#no promises but I'll definitely try
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you guys will never believe what movie was JUST starting when i boarded the plane home
#prince art#scc e au#i mostly redrew scene i thought i could manage without tearing my hair out#sorry define dancing . one day i'll draw you .#also i know i haven't done much for them lately i just . lack ideas a lot of the time#but you know when the movie is RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME and my ipad is good and charged . i mean it's just begging for me to make stuff#there was a little sketch i was gonna make of sw-t holding their equipment over their head all excited#bc i noticed mo holds its equipment arms over its head while it runs#and i said yeah . sw-t would do that#actually now that i got a movie refresher maybe i'll make some more content#no promises but i'll definitely try#ok enjoy post these poly robots#also don't ask me how the hand on sw-t's sketch turned out so good . even i don't know
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hi i have literally zero art to post rn but here's my favorite shot of the main character from my thesis graphic novel so far
#she is trying very very very hard. i am also trying very hard because i dont want to draw all this fucking exposition#just let me get to the lesbianism and the fight scenes PLEASEEEEEE UGH#anyway. 4/5 pages for this week complete. slay#art school is very much art schooling. the fact that i went to a metal concert last night#and danced so hard and screamed so loud that my entire body hurts is also definitely not helping. anyway#i promise i'll have art for you soon. you know how it goes. no art in september because im preparing my linktober backlog
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I love making self indulgent art..
I am going to draw them together more it is inevitable
#art#artists on tumblr#jaloparker art#hermitblr#hermitcraft#hermitcraft fanart#helsknight#oc art#helsknight fanart#ship art#self shipping#hermitshipping#it can definitely be seen as not platonic so I'll tag it..#uhh might make a tag for hels and my sona..#helroy#its what ive been using as a duo name for them#(hels + leroy)#i am so sane and normal over helsknight#i promise#source: trust me bro#the little plush cat is named Sylvester btw :]#i was giggling and kicking my legs and twirling my hair so much while drawing this..#im making my sonas ref and sorta tracing over the one i made for hels and i cant stop giigling every time i bring hels on my screen...#chat im cooked#done for#its so joever for me#i need him to be real so i can hold him and be held by him#realistically if he was real i wouldn't stand a chance theres no way id have enough game..#actually who knows maybe the autism would get him#id certainly try my best
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That rarepair bracket got me curious so I went and made a chart of the top 10 pairings in the Torchwood AO3 and uh... well...
huh...
#the next highest one was ianto and owen at 175 but um#wow#i knew it was a big disparity but i never realized how big#torchwood#ianto jones#jack harkness#gwen cooper#toshiko sato#owen harper#janto#though in fairness to me back when i was first involved in the fandom there were definitely more gwack fics like#ratio-wise#back when gwen-bashing was big and big finish hadn't gone all out with the janto yet#i do wonder how much big finish influenced it tbh because they're a lot more open with it than they were in the show#trying to load ff dot net because that's where i was back in my og torchwood days but it won't load#so i'll never know what the disparity is like there i guess#because i swear to god there were more gwack fics back then i promise
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(i also talk in the tags down below!):
#I always feel more satisfied after posting a video i've edited down.#but those can take tiiiime sometimes#so tiktoks are so much quicker to fill up the queue#i'm so happy i finally have an easy way to share polls so i can ask these kinds of questions#Also i'm not promising i'm BACK back yet... but maybe i'll try...#might have a theme week after Halloween ends#go see the poll I posted for that! one theme is definitely in the lead#and thx for all the kind asks guys! i'm happy to see you again too!#not asmr#text post#announcement#poll#chitty chatty#about me
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A Reconsecration in Blood and Twilight
Happy Pride to everyone, but especially to my beloved prince in horns Askalaphos and his blackguard, Solar, an NPC from our Ravenloft campaign.
Once a devout paladin of the Morning Lord, then of Mother Night after his death, corrupt rebirth, and subsequent fall from grace as he pursued power no matter the cost in the pursuit of vengeance against Strahd... the aasimar blackguard Solar now learns what it is to be true to his own heart as the newest disciple of Askalaphos, a fallen demigod son of Ares and former slave to the Abyss slowly regaining his own spark of divinity and sense of purpose as he seeks an escape from the mists of Ravenloft. None of this would have been possible, however, had their mutual annoyance friend Rixa not been dead-set on saving the both of them from themselves, despite their belief that this was a hopeless cause... or if they had not joined forces to save her in return when she was captured by her nemesis. A long and dangerous road still lies between them and victory over Strahd, the Dark Powers, and the corruption that stains their very souls, but walk it they shall... after all, nothing worth fighting for is ever easy.
