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james-p-sullivan · 2 years ago

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idk about you guys but im excited to get old and grow wrinkles and see the way my mind and body changes. being super depressed as a teen made me think i would never live past 20 so i like to think of getting older and the changes that come with it as a treat

#my colleague likes to joke about turning 29 for the millionth time and im like #no i cant wait for the rest of my life #i want to be old and fat and grey #i want to sit on my rocking chair and think of all the art and music ive made #all the friends that have come and gone #and i want to be content about it #that’s why im trying so hard to make the memories now #so i can think back on them #anyway i just saw some dumb anti aging bullshit and it made me sad #sulley speaks #positive

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honey-bird10 · 15 days ago

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SHJ ACCIDENTALLY (????) PROPOSED TO HYJ ON HIS BIRTHDAY ⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️

#sctir #HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY FAVOURITE MENACE TO SOCIETY I HOPE YOU FINALLY GET THE REST THAT YOU DESERVE #GIVE THIS MAN THE DOMESTIC LIFE PLEASE I THINK HE DESERVES IT AS A TREAT #han yoojin #tsctir #sung hyunjae #jinjae #my s class hunters #the s classes that i raised #s classes that i raised #put these two in the same room and one of them are coming out pregnant (canon??????)#guys im going to an ARTCON tmr and im gonna get SO MANY KEYCHAINS OF THESE MAN WHORES #novelty pins mwah cant wait to decorate my pencil case with these sick freaks #(kaiga con melbourne gang anyone???)#myart #sung hyunje #jinje

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lemonebar · 4 months ago

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new life series i am already insane about

#digital art #my art #mcyt fanart #wild life spoilers #life series spoilers #trafficblr #joel smallishbeans #goodtimeswithscar #jimmy solidarity #ldshadowlady #gemini tay #i cannot describe my excitement #cant wait to watch the rest of the povs

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escaping-peril12 · 9 months ago

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MHA SPOILERS ✣!!

This is 100 times better knowing Shinsou is actually in their class now. 😭😭❤️

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bimbo-on-board · 1 month ago

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i want everyone to know how excited i am for my wife and i to finally get our own place together because as SOON as that happens (wouldnt be surprised if she tries before this tho) shes gonna be planning ways to get me pregnant... cant wait to announce to everyone im having baby number one, then two then three and four and five and six and,..... um anyways. just know. the 'fakeboy' kink -> cis girl pipeline could possibly turn you into the perfect breeding cow wife <3 just give in!

#I WILL ALSO ADD #i am also excited to spend the rest of my life with her because i am so fcuking madly in love with her its insane #like? im sorry she is my world. i worship the ground she walks on. i literally live for my wife and i couldnt be happier #if she wanted to move across the world tomorrow i'd have my bags packed THAT NIGHT #i cannot wait to see her soon i cant WAIT im gonna have SO MUCH FUN AAAUGHHH!!!! I WANT TO SEE HER *NOW*#*looks at the photobooth pic we took together i have taped to my monitor*#*sighs happily* <3 #fakeboy #ftmtf kink #ftm ns/fw

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luxurystark-jackson · 18 hours ago

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i have to genuinely ask. what is the point of the last episode??? they just. killed dean to make us sad. five straight minutes of dean dying and saying gayer shit to his brother than the angel he was supposed to be in love with. sam being miserable. what. was. the. point.

#s15 ep20 #I DONT GET IT #SERIOUSLY LIKE. WAS THIS JUST SUPPOSED TO BE A LAST JAB AT THE FANS??? THERES NO SENSE IN IT???#when the alarm clock rang i was fully prepared to hear heat of the moment. somehow i didnt. nonsense #so what dean’s on an eternal road trip waiting for sam. and cas isn’t even there with him??? whats the point #actively crying over the ending screaming what was the point at my screen #sam had to just?? live his life?? he died surrounded by memories of his family but they aren’t even THERE #they shouldve just killed him with dean fuck off #that was just?? an extended form of torture?? they couldve made the ending about sam but this isnt even really about him #it’s not even about the brothers after dean dies its just. sick. its awful #this is the sort of ending chuck would write. eric kripke i will end you someday #sam lives the rest of his life without his brother dies of old age?? whats the point if HIS FAMILY ARENT THERE #he’s basically dying alone. his son might be blood but his real family is all gone. whats the fuckingg point #devastating i’m gonna watch the pilot to cheer myself up i cant believe i cried over that fuckass ending #supernatural #spn #spn finale #sam winchester #dean winchester #sam and dean #sam yaps about spn

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sundancefemme · 3 months ago

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happy hogswatch season everyone!

