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Existential crisis time weeeeeeee
I cannot fathom the idea that we exist in an entirely random universe completely by chance and thus will eventually die out as a species (even if we managed to survive away from earth the universe would eventually collapse as per the theories involving the big bang methinks) because that would mean, everything we as humans have learnt about this universe (from supernovas to dna to how to make a real tasty pie) will just be lost.
All the art we’ve created, all the stories we’ve told, gone just like that. I have a hard enough time grasping the idea that history and knowledge from thousands of years ago has been lost, that webpages and videos from 20 years ago are gone.
The way we as humans live to create feels suspicious to me. We are so obsessed with it; the vast majority of us spend so much time either creating or absorbing things others have created; humans are so obsessed with music and movies and books and pictures and fashion and jokes. Creation is something special i think.
Anyways, i think about the existence of the universe and humans and death far too often while trying to sleep and i think we must be more important than a tiny blip in the lifetime of a random universe.
#sometimes i think we live as an experiment or entertainment for some higher powers#sometimes i think we’re the higher powers and have chosen to live like this#maybe its like a game#the universe seems to intricate be random#for fucks sake im typing this out on a handheld computer that is connected to all of yall through the power of the internet!#but the universe also feels too dirty and rough to be simulated yunno?#like why we gotta have constipation and rotten milk and wars and depression up in here#surely we could have skipped migraines#nothing adds up no matter what theory you look at#i wanna know everything#and im really scared that when i die i wont get the answers or be able to keep learning#god forbid theres nothing after#that just feels wrong#i guess if thats the case i wont care tho#not like i miss being conscious while im asleep#but still#welp its 4am#no work tomorrow at least#hopefully i can fall asleep tho
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obligatory beach divorce doodling
bonus rough cover redraw of x-men #41 (1995) But Beach Divorce below cut
#mcu#marvel cinematic universe#xmen#xmen movies#xmen first class#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#professor x#magneto#snap sketches#'snap i thought you were drawing old cherik this weekend' so did i but i was inflicted with visions sorry </3#i have my lil 92 comic sketched so ill do that tomorrow. not finish it but ill work on it 💀#i wsa just gonna draw the first thing but then i figureed i might as well draw Most of the beach-divorce-related things i want to#just so i could put it all on one post. however this is a lie and i know ill wanna doodle more beach stuff#the first drawing Unsurprisingly was motivated BY the xmen 41 legion quest cover- at the very least the total blackout of erik's face#i wanna draw more of erik using his powers .. i wanna figure out how i wanna draw the effect etc etc#i was just gonna redraw the cover but i already liked the sketch i did of the first thing so. here we are#plus i figure someones already done a redraw of the cover but if anyone cares ill finish my version ig LOL#as for the comic ermmm it was just an excuse to draw erik with glowing eyes </3 and fading-glowing eyes </3#thats why i didnt draw the whole. Choking Moira bit. but i wouldve if i was redrawing the whole scene#kinda wish i did now that i think of it cause it coulda looked cooler prob but oh well maybe in like. three months when i redraw this#for exactly five cents ill redraw the whole beach divorce erlkjealkaje i can see it so clearly in my mind#what if first class was a comic drawn by a freak thatd be wild#but yeah thats why everything look rough as christ these were just supposed to be silly lil thangs#'silly things' and its beach divorce OK.#ok bye im gonna do my homework
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#im 99.99% sure at least one of the hinted projects is the recording of tit#but now there's more people are on phodcast hill!!#and knowing them! there's probably sooo much more coming ahh#phan#dan and phil#terrible influence tour#(given the quality of this please don't ask me how much time i spent on it instead of working on my three part final due tomorrow <3)#(thats private information <3)
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double ?? upload ???? yeaaaahh i've gotten FASTERRrr for whatever that's worth so complementary blyla because guess what i miss them too (nobody was surprised by that)
