#And then watching a two hour long video essay as I played Little Kitty in a Big City (very neat game btw)
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morningmask27 Ā· 5 days ago
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I feel like November will be a difficult month for me again and I'm not looking for it
#morningtalks#Something about the specter of madness haunting me and kinda breathing down my neck right now#I barely coasted off a full mental breakdown by being utterly mad about a friend's dad being an abhorrent piece of garbage#And then watching a two hour long video essay as I played Little Kitty in a Big City (very neat game btw)#But I'm still in this odd ''close to a breakdown but not yet'' mood and I hate it#I hate how I'm starting to be good at knowing when I'll be out of patience and general stability for all the shit I deal with#I'm getting tired of having to be extra careful because my periods have a tendency of making me Even More unstable#I hate how easily I now know that if something triggers RSD or another one of my problems (and I've got a lot of them)#I'll definitely need to take one day off (at least) to do some damage control on how all-consuming and painful the reaction will be#I hate that I can feel that a month will be hard and being CORRECT about it#I just want to live in peace for once in my life. Is that really too much to ask?#And my friends help me a lot. I would be dead if it wasn't for them#But it's still so hard and I'm still so afraid and I still despise so many things about myself#And the guilt and hatred and shame that was wracking me the entire week has been horrendous to live through#And I know it's a fully irrational reaction#But I still feel all these things. All these thoughts still run around in my head. It is so horrible to love through all of this#I'm not going to commit suicide. I promised myself I never would and I'm too spiteful to do it now#(also. Very fun that one of the main reasons I'm still alive is spite. This world fucked me up yet I'm not leaving until I say I'm done)#But my intrusive thoughts will be really brutal this month I fear. I might genuinely have some vicious moments#I'll just try to have a low-stress weekend and just enjoy my time for myself#I can maybe try to write some stories (I say knowing how much trauma will be in there lol)#Or just do anything to not be alone with my thoughts too much#We'll see how this month pans out. I don't have a lot of faith in it but I could be surprised. Who knows?
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icycream-catqueen Ā· 4 years ago
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Kindling (When Youā€™re Burning Low)
Cinder would rather burn herself out than risk a low grade; fortunately, Neo knows how to make her relax.
Rating: T
Tone: Some angst, lots of supportiveness, and a fluffy ending
Word Count: ~5,000
Important Tags: College AU, Established Relationship
I was gonna post this before now but I had problems with writing it and I was nervous about participating in a ship week especially when I only have something written for one prompt, and also my cat was sleeping on me for five whole hours earlier tonight while I was trying to finish up and as everyone knows it is a crime to disturb a snoozing kitty cat. I hope it still counts. ^_^;
Considering itā€™s pretty long, I only have an excerpt (the first scene I wrote for this fic, actually) on this post; the whole thing is, of course, over on AO3!
On this fine Saturday afternoon, Cinder was taking advantage of the lounge in the dorm suite. The coffee table was half-claimed by various books and notes while Cinder herself was settled at the same end of the couch, her laptop perched on the arm of it and her right side pressed closely against the suede upholstery as she struggled with the perfect phrasing for her essay. Failure was never an option for her, and even the slightest error would lead to it when it came to this class. She was running on pure caffeine by now, from a supposedly unhealthy amount of coffee. This was her third or fourth solid day of being awake. After the first night, sheā€™d moved her setup from her room to the lounge to help her stay more alert. Winter and Emerald had both tried to tell her what was best for her wellbeing, but sheā€™d firmly shut down their arrogance; she knew her own limits, and she needed to get this stupid project done. Neo, thankfully, had been out of town from Thursday morning to last night, and when sheā€™d come back to the suite, sheā€™d trudged straight to her room and shut the door. Cinder had only seen a couple brief glimpses of her since. Just as well, considering Cinder couldnā€™t intimidate her into letting her be like she could to Emerald and Winter.
