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For which underappreciated rarepair shall I write fic today?
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teacher buck x mechanic tommy au // [read on ao3]
[more moodboards edits here]
#bucktommy#tommy kinard#evan buckley#mine#teacher buck x mechanic tommy au#girls will do anything but write the fic#incl making business cards for the blorbos AU profession#OK I THINK I ACTUALLY FINISHED THE FIC NOW#posting this until i can edit and post the fic yay#bucktommy au#bucktommy fanfic
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TED LASSO IS RETURNING FOR A FOUHRHT SEASON WE ARE SO FUCKING BACK MY GUYS HOLY SHIT HDJDLSJFH
#yeagh im aware the finale wasn't great#and there may be Things wrong with s4#but#but but but#i love them.#and i will do almost anything for more content to light my hyperfixation and get me back to writing fic for them#besides they did two really good seasons#and MOSTly good plotlines#so there are a hella lot of dropped things#but i'm staying in the mindset that they know what they're doing until proven otherwise#if that happens#well fanfic authors exist and we will vanquish the blorbos#especially you mister trent crimm#and mister ted lasso#god#someone sedate me and tie me to a chair im foaming at the mouth#ted lasso#trent crimm#ted x trent#ted/trent#ted lasso tv#ted lasso s4
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Hi! I felt obligated to leave this message after binge reading all your fanfics, as I absolutely loved you writing style. It was a rather immersive experience and I haven't felt so invested into a premise in quite awhile. I left a few comments, but I'm not sure they show how much I actually loved, LOVED your writing! Thanks for sharing it with the world, I will now proceed to think about your Sun, Moon, and aus every night for the next 10 years :]
thank you!!!<3<3 I saw your comments and they really did make my day!!
It's kind of wild to me that so many people consider my writing to be really immersive, I always worry that I get too caught up in writing internal monologues and trains of thought and totally neglect to write whats actually physically happening in a scene lol ^^'
#tbh until recently I never really considered myself a good writer in general#and then I got obsessed with the dca and started writing fics and its like???? I'm?? actually decent at this?? all the sudden?????#I guess either that one singular creative writing class I failed did a LOT of heavy lifting or becoming unhinged about a blorbo really does#just rapidly improve your art lmao#asks
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reject coffee shop au embrace medieval au
#the real reason i did archaeology in uni was to write my blorbos as knights#granted i specialised in celtic irish archaeology and we didn't have knights until the arrival of the anglo normans but still#if i finish this fic I'll do one with my blorbos as monks in the same abbey#I'LL DO ONE WITH MY BLORBOS AS FIANNA IN A TÁIN BÓ LMAO
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me when i write a character who is prone to dooming themself and then they run off and doom themself. core traits are stubbornness and a willingness to disregard their own humanity gET BACK HERE IM NOT DONE WITH YOU
#rambling#surprisingly this is not about jakob.. im just really consistent about my favorite character archetypes 😭😭#WARNING THE NOTES ON THIS ARE REALLY LONG I STARTED RAMBLING#“ouhh i have a headache i'll just lie down and rotate my blorbos in no general direction for a while until it goes away” and then boom.#serious plot considerations. 2 questions answered 24million new questions raised. this is specifically Not what i asked for.#so now im sitting here STILL dizzy running mental calculations on how i can get this bitch out of peril without reworking everything#but they literally keep dying in every timeline 😭😭 every single plausible road leads to them running off and screwing themself over#“character who doesn't realize they want to live until it's way too late to look back” VS#“character who is forced to live and handle the things they never though they'd survive long enough to deal with” FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT.#fucking hell i have never had this much trouble writing a character as i have with them#they genuinely do just run off and do shit without my permission and then i have to pace for an hour or two wondering#“ok they wOULD do that. but should they. do i feel like i can confidently write that.”#im like constantly in this tug of war trying to get them to CHILL#but also they are absolutely my favorite character from the entire project. but like. FUCK GET BACK HERE#is death the most satisfying end to this arc? is someone who was Set on dying then NOT dying the most satisfying end to the arc?#how many bridges can you burn until you irreparably set yourself aflame too?#would ghost or revival plotline work?? would it make sense with the worldbuilding??#do i just Like Them enough to want them to not die?? where do i draw the line between personal bias and a good arc?#is death not feeling as impactful as survival solely because i've been writing for so long that it's lost the initial impact?#and other such plot considerations...#im gonna have such an easy time writing another character though 😭😭 because THAT character's dynamic in the second act#is to stare at character 1 and be like “why are you like this. i mean i know Why but can you chill. please.” and like damn bro me too#actually wait no i think kaey.a is the hardest character i've ever written i take it back#had to worry about his 20million facades AND his Actual feelings AND canon compliance. shit is hard#i still havent finished the k/aeya fic i started back when the chasm first released which is uhh. two years ago. oops.#i think i struggle writing emotionally repressed liars i think thats what this is 😭😭 anyways.#(voice of guy who has been obsessed with nonlinear narratives and tragedies for several years):#“is it too much to kill this character in a nonlinear exploration game with tragic elements”#like bitch what are you talking about 😭😭 YOU'RE the target audience here figure it out#sorry the notes on this are just my writing journal now apparently
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“man i wish flap were here to make me feel less alone :(”
“what tHE FUCK-”
“wHILE I AM GRIEVING?!?!!?!?!?!?!! WHILE I AM BEING EMO??!!?!?!”