#my post #hogswatch #im helping run a book club for it this year #my best friend is reading it for the first time i cant WAIT to see her lose her mind over it #i plan to reread it every christmas for the rest of my life and i WILL be subjecting my children to it #discworld

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voidmenace · 18 days ago

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now, maybe its just because i have the best girlfriend in the world, but i think that if you view marriage as chaining yourself to another person, you maybe probably shouldnt be getting married. or like. getting into a relationship at all.

#saw a post that pissed me off #i cant wait to marry my girlfriend #not bc im chaining myself to her or vice versa #but because i love her so much and want the whole world to know #the actual legal marriage bit is mostly for the taxes and insurance shit #but god i adore her and want to spend the rest of my life growing with her and loving her #menace speaks

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hysterical-random-things · 10 days ago

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I GOT YOU So with your Narinder then, how would you describe how his characterization and/or role has evolved in your AU? And also for bonus points, what would you say you're most proud of regarding this evolution? (No matter how mundane it may seem!) 💘

So my biggest thing that ive been really focusing on is trying to develop narinder (and by extension the lamb also) as his own person. He's angry and proud and bitter but like a big thing to me is Narinder is patient, almost to a fatal degree imo. He's not fast to act and prefers to wait and watch before interacting. However he does have a bad habit of making assumptions about how the people he "know" will act preemptively and getting really through off when they do anything different that what he expected (his original betrayal, the lamb deciding to fight for their crown, the lamb banning him from leaving etc)

(i am going to fully admit i pull some of his character quirks and behavior from my own cat nugget, girl has... Issues but isn't aggressive unless really pushed she's just kinda a mess and I've decided my narinder deals with issues the same way)

When he is through off he gets very defensive. Not violent but extremely guarded and not quick to trust again. Even if he knows he's "safe" he doesn't care.

This entire thing has become a big Thing for me. And I'm vaguely proud of how my narinder has shaped into a something I can kinda being accurate.

He's collected, he's put together, he's not even really rude but he will do the bare minimum for you if you've hurt him. He won't go down to your level and hurt you back but he makes sure you are Very aware he's not forgotten and at least for now he hasn't forgiven.

The biggest like choice i think I made with him was giving him more compicated relationships outside of the lamb and his siblings, he makes choices for himself, that are only for himself and doesn't care what others think.

#hyst.text #paltuna au #sorry if this is extremely rambling i git off a hell 12 hour shift and am 100% crashing rn lol #spoiler alert but narinder eventually decides he wants to have more kids #and like biologically the other parent is whean #but narinder and him were on the same page that these are His kids and wheans fine with that #narinder wont acknowledge anyone who asks and they look like him so it doesnt matter #this happens during narinder literally just ignoring the lamb after they decided he cant leave arc well before they actually fixed things #this is like a very big thing that my narinder is the type to want to take care of those he considers his responsibility or who need it #i picture him as a duel aspect god #bishop narinder being the more violent side of death to go along with his siblings #while the one who waits being the more passive “natural” kind and that being the form narinder prefered to be perceived as #until like the whole imprisonment thing #now he would just like to rest and maybe be normal for a bit #live a nice life #these tags got completely fucked in order sorry ill fix once im off mobile

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zackcharine · 2 months ago

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I need to try harder to get out of bed but augh