At the moment, Emerald and Winter were both out of the building. Theyā€™d each probably told her what they were doing, but she hadnā€™t bothered to remember it. Neo was apparently still asleep, which was a bit odd but not enough so to risk seeing the pitiful kicked-puppy expression that appeared when her sleep was disturbed. Still, if she wasnā€™t up and about in two hours, it would be worth it to check on her mental and physical health.
Speak of the devil, Cinder heard a door open behind her. She didn't bother to look, though, until she realized the shuffling footsteps were approaching the couch instead of the kitchen, bathroom, or shower. She took a brief glance, then did an immediate double take because Neo looked absolutely miserable. Her hair was unbrushed and her eyes were dull. The oversized black sweatshirt (which Cinder recognized by the fiery orange phoenix on the front as one of her own that had mysteriously vanished a few weeks ago) and the brown and pink plaid pajama pants were probably what she'd worn to bed the night before, and she hadn't even bothered to put on socks. It was worrying to see her in such a state.
"You certainly look worse for wear," Cinder commented. Neo pouted at her as she slowly made her way to the couch and sank to the cushions. Before Cinder could react, Neo flopped down, squirmed to lay her head in her lap, and rolled onto her back. "I'm busy," Cinder told her sternly.
Neo's response was a soft and pitiful keening sound. She fumbled to grab Cinder's left wrist, staring up at her with pleading doe eyes.
"Neo. I'm busy," Cinder repeated. Neo whined and tugged on her wrist, so Cinder rolled her eyes and stopped resisting, curious about what she wanted. She wasn't sure what she was expecting, but she was definitely taken by surprise when Neo gently guided her hand under the hem of her sweatshirt and pressed it against her lower stomach.
What is she trying to accomplish here? Cinder raised an eyebrow at the woman in her lap. Neo let go of her wrist to sign something at her. The odd angle made it hard to translate, so it took a few seconds for Cinder to understand what she was asking for and why.
"I suppose I can take a short break, if you're really in that much pain," she relented. "You're lucky you're cute," she added as she carefully activated her Semblance.
The reaction was instant. Neo sighed with relief at the warmth, eyes full of soft gratitude and affection. Cinder rubbed slow, small circles over her stomach, feeling the smaller woman go languid under her touch. After a few more seconds, Neo's eyes fluttered closed.
"Is this warm enough?" Cinder asked. Neo nodded, a content smile playing across her lips. "Just ten minutes."
Neo opened her eyes and pouted at her.
"There is a reason I've been awake for," Cinder checked the time on her laptop, "about eighty hours now." Neo looked positively outraged.
"You need to sleep," she signedā€”easily decipherable now that Cinder had gotten a little more time to adjust to her current perspective. Not that the message was very appreciated.
"No, what I need is to finish this ridiculous project so I can move on to my two remaining essays, do all the work for a 'group project' because the rest of my assigned group are immature and unmotivated idiots, and study for my three exams this week," Cinder retorted.
"When are your essays due?"
Cinder elected not to answer, since admitting the due dates were two and three weeks away respectively wouldn't help her against Neo's accusatory glare.
"Your group project?"
Okay, so maybe it hadn't technically been assigned yet and was scheduled to be due in a month and a half, but all the information was in the syllabus. Cinder's class was full of imbeciles, and somehow she always got stuck in a group with some idiot or another who didn't understand what a lesbian was, so she was getting it out of the way to avoid interacting with anyone.
"Are all three of your exams actually this week?"
Two of them, and one of those barely counted more towards the final grade in the class than a small quiz. Her continued silence was answer enough; Neo knew her too well.
"You're going to burn yourself out again." Neo's eyes were unbearably sad, so Cinder looked away.
"I'm fine," she dismissed the concern. A hand grabbed her chin and yanked her head down so her eyes met Neo's again.
"I watched you collapse in the middle of campus last year, and I almost got in trouble for pulling a knife on the paramedics to make them let me stay with you. I got a scared video call from Winter four months ago because you fainted in her fancy rich-person hot tub and nearly drowned," Neo reminded her. ā€œDo I need to go on?ļæ½ļæ½
"I can handle it this time," Cinder insisted, growing agitated. Neo took a calming breath before responding.
