#no i mean she's so real for this tho bc last time we stopped after ep3 with the cute practice date in the park

[airenyah]

not my mom trying to figure out if we still had time to watch an ep of hidden agenda before she has to take the dog for a play date with other doggo friends

[harrysgal]

I DIG YOUR CINEMA (5)

harry styles x yn aspiring filmmaker — social media AU

About the smau: yn starts posting videos on youtube and is trying to build a career as a filmmaker. Things are going pretty well for her and she starts getting more attention when she creates content about shows she goes to. She’s also a fan of Harry’s music and some of his fans start getting suspicious when his team starts interacting with her.

Disclaimer: The story it’s set in 2021 and it will follow their relationship through the LOT leg in the US. Since this is nothing but fiction, I will be following some of the real timeline but also adding my own stuff. On top of that, I won’t be basing myself on Harry’s actual posts.

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PART 4 — THE VIDEO // MASTERLIST

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I DIG YOUR CINEMA (PART 5) — FROM SAN ANTONIO TO DALLAS

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yourinstagram sightseeing tonight 😍 getting to know these cities only gets better and better guys 

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harryfan7 was this before or after dinner with harry? 😏

↳ harryfan3 stoppp. my heart cant take it ↳ harryfan11 no bc the idea of them walking together and stopping to take pictures it’s just so ���

lookitsnyoh 🦭 pillowpersonpp 🦥 anthonypham 🧸

↳ harryfan not the teddy bear!!! 

harryfan117 MISS SARAH JONES IS HERE user8 whats with all the emojis guys!! let me innnnn  user1 YOU’RE BACK 🥰 bestfriend its not the city its all you baby bc you light up the world like nobody else

↳ harryfan that was just… ↳ harryfan5 HEJAHDH NO YOU DIDNR ↳ yourinstagram ….  ↳ yourinstagram i dont even know how to react  ↳ bestfriend wish i could say im sorry or embarrassed but im actually not 

cuteguy Looks amazing!

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cuteguy congrats darling ＠yourinstagram 

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harryfan60 see?? she isn’t dating Harry

↳ harryfan58 I fucking knew it  ↳ harryfan62 hope this pr nonsense stops 

user14 little sus but alright ig  randomguy cool bro  user44 dude there’s no way she hasn’t cheated on you lol user3 you guys are so fucking disrespectful can you pls leave this man alone???

↳ user26 I mean he’s the one who decided to go public so… 🤷‍♀️ ↳ user3 his ig being public doesn’t automatically mean you’re supposed to be rude tho. 

user36 Am I the only one who finds this picture adorable?

↳ user38 me too!! i was looking for a nice comment about it lol thanks! ↳ user36 I mean they definitely look like a couple and idk it’s a cute pic :( ❤️ liked by author 

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yourinstagram update time: went out for a run and my lungs got on fire. view was great though. zero complaints. also the show last night was INCREDIBLE. 

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bestfriend shut up you actually went for a run?? 

↳ harrystyles I wouldn’t call that going for a “run”.  ↳ bestfriend okay that actually makes more sense now ↳ yourinstagram excuse me????? 

harryfan OMFG harry interacting with yourbff??? 

↳ harryfan5 I KNOW! where are you ＠bestfriend are you still alive???  ↳ bestfriend no  ↳ bestfriend but im pretending to be cool about it so 🤫 ↳ harryfan OMFHAJDHPAHDJ ILY

cuteguy 😍 user7 yessss! two days in a row!!!! thank you!!! user1 looks so prettyyyyyy! hope you’re doing okay <33

↳ yourinstagram i am!! thank you love <333 

yourbrother Won’t believe you’ve moved your ass to be healthy until I see it.  

↳ yourinstagram the fact that you dont believe me wont change the fact that it happened :D

harryfan15 harry is such a stalker. interacting with her posts when he doesn’t even follow her lol harryfan25 Anne started following her!!!  user10 Not to rush you, but are we getting more videos anytime soon? I was so used to getting one every week… :( user25 So… She’s officially dating that cuteguy, isn’t she? 

↳ user17 What? Who said that?  ↳ user25 TMZ updated that article of her and Harry having dinner with this picture of them ↳ user17 Oh… Where can I see this picture? ↳ user25 She’s tagged on it. ＠cuteguy posted it  ↳ user13 i wouldn’t believe (or read) TMZ guys ↳ harryfan68 funny how you won’t believe TMZ when it’s about this guy but you’ll believe them when it’s about harry ↳ user13 lmao I’m not in that fandom so I couldn’t care less about her dating harry or not. 

harryfan13 SO WE ARE ALL GOING TO IGNORE THE FACT THAT HARRY AND YN WENT OUT FOR A RUN TOGETHER?????

↳ harryfan60 Yes bc no one actually believes they did. Next. ↳ harryfan68 hahaha you ate this one 

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harryupdates A fan met Harry in San Antonio today! 

According to the fan, Harry said he was on a tight schedule so couldn’t stay for a chat, but agreed to take a quick picture and thanked her for going to the show. 

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fanwhometharry “Thank you so much I hope you enjoyed it”, those were his words exactly :’)

↳ harryfan27 OMG IT WAS YOU?? YOU’RE SO LUCKY ↳ fanwhometharry I know!! Thank you!!! ↳ harryfan24 was he alone??  ↳ fanwhometharry No, he was walking with his personal trainer and Yn ↳ harryfan52 his personal trainer also has a name btw and it’s Brad  ↳ fanwhometharry Sorry, I don’t keep up with his personal trainer 🤷 I only know Yn bc I watch her youtube videos ↳ harryfan9 don’t apologize they’re always finding something to complain about lol happy for you!!

harryfan72 How convenient… He always agrees to take pictures when Yn is around 🙄 

↳ harryfan68 right??? almost as if he WANTS people to spread the word… 

harryfan13 I KNEW I WAS RIGHT AND THEY WERE TOGETHER

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yourinstagram DALLAS! you are sooooo so pretty <3 we arrived yesterday and im already in love. it was a sunny afternoon so i went out for a walk, and as i was on my way to buy some flowers to myself (bc i wanted some so i got some) i had one of those surreal moments thinking about how lucky i am to be where i am right now. im always waiting for this feeling to eventually go away so i can come back to my “old life” and my “old self”, but now im kinda considering that as time goes by and i get to know more and more places, it will actually only grow bigger and bigger, right? :’) 

(in that case, feel free to unfollow me now bc the annoyance will only grow bigger and bigger as well — consider yourself warned.)

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sisterinlaw The summer vibes are gorgeous! harryfan42 WAS HARRY WITH YOU????  user1 another post??? feels like going back to the old times im so happy!!! harryfan64 this girl won’t even post her face and she got like 4k new followers in one day 

↳ harrystyles82 It’s the Harry Styles effect  ↳ harryfan64 glad im not the only one who sees it 🤡

harryfan YN? DID YOU ACTUALLY JUST SAY I WANTED SOME SO I GOT SOME??? 

↳ harryfan5 i saw that too i was like… okay 😂 ↳ harryfan9 hahaha I hope she actually did get some tbh  ↳ harryfan13 ME TOO!! ↳ bestfriend yes. she 100% did ↳ harryfan9 😲 ↳ harryfan lmaoshuahsjbjh  ↳ harryfan17 wait ＠bestfriend she 100% say “i wanted some so i got some” or she 100% got some?  ↳ harryfan23 oh god i cant believe this is a real conversation you guys are having HAHAHA

user17 please keep feeding us with your random cute posts!! <3 i love them!! bestfriend fgs ＠yourinstagram have some manners  bestfriend i thought you didnt like exposing yourself like this  bestfriend also… your mom is on instagram so…  bestfriend PLEASE 

↳ yourinstagram omfg shut upppp ahusdhjahj ↳ yourinstagram stop encouraging the nonsense behavior??? ↳ yourinstagram you KNOW i meant the flowers ↳ yourinstagram i wanted some FLOWERS so i got some FLOWERS ↳ bestfriend yeah i know 💐 ↳ bestfriend sorry its just too funny sometimes 💋

loveynrry did anyone else notice yn hasn’t liked THAT picture yet? 👀

↳ user4 which one? ↳ loveynrry the one @/cuteguy posted ↳ user4 ohhhhhh 👀 ↳ user4 also did you notice yourbff doesn’t follow him ↳ user9 shit ＠user4 i hadn’t noticed that  ↳ loveynrry i did, yeah… thats why im sus about him ↳ user4 I mean, I trust yourbff judgement soooooo…… 

