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pastadoughie · 7 days ago

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what have cis men done to deserve to have like a penis and testosterone n stuff. i gotta work for all this shit and ur just born into it. nepo babies all of them.

#the beast speaks #the tranny tarr pit

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pastadoughie · 4 months ago

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IDONT WANA BE A TWINKKK NYMORE!!

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pastadoughie · 2 months ago

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they should invent front facing cameras that do not induce suicidal thought

#the beast speaks #the tranny tarr pit #screaming and scampering

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pastadoughie · 1 month ago

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im like a fucking toddler w/ the ammnt of object permanance i have cuz i take my meds & then feel better during the day & then all of a sudden feel like the biggest fucking fraud on the entire planet cuz im someone who is "severely mentally ill" but im like not actively killing myself- medications r literally meant 2 make u more good feeling???? they dont fucking retroactively change all your previous bullshit. dipshit idiot brain patterns that i nonetheless cannot stop believeing regardless of the ammount of logical reasoning & counter-evidence i am given

#i feel like ppl will take my tone diff if i type correctly #this 1 isnt an instance of me painstakingly correcting typing #my meds give me like a mythical few hours of compatant hand cordination. crazyyy insaneee owuoooowhjwoo #the beast speaks #the tranny tarr pit

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pastadoughie · 2 months ago

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i tghink it wouldbe cool if the horrors could cease 4 justlike maybe a week or smthn like tghat would be rlly helpful

#the beast speaks #the tranny tarr pit #sorry 4 evrybody who is. commisioninhgn me & gets 2 have a fromntrow seat 2 jusst howlong it takesme 2 do things

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pastadoughie · 2 months ago

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i am extremely sane & normal & i say this w/ complete sincerity as something i believe- its just that "normal people" (ppl w/o "severe" mental illness or trauma) are deeply cruel & bigoted because of their squemishness & disgust twards people who have anything less then perfect social presentation & lifestyle.

i know logistically i am someone who is "severely mentally ill", atleast, when i talk to psychs, they go wide eyed when i say certain things, dont trust me, ask me unprompted if ive had certain diagnoses or evaluations, i guess i meet *their* criteria. i have had little to no irl human contact in the past 6 years, & am deeply afraid of outside things, like supermarkets & trees & the sun. but like. its not like i fucking explode if you take me outside. ive done alot of tharapy & can atleast somewhat speak to people & maintain a level of composure. its just that i obviously try to avoid going outside because it feels agonizing & scary. but like. thats a logical fear??? i dont. have delusions or anything like that. i have reasons to be afraid of things. understandable logical things that could happen in real life. why are people so weird about it? is everybody really so sheltered? you have so little creativity you cant imagine why someone is upset by these things? do you just not care about your own safety?

of course under my circumstances im going to act a bit strange sometimes but you would too! its not something irrational & its not a mental illness!!!! i have simply had to go through more shit then you!! if you get into a car accident & then develop a fear of cars then that is a reasonable fear! because it could (and HAS) happened & it could hurt you!! & its not even something i can argue about because the mere fact that its an accusation against me discredits me before i even get to speak! its unfair!! you cant just accuse every tranny you meet of being a delusional freak because you dont wanna talk to them !

#the beast speaks #the tranny tarr pit #rare correct spelling post #my meds are working good ish today #so only very minimal correction needed #depending on where you know me from you get vastly differing veiws of me & my speech patterns #when im stressed i often do overly formal & stilted speach & try to type very correct. so many emails i send are that type of text #but obviously my tumblr is far stupider. and i dont feel the need to over sanitize myself #new followers blacklist the tranny tarr pit tag if you dislike vent posting

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pastadoughie · 25 days ago

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perhaps my level of paranoid avoidance of the entire outside world is indicative of some sort of disorder but also saying that would require it to be like. irrational. and im literally correct.

#the beast speaks #the tranny tarr pit #i can never tell if im underplaying or overexaggerating my illness because idk whgat normal is because like #“normal” people are so unbelieveably unfathomably sheltered theres no way thats supposed to be the baseline????

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pastadoughie · 3 months ago

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after you hit a certain severity youre not allowed to talk about your issues anymore because every conversation about your mental health has to be immediately derailed by sheltered bitches so desperate to wipe your theoretical blood off their hands that theyre unwilling to care about you while youre still alive.

#sorry4 cosntantly trannytarr pit psosting on mainconstantly #imgoin thru it ok. leta guy tweak out a lilrl #the beast speaks #the tranny tarr pit

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pastadoughie · 1 month ago

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i post so much about lesbos because all of my posts about other men would get me put in the 7th circle

#i get so embarassed abt it uwould not believe..........#because itslike. idk. even if its not suggestive if idraw ppl that i actuallyy personally find attractivelike #that in somesense is gonna be an expression *of* sexualitrty. and i am vry ashamed & scared of allof that #butttttttt on the other hand. art of fat trans guys is an actual desert there is nothing absolutely nothing #even in sex stuff where 97% of trannny representation lies there is nothing. its so tragic #& idk. seeing guys trhat look at u especially ppl who LIKE guys thatlook like u is euphoric!!!! so likemayb i need 2 like.#get over myself a little lol.#i love fat bitches #the beast speaks #the tranny tarr pit #vent posts ofmine only exist 2 give the other impoverished trannies on this site smthn 2 rb w/ tag rambles #u may go as hogs wild as you wish

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pastadoughie · 18 days ago

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i wish i had a penits but surgery is inaccessable and the surgical options are not good regardless

#the beast speaks #screaming and scampering #the tranny tarr pit #*a perisex penis #like. idk. normal one.#phallo can look good i know tvhat but like #its a different texture n shit.... i dontlike it

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pastadoughie · 21 days ago

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shout out 2 all my trannies w/ mental illnesses that make them isolate & disconnect themself from the outside world 2 the extent that theyre now afraid of basic aknowlagements of reality & 3d space i love u

#the beast speaks #the tranny tarr pit #screaming and scampering

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pastadoughie · 1 month ago

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im like if a hot person was really ugly & had a terrible personality

#the beast speaks #the tranny tarr pit #tghe dysphoria....

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pastadoughie · 1 month ago

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cis men get normal abt trans men challange (impossible)

#the beast speaks #ihatihateihatiehateee #evnn if iget 2 a pointt wghere i can pass itslike i cant. blend w/ cis guys. i cantt standthem alottathe time #hot but 0 reddeeming quuialityes beyond that #the tranny tarr pit

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