#no i know why
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
i love how every one of my mutuals (probably everyone who follows me) knows my fav atj character is tangerineā¦ā¦.i wonder what gave you all that impression šš¤ØāØ
#ramblings#no i know why#it's cauz i never shut up about him#he literally has his own tag#tangerine š#LMAO
5 notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
Dreamt about an incubus being locked in a decrepit mansion in the woods by a cult, said cult kidnapping random guys for him to eat (assault) so they don't risk a cambian being born and can use his magic to like get stuff? Classic like supernatural battery shit I think. And this one trying to strike a deal and having to eat like so many snails?? around the house to survive for 2 months until they could break out when the cult tried to bring in a new victim. And, of course, they fall in love. Is this dark romance??? Why was this spawned subconscious?
#tanco speaks#dark romance#???#no i know why#it's because i keep getting served up booktok recommendations because i like watching re-book binding and 90% of those#are books like 4th wing and acotar#and i usually only see the trigger warning list before ive scrolled
13 notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
why he scowling šš
7 notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
Songs I associate with Nandor ;;
1. Bahamut + hazmat modine 2. A Formidable Marinade + Mikelangelo & The Black Sea Gentlemen 3. Rasputin + Boney M. 4. Vamos a morir + PatĆ© de FuĆ”, ft Catalina GarcĆa 5. I'd Do Anything For Love (But I Won't Do That) + Meat Loaf
tagged by;; @andynked tagging;; @himbohotel + @lamourstre + @theirmadness + @platiinums + @wornkindness + you ; )
4 notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
Idk why every time I have a project that involves using the Register of the Great Seal for something even slightly more complex than looking up a single isolated charter, I always have a lovely plan where I think it will only take me a couple of hours to go in, check the index, and take the numbers I need down. And then I end up having to skimread the whole damn volume.
#No I know why#It's because the index is fucked up that's why#All due respect to those Victorian and Edwardian lads who went to the tremendous trouble of compiling all these sources#But this particular method of indexing leaves a lot to be desired#Does NOT have everything I need in it#And by the time you realise that some lands might pop up where least expected you start to convince yourself it would be safer#Just to read the whole thing#It's 800 pages long#I have been at this since 4 and I'm not even an eighth of the way through#Would be much quicker if I had the physical volume but it's a very old rare book so the library have it under strict control#Fortunately of course it HAS been digitised which is fantastic#Lots of sources for mediaeval Scottish history that were compiled into printed editions in the nineteenth century have been digitised#They are very easy to get ahold of and in my biased opinion it is easier to do online primary source research for Scotland than England#But 800 pages staring at a screen (which is NOT a format I can easily retain information from even if it didn't make my eyes hurt)#Having to physically scroll down the page rather than just flip a page#Is just not ideal#And this is the only volume in the series which is on Hathi rather than Internet Archive and personally I find indexes more difficult to us#On Hathi than internet archive#Anyway#That's how you end up making the bad decision to work your way through an 800 page volume and make yourself go blind#Just to find some charters#But I've already sunk several hours into this so can't give up now! I always vastly underestimate the amount of time it takes too#Also a certain degree of Ill as well. Like I feel I have to Suffer For My Craft-suffering being back problems and 19th century antiquarians#Alright this is officially the most boring rant I have ever had
3 notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
i'm finally sorting out the photos from my trip to greece last october, don't know why it took me so long to do it
#no i know why#it's bc i took a quick look at them on my parents computer and they looked bad#i'm a fake photographer#i used to think i was good but i'm only good at taking pictures of iceland#lu.txt
2 notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
I absolutely cannot make a decision as to what to get for party supplies for my 30th birthday. Thereās so many options and they are all good but not perfect and I canāt decide how much I want to spend and what all exactly I want and if it all needs to be one set or mixing and matching plate sets and decoration sets and itās really just not that important but I am overwhelmed.
I want this but it expensive and doesnāt come with silver ware or many extras and is expensive: https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B0BFG3415S/ref=ox_sc_act_image_1?smid=A1SWZ9NV6ZKTL1&psc=1
And then this the cheapest for the most things but I donāt even care about all of the extras and itās uses a lot of yellow blue which I donāt love: https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B0C2T3HBG4/ref=ox_sc_act_image_7?smid=A1WW9O05V9J994&psc=1
And then thereās just decorations which I could pair with the unicorns but then itās so expensive: https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B08YRT6TX2/ref=ox_sc_act_image_4?smid=A203BAS6140Y7U&psc=1
And thereās even more butterfly options for more confusion: https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B0BMQQJZPH/ref=ox_sc_act_image_3?smid=A1A7X32XM3G7VC&psc=1
And I clearly just need to pick one or two and order them but itās so hard.
Regardless I am excited for my birthday party š„³
#why is this challenging#no I know why#itās because I make too big of a deal of holidays and trying to make them perfect and then I stress myself out#I need to relax#get overly excited but somehow not stressed and overwhelmed#somehow#all of them will be fun#I should just get the complete set with bright purple butterflies#but it feels a tiny bit like settling#and I hate settling in my birthday#but also nothing will ever be perfect and more expensive isnt necessarily better#but also an extra twenty bucks is not going to make or break me either way#so I should just get what I most want#but I donāt really know what that is#do I even want a balloon arch?#so much work to put together#but so fun#I def want a banner#but is a background sheet good too?#do I want a tinsel doorway?#or hanging streamers?
