#no but i would be so excited i wouldnt be able to talk

[deathdefyinggarlic]

if merlin actually gets renewed i might genuinely die, like the reaction that my body may have will rewire me permanently,,,, i will simply be an open mouthed shape

[ask-artsy-oncie]

I wish I was not an unintelligent manchild.

[pbnbucks]

Nika x fem x Paige where the fem just transferred to UConn from another country or smth so her English is not good and she’s a new freshman so Paige and Nika show her around and flirt with her.

The two older girls come to agreement that they both want fem and always flirt her. They end up confessing one night and it leads to smut where they show her how much they care for her

word count : 1.2k

warnings : smut, cussing, overstim, teasing

summary : they showed you things you never thought you would see, living up to their promise.

the plane ride to uconn consisted of nerves and excitement, you’re from São Paulo, Brazil. when you first got the call from Ellen Herman to come play volleyball for her and the huskies you weren’t never going to think about it but your mother begged and begged for you to take it, and you did so your mother wouldnt worry, the hard part was you had to leave the day before mothers day leaving her and your 2 sisters alone. when you landed there was a bilingual chauffeur to pick you up from the airport and drop you off at the university, everyone greeted you including the athletic teams except the basketball team, they where on the end of the season trip to places like Croatia and Slovenia. which brings you to your next obstacle

its early October, your classes consisted of family consumer science and you picked up extra english classes. you english gotten better over the months as you spent more time with the team and you where able to spend time around more american’s and the team. its wasn’t until the 7th game you became a starter on the volleyball court, but what surprised you even more was the women’s basketball team wearing head to toe basketball issued gear. but thats not what surprised you it was the fact that 2 of the starters for the basketball team came up to you after the game. your first thought was that they were going to walk to somebody else but it gave it away when the rest of the team behind them kept smiling at you and then laughing to each other, as they basically backed you into a corner leaving you no room to escape from the tall muscular girls. they started off by introducing themselves and you introduced yourself, you hoped the conversation would end there but it didn’t, it went way farther then things could imagine. the brunette was the first to speak up after the quiet and awkward encounter. “we wanted to know if you wanted to come to this ice cream place with us so you can see how Connecticut really is” you thank the girls and agree to their idea.

“so where are you from?” the sweet blonde asks as she has been making small talk with you all night. “im from São Paulo Brazil, im guessing your from America but shes not?” you point at the brunette who clearly had a thick accent from a foreign country. “yea im from Zágreb Croatia.” she responds flashing a smile that catches your eye “you have a pretty smile” nika just smirks and give paige a look that makes paige jealous “you have pretty thighs, princess” nika blurts before she even thinks about what shes saying trying to play it off “thanks i guess?” you laugh getting a bit embarrassed from her comment.

you and the two girl have been hanging out for about 3 months now as you recieve a text from nika that said “we want you to come to our dorm princess. we want to show you things you’ve never seen before” at first you thought the girls where talking about Connecticut but they have such different plans on what to do with you. the girls wouldn’t let you say no to them as paige takes it upon herself to open the door for you as you get fully in nika tells you to sit on the couch with them, it only takes two minutes for nika to break the silence “i dont know why you sitting so far away from us ms brazil” you’re startled from her comment considering you weren’t that far and there was no other place to sit “what do you mean theres no other place to sit?” once you say that paige and nika exchange looks as she grabs you by the waist placing you onto her lap “what about right here princess? you like this spot” hoping you could shrug off her comment but she wouldn’t let it go “i asked you a question pretty, when someone asks you something you have to answer them” you try to hide your face as its only been 5 minutes in to her dorm and she already has you blushing and legs shaking “yes i like my spot” you whisper into her ear so you wouldn’t feel even more embarrassed “your spot? so possessive baby” you roll your eyes looking to the blonde with pleading eyes hoping she would save you from your own embarrassment, which doesn’t slide past nika making her smirk not even trying to hide her emotions full of lust “go on baby go sit with paige, shes the nicer one” she helps you get off her lap placing you right on top of paige as paige pushes you on to her lap as she places her large hands on your inner thigh. nika saw this and decided she had enough waiting. she pushes the hair out of your face getting closer to you at face level “you want us to fuck you?” you look to the blonde behind you as she only smiles back at you massaging your inner thigh you nod your head to the girl but she refuses to take it as a answer “i need you to use your words mama. if you dont nobodys going to touch you.” you can feel your arousal already forming a pool as just her accent gets you weak “yes please, i want to”

thats all she needed to pick you up like a toddler and placing you in the edge of the bed stripping you from your clothes revealing all the spots she wanted to see. she rubs her hands all over your stomach as the blonde enters the room but except this time in sweats and a sports bra “your so pretty baby” the brunette says placing a teasing kiss on your lips. she runs her finger through your slick folds leaving you needy wanting more but she declines and makes you wait “cmon baby i wanna hear the reason you got that sexy ass accent” she speaks placing a finger right before your entrance “por favor faça-me sentir bem, eu te imploro” and with that she finally enters her finger into you finally letting go of the breath you didn’t even know you were holding as the long fingers sinks all the way in you slip out a pornographic moan that has nika feeling weak in her stomach as paige comes up next to her rubbing circles on your clit, making your legs begin to shake as nika adds another finger and paige continues the assult on your pussy licking a long stripe up your core making your hand fall to her head pushing her closer. “awww does that feel good baby?” the croatian teases you for how needy your body language is getting, you grind onto her fingers and paiges face, when you feel a knot forming in your stomach. “fuck- im gonna cum” once you say that paige runs her fingers up and down your shaky thighs trying to ease you into your release “oh really? i think you can hold it a little longer” the brunette says proving her point when she said paige was the nice once. nika knows exactly what shes doing as she pushes paiges head closer to your core as your wetness is practically dripping from paiges chin while nika continues to pound her fingers in to you not loosing speed what so ever. “pleasee, i cant hold it any more” you beg for the girl to let you release “what do you think paige should we let her cum?” the blonde nods her head out of sympathy for you as they both put you through a endless amount of teasing all night “go on baby, cum all over paiges face and my fingers.” this time it feels different, you weren’t just cuming, you’re squirting. nika sits there in shock as paige continues to try and get every bit of cum she can moaning onto your clit sending vibrations through your body. “yeaa thats it, such a good pussy” the girl praises as she takes her fingers out of you pulling her body up to kiss you. “if i knew you where going to react like that, i would’ve been the one to eat that pretty pussy princess.”

[barrenclan]

I hope its okay to ask- what motivated you to keep the body count so low? With how often it was reinforced that this was a tragedy, that no one was safe, etc, I'm in an odd spot in which I think, logically, that it makes perfect sense that it happened this way (straight up think its brilliant, actually!! The thematic relevance of Pinepaw accepting the meaninglessness of his life being what stops Deepdark? Poetry, even) but not being able to reconcile that with being somewhat emotionally let down that only two minor characters died aside from Rainhaze (which was a given imo). This isnt a criticism, the more I digest it the more I enjoy it/I realize what a great choice it was - I actually wouldnt want any of it to change- I'm just very very curious about your thought process on this. You already spoke of Asphodel and Rainhaze, but how did you decide who and how many were going to die? Is it more about the *after*, the picking of the pieces after its over? I am so very excited for the picking of the pieces after its over, actually lol.

Real answer: I have far too much I want to explore thematically with nearly all of the characters, and the vast majority of it only happens if a lot of them remain alive.

