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Trope rating game
Tagged by @made-ofmemories - I was focused on finishing the mortifying ordeals anniversary fic so I'm saving the tidbit Tuesday tag for snippet Sunday but this felt like something fun to celebrate posting the second half of these are the days.
Rules: How much do these tropes affect your decision to click on a fic? -10 -> very dissuaded 0 - don’t care either way +10 -> very enticed nope -> if it’s a hard no and you’d never click on a fic with that tag or or you even have the tag blocked or you’d insta click out of the fic if it wasn’t tagged. Bonus points for explaining the rating and whether it’s conditional.
Age gap +0
Kind of a non-thing for me really. Wouldn't make me click in or out (unless the gap involved anyone underage with an adult. That's a hard no.)
Codependency +8
Yes plz, bonus points for lots of fluff and hurt/comfort 😍😍😍
Obsession/possessiveness, jealousy +7
I absolutely love me some low-key possessiveness and it would absolutely make me click into a fic. Enjoy some low-stakes jealousy as well, but not a huge fan of when it reaches toxic jealousy or obsessiveness.
Opposites (grumpy/sunshine etc) +10
Gimme Gimme Gimme
Enemies to lovers, enemies with benefits +3
Eh, if I'm in the right mood for it I'll read it but it's not my favourite.
Friends with benefits +5
Another one where I need to be in the right mood for it but I do tend to enjoy this one more - and there are some fun Buddie ones which have really softened me towards the genre.
Sex to feelings +4
Somewhere in between the above two.
Fake dating/relationship +10
Definitely a trope that would make me wanna click into a fic. Love the humour you can get in these stories and being drawn into the feels as the pair realise their feelings but then remain convinced that it's still pretend for the other one... ugh, yes, gimme.
Friends to lovers +7
Out of all the X-to-lovers tropes, this is my favourite (and it works so damn well for 9-1-1!)
Found family +1000000000
This should probably be obvious given what I write but yessss found family is the absolute best I love it so much.
Actually, I'll make a slight confession... the reason I originally got drawn into Buddie was because I was so desperate for more found family 9-1-1 fics that I started reading Buddie fics that happened to have a solid team-as-family focus 😂 And then I fell into the Buckley-Diaz family and the rest, as they say, is history!
Hurt/comfort +10
This trope is almost always the main reason I get drawn into fandoms - the canon leaves me without the comfort and so I go searching for it in fic! Definitely one of my most used filters.
Love triangle -3
Look, I won't necessarily immediately click out of a fic with a love triangle but it would definitely make me second guess reading it. I don't like the drama of them.
Poly, open relationship +1
It won't stop me from reading a fic but I probably also probably wouldn't read one where the relationship was the main focus.
Mistaken/hidden identity +100
Lol, I've been tagged in two people's answers to this one thanks to The ordeal of dating your captain's (adopted) son - the fact that I created an entire AU so that I could use this trope in 9-1-1 probably says it all about how much I love it!
I will search for and pretty much devour any fic that has this trope in whichever fandom I fall into (I've been on a Charmed rewatch recently and man the plethora of Chris revelation fics have been great)
Monsterfucking -5
Not really my thing.
Pregnancy -3
Won't stop me reading a fic focused on something else but I wouldn't read something where the pregnancy itself was the focus.
Second chance +2
It would depend on a lot of other factors.
Slowburn +7
I do love a good slowburn although I do have my limits and I have to be in the right mood for it.)
Soulmates +5
I never used to be a huge fan of them but they can have some really fantastic worldbuilding and I've read some really beautiful ones. I don't necessarily seek them out but if I come across one in the wild there's a good chance I'll click into it.
Tags: Hmm, okay I haven't been on tumblr a whole lot this week, who hasn't done it? @beforeastorm, no pressure but feel free if you'd like to!
#writing#reading#fanfiction#trope rating game#I love talking about fanfic#no one IRL get it like y'all do
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been one of those "spiraling in existential dread & anxiety, no spoons for fuck all except hyperfixation games" kinda days lmao...
