#no literally I'm tearing up you guys
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aaaand jus like that, your girl has hit 200 followers 😭😭😭😭 literally guys thank you saur fucking much like thank youu🙏🙏🙏 this means saur saur much to me and I'll be posting a fic to celebrate asap! I have alot of work saur it may take a while but, it'll be there! ty guys again love you all muah <3 stay safe.
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OC I MADE IN 0.5 SECONDS he's called Wildcard and he's a trivia bot who got a little bit conscious and "broken" technically and is sent by the watchers with the rest of the bots to quiz everyone. He's a bit mischievous and asks players really hard and impossible to answer questions on purpose, sometimes lying to them if they do get the answer right somehow. The only way to avoid this guy screwing you over is if you provide actual evidence behind a your answer and then he accepts and floats away all sad. Ant with bindle style.
#literally went from “these guys are fun and cute” to “HERE'S MY OC WITH FULL BACKSTORY” in literally 15 minutes looking back at my rambles#he's like a son to me. in a way.#also really starting to question if I'm fixated on hermitcraft and the life series#i dont think normal people start to tear up seeing their favourite 30 year olds play minecraft and seeing a little robot say#“i love you !! yayyy !!” WHY DOES IT GET ME LIKE THIS#anyways have at you. this thing. might properly draw him later who knows !!#life series#wildlife smp#wild life smp#trivia bot#triviabot#trafficblr#traffic smp#traffic series#traffic life#mcyt#mcytblr#mcytumblr#mcyt fanart#trivia bot oc#wildcard the trivia bot#wild life spoilers#quiz master#quizmaster#quizmaster wild life#quiz master wild life
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THE EMPTY SUITCASE JIANG TIAN'S POINT OF VIEW FUCKING WELCOME HOME THE HUG THE TEARS THE THANK YOU I AM NOT DOING OKAY
#the on1y one#why is this literally the best ending to an episode I've ever experienced#I'M TEARING UP YOU GUYS#I LOVE THIS SHOW SO MUCH
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Long awaited...maybe? The Lost Boys Memes Part 4!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!! !!
These are worse quality than before OOPS :( so sorry
(if you care enough to read the tags,,,im hiding stuff in there) (standing in front of you like a deer in headlights)
Let me know which one made you laugh more cause thats what a mf (me) is here for (stares at you with my huge eyes)
#tlb#the lost boys 1987#the lost boys x reader#x reader#marko tlb#the lost boys#paul tlb#dwayne tlb#david tlb#michael tlb#ive literally never reblogged anything in my life before but i'm going to start doing so#I couldnt beforehand but now i can :3 yippeee#sex penis?!?!?!?!?!?#ALSO I WANT ALL OF YOU IN THE LOST BOYS FANDOM TO KNOW I LOVE YOU SO MUCH YOU GUYS ARE AWESOME AAAAH#and if any of the boys see this no you did not#kisses you on your mouth#there are so many of you who write fanfiction and stories on here who are so fucking cool and awesome and loving and#sometimes i do tear up a bit seeing you guys interact cause AWWWWWW#hope that wasnt cringe#also im still debating on whether or not to change up my account idk yet
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for those who ship them look away and scroll but i'm joining the war on ********** on the side of myself like i'm sorry but get that hag away from that young gorgeous leather pants wearing narcissistic prince with pretty curls asap and let him be a siblingfucker in peace tf
#tears in my eyes they're literally the destiel of this small ass fandom#iykyk but hopefully none of you crucify me </33#like the set up omg#and always overhyped like i'm tired#also let the old man play a jilted lover to those two guys he keeps fucking throughout the show who caresssss#spn is the closest comparison like why would you ship a stunning incestuous guy like dean with cas instead with his brother are you crazy#i'm all for ship and let ship but sometimes i can't stfu sawry lol#not gonna tag the show i'm gonna be as vague as possible idc#text post#tb text post