When I wrote the ending of the comic, I actually struggled to find another character to kill in the attack besides Mallowstar and Rainhaze - like I said when talking about Cypressfoot's death. There were absolutely no more characters beyond her that I was willing to sacrifice, in terms of what they would give me narratively alive versus dead. This was never a story about everything ending in total destruction, anyways - it's a story about learning how to grow after grief and deal with random acts of misery that seem to leave nearly everything unchanged except for the enormous effects they have on you. You often don't get to choose what is going to happen to you and it's up to forces beyond your control if you and your loved ones live or die.

This is a worldview I hold, anyways - the future is entirely fluid and loose, and just as much as terrible things can happen, everything can turn out fine, too. Misery is not the natural state of the world (that's entropy, haha), and the other side of the coin is always possible. But once events happen, they are locked into an unchangeable permanence and you simply have no choice but to try and grapple with how they will affect your unknowable future. You have infinite branching paths, but you'll only follow one once you look behind you... not to get too much into personal philosophy.

Joke answer: SNIFFLE, SNIFFLE, SOB, I DON'T WANNA KILL MY LITTLE GUYS

[glitterjay]

🍒: THANKYOU SM LOVE FOR WELCOMING ME <33 I HOPE YOU'RE DOING AMAZING!!!

thoughts on sub virgin heeseung feeling nervous and insecure about his size for his first time with reader but as the reader comforts him throughout, turns out he's REALLY BIG??

⭒ sub!heeseung, virgin!heeseung, dom!reader, insecurities, riding, pet names (kind of), not very explicit, minors dni

⭒ c's note: you're very welcome ♡ and i hope YOU are doing fantastic

⭒ taglist (open): @hollyoongs @fertilizedtoesw

you loved him for who he was. yes. that was the only logical reason. heeseung was a very handsome and nice guy overall. he was also very cocked, or so, he wanted to seem that way.

he his his own insecurities by always having big talk about himself, but deep down he was scared he wouldnt be able to fulfill your needs sex wise.

he knew he was attractive and god did he live up to it, but the reason behind why he was still a virgin was because he didnt have fait in himself, or well, his dick.

when you found out about this, though, you made it your plan to ride him up until he gave into the idea of having sex. it was dirty play, sure, but you still wouldnt try anything too far unless heeseung himself gave you a green light.

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it didnt take long for him to break, and that green light came faster than you expected. he was sitting on the couch watching something on the tv when you decided to join him. instead of sitting next to him, though, you sat on his lap, ass directly on top of crotch.

it was okay for the first few minutes until you started to get "excited" and you'd start to move a lot against his cock. it was only fair for him to get hard. heeseung was going to excuse himself to get rid of his boner alone like he had grown used to, but something in him felt like he was ready to let go of his insecurities.

when you pulled his sweatpants down just enough to reveal his dick, your mouth watered when you saw it. heeseung was looking everywhere in the room but you. suddenly he felt really shy.

"holy shit, heeseung you're huge!"

you had to get him inside you. there was no time to waste, so you aligned yourself with the tip of his dick with no prep beforehand.

he wasnt all the way in and heeseung was already a moaning mess. you couldnt blame him. all this time holding back because he was so scared and insecure, but you were there to make him feel better about himself.

you took a deep breath and sank all the way in. you let out a loud gas as your boyfriend let out a high pitched moan. you grabbed his hands and placed them on your hip as you started moving little by little.

"fuck babe, you feel so good- mhm! yeah, so big."

your words had him seeing shapes and rainbows. it was embarrassing how quick he was getting to his own finish, but seeing you enjoy it so much was exhilarating.

"is my sweet boy close? come on, baby. i'll let you cum inside me."

there was no way the sweetest and most beautiful voice was saying those filthy words right in front of him. he opened his eyes and moved his hands from your hip to ream your body. he had to make sure it wasnt a dream.

"gatekeeping this monstercock all to myself."

and with that, heeseung's hips were bucking up as he held your body down on him, releasing all his warm seeds in you. his face was red, already sweaty. his beautiful voice, the same one that would randomly sing so nicely was now decorating the air space in the living room with broken, high pitched moans.

you werent done yet, though, so you kissed the few tears that fell from his eyes away as a little gift for ruining him for the rest of the day.

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[deathpowerphantomjester5110]

bg3 companions rated on how good i think they would be at administering hormone shots

wyll: he would do it so carefully and correctly and i wouldnt feel a thing. i do however think that he would try to Talk abt it afterward. 8/10

karlach: she’d be scared to do it which would make me scared, but with a small pep talk she’d eventually be able to do it. Shaky hands maybe. 6/10

shadowheart: she does it every week, 9/10

halsin: gentle and cautious and would not have any reservations, but also wouldnt get weird and personal about it. 10/10

astarion: he’d be grossed out at the idea and even if he could be convinced he would whine and bitch. would not let him near me with a needle. 0/10

lae’zel: she’d be appalled that someone would even ask her because of who she is, but if we’re friends then with careful instruction she could get it done. 7/10

jaheira: cis mother of trans kids, 8/10

minthara: estrogen, its scary but 8/10. testosterone, she would refuse and berate me. 2/10

gale: he’d do okay but he’d be waaaaay too excited about the whole thing and that would put me off, 5/10

[hiwelcometothemonstersancturary]

In your AU, if a toy ever had a wedding, what would it be like and what kind of chaos would likely ensue?

Dogday and Catnap's wedding would be an event that would go down in history with how chaotic it was (affectionate).

Skipping the arc in which Dogday and Catnap fall in love (again) and start dating, some years down the line they just look at each other and go "you know what would be fun? A wedding! In practice it wouldnt change a thing except some legal stuff but it would be so much fun to call you my husband AND also have it be on paper!", and, after talking with Angel + Prototype about it, it's wedding preparations!

I think Catnap would like it to be in the church he goes to, or at least have some catholic elements due to him being religious. Dogday doesn't mind (they talked about it since they started dating) but would like Angel to also add elements from their religion bc it just feels right. In the end, they pick a big wedding venue in order to host all the toys + human friends they would like to invite.

I know there would be – inevitably – a lot of media attention, despite Angel's best efforts in keeping the family away from any unecessary attention. I think at this point there's rumors of one of the "toys" Angel rescued being actually a monster, so when Prototype shows up the only surprise is that the media rumors are indeed true. Everyone who was invited already knew he existed and were used to him by this point so it's all okay!

Speaking of people: Dogday and Catnap invite their neighbors and the parents of the kids they help babysit with the other Smiling Critters. Catnap also invites his friends from the church and the old ladies are SO excited about it (they helped him talk to Dogday before they started dating)! Plus there's also the entire family there.

Craftycorn helps Dogday make his and Catnap's wedding dresses. She's literally vibrating when Dogday asks her for help, she was BORN for this. They make a trillion designs and settling in on one takes months – yes even Catnap has trouble picking a design. Also yes, Catnap's dress is black, he's a goth king.

Mommy Long Legs helps with the decoration. Picky is the one who took care of all the flowers used and also helped with the food. Kickin is helping everyone out with their tasks, and helps the couple pick the music. Bubba and Poppy meanwhile are helping with overall organization, but he and Delight go overboard with helping MLL with the lights so Poppy ends up doing most of the organization work. Speaking of which!

Poppy is there 24/7 next to Catnap and Dogday, making sure all the preparing is more fun than tiring, and eventually she and Kissy help Picky with the flowers and Crafty with the outfits. She's the one that made Catnap and Dogday FINALLY settle on a dress choice. They're glad to have at least one person who can help them settle on a final choice.