#askalaphos areios#rixa's arts#it was really SUCH a journey like. irl years in the making. like almost ten years when u think abt it. and i am damn proud of this.#they still have a long way to go and two paladins to un-doom from the narrative but yknow#something something gay love can pierce the veil of death and save the day#i don't know how we're going to pull that off but i am definitely going to cry when we do#anyway i finally got around to making a censored edit of this painting so the weenie police don't get me. pls tumblr its covered i promise.#not that there was very much of one showing there in the first place since it was askalaphos' but still.#so anyway happy pride to my demigod and his blackguard#who he literally seduced into leaving his old homophobic god and joining his cult instead#they are absolutely terrible disasters your honour but they're trying to get better and that's what matters#some fun details abt this piece: the constellation in the background is Gemini. both his birth sign and representative of his twin brother#sadly his twin ialmenos is deceased however#and the statue in the background is based on my fave statue of Ares.#alright i'll hush now. i just really am proud of this little painting and all the story behind it. i hope you guys like it too.
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#dragon age#dragonageedit#daiedit#daedit#dragon age inquisition#i finally did it!!#made it through all 4 playthroughs#and just in time#how many black brown eyed rogue women who side with mages can i play?#3/4 apparently#at least there's some hair variety lol#I'll definitely try harder to make my rooks look different#no promises though
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I'm really emotional today but I'm also really busy and also experiencing the most severe inability to sit down and write I've ever had and my god I want to write a Checkmatch oneshot fic but my god I physically cannot
Also if I'm gonna write anything I really need to write Flowers Bloom 😭 lord help me
#I haven't written an actual coherent paragraph in about two weeks and a half and I'm getting concerned now#like this has never happened to me before#I'm struggling to sit and read novels properly too I'm very concerned#I'm really busy and definitely burnt out in twenty different ways academically and my god I'm emotional recently#but I'm SO SAD because this happened to be when I'm desperate to actually write a Phelody fic#maybe soon I'll actually be able to write something who knows#also flowers bloom update... I AM working on the next chapter I promise I am trying#cass thinks ab stuff
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#eventually everyone has to go everything has a end and even the last one standing goes away in the end#this year will be my last act in the stevebucky fandom#I'm really tired and it's going to be REALLY bad for queer stevebuckies next year#thunderbolts is going to be probably the worst era for any stucky shipper and for everyone who sees bucky as gay or in love with other men#and it's already getting pretty bad with the straight bucky shippers getting violent#they will have all the ammunition with thunderbolts and yelena against us#creators are leaving#people are no longer supporting authors and artists#people are getting tired of keeping this alive and it's going to be too exhausting to any human being to get mocked or harass#just for still shipping stevebucky after all these years instead of join the trend and ship bucky with yelena#so this is my promise#to leave this behind before the movie releases or the promos for it begins#to leave this fandom and seek for other stuff that don't stress me out like this fandom does right now#I'll miss this but i definitely WON'T miss the harassment that i suffered#that my friends and favorite creators suffered#so#enjoy what i lasts#because i I'll try to enjoy every month starting by now#thank you for everything guys
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Happy Holidays Ch. 2 🎄🤍✨🎄
#happy holidays y'all#i tried my best here okay?#i wasn't entirely satisfied with these shoots but i promise myself to post at least 3 holiday posts before Christmas#sooooo#here's the second one#and next Thursday i will post my last one#these where the only Christmas lights i had at the moment but for my next shoot i ordered white Christmas lights!!#and i will do a combo shoot with theose and the colored ones#ALSO#i need ideas for new poses?#but i will try my best with coming up with new ones or something like that#oh!!#i'll definitely try to - nvm. my new tattoo is on Friday and i will most likely post on Thursday#BBUT I MIGHT POSTPONE IT TO TRY TO INCLUDE MY NEW TATTOO 🤔#anyways#if you read this far#i think i did okay?#this definitely has helped me with self confidence and what not#sweetheart#paramour#daddy#compliment me#a rose colored tease#personal#still need a selfie stand#i know these little lights aren't it but tomorrow my white Christmas lights arrive so i'll do my best to make up for my last shoot!!