"No you can't. You always say it but you never can. You end up in an exhausted daze. You work yourself into a frenzy. You get into fits of rage...which honestly scare me."
"I would never lay a hand onā€”!" Cinder was cut off when Neo pressed a finger to her lips.
"Not for myself. I'm scared you'll lose control and take it out on yourself again," Neo corrected her. "You haven't in a while, but..." Neo trailed a hand down Cinder's left arm, tracing her scars.
"I just...I need to...I have to keep working. I can't let myself fall behind. I can't..." Cinder faltered. Neo sighed.
"I know," she acknowledged. She knew about the past, knew why Cinder relapsed into these desperate attempts to excel, to stay ahead. "But it's pointless if you destroy yourself trying."
"I've only ended up being sent to the hospital three times since I started college," Cinder argued. Neo was unimpressed.
"Congratulations! And you've managed to barely avoid hospitalization how many times now?"
"Iā€”that isn't relevant!" Cinder hissed. Neo scowled.
"Really? It's not? How many times have you ended up so exhausted that you were bedridden for days? How many times have you gone into a mental decline because you were incapacitated? And how many more times are you going to make me watch you suffer like that?"
"If you want to leave me, just get it over with!" Cinder spat bitterly. Neo's eyes widened, hurt and shocked. Cinder flinched, realizing she'd crossed a very important line. "I didn't mean...I don't know why I said that."
"An abandonment complex, emotional instability, a mess of insecurities you mask with your ego, previous girlfriends who couldn't handle you or only wanted your body...and like I've been saying, you need sleep,ā€ Neo replied, recovering. "Also, my cramps?"
"What?" Cinder realized she'd subconsciously deactivated her Semblance at some point and quickly remedied that. "Oh. Sorry."
"I'm going to make a deal with you," Neo informed her abruptly. Cinder raised an eyebrow, intrigued.
"What kind of deal?"
"The 'ridiculous project' you're trying to finish. Tell me about it, and I'll explain," Neo replied. Cinder clenched her teeth at the mere mention of it.
"It's an assigned experiment, a five to ten-page report on it, and an oral presentation. And the professor hates me. He goes out of his way to make every class, every test, and every assignment hell for me. I have to work harder than anyone so he can't get away with failing me out of spite. If I make even one mistake..." she growled.
"When is it due?"
"The day after tomorrow. It was assigned two weeks ago, but three days ago he realized he 'accidentally' gave me the wrong experiment. In other words, he's making me do a two-week project within five daysā€”after I'd already finished the one he previously assigned me."
"Watts," Neo guessed. Cinder had come back from his class angry enough times that it wasn't even a question.
"Yeah," she confirmed anyway. Neo wrinkled her nose.
"I already hated that guy, and I hated him more and more every time you came back from his class in a bad mood, but this shit he's pulling now is the final straw, so I'm going to get him fired," she declared. Cinder let out an amused huff.
"And how will you do that?" she asked. She didnā€™t expect an actual answer but Neo didn't even hesitate.
"It may include breaking and entering, small and well-placed incidents, a flat tire, some bottles of the expensive alcohol he isn't supposed to have on campus, a sedative, and if we're lucky, a little inadvertent assistance from gravity and Ironwood."
"Just how long have you been planning this?" Cinder was taken aback at the immediate response. Neo considered.
"The time you locked me out of your dorm after his class because you were so furious you wanted to hit something, and you were worried you'd see so much red you might accidentally hit me in blackout rage. You've never told me what happens in his class to make you so angry, or even if it's actually him or just another studentā€”though I was pretty sure it was himā€”so I planned for both situations."
"I'm impressed," Cinder commented. Neo smirked. ā€œNow what was that ā€˜dealā€™ you mentioned?ā€
"You finish the report for your project, then eat something more substantial than coffee and whatever quick snacks you've been living off of for the past few days. And then we go to my dorm and you get some damn sleep."
"How did you know I'm working on the report right now?" Cinder was taken aback. "And how do you know I haven't been eating?"