When the wedding happens, it's even more chaotic than planned, but in a good way. Everyone is crying, the single reporter allowed to record anything is also crying because she also became a family friend as the years went on, etc etc.

Prototype is trying not to cry, cries anyways because he never thought the kids would ever be able to live this much, Angel is crying because it's their kids getting married and they look so happy. They both get drunk and Angel is recorded dancing on a table, Dogday is laughing so much he's crying.

Mommy Long Legs sings karaoke and her voice is surprisingly good. She, Crafty and Dogday are all singing together while Bunzo is playing a clarinet in the background, and then Catnap joins them and it becomes a whole musical.

What no one expects, however, is Hoppy showing a video showcasing the couple's journey, and the video has OOOOLD recordings of when everyone was back at Playtime Co. pre-HoJ. Prototype found the recordings and gave to her. There's also lots of family videos from the years since the rescue, all in chronological order, featuring plenty of shenanigans and funny moments as well. Catnap and Dogday keep the video after the event, of course.

I dont know who they would pick as best man/woman but I am 100÷ sure this led to an argument. Not between them but between the other toys, because for Catnap and Dogday all Smiling Critters + Delight, Poppy and MLL should be best men and women, but Poppy is like "nononono that's too much!", but in the end they're all picked to be that.

Things that also happened:

Mommy Long Legs and Bobby playfully fighting each other over the flower bouquet. MLL doesn't even plan on marrying, she just wants to show off, and Bobby joined her because she's just excited.

Angel ended up catching the bouquet by pure accident. They were just chilling on the sidelines and then BAM, bouquet on their face. Dogday pretended it wasn't intentional on his part.

The humans kids + the mini critters making a nice surprise for Dogday and Catnap by making nice little drawings and folding them in paper airplanes.

Kickin was completely oblivious to one of the family's human friends flirting with him and genuinely thought the lady was just being nice.

Huggy ended up trapping himself on a tree and Catnap had to rescue him.

Bunzo, who had just hit 21, drinking for the fist time and proudly proclaiming "EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU HYPED ME SO MUCH FOR THIS?", cue to Angel drinking their 5th glass of alcohol and Bunzo staring at them in dissapointment.

Catnap and Dogday dancing forró and piseiro.

Dogday, a bit drunk, starting to cry upon realizing that yes, he just got married.

Prototype and Dogday having to drag Angel to a quieter area because they drank too much.

The following day news showcasing that Dogday and Catnap had their wedding ceremony. Wish I could know what the internet would think about it but I'm 100% sure the fandom for the Smiling Critters cartoon show will never let anyone not know that in real life, DayNap exists.

I think way more shenanigans happened, but on the top of my head, these were the main ones!

[cumulo-stratus]

BAU autism headcannons

(GIF NOT MINE)

(male reader)

CW: possible swearing, mentions of meltdowns and overstimulation, lemme know if theres anything else!

A/N: sry i havent rly posted in a while, i started a school recently and its been a rly big change for me so ive just been emotionally/mentally exhausted like all the time, but i dont wanna abandon u guys so i decided i would get something up, even if its not super good, thanks for y’all’s understanding <3

i think both JJ and Emily would become sort of mothers to reader

(not that they werent already mothers to the rest of the team but reader especially)

like JJ would totally have a motherly instinct for readers needs (like a sort of spider sense)

like if your ever nervous about something being too much or being overwhelming, jj would kinds know this and either make arrangements for accommodations or make sure you know you dont have to go if you want to.

and like she definitely wold put herself in charge of keeping your safe foods stashed on the jet and at the office

emily is more of a mother in a protective way than jj is

like this girl will not hesitate at all to go off on someone for maybe being disrespected to about stimming your chair while thinking

or like if you dont want to shake a police officers hand when your being introduced, and you get dirty/weird looks for it, or anyone comments on it? BOOM this girl will stare at them with so much animosity they’ll be scared of her shes so hot oml

anyways i thinks he team would be super accepting of you, especially if you joined after reid like they would already have some experience with autism

and like if you weren’t ent comfortable telling anyone other than hotch(i feel like it would be like a in ur file thing idk how the government works tho) spencer would defo be able to tell and confront u privately abt it (our respectful king <3)

and if you are comfortable telling the team, everyone would be respectful

i think like rossi/gideon would be a little clueless but like trying their hardest

like rossi would have no idea what stimming is but understands that like you move in certain ways or make certain noises when ur excited

and like with all his money he wouldnt hesitate to spoil u with any fidget toy u need/want or like a rly nice weighted blanket (its insane how expensive those things are)

and like gideon despite his profound understanding of others (hope yall got that ;)) he wouldn’ t get why sometimes you dont feel like/cant talk but totally respects it

omg garcia is our autism ally QUEEN im telling you

always has a big basket of fidgets/stim toys sitting on her desk and when your having a rough day shell leave you a little goodie in a brightly colored and decorated bag

i firmly believe that she is the queen at finding brands with clothes that not only fits your style perfectly but is also sensory friendly

i think she would definitely say that if she never ended up working in the FBI she wouldve started a clothing shop for sensory friendly clothing/accessories

spencer would totallllyyyy be your best friend when it comes to being under-stimulated

he will totally info dump on you and vice-versa

spencer (like penlope) would totally recommend clothing brands that are sensory friendly, but sock brands in particular

and everyone makes fun of you for nerding out over everything

also spencer would definitely get in the habit of grabbing your hands in his when you start to pick a t your nails and cuticles

like he didnt even realize what he was doing the first time but now he does it without thinking about it and for the team its normal

“hey,” and he would gently grab your hands to stop you from picking at them

“sorry..”

”youve nothing to be sorry for” (with that little reid smile oml rf[osifjgturhv)

and i also firmly believe that morgan is the best people to go to if your having a meltdown

he would stop you from harmfully stimming

“hey sugar, unclench those pretty little hands for me. there we go… good job kid.” he would have the softest smile and voice

and when he takes your hands to stop you from hitting yourself his grip is rly firm but gentle

but hotch is the best to go to for when your overstimulated

like he would make sure you know his office is always a quiet place you can go to with out questions

and he would secretly have a stash of like stimm toys in his office that he stole from garcia

his couch is always open to you, especially like late at night if you are really tired his fatherly instincts will kick in and force you to come to his office for a break

he would would hand you and blanket and a stim toy

”sit. sleep”

thats all he would say in his cute little stern but actually caring voice <3

[pumpkinsy0]

I’m not sure if America does this much, but from where I am, a grade is able to travel to a different country for around a week or two for educational purposes (e.g Italy, France, Etc.) So,,, any Papercut Hcs for that? (Taken that they were able to make up the money for that, maybe Pony took up extra jobs to earn the money.)

ik what ur talking about!!! i dont think its common for a WHOLE GRADE to do it, but ik wym!!!!

OK SO

•lets say they’re traveling to france (ewwww🙄🙄 but trust me, makes sense later), their language class was french and they were like “man y dont we all travel to france to test out skills n have fun”

•gonna b frank w u, pony, curly, and their families were hesitant on it, MOSTLY bc of money restraints but when it comes to pony, its bc he just never traveled out the country before, let alone all by himself

• curly rlly has no aspirations to travel anywhere but then he realized that if pony left, he would b bored out his mind cayse who else can he annoy as well as he does w pony??? so he was on board!!