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PART 6: PHILLY AND DC

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[fruitbasketball]

wnba highlights 8/17-8/18

okay so i’ve been out of it these past couple days so i’m just gonna give y’all the big games and moments and important shit

but please send in asks if i missed a game you wanted to see me cover, i’ll try to get to it 🤞🏽

new york liberty vs las vegas aces - 8/17

starting off strong with this 2023 finals rematch - LAWDDDD a’ja wilson you are a badddd woman. 24 points, 11 boards, but still could not walk away with the win.

that being said, the aces played like shit for being the aces. 37% from the field, 29% from 3 - what are we DOING bro. this is CRAZY!!!!!

i mean jackie young 1-8?? what the FUCK????

chelsea in double digits for points is a shock to me lately, but we’re here, so!!

not that the liberty as a whole played much better tho - slightly better fgp and slightly worse 3pfg BRO??? is THIS WHO WE ARE??

lord help me why is sabrina ionescu putting up 21 shots and only getting 23 points off of it. and 2 of those points were actually free throws so she got 21 on 21.

someone explain that shit to me. that math ain’t mathing.

jj with 17 REBOUNDS??? HELLO??? WHAT IN THE STAT PAD?? IS YOUR FGP THIS LOW FOR THAT PURPOSE??? fucking HELPPPP

y’all disappoint me. NEXT.

las vegas aces vs los angeles sparks

yeah i’m not here to speak on the game for this one. it was a slaughter from an efficiency perspective, i’ll say that.

i like watching the aces. they’re an entertaining team, and i feel bad from a basketball perspective that they had such a shitty start to the season.

but for aces fans to boo dearica in FRONT OF HER DAUGHTER - to act as though becky hammon is getting unfairly cancelled rather than acting as tho she committed a FEDERAL OFFENSE, which she DID…

fuckin crazy bro. you’re full of shit.

chicago sky vs phoenix mercury

the dee and angel hug at the end was everything. EVERYTHING.

but in case y’all missed the typa timing the chi town barbie been on: 19 points, 20 boards, on 8-16. play. with. ya mama.

they still lost tho don’t get me wrong, but the merc needed this after that fever loss bc bitch what the fuck.

y’all want me to be impresser that sofeet cuntingham got her first double double..? that ho been in the league for fucking ever gtfoh bro maga ass…

monique billings on a roster thank fucking god because i was boutta throw hands

anyway dee still got it like that… y’all don’t stress 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

seattle storm vs indiana fever

caitlin clark you are… something. telling the opposing bench to “stop crying” and then giggling right after is absolutely insane work. i might genuinely be terrified of that girl.

sds i love you bro if you wanna shoulder check that ho do it in game too. ain’t a damn thing. you do you baby.

aight real show of the night: LEXIE. MFKING. HULL.

don’t y’all EVER disrespect one of tara’s girls like that again. NEEEEVER. 22 points on 80%??? DO Y’ALL KNOW HOW CRAZY THAT IS??

i will say the fever played exceptionally last night (except kls, and imma ride for a husky always… but she should lowk not be starting): 3 guys over 20, 46 fgp, 3pfg at 48 so HIGHER than fgp?? some steph curry shit right there.

meanwhile in seattle, we don’t even breach 40. it’s getting to the point where i’m surprised that seattle loses a game, because what?? can someone HELP JEWELL BRO?? LORD!!! you just lost to a team that might have a lottery pick!!!

GET IT THE FUCK TOGETHER!!!

[ashsostrange]

i hope y’all like reading cz it’s storytime! 🗣️

lemme tell y’all ab the time i (allegedly) got two ppl onna hitlist when i was like 10 or 11

so in middle school (sixth grade i think it was) i stayed at this after school program cz my momma didn’t get off work til, like, four to five. we would eat snacks, talk shit, do hw, normal middle schooler stuff.

there was this one strange new-ish kid that just gave everyone weird vibes.. he was one of the class clowns, nd real disrespectful. he was also a lil mean so i didn’t really fw him. we gon call him jason.

one time, me n some other sixth graders were in a science classroom doing work and talking or wtv, and bro is sitting at a table by himself with a computer turned away from everyone. i’m talking those large black lab tables. i was w my friend (we gon call her lara) and she’s always been really pretty, so she was one of the girls all the guys would crush on.

including this nigga apparently.

atp, wbk that he wanted her cz he didn’t try to hide it. she js wasn’t interested 🤷‍♀️

me n lara were sitting across the room, minding our black ass business and jason started doing that thing with your eyebrows where you wiggle them up n down real fast in attempt to be “seductive.” he was smirking too. at lara.. from ACROSS THE ROOM!!

idk y.. but i came to the conclusion that bro was up to no good on that laptop. i had just learned how to check search history, so i walked my ass on over there unprovoked and pulled up his history. i cannot tell you what possessed me bc idk.

the last page he was on was youtube and ts said “sex”

like JUST sex.

i just gasp then look at him like he’s crazy and then eb starts walking over and looking while jason swears up and down it wasn’t him that looked that up. this other girl (we gon call her diana) was being loud as hell, basically indirectly snitching. the teacher that was watching us eventually caught on and came over. she was so pissed. she made us shut down all the computers and go down to the library 😭 she also said sumn ab not letting us use them again, but obv that wasn’t gna work. we needed them to do hw…

yk middle schoolers are EVIL.. so this one guy, (we gon call him ryan) and this diana were js dogging on jason’s ass like he wasn’t right there with his head hung in shame ��‍♀️i never liked those two. they were bullies frl

when jason’s mom came to get him, the teacher snitched ab his search history and that was the start of his villian origin story..

fast forward to idk when, i’m starting to hear that jason is gna shoot up the school and that he’s coming for ryan and diana first?? and at some point in time, he had stopped coming to school.. so we were all freaked tf out. he didn’t mention my name though, so i was like 🙆‍♀️💆‍♀️💁‍♀️ yes, i remain untouched!

n e way, word spread that bro was gna shoot up the school. nobody knew where it was coming from tho, like there was no source

i was sittin’ there like “damn, if everyone dies then it’s kinda my fault..” and diana gon agree w me.. like girl.

anyway nothing happened, thank gawd. me and jason had english class tg, but when he stopped coming to school, he never came back. my english teacher said that everyone was spreading nasty rumors about him so he had to transfer. she was like “poor kid”… GIRL.

i don’t know if he ever truly claimed to shoot up the school or if it was even him lookin up “sex” on the computer 😭 all of this is a mystery to me!

nobody ever found out that i was lowk the one that started this mess 🤫 i wasn’t “popular” unlike miss diana and ryan, so nobody was gna talk ab me. those mfs were real life bullies. this is y you be nice to everyone 🙃 there’s a reason i wasn’t a “target”

whew, anyway.

moral of the story: don’t fuck around and you won’t have to worry about finding out! 👍

[wndaswife]

heey, we never interacted but i really like you as person and u pass me such a comfy vibe like😭 and i really need to vent or else im going insane-

uhhhh im a little lesbian of 20y and in uni, fine. and a curiosity abt my uni: since its a private one, my department gets the same teachers since the 1st year of undergrad which is cool bc they really track our development there BUT i have this teacher (really. really beautiful btw.) who gives biology, cognition, neuropsychology and forensics psychology and she’s also a hard one…her classes are only for those who pay attention, she’s super demanding and a black cat energy (she literally gives nooooooo fucks to anyone). so OFC i had to develop a little crush on her🤠 anywayss months passed, im on my 2nd year now and she still has this HORRIBLE (but i love it) habit of looking at a person’s eyes when explaining something and she really STARES so i was always **giggles and laufs**, but this year i fell into a depressive episode so i stopped going to classes (including hers), i stopped going to her orientation classes and so one day my friend said “she’s worried abt you and she asked me to tell u that she wants an email from u to agree on a time and day to talk to her personally”. i thought i was fucked honestly, but we eventually agreed on a time at her office and turns out the convo was actually nice (i cried my eyes out while she said how worried she was abt me).

after that she was more touchy with me? like when she talked to me after class she always grabbed my arm or put her hand on my shoulder or she talked to me SUPER close AND I DONT KNOW WHAT TO THINK specially bc she herself said “if u were a student who didn’t care abt my classes it’d be totally different, but you’re not. i care about you” BUT BRO??? i NEVER saw her act that way with other students, also she doesn’t ask anyone to come to her office-

