#no go away I’m emo rn over them

[kohakuhime]

On today’s episode of “OH”, courtesy of conversation with @hopefulstarfire

Alister’s sub name, Amelda, translates from the German name Irmhild, which means “all encompassing fight”. Miruko was possibly romanized and translated from Mirko, Slavic for “peace.”

In the dub, Alister’s name means “mankind’s defender,”; his brother Mikey derives his name from Michael, translating to “gift from God” and also the patron angel of the military.

It’s been literal years since this season aired and it’s only just now hitting—Alister and his brother were themed after War and Peace.

Of course Alister wouldn’t care how far he’d go to face Kaiba and make the man pay for what he lost. Of course Alister’s going to rain down Hell on the ones who destroyed his life. Of course there are no more limits to watch for, of course he’d go so far as to self-destruct in their second duel.

Why?

When Alister lost his brother, peace was never again an option.

[paranoiddreams]

Random Headcannons: Yuji✰

ღ Warnings!! - Sukuna is a whole tw, some of them are a little suggestive but in a goofy way (?), me just yapping tbh, explicit language, mentions of Drake😖, marijuana use🍃, ADHD mentions, he’s kinda brainrotted okay?

ღ A/n!! - Some may be ooc to yall but this is how I see him in my head tbh😭 I’m just going off of vibes. Lmk who you want next! Requests for any fandom on my navi are always welcome!! I’m also working on a longer fic rn, so to that anon who sent a Sukuna request (yk who you are), it’s coming soon🫵🏻😈

Masterlist | navi

Was so invested in the Kendrick Lamar vs. Drake situation Imao. He knew everything that happened from when it started to when it unofficially ended.

Yaps about it to anyone who will listen, and let’s be honest, everyone will because he's such a charming guy

Might just be me, but I feel strongly that Yuji had an emo phase in his middle schools years. I'm talking My Chemical Romance kinda emo, yk, the freaky ones

Not speaking out of experience or anything haha😶‍🌫️

Does actually love J law, and will watch compilations on YouTube at 3 am. What can he say? He's a loyal man.

He watches CaseOh 100% and does have notifs for him on

Chronic iPad kid, it's bad

And to make things worse he can't eat without watching anything (like most of us let's be fr)

He uses the excuse that "kings have always had entertainment while they feast back in the day, what's the difference?”

Sukuna literally couldn't be more ashamed to be in this gen z brainrot teenager's body.

DOES NOT play around when it comes to a Roblox tycoon. Don't cross ma boy in his tycoons.

Actually talks to Sukuna telepathically(?) sometimes. Like when he's bored he'll just-

"Sukuna, do you actually have two dicks?"

"Shut the fuck up."

Most likely listens to Tame Impala, Cuco, Suicideboy$, maybe even a little Pierce the veil time to time. Also loves K-pop and girl groups like BTS, New Jeans, and ENHYPHEN.

His biases are Jungkook, Hanni, & Jake :3

Considered using his hand mouth thing to jerk off one time, but was swiftly turned away from the idea when Sukuna heard him think of it and told him he'd kill him instantly : (

Smokes 🍃 every once in a while when he has a weekend free

He’s a talker when he’s high fs

Will go off about conspiracy theories, and this sounds cliche, but istg he would do this shi

He’s a genuine conspiracy theorist when he’s sober too tbh

But Indica gets him talking🤝

I kinda wrote abt this in one of my requests, but I think that Yuji is a huge fan of getting scared and just having that thrill

Haunted houses, scary movies, music, stories, he loves all of it.

I mean, Gojo made him watch like one million bajillion (real) movies, so ofc he’s grown a fondness for anything over the top disturbing/cheesy

He’s one of those people who’s annoyingly good at everything he tries on the FIRST try.

He doesn’t mean to, but he will one up anyone he’s in the room with😭

Yuji DOES NOT fuck with Xbox, he’s a PlayStation girlie✨

He has a thing for chubby girls 😶‍🌫️ just dropping this here bc I may or may not have smth in the works…

He’d be able to make friends with a roach in the corner of the room, he’s such a caring, compassionate guy, but we already knew this.

Gives ADHD realness

Has definitely called Gojo ‘dad’ by accident a few times before.

Strikes me as the type to flirt and not even realize…

F2L &/or grumpy x sunshine vibes all the way!!!

[incorrect-riordanverse]

Riordanverse Characters as quotes by people i know have said

dedicated to @lord-of-pterodactyls, i know you asked for friends in particular but i’m broadening it as even people i consider my nemeses (old ass philosophy teacher) are funny

Percy: i truly feel as if nothing will ever incapsulate my being as truly as the singing monsters water wubbox

Annabeth: *screaming from adjoining room* GET LOST APPLE MUSIC PRIVACY

Piper: *in bikini* i don’t like people with big boobs

Jason: *trying to compliment piper* your hair looks like dementia

Leo: *emerging from the stinky depths of his room after being in there for 16 hours straight and no showers with clothes from 5 days ago, red scabs all over his body and lips so dry it looks like a snake shedding its old skin by how crusty it is* guys on a scale from 1 to 10 how sexy do i look rn?

Hazel: *yeets her foot out and jiggles her toes menacingly at people she dislikes as an intimidation tactic because her toes are particularly hideous*

Frank: *after literally being targeted by a racial ‘joke’* worse than that, you white people eat spam

Grover: *pats air purifier* a good trusted friend

Nico: *drifts into hazel’s room* bro i ain’t even gonna lie, the holidays are better than the black plague *leaves room before she can question him further*

Reyna: *sleeptalking* stallion le meghan

Rachel: *pretending her coloured markers are vapes*

Thalia: *pointing at luke* my bro be the victim and the perpetrator

Tyson: *when talking about doing math* all i have are my fingers and a dream

Clarisse: *sees a sick person in bed* you’re looking pretty vulnerable *proceeds to ransack their room and steal their sheets like some gremlin*

Octavian: i am THE riddler *speaks in riddler voice and puts on devious little expression* what is... a curtain?

Will: *sees a dying person and looks pointedly at nico* and thats because they didnt take their cenovis vitamin c

Luke: i am constantly one snap away from either committing homicide or suicide

Apollo: *feeling face after new skincare routine* gosh my face feels as soft as a silicone tit

Meg: *pointing at apollo after redemption arc* YOU WON’T GO TO HEAVEN BECAUSE YOU ARE A COMMUNIST!

Magnus: *eating falafel* this is an orgasmic experience

Samirah: *substituting random words in english for arabic and not realising no one understands what she’s saying*

Alex: *laughing at the death threats she gets online after posting a meme about BTS in the military*

Blitz: *does something naughty* omg sorry im such a libra（＾ν＾）

Hearth: *walks into room* god is dead.

Carter: *walking into sadie’s room visibly upset with a box of cadbury favourites* here take them. if you don’t im going to eat them all. please, dont make me do this

Sadie: take a shit and be late to school or dont take the shit and be on time hell loop

Zia: my top artist on spotify this year will be xi jinping’s wife

Walt: *simply, appreciatively and completely without context* yeah, buddha is a pretty amazing guy

Anubis: i dislike being emo because i can only go as death note characters for halloween

Bast: *absolutely entranced by watching love island uk and is just repeating everything any person says back in a treacherous essex accent*

Bes: *walking into classroom full of young teens with an oversized ‘free james assange’ shirt* today i am a nice, trendy leftist. tomorrow, who knows?

[festivating]

Elphie + Glinda + Liir family headcanons?? (I’m reading attrition rn and I love itttt)

Omggg happy you're liking it so far!! All of my headcanons will show up in attrition one way or another, so I'll try not to give too much away with these :)

Both Elphaba and Glinda are extremely protective of Liir, but in different ways. Elphaba will physically hurt anyone that hurts him, but Glinda takes the approach of showing Liir how to take care of himself via not looking for trouble and learning how to associate with the right people.

Liir is slow to trust others, because he's used to being picked on/bullied, but he trusts Glinda immediately. He and Elphaba take a bit longer to see eye to eye, but he trusts her blindly too.

Glinda cannot cook to save her life, since she's never had the need to cook for herself, but I like to think she can learn and does in fact try to learn so she can help Elphaba in making family meals.

Liir is not a picky eater, he will eat anything, but it's easy to tell he vastly prefers some meals over others and so Elphaba and Glinda both make an effort to learn how to make those.

I like to think Liir starts picking up both Elphaba's and Glinda's habits without them even trying to instill them on him. Like, as he grows he gets an interest in the things that matter to Elphie like Animal rights and social justice, but he also gets an eye for expensive things like Glinda lol

But because kids are never carbon copies of their parents he has his own things that he likes that Glinda and Elphaba Do Not Get. I don't know what the Ozian equivalent of an emo phase would be, but he would have one.

Activities!! When things are quiet and "normal" I like to think they enjoy spending lots of time together, whether that is going places or just staying at home. Even when he's a child both Glinda and Elphaba genuinely like talking to him.

Glinda and Liir are menaces together. Elphaba has never known a day of peace in her life, especially because when Glinda starts teasing her about anything Liir is always eager to join in.

When something scares him he usually goes to Elphaba because he thinks she's brave. When he's uncertain about something he goes to Glinda because he thinks she's wise.

That super common thing of the child waking up in the middle of the night because of a nightmare and crawling into bed with the parents? Happens a lot. Neither him nor Elphaba are cuddly people, but just being there with them can calm him.

He is easily distracted. Elphaba comes up with the weirdest games to entertain him and he takes them very seriously. "The floor is lava" is a life or death situation. Glinda doesn't get it.

Seeing who can scare Glinda and get her to scream the loudest becomes a regular activity once they start living together. Glinda still doesn't get it, but this one amuses her even if it's at the expense of her sanity.

The three of them have the wildest abandonment issues you can possibly think of, so they're pretty tight-knit. Perhaps almost to an unhealthy degree...

But to end on a fluffy note, they all love each other very much and it shows in different ways. Elphie with her protective streak, and Glinda with her willingness to rearrange her entire life to fit the two of them, and Liir with feeling safe enough to approach them for whatever he needs :)

[narrators-journal]

Hi! I am a huge fan of your work! (Especially winter is a lovely season for romance and funerals; you really know how to make a guy cry!)

I wish there was more ryomina content out there, so would it be possible to write a pinning Makoto that’s in denial about his feelings for Ryoji (first love sorta vibes?!?!)? (Crushing on the popular guy?!?). He could have internalised homophobia or he could just straight up just be in denial, but I’ll leave that up to you!

Thank you for reading this request and I hope you have a wonderful day!

I’m so happy you enjoy my fanfic! WISRF is my baby rn, and I hope you don’t mind the super slow updates, I’m doing my best with it. In the meantime, I hope this holds you over, because! Oh my god, if you want more Ryomina content?? You came to the right lady!! I love these two with such an aggressive love. For example! When I finished this one, I had to click off of Tumblr so I didn’t post it too early. I ITCHED to post it. I don’t care if this is super polished, it’s not the fanfic. I can be a bit more lenient. I just wanted to have fun and enjoy the change of pace.

So! It’s a bit vague, but I went ahead and implied Minato’s a bit of a yandere for Ryoji as well as in denial.

Winter was probably Minato’s favorite season. The way the sunlight made blankets of snow sparkle like a sea of diamonds, the crispness of the air, the excuse to wear comfier clothes and stay under warm blankets, how peacefully quiet everything was due to the birds and animals either hibernating, hiding from the ice, or south for the season. It was all a blissful reprieve from the torturous heat of summer or the pollen-choked air of the spring months. Not to mention, Ryoji mochizuki had transferred to gekkoukan in those colder months.

Ryoji Mochizuki. Tall, around 5’11, with dark brown hair that was brushed back from his round, cheerful face as if his styling routine included putting his face in front of a high power fan. Paired with gorgeous blue eyes like two pools of the world’s most refreshing water, and it wasn’t a surprise that the charming trasnfer student had become Gekkoukan’s most popular student in the few weeks he’d been there. Which, was a feat, with how beloved Akihiko was. Yet, even with the fighter’s adorable, oblivious charms, when Ryoji had come to school, he’d taken the hearts of the student body like an expert phantom thief.

Or, well, at least, 99% of the student body adored the man. Minato Arisato was no stranger to charming playboys and their faux innocent, lovey-dovey antics, so Ryoji’s sugary magnetism was useless against the deadpan emo. No matter how soft those lovely sapphire eyes got when the brunette looked at him.

Or...that’s what Minato told himself each day when he heard one of his classmates whisper about some new facet of sex appeal the boy had. Irritation was what he claimed as the cause for how much he hated when he saw Ryoji out on a date with a classmate. Jealousy? No. Minato Arisato hated other people, they grated on his nerves without fail, so there was no way in hell he had any warm feelings that would stem something like jealousy. Right?

But, if that’s so, why does the mention of Ryoji going out on dates make you so aggressive? Orpheus asked, the epitome of that little voice in the back of your head that you fought to ignore. Although, does a crush really explain your feelings? What about how possessive you are of him? “Aren’t you cold, Funeral lily?” The words all but ripped the blue-haired teen away from his persona’s musings and brought him back to reality. The reality where Ryoji Mochizuki waited beside him for the train. Close enough for the shaggy-haired teen to smell how the various scents of food that had permeated the white dress shirt and black vest of his work uniform mingled with Ryoji’s peppermint-and-oleander-scented cologne. Which, meant he was too damned close. “I’m fine.” Minato said flatly before he stepped away to put a bit of distance between them. Some distance between himself and the irrational urge to brand the brunette’s cute ass. Yet, Ryoji didn’t seem to get that memo, because in the time it took the persona user to flick through a few of his songs, he became aware of the pretty boy’s body heat once again breath-tak- annoyinglyclose. “Personal space, Mochizuki.” “Are you sure? I didn’t see you grab a jacket after work tonight, and, I mean, it’s winter.” Ryoji pointed out. As if the midnight-haired teen hadn’t even spoken, and had somehow also missed the delicate flakes that drifted down from the darkened sky outside. “Yes I’m sure, and I don’t see youwith a coat either, so get off of my ass about it.” He snapped, yet when he looked back to glare at the teen who had stumbled into the shaggy-haired emo’s part time job, and just so happened to choose to work there as well, Ryoji’s blue eyes met his evil look with nothing but a warm sense of concern. The fact that the most popular boy in school had the absolute gall to look at him like that made Minato’s stomach churn. Though, that may have been caused by the swarm of butterflies he ignoring whenever he saw that addictive, sweet look.

Regardless of whatever confused feelings he harbored though, Ryoji still looked at him with undeniable softness in his gaze. A softness that Minato recognized from their first encounter outside of the very train station that they now stood in. A softness that drew Minato in like a warm hug in the chilled air of the winter night and blurred the prickly, hostile thoughts into simple white noise on that near-empty, slightly smelly boarding platform.

In fact, Minato had plenty of time while they waited for their train to notice just how soft Ryoji himself was. From that round face and dark, fluffy hair that looked feather-soft even before the blue-haired teen reached up to gently touch a stray strand that dared to fall into Ryoji’s sapphire eyes, to the warm body that he’d heard from the many girls was great to hold. And, that spark of jealousy was the dose of ice water that pulled Minato out of the trance he’d fallen into. So, the proximity of Ryoji’s face to his crashed down like a precariously balanced box at a sharp gust of wind and hit Minato right in the impulses. "Ah! Mina! What the hell?!” Ryoji yelped, his hand on his cheek as he stared at the midnight-haired emo who’d let those jealous, vicious urges slip just a bit. “I-I-I…” Sadly, when he tried to speak, shame choked the persona user worse than the stale, dank air of the dark hour, but he pushed the words out regardless. “I-I told you, personal space, god damn it! Listen!” “Motherfucker, you’rethe one who leaned in! I just met you in the middle!” Ryoji pointed out, but what was Minato to do? Confess to the jealousy he harbored towards all of the girls he heard talk about the brunette?