•look, getting that money was a hard time for all, tim and curly did more jobs, darry and soda worked their asses off and so did pony, but at the end of the day, they did it (also some of it was covered for everyone bc of some soc’s rich ass dad)🙏🏽🙏🏽

•when the packed, they damn near packed everything they had bc they just dont have much, it was like they were going away forever😭

•look, curly (and angela, shes here too!!! :3) r haitian immigrants, they knowwwww french bc they HAD to learn it in haiti to get through the education system, hell theyre probably one of the few ppl who even know it fluently out this whole grade, everyone else was lowkey bullshittin

•curlys basically ponys translator for everything, and curly WILL use it to his advantage, ponys always smarter than him but HERE??? HEEEE has the upper hand, plus, this means pony being clingy

•but his french was a lil rusty bc he wouldnt rlly speak it a lot, even in class he wouldnt rlly speak

•pony had this “introduction to french” book darry gave him bc darry can actually speak french bc of the class!!!

•curly and angela CANNOOTTT see the eiffel tower as being romantic btw, that shit was built w haitian money they hate france man (YES, im airing out some of my grievances i hate france dude🙄🙄), if pony mentioned the tower near curly he’d roll his eyes, ALSO BC HE FOUND IT TO B CORNY

•curly and pony keep getting lost dude, its like hell on earth, YES, france is walkable, but that probably just makes it worse for them bc theyre walking far in the wrong way😭

•u can def tell theyre american tourist, but i dont think curly would care, ponys trying to keep a low profile tho

•i dont think they rlly, like french food that much, not even that it taste bad or anything just not their cup of tea, honestly

•if i remember right, france has a problem w pick pocketers and i PROMISE u that wouldnt slide w either of em, they WILL fight u over it😭

•angela was excited to try the macarons!!! honestly like top thing she liked there probably, maybe she also flirted w some guys in french, got some perfume, she treated it like a vacation more than like something educational, she knew french already this was USELESS to her

•pony loved the museums, and wouldve liked it MORE if curly didnt RUSH him all the time bc he was bored, curlys the kind of guy to only go to museums for the gift shop and tbh??? so real

•they were able ti get a room together at a hotel thankfully, and half the time in it was NOT spent sleeping, it was spent w curly making stupid jokes and pony laughing so they were tired in the morning

•let them have some souvenirs, they deserve it!!!pony tried to get something each for the gang, curly got something STUPID for tim, angela got a cute gift for herself

•pony promised to take pics while he was there and he did, but some of the pics had curly being a dumbass in it🙄🙄

anyways i went through this whole post without making a kanye west joke, im truly growing to b more mature

[melliiaahh]

♡Blue lock boys boyfriend hc p2♡

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bf hc!

Word count:1k

Warning: Swearing, use of feminine description, talk about lingerie

Featuring : Bachira, Kunigami, Chigiri, Isagi, Barou, Shido,Nagi and Reo 

Genre : fluff!

Notes:  kind of short one for today and its all randomised because my brain cant function and i sat staring at a wall for a good 2 hours for this one SORRY FOR THE CHAOS

here is my masterlist<3

All characters are aged up!  Not proofread!

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Bachira loves to put soft kisses on your face all the time, basically just smother you in kisses every chance he gets. He doesnt care if its in public or in private he will always do it whenever he feels like it, because he thinks youre just too cute <3

I said before, MATCHING JEWELLERY WITH REO. A bracelet, necklace or ring, doesnt matter which one you prefer as long as your matching with him and he can have something to remind him of you constantly <3

Kunigami would get you flowers on EVERY. SINGLE. DATE. Doesn’t matter what type of date or how long you’ve been dating, he will do it every time just to show you his appreciation

Isagi would MAKE you gifts like paper flowers or written letters<3

barou is so down bad that he would let you style his hair whenever you wanted, as long as you got to sit really close to him for it. he wouldnt mind at all

Rin would love giving you massages because he loves being able to help you to destress so massaging is his way to go also he loves physical touch 

Sae always talks about how he wants kids… not in a forceful way but that he would love to see mini you around, it would make his heart swell with joy and excitement to start a family 

Bachira would also 10330248049% do pinky promises with you, idc if it’s childish. Its cute and bachira thinks its cute as well so he would do that shit pinky swear and seal it with a kiss type of vibe

Chigiri is the type of guy to take you on spontaneous dates. He loves his alone time with you where he can talk and be vulnerable about his feelings. He feels the most safe with you and he loves it that way 

Like I said in my previous post. MATCHING OUTFITS WITH ISAGI FRRRRR, not the ‘ that’s my girlfriend’ ‘that’s my boyfriend’ shirts but like even just colour matching outfits because that’s one of his own way of showing his relationship off 

Kunigami is the type of man to make you breakfast in bed anytime he could<3 a sweet and humble man 

Bachira Absolutely MELTS when you ruffle  or play with his hair, the bllk guys think you did something to him the first time they saw him being oddly calm with his head on your lap… they didn’t know that all they had to do was play with him hair and he would stfu LMAO

Sae loves to kiss you on your hand and the inside of your wrist to get your attention, its a simple but sweet gesture that he always does <3

Reo would skip his family meetings with rich people just to have a movie night with you because spending time with you is 1000x better

rin would secretly have a ring with your name engraved onto it and then have it on a necklace so he can have it close to his chest always <3

Shindo ís OBSESSED with you so he wants to involve you with everything he does, soccer? Come support him! Video games? Come watch or play along! Cooking? Let’s cook together! Mans just wants to spend all of his time with you<3

Barou would be an amazing cook and will always cook for you no matter what, that’s his way of him showing his love for you and he’s fucking good at it too

Chigiri would try to bake you stuff ( cake, cupcakes, cookies. Whatever you like) to cheer you up whenever your sad..whether or not it goes well is a completely different story he would ask barou for help AHHAHAH

Reo falls head over heels when you call him nicknames, its his favourite thing in the world and he would only ever let you do it

shindo always likes to share his food with you. loves seeing your face light up at the taste <3

Sae would force you to walk on the inside of the cross walk to try to protect you from anything that might happen with cars passing by 

Kunigami would also do whatever you please…. Want to do face masks? Sure. Try new makeup on him? That cool. Give him a runway show of the new clothes you got? Absolutely. This man is IN LOVE and would do anything just to see you smile 

Nagi would help you play games all the time, and if people talk shit about you on game then he would LOSE IT at them… would probably get banned for violent language 

RIn would always have a spare jumper in the back of his car just for you in case you get cold although he would scold you for not bringing your own HAHAHAH

We all know rich boy Reo would buy you whatever he sees at the store that he thinks you would love. Man is always thinking about you so he’s ready to spend MONEY just to see you in cute outfits and with a big smile 

Rin would hold your pinkies together when youre walking in public, although so small its such a nice and cute gesture… he’s shy man when it comes to you but he wants you to know that he’s there with you<3

When you get home from work Nagi would have your favourite meal ready ( uber eats he aint cooking bro don’t get your hopes up) so you don’t have to stress about cooking<3

Shindo would surprise you randomly with flowers( and lingerie ) because Its shindo we are talking about…. But he is trying to be romantic about it so ill give him that

Isagi would hide his face in your neck if you fluster him in public, he would have a literal brain malfunction and would just be a mannequin until he got his shit together HAHAHHA 

Barou likes to carry you bridal style or over the shoulder everywhere, makes him feel real strong and needed omg 

[iouinotes]

Burning Love | Leo Valdez

pairing: Leo Valdez x aphrodite!reader

book: The Heros of Olympians (Percy Jackson Universe) by Rick Riordan

I DONT OWN ANY OF THESE CHARACTERS

warnings: suggestive themes (kissing), little bit of angst

summary: reader fell in love with the camps busiest, funniest (prettiest) demigod, that makes her heart beat faster (and tries not to burst into flames all the time). But she likes that about him too.

authors note: soo, I read Heros of Olympus and Leo was just pure comedy. His character was so charasmatic and funny, I really liked him. Of course, I needed to write for him, ENJOYYYY

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Of course I was doomed to fall in love with him. Letting my heart get broken in the process, because I am physically not able to dare myself to talk to him.