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#currently on the worst road trip of my whole entire life! well. i don't want to jinx it lmao but#today i popped TWO TIRES at once in the middle of the Katy Freeway in Houston TX (the widest highway in the US; 26 lanes btw)#managed to make it over to the shoulder without DYING but then had to sit there for like an hour? and panic called a tow truck because duh#I know how to change a tire but I was – again – sitting on the shoulder of the widest freeway on the continent so#anyway I called a tow; a guy showed up. I assumed it was the tow! turned out it was not. but he helped me put on the spare and then was lik#“follow me to my shop I can do the tires for you” and I was like okay! 👍 but then the ACTUAL tow called me and I realized this was#just a random guy (very nice up to that point but then I got scared about following him to a secondary location?) and so I didn't lmao#I just kept driving and didn't follow him but the guy on the phone was then mad at me because I wasn't where I said I would be because#AGAIN – I thought the original guy WAS the tow company that I called? but anyway guy 2 on the phone was like “YOU OWE ME $200!!!!”#and I said for what? also how would I pay you? and he tried to get me to cash app him lmao?? I didn't. I hung up on him#he called me like 6 more times yelling at me until I finally just blocked his number 💀#however NOW at this point I'm driving on one spare tire and one rapidly-flattening second tire and I still have 3 hours left to get where#I was going for the night and to top it all off I'm in the middle of a city I've only been to one time before? so I manage to get to a hote#like a nice-ish one where I'm like “okay if I get stuck here this won't be the end of the world”#because keep in mind today is a national holiday so basically everything is closed!!!! btw!!!!!#but eventually I'm sitting there and it's literally 100F outside and I remember oh right lol I have car insurance which pays for a tow#(a normal one; not a random one I panic-found on google who calls me screaming at me to cash app him $200)#so anyway I call my insurance and the guy on the phone is very nice and is like “it's okay; we'll have someone to you in 45 min”#and I'm like okay. OKAY. 🙌💪 I am a strong independent woman who is figuring this out and no longer on the side of the highway#but instead in a nice calm neighborhood and all I have to do is wait 45 min and everything will be okay#one hour goes by. I call back. get redirected to the tow company that was dispatched. guy says oh! is my guy not there yet?#I say no. he says okay – I'll have him call you. hangs up.#okay. 20 more min go by. guy finally calls me. says “I'm 20-25 min away” at this point I've been waiting about an hour and a half#I say. okay? okay. 30 more minutes go by. I try to call the guy back. straight to voicemail. three more calls. three more no answers.#I call my insurance back. sit on hold for 15 min. eventually get put through to a different person who's like “okay let me check on him”#get put on hold. eventually she comes back and says “okay he says 15 minutes” I've been waiting over 2 hours at this point. I have to PEE#I just... burst into tears. on the phone with this poor random woman from Geico Insurance. I'm bawling my eyes out.#she was trying to get claim info from me but I'm crying so hard she's like “oh baby no. okay. okay. we can get that from you tomorrow.”#when you cry so hard that even the insurance company is like “you know what we're just going to let this one slide”#anyway guy eventually shows up. he's very nice even though I hate him a little for being so late. he drives me to an OPEN TIRE SHOP
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Stayed up way too late drawing a followup comic for what I posted on my art account. I looove these fucking idiots
#originally it was gonna be kinda sweet but I think what it is now is more in character#fight fight fight fight#i love these assholes. they tried. they don't get a gold star though their star is blood fucking red#I am once again talking about Sara and Shin. predictable.#god I need them to kill each other I'm so sorry I need them to be cruel and awful and evil at each other actually#yes I am still delusional about them becoming friends#i just think they should go about it in an awful and lowkey codependent way#you are the person I hate the most and also the only one who can ever understand me#you antagonized me at every turn and yet I feel responsible for helping you because it's the only way I can forgive myself#you terrify me. you remind me of the most sickening man I have ever known but he was the only person who ever loved me#i want you dead. if you died i would never forgive myself. if i lost you then what would i have left in the world. fuck you.#hnngghvggh. nornal guy behavior.#none of this is romantic i must make this clear. it is all a weird evil form of platonic.#also i think it's funny that this grown ass man is beefing mostly one-sidedly with a 17-year-old. i would never.#I'm gnawing on them like chew toys. I'm putting them in water and playing with them like they're orbeez.#putting them in my brain water and watching them expand like those foam animal pill thangs and then tearing them up#I promise I'm normal. I'm a normal guy. I'm so average. literally the normalest guy you've ever met.