(i actually thought she hated me bc a while ago she spent MONTHS ignoring my existence💀)

omg this is so funny u say this... one of my best friends always says i give comfort vibes like when im over i always make his place feel really comforting... that's so weird i wonder how it's possible i give the same vibes online.. but anyways im actually really glad that's the kind of vibe i give, cuz i also love this vibe!!! comfort and comforting things are really important to me

that's so cute... also first of all for you, that means you are such an attentive student and so hardworking for her to pay so much attention to you, so look at you you little academic star!!!!! you little academic you!!!! you little academia student you!!! so that's good for you

also that's so sweet of her... comforting older women <3 tbh the last thing i need rn is an irl older woman obsession like that shit always has me so down bad with a twinge of mommy complex LMFAO like i need that bus girl i mentioned before many eons ago (im trying again next semester cuz im a HARD WORKER)... but this aint about me... that's so good for you and that's so sweet of her <3

if you want to deepen a connection you should talk more about the subject, get her to recommend some interesting things for you to research and study and books to read, so she can start talking to you about things she likes on a personal level, and also this builds off of a good reputation you already have of being an attentive student who is interested in the class!! and ofc she sees you this way already as she has mentioned it

even if platonic (tho the gay panic is so real either way) a good connection with a professor you look up to within a topic you're interested in is a very good connection to have, you will always get something good from it

[the-sun-princess]

Emi Plays Revue Starlight: El Dorado Part 1

yeah sure why not i'll reblog my thoughts. we'll see how it goes lol. i havent done a live reaction On Tumblr in Years. block #emi plays el dorado if u dont wanna see it

so their last summer....and ofc hikari has already disappeared. tsk

ah class B....are we just gon be a rando class B member that's fine. amemiya backstory! she kinda reminds me of mashiro and tomori lmao just kinda....sorta wrote stories/lyrics n then got urged to make them a real thing. not nearly as shy as them tho

....amemiya and masai and the teacher seem to be narrating from a first year standpoint despite us being shown the 3rd year classroom? lmao masai was a lil fangirl of amemiya's script. cute

huh masai says she wants to be a director but her og interest seems to be set design. which obv they go hand in hand but still

awwwww they fans of each otherrrrr cuuute. they both go 'partner pls? partner?' AND THEY WERE ROOMMATES. I never did think about class B's dorm situation lol.

ok yeh it is 1st year baby B's

i mean it wouldnt be starlight if it wasnt gay immediately. shion and kiriko like i Technically knew that but also i tend to mess up who is who. snort

amemiya just goin to 'masai' with 0 honorifics and when masai is taken aback she's like 'AM I MOVING TOO FAST?'

then masai just immediately goes with shion-chan lol

girls girls i already ship u ur killin me

tbf me shipping them has nothing to do with the VN lol. tho i might end up having to actually draw them for once

stop acting like summer is 'right before' the seisho festival its not i Know the stupid festival takes place late feb/early march

THEY HAVE A PET AXOLOTL?? gimme its name. now

masai is not a morning person. tho at least she slept ksjhksjdhf

el dorado is the new national troupe specialty huh....no wonder mahiru/maya/futaba prob wanted to do it

oo i wonder if sakura or her friends will be in this. or at least mentioned

opening time doo doo

YAY WE START WITH MAHIRU she wants salvatore it's her dream role. well. if im in charge mahiru. i agree. u can have it

maya wants alejandro

futaba salvatore. sorry futaba but since u three are the ones goin to the new national troupe whoever is the 3rd most important i'll give to you. or maya.

salvatore: mahiru, futaba, claudine, kaoruko, junna

alejandro: maya, nana, karen

so many people are going to go for claudine salvatore and maya alejandro first huh

kjhsf kaoruko wants salvatore bc as a kid futaba always gushed about the role. wants futaba to praise HER salvatore

damn nana are u that bitter about junna crushing u in your revue skjdhf i THINK this happens after the movie revues.

yeah this def happens after the movie revues since junna's actin diff than her lil showcase for the newbies. so is karen

sjkhf kaoruko wanted judy's role zulfikar. she does like bein the villain

mm so hikari Did go back to the royal academy. i mean i knew she went back to london but that doesnt mean she went back to the school. diff terms after all

i assume we're technically masai + amemiya in this so i am kinda interested in who the other chiefs are gon pick

alejandro salvatore

karen (didnt care til mahiru oops) futaba | (i THINK art?) nana | (lighting) mahiru (music) maya | (props) kaoruko (stage setting) claudine (production) junna (costume)

kjkjxh props chief maya didnt even AUDITION for salvatore but ok yeah wants her as alejandro now

music chief gushing over mahiru :)

truly mahiru has the best appeal

u cannot follow up a vote for mahiru with a vote for KAORUKO kjhjhdf

kaoruko's niceness doesnt often feel Genuine lmao

alrighty now I get to choose

WHY IS MAHIRU V NANA CROSSED OUT. EXCUSE ME. THIS IS WHAT I ORIGINALLY WANTED TO DO FIRST. E X C U S E M E

starlight sure knows how to be homophobic to Me Specifically

well now i dont even care so whatever i guess i'll just go down the list.

i am upsetti spaghetti

mahiru angy. same

poor futaba gets the shortest stick tho even when she's a lead role she's not the one she auditioned for.

snort nana sounds in awe that junna's salvatore. maya meanwhile is like 'aijo-san if u dont give it ur all i will kill you'

so kaoruko is lord cavallero. papa. futaba is carmencita-

....how tho. nana's miguel. snort. futaba shoots back with a 'it seems fitting youre an assassin' which is hilarious

claudine is columbus, maya is luigi

that does leave mahiru as isobel but no ones metioned it and now im even grumpier. how dare. evil.

:( no its not that jun jun-

kjhkjfhsf junnna

'stop with the gay drama already i s2g'

YEA CALL HER OUT JUNJUN

skjfhsf gon get revenge for karen beating her TWICE at the auditions. valid. i support u junna

junna: i'm vindictive and stubborn like that karen: aha you really are junna: >:O

well that's enough for now

part 2>>

[ioannemos]

Would love to hear a little more about those who keep silent and silent like darkness!

those who keep silent: the title is from a quote (shocking, no doubt) by c. s. lewis

Those who speak about their misery usually hurt; those who keep silent hurt more.

the basic idea is that after gipsy danger goes down and his brother dies, raleigh stops talking - as in can't, not won't. he checks himself out of the hospital and drifts up the coast, picking up jobs here and there. yancy follows, always just behind him, heard but not seen. it's mostly disconnected snippets and emotional breakdowns so far. ya boy is Traumatized™️ and not even bothering to pretend otherwise

probably needs more specific yancy content bc i've mentioned him a lot but been kinda vague. i think raleigh's in alaska when pentecost finds him in the movie, so i'm trying to get him over the canadian border (tho, headcanon is the borders are a little less uh border-y now that they're trying to build walls to keep kaiju out. i know the jeagers are very "hoo rah our nation is the best" and that's fine but that's Big Government. Little Government is concerned with matters of the day more than patriotism)

i think this one started in second person tbh, as opposed to other stories where i started elsewhere and ended up there. i like the brand of distance it engenders which i talked about... at some point in the past lol. "first person is in their head, third person is overhead, and second person is riding their shoulder" is the gist of it. even raleigh doesn't wanna be in his head rn - it's not a good place to be! but he can't get out of it, so

the other epigraph is a quote from richard siken

what is a ghost? something dead

that seems to be alive. something

dead that doesn’t know it’s dead.

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silence like darkness: already talked about the basic idea here. have a little more!

this title is also from a quote, this time from hanif kureishi

And silence, like darkness, can be kind; it, too, is a language.

the first chapter or section or whatever is from rodney's perspective and probably the only one from his perspective bc it's before his brain totally overloads and i don't think i could convey what his worldview looks like after. it probably wouldn't be fun to read, bc it would just be fragments and splinters of thought and feeling. lots of confusing run-on sentences. i like writing that kind of thing, don't get me wrong, just not when the character going through it is a math (amongst other things) genius and i flunked algebra lol

anyway. i mention this bc rodney's the one stuttering "keep" and by the end of the section we finally get the whole of what he's been trying to say

The world is shattering like a window, like a window in a high-rise in an earthquake, and he’s sliding toward it, toward the hundred-story freefall, and he has to get the words out.

“Keep- Hey. Keep John out. John. Keep John out.”

he's saying it bc he realized that the machine was a trap for ancients and the only reason he's alive is bc he's not a real ancient (like the fear nanobot/virus/whatever episode where he got all the symptoms except death). it's probably the last time he's anything like coherent before they get his projection room set up! and john isn't there to hear it 🙂 teyla's the only member of ar-1 present and she doesn't hear it either bc she's at the back herding scientists 🙂🙂 i'm mean 🙂🙂🙂

[i-love-dopamine]

Fuck guys help me. My friend, we'll call her k, has been acting really weird lately. One of my other friends called me on the verge of tears bc she was being really mean and weird. I was at the roller rink and some girl complemented my hair and i fell bc im weak and i told k about it and she went into a 10 minute rant about how she hopes that girl would kill herself, which is relatively normal for her, but i was confused about why k was so mad at the girl. I asked k why she was so mad and this is what our chats look like directly quoted (no pics bc Snapchats a snitch)

Me: why are you so mad about it tho?