What else had I expected? As a daughter of Aphrodite, this was foreseen in my fate. Well, actually it should be the other way around. After all, the ongoing tradition for centuries of the Aphrodite cabin is to break a boy's heart, but in my case it is a little complicated.

I always thought love would be something pleasant, a feeling like butterflies flying around in your stomach and wearing stylish, rose-colored glasses, that makes everything he does seem perfect. Or maybe being in love would feel like watching a beautiful fire work.

The last part is sort of true- my love literally burns for him, just as sometimes his hair sparks, when red flames are dancing through the brown strands.

I remember one time very vividly, when he walked out of the forest, visibly happy, with his hands dirty and his clothes smeared with motor oil, a satisfied grin on his face. His eyes would lighten up, as soon as found someone to talk about his projects.

Leo Valdez is the embodiment of a loyal soul, combined with an incredible humor and a talent for fixing literally anything. And I silently wish sometimes, that he could mend my broken heart too.

He's not like the other guys in this camp who always need attention, act like they're the best, like they're above everyone. No, Leo may have his pride, but he knows what he can do and he knows when to ask for help. This is usually connected with a following joke or a charming grin.

When I look at him, I often wonder how he can be so unconsciously attractive.

It's just that when my eyes find him, I'm almost in another world. And there, only he exists.

It's like he can affect my heartbeat, confuse my thoughts, charge me with electricity and set my heart on fire. All with just a lame joke, a funny remark, a wink or one of his exaggerated smiles.

I don't dare talk to him, only watch his figure from a safe distance, in a crowd where my longing stares go unnoticed. In these moments, where I realise he doesn't even know me, my emotions feel so overwhelming, as if I am the one carrying the sky instead of Atlas.

I wish I had more control over myself, that my cheeks wouldn't blush every time he glanced my way. Because he does that every now and then. And I always stare at the floor in a matter of seconds, letting my hair fall in front of my face. After all, I can't like him that obvious.

Even though I was careful, my feelings were noticed by a few others, all from my cabin. Unfortunately Piper did too. In her opinion, I should just walk up to him, bat my eyelashes and start smiling. She´s convinced, that if I would just talk to him, he would like me.

But that's the problem. If he only liked me, I couldn't handle that. If I actually became friends with him and he wouldnt fall in love with me, then I could be close to him. I mean, not in the way I want it. Like holding his hand, styling his burning hair, kissing him, watching him build something. And being crazy and proud about it afterwards, showing it off with an excited look in his eyes. Wanting appreciation for his work.

I would gladly fulfill his every wish, if he asked.

But it would be terrible having to pretend not to be completely in love with him, at least if I had to let him believe that. Maybe it's actually better if I keep my distance and he never finds out about my crush. Maybe, I would start to believe it too.

All the thoughts make my head ache and I open my eyes to concentrate on something else.

The sun shines on my skin, the waves hit the beach loudly, the straps of my green bikini top hang loosely over my shoulder. I braid a few small braids into my hair, two in the front and one in the back, where my sister helped me. I still leave my hair down so that it tickles my shoulder, I find to like it more that way.

I brush the sand off my shorts and slowly stand up, stretching my muscles and feeling a light breeze on my skin. The summer months are always the most beautiful, such as the holidays are always the quietest time. The camp is emptier than usual, many campers are spending the holidays with their families. Of course with their mortal family, the gods are not very generous when it comes to holiday visits. Nevertheless, the idea of ​​staying on Mount Olympus for two weeks is ridiculous anyway.

Still, there are a few people left behind, including me. My father died a few years ago, and our family is so scattered around the world, so I have no close contact with them. I wouldn't want to put anyone in danger anyway. It's always sad to hear how happy the others are going home, even though I'm happy for them. But for me, Camp Half Blood is my home.

For my benefit, it is the same for Leo. I don't know much about his past, but he doesn't have a parent to visit either. But he claims, that he has more time now to work on his project, something that needs to be finished until the summer solistice arrives.

The path to the camp leads through the forest, always a bit of a nuisance with all the branches and angry nymphs that sometimes insult you. Just because you accidentally stepped on a root or sang too loudly.

Anyway, I just whistle quietly to myself, after all I'm not keen on arguing today and I'm just looking around lost in my thoughts. And because I have nothing to do, I stroll along a few other paths and explore the forest, looking up to the sky and watching the birds. It's quiet and peaceful, it feels beautiful.

Several minutes must have passed because the sun is getting closer to the horizon and the air cools down. I put on the jacket that hangs around my waist, leaving it open and continue to show my skin. When I choose another path, I suddenly see a clearing infront of me.

The next thing I know, I almost have a heart attack. In front of me lays a huge ship with a dragon's head attached to the front. I feel like I almost want to run away, but then I remember something. I know this dragon. It is Leo's metallic friend Festus, who was destroyed on their first quest. I know, because I remember the devastated look on his face, when he talked about it.

Okay, I think to myself. Two options, I go back to camp and forget I was here. Or I'll go in and have a look around. Would that be an invasion of his privacy? But if I would meet him there, we could share a moment. Like in these romance books I read about.

I think for a moment, but being curious was always a bad habit of mine. My legs move in the direction of the ship, it takes me a few minutes to find the entrance, but I manage. When I'm inside I'm amazed, my eyes seem to can't see enough. There are banners with funny inscriptions, maps full of plans, forgotten tools, furniture and weapons hanging everywhere. It's such a mess that it clearly has Leo's handwriting on it.

My fingers run over the open books, I read a few sentences and try to understand the technical language. Maybe he'll like me if I could actually understand his interests. But after just two pages it's hard to remember which button is for which function or which metal is the strongest. I could try to get the same copy, but when I try to read the title, the cover is torn and illegible. And not because of my dyslexia.

I'm so absorbed in my surroundings that I don't hear the footsteps coming. And then I almost have a heart attack for the second time, only this time from someone I'm used for it to happen.

"If I had known I would have visitors today, I would have cleaned." At his voice I freeze. I remind myself to breathe. I slowly turn around, my eyes immediately finding his face, a grin graces his lips, his hair is sweaty and when I lower my gaze, I notice that he is only wearing an apron. Which means, he is shirtless underneath.

Does he want to kill me?

Before I can say anything, he speaks again. Sweet like always.

"I think I know you. You're one of Piper's siblings. She's not here if you're looking for her?" His eyes look apologetically in my direction and I feel my heart beating in my chest. I've never spoken to him. Would now be the right time to ask the gods for help?

"No I- I'm not looking for her." I see his eyebrows raise in question.

"No? Then what gives me the honor?" As he takes a few steps towards me, I almost lose myself in his eyes. Brown and warm, as if a fire of its own glowed within them.

I feel the table at my back and say the first thing that comes to mind.

"The- uh, books." Crap. What should I do now?

"The books here? What do you need them for?" It feels like the temperature is rising, but I don't know if it's me or him. I mean, he's the one who can conjure fire with his bare hands.

