realm of the "More Slugcats Expansion." so Relict, a green slugcat with a bite taken out of it's right ear and eye, as well as it's right arm (in-game dominant) having a lighter "singed" color to it. The Relict is predominantly shown with an angered expression and focuses on fighting, rather than fleeing. of course it didn't always look this way, starting out as a regular green slugcat and gaining these traits later.

i think i'm going to start with story elements and backstory, i believe knowing these first will help with the understanding of gameplay elements later. The Relict was an average slugcat part of a very ordinary colony. they predominantly hung out with 2 other slugcats, a pale desaturated blue one, and a pink one (this idea is still pending, however it's a viable placeholder for now). one day, while at their home in a region similar to the outer expanse, their colony is attacked by a roaming Lizard. i'm still not 100% decided on what type of lizard, however i'm between either a caramel or a red. either way, their colony is massacred starting with the pink slugcat, and Relict about to be next. The pale blue scug shoves Relict out of the way, sacrificing themselves, and is killed instead. The Relict flees, chased by the lizard, to the edge of their forest area. they're cornered on a cliffside with water below and the lizard slowly approaching. As the lizard bites, The Relict falls backwards out of the jaws, only sustaining minor injuries to it's ear and eye. I'm still not decided whether i should make the avoidance luck, with the ground beneath The Relict crumbling slightly and causing the fall, or whether The Relict should choose to rather die from falling than eaten by the lizard. Regardless, The Relict falls backwards off the cliff and into the water below. unconscious, they drift away atop the water before washing up on shore in an unfamiliar land. along with intense anger to lizards, henceforth they are wracked with survivors guilt and it ways heavily on their mind.This is the basics of their backstory and ideally all of this information would would be conveyed to the player through dream sequences/cutscenes. I would also like to mention that their story is the reason for their name. "Relict" has multiple meanings, however "something surviving where other's did not" is a reoccuring theme. a remnant of something old. (Remnant being a possible name i'd thought of). It's also a connection between the scug and RoS

i think i will now talk a bit about their gameplay changes. they are a fairly standard slugcat, standard in that they don't have crazy abilities like most downpour scugs (no explosive jumps or infinite spears). they are however fairly stronger and quicker than the average slugcat. stat-wise they're similar to the Hunter, above average speed, jump height, slide distance, pole climbing, throwing power (i used to have numerical values for all the stats). like the hunter they're primarily carnivorous, able to eat corpses, only requiring 6 food pips to hibernate and able to store 1 pip spare. there is a reason for all of this later. due to The Relict's hatred and hunting of lizards, all lizards are more hostile to them and are less likely to give up hunting them/ more likely to hunt them given the chance. there are also more lizard spawns in this campaign. if it wasn't obvious, combat is a large part of the campaign and the character of Relict. Okay let's talk about the explosive resistance. The reasoning behind it ties into The Relict's character and story, primarily their survivors guilt. Their view on themselves is pretty negative, seeing themselves as expendable, and will gladly put themselves in harms way to gain an advantage in a fight. like being intentionally bitten by lizards so they can put a grenade in their mouth :P . Due to using this tactic repeatedly, their body has changed in an effort to adapt. This has both upsides and downsides. upside, they've got some resistance to explosives! not immunity, enough will kill them and they're briefly stunned after using them, they can probably tank 2 grenades. Still that's pretty useful. Downside, while the repeated exposure helped harden their skin/fur, it also caused some permanent damage primarily to their right (dominant) arm. This damage has caused their right arm to be significantly weaker than their left, in both throwing power and damage (how fast spears go and how much damage they do). Not to say they're weak by any means. Remember that they're significantly stronger than regular scugs, so this damage only limits their right arm to that of a regular slugcat (1.0). due to having to use their left arm mainly for spear throwing now, their left arm is significantly stronger (1.5). think about it like taking some strength away from the primary hand and reallocating it to the secondary. now it's no cannon arm like Gourmand has, but it's still pretty strong, however it's locked to the left hand which means you need to have nothing in the right to actually make use of it. Would also like to mention that the general toughness that the repeated explosives granted The Relict, also decreases the chances of lethal damage occuring :P (spears, bites, all that). I also like to think this could be conveyed to the player through gameplay cutscenes. so far the changes aren't too crazy, i dont think. to dumb it down a bunch and simplify, we have a slugcat who: has similar stats to hunter, is primarily carnivorous, has some resistance to explosives and bites, and has a stronger left arm and weaker right arm. hopefully these changes aren't too farfetched, because i've got a couple more :P

