#no i will not be elaborating on that bc i am tired
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nancy drew parallels
the trial of the missing witness (2x12) ⇾ the ransom of the forsaken soul (3x13) ⇾ the heartbreak of the truth (4x12)
#nancy drew#nancy drew spoilers#nancy drew cw#nace#naceedit#ace x nancy#nancydrewedit#cwedit#teendramaedit#teendramasource#tvedit#nancydrewcw#y'all knew it was coming#because i literally said so last night on twitter kdbadlhsgbdkshlgbkasd#anyway these are all scenes that are a bitch to color so it's black and white#but also the black and white works to represent nancy's choices#no i will not be elaborating on that bc i am tired#creations: gifs#tv: nancy drew#otp: i couldn't lose you#spoilers: nancy drew season 4
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feel like this has always been pretty clear but buck's hamster wheel isn't about the specific relationships he's in or who they're with, it's about his shitty self-worth that stops him from interrogating his own wants and needs and largely makes him a passive participant in his own life. the pattern of his romantic relationships is the most obvious symptom of this because his desperate pursuit of love is rooted in said shitty self-worth. him discovering something new about his identity or breaking from that in minor ways does not begin to approach the wounds caused by his parents' emotional neglect nor does it change the resulting self-soothing behavior patterns that all of his romantic partners have reinforced thus far, which allow him to avoid recognizing his own agency.
the reason why eddie comes up is because he is actually pretty much the only person in buck's life thus far who has actively and consistently disrupted buck's complacency with taking the backseat in his own life. the way he treats buck allows him room to heal himself. historically this has been difficult for buck when he's in his various hamster-wheel relationships because said relationships are, as i said, the result of a much deeper issue with his perception of himself and so they allow him to stay in the same cycles (we all heard bobby call him out).
if buck were in a vulnerable/confused/uncertain position where he didn't understand what it was that he wanted, and eddie made a move on him, and that kickstarted their relationship, this would literally still be the same exact hamster wheel!!!!!! because he'd still be going in with the same issues that have caused rifts in all of his other relationships, and he wouldn't have made any strides in tackling said issues! if someone's saying otherwise, they're wrong!!!!!
but it would be not only shitty but completely out of character for about 20 different reasons for eddie to do this. it doesn't have to be eddie; it could absolutely be another character who also insists on trusting buck to make decisions for himself, they'd just have to introduce someone new. eddie just currently happens to be narratively positioned in a way that it makes sense for buck to be able to do the work on himself that would allow him to take the reins for the first time literally ever with him. getting off the hamster wheel is not about eddie or about any other character... it's about buck, developing such that he can make particular choices in his interactions with other characters that actually help him grow. that growth could happen through eddie or it could not. it doesn't matter, just like his actual romantic partner doesn't matter while he's still on the hamster wheel.
buck is not real and he has no interiority so it's actually ok to admit that certain narratives attached to certain characters might assist in or hinder his growth. it's also ok that buck's self-discovery and his relationship with a man instead of a woman affected very little change in this stuff that isn't necessarily about his sexuality. none of buck's problems take away from the fact that he's bisexual. and the fact that buck knows he's bisexual still doesn't necessarily heal the majority of his problems. if you want to believe that tommy has taken him off the wheel, that's fine! but there's no need to misrepresent or reduce what's being said on the other side.
#sorry this is a fucking essay#but i am so tired of 'oh you're just saying that bc you want it to be eddie' IM SAYING THAT BECAUSE I HAVE EYES AND AN INDEPENDENT BRAIN#and i am capable of analyzing this TELEVISION SHOW#like genuinely what is it about tommy that turns people to mush. i feel like ive seen a dozen people elaborate on the hamster wheel thing#for weeks and somehow still it's just bad faith posts everywhere
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stupid dumb idiot hc but hear me out . noisette as a type of girl who says stuff like "heart emoji" out loud + fakepep who doesn't like talking and typically uses nouns to express their emotions so these 2 are just constantly throwing phrases at each other that sound insane out of context but to them it's regular girltalk ❤
#i am too tired to elaborate so i'm hoping you vaguely get what i mean#well in other words they're autism and repeat shit they heard somewhere#the yappers#fake is more comfortable yapping in reverse bc that's their mother tongue (pun intended)#so he does that sometimes#and noisette does Not get it but she still listens bc she's a true bestie#🍋 blah blah#noisette#fake peppino#pizza tower
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I am unreasonably upset about the fact that I've been forced to accept that Gabriel was a Gerald.