#star wars#clone wars#star wars the clone wars#blyla#artists on tumblr#listen i just have a thing for jedi + clones it seems and we cannot forget dartain the ogs (i will draw that tonight + tomorrow not now)#tcw made aayla so cool bro i love her#can you tell i've been on a mellon_soup kick !! i love her references so much bro#one day i will draw foxiyo. that day may be tomorrow i don't know#prequel-era ships are elite sorry everything else is Lame except for han/leia rebelcaptain and kanera (reylo's fine ig)#tcw is also the only thing that salvages anidala for me however! this is not an anidala post i am getting so off-topic whoa#i am unmedicated.#anyway yayyyy double upload#by the way in my head the accelerated aging thing just straight-up doesn't exist#cuz it's one of the dumbest things star wars has ever done i think it just doesn't make sense#anyway ^^)b#listen i'm not ALWAYS gonna go the cheap route and do the gradient thing instead of color i just don't wannaaaa. too much work#“jedi can't have attachments!!!!” and you can't have fun apparently#besides attachment and .-+ love +-. are different things and the jedi USED to know that before they contracted stupid disease#aayla secura#commander bly#would've drawn bly's armor cause it's cool but friiiick dude i already did it for rex and I AIN'T DOIN' IT AGAIN#(will do it again for darman because i'm a masochist)#hey. he's a commando it's different#at least i finally get to throw my etain headcanons into the ring#why am i talking about other ships on a blyla post. whatever#i'll color something eventually. sketching is just significantly easier and more fun#actually scratch that heck y'all i'll do what i wanna do#(affectionate dw)#my art
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Thank you to all the people on discord who have been supporting by buying bean style commissions!
#got a lot of these lined up#more to come cuz im doing pretty much everything i can to cover this bill#and everyone who buys something or donates is helping#first appointment is tomorrow so at least i will be getting stuff fixed#i just need to keep going to pay for all of it#commission art#commissions#homestuck#hiveswap#art#artwork#fantrolls#fankids#fantroll#fankid#not my characters#commission work#yes i do in fact do same day delivery/hj
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Illustration of a stranger's nightmare about the end of the world
#digital art#digital illustration#artists on tumblr#digital painting#body horror#cw death#this was hard - i kept drastically changing the composition and eneded up with four extremely different options for the concept lmao#this was supposed to only take one drawing session but ended up taking at least four sigh#now i gotta go to bed cause tomorrow i gotta work the shit job again... yeehaw#horror art#horror
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pov you do ur gay little run cycle into the war room unexpectedly insp this painting and remembering this screenshot/post as well
#dragon age inquisition#dai#cullen rutherford#leliana nightingale#josephine montilyet#dragon age#dragon age fanart#art#my art#SORRY LELIANA WAS SO HARD TO DRAW i redid her face at least 3 times. gave up bc i have work in the morning#and cullen looks too good he needs to look more like shit esp at haven like#alas. anyways i saw the painting on my dash hours ago and immediately thought of THEE Advisors and then searched my archive for THE s#we look at gay people screenshot. and then decided fuck work tomorrow im drawing.#thats scroll and map storage under the table. looks like a wine rack but that shape was used for storing scrolls.#and yes they WERE talking about you.#thats why the expressions fit so well liek Cullen uncomfortable being caught gossiping. Josie. amused and ready to charm. Leliana. making#the same expression she was making before you walked in but ready to say it is for a completely different reason.
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Darlin’s Wolf Form
@krashkitty wrote this delightful little post, which in turn inspired this:
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Darlin’ doesn’t show Sam their wolf form for so long because they’re terrified of his reaction. They know how they look. Their wolf has always been frightening, even before they acquired the numerous scars carved across their body.
It’s partly their size; they’re just a bit smaller than David (and that guy is fucking huge).
It’s also their gait. They walk with a stagger, which makes their movements slightly disjointed and jerky.
And it’s their teeth, which are unusually sharp and too large for their mouth, causing their lower jaw to hang open in a permanent gaping grin.
Even the sounds they make are horrifying: every growl and snarl and howl is layered—haunting and gravely and resonant and raspy. Hearing them is fucking eerie.
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When the Inversion happens, Darlin’ is watching the games at home on the tv. As soon as they see the shades onscreen, they shift and race to the stadium. Fast as they are, though, the ward is already up by the time they get there. They claw and bite at that ward for hours before it finally comes down.