#one of them 'why can't i get dopamine from small tasks irl like i do from video games' kinda day#i'll do some writing again at some point i swear#i have all the muse i could ever want just. not the ability to sit down and actually type out all my thoughts. again.#love y'all tho!! hope everyone's friday was good ♡♡♡#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don't @ me.
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[WIP] Ahhh, I log when plans are finally planning like I want them to..
#rise april#rise leo#rise sunita#rise cass#dnangel au#blymi talks#blymi draws#I'm taking this a little slower cause I have a bunch of stuff taking up my time ahshs#not only server stuff but irl stuff too#but I also really loved the composition and execution of the idea here so I wanted to post it here ahshs#it's not exactly a secret what I'm doing but the idea isn't super fleshed out so it's not getting the merch tag yet#tbh I was gonna have all them in a way where you could possibly mix and match but I might only do that with the category ones#y'all will know what I mean once I get everything out#or I'll change everything and start over who knows#I'm fickle like the wind babyyy
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#no to be mean but sometimes i just dont have the energy to make myself like reply to ppl nd try to interact#continiously ppl block me bc i dont reply fast enough or etc etc#nd it's just like damn i tried just to get blocked???? 🥴🥴🥴#also funny thing in my experience it's mostly girl mutuals who lose patience nd block me#hmmm inchresting 🧐#anyway im wording this clumsily but like im just so exhausted nd my heart's tired#im tired of building some sort of light online attachment to someone#just to feel crushed when i notice they've blocked me nd i dont even know why???#also wanna be clear that im referring to ppl i've talked to. not just interactions. sksks 🥴#i know not everyone will block me nd i know there r nice ppl here but like i dont have the energy to sort thru it all#or take chances bc im tired 😭😭#i feel bad bc there r ofc very kind ppl who reach out to me nd stuff but in my bones im dejected#like what if i actually do start talking nd i start feeling affinity to u nd slight healthy attachment nd then boom one day u block me???#i feel mean nd oversensitive complaining abt this but idk 😣#i liked this mutual nd talking to them but they blocked me nd idk whyyyy what did i do i always do smth y'all gotta fill out a form telling#maybe if i had irl friends i wouldnt care tho im aware im a loser
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My hot take is that some of you who live vicariously through fictional familial relationships yearn for "a healthy loving family" the same way a lonely person yearns for the perfect boyfriend/girlfriend/partner who will sweep them off their feet and dote on them and love them always and only focus on them and take care of them and protect them and provide for them and give them a fairytale wedding
And it shows
#i just be ramblin#if this post isn't talking about you then it's not talking about you#All I'm saying is that some of y'all's fantasies for the ideal sibling or parent/child relationship are near indistinguishable from the#classic romance fantasies of having a partner who loves you and only you and only ever focuses on you and lives for you#And maybe perhaps we need to stop pretending that behavior/fantasies between 'family' which play out like the folger's incest commercial ar#completely normal and healthy relationships for regular family members to have#Like my brother in christ. If you have an older sibling who gets jealous when *checks notes * other people dote on you or consider#themselves an older sibling to you. So jealous that they try to keep you away from others because you are *their* little sibling and no one#else's to love and take care of and dote on. If they are that possessive. That is not normal healthy sibling behavior#At some point you have to ask if you're really yearning for a loving family or if you're yearning for a partner who will play all the roles#of a classic life partner (romantic or platonic) who doubles as the family you never had#And that's not any more normal than guys who marry women so she can be his partner and surrogate mom.#Maybe you have some shit to unpack#and that's fine if you do. It's fine if you need to heal and you need to unpack your baggage a bit#It is just helping no one to pretend this kind of behavior is normal and healthy and something to strive for in irl families#Or I guess more succinctly. If you're gonna have fantasies or make fictional scenarios between 'family' that are near indistinguishable from#the folger's incest commercial‚ own that you have a fauxcest kink or something#At the very least don't insist that it's completely normal and healthy behavior for nuclear family members. Own up to your methods of#coping and healing#Indulge in your harmless fantasies without acting like other people are terrible people who don't know what it's like to love your family#because *checks notes* they said that your comic/fanfic where two siblings pledge their lives and unconditional love and decide they want to#live together forever and can't live without each other reads like a sibling complex#vent post#fandom wank
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"Back by unpopular demand:"
"Us!"
