#welp its 4am

[jayjay-plus]

Existential crisis time weeeeeeee

I cannot fathom the idea that we exist in an entirely random universe completely by chance and thus will eventually die out as a species (even if we managed to survive away from earth the universe would eventually collapse as per the theories involving the big bang methinks) because that would mean, everything we as humans have learnt about this universe (from supernovas to dna to how to make a real tasty pie) will just be lost.

All the art we’ve created, all the stories we’ve told, gone just like that. I have a hard enough time grasping the idea that history and knowledge from thousands of years ago has been lost, that webpages and videos from 20 years ago are gone.

The way we as humans live to create feels suspicious to me. We are so obsessed with it; the vast majority of us spend so much time either creating or absorbing things others have created; humans are so obsessed with music and movies and books and pictures and fashion and jokes. Creation is something special i think.

Anyways, i think about the existence of the universe and humans and death far too often while trying to sleep and i think we must be more important than a tiny blip in the lifetime of a random universe.

[judicent]

Yeah, I did fill 4 sketchbooks in 4 months so far this year. Huh? Am I gonna post even an ounce of it? Well, you see, I am allergic to my phone, so you will have to come CATCH ME

[bluemoon-golden]

Me: what a nice exploration stream to fall asleep to

Richarlyson: nope time for rp

[just-some-random-blogger]

hello mother, tis i 😌 your sleepless child

I have come to visit during the holidays. Happiest of New Years to you 🎆🎆 I hope you have a great year ahead and may the gods bless your wonderful wholeness with abundant blessings 💖 eat well, sleep well (do as i say and not as i do), hydrate yourself, and don't forget to take breaks (very important‼) love ya! 💝 - 4am nonnie

HELLO MY 4AM NONNIE 💖

Thank you for visiting me my child. Mummy loves you very much and wishes you the same. May the sun, the moon, and the stars be on your side and may blessings come upon you like rain. I will remember to take care of myself, even in times where I feel unworthy of it because God knows there are people like you that care, and that am ultimately worth it.

I hope you do the same as well my love. /: Go to sleep and practice what you preach or else i will cry at you.

I love you 💖 happy new year

xxx

[naenaex0xx]

It's kinda over for me... 4am bedtime... ough.....

[aniseandspearmint]

Welp, I'm fucked for the foreseeable future.

I had two trees in my tiny little yard. Had. One's been ripped out. The other bigger tree, well, its partially on my porch roof now.

Can't get out of my house bc the trees took out the power line and thats laying across the bottom of my ramp now.

Glad i had that yugurt cup at 4AM bc all my cold food that i just bought is gonna have to be thrown away.

If i keep my standing freezer shut, my frozen food should be ok for two days with no power.

No idea when the city will get around to my area, we're not exactly a priority neighborhood.

Gonna call the local power company. Maybe they'll at least care about the downed line.

At least the tin noises i heard were the roof next door (empty house) ripping off, not mine.

[oh-cramity-its-amity]

its like 4am and i literally just got done reading a 68k word fanfiction instead of sleeping. im serious. i started at 11pm and have low key just lost track of time. i couldn't fall asleep so id thought id read and WELP... HERE WE ARE 💀

[biscuits-of-bagend]

Andy Murray - The Flowers We'll Remember

I made this playlist halfway through the week, in between victories one and two. It tells me the story of Andy Murray's career as I experienced it, through songs that mean a lot to me, which is to say it might not make much sense to anyone else! So I've included some explanations below.

The title is related to a passage from the Ali Smith novel 'Summer'. It's about a summer day that told the gods it wanted to last forever, which the gods found hilarious.

Halfway Right by Linkin Park - 'I scream at myself when there's nobody left to fight', representing my earliest memories of Andy Murray, which involved a lot of him screaming at himself.

Hard Times by Paramore - Losing to Federer and Nadal and later Djokovic, but jauntily. A young man's losses.

The Heart Never Lies by McFly - 2012 Wimbledon final on-court interview 🥺

Love Forty Down by Frank Turner - I know he was 40-0 up at the end of the Wimbledon final, but functionally going from 40-0 to 40-Adv is basically the same thing 😂

Hold On by Twin Atlantic - back injuries :/ still sort of felt like it would all work out okay though, at least that was my understanding of it I think.

Don't Stop Me Now by Queen - Davis Cup at the end of 2015 through to World Tour Finals at the end of 2016. A euphoric period (ignore any losses to Djokovic in grand slam finals, we don't need to talk about those), but hard to look back on without thinking about what was coming.

Airfield by Enter Shikari - The Hip. Queens 2017 & 2017 Wimbledon QF to Australian Open 2019 'retirement'.

Wetsuit by The Vaccines - so get a hip operation, come on, come on

Get Better by Frank Turner - Bursting back to life/resurfacing in Cincinnati 2019. Also makes me think of 2019 'Resurfacing' documentary even though that didn't come out until later in the year.

Walk by the Foo Fighters - omg I've just realised I was thinking of the US Open 2020 not 2019... welp, timey wimey I guess, insert your preferred moment of watching Andy figure out how to play with his new hip

Mountains by Biffy Clyro - Antwerp 2019

Getting Old Sucks (But Everybody's Doing It) by Bowling For Soup - Pandemic through to 2023, including the post 4am fightback from two sets to love down against Thanasi Kokkinakis (see pics below). Getting old does suck, but Andy was really good at it.