No. If he tried to explain the intricacies of his ‘jealousy’, he’d be forced to explain why the mere memory of his classmates harmlessly gossiping about Ryoji had driven him to sucker punch the man. He’d have to confront whatever those disgusting, squishy feelings were that Ryoji’s presence always seemed to dig up. And, the violent possessiveness that followed.

So, instead of doing any of that, Minato snarled, “I did not! Get your mind out of whatever pipedreams you have rattling around in that shallow ass head of yours.” And, while the look of hurt in Ryoji’s eyes stung, it stung far less than the humiliation of explaining himself. Especially since the train came along to rescue him from marinating in the kicked-puppy aura the captivating man gave off.

So, he simply ended the conversation with a huff, and put his music back on to drown out any other chance to converse.

Minato hated people. That included Ryoji Mochizuki as well.

[jeonqkooks]

Ohh girl yeah I get it, the post vacation depression is a bitch 😞 I'll have 2 weeks off starting next week but idk... I'm just not feeling it. But it's good that you made some good memories while there!!

Have you been watching anything lately? Tomorrow I wanna watch '20th century girl' cause I've heard it's good..

It didn't hit you about the tannies? Lucky you 🥲 it hit me about a 100 times already.. it feels so strange to think that exactly 3 years ago when I discovered them I was so damn happy those first weeks, like over the moon, and now look where we are... I mean, ofc maybe some would call us dramatic or whatever and yeah life does go on... but it's just a little different and it'll take a while to get used to it. In the meantime, I only wish for their wellbeing there. But yeah, when it does hit you you'll find me here if you want someone to scream 'ssibal' with on the top of a mountain 😂😂

*ahem* so you like shot glass of tears huh? 👀👀👀👀👀 told yaa. people should really listen to me more often haha jkjk. All the b-sides are pretty good actually

Take care and don't catch a cold💜 (if everyone puts salt on the wound I gotta do it too 🤦‍♀️)

- 🎃

are you on vacay rn pumpkin? if so, i hope you’re having fun!! you can worry about the post-vacay depresshaun later 😂 enjoy yourself for now boo

i���ve heard good things about 20th century girl too! tho i’ve also heard that it’s sad as hell so i might need to mentally prepare myself before i cry a river watching that lol. i haven’t been watching any of my shows or kdramas in a couple months now bc i’m just so absorbed in the never ending stray kids content 😂

the tannies hmm.. i’m still super bummed out but honestly i think having another hyperfixation just in time has really helped. if i didn’t have stray kids as my new group of comfort people while my og comfort people are away, i think i would be so emo rn lol. it did hit me more than usual the other day tho. i was getting ready for work and i also burst into tears thinking about mimi’s “see you.” 😭😭😭

shot glass of tears 😂 i think it might be favorite off the album actually. the title is still very corny to me but oh well 😂 but yes agreed, i vibe much more with the b-sides!

miss you love you a lot pumpkin 🤍🫶

[gojou-violin]

hi rhys!! any ocs that u want to rant about? i’m curious to see what’s been on ur mind involving them 🥳🥳 (i’m like 95% sure u have OCs, but if not kill me LOL)

O. M. G. I’m so glad you asked. Tbh I’ve got a million ocs rotting in my brain rn so idk where to start- but fuck it we ball.

I think it’s crazy that Natsuki didn’t love Dazai at first cuz she was literally hired by Port Mafia to seduce him so that bro wouldn’t kill himself. So Dazai deffo fell first, but Natsuki fell harderrrrrrr. Being in a fake relationship w him literally changed her entire life cuz by the time she realized she was actually in love with him, he found out the truth, his friend died, his life fell apart, so he decided to go on the run. Without her. Leaving her all alone, having to face the Executives who were FURIOUS that she let him get away, so she had to suffer the consequences (months and months of torture), but all that happened while she thought that he was DEAD, so not only did she fall in love with him and then have to be alone, but she had to live with the guilt, too.

But the part that makes me emo is that Natsuki never, ever fell in love with anyone else. Meanwhile Dazai’s fucking around with the Agency, trying to find a girl that’ll participate in his double suicide fantasy. So he fell first, but she fell harder; and he fell out of love first, but she could never get over him. When they reconnect years later, she even asks him if he loves her, to which he says that it’s impossible to be in love with someone that was never really in love with him 😭😭😭😭 BRO SHE IS IN LOVE W YOU, YOURE JUST BUTTHURTTTT. ugh their miscommunication is god fucking awful and I hate it. Bro if Dazai never found out, they’d prob still be together. And if he’d just get his head out of his ass and believe that she does love him, they could prob get back together REEEEEEEEEE

[romanarose]

Currently curating the playlist for my Frankie Morales story, Take Your Time, and I’m crying thinking of him singing Zoe Jane by Staind specifically within the LaL universe

Thinking about him coming home from Columbia, Jana is mad at him for going, furious, but she’s so relieved he’s alive, and she knows what happened, so she doesn’t bring it up yet. Frankie is just exhausted, Jana wants him to come to bed, it’s late, he says he’ll come in, he just wants to see Rosa for a minute.

He sees she’s asleep, he doesn’t want to wake her, she’s about 8 months at this point. He’s so ducking tired, and he’s reeling from losing Tom, seeing Will shot, all the things he did that he can’t come back from with nothing to show for it. He’s absolutely not the same person he was when he left, and even that wasn’t a lot. No money, no pilots license, a coke addiction, and he knows things are over with Jana, and he doesn’t blame her. He just wants to spend time with his daughter.

“When I walked out this morning

I cried as I walked to the door

I cried about how long I'd be away for

I cried about leaving you all alone

And I want to hold you

Protect you from all of the things I've already endured

And I want to show you

Show you all the things, that this life has in store for you

And I'll always love you

The way that a father, should love his daughter”

Jana comes in after a while, when Frankie didn’t join her, finds him asleep, propped up against the cradle and the wall. She returns to the bedroom only long enough to retrieve a few pillows and thru blanket. Careful not to wake Frankie, Jana put a pillow behind his back, and one on his lap where she laid down, pulling the blanket over both of them to fall asleep.

Anyway I’m just being emo rn 😭 this playlist got me good, and this whole fic gonna be a ride but I’m excited to write for Frankie

@welcometostayingawake bc you seem to like my LaL universe thoughts 🖤♥️

[blairbeau]

I honestly really agree and at this point am desperate to rant about this with anyone man.

I fucking hate Nicole apologists. Oh she was a nuanced character SHUT THE FUCK UP. I hate HATE IT that portraying genuine sociopath makes her a flat character. No she’s a bitch. Jecka is important to her yes, but on Nicole’s scale of empathy and functioning. I can totally believe her fucking jecka over if she got tired of her. Especially with money involved. Also this was after she graduated, the girl wasn’t looking for a long fulfilling life of friendship. She steals shit and sells other on eBay, degrades guys for cash at the expense of her friend, and is a emo sociapth. The girl is killing herself before she even reach 25 no doubt.

Nicole is interesting because she can both warn Jecka about her father, but also fuck feet fuck her dad especially after not giving Nicole what she wanted she’s also a vindictive bitch.

Are we all forgetting what she did to Megan? Just because Nicole like Jecka a lot more than Megan doesn’t mean shit, she’s shown that she’s still willing to go there.

Nicole has little to no empathy, she doesn’t hold Jecka higher than her fucked up philosophy of life. Under very specific story circumstances and events could they have a friendship where Nicole wouldn’t do that. People are writing Jeckole in their head forgetting that their idealized versions of them are not what happened after whatever timeskip led them to graduating. The original game had so many choices and also effects of Nicole’s character and this game simply isn’t explicit on what exactly happened in chop during the graduation routes that led her to where she is now.

~

Jecka’s abuse. It was weirdly comforting to me because it felt realistic, the calm and rational nature of his voice then changing to rage and vulgar threats. Jecka’s breakdowns felt very very real. And sure it’s “misery porn” but it’s also simply reality. The fact that all other teachers that weren’t explicitly pedophiles turned out to be pedophiles in this game felt oddly comedic and dramatized, it probably would have been more realistic to create new character for those scenarios/routes but that can be a lot of work. Finding a new voice actor, drawing sprites, and writing in shit. And yes 5 endings is really disappointing and I personally don’t think it’s right to charge 15 bucks for that alone. But the re-up also had way less endings than the original. Creating all these different scenes choices and how they affect the narrative, making sure everything lines up correctly like a goddamn flowchart- it’s a LOT of effort. Would the flipside be better with more endings? Absolutely but I don’t think it’s that big of a deal that everyone is making it out to be (other then the price point)

Comedy is merely tragedy from far enough away. The flip-side simply zoomed in and showed up the same dark shit without Nicole’s sociopathic buffer and witty remarks.

It truly is an inverse to the series in every sense and I think the attention to detail to that fact is also praiseworthy

~

Is this a good finale for a sardonic comedic visual novel that reflected the dark edgy nature of the early 2000’s? Nah not really. But that doesn’t take away from the fact that this is not by no means the biggest flop of the century. It really makes me fucking hopeless that when brutally shown reality (even just for cheap shock value) people claim it to be some sort of “retcon” No bitch

I probably feel way too sensitively about this for my own personal bs reasons, my life could’ve easily turned out like Nicole and it’s really terrifying how much I see myself in her, so my opinions be very strong rn. Also i have so many wips for these toxic TOXIC fucking lesbians and I’m will kms if this fandom falls apart over Nicole being a dick to Jecka in one singular route.

.

.

.

I will make no comment on the foot stuff. I do not give a single fuck about the creator allegations against him or whatever I’m not here for the creator I’m here for the story. Yes some people can’t separate art from artist but I’m not one of them and am simply judge ig the work on its own merit. (Also I have way worse kinks than foot stuff so I really can’t judge 💀)

sick of seeing people complain about the flipside

it was SUPPOSED to be uncomfortable

that was the fucking POINT

to show how fucked up jeckas life is

also to the ppl complaining about nicole being ooc are you fucking blind??? she was always like that???

[punkscowardschampions]

Buster & Rio Pt.1

Buster: [Okay, so we know the vibe has to start out awks and even more so this time because of how they left things and the radio silence for months after]

Rio: [The girlies are not living laughing loving and we would’ve wanted to reach out SEVERAL times but did not because trying to stick by what you said about being smarter and not being reckless, even though you definitely could’ve sneaked before now but c’est la vie, the vibe was ruined by a certain someone who I’m sure is accosting us and giving us the lowdown on the start of her year as if we asked lmao]

Buster: [Ugh Nancy get a CLUE babe, nobody wants to talk to you ever but especially not Rio rn, the way he is PUSHING past his sister to get away from both of them because cannot even with the thought of overhearing any of that convo but he would never dream of touching Rio atm, even + especially not in such a hostile manner]

Rio: [Like babe you’re literally on the shit list, even though you have no idea why because that argument you started was so inconsequential to you, meanwhile it ruined so much for us, the urge to also push you away would be SO real because we remember what he said about y’all hanging out at functions being besties and we’re like NO; obviously don’t be that obvious but get away from her by getting Baby Libi because she has no interest and you know it]

Buster: [mhmm, it’s actually heartbreaking because not only did Nancy not have any real interest in that drama at the time but it’s also been forever since and she’d have totally forgotten all about it, meanwhile these two are as devastated still as they were then, the audacity! You go and catch up with Fearghal aka the only person you care about here who you isn’t your other sister and parents you came with, Nancy won’t care about doing that either so you’re fine too boy]

Rio: [It’s so rude but so real, at least you did have school to focus on, as well as all the work stuff and looking for places to live for Rio, because otherwise you’d both just be fully emo with no decent distractions for either of y’all; when it is so awkward to be in the same room again but you can’t do anything to break that right now because it’s so heavy and you should at least let him have some drinks, try to enjoy himself, before attempting any kind of approaching it]

Buster: [play some pool or darts and win at those, that’ll cheer you up, we know what a competitive lad you are + yeah get some drinks down you sir because unlike christmas you can’t have started early, the most you could do is start on the plane and the flight is so short you probably didn’t because you’re not your messy sister]

Rio: [Thank God everyone’s vibe is feral, so no one is going to judge the rate at which drinks are being downed here, it’s a must, as we’re just casually watching you win whatever game you’re winning, giving Bea and Ava baby Libi updates because obviously you have been full force put the Liam stuff behind me and get the fuck over it vibes]

Buster: [for me it’s the look he’s going to give her from across a crowded room while he’s mid dart throw or pool shot at how she’s carting this baby around like it’s hers because as much as she was on team pretend Liam wasn’t my stalker at xmas she was at least keeping her distance and he was v much encouraging and helping her do that so this is a big no from him]

Rio: [when you’re going to go RED because you know exactly what he’s thinking and saying with that look but unlike being Nancy’s friend, which we don’t want to, this is a stance we’re not going back on because we can’t handle the thought of Edie cutting us out of her or Baby Libi’s life; none of this stops us from wanting to get out of here right now, so passing this bab to someone else for a cuddle so we can excuse ourself outside for a moment]

Buster: [the shake of his head like he’s really disgusted by someone’s piss poor dart or pool performance and not her interacting with her own niece is upsetting me, thank you, so yeah Ava please save the day again and take this bub and let her take that second she needs, you’re the real mvp here hun]

Rio: [Thank God for smoking area people who are always like you okay hun, ‘cos you can befriend and eventually come in with them to make them cocktails instead of Nance like in the OG, try and fail not to remember Christmas when you and Buster were making drinks/shamelessly flirting]

Buster: [and he can demand she makes him one like in the OG but it’s giving even more treating her like staff/he’s a snob and all her fam are beneath him for obvious reasons + he can be shamelessly flirting with one or several of these girls for equally obvious reasons and a horrible parallel to when y’all were flirting]

Rio: [do your own head shake of disgust, set the ingredients out along the bar for him and walk off like make your own damn drink]

Buster: [do obvs, with all the can’t the staff bants to these girls as if you don’t know her because they’d have no reason to believe y’all are related when he’s being extra posh cos lol lol this is all fun and games and he isn’t at all watching her walk away with grim satisfaction like hooray this is working and I must keep it up forever]

Rio: [at least when you’ve moved as far away as possible without leaving the room, it can be to dance with whoever and everyone and you can find Nancy just doing her drugs out on the floor and seize your opportunity to take them from her as a sassy dance move like lol bye babe]

Buster: [we know he sees this because he’s sneaking looks at everything she’s doing literally always, so bringing her a drink even if she’s more tempted to throw it in his face atm as means to take said drugs from her so that Nancy the big flop is never getting them back]

Rio: [obviously we aren’t just gladly giving them to you this time, ignoring the drink you’re trying to give us like no thank you, doing a casual dance away move]

Buster: [taking a sip of it himself like okay fine, your loss, because he’s obviously taking them from her anyway, soz he’s taller and stronger than you and can and will pull you back and take them in a hot move, were trying to be more subtle than this, you’ll have to excuse us everyone]

Rio: [pushing him, not as hard as he pushed past Nance earlier because never the vibe, no matter how angry we are at you, soz to whomever may get splashed by that drink]

Buster: [giving her such a challenging look like yeah do it because the vibe for him always is that she shouldn’t keep the peace and let things go and should instead feel her feelings whatever they are even if that means confrontation]

Rio: [shaking our head again but fully as a no this time because we don’t want to do this and weren’t meant to in front of everyone, or what were the last few months for]

Buster: [doing such a disapproving tut like ffs as he walks away as if she’s being such a doormat rn and not in fact doing the right thing by not causing a big scene in front of everyone]

Rio: [the ‘arsehole’ is under our breath so doesn’t count as the first thing we’ve said to you]

Buster: [Winnie said that we should engineer this *staff bathroom moment because one of y’all is coming out as the other goes in, it probs makes sense she’s about to come out as he’s coming in to start on this coke stash, not right away clearly, I have no doubt y’all have been ignoring each other and sulking for however long]

Rio: [make your own noise of disapproval because it’s beyond obvious what he’s coming in to do, at least he’s taking it to a bathroom unlike some people but still, can’t miss the opportunity]

Buster: [we all know he heard it but getting himself set up to do this line like he didn’t, fully expecting her to immediately leave]

Rio: [just folding your arms and resting back on the door so no one else in the fam can come in, not that you deserve the lookout but we’re doing it anyway ‘having fun?’]