“EYY LISTEN HERE BUDDY NO ONE OUTSIDE MY FOUND FAMILY TOUCHYFEELY CUDDLE PUDDLE TOUCHES THE-”
“.........hair,”
^only other guy allowed to touch the hair.
#toh#toh spoilers#hunter toh#darius deamonne#sorry everyone. i know i updated a fic about darius being complicated and messy literally hours ago but this blog is on darius is perfect#and has done nothing wrong lockdown until further notice. we'll bring nuance back when i stop kicking my FEET i'm so RELIEVED#THE WRITERS REALLY SAID HEY KITKAT WANNA WRITE A TENDER BUT OCCASIONALLY MESSY MISTAKES FIC ABOUT DARIUS AND HUNTER NAVIGATING ALL THE#STUFF THEY HAVENT REALLY TALKED ABOUT IN A POST-CANON SETTING. I LOVE IT HERE. SANDBOX SANDBOX SANDBOX#sorry everything about the episode was stunning but i was tumblr's top darius deamonne blog for months and months#it feels fitting that my first real post about the New Content (TM) will be about The Blorbo.#watching and dreaming
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i love this tiny little cowboy
#bttf#back to the future#bttf fanart#back to the future part 3#marty mcfly#until i get home#bttf 3#bttf 3 au#he is such a dork#and i am the reason hes sad because i write him this way#im sorry blorbo#but due to my fic i have grown to love cowboy marty a lot#also bttf 3 in general!!#if you can spot the fic spoiler...well#good luck with accepting the further plot
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ngl besties finally letting the wip go (again) and just saying 'you know what I don't have to work on this I don't have to finish this I can leave this behind it isn't bringing me joy anymore goodbye' has been mightily beneficial for me, my self esteem, and mental health
#I will always enjoy the blorbos I simply cannot write for them peace love and light I have to move on#still don't know if I'll ever write again (hahaha 🙃🙃🙃🙃) but I don't have to keep trying with that wip for those blorbos#it is over. goodbye. I will not be revisiting those 2 probably ever again. at least in terms of fic and shit.#it will rot away on my hard drive until I finally feel OK deleting it and then it will well and truly be OVER#erin explains it all
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can we hear more about in dreams, hopes to die... 👉👈 those lines are so tasty..
CHOMPING AT THE BIT, AYE AYE CAPTAIN!!!!
Would you believe me if I reveal that this snippet is from the same piece? It's obviously an overall not very good time kind of piece, so I felt a tiny bit bad about it for once and decided to throw Tyr a bone. Valkorian and Tyr's own conga line of bad times couldn't be the only thing in five years worth of dreams, I figured, lol.
Also, that very scene is where the banger In the dark, it’s easier to hide and easier to tell the truth came from, lol.
Don't get too excited though because that's... very short. And also it's mentally set to Eyelids by PVRIS, so uh. It still punches me in the face.
Eventually I'll hopefully throw him another bone and give him and Theron's time on Rishi or Yavin IV a little pass because I'd like to think Theron's at least a little right and something came up. And stars know Tyr needs a fuckin' break, good gods almighty anlkfdnafldsf. Says she who continues to put that man in Situation after Situation after Situa-
And it was very hard to stop at just the first line for that initial post because the three lines that follow it are the meat and potatoes of what is currently the opening sequence of what I hope will eventually be a coherent fic. Or at least kinda coherent. It's still a very nebulous piece and I kinda like that, so I might not really do much more setup because it seems fitting that there wouldn't be a lot of setup and transition in something like the carbonite dreams era.