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i hate imogen with a passion
#speaking of using this as my hater blog. her existence annoys me so bad#not for the bullshit reason of her liking nick though. just literally everything else about her#her treatment of tara and darcy. her outing of ben. her ruining nick's coming out moment#the fact that she gets away with all of it just bc she's a white girl who's read/portrayed as unassuming and harmless and comedic#no. fuck you. explode.#she should've been ditched with harry and the rest of them genuinely#also. the fact that she only has guy friends????? i am so suspicious of that#why don't girls wanna be friends with you. gee i wonder after you walked up to tara after hearing she kissed a girl#to gossip about her love life. not even just to gossip but for selfish reasons#there's a reason no one wanted to room with you!! it's bc you suck and make everyone uncomfortable!!!!#and nick is just too nice and people please-y to ditch you bc you haven't done anything as bad as harry but you! suck!!#i mean. she's really just a teenage girl. i shouldn't be too hard on her#but i don't like the way the show goes about her whole character and paints that as like. a good and ok way to be without changing#imagine if that was anyone but a white girl with that characterization. the fandom would tear her ass to shreds#anyways. i'm done hating now. that one's just been building up for days
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god DAMN it.
just cried over satosugu for the first time.
#meow.//#satosugu#i literally haven't felt that much about them (still enough y'know) to cry but all of a sudden??? wtf???#i just cried bc i related them to that one song (christmas kids by roar) and omfg. why does it hurt so much. i thought i could live in PEAC#like. i didn't have to suffer through the pain but nooooo NO ONE IS SPARED.#“you'll change your name or change you mind”#“and leave this fucked up place behind”#“But i'll know”#HISSINg. GROWLING. SOBS#geto literally changed his mind though (thanks kenjaku)#the animatic ideas are swirling in my brain like toilet when i flush the black and white beta fish#BECAUSE THEY'RE BBOTH FUCKING DEAD#jjk#banging my head on the wall please help me save me from this torture. I didn't know gays could hurt me so much. they're tearing me apart#like that one emo werewolf picture that's a meme. that's me but with satosugu atm guys. i'm so sorry for the tag rants. it's like a pigsty#if you follow me i need you to know that i'm not okay and you should stop that immediately because i'm swirling into the abyss#i'm like a melting ice cream from the ice cream truck that they hand you and it gets all over your hands and drips onto the ground#leaving a trail of ice cream drops behind you as you walk away; the music of the truck fading into the distance as your realise#this ice cream SUCKS.#i'm so sorry#south talks too much#irls if you see this i need you to slap me the next time you see me and i'm dead serious.
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The secret 10th circle of hell Dante was unaware of at the time is retail
#we have a lot of substitute pharmacists and all of them are like. this is impossible. you guys literally can't work like this#ive just. given up? i care about the patients but doing the work of 3 ppl to make a number go up? i physically cant do it#and it's universal!! we're all fighting!! my coworker started tearing up in front of me today!!#I'm just. every time i get overwhelmed i ask myself. is this mine? and overwhelmingly. the answer is no#i put in all the effort for what? a shoutout in the group chat? i wanna put my effort towards something i actually care about#whatever doesn't get done doesn't get done and it is not my fault. I'm getting fast food and going home to draw and do stuff#i actually care about. god. god. fucking hostile to life itself. anyways. how's everyone doing this evening#no work tomorrow so i get to map out what i wanna do. wanna finish art. maybe start a business if the stars align#glitters or glimmers is the question... leaning towards glimmers; ive grown fond of it#shai speaks#actually might come back to this not as a vent post but as a genuine ''this is what i think the retail circle of hell looks like''#working retail is not a sin but the very existence of retail is 😤
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Boots :)
Another Started As A Test Subject and now they're literally the only thing I ever fucking wear. Idk how well it shows in the pics but they are badly cracked and have been worn into the ground but like. Shoe comfy :(
Also the wings are a new addition! The inner ones slap against each other. Doesn't really bother me personally though so I'm keeping them as is 😅 Oh, and the laces are paracord!