K: idk

K: i just don't like girls who say your hair is nice

K: like NO MY HAIR IS TERRIBLE

K: NOT THAT UR HAIR IS TERRIBLE

K: its hard to explain

And then i was really worried bc that was really weird and out of character for her so then this happened

Me: i can't tell if your mad i got hurt or mad that she was flirting with me

K: what do you think?

Me: i dunno

K: sucks for you

Then she started threatening violence again

K: i hope she kills herself

Me: dude

K: i hope she falls off a cliff and doesn't completely die and then i truck runs her over and she bleeds to death

Me: please tell me whats going on

Me: im worried

And then i went to the bathroom and called her to make sure shes ok and she was not taking it seriously. I kept asking her to take it seriously and listen to me and she started ranting about the dnf fanfic shes gonna write. I was absolutely terrified because she has a history of SH and she acts weird right before relapses. Now I don't know whats going on bc we joke flirt all the time and she always says after that shes joking and she'd rather be straight (it might be straight idk she acts pretty eggish and im a trans dude(she doesn't know that tho)) but she also gets really jealous when i text other people or when i tell her about any celebrity crushes i have and she has said "stop texting (name) and talk to me 😡 ur mine 😡😡" and i always just ignore it or flirt back but im starting to worry shes actually caught feelings for me. She has a huge dating history and has dated nearly everyone in her grade and a few in mine and when i talk to her exes (excluding the ones shes still friends with) she gets REALLY mad. Fuck guys im scared last time i was in a relationship it ended with nothing but pain im not ready to even think about getting into a relationship with a real person right now and especially not with the school we currently go to bc its filled with homophobes and people who if they removed themselves the world would be a better place. Im so fucking scared man i haven't felt like this since my mom confronted me about cutting my hair ughhh everything hurts im so scared fuck fuck fuck

[starvingwhenitcomestothis]

i remember meeting this rlly cool straight girl last year. she wrote this cool book called berryhill and i commented how much i loved it and talked to a mutual in the coment section. the mutual never answered. but the author did.

next day thus author/cool straight girl messages me and tells me her crush rejected her. i tell her to listen to taylor swift (picture to burn) next thing i know she tells me im one of her best friends and i melt completely.

we message eachother every single day and turns out she isnt straight. she is bisexual.

we talk about one direction everyday, she tells me how much she loves louis tomlinsom and i tell her how much i love harry styles.

we tell eachother everything and anything, we learn eachothers icks and what makes us happy. we are open about our feelings and traumas and our demons. but even when it was embarrassing we never ever in a billion years judged eachother. ever.

she goes into a relationship, with some blonde scumbag. i myself get into a relationship, also with a blonde scumbag.

my said ex practically gave me the worlds biggest trust issues and made me want to jump off the face of the earth for a ratchet 2 months.

and her ex had a side bitch the entire time. who was also her bully.

we go single for a few months, and she admits she has feelings for me.

we try dating, but i froze in cold water and ended it after a few days.

we go off and on as friends with benefits/ lovers in denial.

she goes through an abusive toxic gross relationship. in which we almost stopped being best friends. however i was falling so hard in love with her it made me physically ill. and i knew i couldnt have her. yet atleast.

until february 18th, 23, we finally say fuck it and we admit our feelings. and ever since that day, weve been so stupidly and grossly in love. and 4 days into the relationship i told her i loved her on accident. bc idk we're wlw.

even tho sometimes we want to strangle eachother lovingly, i never regret commenting how much i loved that book. that book means alot to me now. and tonight im reading it again for the first time in months.

to my forever and always.

always in my heart, my real life harry styles.

sincerely your louis tomlinson.

ps, you still havent listened to picture to burn have you? its been a fucking year god woman

pss, still love you no matter what

[endergirlplayz]

some of my fave drawings

some of my favorite drawings I've ever made, I felt a need to show you, it may be set from oldest to newwest . I don't know how Tumblr will load them in

Also as of right now I decided I need to write detailed descriptions of each of theese so imma ramble a bit, also TW FOR GORE FOR THE FIRST DRAWING!! BE AWARE

this is a pair of angst filled drawings. So the girl on the top is my gem oc royal purple saphrine (saphrines made by spookiemora) and saphrines eat saphires to steal there abilitys of future vision. So I have a human hybrid oc who's half saphire, and I wondered "what would happen if a saphrine tried to eat a hlsaphire human hybrid" and thus agst insued. The character with the gun on the bottom is Irene, who is the girlfriend of Sophie (the aforementioned saphire human hybrid). So yeah just some angst for angsts sake lol

Next one

I made this in Dec 2021( I think) it's a redraw of something I made in dec 2020. ( or something to that effect) here's the original

The character is my gem human hybrid oc black amber. I'm very fond of both but generally like the new one better

Next one

this is my magical girl oc Katy! I drew her around valentine's day last year and I wanted to draw here being the absolute beauty she is ! I'm still trying to learn how to draw bigger bodys but this was a pretty good attempt.

This is my oc fancy pink saphire, I just really like the background and the texture on this one man :3 it's really pretty

This is my oc Omega purple pearl, she is the pearl of Omega purple diamond, I like the sahding and lighting on her , I think it gives ot a different vibe than my other art.

This is two ocs I made based on songs. I picked one song for look and another for personality so I got theese (btw when I say picked I mean I was listening to my liked music and just letting whatever song came on next pick the vibes )

left is

Desighn based on :banana bread-cave town Personality based on: this is home -Cave town

Right is

Desighn -copy cat- crusher-pPersonality - hell fire -annapantsu

Thats right we got an extremely abusive relationship here folks (mm angst time >:3)

Alright next drawing

Alcoholic rabbit man, idk I think I made this after having an odd dream. I just really like the vibes on this one man idk

Ive shown this drawing b4, it's my pfp , cupid is my boy and I love him lots

This is my oc Brooke, I made this of her when I first desighned the character and it was one of the more complex early art projects I took on.

This is another more random one. Something about this drawing always stuck with me tho and now I wanna draw more like it

I drew this for holloween either 2021 or 2022, I don't remember anymore, time isn't real. Anyway it's was a project for school but I ended up not showing my art teacher bc he didn't want blood in the drawing, but I did so I just never showed it to him. Lol, this took me at least two hours but I don't recall how long specifically

So it turns out I have way more images than I do energy to write good posts so were stopping here for tonight. I'll get some rest and maybe be back to normal posts in a few days, I just need some. Rest rn

[the-cat-chat]

October 7, 2023

Totally Killer (2023)

When the infamous "Sweet Sixteen Killer" returns 35 years after his first murder spree to claim another victim, 17-year-old Jamie accidentally travels back in time to 1987, determined to stop the killer before he can start.

JayBell: Of course I love a good time travel movie, and add in the comedy and horror move cliches and you've got the making of a good time.

And for the most part, this is exactly what this movie is. It's a bit campy and incredibly self-aware. And overall, the humor is pretty well done, and I only cringed at a few lines. Kiernan Shipka makes a great protagonist. They really dumb down the teenagers of the past, and sometimes it feels like she's the overstressed mother to a group of misbehaving toddlers. But I think she pulls off quirky, yet well meaning extremely well. She's very level-headed, and it's easy to root for her to find the killer and save her mom.

As for the mystery, I think the movie provides just enough subterfuge to leave you guessing a little. I mean it's a comedy above all, so any subtleness with the mystery is kind of unexpected anyways.

Now there was one major thing that bothers me. The movie does come right out and admit that time travel movies don't make sense and there is always plot holes. But I feel like they could have done a bit better at addressing them to placate viewers. For example, the main character goes back in time, doesn't disguise herself at all, and then interacts very closely with her parents and other adults in her life. So are you telling me that her parents and adults didn't think it was weird when she grew up to look and sound IDENTICAL to this girl who literally saved their lives and then disappeared? At least have her put a hat and some glasses on or something.

Rating: 6.5/10 cats 🐈

Anzie: This was a last second surprise pick when we had seen the promos for it right before the release. Bc ummm Kiernan Shipka first of all, Julie Bowen second of all, time travel, and a good who’s behind the mask/ whooose the killer?? Plus it was a comedy and we need that.