Buster: [it hits SO different this time and I’m FINE, looking up at her after he’s done this and hitting her with his OG ‘not yet’ like he purely means not until the coke hits and nothing else]

Rio: [none of us are fine, shifting from the door to get your hands on the baggie and set up your own line because we got the stash and we want our dues ‘my condolences’ in the least sorry tone of all time, nudging you out of the way so we can snort this]

Buster: [barely moving because any excuse for all the proximity always, shamelessly watching her do this and checking her out while she does, before of course wiping her nostril whether she needs it or not like he did in the OG too]

Rio: [when you can’t stop looking at him either but you’re doing it with a 😠 expression like he’s doing all this just to be annoying and mean, not because he wants to]

Buster: [smoothing her dress down + pulling the ridiculously short hem a bit like he also did in the OG as if he doesn’t see her angry face and is nothing but the most helpful bestie of all time because it’s like a role reversal and I can’t resist, neither can he]

Rio: [‘maybe if you focused more on what you’re doing, you’d be having a better night’ just staring down at this hem, even when he’s moved, like what are you doing]

Buster: [‘I’m very focused on what I’m doing’ STARING at her for the longest time ‘and you know exactly what you are’ then STARING down at the dress again like mhmm you wore this with intent]

Rio: [‘being a dick’ like yeah, I noticed, good show, maintaining the eye contact despite that being more and more difficult because of what he’s doing now, raise a brow like excuse me]

Buster: [‘Why would I play fair when you aren’t?’ likewise keeping the eye contact going forever and always ‘we can’t be friends, especially if you’re going to keep dressing like that’ as if he also doesn’t look hot af in his ootn, oh lads]

Rio: [‘you made it clear you don’t wanna be friends’ gesturing towards the door and therefore to his behaviour at the bar and then on the dance floor ‘how I look has nothing to do with it’ but even our tone saying this gives away that’s not true and the eye contact now is another clue]

Buster: [‘you made it even clearer first, and you haven’t rushed to contradict yourself since’ because those months of radio silence HURT sis]

Rio: [‘that was you’ quieter and moving away but not outright leaving, acting as if we need to clean up the remnants and evidence of this coke sesh right now immediately]

Buster: [not a full wrist grab but putting his hand on hers and said wrist slightly therefore to stop her from cleaning up, like priorities, babe, we’re trying to have a deep and meaningful here ‘I did what I had to do, that’s all’ as if she didn’t and went above and beyond compared to you]

Rio: [‘You said we weren’t friends then, you, you wanted to figure it out, looks like you did’ crossing your arms because this is so uncomfortable ‘was I meant to ask for an update on how it was going, what?’]

Buster: [‘We aren’t friends, we can’t be, I figured that out when we were [the dare kiss age]’ lowkey so !! when he says this because emotions and a line of coke has not helped]

Rio: [staring at him like you can’t compute this ‘why did you do any of it then?’]

Buster: [‘Do you really not know why?’ staring at her incredulous because hello we can’t be friends because ILY]

Rio: [‘You think I’m a slut and you’re irresistible’ looking away]

Buster: [‘only one of those things is true’ so so gently lifting her chin so she has to look back up at him ‘I am irresistible’ softly and quietly because it isn’t pure bants]

Rio: [do burst out into a small but inescapable lol because the tension and you are stressed ‘you’re stupid’ but with more feeling than shade, headbutting his chest gently because no we still don’t want to look at you]

Buster: [‘you’re perfect’ because tis too true and he feels it too much to not say it ‘that’s what I think’]

Rio: [‘I’m a mess’ shaking your head and using the movement to hide even harder into the crook of his arm because casually the worst and weirdest three months AND FOR WHAT, NANCY, FOR WHAT]

Buster: [‘you’re flawless’ because don’t just mean it looks wise rn though he defs also do]

Rio: [‘shh, stop’ because we can’t handle it, will make eye contact with you again though, even though now we’re ridiculously close to you]

Buster: [fixing her hair like it got so messed up by the headbutt and her burying her head for a sec, not breaking the eye contact for a single moment]

Rio: [‘I have no clue what I’m doing’ like I must confess, so sorry but no, I am just confused and hurt]

Buster: [‘I accepted an offer from Trinity’ blurting that out because it feels terrifying that you’ll be in the same city as each other with this all hanging over you and not knowing how to resolve it]

Rio: [the pause whilst we process that because leftfield but we understand what you’re saying ‘You’ll love it there’ because he will and we’re saying it’ll be okay]

Buster: [‘I’ve worked hard to get there’ because gotta try and remind himself what his priorities should be and that there’s still a real life happening y’all could very easily ruin, that hasn’t changed]

Rio: [smile like I know ‘well, congrats’ because don’t know what else to say ‘it’s not like I’ll be there’ for the bants but also, we won’t so there’s that]

Buster: [‘Should I have gone to America?’ when he would hate that so much but he’s just like IS THAT WHAT YOU WANT? Despite knowing that months of not speaking or seeing each other has changed nothing]

Rio: [doing a what? Face ‘not if you want to go to Trinity, no’ like that’s the only reason you can think of, yes it is the most important but still ‘why would that be a should?’]

Buster: [‘Because’ taking a step back because you have no idea how to verbalise all the reasons why it feels like such a bad idea for y’all to be in the same city]

Rio: [‘why do you have to hate me, just because we can’t be friends, it isn’t that black and white’ like for fuck’s sake, because we can’t carry on with the radio silence, that was dumb]

Buster: [‘I don’t hate you, I never have’ just out here blurting out every !! thought and emotion in his head, it’s fine]

Rio: [‘and I don’t hate you’ like AND ANOTHER THING lmao, oh lads, hope no one needs to pee, we’re busy being emotional in here]

Buster: [‘well, congrats’ because if we don’t at least try and take it down a notch, we’ll DIE]

Rio: [pushing him like oi 😏 ‘yeah well, you make it much harder than getting into Trinity would be’ bants but also don’t be mean to me please]

Buster: [‘I know’ so sincerely because he knows he is a dick and he’s soz he has to be and also he knows damn well she could get into Trinity if she wanted to because I’ve said it before and I will again, she’s as intelligent as him]

Rio: [‘do you have to do all that, can we not just-’ stopping and gesturing uselessly because do what, we know but don’t want to just say it]

Buster: [setting up another line for her like a peace offering and gesturing that it’s hers and she should do it, not what she meant but y’all have to start somewhere]

Rio: [for this reason, take it because you don’t need to reject it like the drink, set him one up when you’re finished like there you go ‘better?’]

Buster: [wiping her nostril again 100000x more lovingly than he did it the first time like yeah there you go that’s better, before obviously doing his own coke]

Rio: [do his for him so you can look at him without awkwardness or anger or ALL the tension, because you’re trying here ‘your sister is clueless’ as an acknowledgement that that girl did not know shit, clearly now but not at the time soz]

Buster: [playing with her fingers how they do to each other but a sigh escapes because ugh Nancy fuck you forever ‘I told you’ because he did and he can’t ever resist letting the world know he’s rarely wrong]

Rio: [‘it really, really seemed like she did at the time’ emphasis on those reallys like believe me because obviously it did or you wouldn’t have freaked out like that, looking down at your hands, giving his a squeeze for a second because we don’t want to say sorry because it became more complicated than just that but still]

Buster: [‘Yeah, I just didn’t want to hear it at the time’ because the tea is she was doing the right thing being cautious and he was being reckless and he’s had to time to recognise that now ‘you did the right thing though’]

Rio: [‘I didn’t wanna say it’ with a shrug because it took all our willpower truly but we do actually give a shit about your life and our own so you thought you had to ‘so, truce?’ taking his pinky as you’re still holding hands casually]

Buster: [looking at her like yeah but you had to, because he’s too stubborn + always thinks he knows best and can find a way around anything and so would never, a fact he’s self aware of even if he’s not about to admit any of his faults out loud lol, a nod and smile at the idea of a truce because yes please]

Rio: [shake on it and pinky swear like ‘that’s double binding’ and smile smugly like now you HAVE to be nice to me]

Buster: [‘When they cover it in first year, there’s one less lecture to have to go to’ studying law bants, as if you’d ever skip a lecture you nerd, but playing like she’s done you a massive favour]

Rio: [we know you better than that and the ‘yeah right’ comes as easy as the lol ‘bit late to convince me you’re not a massive swot’]

Buster: [when you’re genuinely just trying to push her in a playful oi manner but you’re you and in a confined space so it’s just hot]

Rio: [LOOKING at you, steadying ourself by putting our palms on the wall ‘there’ll be people out there your parents haven’t told, probably’ like go ahead]

Buster: [the oops lip bite just making it hotter still ‘You want me to leave right now, yeah?’ so in her grill more than is remotely necessary]

Rio: [‘do YOU want to go and convince some girl you’re really very cool right now?’ like it’s your priorities needing sorting and addressing, not mine lmao but we’re just staring at your lips the entire time you’re talking and then when we are]

Buster: [‘What girl?’ because the levels other people don’t exist to him rn, following her gaze and it making his own go to her lips when she’s talking + lick his own, it’s debatable to what degree any of that is deliberate vs involuntary]

Rio: [when you’re about to sass him about the smoking area girls but then you don’t even wanna bring them up because you are distracted and frankly glad about it, cup the side of his face]

Buster: [‘You know everything you need to about me, don’t you?’ because the only girl he’d ever want to be convinced of anything lbr]

Rio: [‘Do I?’ in a you tell me type way, like literally is there anything you wanna say]

Buster: [‘I haven’t changed, you can’t improve on perfection’ cocky but we’re genuinely being serious that he’s still the same person in all the ways that do and did matter underneath it]

Rio: [roll your eyes but we’re smiling because we’re glad and we also get the point you’re making ‘Guess so then’]

Buster: [not a hugger but you can’t stop yourself in this moment even though I’m sure it surprises him how !! he’s doing it]

Rio: [making a little noise like you’ve had the wind knocked out of you, not for comedic effect but being genuinely that shook but immediately hugging you back tighter so you don’t think you have to stop]

Buster: [take a moment to just hug and release some of the tension you’ve been carrying in your body forever, boy, it’s okay]

Rio: [the sigh of relief is so genuine here too ‘I missed you’]

Buster: [a little noise because he didn’t even realise how badly he wanted to hear that until she said it, fully burying his face into her neck like I shall stay here forever thank you]

Rio: [gently steering you towards the sink like let’s be vaguely comfortable if we’re staying like this because we likewise don’t wanna stop, stroking your hair so softly]

Buster: [that movement towards the sink reminding him where they are and another member of the fam or one of Fearghal’s employees could wanna piss at any moment so they shouldn’t do this here or have they learned NOTHING, can’t immediately stop though because the way she’s stroking his hair is too nice and he’s too into it ‘here isn’t where we should be doing this’ eventually, with so much effort needed to get the words out and look at her]

Rio: [a noise that’s between a hmpf and an mhmm because we know but we’re still annoyed about it tbh, soz everyone ‘it’s just a hug’ quietly because you know he’s correct but still, give us a break fam]

Buster: [picking her up ‘Let me take you somewhere else’ like can we because arguably not the best idea either but you both want to]

Rio: [doing a little gasp at being picked up ‘where?’ because of course we’re not saying no]

Buster: [‘Where’s the nearest party?’ because she would and does know]

Rio: [tell him as if it means anything to him before being like oh yeah, you’re not a proper local yet ‘few streets over, barely a walk’]

Buster: [‘no walk for you’ gonna carry you the whole way, we all know this]

Rio: [😍 at him ‘better leave this place on my own two feet though’ doing a OTT sad face like gutted, obviously]

Buster: [putting her down like he’s as gutted to do it because he is, holding her wrist and doing his little thumb stroke over it before he leads her to the door like okay go]

Rio: [doing another sigh but nodding like okay, as if it’s going to take you any time to be outside and far enough away to be back together, go girl, stop being the drama]

Buster: [he’s being the drama too, watching her go and then counting to a way higher number than is necessary in his head before he even dares to make a move to follow in her footsteps]

Rio: [be chilling out front waiting impatiently for him]

Buster: [go find her, we chose st paddys precisely because it’s a wild one so it’s not like you have to worry about the fam noticing]

Rio: [you have the time and space to bebop about and it not be noticeable, for sure, so take his hand and lead him through the packed streets]

Buster: [allow it because you don’t know where you’re going hun and you can and will pick her up and carry her into the party when you get to the house, there’s plenty of time to be extra]

Rio: [we’re trying not to linger like arguably the street is also not the place for this so we are basically running and not really looking at you like come on boy lol]

Buster: [we see y’all trying so hard not to take unnecessary risks and we respect it, well done, lads, and it isn’t far anyway you’ll soon be there]

Rio: [the quicker we get there, the quicker we can stop lowkey ignoring you for our own sanity, pull up on this rowdy house like here we are]

Buster: [pick her up and carry her in like I said because y’all have feral things to do like coke off each other and dancing the way you could never in front of your fam]

Rio: [the freedom hitting you all at once and casually treating this like a race or something because you can’t chill out]

Buster: [for real though, hence no time will have passed before he’s kissing her neck when y’all are dancing because it’s actually outrageous and ridiculous that we’ve made you wait this long to kiss]

Rio: [tilting your head towards the ceiling because this intimacy is killing you and it’s been nothing for months and now he’s just here again like you didn’t stop being this extra ‘what have you been doing?’ because you wanna know and you’re thinking about that gap now]

Buster: [looking up at her from where he’s just been GOING IN on her neck like oh you wanna talk RN REALLY? But he’s amused and also thinks it’s cute she wants to know what he’s been up to, so telling her even though he’s blatantly just been busy with school and his usual sports activities and working out, typical lad things, but talking in her ear so he can be as extra with her earlobe when he’s caught her up on his life]

Rio: [‘If you don’t wanna talk, you should make it so I can’t’ like excuse me, you know what to do and stop teasing me, sir but we’re glad you actually told us, not that we imagined you’d go completely off the rails because that’s not you at all but it’s nice to hear it from your mouth and not just assume and fill in the blanks]

Buster: [‘I’ve missed talking to you’ because he has, if y’all just wanted to hook up that’d be one thing but that’s clearly not all this is, giving a look like okay go on it’s your turn to fill me in because he’s likewise actually interested in her life and what she’s up to ‘How’s work going?’ that sounds so hilariously casual and run of the mill if you don’t know what her job is]

Rio: [open your eyes because have clearly had them closed from being into all that he is doing to you, looking at him like yeah? ‘I liked hearing about you, getting to know you again’ however brief the Christmas affair ended up being, it’s still true; so we’re telling you about the way we’ve 1000% thrown ourself into our sexwork because we would’ve anyway but being sad and lonely and thinking we had to move on, it would’ve helped you not get into another shit relationship or be excessively messy; also got a job at a bar at some point too, so that with school has filled enough of your hours too ‘better than partying about it’ with a shrug like well, I did the best I could]

Buster: [‘I’m proud of you’ not even trying to be daddy about this, he just is because y’all could’ve been so messy and gone fully off the rails and I honestly wouldn’t blame you if you had but neither of you are those bitches and he loves to see it]

Rio: [smile like yeah, you too ‘it has its perks’ because an office job would not keep you as entertained, blatantly ‘still…’ putting your arms around his neck like I’m glad you’re here again]

Buster: [just have a lil slow dance about it regardless of what type of song is playing]

Rio: [just snuggling once again because we have emotions about it]

Buster: [‘And I’m sorry’ because he never says this ever so it really shows how many emotions he has atm]

Rio: [‘Wasn’t your fault’ but we’re touching our forehead to yours because we still appreciate it, even if this basically means throwing ourself into your arms to reach]

Buster: [picking her up again to help her reach and just because ‘There’s so much I did that I shouldn’t have done and even more I didn’t do that I should’ve’]