#funnily enough these are also something i got at the beginning of my transition thinking 'oh yeah this is masc. surely.'#final tangent but this is why insane fucking terfs/transphobes who are like#'noooo don't transition what about our butches what about our tomboy gfs :(((('#i was literally never either of those things.#they are all so stupid 🥲 (for. a lot of very obvious reasons LMFAOO but specifically for that as well.)#but yeah i literally used fashion and artsy self expression as a way to cope LMFAOOO#and as a way to draw attention away from myself. despite. drawing SO much attention to myself.#seems counter intuitive and i won't argue w you there LMAOO it was to sort of just. be like.#look at my cute outfit :) don't. don't even think about the guy underneath them.#AND it was ALSO the only way i could somehow feel some semblance of self. cause i did truly love what i'd wear#and then i'd wonder why i'd break down crying at the thought of what i am without those clothes.#just? a girl? the idea gutted me and made me want to tear my skin off with my nails and teeth#but like. i'm sure this has zero implications about me. who i am. ect. and has nothing to do w trans thoughts i had in middle school.#time to pick a perfect outfit and get a good grade in Girl™ 😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊#nowadays i just wake up put on a band tee and i'm just some guy. forever and always. it's so fucking cool#literally does not matter if it's a pants day or a shorts and tights day i'm just some guy. it's so fucking awesome 😎👍#for real even though i do still struggle w dysphoria some days worse than others i am so at peace.#i just wish everyone saw me the way i do. i literally cannot comprehend how anyone looks at me and goes#'ah....... a woman.' like. dude. for real? what are you seeing that i don't.#like bro!!! way not cool!!!! lame ass motherfucker!!!!#<- GSJSGSJ WAIT WHEN DID I USE THIS TAG BEFORE LMFAOO?? IT'S. SO FITTING HERE HAHAHAHA#anyways i was gonna say idk if i saw a motherfucker who's clearly striving for some androgyny#and a sick ass mullet no matter what immediately registers in my mind that i may have to correct later#i'm just. going to assume. they are some type of queer. and i am avoiding pronouns/gendered language#til they tell me 'oh yeah i'm :) and my pronouns are :)' and i'd adjust accordingly.#like idk that's so normal to me. what's not clicking for literally everyone else.#UGH ANYWAY i've been ranting and infodumping way too long i wanna get ready for bed now LMFAO#also if at any point you've looked at these pics and thought 'damn bitch you live like this'#yes. i know. i'm aware. i do live like this LMFAO 🫡😔#my projects
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i have literally nowhere else to put this i apologise for the spam. the absolute best thing to come out of s3 trent is without a doubt the fucking earnestness... like in s1-2 he always came across as a very self-assured kind of guy, who knew how he came off (ie: intimidating) and enjoyed it. but seeing that paired with him being silly + completely relaxing in certain company??? pulling ridiculous faces at vodka + scrunching up his nose when he smiles @ colin + making the most ABSURD 'i really wanna say something right now but i feel like im interrupting' noises ive ever heard in my fucking LIFE??? its like. he is cool as shit and he is self assured AND he can make dumb fucking sherlock holmes jokes and dance ridiculously. its like!!!! he's lame but he's also not bc he's exactly as confident in being lame as he is being cool. do u see the vision. he has killed the part of him that cringes!!!! its just.. that unshakeable self confidence that u see in his fucking swaggers into frame includes all of himself + his different moods and eccentricities and that's just so based to me idk. unironically live ur best life wear the loudest combination of prints and patterns and primary colours uve ever seen in ur life while espousing the virtues of extended museum hours!!! contain multitudes! get silly with it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#ted lasso spoilers#combined with james lance's hc abt trent's past its just. like!!