For context, in An Inspector Calls, Gerald Croft is engaged to Sheila Birling when he meets a homeless, struggling Eva Smith in a bar, and essentially in return for a home and money he shows her affection (ahem), then gets rid of her once he no longer has a use for her. Now, obviously this isn't a direct translation, but the essentials are - a Gerald is a character who uses another character, in return for something they need, usually masking the fact that they're using them with affection and love.
And against my will I've had to accept that this is exactly what Gabriel does to Nathalie.
Did I want to think he had potential to be better? Did I think he genuinely cared for Nathalie?? Hell, did I just really really want somebody to care about Nathalie???
Probably all of the above but the point is: he's Gerald. And I cannot - I literally can't unsee it now. Their whole dynamic in S3 is like “oh boohoo I'm sorry I wish you didn't have to use the peacock Miraculous and kill yourself over it but uh I need to use your powers” “yeah no that's fine I'm all good”. Which, given the "Gerald" theorem, I'm assuming leads to the fact that what Nathalie needed, above all, was someone to care about her - and Gabriel came along, as Sheila Birling puts it, "like a fairytale prince", and was so caring and gentle and... Yeah. She fell for him. And. Yeah he genuinely did seem to care like twice. But so did Gerald. Gerald actually admits that he did care for Eva, just not the way that she cared for him, and, uh, not enough to not just dispose of her. So he discards her anyway when she stops being useful.
Leading me neatly to my point.
He starts using the peacock Miraculous the second it's fixed, the slimy bastard, HOWEVER. It runs way deeper than that. Assuming I'm right (which I almost DEFINITELY am), then Gabriel only needed Nathalie while she was useful. She didn't stop being useful in season three - she's still scheming for him, helping him with plan after plan. It's only partway through season 5 that she officially servers ties with him, and starts to actively hinder him.
Nathalie stops being useful when she fails as Safari. And I reckon that's when Gabriel and Tomoe decided she had to go.
(It's painfully, I-was-ugly-crying-over-it obvious in Conformation that Gabriel is fully prepared to let Nathalie die - in the original storyboard, her alliance was encouraging her to sleep, and he's very obviously prepared for this moment - I've made a separate post about it that I'll link if I can find it. However, onto the next bit)
With all of this, there's one thing that sticks out to me - Nathalie didn't see any of it until it was already too late. There could be many reasons for this. But you know who would have seen through it? Whose parents were all loving and perfect until she married the wrong man? Emilie. Emilie, who left behind those videos, which on the surface look innocent, but when you look deeper look like a (love confession???????) AHEM a warning. I reckon Emilie noticed what was going on and realised that Nathalie wouldn't see through Gabriel, so she left those videos addressed to Nathalie (not Gabriel, which surely they should have been - they were about him, after all - unless they were there...) as a warning. I don't think the videos were supposed to be about helping Gabriel, I think Emilie was warning Nathalie to get the fuck out of that house, and to take Adrien with her. Because Emilie knew it'd end like this.
Yes I'm still mad ok give me a break.