Rio: [an unintentional lip bite as you’re maintaining such dramatic eye contact ‘so which is which?’ whispering even though you don’t need to]

Buster: [remembering when she bit the inside of her mouth to shit and even though that’s not what’s happening here, so softly touching her lip like don’t, unthinkingly]

Rio: [obviously you’re remembering too and his finger is in your mouth before you even know what you’re doing like check because the vibe is you’ve been having to hold back so it’s still all fucked up]

Buster: [doing it slower and more lovingly than he did the first time, which is going some because we all remember he was taking his time and being soft af then, accidentally on purpose killing her with eye contact that’s v !!! all the while]

Rio: [grabbing his other hand and squeezing it because you’re overwhelmed already, to the point that sucking on his finger is as genuinely a comfort thing for you as a saucy move]

Buster: [SUCH a dramatic intake of breath just from this because likewise overwhelmed and everything y’all do always feels like so much more than it is, but his move is to properly cradle her more than he was before because she’s baby and also please listen to how fast my heart is beating rn and know it’s mutual despite that being already obvious]

Rio: [pressing your ear firmly against his chest and listening ‘I can’t tell which is yours and which is mine’ because your own heart is pounding in your ears as you’re trying to listen, so !! as you squash your body against his in every place of contact you can]

Buster: [when that’s the most romantic thing you’ve ever heard but also the most legit thing because it feels so right that you’d be in sync like that when you are about so many other things ‘Of course they’d beat the same’ just like yep my heart wants everything you want nbd]

Rio: [‘We are the same’ slowly, cautious but a definite statement still because as far as we can tell, it’s the truest thing we know]

Buster: [it’s so true that he’s gotta just say her name with all the feeling ever the way he hasn’t been able to for the longest time and has not yet this convo]

Rio: [catching the noise you make in your throat, not allowing it to fully escape ‘yes, Buster?’ like this is anything close to casual]

Buster: [doing the lean in thing, meaning when he speaks his lips brush against hers ‘can I… can we?’ imagine if she was like no we shall never kiss on the mouth goodbye]

Rio: [‘you have to, we need to know’ because truly, been waiting a lifetime it feels like and it’s all it takes not to start this ourself]

Buster: [‘Are you sure?’ because it feels like crossing a line that you can’t uncross despite all the other shit y’all have done ‘still’ adding that because she said she was sure in their last convo before radio silence and he remembers, all this being said against her lips again, he has not remotely moved back even 1mm]

Rio: [‘aren’t you?’ lowkey like come on but not fully because if you aren’t then we shouldn’t, obviously ‘it’s not going to hurt anyone, it’s only us here’]

Buster: [‘It could hurt you, but I swear I won’t’ because her mouth but obvs he wants to do it so kissing her really softly at first like let’s see if this is okay]

Rio: [the ‘you can hurt me’ getting cut off by how torturous it is being this soft, pressing your lips against his with less pressure than even your words were creating ‘oh my God’ because can’t believe what this feels like]

Buster: [having a not at all casual competition to be the softest like the child of baze he is, despite the fact it would be KILLING you both and what you both actually wanna do is lose it fully and put EVERYTHING into this kiss immediately]

Rio: [tracing your tongue over his bottom lip and sucking it as gently as is possible like you’ve never done this before and all the sensations are brand new]

Buster: [when even the sound he makes is soft and so quiet and the hair pull he can’t help doing when he deepens this kiss by sucking on her tongue is also v gentle]

Rio: [‘you taste like [the drink we did not make you]’ as a moan when we’re capable, holding your face on either side to pull ourselves further into this kiss, running said tongue around the roof of your mouth]

Buster: [telling her what she tastes like, which I feel like is something more unexpected and feelsy, his tongue so gently touching the side of her mouth because he promised he wouldn’t hurt her but can’t leave it alone]

Rio: [‘you weren’t here’ biting his bottom lip, still gently but so you know what we’re saying with it]

Buster: [‘From now on, I will be, always’ with the most feeling ever]

Rio: [kissing you harder, with more urgency]

Buster: [obvs going with it and matching the vibe, and now that y’all have started, cannot and won’t stop doing the absolute most with this makeout sesh]

Rio: [we are making out now, unrepentant, out of our way, randoms at this party]

Buster: [mhmm, watch out or get crashed into because none of you exist to this pair right here and right now and they’ve had enough forced interruptions for SEVERAL lifetimes so they aren’t stopping for anything and he simply has to find any available surface to put her down on before he drops her because his hands are too concerned with touching her everywhere and not concerned enough with holding her up the way he was when this started and still lowkey needs to be]

Rio: [literally unable to stop now, whether that’s concerning our own peril or anyone else’s, irrelevant because we have to kiss you with the force of how long we’ve had to hold back, pull him into you when you’re sat down by whatever he’s wearing today]

Buster: [so sad I got cockblocked with my other outfits because the st paddys one SLAYED, but yeah, he’s being as dramatic in contrast to how gentle y’all were being but a moment ago, there’s simply too much tension and they are finally anonymous enough at this party to be able to properly act on it, gotta just try and do every poss makeout position in the world rn, soz]

Rio: [sorry they’ve been thinking about this forever and a day now and they were feral enough before we put a massive cockblock in the way ‘are you sure?’ in the breaks you’re barely giving yourselves because have to]

Buster: [being even more feral somehow to show her how sure he is ‘I haven’t stopped wanting to kiss you since I was dared to’ when he can get the words out, however long it takes]

Rio: [slowing down again like you have to make this last because you’ve been waiting that long and it has to be worth it 🥺 eyes unavoidable at this]

Buster: [pulling out all the stops to make her close her eyes because it always KILLS him when she does 🥺 but that really isn’t hard to do with this slow and intense vibe they’re back in]

Rio: [‘We’re doing this’ like it’s just hit you, even though we are closing our eyes because easily achieved when you’re DYING]

Buster: [kissing her closed eyes like ty ily good girl because likewise dying and couldn’t handle being looked at like that ‘yeah, we are’ cos determined to never be cockblocked again, kissing her cheek and jaw and neck too, just having a lovely time]

Rio: [making a soft noise because that was adorable and we’re about it ‘it’ll be so easy, when you’re here’ genuinely because we do think so ‘only as reckless as we want it’ pulling him closer again so you can shamelessly run your hands over his body]

Buster: [‘our house, our rules’ outing that you want and are shamelessly thinking about living with her when you’re in Dublin, it’s fine and so casual]

Rio: [doing a GASP because had not even considered and now we are like okay, that would be everything ‘we’re roommates, yeah?’ smirky like oh you’ve worked it out, hooray, taking this time to kiss on your neck because yet to and we can’t resist]

Buster: [‘and occasional work colleagues’ because meant what he said about that even though y’all didn’t get to send a sex tape to her flop bf, the way his voice sounds because that’s a hot af idea that we’re now also thinking about and she’s kissing his neck for the first time too so]

Rio: [just breathing on your skin so heavily rn ‘yeah?’ tiptoeing our index and middle finger along your collarbone casually]

Buster: [a noise that’s like yeah but isn’t as coherent or casual as that because it can’t be rn ‘Unless you’re not convinced I’ll be capable of doing the job’ again as if she’s gonna be like nah lol]

Rio: [doing kisses everywhere our fingers are walking, as if we’re not controlling the specific path they’re taking all up his neck and around his ear, over his jawline to the other ear, when we get to your other side, doing a hot lol because obviously that is the opposite of what we think ‘people want real, that’s it’]

Buster: [heart eyes af at her hot lol because she doesn’t do that as much as he do ‘then they’ll love it’ because y’all could not be more real and extra about your feelings]

Rio: [‘nearly all of them’ shoutout to the shit ex, who’s definitely still keeping tabs, you would not be living hun ‘I would’ just admitting that, incase he didn’t know]

Buster: [a smirk because we know who she’s reffing with that and fuck him forever along with Nancy tbh, you deserve worse sir, you’re once again lucky Buster hasn’t beat the shit out of you ‘[shit ex’s name, probably slightly incorrectly for the fuck you] will have to get over it, or something else will happen he’ll really struggle to’ probably don’t have a fight with this grown man, boy, but you know ‘he had his chance, too many chances’]

Rio: [shamelessly 😍 at you being all smirky and protective about it ‘he’s still failing to work out who gifted me my ski trip’ this man CONVINCED it’s an OTT subscriber, no, no, honey ‘he’s way behind’ because not seeing this coming, thankfully lmao]

Buster: [‘Did you go?’ because if there was insta pics content he wouldn’t have been able to bring himself to look at it or he’d have broken the radio silence and talked to her so genuinely doesn’t know if she did or not]

Rio: [‘do you think that’s ungrateful?’ because we did because you were adamant we should go, before we said we’d go together, hence we definitely still went even if it was tinged with that sadness tbh]

Buster: [shaking his head ‘I told you to’ because he did and he was adamant and he really meant it, he’d have been gutted if she didn’t, however understandable if under the circumstances she didn’t want to]

Rio: [tell him about it, even if you sound slightly like a travelblog about it because really just about what a nice place it was because ‘I did miss you more there, though’]

Buster: [pulling her into his lap to hear about it because gotta sit there and tell him, obvs, listening intently because genuinely interested + contributing when he can ‘I’m going to have to kill whoever taught you to ski’ not even joking because he wanted to do it more than anything]

Rio: [cuddling into him very much like you did at Christmas as if no time has lapsed and you do this all the time, rub his arms comfortingly because we know ‘I couldn’t take anyone else, or, try and meet someone there-’ shaking our head like no because would not be right, even taking a friend or whatever ‘I’m sure I’ll still be really crap and you will wanna show me how to do it properly’]

Buster: [wrapping his arms around her because he shouldn’t be buzzing that she went alone but soz he is, I can’t help that ‘you can’t have been that bad, I wouldn’t avoid news of you breaking your leg or something’ like someone in the fam would’ve told my parents that dramatic goss, and then obvs telling her any goss he has about how crap his flop friends are at skiing and the cringe disasters they’ve had like lol lol]

Rio: [nudging him like oi, why would you assume I’d be that bad but we’re amused by these stories ‘your friends are unbearable’ we are clearly thinking about Nancy rn too but not trying to start that rant when we’re making up for lost time]

Buster: [‘I used to be unbearable too’ said like it’s casual and we’re not absolutely consumed by self loathing if we take a sec to think about some of the shit we’ve done with and whilst we’ve been a part of this friend group + the shit we’ve let slide that the others have done]

Rio: [‘It’s never too late’ because we’re not going to tell you you weren’t when we didn’t know you for a long while and what we did see wasn’t anything too to the contrary ‘not to sound like my mother’ because what was said about Alison and Edie before, shrugging though ‘cos we do believe it]

Buster: [‘it isn’t who I am anymore’ with his own shrug because gonna keep downplaying this til the day we really get into it and tell you the tea but that isn’t today ‘I’ll get us something we can cheers to that’ moving her off his lap and going on a drink run so he can take a sec to get out of this mindframe and back to where y’all were at]

Rio: [dust yourself off here girl and mingle momentarily because the vibe dipped and you feel it]

Buster: [go to the kitchen and try not to accidentally get in a brawl because you’re so posh and english, the vibe hasn’t dipped so far you need to do that, come back and find her with whatever drinks you’ve secured in a few, the way he’s gonna immediately grab her by the wrist and pull her away from whatever peeps she’s with because not trying to share her with nobody for even a sec]

Rio: [can’t even pretend to be mad, soz to whoever that was but you aren’t that interesting and he’s still the only person we want to talk to right now ‘you remember how to cheers properly?’ like in Irish, for the occasion lol]

Buster: [‘I’m not doing that, babe’ like lord no because how embarrassing, instead kissing her like it’s been a thousand years because it feels like it]

Rio: [‘spoilsport’ like we aren’t kissing you back with all the enthusiasm] 

Buster: [pushing her like we’re so offended and not just shamelessly wanting to push her up against something and makeout like our lives depend on it, which is obvs what ends up happening, these drinks and how easily they could spill be damned]

Rio: [LOOKING at him like we’re as offended at this audacious move ‘you hate what I wore that much?’ because definitely getting some of this drink on you, there’s no way]

Buster: [‘I hate that you’re wearing anything’ being that blatant about it as he LOOKS back]

Rio: [the briefest of looks around this party at these other random people like blame them, before we’re making out with you again, losing our drink in the process because unbothered]

Buster: [1000% back on his dryhumping her bullshit, we all knew it was only a matter of time, his drink has probably been literally thrown because the levels he does not care either]

Rio: [saying his name with so much frustration, matching our movements to yours ‘Can you tell I’ve missed you?’]

Buster: [‘I know, baby’ that babe from before turning into the first ever baby so fast there because he’s frustrated too, doing as much as he can to try and make you both less so but it’s probably doing the opposite actually, soz ‘everybody can’ as if anyone at this party cares what y’all are doing remotely but we know it’s y’all’s kink]

Rio: [‘Don’t you want them to know you like me?’ like he’s not dryhumping you right now]

Buster: [‘I don’t want you to have any doubt about how much I like you’ doing the MOST as if that needs to be proven ‘they can watch, and listen’ that sounding indecent as per]

Rio: [accidentally/on purpose, who can say, giving you a lovebite just behind your ear, almost in your hairline, because we were just kissing you all over casually and that has us shook ‘like me the best’ likewise being more deliberate with how we’re moving now like PLEASE]

Buster: [DYING about this lovebite, how could he not ‘be my favourite’ lowkey sounds like a demand because it kind of is]

Rio: [whisper in his ear ‘you know you can do what you want to me, yeah?’]

Buster: [‘The things I want to do to you…’ like it’s really hitting him that they’re here and this is really happening actually]

Rio: [nod, so your head is pressing closer against his ‘I know’]

Buster: [you’ve gotta give her a lovebite too sir, it’s only fair, probably on her collarbone because of when she was walking her fingers along his earlier]

Rio: [‘do you think anyone will notice we’re matching?’ 😈 smile because they won’t and it’s all just your kink]

Buster: [‘we’re not yet’ and immediately doing another lovebite in the exact same place she did his because ofc they will be and gotta be]

Rio: [copy his spot on him too, regardless of moving clothes out of our way if necessary]

Buster: [it’s a good excuse for you to take your jumper off and put it on her for the first time tbh to do your trick of acting like it hides the fact you’re touching her indecently for the first time ever, though we all know it hides nothing]

Rio: [when you’re overwhelmed literally by this jumper moment and you’re just losing yourself in how big it is on you and how it smells like him so much and then suddenly he’s touching you and you can’t do anything but puppydog eyes and whimpering]

Buster: [overwhelmed is exactly the word because never done this before and how long he’s wanted to touch her like this for + how fucking adorable she looks in his jumper + those eyes and all her reactions, RIP to you both honestly, he cannot stop STARING at her with the biggest heart eyes in the entire world, I’m like please don’t drop the L word rn, you’re not allowed ‘Jesus, you’re fucking beautiful’ that’s slightly safer ground]

Rio: [being so dramatically loud and extra with our reactions you’d think we’re doing it on purpose but truly have just forgotten we’re in a crowded room, thank God for loud music and people shouting because damn ‘how are you doing that?’ because the way we’d be so close so quickly because the tension, anticipation and emotions could not be higher]

Buster: [always gonna be here for it and reacting to her reactions as dramatically despite the fact she isn’t even doing anything to him but that, which would likewise seem so fake and so extra but he’s genuinely just that turned on by how turned on she is, not soz, pulling at this jumper in a ! manner with his mouth since both his hands are v busy rn doing the most ‘You belong to me, the same as this does’ because that’s how and why he can and is]

Rio: [soz we’re too busy being killed by what you’re doing to be returning the favour, boy, your time will come lol; but now we’re just OBSESSED with everything you’re saying and doing ‘I’m yours’ repeatedly, getting more feral with it as we go]

Buster: [‘yeah you are, all mine, we can’t fight that, don’t’ just telling her to cum right now immediately with the intensity of that last word and obvs also his feral actions]

Rio: [I can’t help that we definitely are, everything about that was just it for us, everyone at this party casually gonna know your name now]

Buster: [I can’t help that she’s getting 0 time to recover when she has before he’s instigating another !! makeout sesh because would’ve been dying to kiss her this entire time and close enough to do so but couldn’t and wouldn’t dare to muffle or miss a single sound she was making or word she was saying, meanwhile he’s saying ‘I really like you’ and adding more and more reallys in between kisses because gotta let you and everybody else know]

Rio: [The way we’re doing really intense but quick kisses so you have to add more and more reallys before we have to fully role reversal and push you against the nearest whatever with the force we’re making out with you]

Buster: [the contrast between that and how adorable and smol she still looks in his jumper is everything and he’d be blatant about how much he likes that too with his loud af noises about it]

Rio: [‘If I make you cum, will you say you’re mine?’ because your turn to be touched and we’re so ready we can barely hold back for your response]

Buster: [likewise as overwhelmed, yet again, don’t mind him just pulling her hair very dramatically and giving her a neck lovebite that’s equally dramatic when said hair is out of his way]

Rio: [doing your best to start slow and not just go absolutely feral on him ‘you’re so fucking-’]

Buster: [shaking his head and leaving it against her because already dying lbr ‘this is all you, Rio’ like he can’t believe she’s finally touching him because cannot]

Rio: [‘I wanna make you feel so good, baby’ so sincerely as we're increasing the pressure because holding back truly isn’t an option]

Buster: [telling her what a good girl she is, of course, simply must]

Rio: [getting closer and using your body in every way you can to do more right now without turning it into a different sex act entirely ‘I need you to cum for me too’]

Buster: [‘It’s only been for you in so long, you know that’ soz every other girl ever, tis true]

Rio: [forcing such dramatic EYE CONTACT ‘how long?’]