THIS WILL BE CONTINUED IN THE REBLOG BECAUSE TUMBLR WONT LET ME POST THE FULL THING >:[

[triglycercule]

alright,,,,,is this newyears gift,,,,,, i dont no. but maybe it's late enough that i'll be able to forget that i drew this 😁😁😁😁 mttpoly doodles. whoever sees this sees this

[sketchingdemonss]

i pull the crops from my mind fields and all i harvested were these vintages what the hell

[lemurballing]

does anyone else think about sonic and tangle’s friendship. anyone else

because like they’ve HARDLY spoken or interacted one on one, and certainly haven’t shared terribly much about themselves to each other. sonic just showed up one day with a magical princess and helped save tangle’s town, and she was like ‘i HAVE to be part of that’.

but then they also just Click together. like they Get each other because they’re so similar in some ways, they’re on the same page of two different retellings of the same story. in issue 24 sonic was down and hopeless and tangle almost IMMEDIATELY got him to smile and lighten up and have faith in his own efforts to do his best - she inspired sonic, in turn like he’d inspired her. it’s mutual!

he has the prior experience, but tangle has the ‘let’s just go for it!’ positive perspective that sonic shares and they feed into each other. they both give each other this breath of fresh air, and left unchecked turn into a wild gust <3

[ninkaku]

annoying conversations happening on twitter this week about dazai and his canonical whoreness .... very ableist delivery of people treating him like a tiny 22 yr old minor who clearly doesn't know what sex is and its getting weeeeeiirrrrd ...........

[simcardiac-arrested]

no actually I’d like to hear your thoughts on the isat ending

Like i said it felt really tropey and by that i meant that it’s just Everything Good Happens forever and…..that’s it ? like idk we were building up to this huge catharsis sort of thing and then we got to it and it was so sudden and not a good payoff and just kind of nothingburger of an ending . the fact that everyone just forgives siffrin bothers me, or at least the fact that they don’t confront them about the shit they’ve said and done. call me a mental illness villainizer but i think if you’re a fucking asshole and doing the most insensitive things to the people you care about then hey, i think those ppl have a right to fucking tell you off for it. likeeee idk being at your lowest point …… not an excuse …. not feeling it chief ……. like sure the message is to move past your mistakes or whatever but ? that doesn’t mean just getting away with it ??? and i just really don’t understand Why everyone forgives him. honestly at the end of the day the ending is just one problem, the root of which are the characters. everyone feels like trope cardboard cutouts. oh, this is the smart one. this is the smol bean. this is the himbo. and they all care for each other btw. Did u hear that? they all care for each other. we’re not really going to explain to you why these people are so close or what they went through together but just trust me man they’re sooo found famy. like …. okay. i’ve played 30 hours of this game and not once did i buy that any of the characters really cared about each other. like??? why???? You’re telling me everyone super cares about siffrin even though they barely know them?? you’re telling me siffrin cares about everyone sooo much even though he never even bothered to find out their problems before ? Wat ? and this just breaks the ending more because literally whyyy do these people care about him so bad. and then it’s just whyyy does siffrin Have to tell them anything he doesn’t even seem to know them that well. everyone feels like colleagues and Just Friends at best. and so the ending just seems really forced. like it was written by that type of tumblr user who’s always talking about aww why does the found family have to break up after the end of the journey :( which is like fiiiiine. i guess. but u guys know that u have to build up to it right?? you can’t just tell me they’re Family Members(tm) 102829 times and that they super care about each other source: trust. you can’t just do that and then expect me to believe it ….. It feels unearned. the ending feels unearned and i don’ttttt understand what i’m supposed to take away from it . that it’s ok to fuck people up because you’re traumatized and insecure?? that you have to talk about your deepest problems with people you barely know??? i just dont know. Like i said if im being honest the problems with this game’s writing are more than just the ending, it just stands out so much because there’s a lot of build up and then just …… That