That being said I really enjoyed it and had a fun time trying to figure out who was in the mask and why they were killing this clique of girls. (I thought the molly ringwald/ heathers shoutout was cute). I think it’s both odd and relieving that they totally skip over that the friend’s trying to build a Time Machine to then five seconds after we find out about it’s existence- it does actually work. Bc my brain didn’t want to have to sort through all the time travel Mumbo jumbo.

Annnyyyways- the way this movie started and continued throughout was wayyyy different that I assumed going in, but not in a bad way it was just way more chaotic then I expected and I had no idea *spoilers* that the mom gets killed right off the bat. And I suspected almost every character in the movie, but the real deal was a little blehhh for reasoning- but nonetheless shocking.

* side note: I know that certain characters were supposed to be dumb and cringey and all that but parts-even tho intentional- came dangerously close to organ damage.

* and the house of dolls- barf.

Rating: 6/10 Ghosts 👻

[castle-dominion]

castle 6x22 veritas

the beckett framing episode liveblog, or the framing beckett episode? The episode where they frame beckett? the grammar is something & I don't want to confuse it with the s5 3xk one where they framed castle. framed past tense?

the framing beckett episode.

Ooh plot heaVY! lOVE A GOOD FLASHBACK SEQUENCE! (that wasn't supposed to be caps) Wait why is the audio like that? cut together? I only notice bc I record audiobooks & play with audio. It is otherwise great) Ooh what is going on with the van & hiding & night stuff? all suspicious-like. Nice camera. *talks to herself* like me! nice camera case. she was rushing to get in the car & follow & then she was slowly taking her notes? Not planning on piccing the notebook but u could. None of the other times were underlined, why underline this one?

Ooh nice lighting!

Oh he's in chicago? HE REALLY DID RESURRECT DERRICK STORM! He's done with his crazy hotel room days? Did that stop after alexis was born or after he fell in love with beckett or what? Lol those were the days. KB: That was lack of sleep, not lack of enthusiasm. Project? Who is jason marks? He was the guy earlier in the ep in the dark but,, who is he? KB: I don’t know. I backed off. (teasingly) See? I was being responsible. RC: No, being responsible means taking backup. (You think YOU are enough backup?) (con't) Maybe it’s time we brought Ryan and Esposito into the loop on this. What loop? What are y'all talking about & why are they NOT in the loop? KB: I love you RC: Yeah well, you better. It’s two weeks until the wedding and it’s too late to return the tux. s7 premier: *still has the tux* *& also it is folded really really weird*

DUN DUN DUN IT'S JASON MARKS she was there last night, she is going to become a suspect or smth Ryan loves her. You ok? & he looks pretty in blue. Girl... maybe tell them... girl maybe call Castle 23.59 & 2.00 but becks knows he was alive at 1:15. In fact, she was THERE in the middle of the kill window, she had opportunity & possibly motive & she's a cop so she has means. KB: Ryan, were there any witnesses? Anyone that saw a car driving away? She is asking that bc SHE might be seen tailing him. Why doesn't she come forward as a witness tho? I mean ig it could be bc she would have to explain WHY but yk. Or she'd become a suspect.

Why would he need to SPECIFY two block radius if they USUALLY do 2 blocks? "hunch" she says Was that a slur or was she saying "you know, just call it a hunch" Timeline will be easier for me to see once I get the actual ep. rn idk when becks was called to work & what time she was at home & what time she is back in the bullpen

Asks if she's ok <3 <3 they are FRIENDS they LOVE EACHOTHER & the LIGHTING "Hell of a hunch" he says looking at her

She was TRYING to find out who the driver was! DUN DUN DUN VULCAN SIMMONS IS DRIVING ah 1:16. she gonna get spotted? KR: What’s a drug lord like Vulcan Simmons doing mixed up with a DC political consultant anyway? us: *eyes emoji* Ok but we caught VS in relation to johanna's murder back in like s3, we figured out it was racken & becks went to almost assassinate him in what the s5 premier, so we know this was a bracken thing, did beckett not tell ryan & esposito that they have a real connection? Oh yeah it would be smart of him to periodically cut things off & rebuild.

RC: No. We talked about this. No unnecessary risks. s8 Castle: no *bugs bunny* He did MORE than just kill your mom. He had other ppl killed before, he's had other ppl killed after.

RC: We’ve been looking at Marks’s death like it’s a setback. What if it’s the breakthrough we need? That's true! Very true! RC: Vulcan Simmons just became the prime suspect in a murder investigation. You’ve been given an all-access pass to his life. We play our cards right, you nail him with this?

Why taking her into your office?

you SHOULD be kicked off the case! I love Gates <3 Maybe if she's off the case they need to TALK TO RYAN & ESPOSITO

My man would NOT cut a deal to implicate bracken, bracken would get him out somehow.

Ah yes new york no vehicles lol Why is it so dark? I wish it was lighter so I could pic his outfit.

I'm def going to need to wait to watch this to liveblog. (my uncle is over rn so we are watching smth else but I'm liveblogging off the transcript heh)

Castle sleeps with his door open?

girl destroying evidence. VS: Me lying dead? You here trespassing? With that big old grudge you carry? What are your bosses going to say to that? Me: & also she wouldn't kill u bc u r the path to bracken Doesn't he work for racken? u saying that?

ESPOSITO'S PROFILE PICTURE IN CASTLE'S PHONE SDFLKJKH

It's the middle of the night...? Why r u still at work & y r u calling HER in the middle of the night &.. ugh

Esposito calling Castle not Ryan not Gates. Wait... Esposito was calling Beckett but she wasn't picking up because she is out, that's why he called Castle. Rick doesn't SAY Kate is not present. Wait he calls it the vulcan simmons investigation

the audio is so... it changes bc ofc it does depending on if u r in the warehouse or quiet home.

I think when I watched this I totally thought becks killed him. Except I wouldn't bc they don't let our characters do that sort of thing.

Oh it's morning, not middle of the night. FIVE TIMES DURING A HALF HOUR? LONG TIME

vg *LOOKING AT BECKS* whoops caps.

Gates knows beckett knows VS's world? at least now the car is not inadmissable evidence. Love how Ryan calls castle away first & talks to him before going to , gates. Remember what happened last time?

Oh IA cool. Wait not cool that is for cops, oh no they're onto her, exceot kate said she didn't kill him .. Who is calling..? (kate totally shouldn't have gone or should have brought backup. Or a recording device.) wouldn't the killer KNOW how many shots they fired? couldn't they check the casings to the bullets they picked out? couldn't they check how many bullets they released from their magazine? (except since beckett is being framed-- unless she's lying to castle --then of course they'd leave one to trace back to her. & they'd also still dig em out so that it looks like a cop who knew what they were doing.) Vulcan Simmonas is not a small guy. Tbh a lot of medical complications aren't from ppl being fat, but from them being big. It happens from muscles too! Body builders also struggle with surgeries & stuff because they are big & heavy & bulky & hard to move!

Is that your personal gun or your cop gun? idrk how stuff like this works, not even in canada let alone the usa. (then again most guns in canada are not handguns, they're more for hunting or rural life.)

Polite of him to let her know bc he respects her ig... *calling the ballistics report wrong* It's going to be like that time castle was framed. Yeah man, you still need to arrest her even if she didn't do it. Even if smth else is going on (I read a fanfic set after the roof hanging episode, s4e23 my nickname was still always which was already the ep title lol, with cole maddox, I feel like it would fit better after this episode. Except no that was also 3xk themed...) (*I considered nicknaming it the cole maddox one, the roof hanging one, & probs others.)

ooh she gone

I love Castle lol. & I love Gates. She was head of IA before this & she is just so good. Can't or won't?

RYAN ESPOSITO CASTLE & LT NEW TEAM, BECKETT GOT WRITTEN OFF THE SHOW. that would actually be interesting. A uniformed officer longtime background character made into a more prominent character? Ann Hastings, LT, Jenkins, I just wish we got more names of the other detectives too. *sighs dreamily* LT Scott Tolliver my beloved, body blocking the window for his friends. Ryan nice tie but sad face. *just discussing their little Family Things with LT right there* (at least he's just off to the side keeping watch) (& he loves them! He's willing to take some extra time escorting castle out!

OOH SMITH IS ALIVE! (barely looks like smith tho)

Nice flowers ah the swings! Not the library where she arrested him & he went when he escaped jail? Harbouring a fugitive? RC: For the couple that has everything. Two matching burner phones, GPS turned, of course. Couples that have matching burner phones together, stay together. (Except then this exact same arc continues & they do the other thing. In fact, that technically starts next episode even tho it really starts in s8...) KB: Listen, Castle, I can’ ask you to stick around anymore. RC: You don’t have to ask. I’m volunteering. (like the esposito fiancee one! I'm volunteering. They love each other. Btw I should clip this. I usually clip funny stuff but this is just...) (she has such an accent. she is ethnically slavic canadian-american, fillion is also canadian-american, but their accents are so different. Wait, wasn't fillion from edmonton? I know it's a city, but it is also alberta, maybe that's why I like his accent the most.)