"I like to read and thought it would be good to learn something about...metal?" That's probably the stupidest thing I've ever said and I can feel my cheeks turn red again.

"Oh well, luckily I can help you with that. Although I don't read the books for my enjoyment, they are quite useful. Are you looking for specific bands?" He is now standing next to me, looking at me from between the books that are laying on the table.

"No...not really. I thought I might ask you? After all, you are an expert." He seems to like the compliment, because his eyes light up and he winks at me.

"To be honest, I think it's better to learn something from practice. But I can show you some of the books later. Do you want to see what I'm currently working on? I won't light anything on fire in your presence, promise."

His comment makes me laugh and I feel myself relax, I nod and try to mentally prepare myself not to show my admiration for him too much.

He goes ahead and explains some of the functions of his ship - the Argo II. Seeing how proud he is and how he glows with an aura of joy make me never want to let me take my eyes off him.

He's so charismatic and I almost laugh at every word that comes out of his mouth. I feel so comfortable around him. And I didn't think it was possible, but actually talking to him, just made me fall in love with him even more.

He shows me his collection of tools, his magic table, the functions of the different rooms and finally his belt. Which allows him to create almost any tool he wants. It is fascinating, all of it. Him.

"It was just left behind, when I found it here. Whoever left it must have been crazy and I mean crazier than me." We stand facing each other and I smile at him. He looks at me too and I'm weak for just a moment. It's only for a second, when my eyes linger on his lips.

“Did you really come here for the books?" My eyes slowly find his and I shake my head.

"Then why?" We're so close, I can see every birthmark and every stray strand of hair on his forehead.

"I just-" our faces are so close, as if something is pulling us together. I feel his breathing, the heat radiating from him, my heart is beating as fast as if it couldn't keep up.

"-think I'm in love with you, Valdez and I will probably burst in flames, if I would kiss you now. But- thats just a side effect. Can-can I kiss you?" I notice, the tips of his hair bursting into flames.

"You wouldn't even need to charmspeak me to convince me, beautiful."

When I kissed him, the irony of our world hit me, because this time I was the one who felt like I was on fire.

[bwoahtastic]

I love this idea so much!

Charles initially being absolutely terrified when he is thrown into the maze. Maybe it's gotten a reputation as a place where once someone goes in they never come out again and there are rumors about a terrible monster being held within its walls. Charles wandering around and desperately trying to find a way out but there are traps scattered all over the place (it's made to keep things out as well as something in after all) and he doesn't notice one before it's to late and gets himself hurt pretty badly. (Maybe a pit trap?)

And Charles just bursts into tears because he's been having a terrible week and got torn away from his friends and family because stupid prince got offended and maybe Charles should have just accepted his advances even though he was an awful person because at least then he wouldnt be in this mess

And max hears the crying and comes to investigate because maybe he'll be able to reach the person this time and actually talk to someone and they don't seem to be moving

Charles finally stops crying and looks up and there's max looming (accidentally) over him and he just screams and expects to die right here and now

But max flinches away and cowers a little and maybe he brought some food along so he offers it to Charles and Charles gets so confused he forgets he is supposed to be panicking

Max eventually picking Charles up (maybe he can't walk because of his injury) and bringing him back to the center of the maze where max mainly lives

(Also thoughts on Pierre being a mage or a knight and freaking out that his best friend got thrown in the labyrinth and going into to try and save him)

Oh pls!

Charles having tried to kindly turn the prince down but the Prince had been so angry, throwing Charles into the labyrinth as punishment, practically a death sentence if Charles were to believe the stories of the traps and the monster within them...

He tries to be careful when moving around, avoiding some traps successfully but then falls through a false flooring piece into a pit and hurts his ankle badly, as well as bruising some ribs.

Max can hear someone crying and he is worried bur also excited because what if he gets to meet a human? He runs over to the sound and finds a beautiful but miserable looking man in one of the pit traps. He is trying to figure out how to help Charles bur Charles just sees the minotaur looming over him and cries even harder, thinking he will surely die now.

Max managing to get Charles out of the pit quite easily cos well, he is strong, but quickly let's go of Charles because Charles seems so scared of him and it makes Max so sad 🥹

Max trying to make himself as small as possible and nudging some food over to Charles, food he had collected from where people had dumped it in the maze as a cruel entertainment to try and see the beast below.

Charles being quite baffled at the 'monster' offering him bread but takes it quietly, just staring as Max picks him up and moves him the centre of the maze, where rhey are safe from people yelling and ridiculing them.

Pls Pierre trying to save his bestie!! He would be desperate to find Charles and fears Charles is already dead, meanwhile Charles is getting shyly pampered by a half bull sksk

[shigayokagayama]

Uh Oh I Thought About The Music In The Finale Too Hard And It Started Bothering Me Again

ok so aside from one of my favorite scenes in the entirety of mob psycho getting cut from the last episode, a decision which will haunt and torment me until my dying days, my biggest issue with the last episode was always the music and i think ive been able to finally pin down a coherent explanation as to why

disclaimer: i am not a music expert. i was in choir in middle school and i like listening to people who actually know about music talk about music, but this is not a professional opinion so take it with a grain of salt

so first, 99 playing during reigen running towards mob. my problem with this is less the song choice and more that the anime decided to completely change the tone of the entire scene. like, 99 works perfectly for the hype exciting scene they were trying to create! i just dont think this scene should have been hype and exciting. this isn’t a “music is tonally inconsistent” problem so much as a “tone is inconsistent with events unfolding” problem so im not going to put much focus on it.

what IS tonally inconsistent though is the next track that plays after it (timestamped)

this scene is supposed to be not just the reveal that reigen is okay but the reveal that dimple, a character who we’ve spent the last six episode thinking was dead, is alive! and the music they chose is so... sinister??? wouldn’t something more triumphant or energetic fit here??? i get that it has to segway into a really emotional song next so it can’t be too upbeat but wouldnt something like this maybe fit better??? it’s another song associated with dimple possessing someone who isn’t especially powerful to let them achieve something they normally wouldn’t, it’s pretty dramatic, it’s exciting, it has kind of an emotional through line in the back of it with the violins???

the next song is perfect. no notes. the second i heard it in the mob character trailer before season 3 dropped i was like “oh theyre going to use that for reigen’s confession” and i was 100% right. in fact, this song being so perfect for this scene is what makes the next song choice so confusing.

huh? what? why???? on the elementary school level of “well this is labelled mob’s theme and this is mob’s moment of self acceptance so it has to go here” i can maybe understand but it is the most jarring tonal whiplash i have ever felt watching a television show. this is music that we normally here when mob is fighting an enemy, this is supposed to gear us up for conflict. it does not fit the bittersweet catharsis of mob accepting his whole self at all.

ive seen two different edits with different soundtracks i prefer, one with “Passing my heart, I'm getting bigger” (at least im pretty sure thats what its called?  すれ違う心・大きくなったなぁ?) and one with “Mob’s Kindness”. personally, i feel like mob’s kindness would be the best option. for one, one of them already played at an emotionally climactic moment during the final episode last season so it might be a bit weird to do it a second time. second, for when we last heard “mob’s kindness” it actually fits really well with this scene on a couple different levels.

just the title of the song on its own fits with the scene. it’s the first time mob really extends kindness towards himself rather than trying to repress it or smother it in guilt and self loathing. we also have to consider the last place it was used and how that echos this scene. the first time we hear mob’s kindness is in season 2 episode 1, following the line “i made the decision to consider my feelings more”, a line which fits really well with what the “100% shigeo kageyama” moment is trying to get across. “shigeo kageyama” is mob’s repressed power and, more relevantly, his repressed emotions that he’s been bottling up for years now. “mob” flaking apart and forming “shigeo” also kind of visually echos emi’s novel getting ripped apart and brought together again by mob’s power, so that’s another little mirror between these two scenes. mob putting emi’s novel back together is the first time we see him using his powers for another person, not to save them from any sort of threat, but just as an act of simple kindness. it’s the beginning of a realization he has during the mogami arc, these powers arent just a burden, he can use them to help people. and he doesn’t even need to limit it to that, he can just use them to express himself and have fun because they aren’t just tools that can be used, they’re a part of him.