"Because I can see it on your computer. And once again, you've done this before, so I know you don't take the time for more than the minimum amount of food to keep hunger from 'distracting' you," Neo pointed out, almost accusingly.
"I haven't even started working on the oral presentation. I'll do all that after I'm completely finished."
"Nope. You can start that part when you're well-rested. If you make me physically drag you to bed while I'm on my period, I'll make damn sure you regret it," Neo threatened with a scowl.
ā€œFine,ā€ Cinder gave in reluctantly. Neo smiled brightly, and dammit, it was nigh impossible for Cinder to stay bitter in the face of such genuine fondness, joy, and relief. She wondered when sheā€™d gotten so softā€”even if only a select few people got to see that soft part of herā€”and realized she didnā€™t even mind anymore.
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differenceenginegirl Ā· 5 years ago
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Everything seems a little dark and scary at the moment, so I have complied a list of links to cultural and/or educational things (and some just streams of cute animals, or just plain fun) that are available to watch or listen to or do for free (mostly) online. Some of these will only work for the duration of the current situation (marked with a *), but most are permanent (so far as I know) so can be kept around for a little bit of sunshine on a rainy day.
Feel free to add to this with your own links or ideas, and remember, weā€™ll get through this together (with the appropriate social distancing). Follow the advice thatā€™s been given, wash your hands, and be kind to one another.Ā 
The majority of links were brought to my attention by @theyahwehdance, @elleflies, and @buckysleftarm (plus a bit of a deep dive through my drafts). Under a cut because hoo boy it got long...Ā 
(Some links in the linked lists may be broken, some may be region-locked, and some may be duplicated, I havenā€™t checked them all.)
Culture and Education!
TheĀ Metropolitan Opera, free nightly (19:30 EDT, 23:00 GMT) broadcasts of operas, available for 20 hours following the broadcast too. (Schedule for the first week)*
Berlin Philharmonic: 30 days free access to their virtual concert hall (redeem before 31st March 2020)*
Playbill have compiled a list of 15 professionally recorded musicals you can watch at homeĀ (Not all free) and are inviting people to join them in watching Rodgers & Hammersteinā€™s Cinderella Starring Lesley Ann Warren on 20th March at 20:00 ET! (video may be region locked)Ā 
12 highlighted virtual museum toursĀ and a whole load of others from around the world!
Science Twitter, a series of Skype with a Scientist virtual lectures! (A sign up with an email is required through the link in the tweet, running from 12:00-14:00 EST, (16:00-18:00 GMT)
30 virtual field trips! Links to virtual tours and live cameras of many different places! (Aimed at kids)
Animals!
Cincinnati Zoo Facebook Live virtual safaris, every weekday at 15:00 EDT (19:00 GMT)* Completed safaris will be posted to their websiteĀ shortly after the Live finishes, and also kept on their Facebook.
Live Monterey Bay Aquarium Cams: 10 different cams showing various tanks and enclosures, and the bay itself!
Live San Diego Zoo Cams: 9 different cams showing various creatures in their habitats!Ā 
Atlanta Zoo Panda Cam
Danish Sea Eagles Cam (this site in Danish, and may go dark, as the equipment is solar powered): A live feed of a Danish Sea Eagle nest!
Peregrines in Norwich and Bath!
Live Animal Cam, Ohio: A cam focused on a feeding station, with night vision so the feed continues even after the sun goes down! (This shows wild animals, so there is no guarantee that youā€™ll see creatures)
Shedd Aquarium let their penguins out to explore! (Under supervision) More exploration here!Ā 
Two Oceans Aquarium did too, and look at these little cuties on the stairs!
A livestream of adoptable kitties!
And hereā€™s a thread with some of these cams, and more!
Music!
Various people (started by cellist Yo-Yo Ma) playing/sharing musicĀ that comforts themĀ on Twitter.
Virtual High School Musicals! (Original Thread) (Wider Hashtag) Many High School kids are now finding themselves unable to perform the musicals theyā€™ve been working so hard on, so Laura Benanti invited them to video themselves performing and share it with her, so they still get to perform for an appreciative audience! (Some of these are absolutely stunning!)