[oceanwithouthermoon]

i think its weird that i have to make this disclaimer but the internet is crazy so wtvr,, anyway,,

if i say i dont like something, that doesnt mean "that thing is bad and nobody should post it.."

i swear literally every time i even mention that i dislike something, people will go "wow does that mean u fucking hate me cuz i post that thing? ur a fucking stupid bitch and all ur opinions r wrong" LIKE ?? er.. no. just because i say i dont like certain characterizations of certain characters (the saiki k fandom is CRAZY about this cuz i can state an opinion on literally any character and a group of people will still go 'well only we're allowed to post our opinions about them because we're always right!1!1!'), or certain ship tropes (mentioned my hatred of toxic yaoi maybe once or twice on here months ago and people STILL get mad at me as if i said toxic yaoi lovers r evil or something), or certain ships, or WHATEVER, does not mean that i HATE the people who are posting them or that i think they shouldnt post them at all, NO, im just posting about my personal tastes on my personal blog and it would be extremely weird and hypocritical if i decided that i was the ONLY person that was allowed to do that,,

i think the only reason people assume that is because there are a lot of other people on here who ARE like that, and a lot of people toe the line between posting that they dont like something and posting that they think everyone who likes that thing is stupid, annoying, and wrong,, so i guess all i can say is, sorry for whatever made you make these assumptions but they arent true about me so plz leave me alone ʘ‿ʘ ur doing the same thing to me that ur accusing me of but i didnt do it in the first place so ur just actively being a dick for no reason

[cinnabeat]

i cant believe theres actual people out there that complain that people dont die enough in kh?? like yeah i will concede its kind of annoying when someone you thought was dead is actually alive the whole time but like i also have the ability to acknowledge that kh is just not that kind of story??

[ponyrepress]

the MW fandom so bad on Twitter that fuckin. jimcurly shippers say their ship is ok cause “they deserve each other” but then think youre a terrible person for suggesting that anya and curly like. cared about each other deeply and fucked up. i hope this fandom dies soon dear lord.

Jesus Christtttt I hope the yaoiheads die forever. Like. What the hell is it with people wanting to ignore everything there is to be said about Curly and Anya's complicated ass relationship in favor of painting Curly as a cartoonishly bad person and Anya as someone who didn't volunteer to take care of him in fucking terrible condition Despite Everything. There's so fucking much to say about Anya and Curly as people who were hurt by the same person and watched the other be hurt by the same person and ended up stuck together at rock fucking bottom in that nurse's room but nobody wants to talk about that because there's "good" abuse victims and "bad" abuse victims and they can't have any attachment to each other even if they do in text despite ultimately failing the other because uhhhh no they didn't. I fucking guess.

[pandorasgrief]

Me reading houseki no kuni: oh wow cairngorm x aechmea is sooo juicy.... toxic. Manipulation. Grooming. Fuck yeah this is a treat

The fandom: if you like Aechmea you are a MONSTER and a RAPE APOLOGIST! Omggg he is the worst character he shouldnt have existed! Omggg poor Cairngorm, he got manipulated so much! He loved phos, he was just a tsundere :< Aechmea cut out his personality :<

Me: oh wow nobody understands wtf happened in the manga

[livsspecialinterests]

Canon

YES EXACTLY THANK YOU

Charles gets to know Beej a little better and then realises he's essentially just a fucking Weird Dude with Issues and my god if Charles isn't himself a closet Weird Dude who married and had a child with a strange lady and then upon losing her almost immediately fell for another, different, strange lady

I'm not saying Beej is exactly Charles' type but he isn't exactly far off....

plus Beej and Delia have a small tiny moment just before creepy old guy where Beej completely outs Delia as a bit of a freak in the bedroom I mean COME ON I'm not telling anyone they have to ship it but it's a viable ship goddamnit!!