Buster: [maintaining that eye contact obvs ‘The truth is, I’m always thinking about you, never anyone else’ just admitting that it’s been her forever since you started doing and caring about sexy things, it’s fine ‘I have as far back as I can remember’]

Rio: [Having to straddle you again because excuse us we have to be as close to you as humanly possible right now after this admission, you’re welcome that we’re continuing what we were doing with our hands with our knickers right now, having to kiss you so softly in comparison to those feral antics because beyond romantic]

Buster: [‘How could I not idolize you, you’re that divine’ needing to get these words out because so into everything she’s done so far, is doing rn and will ever do, but the struggle to be coherent is too real and there’d be so many moans going on, don’t even talk to me about the peak romance of the way he’s kissing her back]

Rio: [‘you’ so insistently, matching how we’re moving like no it’s you because we can’t cope with this but also never want it to stop ‘I need to give you what you deserve’ like these girls ain’t and we know it]

Buster: [cannot cope either and is losing it here, excuse us everyone ‘I need you’ with all the feeling ‘we’re meant for each other, to be together’ the drama mick]

Rio: [‘We can be, like this’ again, the most earnest like you aren’t riding him in this houseparty, trying to make him cum ‘nothing has to stand in our way, it can’t’]

Buster: [‘Nothing and nobody will, not ever, we won’t let anything stop us again’ as sincere, despite the very clear can’t and won’t stop of these feral antics also going on alongside] 

Rio: [shaking your head so fiercely because still mad at that waste of time tbh, soz we had to manufacture it before you fully got carried away and eloped ‘You make me so happy’]

Buster: [grabbing her hand and doing a pinky promise as if the words he just said weren’t extra enough and he also needs to swear in a legally binding way lol ‘I’ll do whatever it takes to keep you feeling exactly like you do now’]

Rio: [fully going in and doing basically all you can so that is the truest statement and promise it can be because yes]

Buster: [hard same, which is just as well because you can’t go on like this forever lads, have to cum eventually, feel free to kiss while you do this time though because we really denied you the chance to do so at xmas hardcore and I still feel bad about it]

Rio: [unless otherwise stated we’re just making out tbh because the fact we can is a novelty that has not worn off, honey, not after all this time not being able to]

Buster: [mhmm, it’s an absolute constant, including when he gets up to find a bathroom and clean up the endless jizz he finds himself covered in when with this gal because he will be taking her with him and leading her by the hand like she lead him through those streets for the glorious parallel of y’all getting to be alone in a bathroom again eventually, but there’s no way there won’t be a queue of drunk peeps 47 miles long so you’ll have plenty of time to be kissing and anything else you want]

Rio: [We love a parallel, we also LOVE inconveniencing all the partygoers who want to use the bathroom after us because you know we’re shamelessly taking as long as we please here, not caring how unpopular we make ourselves because too in love, sorry ‘were you dreading seeing me?’ because it was awkward]

Buster: [yep his whole MO is that he’s a bit of a prick and does not remotely care so, party peeps you’re barely on the radar and the least of his worries, bye, I also love and need to point out that he’s really savouring checking her out in his jumper while they are standing in this queue, including twirling her around so he gets every angle ‘Dreading that I might do something the opposite of all this’ because he can be a massive cunt when he’s hurt and angry, we all know]

Rio: [We are truly making the most of this jumper moment for ourself and for him because we love it too but not as much as we love how much he likes it; nod your head because we get it and you could’ve wasted another occasion ‘I think we’d always end up here’ like we’re bound to be, whatever happened inbetween ‘but I’m glad it was tonight’]

Buster: [‘me too’ on both counts, looking around at the carnage all around them though as he pulls her in closer to him to protect her from it because there’s probably some bullshit fight or row happening further ahead in this queue, like damn we really can do whatever we want rn and we really chose well]

Rio: [cuddle into him and hide under his arm, not that you are particularly frightened but you can and it’s nice feeling safe and secure ‘I can’t believe you’re going to Trinity’ best surprise ever casually]

Buster: [raising an eyebrow like oh? Giving a face like he’s so offended, as if she’s saying she can’t believe it because as if he’d get in, but he can’t keep it up as he’s shamelessly buzzing as well so the smug smirk he can’t help doing and ruining the fake offended face for quickly turns into a genuine smile which turns into a lowkey grin ‘I can’t wait’ yet again so sincere and excited because he hates chelsea with his whole heart by this point and needs to leave but obvs things could not have worked out better how they have with y’all on top of that, those 3 words making me a bit emosh because his tone, he never just gets pure excited like a kid at christmas about anything and if he does nobody is openly being shown it like this]

Rio: [the way we are BEAMING at you because we’ve definitely never seen you this excited and we could not be happier for you, even if we weren’t now shamelessly invested ourself, we would still be buzzing for you to get out and start living your dream; turning this one arm around your back embrace into a full two arms around you squeezing you so tight hug]

Buster: [‘I knew you’d be glad I was going there, whatever happened between us, or didn’t happen’ because she’s always been his hype gal and there’s no denying that or how much he appreciates it ‘I wanted to tell you as soon as they told me, I almost did, then, and loads of times after’ that second part said quieter into her hair which he’s buried himself in]

Rio: [‘I’ll always want the best for you’ just true, picking up his hand and giving it a kiss, stroking our cheek with it after ‘I must’ve started a million messages to you’]

Buster: [‘that’s why you’re my girl, believing in me and refusing to give up on us’ because also true, he couldn’t be with someone who wasn’t like him in both those aspects]

Rio: [‘I love hearing you call me that’ with the biggest hearteyes ‘I wanna be your girl all the time’]

Buster: [‘you are, my favourite girl, for all time’ giving her the hearteyes back ofc]

Rio: [‘even when you’re a rich and successful lawyer?’ on our tiptoes so we can just look in your eyes and focus on nothing else]

Buster: [picking her up as per so the eye contact can be even more intense ‘Especially when I’m a rich and successful lawyer, I’ll thank you for helping me get the success by spoiling you with the riches’]

Rio: [‘you’re so fucking daddy’ doing a little lol because we are so into you it’s ridiculous]

Buster: [listing off the mad shit he’s gonna buy her like a mansion and what cars etc like when they were little kids playing mash when we accidentally made them baze 2.0 in another life, like yes I am daddy because there’s no bants or getting silly with it, he means this all wholeheartedly]

Rio: [the noise we have to make because we don’t even know where to begin with how much we want all of this ‘what do you want from me?’ as we’re stroking your lips because you’re saying the nicest things]

Buster: [‘You’re everything I want’ because true ‘you just have to do what you already have been, it’s perfect’]

Rio: [doing your thing where you’re speaking against each other’s lips because emotionally compromised ‘all of me is yours, before anyone else’]

Buster: [his 2nd ‘baby’ of the night slipping out there against her lips before he’s kissing her because can’t cope]

Rio: [kissing him back, trying to go as deep as possible ‘cos can’t be close enough ‘we were made for each other, I’ll never be as good for anyone else’]

Buster: [‘I haven’t forgotten’ because remembering when y’all got home at christmas and were being your most feral and said that even though you were drunk af and should’ve forgotten he couldn’t and didn’t, could not be kissing her any deeper rn or holding her any closer, it’s simply not possible]

Rio: [doing a little squeal and sucking your bottom lip into our mouth, nibbling it gently though because behaving]

Buster: [I have to say that y’all get your spot in this bathroom so that you can fall into it, and probably lowkey almost whoever is coming out, cinematically, kissing and never stopping, through the door and then against it when you can bring yourselves to close it, soz I don’t make the rules, except I do, and so I also say that despite the fact they came in here for him to clean up once they’ve had the longest makeout sesh against the door, he has to do his fave thing ever and eat her out right there and right then because it has yet to happen and that’s a tragedy, pick the most iconic bathroom surface to do this and go at it, boy]

Rio: [We love the visual and the vibe honey, shout-out to everyone in that queue who’s going to know exactly what’s going down when y’all just need to piss, we don’t care at all; ‘I missed you so badly’]

Buster: [soz not soz to everyone still in that queue because he can and will do this forever and ever no fucks given, he loves it and letting her know that and how much he missed her too in no uncertain terms with everything he’s doing cos defs not gonna stop to talk]

Rio: [just giving you all the reactions it is possible to give because duh, everything was already SO intense and now it’s been kicked up a thousand notches it feels like, holding his face up for a second because overwhelmed and need you to know that in no uncertain terms too ‘you are so good’]

Buster: [overwhelming is not the word again, for both of you, we get it, literally taking everything in me to stop him saying ily because you can’t yet thank you and we already cannot discuss his face or how his voice sounds since we know he’s the most into this it’s possible to be for someone who’s not on the receiving end lol ‘I have to be, it’s what you deserve’ failure is never an option but especially rn at this ‘and you taste so good, do you know that?’ Kissing her like see]

Rio: [I can say it at some point ‘cos she did but I’m trying to hold out for as long as I can lol, as hard as that is right now because we are THE most into you we’ve ever been and yeah that’s really saying something; just here moaning into your mouth and this kiss being so frenzied ‘cos we don’t even know what to do with all these feelings ‘when are you going to fuck me?’ like PLEASE but also probably not here in this random’s bathroom when there is literally a queue at the door]

Buster: [I’m likewise trying to save it because he did not say it this convo and I don’t think you should sir because I always accidentally make characters say it too soon cos I have no chill but not everybody is that bitch, anyways, hitting her with another ‘not yet’ because first thing he said but with ENTIRELY different energy obvs lol, really deliberately taking his time to kiss back down to where he needs to be to resume his feral antics, alternating between killing her with softness and doing lovebites anywhere on her body he feels like it]

Rio: [I’m as bad for it tbh but she is one I can actually stand by it with because it makes sense in this scenario so yolo lmao; be back at it again and the fake pout you do at the not yet is SO short-lived because we cannot ‘own me’]

Buster: [you're not an immediate ily kind of boy with how we’re doing this reboot of y’all so I must find chill, it’s fine, you do say lots of other v intense things and have extra reactions it’s not like she’s giving it all and he’s cold, speaking of, finding a way to moan SO loud in response to what she just said despite what he’s up to cos v into it]

Rio: [we all know you do boy, it’s fine, can’t be very well starting this secret affair if we’re going to be insecure about things like that, we’re both risking it all, whatever we do and don’t say, though we are saying SO much rn because dying, to the point of unintelligible but you know the vibe ‘I’m yours, daddy, your girl’]

Buster: [neither of you are insecure peeps and I can’t relate but I truly love it for you, he’s likewise dying because already his fave thing to do but he’s deffo never gonna have had this kind of reaction before and we all remember and know that the d word especially is EVERYTHING, so he couldn’t be doing more rn, soz again peeps outside this door, and it also couldn’t be more blatant that he’s as turned on as her this entire time]

Rio: [‘I think I’m gonna-‘ because how much more can we take ‘If you keep, you’re killing me’]

Buster: [you've gotta keep on and kill her, that’s the law, enjoy that everyone outside the bathroom door]

Rio: [holding onto you now like we’ll genuinely faint if we don’t, kissing you as we shakily move towards this door on the way out for a parallel]

Buster: [could not be holding onto her tighter because that !! about everything that just happened, pick her up and carry her out of here the way you did into this party for an added parallel, still kissing forever and therefore almost crashing into queue peeps on your way out, I love that you didn’t even clean yourself up like you went in their to do boy just got into more of a mess with how horny that made you lol, but I get it, priorities and I’m sure someone was hammering on the door by the end of all that with how loud you would’ve both been]

Rio: [you really made an attempt and then totally forgot about it and I love that for y’all; ‘everyone at this party hates us’ so proud of yourselves like heheh 😏]

Buster: [I like to imagine they are just chilling on either one of the top or bottom stairs depending if that bathroom was upstairs or down, recovering and unrepentant, doing his own smirk and looking at her like as long as you love me idc cos he really gives no fucks, lots of peeps hate him I’m sure especially when he’s in Dublin + it’s st paddy’s and he couldn’t be more posh or English lol ‘I’m used to that’ the unspoken but I’ll never get used to us doing this ‘don’t worry, I’ll protect you’]

Rio: [do a sad face like no, I don’t like that at all ‘I’ll protect you’ holding onto his arm like I’ve got you, babe]

Buster: [He does not like her sad face at all so giving her a huge hug even though he wasn’t a hugger]

Rio: [‘I’ll get you a drink you can finish’ like hold on]

Buster: [‘I’ll go’ he has to offer because he’s that bitch even if she’s like no no]

Rio: [just get up and do wait here hands like no you won’t]

Buster: [absolutely must pick her up and put her back on the stair cos it’s too easy and go himself]

Rio: [😒 but 😏]

Rio: so rude

Buster: Someone would start talking to you if I let you get them, I’m not sharing you

Rio: Where do you want to go next, so we can be alone

Buster: Maybe we should go back, there are plenty of places at the pub we can be alone, especially when everyone’s so distracted, and we’ve already played hide and seek in them all

Buster: our chances aren’t going to be as good anywhere else

Rio: That’s your fault for looking like that

Rio: but sounds like a plan

Buster: I don’t know, if I’d have planned for any of this I would’ve booked a hotel for us to escape to before the rooms were all rented out by tourists

Buster: Perhaps I had the right idea at Christmas taking you back to ours

Rio: We’ll have to show face again, at least for a while

Buster: Yeah true, it would look suspicious if we both completely disappeared

Rio: entirely tempting as that is…

Rio: You’ve come all this way to see people, I’m always in and out

Buster: Being too easily tempted is what fucked things up for us last time

Buster: Lesson learned

Rio: Doesn’t mean yours is entirely off-limits, we just have to time it right, before your parents want to be home but long enough that we’re not being looked for by anyone else

Buster: Patience is apparently a virtue, I remember

Rio: 😌 Remind me, like

Buster: I don’t think keeping you waiting for [whatever drink he has found in the carnage of this kitchen] will really cut it, babe

Rio: As long as that’s all that’s taking you

Buster: It doesn’t matter what’s taking me that long or even how long it takes me, I know you’ll stay exactly where I put you