5 notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
ok if he still follows me here it would actually be a fucking disaster not just a funny cute awkward thing
#june shines#because oh no#fuck#i cant even listen to music š#IT WILL GET BETTER promise it will get better#NO THIS IS ALL BECAUSE OF MY FUCKING#depressive episode#i just#lost touch with all feelings#and then it's like#it's like at the party last night i just melted#i just melted#my poor friends next week this is all anyone is gonna hear about#talking to the june#WHY DID I BREAK UP WITH HIM#no i know why#it was meant to be this way#but it hurts so much#im gonna go listen to cameron philip and finish psyc shit
2 notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
comic
#badtober#badtober2024#my art#digital art#batman#bruce wayne#mlp#mlp fim#mlp g4#pinkie pie#mlp pinkie#joker#dc joker#crossover#I really dont know how Ive managed to get this much mileage out of batman X mlp crossover art. Why is my brain stuck on this.#also i cheated a bit for this prompt bc I had that first panel drawn back in August and just made another drawing to turn it into a comic
133K notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "šš¼šš¼ā" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) āwhy didn't he use š«µš¼?ā didn't exist yet. āwhy didn't he use š?ā dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. šš¼ is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent šš¼šš¼ as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
148K notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
Expertise can't help you here.
#dungeon meshi#kabru#laios touden#falin touden#Happy Thistle Thursday once again. Have I been holding on to this comic for several weeks? Sure have!#I forgot how long it takes for Chimera Falin to come into play.#I still really love my 'better drawn' art of her - unfortunately it was several weeks too early for the anime only folks.#Slowly getting the hang of drawing Laios. I don't know why I struggle so much but I am getting...somewhere.#Meta time: God damn I love how the chimera shows off the expertise and gap between Kabru and Laios.#The truth is: they are both *right* and they are both *wrong*.#This creature is a combination of monster and human and they only have the skillset to deal with one of those.#Kabru goes for all the human vitals - but she isn't human.#Laios tries to approach her as a monster and is struck down by the humanity he sees in her.#She is something new that defies what they *both* understand about the world. And that makes her such a perfect antagonist.#The damsel was the dragon all along!#...She is really so cute though. Terrifying! But adorable. I am so excited to see the boom of fanart for her.
46K notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
caught them doing the SIN, cos, tan (bad trigonometry joke, I'm sorry, you have permission to euthanize me)
bonus:
#I donāt know WHY on earth I drew this but sir mix-a-lot was playing so maybe that explains it#the book of bill#gravity falls#billford#Art Of The Sun Chip#gravity falls fanart#stanford pines#bill cipher#fiddleford mcgucket#fiddauthor#artists on tumblr#ford pines#art#drawing#fanart#my art#doodle#illustration#procreate#comic#please don't repost my artwork onto other sites thank you!
44K notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
Did you know itās legal in the USA for mattress companies to put fiberglass in their mattresses? They donāt even have to label them! So if you wanna commission me so I can buy a new bed I wonāt stop you
#deadass might never get top surgery at this rate#I feel so defeated#I just got done decorating my room and now I gotta gut it :(#I know my comics are goofy but like Iām genuinely really sad#like I just wanna give up WHY TF WOULD THEY PUT FIBERGLASS IN MATTRESES
33K notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
watching bridgerton and obviously there were a lot of things wrong with the way socializing has worked in the past, but honestly the idea of a "calling hour" is so appealing. office hours for friendship. you can show up unannounced at my home between 1 and 3pm. you must leave by 3pm. I may give you a pastry. lets bring that back
#bridgerton#lauren says things#i know the calling hour is for romantic prospects#(at least in bridgerton)#but there IS something to be said for having social rules! I like it to an extent!#no I don't have a panic disorder rooted in social anxiety why are you asking me that#and tbf one CAN just do this!#but working out social contracts with friends is hard and scary lol
44K notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
this manatee looks like itās in a skyrim loading screen
#lol good luck finding all of the photoshopped versions in the rb history. āmanatee restoredā is still my favorite of all time#misc#I encourage anyone dyslexic to try rotating him in your mind. I canāt do that; which is why Iām asking you to.#also: a bunch of tags are surprised this isnāt āshopped#itās the lighting. backlit by the sun (which is diffused through the water) but also forelit artificially#the artificial light - a flash pack or something - casts a hard shadow under the creatures arm#which normally wouldnāt be possible if backlit by the SUN; youād see a less-hard/more-fragmented shadow above water#as light sources ācompeteā in a sense - and since there arenāt any light sources which can outshine the literal sun#it looks a bit weird when the darkest shadow is being cast from any other origin point - which is whatās essentially happening here#I donāt know the mechanics of how light travels through water; but I know the effect is substantial even with relatively short distances#also: itās been balanced and color corrected by the author of the photo - who made deliberate choices to bring out the full potential#so itās not like itās a fresh and untouched export#but the kind of ātacked onā appearance of the creature is a result of the lighting conditions within the image
62K notes
Ā·
View notes