[eclipse-rain]

Rey'eng (The Balance of Life)

《The chorus of Eywa》

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Summary : when you wake up in a strange place without any memories and only being able to hear, will you be able to remember who you are, what happened to you and why?

Masterlist~

You felt like you were floating. You tried to open your eyes but found you couldnt. You tried to move your hand to wipe at your eyes but found you could not move even an inch of your body.

Where were you? What was happening? Who were you? What was the last thing you remembered?

Before you could start to panic you heard muffled voices.

"When will she be ready?" A male voice asked sounding impatient

"She should be ready any day now sir" a female voice responded

They sounded far away but they were still audible. It was muffled by what made it sound as if they were talking while in water, or mabey that was what you were in. They must have been in the same room as you from what you could deduce. Although, you didnt know if that was a good thing or not. You didnt recognise these voices and they didnt sound too friendly either.

The man scoffed and they continued their conversation which faded away from you gradually. That was the last thing you remembered before you fell back into unconciousness.

The next time you woke up there was a high pitched ringing in your ears. You didnt feel like you were floating anymore and a hard flat surface was what you felt you were lying down on. Your voice wouldnt come out either and your throat felt scratchy and dry. You felt like you hadnt had a sip of water in months.

What if you needed to call for help and you couldnt? Was their even anyone here who would help you?

You werent so sure.

You heard what sounded like two sets of footsteps walk up to and come to a stop beside you. They had been loudly chatting the whole way and continued sounding more enthusiastic now that they were nearer to you.

They sounded alot younger than the other voices you had heard before, of the man and woman. These voices were more energetic and excited, like they were on some sort of field trip.

"If this works it will be another huge step for humanity" one of them, a female, said with a squeel.

You could feel them both looking down at you. Even if you could have moved in that moment you wouldnt have. Theyre gazes felt off somehow. You could not seen their expressions but you felt like an experiment that was being showcased.

"If this works we might finally be able to beat that traitor Jake sully" the other, a male, said back to her.

They both laughed as they left.

'Jake Sully' you thought 'That name sounds familiar. But where do i know it from?'

Thats when the fragmented pieces of your memeories came flooding back to you in an instant.

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You had been learning to settle into your new role in the metkayina clan.

It had been difficult at first but now you and your siblings had learned their ways and had acomplished not being burdens to them earning your places among them. It had been a hard change from your old home. You missed the trees and the forest, you missed alot of things. The bioluminecent foliage and hearing the buzz of the wildlife at night that inhabited the forest while you lay in your hammock to sleep.

Most of all you missed your clan members. You had to leave them all behind, your friends and even your grandmother as she was the former tsahik of your clan. You missed her alot. You missed sitting down as a kid and listening to her teachings of diffrent kinds of healing remedies with your older sister Kiri. Kiri was only a year older than you but she had a much better natural talent than you when it came to many things, including healing.

You did not covet those things that she had though. You had never taken much of an intrest in healing like she had nor an interest in hunting like your older brothers. You had flown here on your dads ikran with him, as you had not even gone through the right of passage as a young hunter to obtain your own ikran before you had to leave your home. When your mother had noticed your lack of a decision about what you wanted to do in the clan in the future she, in her worry, had decided to put it off for as long as possible.

However, you doubted she had thought that by putting it off it would end up meaning you would never be able to learn even if you wanted to with having to leave your clan and their ways behind. You wondered if she regretted not pushing you to do so even with your unease about it. Your dad had agreed with your mother not to push you on the matter, albet somewhat reluctantly due to the fact that he deemed it a necessity wheather you wanted to become a hunter or not.

He thought you should get it over with as soon as you could, as long as you felt comfortable with it, so that even if you chose to become a healer like kiri or anything else, you would have your ikran to help you along the way. Of course you were never pushed on the matter nor were you told any of this.

The trees told you.

Why people relied so much on their eyes you would never know. Why did they focus on what they could see, on what was right in front of them when you could get so much more from all your other senses. You had always thought of your eyes as your weakest point. If you got distracted by what was in front of them you could loose sight of the bigger picture.

Your senses were hightened ever since you were a child. You didnt figure this out for a long time of course. You thought you were no diffrent from everyone else. But the things they did, the things the people of your clan found intrest in never had the same weight for you. You did not aspire to be a hunter or a healer. You did not know what you wanted to be or do but those words left a sour taste in your mouth when you thought of being either one in the future.

The only thing that you seemed to have a shared intrest in with your clan was music. Songs and melodies. Your mother would always sing to you as a child. She sang you all to sleep with lullabies as children when you all slept in the same hammock as a family. When you closed your eyes you could see the colors of the sounds that were created by the flow of the music carried within her voice. Of the melodies that were played and of the tunes that were sung by the people of your clan.

That was your thing.

Music was something you shared with your mother even as you stopped being a child and grew up. That was the one thing you never grew out of. Neytiri continued to sing songs for you whenever you asked it of her. Lo'ak used to tease you about it sometimes being the annoying older brother he is. He would question you about it asking things like if you were still a baby that you needed to be sung lullabies at night and other questions along those lines.

That was until Jake had told him to knock it off which made him abruptly stop and he hadnt done it since. That was a while ago though, you were both alot younger back then, you were still children. It wasnt something to be held against him even if it had made you feel embarrased at the time. For a while after you had decided that you no longer needed your mothers songs.

That if you were going to be teased about it being childish than you could do without it. That didnt last long of course and soon you were back to your same old routine. The trees had told you that time that your mother had been sad when you stopped listening to her songs, that was part of the reason you gave up on your pride so quickly.

You decided that you didnt care what others thought when it came to anything with you and music. It was too important to give up and if you staying away from it was also going to make your mother upset than the negatives heavily outweighed the positives. Not that there were any positives except for feeling less embarrased in that short amount of time that you had been.

You missed them as well. The trees. There werent really any around where the Metkayina clan resided on a bay. So you handnt felt them in a while, instead now you grew a connection to the big sculptures of coral that were under the water. They were like the trees of the water.

Mabey your hightened senses and connection to these two specific things was eywas doing. The possibility had entered your mind and left again more times than you could count. There was a reason that made you think otherwise though.

That reason was Kiri.

Unlike her you could not feel a connection to everything in the forest where you grew up. Only the trees. Here you could not feel everything in the water. Only the coral. You could not feel or hear eywas heartbeat either like she could.

You were so unsure that this had come from eywa because oppositly Kiri was so very sure about what she was talking about. She knew her connection to eywa was stronger than others.

Sometimes you would stay awake at night worrying that you would never find out more about why you felt more connected to the trees and the coral than other things and why even at all. Though if Neytiri ever noticed you awake she could easily sooth you into a deep sleep with only a single song. That was all it took.

