#no sappy caption bc i would go on and on </3

[hanjisungz]

the many sides of bang chan.  happy birthday, chan!

[marvelousescapism]

Yo i have a question, how do you feel steve and bucky are about social media. bc like i think steve doesnt like to use it and mostly just like, reads long articles about literally everything and watches video essays while bucky has a wildly popular instagram account that somehow hasnt gotten banned even tho all he posts is shitty blurry blair-witch-found-footage pics and half the captions are like, unashamedly explicitly talking abt how he got it Good™ last night and the like

like imo bucky was coming back to himself at such a time that hed have absolutely developed a gen z type sense of humor and idea of how to use social media so his pics are like, him floating facedown in a public fountain or a huge pyramid made out of pink monster energy cans or a super blurry shot of him and steve smoking weed in their kitchen that was taken While bucky's phone was falling out of his hand

omg 😂😂 yes I love this

Steve is definitely the type that loathes social media (samesies Stevie) and for a while he only had a twitter because the others bullied him into it. At first SHIELD was adamant that he let a PR manager take care of it, but he works out a little while later that they’re liking things and saying things in his name without telling him because they think he won’t understand how to use twitter so he won’t find out. He promptly demands the PR manager be fired and continues to use twitter himself without oversight to retweet and promo cool stuff (like up and coming artists and fundraisers and miscellaneous fun facts) and post passive-aggressive tweets about politics and modern things he doesn’t like like itchy nylon exercise clothes and no cocaine in coke anymore (he got a stern talking to from Fury after that one and sheepishly retweeted a cheesy Say No To Drugs campaign post afterwards).

After Bucky got back and they settled down though his twitter feed became mostly domestic tweets of him and his hubby and the besties being sappy together, along with silly ones like “my darling husband put an empty milk carton back in the fridge, gonna go commit a war crime brb <3”

(Also Steve’s page is like 60% Sam appreciation at this point, tons of pictures of Sam in his Captain America outfit with a bunch of 😍🥰🤩❤🤍💙 emojis and #ThatsMyCaptain)

As for Bucky! He was wary of social media at first (because 'who wants to hear from me, everyone hates me, i'm the winter soldier') until Steve showed him all the posts in the trending tag #JusticeForJBB (let's imagine this is in a post-catws universe where footage of what Hydra put the Winter Soldier through in between missions got leaked on the internet and everyone very quickly changed their tune about Bucky being the Winter Soldier), so he tentatively signed up for it.

At first he signs up for twitter and uses it to comment "🐙🐙🐙" in the comments of several politician’s posts. They all get investigated and found guilty of working with Hydra. But after a while he gets bored of Twitter and switches to Instagram.

Thing is, I imagine Bucky is quite quick with the basics of technology - he picks up how to use computers and phones fairly easily. But he is far from capable of any finesse when using them, and I don’t think he'd pick up online gen z culture/humour himself but he would absolutely completely accidentally radiate gen z humour energy. LIke, he has no idea why all these kids find his blurry posts and captions so funny, but he's just happy to be here.

Also he’s completely oblivious to his own levels of impropriety on public online spaces. Like, his first picture was a picture of Steve looking conked the fuck out with bed hair and a dopey smile on his face CLEARLY taken after they'd had sex with the caption "fuck america, if you know what i mean"

Steve makes an Instagram account originally just to like all of Bucky's posts, but he ends up making a secret account where he posts a few pictures of his artwork as well 🥰🥰🥰

[the-gayest-tree-you-ever-did-see]

literally ✨samantha✨

also unrelated but a long time ago she posted her dog with like a rainbow scarf on pride with a a lgbt supportive caption :))

I know!! i remember when i was younger thinking that i was the only queer indian person like??? bitch you’re not that special lmao..

i get what you mean about home, coming out means essentially losing a connection to your culture and heritage. it’s scary to think of how much i would be losing in order to be authentically me and honestly idk if i could ever come out. i’m rlly glad that you exist as an online person like i cannot put into words how grateful i am to have found you (insert sappy tears) cause it’s like reassurance that i can still be connected to my culture and be queer :’)