Forever's Not Enough by McFly - "I want to play forever" (Wimbledon 2024)

26 by Paramore - a sad quiet song about hope, ie the only thing I was holding onto during the first half of that match against Nishikori and Daniel, which, lest we forget, was horrible

The Last Song by McFly - from 5 match points down through to breaking back in the second set against the Americans. Just pure fucking magic ✨ (thank you Dan!) ~~Epilogue section~~

Growing Up Beside You by Paolo Nutini - Andy Murray may be 11 years older than me, but so many of my memories of watching him play are tied to memories of times in my life. For example, I watched the 2016 World Tour Finals semi-final against Raonic in my student union, and vaguely remember trying not to show how stressed I was. I'm currently the age he was when he won Wimbledon the first time, so that's not terrifying at all...

The Way I Loved You (Taylor's Version) by Taylor Swift - I do really like Jannik Sinner but this could sort of be read as an indirect towards him? Although tbf watching post-puke Sinner power through tournaments has been its own kind of awesome. Honestly though, I don't think anyone will ever make me feel as much of a "rollercoaster kind of rush" on a tennis court as Andy Murray did anyway, not even the stress of watching Grigor Dimitrov try to hold a lead ❤️

Wouldn't Change a Thing - I really really wouldn't, and I hope Andy feels the same. Well, I mean, he'd probably choose not to have a hip injury, but you know what I mean 😆

[genderisafuck]

Got lost in the sauce and now its 4am. Welp

[lunarsun12]

Lee Know Cat Channel

Masterlist

It was 5am and Lee Know was secretly filming his cat videos. As he doesn’t want someone in particular to steal his channel and as well his cats are most cooperative at 5am. It’s was all going well until Felix and Han saw Lee Know trying to put on tap dancing shoes on his cats.

How will the rest react to the sudden discovery of the channel?

Back At SKZ Family Chat

Today 5:00am

Felix☀️: EOMMA! WHAT ARE YOU DOING!!

Lee Know🐱: I’m chilling with my cats…as you can see..

Han🐿️: We can see that! Why are you trying to make them play the piano!

Lee Know🐱: Why not? Stop asking questions and do what you need to do. It time for the tap dancing segment

Felix☀️: That explains the tiny tap dancing shoes in the mail the other day. I thought it was han with obsession with tiny things!

Hyunjin🕺: Don’t ask why am I awake at 5am!? Seungmin was sleep talking again! Also why the old man..looks upset

Bangchan🐺: This not so old man! Is upset as the dancing cat trio hasn’t uploaded yesterday! What if something happens to them!?

Felix☀️: Isn’t that for kids Appa?

Bangchan🐺: NO! Adult can watch as well! I need to see the tap dancing segment!

Few hours later…

Changbin🙄: This is getting out of hand…Eomma has just bought a flaming ring….i just got it in the mail

Seungmin🐶: Welp- looks like Hyunjin is going to get toast!

Changbin🙄: Its so tiny and has bells…i don’t think hyunjin can even fit in there

Bangchan🐺: Lee Know! What did I say stop buying cat toys!! This time with fire!

Lee Know🐱: Chan it’s for a good cause!! My audience has been demanding for ages!!

Changbin🙄: Audience? Since when Han cares for your dumb cats?

Lee Know🐱: Not Han but my YouTube channel!

Bangchan🐺: Wait a second…

Han🐿️: EOMMA IS TRIO CATS

Bangchan🐺: SINCE WHEN!! I can’t believe I simped for Lee know cats

Lee Know🐱: Since last year…

I.N🦊: That explains a lot why I keep on hearing noises at 4am. I thought it is han…

Han🐿️: Yah! You know I’m not the only crazy person here *coughs* felix

Felix☀️: Again…Han is lowkey scared mentioning Hyunjin name…

Lee Know🐱: I mentioned it a lot all time! How can you all not know…

Hyunjin🕺: Becuase you are a cr-

Changbin🙄: Crazy handsome Hyunjin meant that…you did filmed at odd timing

Lee Know🐱: Whatever I’m gonna plan the next video! Before your Appa cries again

Lee Know🐱: And Hyunjin touch my channel and I’m gonna sell you gucci stuff to the charity stuff

[burning-sol]

its 4am i hate this. SIGH. welp.

[gods-most-autistic-cat]

welp its 4am. time to write the greatest poem ever. and then not write anything else for months

[skxrbrand]

welp, 4am folks, that means its bed time

[811320000]

Welp. Its 4am.

[melodiesblue]

WELP its 4am and I've finally finished playing undertale

Is it worth going back to the start to see asriel?

Holy BALLS did that take me a while

Was it worth going through the entire game again just to talk to every npc after breaking the barrier?

Ehhhhhhhhhhh

(It took me like an hour lol)

Is it worth going back to the start to see asriel?

Yes. I wish I could hug that fluffy goat boi again

Still my favourite game.

100/10

Fuck Jerry tho

[archer-fb]

welp. im giving up on sleep its 4am