& just a side note, she REALLY needs to hide her identity a bit more. Maybe tuck her hair up und-- wait. Julia Ogden moments. She's skinny enough (tho still nicely boobed) that she can pass for a boy (despite being nicely boobed), I said to tuck her hair up under a toque & then let the ends hang over her face like emo bangs & she's also p tall, maybe just put some shadow on your chin or above your lip. It only works from a distance but yk. & then also if you stick some lidocaine in your cheeks (or hold cottonballs in your mouth) it changes your face shape.

sito being sus. (he is rly bad at this. I thought he was military trained to be good at this. keeping secrets.)

know vs knew

Like the baudelaires getting in the newspaper while they were in the last chance general store.

Oh no someone in the stairwell. Or that. How did that call go to your ONLY RECENTLY PURCHASED BURNER PHONE? (unless they already had the burners for the "project")

He's late bc he was a little busy getting shot, like castle's dad MS: Yes, and I thought I’d found it. I got to one of Bracken’s men, who told me there was something that the Senator was afraid of. A recording made by a former associate to protect himself. A recording in which Bracken admits to murder. (wouldn't the man who recorded it have told him abt it tho?) Thanks bonvolio. What fold? Are you alone smith? Lol he's right: Detective, you are radioactive. You can’t even help yourself. WAIT THAT REMINDS ME OF YOU CAN'T EVEN HHHEALP YOURSELF BIG RATS BIGGER SACK HANG LOWER ETHAN NESTOR RUSSIAN ACCENT MOMENT

The one guy is really sus of rysposito. Btw I love how the depression anxiety substance abuse post traumatic stress disorder poster appears to have no commas between them. What move would you make if you DID know where they are? VG: Gentlemen Me, reading the transcript: *french accent* Gentlemenn I LOVE gates! VG: Beckett’s not a killer, I know that. But she’s going to go down for this open and shut unless I can protect her. And I can’t do that if I’m left in the dark. So if she’s being set up? I need to know why. Hasn't she killed someone before? Yeah I remember dick coonan was onscreen Ryan asks esposito permission first lol Imagine if gates didn't even KNOW that johanna was murdered lol. rysposito don't KNOW everything, not even as much as caskett do.

Don't u need to be 21 to get a hotel room in the usa? Just change her look not his? He's the famous one. KB: We’ll never find the truth if we run away. RC: Kate, we’re never going to find the truth if we’re dead. Castle ALWAYS knows a guy.

Oh good changing her hair. (You know, that would have been fun, we haven't had significant hair changes since s1 2 & 3, then s3's hair was half the time cool half the time .. exactly like the next several seasons.)

not gonna be castle babe. Unless it is & it's going to be funny tense moments. dun dun dun bracken himself! How tense! lmao it built character?? (but she can't move on from her mom's murder u said to her basically u couldn't move on from the death of the neighbourhood kid) (side note I like how vulcan simmons is Black & william bracken is white.) WB: (sighs) So I guess there’s no point in asking for your vote, is there? XD That's a really Something thing to happen, thing to say. poetic, sexy true. You have people for that, I want you... kinda romantic...

WB: There is no truth. Not anymore. Episode title: Veritas

What's in the pill? How long does it take for that pill to kick in? OOH HAVING SEEN THIS BEFORE I KNOW WHY SHE ASKS Well you surely have the jigsaw puzzle somewhere still...

Gates my beloved

Is she drinking it? Is it like when the murderer is trying to bury me alive & I keep eating the dirt faster than he can bury me so I stay alive? bc if she wanted, she could spit it out all over herself & ppl would be like "why did she get so much booze on herself if her blood alcohol wasn't even that bad?" Will Castle show up? Is thomas/sergio wearing gloves handling this gun? (yes) Drunken suicide. I see. She's playing a dangerous game getting it so close to him pushing her trigger... & boom! she's def drunk but she could also drink even Castle (a man who is big & has mass & def drank enough in his day) under the table in a contest. *spits out the pill which TOTALLY would have dissolved by now* These two ppl have just been killed... too bad we can't kill bracken as easily. Ok transcript, not only is she drunk, she is also just hit in the head. Call Castle Blood on the wall

Castle <3

Flashbacks & thoughts & clips & memories & ooh I love! Was monty friends with johanna?

OH YES I FORGOT THAT THIS WAS THE ONE WITH THE FLASHBACK. WELCOME BACK RSH!

INT – TWELFTH PRECINCT RECORDS ROOM (FLASHBACK) (so glad they remembered how they said they met) KB: You’re Montgomery. I mean, Captain Montgomery. (My man was already a captain at this point. When was he a detective? with the guy who went to prison & left information with his memaw?) RM: Do I know you, Officer … (he glances at her name badge) … Beckett? KB: No. No, sir. I just – I’ve always wanted to do what you do. I wanted to be in homicide. (& he brings her in!!! He really is her dad!) RM: Is that right? What are you doing now? KB: (confused) Patrol. RM: I can see that. But what are you doing in the archives? KB: I’m sorry, sir. I didn’t – I didn’t mean to be here. I know I shouldn’t be. But I - I was looking into a case. My mom’s homicide. He glances at the box of files. (So glad that-- I lost my thought) RM: Johanna Beckett. KB: Did you know her? RM: I know her case is unsolved. And you were reviewing the files to see if they might have missed something? (.. How much do you know? ig I'll find out as the ep goes on) KB: Yes, sir. RM: If the case is unsolved, chances are the answers aren’t in that file. (he right) KB’S face falls. RM: What did your mother do, Officer Beckett? KB: She was a lawyer. RM: And you think her death might have had something to do with a case she was handling? KB: Well the detective that was working her case, Raglan, said that it was just random, but – RM: Well did you look though her personal belongings? Old notebooks, journals, diaries? ..Cassette recordings?.. Stuff like that? KB: (nods) Yes, sir. Tons of times. But I haven’t found anything that seems relevant. RM: ... Well keep looking. (NO NO NO SAD YOU CAN SEE HIM) (con't) You never know when something might turn up. (Or maybe protect her by telling her to stop. Remember when she recovered for a bit? & then she relapsed. She really IS an addict.) KB nods. RM: Nice meeting you, Officer Beckett. He salutes her and she salutes back. He gives her a sad smile. RM: Sorry about your mom. KB: Thank you, sir. He leaves.

I have this town close by one of my fave museums that has a population of 300 & it is really beautiful with historical stuff & I love it. Tbh it is more of an extension of the nearby city than its own town.

Wait was monty a legit associate? or was he just accidentally involved? I mean he wasn't... intentionally there but i I feel like once youre in you can't really get out. Which ig he couldn't, lockwood killed him. Ok so u can pronounce the g in belongings but u can't pronounce ANY t?

call ryan & esposito to do it for u

Sus. a pair of detectives out here taking a shift like this? They should have come in complaining "Why do we need to take a shift guarding her place? ugh. How annoying." grab the stuff & go grab the stuff & go grab *DROPS IT?* the stuff & go WHY ARE YOU WAITING THERE WHY ARE YOU LOOKING AT THE STUFF NOW YOU HAVE TWO MINS TO SKIDADDLE FRICKING.. lol subpoena her notes so u write in shorthand. Love it. I love my own shorthand. Eth & thorn & ampersand & ampersand for "that" which is a thorn with a line... one of the many proposals for eng... I got in trouble in culinary school bc my shorthand was for me to read. I'm like "girl this workplan is for me, if you want someone else to read it give them the textbook i copied it from. if this was my restaurant we would use shorthand still but it would be less short & more standardized."

lol they would SO be able to decipher it Told u to get out. Why would she give it to her husband & child?

(I love esposito's unimpressed face, rystle look ashamed, beckett looks shocked) DONOVAN and his men have arrested CASTLE, BECKETT, RYAN, and ESPOSITO. None of them are happy as the elevator clicks open and they follow DONOVAN through the bullpen. GATES gapes at them when she notices from her office. (Poor gates) Yep. I'm not watching bc I don't have access, I'm on the transcript rn instead of looking up my school supplies or my bus route to my psych appt... but maybe I shall clip. I remember the bloopers the handcuffs came apart & esposito/JH ran away.