And, perhaps unsurprisingly given the nature of the setup of that chapter, but a lot of these scenes flirt with the concept of death. Tyr's dangerous dedication to "finishing the job" isn't anything new to those of us who have been here a while, lol, but this is a good character study piece if you're newer to my favorite blorbo, though it's an undeniably heavy one and obviously a bit fucky and nebulous by nature.
Also, fair warning, yes I'm giving you lines, but also I am going to give you a ramble and a half about Tyr lore because this is the piece I'm stuffing some juicy tick-tock workings into because I realized it was good for that and I love my boy so much, he's so fucked up. I love him though.
Anyway, I teased, so the next three lines of that scene, as foretold beneath the cut:
At first, it’s a firing squad. Mud cakes their boots and the rain pelts heavy on worn, drawn faces.
Tyr pushes to his feet unsteadily. A flash of lighting breaks overhead, glancing off of leveled blasters and hollowed eyes.
It will end as it should: without a soul remembering his name. He’d prefer it that way.
Okay, so... this is also not necessarily a piece I intended to write, but I realized there is... almost no better place to do a deep dive into some of the things that tick inside of Tyr that maybe aren't best portrayed in dialogue alone. This also wasn't meant to be in present tense, but it didn't feel right in past, so I ended up caving and that's... been a theme of the week, I guess, lol.
This is also like. I always chuckle a bit in that scene from Visions in the Dark later where Valkorian threatens you to meet his challenge and grow stronger or die alone and unremembered because wouldn't that just be ideal for a former Cipher. Wasn't that how the story was supposed to end? He didn't ask for your bullshit, grandpa.
There's currently two other scenes I have - they're all relatively short as I try to keep with that sort of drifting feeling. But the other one that might [Large Eyes Emoji] be of... relevant interest...
What’s been done has already been done. It doesn’t matter what it was. Maybe it won’t matter to anyone else.
Because it’s going to end here and now. Such were the decrees of the Sith - of the Empire.
Absolutes.
It matters to him that he tried. This is one of the kinder ways this could go - quietly, without the fanfare of blood on his teeth and a fire in his eyes.
“For what it’s worth, sir?” Nine exhales long and slow as he closes his eyes. “I’ve always admired you… You did your best.”
Finally.
No.
More.
Running.
“But I’m not going back.” The old man’s one of the few he could ever hope to ask this final favor. “Finish this - what we started.”
The Minister of Intelligence pulls the trigger.
It’s over before Tyr feels the ground beneath him.
Also topical given the "are others concerned about their sleep schedule" tag post reblogged earlier today, lol, and the idea of chronic nightmares. That Tyr and I haven't talked about. To each other. Or the world. Possibly not with the people he cares about, either. I'm sure Theron knows nebulously that he can have some troubled sleep - you don't share a bed with someone and not notice how consistently they have trouble falling or staying asleep.
But I think the fuckiest part of the whole Castellan Restraints period for Tyr is how he doesn't want to let the old man down. The Minister is more a father figure in Tyr's eyes than his own father, quite honestly [Tyr has a... kind of non-existant relationship with his entire family, unfortunately - and it's not because he went into Intelligence], and there's absolutely a part of that dynamic that is mentor and protégé.
And it's important to me that he sees this scenario with the Minister and not Shara - at least in Chapter Two, where it first haunts his nightmares with some consistency. Because I made a conscious choice in Shara knowing as Keeper about his Restraints - not because that ever comes up in-game, but because it adds something very crunchy to their already doomed narrative. And the background to that decision is that I decided it's... the kind of silent acknowledgement that the Minister can afford to give of their more intimate relationship. It's damage control, mitigation. With a heavy heart I imagine he tells her this in private, off the record, because Nine was her Cipher. And both of them still hold him in high regard.
Nine's given a possibly unusually loose leash to pursue the SIS investigation because of the Minister and Keeper's word; Watcher Three mentions this in broad strokes when he questions you about the blackout in records.