#the growth from 'i can't be what you want me to be so im going to be Better than them + tear them down'#-> 'i know my reputation so im going to lean into that + be ruthless + intimidating' ->#'actually fuck this? fuck this! im just gonna be me and if anyone has a problem w then L To Them I'm Actually Living'#also this is just my hcs at this point but like. i do think ted helped a lot w the latter part of this process in so much as. ted embodied#someone who was Visibly weak + vulnerable and had no armour/no sense of self preservation#(the opposite of trent's persona) and made no effort to change anything abt himself to prevent attack. obviously ted has a lot of social +#class advantages that make that less risky for him than it would be for others but like. u get the drift#and i THINK. seeing how without that armour/facade ted was able to be rlly direct + earnest w connecting w ppl#like asking an interviewer 'what do u love?' and rlly genuinely wanting to know the answer#and bc TRENT was specifically in the position of 'i could fucking destroy u rn and u wouldn't put up a fight'#that kind of. shifted his perspective a bit? like. damn what would that say abt me if i wrote a hit piece on this guy rn#i disagree VERY strongly w the idea that trent's more positive character development moments happened ONLY bc of ted (i don't think that's#true for anyone in the show tbh) BUT i think ted's presence at a pivotal point in his life was what helped him confront the fact that#at this stage in his life all his intellectual armour was doing was making him into someone Mean rather than just incisive#like. 'is this a fucking joke' is not cutting journalism. u get me??#and arguably that's a fine and even safe choice to make when ur younger and have no support/reputation backing u up#but after decades? its like man wtf are we doign here if were literally just living preventatively#smth smth i hope i am not just a tumblr blog to u but a blog who is inventing the brain chemistry of a sitcom side character#w each new episode they watch. trent crimm is my best friend irl i know he would have scorching hot takes abt each new season of survivor#and would earnestly heckle the jury and final 3 alike
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sometimes i'll be listening to sf9 and it just hits me like this is why i'm still here with them, this is why i love them
#like i dont always have to energy to keep up with everything#or post abt them#so sometimes i feel like i'm falling off again but then#theyll come up on shuffle and i'm just like 🥺🥺 yeah i do really love sf9 🥺🥺🥺#i have similar feelings a lot of other times when i revisit groups i havent listened to for a while but yeah today we're in a sepgus mood#which i mean 9/10 im in a sepgu mood skgskshsk#like the emotions i feel when i listen to them sometime really just validates the fact theyre my ults 😭#esp my ult biases...you know those guys....... literally started tearing up hearing their voices 😭#just love hearing them and also thinking abt how much theyve done since i started stanning 🥺#idk where i was going with this but um#i just really love them :(#like even if i ever stop posting / dont post as much i am still very much loving them#tawa.log
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the older i get the more confused i become in regards to my identity.