Rio: Not if you’re talking to someone else

Buster: It worked earlier, I don’t need lightning to strike twice

Rio: It did not

Buster: I’m not talking to anyone except you

Rio: Uhuh 

Buster: Come on, it’s a nice surprise, I swear

Rio: Now you have my attention

Buster: Good, because you’ll like it

Rio: I like you

Buster: Well, you’ll like me more

Rio: feels impossible but if anyone could

Buster: It’d be as impossible for me not to have faith in you

Rio: I haven’t moved, I trust you

Buster: I’ll allow it if some lad I don’t trust sits next to you

Rio: I can handle lads

Buster: So can I, but my way would spill the drinks and ruin your surprise

Rio: Yeah you owe me watching you fight but not right now

Buster: It wouldn’t count, be over so fast you’d barely see anything at all

Rio: Come be hot over here, I miss you

Buster: [do come back and hand her whatever drink you don’t really care about and the surprise which you do, I like to think it’s something else that reminds y’all of your date day but idk what that could be, unless you found ingredients for the cocktail and you’re just making that for her rn after handing her a boring decoy drink *pulls cocktail shaker from behind his back* vibes lol]

Rio: [whatever it is we’re a sentimental bitch so you know it’s going to get us lmao, basically kissing you mid-sip ‘cos we had no clue honestly so we are that caught unawares ‘you’re indecently cute, you know that?’ just LOOKING at him]

Buster: [clearly he’s a sentimental bitch too, behaving like this when nobody asked, god bless you both, I love you, giving her the biggest hearteyes because he loves her too and he missed her too clearly even though he wasn’t even gone that long]

Rio: [We know neither of you has truly had the chance to express this sort of energy fully but damn]

Buster: [‘I couldn’t stop myself thinking about it, it was always on my mind’ meaning that date obvs]

Rio: [‘It was the best day’ not even being hyperbolic about it here ‘there’s no one to hide from there, not then, anyway’ because no one else needed y’alls time and attention that day]

Buster: [‘If we were staying, I’d take you out again’ damn baze needing to go home and thwarting him being able to take her on another date]

Rio: [tell him where you could go because obviously you know more places here ‘We can, when you’re here and it’s not an event’ because will be entirely different when you just live here too]

Buster: [not this boy looking up the place she said and telling her everything he’d order for her off their menu like we’re just having a lil fantasy date here and now]

Rio: [obviously we’re going along with it because we love ‘you can feed me again’]

Buster: [feeding her some of her drink like yep just like this because we love to be extra]

Rio: [being as about it as you were in that restaurant lbr]

Buster: [we know it’s mutual af]

Rio: [shaking our head ‘cos ‘I can’t stand being around you and not being with you’ getting in his lap to prove our point]

Buster: [pulling her closer to show that’s mutual af too, touching one of the many lovebites he gave her when he was going to town earlier, probably a thigh one that nobody at this party rn can see but y’all know is there]

Rio: [giving him that knowing smile about it ‘it’s like having your name on me’ touching another, more obvious one, ourself as we say this]

Buster: [playing with whatever jewellery she is wearing tonight thinking about how he could engrave it secretly or it could be his initial or all the possibilities like hmmmm ‘you could, you know’]

Rio: ‘I’d need a longer dress’ because imagine if you tried to do your name in hickeys, it’d be well down her leg lmao but we’re also watching you of course so the ‘yeah?’ is quieter and more real]

Buster: [an amused expression at what she said but he’s stopping what he’s doing long enough to write his name on her back like not if I did it there, that would work, getting to the end before he LOOKS back at her and answers the second part with a sincere ‘yeah’ of his own because legit thinking of subtle ways to do it so they wouldn’t get caught, sadly it cannot just be his name on a necklace in this era, one day lads, one day]

Rio: [loling because it tickles but we’re also so hearteyes ‘You know I want it’ like I would love nothing more, boy]

Buster: [‘You know I’ll give you everything you want’ because he will and gotta remind her of this even though he’s said it before and she knows]

Rio: [writing ‘you’ all over him and hiding in his chest because yet again we’re overwhelmed]

Buster: [kissing her everywhere he can reach while she’s hiding because still letting her but simply must when his feelings are as high]

Rio: [making a little noise on every kiss, as well as moving in your lap]

Buster: [his own lil noises every time she moves]

Rio: [‘I’ve never needed someone like this’ tilting your head up enough that isn’t entirely muffled]

Buster: [‘I’ve never needed anyone’ like fullstop in any sense and in all areas of his life because self reliance and independence is everything, take note Nancy you flop]

Rio: [‘I know’ stroking his chest, casually but so soft ‘you’re good at it, though’ like despite the lack of practice ‘you let me be as needy as I want’]

Buster: [‘I’d let you break every rule I’ve ever held myself to’ because he would and he will do when y’all inevitably hook up at some point with no protection in sight, but soz not soz this is how special and how much of an exception she is]

Rio: [rest your chin on him because you have to look at him again !! ‘You know I’ll make it worth it’ so serious about it]

Buster: [‘It’s already started, and you did’ thinking about how he’s called her baby and that’s a first, small rule break though it is]

Rio: [shifting to push yourself up so you can really slowly kiss him, cupping his chin so you can pull him in]

Buster: [never need an excuse for a makeout sesh, fully lying her on these stairs, absolute disrespect and no fucks given to anyone else who might be around]

Rio: [having a marvelous time on these stairs, step on over if you must, people, we’re really not paying attention at all, we have making out to catch up on ‘cos feeling like we should’ve been doing this forever nbd]

[ashtcnirwin]

Will you talk to me about each member individually. I’m feeling emo rn

oh i will i ever???? cue brief pause as i go to fetch myself a soda can and a lil bowl of chips to prepare

(edit: writing this took so long that the soda can became a beer can and the bowl of chips became a defrosted cookie i found in the freezer)

here are some thoughts plus each of their love languages (giving) the way i see it, cos why the heck not? i love this ask a lot, so thank u for sending it darling🧡

uhhh, again, disclaimer: these thoughts are based on the versions of 5sos that they choose to show the world. i don’t know what they’re like in private, so i’m absolutely not saying that these assumptions of mine are “correct”, i’m simply sharing some thoughts i’ve developed while observing their public appearances and the sides of themselves they’ve chosen to show the world

ashton

i said it when i talked about the ship dynamics, but i'll say it again because it's incredibly accurate imo: the "ashton is the band dad"-jokes hold a lot of truth, there's a reason they came to exist in the first place once upon a time. it’s not just in the way he was, as 5sos themselves have said on multiple occasions, the driving force behind the band making some serious moves way back when, but also in the way he appears to treat each of them with a vaguely parental type of energy. it’s often the easiest to spot in the way he treats luke, but he does it with michael and calum as well, just in a slightly less obvious way. like when he encouraged michael to tell the video games/ice cream story when they went on the late late show, and when he very calmly told calum to not get mad at people when they did the tiktok live. he simply seems to have a natural inkling towards building up and encouraging his loved ones at every turn

one of many, many, many things that fascinate me about ashton is how stark the contrasts between different sides of him are. most people have different sides to them ofc, that’s not an ashton only-thing, but it continues to fascinate me how clearly separated the different sides of ashton are. that clear separation is absolutely mostly due to the fact that he’s the one out of them who gives the most of himself, the one we see the most of, the one we atm know the most about as far as his personal life goes because he often chooses to share little bits and pieces of his personal life with us. so we see performer!ash aka stage!ash, who is incredibly energetic, quite aggressively so when he’s actively performing aka playing the drums, and who on occasion thoroughly enjoys playing into the sex appeal he’s very well aware that he possesses. then we have professional ash aka the version of him we see in interviews and such; a very well spoken dude who shows us over and over again that he has a lot of thoughts spinning around in his head about everything underneath the sun. then there’s homebody ash, who is a very...soft spoken person who seems to make a very active effort to focus on positivity and kindness 24/7. and on and on it goes, so many sides to this dude, and they all play their part to make him the multidimmensional human being he is, and that is why i love all sides of mr irwin

i think there’s also something to be said about the fact that ashton seems to absolutely live and breathe music. music isn’t just his job or a hobby he turned into a job, it’s his entire fucking life, and without it i think he’d just...wither away to be honest. he has other hobbies of course, but most of his spare time seems to be spent doing something music-related, whether it’s writing it or playing it or listening to it. and looking at it from a more macro perspective, he just seems to be a through and through creative and incredibly passionate type of personality who needs multiple outlets for all of said energy for him to feel satisfied and fulfilled in life. i’m not sure where i was going with that particular thought tbh, maybe not anywhere at all, but it’s just something i’ve “always” thought about on and off, so...there it is

main love language: words of affirmation

secondary love language: quality time

calum

calum to me is all but a textbook case of “silent but lethal”. in terms of how he presents himself to the public, i think i’d say he’s the one of them who’s changed the most since the early days, because he used to be incredibly shameless, incredibly unafraid to show multiple sides of his personality, especially in twitcams and those types of things. but then at some point, it’s like he made an active decision to create a larger distance between his public persona and his private persona, and that has lasted to this day, because i’d say that as far as personal lives go, calum’s is the one we see the least of. and all the more power to him, good for him for creating that distance if that’s what he needed to be content and comfortable and happy. 

but then there is the fact that as quiet and soft spoken as he mostly is, we also get glimpses every now and again of a guy who’s anything but quiet and soft spoken, a guy who all but embodies the term “boys will be boys” and who will also tear you to fucking shreds with one single look if he so wishes. and that’s what i mean by silent but deadly: he appears incredibly sweet and almost docile at first glance, but you just know there’s so much stuff going on under the surface there that it seems to me that he’s making an active choice to keep...not to himself but to situations where the cameras aren’t around. he’s a bit of an enigma, a lil mysterious, and if someone told me an absolutely outrageously scandalous story about an unidentified 5sos member and told me to guess who said unidentified 5sos member was, my first guess would 100% be calum, no doubt

there’s also something horribly soft and gentle about calum tho, at least that’s what it seems like to me. i don’t think it’s a coincidence that as much as the whole band are obviously very close in a way that most of us probably can’t begin to fully understand, ashton, luke and michael also all seem to be...maybe not extra close with calum, but something along those lines. i’m lacking the appropriate vocabulary here, sorry, but maybe you understand what i mean? he just seems to be an overall very good, dependable friend, the “always has a shoulder available for crying on, an ear ready to listen and won’t try to problem solve unless specifically asked to”-type

main love language: gifts

secondary love language: words of affirmation

luke

much like there's a lot of truth to the "ashton is the band dad"-jokes, there's also a lot of truth to the "luke has youngest sibling energy"-jokes. and i don’t mean that in a “oh sweet airheaded baby luke can barely think for himself uwu”-way but rather in the sense that he, in an extremely typical youngest sibling-way, seems to crave and thrive on the validation of and the outspoken love and support of those around him. at least to me, it appears that he really, truly thrives when he’s complimented, be it on his musical abilities or on his hair or anything in between, and when he receives some type of encouragement and support. and it’s not that that in itself is a youngest sibling-thing but it’s the fact that the other three indulge him so, so, so much when it comes to this apparent need of his and have done so for many years now that is giving me serious youngest brother in the clan-vibes (which ig is exactly what he is, so it makes sense)

i talked about the duality of ashton but luke’s duality fascinates me a lot too. it’s not quite as extremely apparent as ashton’s, at least not to me, but it’s very much there, and the separation between his stage persona and his off stage persona is especially fascinating. i know he said himself at one point that the person he is on stage isn’t the same person he is on other arenas in life, and it honestly shows. off stage luke is often quite a dorky and awkward guy (so fucking affectionate), tho i will say that the awkward of it has become a little less visible in the last year or two. stage luke, on the other hand, is...he radiates confidence and power, has a bit of a “larger than life”-vibe going on, and he seems to absolutely thrive on the attention of the crowd, which is so fascinating to me because off stage luke seems to get a little shy when all the attention is on him

i had a conversation with a friend not too long about how he seems to have come into his own a lot more over the last couple of years, both as a person and as a frontman, like the forced time off cos of covid and the process of making wfttwtaf helped him evolve as a human being. which ofc makes sense, but it’s just incredibly fascinating to witness the effects of it in the way that he carries himself both on and off stage

also. can’t not mention how it’s downright offensive how beautiful he is. like, he’s seriously just drop dead gorgeous, and i find myself staring slack jawed at pics and gifs of him quite often tbh, cos it’s difficult to comprehent how one person can be that f’ing good looking

main love language: physical touch

secondary love language: quality time

michael

something i find incredibly lovely about michael is that at least to me, he’s the one whose younger self’s personality we can still see very clearly to this day. i don’t mean that in a “he hasn’t changed, he hasn’t matured, since the band’s formation”-way to be clear, because he most definitely has. but rather than changing extremely noticeably, it’s almost like the michael we see in 2022 hold many of the same qualities that the michael we saw in 2013 held, except said qualities are far more tempered and muted now. take his loudness and dramatics for example; he’s proven that he absolutely still has those qualities, but he knows better how to pick his moments now, he doesn’t burst into Yells at any given moment and for no particular reason, but he absolutely will still get very loud and dramatic if the situation/environment at hand “allows” it. and i find it incredibly charming, incredibly endearing, that that side of him never died out despite the fact that he’s a fully grown man now rather than an impulsive teenage boy

something i really fucking like about michael is that i’ve always gotten the sense that if he was just a random guy i met and struck up a friendship with, he’d be one of those people that i always knew what i’d get from. the whole “what you see is what you get”-thing, yk? i’ve always felt like that’s michael, like he doesn’t pretend to be something he’s not, he doesn’t change his personality drastically depending on what he’s doing and who he’s with, he’s just...you know where you have him at all times

another thing i think is worth mentioning about michael is that he doesn’t get nearly enough credit for being by far the best of the four of them at laughing it off if interviewers say something dumb/awkward/weird/whatever. i don’t mean that as in i think he lets himself get walked all over, to be clear, but simply that he’s very good at plastering on a smile to avoid awkward situations in settings where awkwardness being avoided is the best for everyone involved, such as interviews that are being filmed. ashton gets a lot of credit for being an eloquent speaker and he is but he can’t hide his annoyance/anger/exasperation to save his life more often than not, while luke has a tendency to shut down a little and/or come with a nervous laugh, and calum is reasonably good at keeping a straight face, but michael is very good at diffusing those situations imo

i must also say that his sense of style is by far the best in band. he’s the only one of them who never misses with an outfit in my personal opinion

main love language: words of affirmation

secondary love language: physical touch

[periwnklblu]

i loved p2 to make it right 🥺 i think its so healthy for them to grow apart so they can be stronger together ugh its so great to see 😤 i was hoping to request for my sweet boy sakusa, maybe a drabble of him planning a date super hard but it ends up being a disaster, like everything that could go wrong went wrong but the reader still has a good time anyway hehe idk im in a soft mood rn but if u dont want to no stress!! have a great day/night:)))

ahh tysm i literally did a little happy dance when I first saw this 🥺this request was so cute, I'm sorry I took so long in writing it. i hope you like it and ty again

sakusa x gn! reader

warnings: none just soft fluff, a few curse words and a Sakusa who is trying his best. maybe slight ooc sakusa?

everything italicized is a flashback, normal font is present.

feedback is much appreciated <3

Komori felt odd when he first woke up this morning. There was just an air to this Monday morning that made him feel like something was off, almost as if he were forgetting something. He spent the entire morning walk to school racking his brain, trying to remember what was so special about today. It wasn’t until he waltzed into his homeroom and found his cousin uncharacteristically laying his head against the desk in defeat that a light bulb went off in his head; Kiyoomi had his first date with y/n last night.

Judging by his body language, along with the “go away” Komori receives from his cousin in response to his cheery good morning, the libero was willing to bet that the date did not go according to plan.

“I take it the date didn’t go too well?” Komori treads delicately as he settles into the desk next to the brooding Sakusa.

“No, not exactly”

“Even after all your extensive planning? I mean, you literally had a plan a, b, and c for incase something went wrong. It was color coded and everything! Nothing that is planned with color coded highlighters and bullet points can possibly go wrong” Motoya explains in a matter-of-fact way.