Anyway, the point to me mentioning this is actually that Tyr makes a very conscious effort to not think about this in the midst of the Restraints causing problems. He's reluctant enough to cede that he should hold the Minister responsible for this gross violation of his privacy and trust, but he's even more reluctant to give that the woman he loves has any knowledge or hand in the process - unwittingly or, especially, wittingly. Ultimately, he stubbornly doesn't hold them responsible. It hurts less to place the blame elsewhere. And he never loses the inescapable nostalgic kick to go home in the sense of the old paradigm - him and Keeper and the Minister.
He gave them everything.
And there's something in here about his regret at not being able to say all of this respect in better words or more directly. There's that acknowledgement that there's one person he trusts to understand why this was his breaking point. And, ultimately, there's the acceptance of the likelihood that none of this is going to end well, that he's living on borrowed time stolen from fate or destiny, or hell, maybe the Force. Tyr doesn't give a whole lot to whatever higher powers might be out there - relying on them hasn't ever saved him and he doesn't expect it to.
It makes it very interesting to watch him knowingly and willingly lie about the Black Codex after he lets Ardun walk with it and promises to double for the SIS. In a way, he's committing the greatest failure and throwing away everything the Minister has fought so hard with him to maintain and keep, especially when both of them have spoken of ideals instead of goals, etc. But it's necessary. It's what's best for Tyr, mentally, at that point. And even one of the figures he loves and respects the most can't override that desperate intrinsic need to fight for himself. The old man is, after all, one of the largest advocates of it throughout his career as Nine.
And, I suppose speaking of the nostalgia for Intelligence, my favorite set of lines from the final scene so far:
She’s sobbing against his shoulder. Dust and blood stain an almost unfamiliar uniform - he hasn’t worn uniform on Dromund Kaas in months, maybe years…
Everything’s been such a blur since Intelligence was disbanded…
so YEAH. I uh. I have a lot of feelings and this is where I'm sniffling and sobbing and word vomiting them into one doc but in story format, I suppose, lol.
Also completely unrelated to this particular fic but I am. Still thinking so intently about Eight x Tyr thoughts. They're now living rent free in my head and all of this.... absolute devotion stuff... hrhrhghghghghghghghrhhg. Brain vibrates because this is obviously all related to it because of the few people who could ever possibly understand any part of this series of events and feelings, it'd be another Cipher.
Tyr really does mourn Intelligence like... ghhghg. I'm unwell about it. He gave everything to it and its success. He doesn't regret it. The SIS investigation and the following fall of Imperial Intelligence were some of the worst fucking years of his life and it's destroyed him, really. He's living in and with the ruins like a bombed out city. It destroyed his everything and he'd almost gladly let it finish the job and destroy him to finally get his retribution. And he'd just as gladly let love destroy it all and rebuild it from the rubble when he has the right person beside him. Something something doesn't realize that he doesn't want or need to continue that destruction, he just needs fucking... idk validation or something. Acceptance. Acknowledgement. And then they can work on what "okay" looks like in the aftermath. He needs to be just as responsible for someone else's "okay" to even begin figuring out what the hell it looks like for him. hOUgh anyway.
I'm fucking normal about Cipher Nine, obviously. Thanks for comin' to my TED Talk.
#answered#ch: tyr#wip ask meme#in a way lel#my poor fucking BELOVED glowstick man...#also: just. when he HAS the right people with him how fucking. like yea yea devotion that corrupts#he'd still go to the ends of the fuckin GALAXY bro but also#it's so much easier to realize. oh. maybe we'd like to live. maybe we'd like to do that together. what's that look like#happy half a month early fool's i'm never normal about tyr#crunchy cat scream react jpeg y'know#tyr needs to be told to stop. to gently but forcibly be stopped. then he might be okay.#it might start there#i'm gonna fuckin write about that too just you wait until i have free time and a solid concept that consumes my entire soul again#gripping the edge of the sink#agent on agent romance call that a healing cycle#i'm.. s- no no i was gonna say i'm sorry i'm like this but no#i love him so much ur honor this is the love ur blorbo website#oh and obligatory bitching about ask editor style yada yada stop throwing the indent weird how do i style fic readibly in ask replies hghgh
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For the prompt game :D
Song title: Addicted to Love by Robert Palmer
Pairing: Soap (reboot or OG) x fem!reader (or OC of your choice)
oh this is definitely Soap and Honey all the way through LOL
One of these days I'll actually write out their fic, but Soap falls hard and fast but Honey turns him down initially. Poor guy's devastated and Honey is interested but has her own shit to work on so there's still delicious mutual pining because Soap's trying to not be a pushy asshole. There's also a scene where he gets frustrated because she hasn't flat out said she's not interested but keeps giving him the run around and vague answers and he's like "woman please just either say yes or put me out of my fucking misery so I can move on"
#this is supposed to be hypothetical but you gave me the option to talk about honey#how can I not talk about my self projecting blorbo until the sun sets?#soap and honey#dash game#john 'soap' mactavish#honey#send me a song + a pairing and I'll tell ya a fic I'd write about it!#steel magnolia#honey(badger)#my writing
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Literally obsessed with her
#she's me she's my blorbo she's my sister she's the embodiment of tragedy her mind is a wind tunnel she's everything she's insignificant and#and and and#I haven't posted much since I've thought How many times can i call mercedes asexual and traumatized until they've got the point BUT#understand I'm thinking about her constantly because she IS asexual and she IS traumatized!!!!!!#anyway while i do still want to write my novel length (? probably) fic about her i might just post about the ocs I've developed for it#her siblings her adoptive father etc#*does anything* tch. typical mercedes von martritz kinnie behavior#she's the main character. to me.#and!!! personally I'm like 'this character is ACE you FOOLS how can you see her as anything else!!'#even though nothing indicates that. but ace mercie is so important to me. you have no idea.....