#z escribe#i have been aware that i was adopted from a young age. heck i knew before my mom told me because i watched the health channel#and i rmbr they showed a skin color chart and i pieced together...two white parents don't equal a brown kid#and i thought that the colorblind mindset was a proper one to be brought up with. obviously not as i experienced racism in elementary.#and was extremely confused why 'other' white kids didn't see me as white either...well no shit you're not white baby aza#and i went through a radical phase during middle school. hating all white people. but then my mom's white fragility deterred me from that#as any time i would voice my anger she would... quite literally in tears... try to reason with me and be like ''but i'm white people...#do you hate me?'' to which i would always have to soothe her. and honestly i have become comfortable in identifying with mixed.#it is a comfortable identity because i have grown up without any specific culture (outside of american. which. how does one even begin to#define the complexities of such an identity... the way that american as a nationality transcends as it becomes a civil religion.)#anyways. i have been thinking about a guy at a party and our conversations. and how we got to our identities and i instantly...#out of habit really. told him ''well i'm half mexican or indigenous too... but i mean it's not like i'm really latin.'' and he was like.#''no azaria. you are. don't diminish yourself and your ancestors just because you weren't able to grow up around that culture''#his comment made me think about my identity once again after a long time of not wondering what it means to be Me.#and i recently submitted a paper for an internship. and god. i was reading it to my white mom. and after i read the concluding paragraph#she asked me to read it again. to which i did. and then after a pause she sighed and said i was being ''too angry''#and when i asked her to elaborate she simply said ''well it makes it sound as if white people are evil''#mind you. my application paper is about working at a museum for african american/black art preservation. like. art history is so deeply#saturated with colonialism and racism??? and she just chose to ignore that point of my paper and focus on me critiquing her fellow white#people. and to categorize me as the 'angry black person' are you Fucking kidding me. but then even with that she was like.#''i just don't get why you're so angry. you're not even black. i mean. you don't look black at all. you look mexican''#she constantly wants my identity to be simple. to be watered down. to be digestible.#i am the product of a biracial mother and fully latin/indigenous father. that is the truth of my identity. i will NEVER be perceived as#white.#but after that i just felt so incredibly shitty and called my sister and she told me what our mom said to her that day too. and i said#something along the lines of ''sometimes i feel as if mom thinks we owe her for adopting us.'' and my sister agreed.#it broke me. it really did. to know that i am not being overdramatic in my thoughts. to know that i am not simply being ungrateful.#my sister says that she copes with it by reasoning that our parents are born in the 40s and times were a lot different then. but it is hard#for me to constantly excuse their racism and ignorance towards my identity. both regarding my queerness and ethnicity.#i am so tired. so so tired.
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oh fml 의신아 are you serious. are you serious
#star.txt#exrlb#i made 염준열 tear up so now 용제건 must be mad at me <- YOU LITERALLY FUCKING TOOK A BULLET FOR HIM A SECOND AGO#YOU KNEW HE'D BE TARGETED AND YOU CONSCIOUSLY SWAPPED PLACES WITH HIM AND ALMOST GOT KILLED SO HE WOULDN'T BE HURT#ARE YOU FUCKING INSANE? DID YOU HIT YOUR HEAD? IS SOMETHINGWR ONG WITH YOU#he's like i'm sorry about getting your clothes ruined i'll pay you back for them [IS COVERED IN HIS OWN BLOOD FROM WHERE HE WAS SHOT]#i'm going to go insane genuinely#LIKE. I GOTTA EMPHASIZE THIS. 의신 TOOK THE HIT FOR 용제건 AND THEN INSTEAD OF USING HIS REMAINING SKILL USAGE DURATION TO HEAL UP#USED IT FOR A LAST DITCH DESPERATE ATTEMPT TO ATTACK THE GUY TRYING TO KILL THE OTHER TWO#EVEN AS 용제건 WAS SHOUTING FOR HIM TO HEAL HIMSELF INSTEAD#LIKE?????????
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back on my bullshit (<- special interest activated)
#risk.txt#I always forget I have a special interest in loz until it's brought up or I see something about it#and then I'm like Oh Yeah *goes 500 mph*#hey did you guys know that tears of the kingdom comes out in less then a hundred days now. did you know that#I'm typing so fast tumbler keeps freezing trying to catch up to me I'm having a normal one#I've also started replaying breath after not having the ability to for like 3 years I have gotten 1 divine beast and not died at all#as in like for the entirety of this playthrough. there was once where I lost all my hearts from falling#but I had Literally just gotten mipha's grace so I lived. it was really funny actually#ok I'l stop for now#flappy hands#<- because this post is a prime fuckin example
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