(also idk if any Indian actress was my gay awakening or if i has one.. maybe like kristen stewart lol)

awe discourse:

you bring up so many valid points! i hate to think that it made it worse for so many people instead of raising awareness like it wanted to do. also the lesbianism is in my blood made me giggle. can’t say that there are any lesbians in my bloodline personally but i did come out of the womb a raging homosexual

mWAh 💐 <3 (what can i say, i move fast 😉)

also i did bring u flowers

- indi

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mwah! (totally got you with a surprise kiss)

soooo true, like idk if youve seen ashta chamma but when the girls at the beginning are losing their minds over mahesh babu getting married? that was me when samantha got married like ma'am 😭 im right here!

bestie where??? i spent half on hour scouring for it, she posts so many pics of her dogs im 😤 miss ma'am i get it but please

lmao i did that too! i actually have a diary entry of me cerca like age 10 if i'm the only telugu gay girl, then i can never go to india again like yeah i was devastated but. in hindsight that was hilarious (to be fair i was reading a lot of ya novels at the time so i thought i was The Only Special One

its the exact same for me! like i know when i get older and come out and live as myself, i'll still cook telugu food and watch telugu movies and maybe even perform telugu poojas for the heck of it, but it still feels like i'll be losing something. like i'll never have a wedding with my grandparents yelling at people for the food and decor.... my uncles and cousins will never help me get ready before.... i'll never be rubbed in turmeric by my cousins and no one will do my gorintaku and feed me tirupati ladoos.... i know in the long run i wont miss it, but i still feel a bit sad that even if i get married in a hindu, telugu fashion as the groom, i wont be able to get married with my humungous entended family watching. 😔

but i do know that i will find other queer indian people, and maybe even more queer telugu people, and i'll have a family i made myself, and people by my side that i chose, and that will be more than enough.

(babe every time i watched an indian movie with an item song id be like i am looking respectfully...... wait why am i looking? so pretty much every actress i saw in my formative years was their own awakening) (i think an american gay awakening would be anne hathaway? shes amazing)

im glad you think im funny lol. i like thinking about my bloodline (ironically since im the one whos gonna end it) bc like... i cannot be the only queer person in my family. like i cant. so queerness is in my blood somewhere, and that makes me feel a little better about myself. its actually what helped me smack away my internalized homophobia (for the most part) bc what can i do about it if the gay gene is floating inside me? 😌

💐 wow these flowers are so beautiful! ill keep them in a vase right here 🍶 to remind me of you <3

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🥰😚 ah you got me! i love you indi 💖

[spookyrobbins]

Let’s play another round of “who’s most likely to” soft Calzona edition!

Who’s most likely to :

1.) wear the other’s clothes all day everywhere, everytime the other went away to a conference or something

2.) propose to the other by stamping post-its filled with “reasons why i love you” all over their house

3.) loudly sings sad taylor swift songs to the other while the other was like “babe we’re literally in a commited loving HAPPY relationship”

4.) spontantiously ask the other to go for an impromptu roadtrip

5.) snap candid pictures of the others to post on their social media (and write sappy captions)

6.) have a secret stan twitter account

7.) initiates role-play in the bedroom

8.) drags the other to go to a pride parade

9.) smell their partner’s clothes when folding it

10.) make up cute nicknames for their partner

1.) wear the other’s clothes all day everywhere, everytime the other went away to a conference or something

arizona - we all saw her wearing callie's sweater long after they were divorced

but yeah she totally would steal callie's clothes

she had one of callie's sweatshirts in her bag for africa and she slept with it every night and cried when it stopped smelling like callie

2.) propose to the other by stamping post-its filled with “reasons why i love you” all over their house

arizona - she started writing them the first time they broke up over the baby fight bc she wanted to tell callie she loved her but she couldn't so she wrote it down instead

then she did it again in africa and every separation since then

and so when they got back together in new york and she was ready to propose to callie, she and sofia set it up in their apartment, starting from the very beginning, and callie walked in and basically couldn't stop crying

3.) loudly sings sad taylor swift songs to the other while the other was like “babe we’re literally in a commited loving HAPPY relationship”

callie !! very very callie !!