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#writer humor#writer woes#writer community#writing problems#fanfic writing#"i care more about them being together' my brother in christ have you considered reading the tags#it's right there#described as a slow burn#have you considered that if you want a faster burn#you can do what i did when i couldn't find the story i wanted to read#and write your own?#just a thought#but don't come here on my fic#that i have spent 1.5 years outlining and planning and masterminding every detail#telling me you don't care about how they get together#OR#hear me out#you could commission me to write you a faster burn#which i will gladly do in exchange of payment#but this fic is mine and i will slowly roast my blorbos over a fire like chickens until the meat is soft and tender
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me when trying to write anything fluffy or cute
me: does it always have to be that serious
the part of my brain that controls the imagery, symbolism, and themes department: yes
#it me#fic writing#I just love the imagery symbolism and themes#I eat them for breakfast#and like a granny in a meme I won't let the characters leave until they also have some#maybe even seconds#frankenwolf#(my angsty babies)#cherik#espionage husbands#scogan#....basically any ship I ever write for :\#my poor blorbos having to have me as their writer lol#martianbugsbunny reblogs
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unfortunately no. its a pretty big fandom with a big follower base and it has popular characters as the main focus. i have a sneaking suspicion as to WHY its not very well touched but hey, i just wanted to write it. i wont be UPDATING, mind you, cause i decided almost 30,000 words was enough, despite the really long plot i had for it. ran out of passion and without anyone to rekindle it ive just decided to leave it
Oof. I'm sorry anon. Sometimes it's just like that. I I can't say what could be the reason without looking the fic up, which I'm not going to do, because if you wanted me to know you would have shared.
But I think I can relate a little bit - I have about 60-70k written for this big BG3 fic series that I sort of put on ice because I'm not enjoying the vibes in that fandom. I have a friend who has been really great and who might give my drive back to eventually finish writing 'Horrors and Saints', but I needed a break from BG3. :T
#shut up tc#serves me right for latching onto a really unpopular character a lot of people are really nasty about#but even the corner of the fandom that likes Emps didn't really feel welcoming to me#so uuuuh. yeah. got some nasty comments in private bc apparently I'm writing the blorbo wrong#and now I'd have to replay the game bc I forgot so much. so that fic is on break until I find the drive to touch anything bg3 related again
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Still obsessed with Arthur Conan Doyle’s letter to Bram Stoker gushing about how wonderful a book Dracula is, but particularly how it makes such a good template for leaving fic comments, so I’m gonna to a BREAKDOWN:
Just say you loved reading it - “I am sure that you will not think it an impertinence if I write to tell you how very much I have enjoyed reading Dracula.”
Comment on a detail of the craft or structure that impressed you - “It is really wonderful how with so much exciting interest over so long a book there is never an anticlimax."
Comment on how it emotionally affected you - “It holds you from the very start and grows more and more engrossing until it is quite painfully vivid.”
SHARE YOUR BLORBO FEELINGS - “The old Professor is most excellent and so are the two girls.”
Show appreciation for them as an author - “I congratulate you with all my heart for having written so fine a book.”
Next time you don’t know what to say on a fic you enjoyed, just use the ACD method~
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