Never before heard Hamilton track demo!Ā 
A playlist of Quarantunes on Spotify, compiled by Rita Wilson (Tom Hanksā€™ wife)
A playlist of 101 Feel-Good songs on Spotify, compiled by @lanamlouiseĀ 
This guy made a really cool instrument out of PVC pipes!
A group of engineers in Stockholm turned a set of stairs into a piano to encourage people to use them rather than the escalator!
Stories!
Josh Gad reads a bedtime story (Olivia goes to Venice) with voices!
Various celebrities reading kids stories, as part of a charity initiative to keep kids fed during school shutdowns.
A bunch of free short stories, essays, audio and video by the wonderful author @neil-gaiman (Plus two photos of him in an ancient hat!)
Find your local indie bookstore and support them while also getting a new book! (US only)
And of course, you canā€™t leave out the marvelous Archive Of Our Own for fanfiction and fanworks for almost every fandom you can think of! (Remember to make use of the tags and filters to narrow your search or avoid things you donā€™t want to see/read!)
Food!
A recipe for Norwegian Christmas Butter Squares! (Apparently like sugar cookies, but in bar form and better)
A fudgy brownie-in-a-mug recipe!
A really nice chocolate pudding (in the British sense, so like a cake) with spiced chocolate sauce! (I love the whole cookbook that this is from, and itā€™s especially good for Discworld fans. Available from various sellers, I have linked my favourite money-sink, the Discworld Emporium: Nanny Oggā€™s Cookbook)
My favourite biscuits (cookies) to make! Honey and cinnamon, with a picture book (Honey Biscuits by Meredith Hooper) that you can read alongside to explain to kids where all the ingredients came from!
Creativity and learning new things!
LUNCH DOODLES with Mo Willems! (13:00 ET weekdays, videos remain post-stream) Aimed mostly at kids, but donā€™t let that stop you doodling with theĀ  Kennedy Center Education Artist-in-Residence!
A little list of doll makers/dress-up sites!
How to take really good photos of the night sky with a phone! (Please continue to observe social distancing rules while taking your pretty pictures)
Fancy making a language? Hereā€™s a site with resources to help you get going with that!
A long list of sources of inspiration, arty websites, and some that are just fun!
Make your very own Peaches the Mouse by @my-darling-boy!
Want to learn 3D modelling? Fusion360 is free (for hobbyists and students) and professionally used, with a good network of tutorials and an, imo, fairly intuitive interface! (I use this a lot)
Want to play with Photoshop but donā€™t have the money? Hereā€™s a free, in browser version! (Has ads, but theyā€™re unobtrusive)
Want to try your hand at creating a sim? The Sims 4 Character Creator Demo is free! (Limited options, but still fun to play with)
Whether you play D&D or not, this is a really cool custom miniature creator, with loads of options that are being constantly added to updated! (And if you have the money, you can get it in a printable format, or printed for you in a variety of materials!)
Fancy learning something new? Memrise has a load of free courses, ranging from real languages likeĀ FrenchĀ or Spanish for beginnersĀ to fictional languages likeĀ Quenya (one of the Elven languages from LotR)Ā orĀ Klingon, or trivia bits like Harry Potter SpellsĀ or Noble Houses in Game of Thrones, and many more! (Available in multiple languages, although not all courses may be available in all languages)
Ever fancied trying to build armour or cosplay props from foam? R31 Studios has you covered with free PDF templates for all sorts of bits!
Meditation and Calm!
60 second meditation tool! Put a worry into a star, and watch it float away with a calming soundtrack andĀ 
Meditation with Lizzo!
CustomisableĀ Rain Sounds!
Customisable Train Sounds!
And many more customisable noise generators!
Play with liquid/particles! (Warning: this one made me feel a bit motion-sick, but pretty!)
Interactive generative art!
Random bits I couldnā€™t catagorise!
Donā€™t want to dine alone? Have dinner with the Gaffigans!
A series of Mildly Interesting imagesĀ from @catchymemes!