4.) spontantiously ask the other to go for an impromptu roadtrip

callie - she plans very elaborate dates all of the time

plus she really likes driving so she doesn't mind

5.) snap candid pictures of the others to post on their social media (and write sappy captions)

callie (meanwhile arizona has a whole stash of pics of callie but she like doesn't get social media?? so they're just on her phone)

6.) have a secret stan twitter account

arizona, but idk what for

7.) initiates role-play in the bedroom

callie and it flusters arizona every time but she is very into it

8.) drags the other to go to a pride parade

arizona !!

callie didn't really want to go when they first started dating but arizona was really excited for it so she went along and was actually really into the whole thing

9.) smell their partner’s clothes when folding it

arizona the dork

10.) make up cute nicknames for their partner

callie

arizona calls her calliope but that's not a nickname

meanwhile callie tried to come up with a cute nickname for arizona, but there aren't a lot of nicknames for arizona (her parents and tim called her zozo and tim called her zoie so that's off the table)

but she'll call her babe and sweetheart and a whole variety of other nicknames

[jejciu]

i wish u branched out more in ur art ... :'( its so sweet and soft and still can be so rich and dark theres so much potential ughh u never miss ........and gawd i know its never gonna happen but! whatever midground is id love to see snippets of the story expressed in drawings and such ah! anyhow have a great day or night, ur drawings and Especially watercolors never cease to be a source of inspiration and ily pls remember that im always here refrshing ur blog in excitment :3

idk what is this ask im drunk and sappy and felt a need to write it

ugh yeah sadly im aware my art isn't really diverse.... that's mostly bc I really really suck at most stuff outside basic bust portraits. but also it hurts when some people just assume I share everything i draw, that I never look up references or tutorials and never even try to experiment or go for something more ambitious.... the truth is, i practice a lot, I just really hate how most of those drawings turn out (God, just yesterday I was drawing for the entire afternoon, i wasted so much paper and still have nothing to post......). when I go for full body drawings, my artstyle seems to have gone m.i.a. and it just looks as if I traced another drawing, and when drawing dynamic poses everything still feels either terribly stiff or unrealistically bended in uncomfortable ways, it really sucks. I wish i could draw scenes from midground! maybe short comics, even! i really do. I wish I could give more to people who happen to think my artstyle is pleasant or are somewhat interested in my ocs. its all really disappointing, even tho I know I don't really owe anyone artistic growth, that even if i literally never did anything besides front-facing mercies, I wouldn't have to change for anyone, as long as it would bring me joy. But I do wanna evolve and get better as an artist..... and god, I feel like the more I try, the more inferior I feel to all the real artists who post a detailed realistic and fully rendered portrait with a caption of "Just a simple warmup sketch" and like, get 15k notes and their commissions cost like 200 dollars. like I'm so far fucking away from that it's unreal.

Anyway thanks for the kind words, I'm happy my drawings bring u joy and since I've done a lot of illustrations to midground in the past (back when I thought I'd draw one illustration per chapter and put it in the pdf of the story lmao... Or drawing covers for each book and all that) maybe I could try to redraw some of them as practice.... I don't know. But still, thank u, it's really sweet of u to say all that, I really appreciate it! Messages like that make me feel like its all worth the work, if I can inspire even one person. Thanks again, I hope alcohol went easy on u and u didn't have to wake up hangover this morning.

[c0rpseductor]

i have thinked and just so i have it all written down i am formalizing my plans for a Marriage Party, colloquially referred to as a “wedding.” idk why this post is so long but i guess im just ironing everything out? anyway the plan

1. i am going to post a highly sappy gay art piece. probably something very personal and emotional with a long heartfelt caption.