#[*trips and falls to the ground like that one pepe frog meme but dramatically explodes into a million pieces instead* hi hi]#[i'll start by apologizing and thanking y'all for your patience bc wheew its been almost 2 months since my last post holy shittt]#[mental health along with intrusive thoughts and stuff have been absolute ass and still are right now]#[not gonna go into much detail bc i'm dealing with tons of bad stuff and negativity but yeah]#[at this point i aint even going to say 'im back!' bc everytime i do some even more terrible shit happens irl so naw]#[i also can't promise thread replies today bc i already know i'll likely not be able to finish any]#[but i will try to at least start working on some of them ;v;]#[other than that please feel free to send in stuff if you wish!]#[i haven't been around in so long that i feel completely rusty and out of the loop rn]#[but i think i'll start with the few asks i was unable to get to last time]#[if you guys who sent them see this: i'm sorry for the super looooong wait and thank you so much for your patience!!! <3]#[hope everyone's having a lovely day/night!!! <3]#;ic#(?#;ooc#(??#[the world will never truly know *x files music plays*]
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Oh god. I have unintentionally aquired a genuinely absurd amount of whiteboard cleaner.
I ordered some because I have a whiteboard hanging in my kitchen with marker spots that wouldn't clean off normally. And it works! But they only sell it in big 8 oz bottles, which is already like several years' supply for the amount I need. And then something weird happened with my delivery, and I got my package twice.
My whole order was doubled, including the whiteboard spray.
What the fuck am I gonna do with 16 ounces of whiteboard cleaning spray and less than 6 square feet total of whiteboard.
#about to text all my irl friends like 'hey do any of y'all own whiteboards?'#anyway the doubling was like. the package said it was delivered but I couldn't find it#and I've had packages stolen from this building before so I just assumed it was stolen and requested a replacement#but then today I got two??#so either they just lied about the original package arriving previously and one of today's was the original#or something went wacky when they did my replacement#either way the rest of the stuff I'm fine with getting doubled#the rest was like soap and socks and shit#but now I'm drowning in whiteboard spray and earplugs lmao#invasion of the frogs
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feeling very. Something
#(negative)#idk what it is but the vibe is just. it doesnt feel right tonight#multi revamp is in the works i wish i worked on it more today but i opted to try spend time w friends#but that was. i think a mistake and the wrong choice to make i think i need to. stop doing that#i don't know why things feel so hard for me i wish i wasnt this way#i don't like posting sad shit like this on here but its. i dont know it helps sometimes to just say it#its not as good as saying it out loud but i have no one to say things out loud to#i have more friends on here than i do irl and despite timezones y'all are more present in my life than the people in my city so#this is. im gonna delete this post in a bit i just unfortunately do not feel the process is complete if i dont actually hit post idk#on the new blog when its finished im gonna. try not to do this any of this#im gonna try to be mostly ic stuff w v little ooc bc i know it gets annoying and i hate when i look at my blog and its all ooc
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do not reference neopets in conversation around me this time of year. i will ask you what your altador cup team is. one of my fondest family traditions was forcing my parents to pick altador cup teams and tracking how they did (and spoiler alert: my shaye fanboy dad beat my rooligan ass every year). i care more about your ac team than your star sign.
you can take the girl out of the cup, but you can never take the cup out of the girl.
#neopets#altador cup#note: this is in reference to dokibird getting neopets sponsored#if any of y'all ever saw the massive jellyneo altador cup roleplay i was one of the main mods. i do not play around with the ac.#i never made it to all star but i was still an altador cup nerd (and stan ri more than any irl team)#btw my faves are jair and layton! my dad hates snakes so i was lowkey upset he liked tandrak more than layton lol#if anyone asks about the shaye fanboy dad thing: i wrote tandrak as evil and scheming in a fic once and it backfired IMMENSELY#my post
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the number of people who think they're entitled to your time bc you like 13 is Staggering.