#🤖.txt #aghhfjg i really need to catch up on sleep. but i also want to do stuff but idk. this is dumb but nothing i do really feels worth the effor #anymore. Thinking like this is sad bc drawing is one of the few things i like doing and make me happy but idk #i might just go back to the way things were before. Just wait for the weekend and spend as much time drawing then #genuinely dont want to do anything at all this is so frustrating and im so tired and sad all the time #i know i should be using my break to focus on studying but with what time #Idkkkk i just really hate living like this #thinking about dropping out again but that would just mean house chores + babysitting full time while job hunting and idk if i can handle #that. I cant handle anything anymore and this is making me so sad . I want to be useful and do so many things but i reached my limit months #ago. I just wanted a week or two to just rest its all i need . But i know im never gonna get that again and at this point i might as well #just die but i cant do that neither bc i have shit to do #Everyone is always talking about how i have it so easy and how things are just gonna get worse bc they think me being home = me not doing #anything and idk. I cant take anything anymore and i think the most upsetting part of this is that i know theyre right #im not doing barely anything and i dont know. How to do more im just useless and ungrateful for the things i have #Really stressed and tired and literally nothing happened. Its gonna be 2pm soon and im supposed to wake up Earlier #But yeagh. this wasnt supposed to be this wall of text i just wanted to say that i might give up on art again for a while #aughhh i dont know how to do anything right idk how to live or take care of myself how am i supposed to raise someone .#this is. too much i think. I reallyyyyy need to relearn how to just talk to myself . I cant keep dropping these everyday and being . This t #evsryone around me. Everyone in my life deserves so much better than ill ever be #vent

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snobgoblin · 2 months ago

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IT WOULD BE SO CUTEEEEEEE i need to do a comic about it or something. or at least a set of stills

#apprentice danny #god theres so much to play with there...#AND LIKE. THEM SEEING EACH OTHER THE DAY OF AND JUST THINKING THE OTHER IS SO HANDSOME #AND THINKING GODS I CANT WAIT TO SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH HIM #THAT SHIT IS SO CUTE #AND THE COMPLICATED FEELINGS TOO... MORGA BEING THERE... ASRA BEING THERE...

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murmurmurl · 5 months ago

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a modern human au where nothing bad ever happenned to them and they got to grow up together. I am making myself cry with this chat

#north is sad and beige and would have a stupid phone case #also i did a watermark thingy because im such a cool ans serious artist look at me #BTW !!!!! first thing im posting thats drawn on my new tablet :3 #north has beige mom energy. idk how i feel about it. im just leettinf it happen #yall have no idea i am SHAKING im so normal about them #i need to get to work on. everything about this. bc i really wanna finally be able to coherebtly tell their story #im very insane about them and THE THEMES !!!!!!!#ARGHHHHH #anyways #murl draws #murls ocs #oc #my oc #oc art #art #my art #artists on tumblr #whatever other tags there are #just you wait. i will make this into something coherent #ughhhg i cant. i need to cope ok #and its smth i myself made up wtf !!!!!#imagine being separated from your sibling who is your whole world at a young age and spending the next several decades being told theyre a #a traitor and eventually hunting them down only to discover that while you werw kept in a bubble where everything stayed the same the rest #of thw world has changed so much including your sibling and you realize the only person you could rely on these past few decades has been l #lying to you and now youre completely unajusted to life and have to deal with the fact everything isnt what you thiugjt it was AND EVERYRHJ #G CHABGED IT CHANGED !!!! CHANGE IS INEVITABLE AND YOU HAVE TO FOR THE FIRST TIME VE FACED WITH LIVING FOR YOURSELF AND DISCIVERING WHO YOU #ARE AS A PERSON HHHHHHHHH I CANTTTT.#i dont event have all the names for characters yet GAHHHHH

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zymstarz · 9 months ago

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yeah sure that's how i'll [re]come out