They don’t even think about how they look while they’re searching for Sam; they are just laser focused on his scent. Only after they see him, hurt but safe, do they shift back and tackle him into a hug.
After the Inversion, Darlin’ is still apprehensive about shifting for Sam. But now at least they can skip the formal presentation that most mates do the first time they shift. It takes away some of the pressure. They shift once when the two of them are attacked by Quinn’s cronies, but that’s about it.
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Until one day, Darlin’ asks Sam if he is scared of their wolf form. Sam bursts out laughing. Nothing—he assures Darlin’—nothing about them is scary to him. Impressive? Yes. Awe inspiring? For sure? But scary? Never.
Later that night, he finds a very large wolf sprawled in front of his fireplace.
Sam learns every spot on Darlin’s body that they like to be pet. He boops their scarred snout and gives their fur sweet kisses. Darlin’ gives tentative kisses (licks) back, until they realize they make Sam laugh. Then they barrage him with kisses (giant, slobbery licks), until Sam is on the floor in stitches.
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One time, Sam calls Darlin’ ‘pup’. He doesn’t mean to; it accidentally slips out. Cause that’s how he sees them, just a big adorable puppy. He splutters out an apology, mistaking Darlin’s scarlet face as a sign of embarrassment. Darlin’ then has to admit (quite meekly) that they actually really like the pet name, much to Sam’s relief and delight.
It��s pretty amusing from an outside perspective to see Sam cooing at this enormous, nightmarish wolf and calling them his puppy, and to see said wolf furiously wag their tail in response.
#in comparison Quinn would call Darlin ‘hellhound’#at the time they kinda took pride in the name cause it made them feel strong and powerful#but towards the end of the relationship they started internalizing the name and it made them feel like shit#i’m very very sleepy#at least work is slower than yesterday#and i get tomorrow off thank goodness#we’re getting more snow today so that’s fun#can’t wait to go home and watch the snow fall#mayhem is brewing#mayhem needs to go to sleep#redacted audio#redacted fanfic#redacted fandom#redacted asmr#redacted darlin#redacted sam#redacted headcanons#redactedverse
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Sunday night nap doodle
#UTDR#UTMV#My Art#Killer Sans#Cross Sans#I was drawing a different thing with these two but I got too lazy to finish it lol#Maybe after work tomorrow#In the meantime have an accidental nap#You know when they wake up Cross is gonna be upset about his new shirt stain#Killer will probably need another 15 mins at least to come back to reality before he can pretend to be sorry about it#He sleeps *deep* when he’s got a living body pillow lol#Anyway goodniiiiiight (^-^)/
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When your game crashes and you haven’t saved in several hours
#NO!!!!!!!!#I HATE IT HERE 😭#This is the WOOOOOORSSTTTT#I can’t. I don’t have the strength to play through all of that again. There’s no way 😭#At least not tonight. I have to go back to work tomorrow so I can’t stay up late regaining all my progress#It sucks bc the game auto saves too! But it hasn’t auto saved in a while 🥺#I’m so. Sad. I’m just sad#And a little frustrated. Lol#Shima speaks
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Take a good look… with Gyo.
#togashi NOT fucking around with the new chapter omg#the way this was only the second most frightening thing I’ve seen today#the first of course being the insane nose dive in animation quality uzumaki took#ah well at least we have episode 1 ✨#but on topic I’m so glad hxh is back and that togashi is not just able to work again but to work at such a high level again 🥰#I don’t even mind Text x Text but like panels like this are why I hate when people say hxh should just finish out as a novel#the writing in hxh is solid but the way its art shifts around from sketchy and playful to detailed and horrifying is one of its many charms#and is something the anime adaptation actually really misses out on in the name of uniform character modeling#togashi’s versatility as an artist is so wonderful and is a huge part of why I also suggest reading hxh even if you’ve seen the anime#hxh#hunter x hunter#hxh spoilers#hunter x hunter spoilers#hxh 401#if I didn’t have work tomorrow I would’ve spent more time and effort redrawing the bits where there were bubbles#but you get this hasty edit instead lmao
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i'm not usually one to make prayer requests but can you guys please pray for my cat reese and for me also because i'm losing my mind and hours of sleep over something that might be nothing but i'm scared anyway. thanks
#he may be having symptoms of a urinary tract issue and this afternoon i think he ate some string that could cause an intestinal blockage#both of these things can be life threatening so i have been on the verge of a panic attack basically nonstop for the last few days#and i'm about to move to another apartment this weekend so it's really bad timing#i think i will take him into my work (vet clinic) tomorrow and get a urinalysis at least but there's not really much you can do about a#foreign body once it's been more than a few hours until it starts causing symptoms. is my understanding#i feel like i'm going to puke and cry lol i'm really not handling it well emotionally#me
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If you were to like redesign Magneto's classic outfit in a way that both suits the character and your own tastes, how would you redesign it?