#Not a direct translation obviously#(although I hate the fact that my brain has AUTOMATICALLY made the links between the peacock Miraculous and Emilie and... yeah#as in#it fits better than it should as an allegory)#Anyway yeah my mad evening ramblings™#This began as an angry rant and became a theory#But yeah it's so so obvious I've said it before but it's SO glaringly obvious that Nathalie is desperate for any kind of affection#“girl what were YOU doing at the devil's sacrement -” I am also desperate for affection!!!! Shut up I'm talking!!!!!#It's really really obvious like I'd guess#(given that she seems to live with the Agrestes and has a... past certainly)#there's no family in the picture#And yeah so I'm tired now if you have questions ask them I'll elaborate#Just remember that I'm so fucking obsessed with An Inspector Calls that it's genuinely a plot point in one of my books#So the comparison makes sense ok???? Let me go to bed#(read found-family fanfic and cry)#miraculous ladybug#miraculoustalesofladybugandcatnoir#nathalie sancoeur#gabriel agreste#emilie agreste#adrien agreste#miraculous#an inspector calls#gerald croft#Yes I'm tagging this with AIC and Gerald ok I want a bunch of GCSE students to look up the tag and be confused out of their fucking minds#Voilà i guess#Oh yeah there's problems with this bc Emilie tells Nathalie to stop Gabe#but there's nothing saying she didn't then add “oh and if you can't then get the hell outta there babes”#“with OUR little prince” (????? That line is still so confusing what does it MEAN)#Oh ig I should tag this with eminath bc of the last bit
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[ID: a 10 panel comic featuring characters from the owl house, set after For the Future. The first panel shows Belos being ejected from the body of Raine, who's currently slumped in Eda's arm as she says "Raine, let's have gay sex", and Belos proclaims "EW AHH NO GROSS!!!". The next panel is an incredibly simplified doodle of the hexsquad reacting. The next panel shows Gus looking at Belos (pooled on the floor", before thinking "nows my chance to get inside his head again!". The next four panels show Gus removing the magic amplifier from his ear, drawing a spell circle, followed by close-ups of both his and Belos' eyes as they both glow blue. The next panel shows Gus saying "alright Belos, time to see what you-" before being cut off in the last panel as it's revealed that Gus can see the ghost of Caleb. Gus makes an exaggerated face of surprise, Caleb waves with a smile while Belos says "Caleb stop" from the floor. End ID]
(IF YOU'RE WONDERING WHY THIS LOOKS LIKE ASS IT'S BC I SCANNED AND COLOURED IT DIGITALLY 😭 I drew this in my sketchbook at a fever pitch during one of my free periods) this is my only prediction for watching and dreaming, actually. Not realistic, but funny to me specifically
#the owl house#toh#gus porter#caleb wittebane#wanna tag more characters/ships than that but I'd feel bad bc everything else is so minor 😭#it's okay this post can flop I'm having fun just being silly these days#anyway i love making comics. i just finished a 21 page endeavour I've been working on since September#and at this point i think i just make comics on autopilot. what reading too many gay little superhero books does to a mf ^#uhhhh I'm not elaborating on this theory (rn at least. i am veerrryyy tired)#(might try and finish + post the darimila fake dating post before i conk out. i just wanna post that one so BAD!!(#(get it out of my hair completely so i can finally feel free)#I'm 90% Caleb and the grimwalkers are guilt induced hallucinations. BUT. on the off chance that they're not#i wanna see Gus do this#it makes sense. to me (<- known proponent of necromancer Gus)#(at least let him talk to ghosts you're allowed to do that on the disney channel. right?)
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ough....the laughingstock In My Head... im unwell....