#dw shit#the ego going on here truly is something#the shit i've put up with the past 5ish years Only on This site#the one Least likely to get shit on???#absurd!!!#be it the ones who're rude with insults or the ones who just rudely think they're entitled to Anything bc they have conflicting opinions#to you and Obviously you have to explain personally to Them the center of the entire universe#it's so tiring#no wonder you see tons of irl 13 fans and barely any online#it's bc y'all are Insufferable in ways you'd never do irl bc it's so deeply rude#and it'd be attached to your faces#anyway my rule is that i'll only consent to respond to any of the above if i receive a 20000 word essay on rtd's treatment of women over th#age of 25 and a further essay on moffat's insidious and dangerous biphobia#then i might talk to you about what you hate abt 13's run#anyway i guess the long and the short of it is you're all goddamn insufferable and toxic and we're all grumpy as fuck#bc that environment Will do that to people exposed to it for long periods of time#none of us owe anybody jack all#and yes we are kind of crabby en masse as a group but if you want to know why look in the mirror
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I am trying /so hard/ to reel the mental breakdown in rn
#like one second away from wanting to absolutely disappear#am i too perpetually online?#am i too much?#should i distance myself?#the answer is probably yes to all of them#maybe it's just because i havent been doing much irl#irl is just too much too boring rn and the friends in my phone are an escape#not just an escape ofc but y'all get it#god i should sleep#my alarm goes off in 6h#and i have already been sleeping 4h tops for two days straight#delete later#maybe i need a good cry#oh god and tomorrow is super busy too
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ooc: stands here covered in blood holding starbucks in my reusable travel cup
#;; ooc.#do y'all still love me after dipping without a word again dignskfnfosj#not me trying to fill out a job application at 1am and then being like 'why wont my brain make the words go'#TRYING NOT TO GET PSYCHED OUT my god i hate this shit#pretty sure theyre not supposed to ask you half of the shit they are asking so im just#going to research a few things after i have slept to get a refresher on what my rights to privacy are#sir this is a local grocery store not the secret service i just want money can you give me the job or not#anyway im gonna be away/lurking for a while longer fam squad while i miss talking its been nice to have a break and just focus on irl things#two wins! washing machine has been repaired and i finally got my hands on some second hand boots that i have been hunting for 3 years#the seller was super nice and put up a buy now option when i asked if they would :)))#OH also got a new microwave AND managed to free my garlic bread from the broken one (it required surgery) (taking it apart)
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tw for ed talk in the tags so like,,, idk be mindful of that i guess if you happen to read the tags of this post? just need to vent to the void a lil lol
#tried vlogging today#one of those “day/week in the life of an artist/etc etc etc” vlogs#because i love watching studio vlogs but also i wish there were more from webtoon/comic creators so I was like except that like... y'all#it should be illegal for me to point a camera at myself 💀#Me: I'll do a vlog!#Also Me: forgets I'm ugly as fuck 🤡#this is why I don't allow people to take my photo lol#anywayyyy decided NOT to vlog bc literally No one wants to see *gestures to myself* any of this lmaoo#Also apparently it's time to double down on that diet 👍 :/#which is like: I already only eat like around 1200 calories a day or less most of the time wtf am I supposed to do now lmao#Anyway i hate getting reminders that despite having ED I can't lose weight and like... then what the hELL is the USE of having debilitating#eating disorder issues if I can't even lose weight while I'm at it 💀🤡💀🤡💀🤡💀🤡#Funky's personal tag#please ignore this I'm just venting and don't got no one in my personal real life that won't get annoyed at me if I vent to them irl lol#delete later#lol tumblr is such a bad website it totally fucked the tags on this post lmao
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aight peace out y'all I have no energy left and I'm done the movie. So much for a restful experience after a long day. All I wanted was something fun to watch while folding laundry but apparently this was not the movie to watch for that. I should've just stuck with Rebels