A group of stuntmen doing Super Mario!
Another list of Good Links (Really well organised!) by @secretladyspider!Ā 
@thelatestkate draws wonderfully reassuring cartoons! (On Instagram, Twitter, and FacebookĀ too!)
World Record Egg Instagram! Lots of nice little positive cartoons.
Happy news from The Happy Broadcast on Instagram, The Happy News, and HuffPost Good News!
Hereā€™s an ongoing list of good stuff by @pftones3482! (Check the notes for more good stuff, and the latest addition)
Some feel-good browser games!
And finally, a little frog here to give you some reassurance!
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Miraculous Ladybug Catalyst Commentary
I keep telling myself Iā€™m not gonna do this, but HERE I AM! The whole Lila thing had me talking, and I had to start writing.
Soā€¦ yeah, Iā€™m three minutes in. Usually, by now I would have written an essay about how thirsty and devilish Nathalie is. And Gaybriel. Sorry.
Where am I starting at? Marinette banging the table cuz Lila basically back-handed slapped Ladybug, and Adrien looks embarrassed for everyone.
Chloe looks like she fell in love. (3:51)
Now I start:
Spoilers
Ladybug wants to choke her, not thank her.
ā€¦ The sun is settingā€¦?
Bitch! That looks like a backdrop!
I feel ya Marinette. Lila ain't good if Hawkmoth thinks sheā€™s good.
I. WAS. RIGHT.
HA. BOYFRIEND. HA.
Why are girls so stupid and desperate? Iā€™m a girl. Stop tarnishing our reputation!
A girl that lies this much about the things sheā€™s lying about isnā€™t good. And for now, I will fight any Lila-Apologist.
*laughing* The balloonā€¦. *snickers* the balloon!
If sheā€™s in such a high position to talk to the embassy, how is she so stupid to not know anything thatā€™s going on?
Also, LET ME SEE THE REST OF THE BALLOONS!
Teachers should never start their sentences with ā€œItā€™ll be hard to be as good as blank, but whoā€™s next?ā€
WHO DID THE PHOTOMONTAGE OF THESE HEROES? WHEN WERE THESE PICTURES TAKEN?
The only one that looks legit is Chloe. And maybe Lady and Chat (theyā€™ve been doing this long enough that I can %100 believe there was once a photoshoot). But Rena and Pace? No.
Do people in Paris call her Chloe Bee or Queen Bee? They know sheā€™s Chloe.
This entire story has only been one year? ā€¦ Yeah, I guess that makes sense.
I want the next shot to be Mari and Adrienā€™s faces as they smile like parents proud of their baby, but itā€™s about Paris and how theyā€™ve changed (ALMOST) everyone for the better.
Nino has done his job. Next.
LORD! MY GOD! HOW HAVE THEY NOT BEEN FIGURED OUT YET WHEN THEY BOTH HAVE THE WORST POKER FACES?
Adrien has done his job. Too much. Next.
Alya has done her job. Next.
Girl, donā€™t be insecure about your cookies. You save Paris. Just flip them a finger and tell them theyā€™d be screwed without you.
MARINETTE HAS DONE MORE THAN HER JOB. SHE NEEDS VACATION. MOTHER FUCKING NEXT. CHLOE?
Chloe has barely risen to the occasion. Chloe needs to shut up and try harder next year. Next
(Now Iā€™m seeing what Chloe is bringing to the table) Chloe has gone back to ground zero. But I guess is ok, because Lila is back. And now it kinda feels like theyā€™re competing on who can be a bigger pain in our asses.
I donā€™t know if itā€™s my subs but what the fuck is degustation?
Mari. Shut up. Please. Iā€™m begging you. You are sinking quickly!
Guys, Iā€™m only six minutes in and Iā€™m panicking. What has this show done to me?
Oh, Mari.
Bitch. This takes time. Likeā€¦. A week. Not a day.
They have done no progress in what I can assume is 4 to 8 hours. (4 if its lunch, 8 if itā€™s after school) Maybe ā€¦ theyā€™re not as good as they appear.