“Well, it didn’t go to plan. Literally any of the plans” the ace finally lifts his head up, revealing a red spot on his forehead from where he was placing pressure. Komori laughs at his cousin's angry expression until the ace sends him a look that sends shivers up his spine. Even though his face was mostly covered by a mask, Kiyoomi’s glares still made Komori just slightly scared for his life.

“So tell me,” Komori gets comfortable in his seat, getting comfortable as if preparing for a great story time. “what went wrong?”

“Everything” Sakusa deadpans.

“It couldn’t have been that bad?”

“It wasn’t bad per se,” Sakusa pauses to sigh before continuing. “The date was fine, I guess. They didn’t seem upset or anything. But all my plans went to hell”

“Well, what happened?” Motoya impatiently asks, eager to know what has gotten the usually stoic Sakusa all emo.

“It all started when I got onto the train to meet up with them, and the train station was ridiculously full. Not only was it overcrowded, but some kid accidentally spilled his soda all over me. And of course, this happened right as I was getting off the train”

Sakusa pauses his rant before turning himself more towards his relative. This is how Komori knew the real story was just getting started.

“Just as I was about to text y/n that I was going to be late so I could change, they happened to spot me somehow in that train station. And of course, they’re a perfect being so they don’t mind that I look like I pissed myself. But I mind. So I tried getting them to just wait for me while I go home to change, but you know y/n. They’re stubborn as ever. So, we go back to my place together”

“Oh?” Komori wiggles his eyebrows suggestively. “You and your crush go back to your empty house together. I see, I see.” he strokes his imaginary beard inquisitively.

“Don’t even start” the ace rolls his eyes. “The entire way there, I’m not only embarrassed because of the stain on my clothes, but I’m also freaked out that we’re squished so close together”.

“How close?” Komori nosely inquires.

“Very close”

“Like too close?”

“No, not too close. I-I mean yeah kinda, their butt was pressed up to my d- why am I telling you this?!” Sakusa’s blush creeps up his face behind the mask. But even without being able to physically see it, Komori knows his cousin is flustered.

“Because we’re family. But fine, get on with the story” Komori makes a hand motion to continue.

“Whatever, I’m glad my misery is entertaining to you”

“Very much so”

“So we finally got back to my place and of course this happens to be the rare time that both of my parents are home. They’re obviously surprised that I brought someone home, but the worst part is they weren’t even mad that I was trying to bring someone over with nobody else home. In fact, they got excited, too excited”

“In the two minutes it took me to change out of my clothes, they had y/n sandwiched between them on the couch as they brought out all these scrapbooks with a bunch of embarrassing pictures from when I was younger. I honestly didn’t even know they had those pictures!” Sakusa shudders as he recalls the horror he felt when he emerged from his room just to find you giggling along with his parents at a photo album that was foreign to him.

When he finally looked over your shoulder and saw the photo you were stuck on, he all but stopped breathing. There he was, four year old Kiyoomi with a red tear stained face and snot dripping from his nose as he tried his best to not tremble next to the giant creepy mouse animatronic. He never has been a fan of Chuck E. Cheese's.

“That’s rough dude” Komori laughs, earning another glare from the red tinted Sakusa. "I remember that birthday too. Those animals had you messed up"

“Whatever, Afterwards, we finally took the train back to the café I had planned from the beginning. It’s just my luck that as we’re walking there, it starts to rain really hard”

“You just can’t seem to catch a break huh”

“You have no idea” Sakusa sighs out.

“We start running to the café and in the process they grab onto my hand. Except I’m pretty sure my hands were sweaty from being around them. So I tried taking my hand away but then they looked so offended when I did that that I had to suck it up and hold their hand again. Sweat and all”

“Wait, wait, wait” Komori sits up from his previously lax position. “So not only is the great Sakusa Kiyoomi nervous about something, or rather someone, but the germaphobe also holds hands with someone before they have a chance to wash it? You really are whipped for them”

“Whatever, it was just in the heat of the moment” he says, his ear growing hot.

“When we finally get to the café, everything seems back on track. You remember plan a, bullet point three, green section? Where I was going to ask them whether they wanted to, y’know, come to our next game? Well just my fucking luck because as I was asking them, one of their old childhood friends sees them and decided they want to catch up. At that moment, at our table.

Sakusa had just returned back to the table where he had left Y/n alone as he went to pick up their drinks and pastries. Kiyoomi was finally feeling a sense of relief, partly due to being back on track but also because he was going to drink his latte and hopefully warm up from the still pelting rain. His head was already running through possible ways to ask y/n out to their game the following weekend. That is until his bubble burst when he saw some strange person sitting in his spot, talking y/n’s ear off as they just politely nod along. The stranger doesn't seem to catch onto the apologetic tone y/n uses when introducing the two guys to each other.

“y/n is too polite to say anything to this random stranger who probably doesn’t wash their hands thoroughly, so he sits with us for the rest of the date. And no, I'm not exaggerating” the frustrated ace rolls his eyes.

Some deity must have been looking out for Sakusa and graced him with patience he’s never had before. Sakusa managed to sit through the entire hour-long discussion between y/n and their old friend, who Saksua later found out that they were never very close to even in their childhood. This only silently enraged him more.

Once the rain cleared up and the date crasher left, Sakusa checked his phone to see how much longer they had together, only to realize that it was time for Y/n to head back home. He does his best to not sound disappointed when he vocalizes this observation, but he was not the thespian he believed to be. Y/n caught on to his mood change and slid their fingers through slightly sweaty ones. They follow up by asking him if he could walk them back home, to which he agrees but with a slight pout on his lips. Not that he didn't want to walk you home, but more so that he spent the majority of the date dealing with his mistakes and not really getting to be with you alone. Nevertheless, Sakusa lightly squeezes their interlaced hand before beginning the trek back to their house. The two finally manage to enjoy each other's company as they breath in the post-rain air and overlook the sun that was setting over the horizon. The sky is painted in beautiful shades of orange and purple that will forever remind Sakusa of you; too perfect to ever be replicated in all its vibrant shades and hues. Unbeknownst to each other, y/n was enjoying every moment with him. They take the long way home while Sakusa purposely slowed down his usually fast walking pace, both trying to relish in every moment together.

“Did you two kiss

“N-no. I mean, it was barely our first date and even if I was thinking about i-it, their brother opens the door before I could even try to”. The ace rested his head on the palm of his hand and looks out the window in disappointment.

The moment was there, when they finally arrived at y/n’s front door. The neighborhood silent, the wind lightly breezing through as the moon illuminated the two lovers in a way a street lamp could never. Eyes twinkling for each other and each other only as their hands remained interlocked.

"I really had fun today Sakusa, thank you. This walk was really nice too, I don't think I'll ever be able to not think about you whenever I walk down this path again" they smile a smile to beautiful that Sakusa almost forgot to respond. For a minute there, he forgot he was speaking to another person, and not a painting from the romanticism era.

"well maybe I'll just have to be here whenever you take this path again. so you don't have to miss me" he softly says, zipping up their jacket as a cool breeze rushes by them.

"Maybe you're right. This will jut have to be our journey and our journey only" In that moment, gravity seemed to work in Sakusa’s favor as it drew in their faces close. Right as their eyes were fluttering shut and their lips were mere millimeters from another, the front door swung open with aggression as y/n's older brother loudly announced it was now the end of their date.

“So you mean to tell me that after all you went through in that single day, you still didn’t get a kiss from them? Not even on the cheek?!” Sakusa solemnly shakes his head while Komori groans loudly, receiving side glances from the other students that were beginning to file in for class.

“Damn. That really is a bad date. Maybe you should go back to laying your head down” Komori sympathetically suggests. If he went through a date as traumatizing as that, he doesn’t even think he’d be able to show up to school the next day. In his eyes, Sakusa Kiyoomi was a brave man.

“I think I will, wake me up if there’s anything important-”

“Uh good morning Kiyoomi-kun!!” as if he were being risen from the dead, the curly haired spiker eyes light up as he raises his head and turns to the source of the angelic voice; you.

“G-good morning, y/n-san”

“Hi y/n!” Komori interjects.

“Hey Komori. Uh Omi-kun, can I have a moment real quick with you?”

“Sure” he says, his chair making a scraping noise as he stands up and follows his crush out to the nearly empty hallway.

“I’m gonna make this quick since class is about to start but-” and with no other words, y/n pulls down sakusa’s mask and presses their lips onto his. If it weren’t for the fact that he was caught off guard, he would’ve deepened the kiss by holding their face with both his hands. Or maybe by resting one at the nape of their neck. Perhaps a a hand on their waist? Anything for this moment to last longer.

“I had a lot of fun yesterday” they say, slightly out of breath after parting from Sakusa’s lips. “I know it didn’t go all to plan, and I’m sorry about the rain. And my old friend. And then my brother. But I really did have a lot of fun!”

“You don’t have to lie to me y/n. It was a bad first date”

“What? No, no, no, I had a lot of fun! Why would you say that? ” they ask with slight hurt in their voice

“Because I was late, and then we had to go back and fourth and god, my parents! Those pictures were so embarrassing, please do me a favor and forget all about them. Plus the rain and then we ran out of time and just, I'm sorry” he lets out.

y/n says nothing as they grab both his hands and hold them together in their grasp. They rub gentle circles over his knuckles before starting up again

“Well, I don’t typically meet the parents on the first date but it was still cute so I will never forget those pictures. And even though we were all over the place, I didn’t mind at all. Because I enjoy being with you, Kiyoomi. Even if it’s the most boring task on the earth, I don’t mind doing it as long as I’m with you”

Sakusa stands there at a loss for words while the two of you stare into each other’s eyes for what felt like forever, but in reality was just a few seconds. The bell can be heard chiming in the distance, signaling that class was about to start for the day but neither of you budge.

“Well, I gotta go. Don’t want to be late to class, but I’ll see you later?” y/n finally breaks the pause after seeing the doubt that was swirling in his eyes disappear.

“Y-yeah” Sakusa agrees as Y/n dreadfully lets go of his much larger hands. Just as they turn around and make their way to their homeroom, Sakusa feels the same rush of adrenaline he does whenever he spikes a winning ball.

“y/n!” he calls out and right as you turn around, he is now the one to capture your lips in a surprise kiss. It lasts maybe a moment or two but in those seconds, Sakusa memorizes the feeling of your lips and has it ingrained into his brain. If he could, he would spend the rest of the day kissing you.

“This Friday, I have a game. Think you can make it?” he boldly asks, ignoring the second warning bell.

“O-of course. I’ll be there! And I promise this time without childhood friends or protective older brothers”

“Good '' Sakusa smiles just as Komori violently opens the door to rush Sakusa in before the teacher arrives. He reluctantly steps away from you as you offer him one last smile before the door gets slammed shut and the day begins.

[noyashighlight]

omg the side piece scenario was sooooo good!!! could u do more boys for that? maybe osamu bokuto and kuroo?

Haikyuu boys being your side piece pt. 4

Osamu, Bokuto, Kuroo

Osamu Miya

Pretends it doesn’t bother him, bruh really pulled the “ I’m a twin so I’m used to sharing” 😐

Has no sides, you’re his main he doesn’t like to sleep around because everything gets so messy.

Secretly knows everything about your boyfriend......I think he might kill this man.

Randomly bites you, idk why maybe you taste good.

He makes you a 5 course meal then eats you like you’re one.

Calls you everyday to make sure you’ve eaten.

I feel like Samu is going to show you all the ways he’s better than your boyfriend, he won’t voice it though.

Make your decision quick before he does, welp too late.

Will approach you and your boyfriend while eating dinner at a restaurant, proceed to pick you up and throw you over his shoulders like a sack of fucking potatoes.

Gonna give your bf his business card, “ send y/n’s belongings to my house.” He’s so over waiting for you, but hey at least he paid for the dinner right ???

Once you’re alone he’s gonna confess the insecurities he’s been feeling, it took a lot for him to do that but he rather be seen as weak then lose you.

Bokuto Kotaro

Certified hoe

Clingy ass crybaby

Apart of the “I know how to fight so your boyfriend finding out isn’t a problem” squad. But boo I hope you know how to fight because he’s knees deep in some girl drama because he never text anyone back after sleeping with them. You’re the acceptance okay.

He always invites you to his games, like front row seats.

Spoils tf out of you.

Akaashi calls you to calm Bo down when he’s in his emo mode.

Bokuto is gonna climb through your fucking window just to bring you flowers, the front door is usable..... look he’s trying to be romantic.

Refers to you guys as Romeo and Juliet without the dying at the end.

When you do decide to break up with your bf and be with Bokuto he’s gonna be the happiest man in the world. He’s gonna cherish you because he doesn’t want to lose you. Pls don’t hurt him.

Sends your ex a letter about tips on how to be better at sex and also a thank you letter for being so bad.

Kuroo Tetsurou

This man is a huge ass tease.

“ I bet your boyfriend would be sad to see you under me like this.”

If you make him upset he’ll say that he’ll share you with kenma. ( I mean bet)

You can’t tell me that Kuroo won’t shoulder check your boyfriend in the hallway just to take off some frustration that he has to share you with this loser.

Don’t let that fool you though, he also has a side bitch?? He pulls the anything you can do I can do better than you.

You have homework or missing assignments? He’s doing them while you’re taking a nap on his bed. He wants you to be stress free.

Has to fight the urge to call you and ask how your day went, he’s trying to act cool and collected but this guy has caught feelings for you at this point. You’re in his head 24/7, um he’s confused.

I feel your boyfriend finds out about this affair and would confront you about it, but Kuroo steps in because why tf is he talking sideways to his crush like that??

“ It’s not cheating because you never deserved to be with y/n, if you’re gonna yell at someone then let it be me.” Your ex man is shaking in his fucking boots.

As soon as that guy walks away Kuroo drops his intimidating act and is making sure you’re okay. Bruh if you don’t marry this man rn look at how much he cares for your wellbeing.

A/n: thank you for all the support I’ve been getting,Everytime you guys reblog I laugh at your captions and hashtags because they’re so funny 🥺

[darthwheezely]

let me - f.w.

Summary: Fred will always choose you, even if you don’t know and wouldn’t choose him back. Even in the worst of times, Fred would do anything to let you know how much he loves you.

This is based off my recent break up which was supremely awful and I’m going to be picking up the pieces for...a while. This is kind of self-indulgent, I’m sorry about that!

people that might like this: @whiz-bangs78 @monoscandal @gcdric @theweasleyslut @thehufflepuffwife @vogueweasley @loony-loopy-lupinn @oh-for-merlins-sake @slytherinsunrise @lupinsclassroom @durmstrange

Warnings: angst, but slightly fluffy??? mentions of cheating and light homophobia it’ll be ok basically lol and cussing and bullying...oops? PROLLY FUCKING AWFUL WRITING PLZ I TRIED IM JUST EMO RN SKSKWKWJWKKSK

It wasn’t that Fred Weasley hated your boyfriend, it was actually that he had really liked him. Kind of really enjoyed his company. Even went as far to say that he considered him a friend.

And because of that, he told himself, he wasn’t able to see exactly what was happening.

-

Everyone had known that you and Sam Tuckson had broken up, to be honest, drama at Hogwarts was dulling and unfortunately for you, you and your relationship had fallen prey to the lull of gossip. 

Sam Tuckson had basically slid his way into your life at the beginning of fifth year, and to you he was everything you had wanted. The Hufflepuff Keeper was tall, tanned, smiled, and laughed like everything that came to him (including you) was easy, and something in that carefree sense of a walk and talk he had was more than enough to satiate your feelings. You were for all intents and purposes madly in love with him, and everything up until your break up five days ago led you to believe he was as well.

To say Fred had been a little jealous at first was taking it a bit lightly. It didn’t take a whole lot to figure out that Fred had been pining for you since second year, and to make matters worse? He was your best friend. For the first couple of months or so in your new relationship, he found himself at night silently wishing and pretending he was Sam, not needing to steal glances across tables in the Great Hall, being able to hold onto your hand a little longer than he was allowed, and to finally be able to taste your lips on his whenever you wanted him to.

