#no sense of time

[perplexingluciddreams]

The main thing I remember from my childhood is being afraid all the time. There was never a break from the fear.

When memories of my childhood come back to my brain, my whole body reacts. I tense up, start shaking and sweating, my mouth goes dry and my hands and feet go cold. My breathing speeds up and my chest goes tight. Even certain bodily functions stop performing as they should, or happen involuntarily.

The fact that my body reacts like this just increases the intensity of the memory, because that's exactly how my body felt at the time.

I have these "memory attacks" (as I call them) fairly often, but around my birthday is one of the worst times of year for this.

My lack of awareness of my surroundings makes this more overwhelming. I get so lost in the chaos of my own mind, and the memories I'm trapped in feel more real than the actual events occuring in the present.

My lack of sense of time exacerbates the issue, as I can't easily separate one birthday from another. It just all blends together. That goes for all days of all years, really, but when it comes to specific dates and events that people make a huge deal about, the blurring of the lines is more intense.

[verved]

every day i am filled w rage at the knowledge that in the mainstream, adhd is rarely seen as the life-ruining disability it is

[halfdeadfriedrice]

Dear Diary,

I am writing this so I will remember to never say it is fair.

[butchfalin]

the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

[teaboot]

When I was a kid one of my moms would call her period "moon time" or "her monthlies" or shit like that and my other mom straight up stealthed it, but when I'm a dad I think I'm gonna go straight down the middle and call it Werewolf Week. Like sorry kids, dad can't roughouse right now, it's Werewolf Week

[zytes]

this manatee looks like it’s in a skyrim loading screen

[celeste-tyrrell]

is it really true that the average person's pain level is a 0?

[melonsharks]

au where everything is the same except mabel and dipper have been going to gravity falls every year before the show takes place since like kindergarten.

its a pretty simple premise that derives mostly from my desire to explore interpersonal relationships and the ways a place and people can change from a young child’s point of view. it doesn’t change canon that much either, admittedly, i just wanted to draw childhood friends stuff LOL. ill call it uhhhhhhhh every summer au.

[jenovacomplete]

daylight savings is actually truly one of the most evil things in the world. just casually forcing us to confront the fact that time is fake while torturing insomniacs, autistics and schoolchildren across the globe. when will the agony end

[hinamie]

I'll rip in hands and teeth and take a bite

[bloominglegumes]

evil guy and his evil cat but the cat is actually the mama and the guy is her kitten,,

[novakiart]

spideypool but it's a comedy of errors

[mebssann]

And what do you think you're doing Simon?

[thornedarrow]

like falling asleep

[obiwhat]