They have a poster of their daughter. Iā€™m happy again.
Thereā€™s no one in the store. And zero progress on that cake.
MOMMA THIS IS NOT THE TIME FOR DUMBLEDORE CRYPTIC BULLSHIT.
What a diet. Thereā€™s no residue on that plate. And Iā€™m daring there was near-to-nothing to begin with.
Are they just staring off into the distance?
Is this fanart? This is fanart.
ā€œAnd what you see right here is an awkward Ladybug. Donā€™t get too close, you might scare it and it flies away.ā€
Gaybriel smiling? Stop! Burn it with fire!
Damn Gaybriel. Damn.
ā€¦ WAIT THEREā€™S A LADYBUG MOVIE?
THE MOVIE WAS MADE ALREADY?
LILA NEEDS TO CHILL HER CUNT! (Yes I said it. Lila is the definition of petty. Go. Look in the dictionary. Youā€™ll find her face there.)
The music is different.
I ā€¦ I just canā€™t.. understand why nowā€¦ she gets to be there with the butterflies? I just imagine there are some butterflies going all like ā€œYo, bitch! You in my spot!ā€
Where does his cane go when heā€™s making the akumas? Nathalieā€™s not there all the time to hold itā€¦
Godā€¦ Lila is easier than the multiplication table for zero.
ā€¦ Couldnā€™t reprise the outfit? Same lame one? Ok.
Thereā€™s no one on the streetsā€¦
So many people must be happy. So many fanficsā€¦. Well, not that many. Iā€™ve checked. But all of those who were asking. Now we know. The anti-bug outfit looks dumb on Ladybug. Now stop using that one.
Let's play the game, ā€œWhat is real?ā€ Is this Chat Noir real? If so whereā€™s the real Ladybug?
Is this chat? If so why is he there when Lady is not? I believe this is all fake.
I donā€™tā€¦ think ā€¦ this is how .. it would work on humans? Also, what is Lila gonna do when Chat Noir comes out later with Ladybug all like ā€œā€¦ You killed me? But Iā€™m still here? Guess you didnā€™t think this plan through.ā€
Yoā€¦. Murder just happened in front of all of Paris. This is a kids show. . . Ok.
Did he just abandon her on top of the Eiffel tower?
The subs are great! (Ms. Ladybug I donā€™t feel so good.)
I justā€¦ I canā€™t.
Nathalie. ā€¦ No.
We all rooted for you. We all did.
HEā€™S NOT GONNA FUCK YOU IF HE SUCCEEDS!
If he could do thatā€¦ why ā€¦ wait? Why.
YOU LOOK WORSE!
So MANY fanfics are coming true. SO MANY!
It is lunch.
ā€¦ tikki has a tiny chefā€™s hatā€¦ I repeat TIKKI HAS A TINY CHEFā€™S HAT!
Except Ladybug who just shat all over the party.
IS NOT ABOUT YOU ADRIEN, IS ABOUT EVERYONE.
ALSO, HOW DID THESE TWO AVOID THE WRECKAGE THAT MUST BE PARIS RIGHT NOW?
ONE OF THEM WALKED!
Sigh.
News: Chat Noir is dead!
Adrien: I am?!
News: And Ladybug works for Papillion now.
Marinette: I do?!
Everyone else: ???????
Now theyā€™re all red?
Adrien and Marinette: Fuck. No vacation. Not even on my special. NOTHING.
If anything, they all just look like Ladybug followers.
Damn Adrien. Damn.
Just.. *replay* This is the shit I came for. This. *replays* Yes. Always protect the girl who flings you across Paris and just technically killed you.
Damn, Chloe must be feeling good.
Miraculous Ladybug: REMIX!
NINO. NO!
Ninoā€¦ I love you so much! XD
Nino: With the power of love I defeat you!
Ah. Alyaā€™s sisters have redeemed themselves.
Adrien: NOT AGAIN!
Damn, Gaybriel. Damn.
This episode is good.
The subs: This episode is the episode where HawkMoth gets smart.