uhhhh errrmmmmm i dont know i really couldnt improve upon perfection but i have still tried for you my friend !!!
#xmen#xmen comics#magneto#erik lehnsherr#max eisenhardt#erik magnus lensherr#like ig fc erik there too but only if you squint Generally Speaking this aint about him#snap sketches#i thought this was gonna be a quick thing but then As I Do i sat and thought about it for too long#and for what. my end result isn't that different from the beginning !! tragic .#out of these i think. it MAY be obvious i like the far right one#once i remembered I Do In Fact love megaman i locked in cause everytime i draw Classic Magneto all i think of is megaman#cant even make a magnetman joke that mfer already exists and he from my FAVORITE classic megaman title tyvm#anyway. should i explain my reasoning now. man i guess i can try#i couldnt tho is the thing- at least for the first set i really was just ickin around and seeing what i Might like#evidently it was nothing LMAO i told yall i cant improve perfection ... so i just. Smash Bros'd his classic look#With some tearing on the cape cause i said so ............#at most- with the furthermost right bit- i just wanted to emphasize a feeling of 'power' hence the chunkier boots + gloves#with the first look i tried that angle with showing some arm skin buuuuttt i dont like it ...#i think the sleeveless look really only works if the outfit's black idk i cant explain it#overall the first design i tried just feels too sleek for my liking if i wanted to go for a 'power' approach#i like the 'M' i did with the legs at least. i really wanted to incorporate an M in case it wasnt clear but alas ...#tbh i might steal the boots/gloves/underwear design from myself when i draw classic magneto regularly. SHRUG we'll see#as for now i am very sleepy and i have class in the morning and i want to do some work Before Class#very cool but very sad i dont have my third class today :( its my fave class :( at least i get more time to work#and the more work i get done the more time i get to draw the sillies !!! epic ...#anyways. good night everyone !!!!!!! talk to yall tomorrow ..... probably ... or later ig technically... i should sleep earlier <- wont
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mole on da lip 🤾
#midwest emo bf here#I got another booster today so im a bit achy#and sleepy#at least I don’t work tomorrow#and im going to drag brunch#happy butchtober#butch#femme bait#butch bait#butch4femme#butch4butch#werewolf butch
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The pelt's not quite right but I got this random name in my LifeGen game and wanted to share :)
OHH WHAT that's so wild!! :O And that's even the exact pose Mousegrove's sprite has too :'D Such a wild coincidence, I love it!
@malrido
:O WHAT!!!! I knew the new update had features to invite outsiders you've met into the clan, but I had no idea it had a feature to look for missing cats too!! That's amazing!
I think I probably will do that with Cinnamonpaw, yes! But maybe with a few moons intervals? I must do some testing and rule-making!
#i dont even know how the feature works yet#ill boot up clangen first thing in the morning#chitchat#ask#new moon tomorrow-ish!! at least soon lol
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Writing didn't work out so.... redraw that looked more shippy in my head it is
#//EDIT: And I'm so tired I cant even spell my tags#RarepairStuck 2024#JakeDavepetasprite#//My moirail is telling me to stop since its 2am#//and I have therapy tomorrow#//Whoops#//At least I'm getting their designs worked out!!#Homestuck#My Art#Jake English#Davepetasprite#Davepetasprite^2#Davesprite#Dave Strider#Nepeta Leijon#Jasprosesprite^2#Jasprosesprite#Rose Lalonde
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