#its 3 am im tired cant sleep live laughingstock love-#laying in corpse position staring at my glow stars#playing through the Elaborate lore... the plot... howdy redemption arc....#its very funny bc for this whole Plot i have.... literally everyone is aware of the Drama Unfolding#except for frank / julie / poppy#theyre just vibing and the. the rest of the town is sooooo Involved with barnaby & howdys bs#eddie is out here wingmanning both of them. sally has one sided beef with howdy. wally has unlocked the Protective emotion#home is listening to wally update it on the newest Hot Goss every night#home has very dtrong opinions that wont be heard#absolutely unprompted#oausgdhsbdjsnxms#barnaby: im so over him i swear (lying)#hard cut to howdy sobbing behind the counter with a bottle of his strongest root beer#theyre both handling the failed confession like champs!!! im Lying!!! theyre both disasters!!!!!#if i had it in my id... id write a fic.... might outline it for funsies#because ohadudhhdnfjsnxms#THERE IS NO LAUGHINGSTOCK FANFIC RN#except for the delectable delicious crumbs in Stamps by Indigopoptart gofuckingreadit#ohhhh and the scrumptious sensational crumb in the latest installment of Imaginatorofthings' fantasy au series gofuckingreadit#i reread both all every crumb all the time#i need a pickmeup? crumbles <3#like the cinnamon crumbs on streusel... the best part....#BUT i crave a full meal and i may have to provide for myself#i shall create the laughingstock fic i want to read in this world#if no one else will do it!!!! i will!!!! maybe. dont quote me on this <3#oh to be a great enthusiast of a rarepair... agony and pain and yet such delicious delight#i do not recieve much but what i do get... more powerful than any mainpair (idk what the opposite of a rarepair is) creation#tis not just a treat on my table#tis the heavens opening to shine glorious rays of sunlight upon my withering crops and my cold skin... something to Bask in....#but a full fic's not gonna happen any time soon so im gonna roll up my sleeves and do it myself
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Bryan Danielson is who CM Punk thinks he is
#i am not elaborating#not bc i dont like to talk i am just actually ill#so i am tired#aew#wwe#wrestling#wrasslin#cm punk#bryan danielson#daniel bryan
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Thinking abt AOS Jim being protective of McCoy every time he remembers the torpedo incident from into darkness.
#mckirk#star trek aos#leonard bones mccoy#james kirk#like after ID happens and hes recovering from undeath he remembers the fact he almost lost mccoy bcs#of those stupid torpedos. and leonard is already so stressed abt space and walking into danger n hes just like#i am never letting him out of my reach again. i almost lost him.#despite. yk. dying himself#anytime mccoys on a planetside mission that goes wrong and jims not with him? hes anxious as fuck#and is the first one to be there when they're beamed back up#etc etc#im tired as fuck rn so i dont have the mental capacity to elaborate much on this#just#many thoughts abt them
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you ever just hear/read something that cuts right to the core of your bullshit so fast that it feels like being punched in the head even though it's something you really needed to hear. yeah.
#and it sucks real bad but i am going to do the hard thing and choose myself. bc from the bottom of my heart i'm tired.#sorry not to vaguepost it's just dumb/embarrassing and i dont feel like elaborating lol#i don't need to be chosen by anyone else because i am the chooser and i am choosing to walk away. bitchhhh 👏👏👏👏👏
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Infected World
universe: resident evil
verse name: domhan ionfhabhtaithe
Description: Tba'd but lots of lore details here!!!
"Somewhere in the world, the wrong pig met up with the wrong bat."
#verse definition#verse; domhan ionfhabhtaithe#gently... sets this down... with hardly any context#bc i've got a lot of thinking to do#slowly. slowlyyyy piecing this together w/ bleu#but the kernel of a general plot for it is there#i am too tired from work this week to elaborate rn tgyhuj#but watch this space!
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friends and countrymen look AWAY. it's simply insane the amount of trust it takes to ask a guy to take the wheel when that means he'll be piloting your actual body because you almost died to save his life and now you're forming yourself to him so closely that you could be one being AND THEN he does you one better and builds you back from the spark up and now he's saved your life too... i could have phrased this better but i am still thinking about that porsche. and his best friend.