(also my dude im so sorry to have gone off in the tags to this post it's not at all aimed at you i am *delighted* with this ask and im going to save the image of Charles smiling at Beej because it makes me so happy ive just got some feelings about how side-eyed i sometimes feel writing this ship)

[lacystar]

nopony cares but I orphaned a lotttttt of dsmp works on my archive. not because im like distancing myself-- in fact all my most popular ones and the ones with the most substance and from exchanges are all still there AND PROUDLY. im talking like, less than 100 kudos, less than 3k words fics that nobody read. this is because an irl for the first time ever is probably gonna get my ao3 and well . I had to pick and choose my battles bc I will have to look this person in the eye lol. anyways none of them are deleted, just orphaned, so if for some reason that one REALLY obscure ranboo visits dream in prison fic was your favorite, so long as you have it bookmarked or remember the name you can find it again lol. anyway if at any point you followed me for a fic tho its probably still up-- all the big long ones. but the bad ones are WIPED.

[cyanrendipity]

Would Kabru and Kira not be textbook toxic yaoi lovers? 😔

I think if you put them in the same room the energy created from trying to sus each other out would be so strong the fabric of space time would be torn. It isn't meant to be 😔

[mercurials]

I really like brandy's design!! can u tell us a bit more about her backstory?

THANK U!! :') i accidentally wrote a huge ramble so i hid it under a readmore and added a tldr paragraph lol! gonna try not to feel too cringe for sharing all this bc shes from a silly little fantasy animal rp teehee. also if anything seems contradictory or lacking in context its bc theres a lot of nuance to the roleplay/dynamics that i had to leave out cuz i could talk forever

TLDR - basically she grew up a religious fanatic who was training to be a priestess of a warmongering god, and left home at too young of an age to carry out missionary work after she received a sign from him. being young, very sheltered, and always in search of attention and validation (she'd suffered through a lot of emotional neglect and outright hatred at various points in her life thus far), it wasn't long before she fell in with a bad, predatory crowd and an abusive boyfriend. this led to her completely cutting herself off from her family out of shame (and fear over abandoning her missionary work) and a long and still ongoing struggle with substance abuse, self worth issues, problems setting boundaries and understanding her sexuality, and self-destructive hedonism. the shitty hand she was dealt felt like a betrayal, considering it was all caused by her leaving to carry out religious duties, so she spurned her god and has been unlearning a lot of religious bullshit ever since. after being dumped by her boyfriend it took her a long time to reconnect with her family, because she spent a while spiraling in isolation with deeply unhealthy coping mechanisms as she navigated a fuckton of trauma with no help. since then, however, she was found by her aunt and finally brought home - though the home was new, as her family had been exiled from their community during her absence due to political conflict. reuniting with them has been the best thing for her; she was welcomed back with open arms and is slowly working through everything that's happened to her, but her recovery has had many ups and downs.

longer version

(content warning for themes of pedophilia and abuse beginning in paragraph 5)

despite being born elsewhere, early on she moved to and grew up in a deeply religious society that worships a bloodthirsty god - and she was all for it in her youth. like, very gung ho about becoming a priestess, cutting off her siblings who still lived in their birthplace, etc etc. her beloved grandmother was one of the rulers of this society and a voice of their god, so it meant everything to her.

this new life gave her the purpose, community, and companionship that she lacked in her birthplace, with no friends and a neglectful and emotionally distant immediate family, so as a lonely and vulnerable child she was caught hook, line, and sinker. she connected with extended family that actually made her feel wanted, she was favored by a god to the point of being granted powers, and she felt whole. i think isolating herself from her immediate family, who did not live here with her, gave her a sense of retribution as well.

buuut there was also a lot of developing political tension and a lot of vitriol toward her family - spearheaded by her grandmother's co-ruler, who had powerful sway. and in a brutal environment like her warmongering clan, this was a major and dangerous threat. so for all the joy brandy found in living here and worshipping her god, youthfully unaware of the conquest this necessitated, she grew more unhappy than she was able to identify. so when she one day manifested the ability to grow (and retract) a pair of wings, she interpreted this as a sign from the red god and jumped at the opportunity to leave her home and carry out missionary work in his name - perhaps out of a desperation to leave this place, although that was largely a subconscious motivation.

she was absolutely too young to be striking out on her own, probably around 15 at most (i was writing her on a feral forum rp so the aging was obv different which makes the conversion fucky so im still figuring that stuff out a bit lmao). but what the red god said, went, so no one questioned it - and she was naively eager and unafraid. she was his chosen. she was royalty. she was invincible.