KB: The elephants RC: ??? (I'm glad he doesn't understand) "this one's good with money" what if castle DID get beckett to throw them out? & has she seriously never dropped them when moving? did she take them with her when she moved to DC? did she not sell them bc she was downsizing to travel? I'm getting a rock collection from a friend moving to australia.

Or you know, just... ask someone. Yell over to ann hastings who adores you. ask her to open the elephants. ask donovan to let you check your elephants. I mean he wouldn't let you. Shout to gates to do it once they take you to jail. Or maybe walk over there calmly so as not to arouse suspicion. Holy crap he pulls his gun on her! Heck yeah gates for taking down donovan's arm! Lol love the slow motion

There would either be more stuff before that on the tape or they would be at the end of the tape. (I wrot ethat during the transcript. There is actually a decent amount of audio that I didn't know was part of the recording while watching) Like how the audio still kind of sucks WAIT LAST EPISODE, THE ONE WITH THE Hi8, THAT WAS A LEADUP TO THIS) Wow language. Wowie! You were like "ooh you're mafia extorting! bad you! But I'll take your money!" & now you're like "I've had people fucking KILLED before"??? (he knows ppl bc he was assistant da, of COURSE he knows)

WB: Well it’s simple, Linda. I’m tired. The backroom deals, the corruption, the waste? Oh I figured it out. He is not just the guy saving his neighbourhood kid friend, he is not just doing senator things, he always has been about the money. Back with the extortion ring. He was doing this BEFORE the extortion ring. *sees beckett who is supposed to be dead* except they totally told him that becks escaped & killed his guys. He knew. He was saying "you can't be here" bc he thought becks was arrested. & discredited

he didn't do it, he hired dick coonan to do it. *catching this on film* Ooh music

& they're all just... no longer under arrest?

lmao ok. I love it.

But this is not the end of the season?

Hey with having already liveblogged while my unle was over yesterday from the transcript, I only spent an hour or so on this ep! Nice!

[brattyandwhorrible]

Omg im so mf funny. So my gfs phone lit up last night when i was getting up to go potty after us just having like the best sex I've ever had and her already having passed out afterwards.. and this phone that lit up said.. "hey baby... blah blah blah"

So NATURALLY ima pick up the phone and see who is saying this right.. well when i picked the phone up the message saying this wasn't on the notifications anymore. 😐 so me starting to rly feel some type of way proceeds forward in the snoopy sesh thru baes phone tryna uncover this person 'hey baby'ing' my girl.

All out on camera and all. Plus i was still naked 😂💀 i did not gaf how crazy i looked.

Oh uh uh.

So during my little investigation adventures i realized that MY GIRLFRIEND IS NOT THE PERFECT LITTLE ANGEL I THOUGHT SHE WAS.

I just had this image of her in my head of being God-Like and blemish free. Especially when it comes to personal matters i guess. But what did i learn. NOBODY IS TRULY PERFECT AFTER ALL. Bc while shes here rn bothered by me telling her a lie #1 (me saying that i was in love with her b4 i actually was), by me telling other ppl the same lovey stuff i was telling her while i was locked up #2.... she also was being all extra friendly wit other ppl and in a whole 'relationship' or w/e wit someone else, telling grls she wanna see them and good morning texts and inviting them over to netflix and blah blah whatever.. WHILE I WAS IN FL WITH HER.

And ya wanna know what else ive realized?

I dont care that she's imperfect, i love her anyways and i just am going to trust that we not be like that to each other anymore. I'm not saying what she did is worse than what i did either.. just had to put that out there.

Anyways so now not only did she wake up without me, she came looking for her phone.

She's acting all weird and being distant and quiet.

I feel wrong 4 just tryna act like nothing happened and i didnt just do what i did and see what i seen.. lmao this is so typical. I couldn't even help it, my inner most crazy got the best of me when i seen that hey baby whatever it said. I had to know what the fuck. Im not even mad tho, not yet anyways... i mean ill be mad if she dont stop tryna act like she didnt do the same thing shes upset that i did.

Lol. But rly tho, its not cool but i mean its cool. I fucked up, she fucked up. I have genuine, real feelings for her unlike before.. and ive fallen in love with her, experiencing a type of love I've never felt before. I'm not trying to sabotage our bond we have together what so ever, over nothing. I feel like our feelings for each other are mutual so i can trust that the funny business wont be a thing from here on out. Leaving me not to worry but to be excited abt having her and the Universe working its magic like it did..

I'm not the same person i was 2 years ago by any means. Im like complete polar opposite of where i was then actually. And for the first time i actually WANT to have a future with another human being period.

I rly hope we can not lose all of our trust over the things we did before we rly had a chance at being together and fully experiencing one another. I also hope this isn't gonna be an on going issue or source of sorrow either.

Ugh.. ok im done 4 now...

GOOD JOB LIL BABY 4 SLIPPING AND RLY LETTING YOUR CRAZY SHOW.

0 to 100 real fucking quick. I do have to say im glad i got to the source of recent consistent concerns abt my actions during the time of these events taking place. Maybe now we can call it truce and grow into better ppl tog..

One last thing.. 2 my Lover Baby, pls know that i do apologize for invading your privacy even tho i know you was looking 4 love else in somebody else too. I'm rly not tripping tho. I don't feel any diff abt you at all.. im just lowkey gonna be hurt if the situation abt tonight happening is handled the wrong way.. like i don't just wanna pretend like nothing happened. I want to talk abt everything.. even if it hurts, i still feel like its better 2 talk abt it. Even if we dont have much to say on something. I love you tho baby, I'm not going anywhere and i still trust you.. im not even tripping like that. I know how im coming at you also so i KNOW we good. You'll see that too once you see that ima consistently act right as well. Your still my sweet baby pookie pie 😻😘😇 and we were still made exactly for each other bc flaws and all, i want every single part of you bby. Im sorry for doing too much and letting my crazy get the best of me 🙄💀🙈 not gonna lie I'm a lil embarrassed over it lol

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#nowlemmecrawlunderarockanddie 😫🥸

[anerol152]

hi, it me again (again)! about everything mia: i think it's all capcom being capcom about its female characters (remember Claire? Jill? Rebecca? Ada? literal mains and they've been gone for years from the games, it's all been chris and leon main and chris as the only main that appears in the last two, with Ethan as main; remakes not count) so what little they gave us is just ehh not enough for a full picture like you said; she was kinda interesting in 7 but sidelined in 8+dlc, and damsel in distress for both main entries. as capcom said they're done with the Winters for now... we may never know if there was something interesting like, oh she got reminded of Evie and trauma, or resentment because Ethan's dead after saving her, or just chris taking the bow child away because she's dangerous?? idk, capcom tell us! and stop sidelining your women characters!

no one telling Rose about Ethan in dlc just rubs the wrong way. like 16 years of nothing, no pics or stories... like they didn't even tell her he'd be proud of her? isn't that something most people tell kids with a dead parent? i am a sad panda (but it's narratively nice because she gets to explore his memories, that's so very private and adorable <3). like, I get it the memories are painful but taking away the kid's right to know? D:

"...if I'm misremembering but I think Ethan found some suspicious documents about things Mia was doing at the start" Ethan never found out anything about mia or her involvement with the connections or what happened in Louisiana, and she made a deal with the bsaa to not tell him anything about her if she rats out her employers (post re7, and chris hadn't gone rogue yet - you can find all this in 'the baker incident report'). He only knew she had something to do with it but nothing concrete, and every time he wanted to talk about it, they fought; last instances with the real mia were the hospital where she "blew up" at him for mentioning Louisiana and the flashback post crash at the beginning of RE8. (Miranda took her place a day before or same day 8 happens, because same clothes) It's Chris that finds photos of mia with miranda and eveline in Miranda's lab, but he already knows they worked together so he has no reaction to that, but he does to her documents of Spencer.

"I cannot tell you how little respect I have for anyone doing that to her." right?! imagine honking at a graveyard to hurry up D:

"#still so very curious about that figure next to the car in the last cutscene" free cam mods in both RE8 and DLC show it's Ethan and the car stops :D (please let me dream that it's him watching over Rose or she accidentally brought him back, like his ring). And fingers crossed they don't just forget about Rose though they said they're done with the Winters for now. thnx for answring all these! and oh wow these things got long, sorry!

Hello hello XD

"idk, capcom tell us! and stop sidelining your women characters!"

Oh if only, oh if only. I do love the male mains bc they've fleshed them out true. I live for every crumb we get about Ada tho. We need a girls only centered game. Let them be awesome capcom, they deserve it. Mia disappearing is my 'favorite' [sarcasm] mystery tho, because I can and will make 20k conspiracy theories about her not being there since doubt we'll ever get an answer. I just hope it wasn't anything that hurt Rose too much.