2. i am going to put on nice clothes (but not overdress), go to a middle of the line chain restaurant such as a steakhouse or red’s lobster’s, and eat steak and whatever little bread rolls they give me. because it’s a special time in my life, and because sometimes a guy just wants cheddar bay biscuits.

3. i am going to come home and stream 7th horizon märchen story concert. probably this will just be a stream open to close friends but i have some other people i would be happy with inviting ;3

the timeframe for this is “whenever quarantine is over so i can actually leave the house” which i assume would mean in like two months or so? the timing is up in the air but since i’ve decided what i think will work well and i feel Ready for such a thing i would like it to be sooner rather than later, and if i have to wait longer bc of External Factors (extended stay at home orders or financial stuff being the big two i’m concerned with) the preference is still for this year.

i’ll probably make some kind of “selfship wedding” post about the date and time concerning the stream when that’s ironed out? or contact who i want to invite to the stream?? definitely if anyone would be interested in whatever people typically do for these things like fake-RSVPs with their faves as plus ones or whatever i can set something up, but i didn’t figure that would be the case so it isnt part of the plan as of now.

anyway tl;dr im tentatively planning to call myself Officially Married sometime this year, preferably as soon as circumstances allow, and it will involve a stream.

[coralsgrimes]

For me personally, if the love song covers are meant to tell a story about Bulianne love the large majority have to fit. It kind of defeats the purpose to disregard the ones that don’t fit ya kno? Bc then it just becomes cherry picking based off of what we think the story is.

So let’s start w the big one. A Song for You. Name of his ep as well as what really made ppl think it was for a girl bc of his caption of “Yes! For You!” That song is about a man reminiscing on a love that he lost bc he “treated her unkindly.” He didn’t get back to LA till March, I just don’t see Ben falling in love with her, losing her bc he fucked it up and pining this hard in the span of 1.5 months all while she’s still publicly with her husband. Frankly idt Ben was ever in a position to “treat her unkindly.”

Then let’s get into the 11/2020-3/21 timeline where most Buliannes believe they were together and we got JH filing for divorce, Montana and a pap walk. I think those songs should be important. But the two we got Last Christmas and Where is the Love, neither fit. They’re both angry love songs. We actually know for sure that Ben was spending time with JH right after Xmas so why Last Christmas?

That whole song is about an ex throwing your love away and now you’re rubbing into your ex’s face you have a new girl. As far as we know there was no other girl he could use to make JH jealous. He was with her days after Xmas. JH would be the new girl in that scenario. He’s always gone for the cheerful Xmas covers too, choosing such a bitter one when he’s about to go on vaca with his boo just doesn’t make sense.

Then Where is the Love in February fits even less. That song is about being frustrated a girl won’t leave her man. JH already filed by then and had gone on a vacation with Ben. He supposedly had her in some capacity by then. Even DL thought it didn’t fit, people just brushed it aside and said well maybe she went back to Brooks, but that was backed by nothing.

I’m not saying Bulianne isn’t real twinflame love, I just don’t think half his song covers fit. So to me, the covers don’t mean much and we shouldn’t think he’s still pining over her now even if he sings more sappy love songs.

Thanks for the breakdown muffin! Good one it is lol far better than my lets see if i remember it still x.x

It's just so fucking weird with him again right? Like ye say, some do work and other don't. I like how some do fit and it brings me joy to look it up lol with the bastard ye never know tho... it's all circumstantial and bitch I'm into forensic big times lol

ALOS we dunnot know wtf happened before twin flame showed us her ways. He could have a lil flings here and there, there was Peyton (question mark) and weeks in Hungarian mud mixed together in 2019 sooo maybe Jules was the new cool girl? we should pray for his standards if fairy queen was the theoretical upgrade lol

I think the recent covers were more to show him up as an singer and that he goes for classics and for new shit, so there is a range. And they are love songs cuz this is already his established brand?? seriously lol now he is just showing off