#had to come here bc i cannot keep bothering my friend with my porsche thoughts they already think i'm insane sjdgkfgjdfgld#but OUGH !!!!!!!! oh i could elaborate i am just SO tired and sleepy and i have work tomorrow#but they do make me so insane oh my god#need to finish my transformers wips
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can someone put out A hit on me but instead of killing me they just come and hold me. a hired thug for a hired hug
#bo posting#vent#i am upset about things i cant articulate#or feel its worth even trying to#and thaf hurts more#to feel like its not even worth it bc i know it wont change anytbing#and i cant sleep bc of it#😄👍😁🥰😀🙂☺️#theres too many things that i fewl that way about#to a point i cant even talk to my therapist about it#bc whats the point?#and the more i think about one the more i think about all the others#that affect me current and ones that dont matter anymore#bc the ppl theyre about arent even in my life anymore#im tired if shouldering the blame for never being able to talk about shit#with anyone#when ive done so much to learn how to communicate differently and better?#but it just feels harder. and not worth it. bc the results havr always been the same#and i think i will always feel like its my fault i feel misunderstood#or dismissed. or not taken seriously. or seen as overreacting#i dont know if ill ever feel safe. seen. and heard#and i dont know if thats just because of me and my perception of my life and others#or actually bc of other people's behaviour#🤪#i cant even elaborate on what im specifically upset about because its not 1 thing#its just everything#and ik its bc its 6am and i was woken up and cant sleep bc im anxious and upset#but its keeping me from fixing this. by aleeping. bc i cant sleep
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At the oddest point ever where most Kirby blogs don’t suit my taste so I only follow like four that post like once a week, and as a consequence my dash is more Danny Phantom at this point even though I have been out of the fandom for uhhhh. Five going on six years now. And to thin out the phantom content I have mutuals posting about Journey to the West and also Miraculous Ladybug, both are media I haven’t consumed. Seeing Kirby posts on my dash is like encountering a shiny Pokémon
#snappy speaks#rn in the community shipping and elaborate OC content is popular and it’s just not my thing#i like seeing oc art but it’s usually hard to find posts about the context or story of the OCs so I get lost SO easy idk what’s going on#and then I’ll be real I’m not a huge ship person and am tired of it LOL#as for the actual canon characters themselves#I find that most popular interps of the popular characters feel wrong to me#ESPECIALLY the game characters they have been done so wrong#and so I gravitate towards less popular characters like the MKs crew or the anime cast because they haven’t been claimed by popular fanon#sometimes fanon is worse#I get to escape my favorite characters bei bc watered down to flavorless husks at the cost of nobody fucking posts about them HDHDJSJSJSK
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the difference between pp7 ecolo and pp20th onwards ecolo is like the difference between a hare and a rabbit
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700 more words TT
#have written 1700 words today aknjfkjgfhj#i wonder if my strategy of just writing whatever tf i can think of down first (what i've been doing today)#and then going back and organizing/elaborating/deleting/etc after will come back to bite me tho#idk i had a solid like 1000 words i think where i wasn't struggling too much to write what i wanted to write#and then i was like lmfao shit now what#ugh anyway i'm tired but i wanna finish the 2400 words today so i can do all that otehr stuff to actually make it coherent tomorrow#it's due tomorrow afternoon ;-; and here i am putting words on tumblr dot com instead LOL#and then i have exam on friday ;-; but i like that class but it is rly hard and i havent fully comprehended everything yet#bc i havent done any practice/studying yet ;-; so gotta cram after turning this project in lmfao rip#ahhhhfhajfghlsdbjksdfgjlkadhgaidrhg screaming so close yet so far still lol#bro i was like very productive for like a couple hours maybe this afternoon and then after that i've been . not as productive TT#1700 words tho !!!!! 700 more i can do it probably TT#i could've chosen a final project option that wasn't writing some kinda essay but iiiiiiii didnt :'')#i actually like somehow completely forgot about the fact that i was obsessed w rina's htg album and one of the options was like a playlist#option and i feel like a lot of the songs could fit w themes we discussed in class this asian am lit class :P#esp bc minor feelings and we read (parts of) the book minor feeligns lol#but i forgot about that until someone mentioned the song in class as part of Their project 💀#but oh well i mean i was thinking about the playlist project bc it#seemed like the easiest ngl LMAO but nothing was rly jumping out at me for songs#granted when i was thinking about it my mind blanked to just like taylor even tho i definitely haven't only been listening to taylor XD#ANYWAY WORDS 700 WORDS#sigh maybe that 12-3am grind will hit lmfao#jeanne talks#FINALS WE CAN DO IT GOOD LUCK TO ALL OF YALL DOING FINALS SHIT ANDGJFHGDJKDJFK
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transmasc diamant would have so much internalised transphobia in him
#rex rambles#I want to elaborate on this but I have absolutely 0 brain cells bc I am. so tired.#I hate daylight savings ;;orz i sleep late wake late and I'm in hell rn#diamant
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