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I feel like November will be a difficult month for me again and I'm not looking for it
#morningtalks#Something about the specter of madness haunting me and kinda breathing down my neck right now#I barely coasted off a full mental breakdown by being utterly mad about a friend's dad being an abhorrent piece of garbage#And then watching a two hour long video essay as I played Little Kitty in a Big City (very neat game btw)#But I'm still in this odd ''close to a breakdown but not yet'' mood and I hate it#I hate how I'm starting to be good at knowing when I'll be out of patience and general stability for all the shit I deal with#I'm getting tired of having to be extra careful because my periods have a tendency of making me Even More unstable#I hate how easily I now know that if something triggers RSD or another one of my problems (and I've got a lot of them)#I'll definitely need to take one day off (at least) to do some damage control on how all-consuming and painful the reaction will be#I hate that I can feel that a month will be hard and being CORRECT about it#I just want to live in peace for once in my life. Is that really too much to ask?#And my friends help me a lot. I would be dead if it wasn't for them#But it's still so hard and I'm still so afraid and I still despise so many things about myself#And the guilt and hatred and shame that was wracking me the entire week has been horrendous to live through#And I know it's a fully irrational reaction#But I still feel all these things. All these thoughts still run around in my head. It is so horrible to love through all of this#I'm not going to commit suicide. I promised myself I never would and I'm too spiteful to do it now#(also. Very fun that one of the main reasons I'm still alive is spite. This world fucked me up yet I'm not leaving until I say I'm done)#But my intrusive thoughts will be really brutal this month I fear. I might genuinely have some vicious moments#I'll just try to have a low-stress weekend and just enjoy my time for myself#I can maybe try to write some stories (I say knowing how much trauma will be in there lol)#Or just do anything to not be alone with my thoughts too much#We'll see how this month pans out. I don't have a lot of faith in it but I could be surprised. Who knows?
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school is calming down a little for me now i think next chapter will be out april fools. you can soon peep the mikudemy sillies while reading the mikudemy horrors
#the art has been the main thing kicking my ass for trying to get this fucking chapter out#mainly because there's just. a lot of it#with school and adhd and other shit i find it hard to get it done#i think i might not do all the art i planned for it sorry chat#basically just know that everyone except saki shizuku an emu and ena have their fes hair#the vs having that sekai's specific lims#like niigo miku has her cherryfes hair... meiko has her wedding hair... rin has her if hair ect ect#the writing part of the chapter is basically done it's just the art#i'll see what i can get done but no promises for everything i planned to make it#what will definitely be there is passion heart pure heart and the ending comic#oh also their uniforms are the alts for the 1st anni costumes. the school uniform ones
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i just think about this nehrim lorebook all the time
#nehrim#enderal#vynblr#so guys i originally wrote an essay in tags but i will spare you this time#i'm definitely normal about this i promise (lie)#anyway ama if you want#i'll try not to write 10 pages
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i think one of the worst feelings in the world is having uncertainty about your living situation it is literally so stressful and there's like... not much i can do right now...
#so k is still planning on moving and may be leaving the 16th of may. but doesn't know for sure. but apparently the apartment she wants says#she has to notify our apartment now that she will be leaving which means we both have to sign something that says she's leaving and i'm#taking responsibility for the lease.... and she doesn't know that she has it yet so she doesn't have someone to move in and take her spot.#i'm trying to get my friends to move in but idk if they will probably not. regardless if k leaves and we don't have anyone then i like#legally have to pay the full rent. i don't think she would leave me hanging like that but also i feel so uncomfortable betting my whole#financial situation on that because i would LITERALLY get evicted. like i cannot afford that under any circumstances. sooo.#and on top of that i'm still so scared that i'll end up with a roommate i don't like. ik that's like not even that big of an issue like i've#had that before and i'll survive but i don't want to have to deal with that like ik im being a baby but i just feel so scared about the#whole thing#like i kind of want to say no to signing the thing but that would screw kate over and definitely blow up our friendship but i really don't#feel like our friendship is in a place where i feel like i can trust her with like. my whole entire bank account and credit score. bc like.#that's what's at risk.#idk i'm gonna talk to her about it and just make sure that there's no other way and make sure that she promises to pay her part of the rent#until someone takes it over. and also probably talk to my parents and see if they're willing to bail me out if she DOES fuck me over... i'm#99.99999% sure she won't but. idkkkk my brain is just nagging me abt that one little chance...
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I loved this chapter and am excited for the one tomorrow :D
Backgrounds and lighting aren't something I really excel at, and this was basically just one big background so if it looks a little sus sorry.
Also, this was the first time I've drawn Peter in a while so that was interesting. tbh I actually had no idea what the lounge room was supposed to look like so yeah
this is for @dovahtobi 's fanfic Shifting Lines btw if you somehow see this and haven't read it. go read it it's fantastic.
#shifting lines#shifting lines remus lupin#shifting lines peter pettigrew#i think im going to reread SL from the beginning and try to draw something from each chapter#they definitely wont be as in depth as this one because there is A Lot#no promises that i'll actually do that tho
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#real life has obliterated most of my side awareness and I only see what's going on right in front of me these days#trying to get my peripheral interest back#these three fics have been pushed into the shadows but I'd love to get one of them going again#and though I can't promise I'll abide by the results of this poll I will definitely try lol
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