For the first time, he wasn’t your number one boy anymore and it killed him - but the only thing able to bring him back was the joy Sam brought you day after day. It was starting to eat at him past month 2, and with that brought George:

“Freddie. Mate,” he sighed looking at his older twin. Fred hadn’t left bed at all that day and knew he wouldn’t leave it for another day unless he did the inevitable-

“-you have to either tell her or wait. She misses us...she misses you.” 

“I know, Georgie.” He looked at George, longing for peace evident in his angular frame. Fred nodded and sighed, sitting up. 

“I know.”

-

Fred had made it his personal mission to befriend your boyfriend, and while it was painstakingly murderous for the first week or so - he eventually became to warm up to the Hufflepuff boy, even going as far as hanging out with him and letting him in on pranks with George when he wanted. Honestly? The guy was starting to grow on him, the idea of a friend of his dating you seemed to lessen the emotional blow of knowing it wasn’t him, and he felt himself over time starting to possibly lighten his own load on you.

And then the rumors started to fly around.

Fred had been walking to Transfiguration and had rounded the corner-

“I heard he’d been slipping it to Astoria and Daphne!”

Who the hell are they talking about?

“Nah, he doesn’t like Slytherin girls-“

“But have you heard about him with Slytherin boys!” They snickered loudly.

Fred continued to walk, the high pitched giggles of the younger Ravenclaw girlsinging in his ears.

After class he made his way to the Great Hall for lunch when a gaggle of Hufflepuff ladies crossed in front, (they always take so damn long when they’re in a line across, he thought)

“Anyway, I heard he hates her guts now.”

“Sam could never hate her! They were together for soooo long you know.”

His heart stopped. No. No they couldn’t be talking about-

“It’s because she’s frigid that’s what I heard.”

“Y/N? Frigid? Please have you seen her with him, she acted like a slut around him! Disgusting really.” She wrinkled her nose.

He felt his knuckles whiten and a lump in his throat begin to rise.

“I heard he’d been doing it the whole time!” The last one said as they hitched a left to the courtyard.

Fred hadn’t ever known what it’s like to be frozen or paralyzed with anger, but he learned it then.

-

You were sitting in your navy and golden dorm, the only sanctity and safety you felt surrounded by the colors you knew so well. You hadn’t felt the strength to go the Great Hall for anything today, not after breakfast. Not after you waltzed in after what felt like a normal morning and heard tinny laughs and stifled giggles from the Hufflepuff table.

You’d been made the fool by the boy you loved. And there was nothing at this point that could get you past that realization now.

You’d heard the rumors in the hallway. You’d heard them when Pansy Parkinson sat next to you in Potions and whispered in your ear, “maybe just dip yourself in amortentia next time. Might last longer.” You’d seen the way Sam Tuckson, Hufflepuff Golden Boy, looked over at you with nothing but pity in his eyes before he trudged to the Ravenclaw table, looked at the ground and murmured-

“I’m sorry it ended like this. I’m sorry I didn’t know how to love you sometimes.”

And scurried back to his own seat.

You hadn’t had the strength to find the twins. You could barely find the strength to move from your bed, to get more tissues. You simply didn’t have it. And then.

There was a knock on your door.

“Please, Cho, not right now, okay?” You croaked, turned away from the door. You could barely hear the door creak open to see your best friend’s head creeping from the other side.

“Knock, knock, princess.” He said softly, showing your turned frame a small smile.

“Can I come in? Please?” You nodded. Fred came through, shutting the door as quietly as possible behind him. He looked at you curled up in your bed with your uniform still on. Your favorite throw blanket draped over you as you laid on top of the covers and all he could think of was how.

How did he let this happen?

“Freddie, you couldn’t have known.” Fred blinked realizing he had spoken out loud and froze in place.

“Yes, actually I could have”

“Fred-”

“No, I don’t think you understand.” he almost growled it, it was so low that you could barely register it was him saying it. You turned him to look at him then, pulling your knees to a criss cross applesauce position. He clenched his jaw feeling tears and the lump in his throat finally erupting.

“See, Y/N, I’ve always been there to protect you. It’s never been a job, or a chore, because I’ve been so blindingly in love with you ever since you hurled a bezoar at me in Potions when we were 12.” You choked out a small giggle at that, your heart pounding in your chest. He looked up at you then tears on his face.

“I know this isn’t fair. Because this is a really shit time to be selfish and tell you how much I love you, but I was his friend, Y/N. I willingly sat and enjoyed his company and I could’ve seen what he was doing to you because I’m a guy I should know what guys do and quite frankly? You deserve so much” he swallowed and readjusted his jaw again feeling more tears as he watched you crying to, wanting to stop but something in him told him this was it he couldn’t hold in it he couldn’t-

“-so, so much more. Than me. Than him. Jesus, than everyone. And, love, I am...so sorry I didn’t tell you this sooner. Please know our friendship wasn’t a lie and we never have to discuss this ever I just...you’re so bloody fucking perfect and knowing I watched him do that to you without knowing I just-”

“Freddie.” You held out your arms. It was his turn for him to choke then as his knees buckled and fell towards you on the bed. 

You couldn’t be mad at him or angry or upset. You weren’t. You were just,,,

“Fred, I need time.” You whispered against his shoulder, his body engulfing yours in a tango of arms and legs and breaths that only you two knew this well.

“Angel, I didn’t mean to make it seem-” he pulled away to look into your eyes.

“I know you weren’t asking me of anything, Fred. I love you I just...I need time. For a lot of things.” He swallowed and nodded moving to get off the bed and give you the space you needed. However, you pulled him back.

“I love you, Freddie. That isn’t changing.” And out of force his arms seemed tighter as he breathed out, meeting your forehead.

“And I’d wait every second of everyday to hear you say it again.”

[miyaniacs]

Hello I saw that you opened requests so I thought I would send something (if you don’t want to write this please don’t feel like you need to 🥺 you’re amazing okay?)

ANYWAYS! Could I request how the haikyu boys (you can choose who!) would react to their S/O feeling overwhelmed and accidentally blowing up on them/pushing them away?

Life has really pushed me to my limits and I could use some comfort 😪

A/N: goshhhh I feel that omg - but please try to relax a bit and take a few minutes for yourself to calm down a bit - Sorry if this is more on the shorter side tho:( i can make those more easily when I make them shorter and don’t feel pressured to write a whole page for each one - yes I put myself under way too much pressure and I’m also a perfectionist so I really feel the blowing up part here lol

characters: Iwaizumi, Kurro, Bokuto

form: headcanon 

masterlist

H/C : S/o blowing up on them 

Iwaizumi:

When he ate your last pudding and you snapped at him as if he lost the wedding ring of your grandma he just stares at you

Then he blinks

Then he takes a few breathes

And storms out of the room

He doesn’t want to raise his voice at you so he just leaves to calm down too

A few seconds after he left the room you broke down and started crying bc on top of all your stress you now also fear to also loos him too

But as soon as he hears your snobs

He storms back into the room and pulls you into a hug - rocking you back and forth

Pressing gentle kisses on your forehead

Pulling you even closer

He‘ll realize what’s wrong after you mutter a soft “I’m sorry it’s just all too much”

Now he’s apologizing

And telling you that it’s okay and that everyone has those moments

He’s constantly rubbing your back too

You two are literally sitting on the kitchen floor at 10pm telling each other how much you love them & that you’d never leave because of something this minor

After you calmed down he puts you - yes he’s dressing you as if you’re a child - in your favorite hoodie of his & puts on your jacket

Now you’re on a walk to the nearest grocery store to get some new pudding and whatever you crave and need to have a relaxing night - which for you will be spent in Iwaizumis tight embrace

Kuroo:

This boy oml

You painted your nails and he bumped into you wich causes you to ruin your almost dried nail polish

And dear lord

How you escalated

You screamed

And cried

And screamed

Hitted his chest

Cried again

And all over again

Until you stand in front of him panting, not tears left hands on your knees bend over

And he‘s still standing there, same expression as the Second you began this mess - which is his usual neutral, sassy look

“All good now?“ he simply asks

( that for me would lead to a new breakout bc how dare he?! How dare he be so calm now???)

but I assume you’re not me so you just nod exhausted

“Good“ he says and walkes away leaving you confused ??? Again HOW DARE HE????

What you didn’t know tho: he knew you’ll reach your breaking point soon and he’s prepared

But then you hear the water running and you walk to the bathroom just to find him lightening up some candles, in the bathtubs there’s already countless bubbles forming too

“Now strip baby and let me help you relax.”

Yes your mind is clearer after that night

Not only a cleaning the bathroom from all the spilled water is included also NO you also get a massage, chocolates, a marathon of your fav movies, an UNO match and ... bed time

And yes he offers you to let out all your frustration in another way the next time or for him to ... help you relax too

Bokuto:

Bby boy would be so sad when you pushed him away the second he wraps his arms around you

He thinks you don’t love him anymore :(

Emo mode actived

Which makes you even more pissed

You can’t deal with this shit rn

Soooo you leave to clear your mind

Bokuto will sink down on the bed, hugging his knees, eyes big and glassy, hair flat

But then !!! He gets an idea!

You’re the love of his life??! He won’t let you go without fighting

So his hair spikes up again and he hurries outside

Meanwhile you come back home, an apology ready to be told

You felt bad - yes. It wasn’t his fault - he didn’t knew since you haven’t told him that you’re stressed

But again - you didn’t want ti stress him / make him worry with your problems

So when you come back home to find the apartment empty you panick

Walking up and down the room you ruff up your hair, akaashi’s number already about to be called when you hear the door open again

“KOU?!” You screen and rush towards him

He immediately drops everything and opens his arms to wrap himself around you

“I’m so sorry kou! I’m just- it’s just all too much” you mutter into his chest and he pulls you closer into a bone crashing hug

“Nooo I’m sorry, I should have noticed that you aren’t feeling your best and -“

Well ... it’s a constant back and forth with countless I love yous and kisses

Until he remembers something

“THE FLOWERS!!!”

“The what?!”

Then he points to the beautiful bouquet laying on the floor

“You got them for me?” You look at him with big eyes

“YES! And this one too!!” He points to the other side - a big plushy owl lays on the floor

Bokuto scratch’s his head and picked both up - now it’s his face between flowers and a plushy owl

“For you my love!”

[the-closested-bisexual-himbo]

(The updated/edited version on my Ao3 chapter 2 and name: ¿Pretty boy?)

Summary: MtF Steve/Billy

Steve has a bit of body image issues and eating issues so ⚠️⚠️TRIGGER WARNING FOR THAT!!!⚠️⚠️

((Inspired by a gif set that I found of how Steve always gives his food away to Tommy or whatever and I got emo about it cause ima dumb sad boy))

I started writing the story in the middle of a rewatch of Young Royals when this idea just came to me. had no intention on writing this much and yeah it just got away from me. Steve is weird with food and basically has an eating disorder fueled by the internal struggles of trying to admit to things about being trans excuse it for being messy or all over the place. Lol

Yo I caaant stop thinking about Billy and Steve becoming kiiiinda buddy buddy after coach makes them partner up until they “squash the beef” and their doin their workout drills during practice. Taking turns holding the others feet for crunches while they actually start talkin, initially jokes but they lead to “yeah my old man sucks too” type bonding talk filled with genuine smirks and laughs shared. Gettin more and more about their shared trauma.. and oh man the trauma bonding feels so good cause they both never thought they’d have someone who’d understand them.

After practice they go to one another’s house cause as they jokingly put it “well we know no ones gonna be home and if they are well we’ll just go some other place cause we know they won’t miss us” haha. And Billy tries to help Steve out with tips on how to bulk up but Steve always politely, turns the lightest hint of pink as he brushes it off. But man, why does Billy have to call him small, and dainty “like a girl” every time he brings it up. Cause, fuck, Steve hates that his heart always catches with his stomach with out fail every time as Billy, none the wiser keeps goin on and on about how he’s gotta bulk “his boy” up now that a real man like himself is on the team or he’ll “wipe the floor with you little bitchs”….

(Stop here read the tags I started writings the story in them, then come back here and read this next long bit lmfaoooo jumbled order cause I had nooo intention on writing this much but yeah got away from me. Don’t worry yall I promise I’ll get this actually written up into a nice sized lil fic )

(Ooooops soooo I zoned out and got carried away vibing n started to write the fic in the tags while watching young royals again with my mom (sorry if I miss gender Steve in the middle ground area before she comes out and it’s a mess in the finished version ima have my shit together but rn I’m just getting it out half minded didn’t even mean to write so much and then I did in the tags to the point where I reached my limit oop soooo I’ll have to finish it haha sorryyy cliffhanger was Steve finally ends up comfortable enough to talk about that first day and Billy’s all like “So we gonna talk about how you were jealous of your girlfriend and wanting her body in the least sexual way ooor..” and Steve figures it out and has to tip toe around the words and is scared to say it but Billy plays dumb just to get clarification aaaand Steve’s like “I-I like…. Wanna be.. *sigh* I wanna be like her.. I wanna be..” and Steve’s trembling with the pace of hyperventilating like breath, looks from the floor to Billy and is like “you know?… you have to know..” and Billy keeps fishing, wants to hear the truth out loud not for his own sake of course but Steve’s. “Just say what you mean Steve, go ahead, I’m here for you.. I swear I’m not goin anywhere, but you gotta say it” and Steves tearing up a bit as Billy urges “just breath, it’s okay, it’ll be okay, tell me.” And they’re both all vulnerable, locked in the others stare and Steve just follows Billys direction breathes and says “I-I (closes eyes and tears roll down) I’m a, girl” and then looks away, down to the floor. Eyes dewy nose gone a little red along with her eyes. Too anxious to see Billys reaction but feeling relieved all the same to have finally said it aloud and at that, another person and on top of that, being his enemy turned best friend turned crush.

Billy feel such a mix of emotions watching Steve looking off, fearing the worst he wondered to himself, Steve didn’t deserve to feel any level of worry or fear especially for just being.. uh, herself, he thought the air felt weighted in silence and he couldn’t stop himself from stirring it up by striding to Steve who still averting her gaze began to flinchingly step back. “Hey, you.. you don’t have to be scared of me Harrington.. i meant what I said, I’m not going anywhere.. aaand, it’s going to be okay.” And Steve meets his eyes for a moment before looking back down to the side as Billy closes the rest of the distance between them. “Guess this means I should call you pretty girl now?..” Billy says smiling trying to lighten the thick air. And Steve’s blushing and swallowing awkwardly as his breath hitches. Billy tries to ignore how causing Steve to be like that makes him feel and just clears his throat to say “look you don’t ever have to feel.. embarrassed or uncomfortable with me really I’m always here.. we’re all we got man-I mean fuck um, I meant that in the exclamation not like.. but still I’m sorry I’ll try to be more careful. Wh-what would you prefer I say?” And Steve feels so hot because oh my god he’s actually not running away but coming closer, Billy’s consoling her rather then berating or bullying her. And, fuck, he-he really cares like reeeally cares and nothings ever been like this in Steve’s whole life and for a moment it almost feels like a kiss was inevitable between them but Steve couldn’t bring himself to even look at him and figured Billy wouldn’t.. would he?… “um, it’s okay man we talk like that, ya know the dude and bro and man exclamation is our thing I like that and don’t want us to change that, but… I guess when it’s just us I wouldn’t mind if you tossed in that… ‘pretty girl’ thing.” And suddenly it feels like actual fire now and if this kiss doesn’t happen soon all the oxygen will cease to exist in this room. suddenly Billy’s hand is on the side of her face gently so they’re faces meet. “Look at me” Billy whispers so close Steve feels the faint breath on her face and she’s out of breath, it catches like she’s drunk on the moment as her heavy lidded eyes finally meet with his and she can tell the second they do that she’s not alone in the need, the want filling the room.) aaand.

That’s where I’ll end it tonight sorryyyy but ima work on this one for sure it’s very close to home for me haha sooo yeah. Again sorry about any misgendering in the in between in the tags I’ll go back and fix it most likely the day after tom I have a family event tom.