#zymart #zymtalk #rant in the tags ->#okay listen to me this is really important and also i have a witness. this was not intentionally supposed to be posted on june 1st #the stars just aligned for this to be at its funniest. which means its also easier for me to dismiss LOL #i drew this like a week ago after trying to draw a whole like. 5 page comic about it and then stopping it mid-board #bc it was horrifying imagining being perceived that much. so i needed to make it into a joke instead and this was the funniest route #and then i was like 'UGH. UGH!!!! i can not be 20 and deal with this like im 13. if i dont post it by the end of the week #then [the witness to all my rants on this topic. shoutout to twig bc they got the most of it] can joke abt it as if i did anyway'#and now its the end of the week and i looked at the date and went 'oh my god didnt may just start what happened'#'WAIT ITS JUNE FIRST. GOD. THATS TOO FUNNY TO NOT SAY SOMETHING' and who am i if i dont prioritize the bit honestly #in all honesty. kinda hate it! not bc of internalized homophobia but actually bc of internalized arophobia that has somehow been emphasized #after having my brain shift from '1000% aromantic without a doubt no exceptions' to 'just arospec ig lol??'#but tragically as it turns out. you can not just try and self analyze yourself into speedrunning closure.#horrible news for the oscar zymstarz community frankly #SO i needed a way 2 justify shoving this off my plate and into the trash as fast as possible.#im impatient and cant acknowledge my own emotions. its a flaw im working on it #oh and for all the ppl who know the running gag abt 'my allegations' [i do not have any real allegations for anyone not in jems server]:#that was in fact just a running gag for like well over a year and a half. like that was just a long running bit COMPLETELY unrelated to thi #i only started having this weird sexuality shift or whatever not too long ago lol. like long enough to go through 4 of the 5 stages of grie #[evidently bc like. im posting this. i got close enough to 5 to throw in the towel ykwim]#but on 'oscar zymstarz emotional acknowledgement' time that is....... not long.#but yeah ig tldr like. still ace [thank god] just arospec [probably demiro? i hate trying to figure out my own labels] instead of Aro now #idk none of this is that deep but also like it kinda is unfortunately bc i have to actually talk abt it to be able to ignore it ykwim #but i did! we're done talking abt it now! and now i can act like i dont care and try to make jokes about it to speedrun the rest of it #anyway. Happy Pride everyone. Fukign kitty.#side message to jem. by no means does this mean im not still gonna bully you. its a sign of love but also it is you specific bullying 🫶#you are not safe #edit: this is karma for saying 'thank god'. might be demiace too. this is the worst month of my life /j

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the-voldsoy · 7 months ago

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Just listened to Ethics Town! I don't. uh. im going to go. lie down in a dark room for a bit i think

#jesus fucking christ #i would love to say i dont know what just happened but i do and that makes it worse #cant wait to inflict this on everyone i know #because that was actually?? really well written???#definitely something im going to think about occasionally for the rest of my life #ethics town

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unganseylike · 10 months ago

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i hate when i get ghost baited by media. please let your ghost character be actually dead it was only cute when just like heaven did it 😭

#I’m inventing a new word. this has to stop #this is so cruel to do to tumblr user formerly known as ghostlygxnsey #like. dealing w implications of ghost character can be sooo cool and sexy stop bringing them back to life in convoluted ways #any ghost story is inherently a tragedy. lets live in that a little!#noah czerny i love you for rotting and being forgotten #like great example of a really truly dead ghost playing a narrative role only a ghost can #anyway. cant tell u what media this is about bc spoilers. but IM SO MAD .#this is why in my unfinished shitty haunted house au blue is really truly dead . etc #ok wait actually amending my initial only exception #locked tomb gets a pass bc fucked up fantasy rules make it as logical as anything #it was fun and sexy having dead characters reappear #and also its all about grief so we got the tragedy covered. and also ‘im not fucking dead’ even tho she eas #<even so. even tho i know its not gonna happen it cld be cool to see her actually rest. well thats another topic

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lyriumrain · 1 month ago

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Man even just scrolling past an animal crossing new horizons reddit post makes me so fucking mad 😂 I've never been so mad at an animal crossing game before

A bunch of little things about it really ruined my enjoyment of the game.

#''it's the easiest AC game to make bells in!'#yeah.... if you use mutliplayer and go to random ppls islands for high selling prices #it's supposed to be PRIMARILY a single player game. i shouldnt be forced to play the fucking stock market to be able to afford anything #the random pickups for furniture crafting??? yeah that was fun for all of two weeks #then i realised I'd be getting dupes for the rest of my life #oh wait unless you trawl through reddit for swapmeets #or pay out the ass in NMT or bells for some stupid thing you havent been lucky enough to pick up #i have a crafting recipe from LAUNCH that i cant build because it requires another fucking crafted piece that i dont have #oh and on top of all this the terraforming is tedious and painful and an absolute nightmare for anyone who prefers to tinker around #as opposed to people who can pre-plan the whole island ahead of time #skip talks #okay. 🤧.

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