"like 16 years of nothing, no pics or stories… like they didn't even tell her he'd be proud of her? isn't that something most people tell kids with a dead parent?"

Right!? Someone, anyone, should have told her at least the bare minimum! If nothing else, to keep 'the asset' happy so she wouldn't become a problem. Like, if nothing else you'd expect them to at least use that logic if the problem was them not seeing her as a literal child. It's so very odd. I mean, it's obviously that way just so they can get that one cute scene (I too absolutely adore the childhood memories scene. was one of the best moments of the game really) but that doesn't work as well narratively-wise. Capcom we need hindsight to be part of the plot planning too!

"Ethan never found out anything about mia or her involvement with the connections or what happened in Louisiana, and she made a deal with the bsaa to not tell him anything about her if she rats out her employers (post re7, and chris hadn't gone rogue yet - you can find all this in 'the baker incident report')."

Yeah that! I am, not good at remembering which ch knows what tbh. Too many wikia binges at 2am. Brain just accepted Chris knowing as Ethan knowing as well. Still sad to see those secrets making Ethan and Mia fight tho. Though, makes me wonder what would have happened if Ethan knew of her involvement from the start. Or if like, Chris and Co. told him they suspected Mia was replaced.

""#still so very curious about that figure next to the car in the last cutscene" free cam mods in both RE8 and DLC show it's Ethan and the car stops :D (please let me dream that it's him watching over Rose or she accidentally brought him back, like his ring)."

I wish, I wish. Bit odd the car stopped there if it's just his spirit or smthn tho. Also really? Thought it wasn't possible to make the pic clear enough. I mean, also been hoping it's him but the whole 'the father's story is finished now' thing keeps me guessing. (I will never get over the ring. The sheer implications.) Really do hope we see more of the remaining Winters soon enough (like by 2025, preferably).

"thnx for answring all these! and oh wow these things got long, sorry!"

No need for saying sorry! I am really enjoying these discussions. It's nice being able to talk to more than just a few friends about it. Always happy to answer asks. Thank you for starting the discussion!

[bluewings55]

Alrighty, seems quite obvious!

I'm rn creating my sona's character sheet, but I can already tell you her name: Starcatcher!

I also made two redesigns for Princess Luna and Celestia cus I got bored so imma post them as soon as I'm done!

But to answer the last question:

Tbh I have no idea why I'm such a scaredy cat.

I've always got scared easily for non real things and having troubles sleeping after consuming horror content

And even though I know that about myself I still consume a handful of horror content.

But it all started when my friend asked me if I wanted to play Phasmophobia with her.

I agreed and we had a lot of fun (even tho I'm bad af, but she's the one that keeps dying so I can't be that bad, sorry Mystery)

Anyway, I never played Phasmophobia so I had to do a little research during the game.

And bc google totally doesn't spy on our research and totally doesn't sent it to other apps that I linked my account to, my Tik tok FYP just coincidentally got flooded with my little pony infected au's videos.

By that time, I haven't even watched the show. I watched a few episodes of gen 4, but I stopped bc I thought it was childish grew out of it

I sometimes got a few videos bc I'm in the Winx fandom, so I guess tik tok was like 'hey, you like sparkly things, magic and girls solving Problems with the power of friendship, so how about My little pony?'

So that's how I landed on the my little pony creepypasta tik tok fandom.

And for some reason I also got trailers from the game Zoocosis and that's absolutely terrifying.

Giraffes are one of my childhood animals, seeing that happen to one absolutely terrified me.

So now, take:

1 scaredy cat chicken aka me

+ watching/playing horror content

+ at night

+ in my own apartment

+ my roommate left for the weekend

= bad night sleep and paranoid chicken aka me

So in the end, I thought 'why not watch the show? I mean it's pretty childish and if I can replace happy sunshine ponies with zombie ponies I could feel better!'

So I asked my friend if she recommended it and she did so I started watching it, thinking I would stop after a few episodes

....

So I'm rn halfway through season 9, watched the movie as well, planning to read the comics too bc I TOTALLY didn't fall for the morally questionable villain unicorn king with black hair and red eyes and TOTALLY don't want to read them bc of him *clearly throat*

I actually really enjoyed it more than I ever thought ngl

Imma get more into it in a different post and wanna compare it with Winx bc Nick, learn from MLP when it comes to letting other characters than the main character shine.

Guess who watched almost the entirety of My little pony bc she got haunted by infected au's so she decided to make her own oc/Sona to make everything less scary!

Yeah it's me

I'm the scaredy cat

[chocolatemilksmoothie]

Any Sport in a Storm

Listen I didn't get the time to do this w the last 2 eps (even though I had a lot of thoughts and feelings believe me) but I'll do it now bc this episode was so cute? And it surprised me too! Let's see

all the coven heads ignoring him is unsurprising, tho Raine hesitating didn't escape me. even under Terra's control they seem a bit concerned

Belos being like a single working parent leaving notes on the fridge or smth

so. the old golden guard sigil is also the Gravesfield sigil? I already had noticed it looks similar to the Emperor's coven symbol but the bird's wings are more closed. thinking...

grown witches let's stop bullying the literal teenager

"Little Prince" is the cutest nickname ever and if Darius is the closest thing Hunter will get to a mentor figure I love the idea of it going from a condescending name to an affectionate one. I love it

seems Darius and Eber are very involved in Belos plans? what are they doing

Darius knew the previous Golden Guard? He was his mentor?? There was a previous Golden Guard???

So I was wondering how or why he would be sent to Hexide, turns out it wasn't Belos idea at all. Makes sense

Willow is an absolute badass and I love her YES GIRL GO

like SHE'S SO POWERFUL god

HER DADS? awww jock nerd family!

Luz dropping all the books really got me for some reason. my child

"spill it hermosa!"

I suspected Luz and Amity would be busy elsewhere, and really enjoyed their B plot! Theorizing just like us about the mysterious person, the answer was the simpler option

I had assumed Eda had brought the books and sold them at some point. It was smth like that but without Eda lol

Tiny Nose has a name now also? good for her

To the surprise of no one, he sucks at interacting with other kids but this is even worse than expected lmao authority! and rules!!

heck yea Jerbo fight the system!

Professor Homunculus is a big jerk. tho we already knew that

Glad our boi Hunter gets to show off a little with the flying skills, he's had a, uh, rough season. He also got attacked by Puddles

I thought Caleb was the name of the museum guy obsessed with witches but it was actually Jacob generic english man names got me confused my bad

"hm, I don't feel sick" oh you clueless child

Gus being suspicious and protective I love my son

the Best and the Brightest I love them

Two "half-a-witch" witches huh? Loved the parallel but also ouch. Guess that's a common insult for kids who struggle with magic which is yikes

Skara tactical genius hell yeah!

"now I'm only scarred emotionally ;)" girl omg

I hope Viney and Jerbo can reconcile after this. He looked terrified lmao we take sports very serious here

I love Hunter's teleporting technique. sneaky boi

TEAM SPORTS. TEAM SPIRIT. Hunter making friends!! and he came up with the team name! Cute and creative

"Icepack for Steve"

seems training for the emperor's coven is brutal. Yet to hunter it's whatever lmao oh boy

also one free day a year.... yikes

Darius pushing Hunter to make choices for himself let's gooo

Boop

and he gave him a phone scroll thingy 😭 which means he can keep in touch. Typing like an old man

I hope he won't get in trouble for it but Belos is ancient af he probably thinks social media is the real dark magic so he'll never see it I guess

sewing is indeed a very helpful skill to have

so third time was the charm, after Luz then Amity tried to reach out it seems Willow and her team might be his first real friends!

what's his username I need to know

I already liked Darius as a fabulous jerk and antagonist but now I'm super interested to see more of him

also his past with Amity's dad SPILL THE TEA! bitter exes? former besties? rivals since forever? is it a one sided aggression thing? please I need it

and he follows him on social media just to scoff and mute him, petty king

obsessed with Amity and Luz showing up at the end like oh did we miss anything imporWHAT

Little Prince!!

So yeah, very cute and fun over all, and revealed more than I expected. S2 has been fantastic non stop. Glad Hunter got to have some fun bc I feel he won't for too long

oh, spoilers for the upcoming episode synopsis:

So next week we'll have Amity and Luz focus, and it seems Amity wants to impress her dad so we might get more Darius too! Show me the handsome witch again!! Not expecting to see Hunter next week but maybe more Willow and Gus. I love them. I do hope we keep seeing the Emeralds hanging out in the future as a club and having practice and playing matches, idk. also show them talking w hunter through the scrolls? it'd be cute