NOT REALLY! she was more vulnerable than she ever could have realized, so desperate to prove her value to her clan (...and get as far away from those seeking to harm her as possible). desperate to be seen and loved without any judgment for her lineage. so it was all too easy for one of the first men she met beyond her land's borders to take advantage of her, and lead her astray from her goals - she was young, after all, and had very little world experience. finn was his name, and he introduced brandy to an entirely new world than anything she'd ever experienced, one of hedonistic vice. nothing a fifteen year old had any business engaging with, and certainly nothing a grown man had any business introducing a fifteen year old to. this new world, this new attention, was intoxicating to someone as sheltered and high strung as brandy - it wasn't long before she and finn began dating, and relatively soon after that her missionary work fell easily to the wayside.

their honeymoon phase felt amazing, like a dream to brandy, but red flags eventually began emerging that she didn't yet have the capacity to examine or act against. finn would always subtly shut down conversations about her home and family, and grew increasingly more controlling, overprotective, argumentative, and jealous over time. resentment did begin to fester within brandy, but she was easily guilt tripped or otherwise pressured out of it time and time again... until things came to a head in an explosive argument that ended with finn dumping brandy and kicking her out.

distraught, she spurned the god who'd led his devotee down this path and then let her suffer like this, and struck out on her own instead of returning home - the shame of dropping off the face of the earth and abandoning her family was too much to bear. what if they hated her for running away? for abandoning her mission? from there, she spiraled, finding relief in substance abuse and the bed of any stranger that would take her. it was the one area in which she enjoyed any sense of autonomy and control - although it reinforced the lesson she'd learned from finn and his friends that her body and sexuality were what gave her worth. with time her physical and mental health began to plummet, her sense of self weakening and her hedonistic escapism becoming the only thing keeping her afloat despite slowly sucking the spirit out of her. she missed her family desperately, and longed to be a child in their arms once more, but as time went on reaching out to them became less and less of a material possibility in her mind.

but by pure chance and far into the future, she one day stumbled into her aunt, arya, while out and about; though panic overtook brandy at the sudden reunion, arya was only ecstatic to see her again, which was an unbelievable relief. but it was a bittersweet reunion - brandy had missed a lot, including the assassination of her beloved grandmother and subsequent exile of her entire family from their community. the former broke her heart and flooded her with even more guilt about her abandonment. here she'd been gallavanting about, living solely for herself and running away from her responsibilities and family and obligations, while the loved ones she'd been trying so hard to forget were suffering.

it took a lot of reassurance and convincing to ease brandy's nerves about going home and reuniting with everyone else, but ultimately she gave in – and it was one of the best decisions she ever made. everyone welcomed her back with open arms, having assumed she'd died and ecstatic to be proven wrong. she moved in with her living grandmother and began rekindling the relationships she'd lost and missed out on for so much of her life, and though recovery has been a massively uphill battle she's doing what she can with her newfound support system.

aaaand that concludes everything i properly rped before the site i wrote on crashed and burned ✌🏼

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I was wondering if I could write about your gay hallmark characters, but not as continuing the story (I wouldn't do that. It would be rude as fuck) but as fanfiction for your fanfiction.

hi! thank you for asking first, i really really appreciate it! just a clarification, my piece isn't fanfiction--100% original fiction!--but yeah, go for it, write all you want, i'd just rather you didn't post it. if you really want to, please just make sure to tag & credit me so ppl dont confuse it with canon 😊 thank you!