I hear ya. I donā€™t like it, but I hear ya.
PLAGG. MY BEAUTIFUL KITTEN. I LOVE YOU!
Yeah! You are a good kitten, Plagg! Good kitty!
Thank god!
Now do thatā€¦ 100 more times.
Really? Thatā€™s hard to believe? The two kids who have foiled your plans a gazillion times?
AND WHY DIDNā€™T YOU WARN THEM?
*whispers* please tell me Adrien shows up looking for help too, please tell me Adrien shows up looking for help too, please tell me Adrien shows up looking for help too, please tell me Adrien shows up looking for help too, please tell me Adrien sho~
AVENGERS. ASSEMBLE!
TEEN TITANS. GO!
WHATEVER THEY SAY IN POWER RANGERS!
ā€¦
IN THE NAME OF THE MOON I WILL PUNISH YOU!
ā€¦ Nah. Shouldā€™ve stopped at power rangers.
Mari: One? Bitch, did you see whatā€™s going on out there? Undress!
Tikki knows whatā€™s up!
What kind of leader are you? Rise up!
Oh, thatā€™s what she meant by not all.
MUSIC. YEAH. SEASON FINALE. YEA- no.
Iā€™m gonna have to wait for the fight arenā€™t I?... Sigh.
*gasps, whispers* Are Alya and Nino gonna find out?
I mean we all know about Chloe, so that was an easy one for Adrien.
Damn Alya. Damn.
She just cockblocked them. I LOVE THIS EPISODE!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
We all knew she knew. We all knew he didnā€™t know.
All I gotta say is:
Dreams do come true.
I have no new commentary because Iā€™ve been replaying this scene over and over again.
Trixx: Your identity is supposed to be a secret.
Alya: Shut up and transform me, Trixxie.
Do we have to see all transfomations?
Nino: Youā€™re not surprised about me?
Alya: Who was? You were just as obvious as Chloe.
Nino: Huh. . .
Ladybug being a third wheel over here.
Honestly, this is all we want for Ladybug and Chat Noir. This. And if weā€™re getting it from RenaPace that means weā€™re not getting it from LadyNoirā€¦ Soā€¦ ready the tissues.
THEY HAVE A HANDSHAKE? THEY WERE TOGETHER FOR LIKE TEN MINUTES!
Thereā€™s so much new music.
Oh, Chloeā€¦ Nah, take me back to Ladybug being the third wheel.
*gasp* Damn, Adrienā€™s taking no shit from anyone. Ā 
Sometimes I wonder how can they not figure it out, and then Adrien does shit like this. Is almost like theyā€™re two different people.
He just threw it at her!
ā™«If you wish upon a star, your dreams will come trueā™«
Ok, so let me get this right:
Chloe: Knows who she is. (Yup. Thatā€™s all she knows.)
Adrien: Knows who Queen Bee is. (But everyone knows. Poor boy)
Nino: Knows who Rena and Queen Bee is. (One of them before this episode, and not his gf)
Alya: Knows who Queen Bee and Carapace is. (Knew all before this episode)
Marinette: Knows everyone but Chat Noir. (So close to having the full set.)
Soā€¦ Chloe knows nothing, Adrien knows little, Nilya knows half, and Marinette is short of Chat Noir.
HEā€™Sā€¦ OUT????!!!!
WHATTTTTT?????????????????
Nah. I just remembered. Volpina.
ā€¦. Waitā€¦.
Oh, itā€™s only ten per person. I mean, itā€™s not like some of these werenā€™t so hard that they needed outside helpā€¦
Also, shouldnā€™t Papillion be exclusive to LadyNoir? Is them who Papillion keeps trying to fuck up.
I stopped at 22:48 and all I can think is
Chat Noir: One day thatā€™ll be me and Ladybug.
But also.. is no one gonna ask why they are acting like they know each other even though they ā€˜just metā€™?
Ok. I was told to thank @tetra-paec for the English subs, so here are my thanks.
And hereā€™s the link to the video with theyā€™re subs. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ep4qPlU8waI&feature=youtu.be
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