#i kept going out of sheer rage and it is now half past two so i DO need to hit the hay xD#tomorrow i shall wake up and regret losing my temper so many times#but i take comfort i knowing that the level of vitriol expressed in these posts comes nowhere near kylo ren's level of RAAAAAAGE#i get scared quite easily irl even by sudden noises and movements but i think my body's stress reactions and impulses have adapted#to kylo ren's screams of fury. to the point where if a grown man were to kick up such a fuss in my face now i'd be as cool as a cucumber#contemptuous even#i was TERRIFIED of kylo for half the film and spent the other half so angry and indignant on behalf of the people he yelled at#i don't know if i can handle the last movie this one was unlike any viewing experience i've had in a while#i have been spoiled for many things so yes i know that there is Redemption yes i know there is Good Stuff i know there is Good in kylo#yes i know there's as much fluff pointless meandering and terrible lines in the next one as there was in this one#but life is short and this movie just took 2.5 hours out of my life so i Think Not#and i Know that y'all who watched tros and loved it (at least loved the ben/rey parts of it) love ben too#however i haven't the energy to endure another 2.5+ hour star wars movie without any of the original stuff's magic and wonder and fun#and the tlj kylo ren literally ticks all the boxes on my Men You Ought To Avoid At All Costs list#ticks 'em twice crosses out the lines and scribbles all over it in a sudden wild frenzy of fear apprehension and reproach#characterization is all over the place the plot is like riding a dollar store plastic toboggan down mt olympus backwards blindfolded#and handcuffed to a rabid horse's hind leg#tlj liveblog
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(Previous DCMK-game anon) That was exactly what I was looking for! Thank you so much, you are was so helpful and so kind to take time out of your day to respond! Hope you've been well :) ❤️
[Game ask]
Aww, Anon 🥺 I'm glad I was able to help! I love talking "niche" DetCo content—there's a lot of fun stuff out there that I like bringing more attention to!—so I love asks wondering about that kind of thing. Gives me an excuse to ramble!
Thank you for such a sweet ask!
#replies#anonymous#please excuse the ramblings that are gonna follow but#i've often answered asks that don't even get a 'like' from the person who asked in the first place#so this message just really made me 🥺#and for the record it's totally fine to not 'like' my responses! i answer asks because i want to--not for 'recognition' or anything#but it's really nice to be appreciated thank you 🙏#i'm sorry i don't always answer asks the most quickly and sometimes struggle to answer at all but i read and appreciate every one!#hoping to be more present now--my laptop (that i got at the end of *last year*!) broke down#it took about a month for the warranty replacement to arrive and the older laptop i had in the meantime shuts off constantly#on top of all the traveling i was doing and some other irl stuff i've been working through#it's been difficult for me to be very present on social media#but new laptop is here! and i'm done traveling for a while#so i hope to be here more#y'all have been making so much good stuff while i was going through it! feel like i've missed so much!#ahh ramblings aside thank you again for the asks! 🙏
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i may have said this before, but i want all my mutuals to know that in my mind you have an english accent, even if i know you're from a different country. i'm sorry.
#i read everything you write (in my head) with my own voice so you're a bunch of southerns now#i'm terribly sorry to do this to all of you#(well maybe apart from iva bc i know what your voice sounds like)#i wished i was able to post this so only my mutuals can see it. but oh well. if there is a way pls let me know#also i've been the shittest person at replying to messages (for far too long now). pls know that i love you all and i will get back to you#it riddles me with guilt (which only makes it harder for me to reply ugh) that i keep up this silly habit#but i just want y'all to know that you're on my mind. i see you. i'm thinking of you. i care for you.#i've just always been really bad at getting back to people (it's one of the things i'm known for irl unfortunately)#an undesirable personality trait for sure and one that i hope to grow out of#BUT ANYWAY#hope y'all are well. this post is embarrassing. i'm gonna go and try not to think too hard about how much i'm making myself cringe. byeeeee#chatty lamps#embarrassed lamps#tmi tag
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