The trees would do the same if ever she didnt notice. The trees did not speak to you per say. You could hear them very well, but speak?

They did no such thing.

You heard their chorus often enough. How theyre songs played out and how they were directed for only you to hear. For your ears alone.

Of course the trees didnt play music. They had no such power. You were sure that if they did you would have heard about it from all the other members of your clan while growing up.

You remembered a time before you understood that the melodies you heard were not audible to others. You had tried to talk to the other children of your clan about it but only recieved odd looks in return. You had decided then not to mention it to anyone else. Mabey it was a secret ment to be kept to only yourself. Mabey the trees only liked to share their songs with you for whatever reason.

Theyre melodies with their hidden meanings and messages continued to play for you as you grew up. But they had faded away when you had moved to the Metkayina clan where the trees were scarce and few in number. Instead you started to here new songs. Quite like the old ones but different all the same.

From the coral instead of the trees.

They helped to guide you along in your new journey as part of the Metkayina clan. They knew how you were scared and struggling. They felt your emotions played out in song as you did theirs. With their guidance you were able to learn faster than you probably would have other wise, without their help.

But soon the new songs that the coral played turned to a faster more abrupt tempo. A marching pace like soilders getting ready to wage a war. And wage a war they did.

The humans did.

You heard how the coral was angry, how it cried over the needless deaths of its brethren. Of the tulkan and her child.

The tulkan mother who was the composer of songs and the spirt sister of the metkayina clans tsahik who interpreted Eywas will.

How it writhed in pain when it was shot at or bombed by the ships the humans steared and weilded.

How it shouted at you to help the other tulkan, the ones that had bombs placed on them by the humans.

It pierced your ears with its wailing for the cruelty to end and for peace to reign once again over the land and sea of Pandora.

It guided and helped you when you fought along side your family to do just that. When you helped your older brother to release Lo'ak, Tseraya and Tuk after they had been captured. And when you set off to rescue your sisters who had been captured a while after.

It helped you have more courage that you ever knew you had before. You coukdnt find a place in the world, in the situation you had been born into but one thing you could do was protect your family.

So when you and Neteyam finished untying tsereya, tuk and lo'ak from their bonds and neteyam told you to go with and look after tsereya and tuk while he and lo'ak went to help spider you did just that. Only when you saw your older sister being captured, like your younger sister, you could not stay still.

Of course you tried telling tuk to stay with tsereya wuile you went to kiris aid but you were only met with a very determined 'Sullys stick together' before she swam off in the direction of the boat kiri had been taken to.

Without much luck you had not gotten onto the boat without your being seen. Tsereya had been thrown back into the water when trying to help you both although you thought this was for the best since she was a clever girl and you knew she would swim away to try and get help rather than risking her life when she knew she couldnt do much in the sistuation you were all in.

You were banking on her getting help but you knew you had to protect your sisters no matter what. They were your first and only priority right now.

You and took had been tied next to kiri on the hand rail of the boat. After the avatar who captured you left you brought your sharp teeth down onto the binds that were holding your hands and tore them roughly off.

You did the same thing with tuk and then proceeded to kneel down to be level with her, touching her forehead to yours.

"Its alright to be scared i am too" you said to her truthfully "but i need you to promise me something"

You pulled back and looked her in the eyes to make sure she understood the weight of your next words.

"Promise me that you will be brave"

Tuk hesitated for a moment while taking in your words before she slowly nodded. "I promise"

"Good girl" you said smiling as you patted the top of her head in a conforting gesture.

Then in one swift motion you picked her up from the ground and threw her over the rails of the deck and into the water below.

You had been waiting for a distraction and your brothers had seemed to have caused the perfect one that you were looking for. Having the enemies distracted ment that you could get your sisters to saftey without them interfearing. You assumed that neteyam and lo'ak had been found out in their attempt to rescue spider.

Shots were fired and rang out in the air, explosions went off and fires started to burn on the ship.

You untied kiri and she dived in after tuk.

Earlier you had been worried to as if you could get them into the water in the first place. But now you just had to give them enough time to swim to safety by using yourself as bait that way they could find their way back to your parents themselves.

Of couse you had no doubt kiri would have had you take tuk back instead of her while she distracted them instead the only way you could think of avoiding that was to become bait before kiri noticed you hadnt jumped into the water after her.

You knew she wouldnt be dumb enough to expose herself after that when she had to make sure tuk was kept safe and returned to your parents.

You started to make your way over to the other side of the ship without being noticed first so that you could get far enough away from them.

Youre theory about your brothers was proven when you saw the three of them run past a little ways away from where you were hiding. You were about to run to their side to join them when you saw they were being chased and shot at in their attempted escape.

You felt helpless in that moment and didnt know what to do. You couldnt help your brothers get away like you had done for your sisters. They had guns and you werent armed.

Then again i suppose why couldnt you?

No sane person includes their death as part of a plan but you had never been that normal to begin with.

I mean trees singing, you must have been at least somewhat crazy. Thats why you never had that much regard when it came to your own life over others.

With that in mind you saw your brothers finally escape into the water and away on their ilu's. You felt momentary joy and triump before you felt dread. It was like the calm before the storm.

This was good your siblings were all away from the boat and safe and now tou were the only one left on the boat.

Just you.

Only you.

Without the older siblings who always helped you.

This was it you knew in thatvmoment that you truly were completely helpless.

If you truly wanted to stop them from going after your family you knew you would not walk away afterwards with your life.

You were now staring death straight in the face.

But the songs that had been quite started up again and they soothed you.

The songs that you had heard from the first moments in this world, the moment of your birth would now be with you in your final moments as well and that though comforted you more than it probably should have.

Thats why you started to realise that right then when you felt the most alone. On an enemy boat without your parents or any of your siblings, any friends or clan members you still were not alone.

She was with you now.

The Great Mother.

Eywa.

She would guide you.

And you decided then that if she guided you to your death than so be it.

~~~

Screams were head in the distance.

Tears fell and hearts broke.

The light faded from his eyes and the color drained from his face.

He was dead.

Shot dead by the demon who reaked havoc unto us.

But she wouldnt let that happen.

No she wouldnt.

This was her brother. Her family. Her friend.

Kiri would not let him be stolen from them when he had barley lived yet.

She would do everything in her power, everything in Eywas power, that it took to keep that from happening.

And that she did.

She didnt know how but one moment shes having them all lift him into the water and then the next hes glowing.

And shes glowing.

And then her head starts getting fuzzy but she doesnt care because the color is returning to his face.

Her nose starts to bleed but she only laughs because he has opened his eyes.

And finally she passes out before she wakes up to see him with a fresh healed scar in the place where he was shot and his arms outstreached in a welcoming hug.

Kiri does the same as she hears her mothers relieved weeping before they have all piled ontop of the two embracing in a big family hug. A hug like they used to have in their little hammock back in the forest when they were all so young. Kiri, neteyam, neytiri, jake, lo'ak, tuk and even spider too.

A thought occured to the two at the center.

It truly was 'a welcome back from the dead' kiri and neteyam thought.

While the last and at this moment probably the least member of the family bled out on the deck of the sinking ship.

~~~

Yes! You had done it!

You sank the ship along with any of the demons who were left alive on it.

Your family would be safe now.

Do you perhaps know how long it takes for someone to bleed out?

Five minutes.

Thats all it takes.

And just like that your gone.

Thats how eywa worked.

She did not revive the dead.

She had to keep the balance of life.

She did not choose who to take to the afterlife.

She could only guide those departed souls to their second.

And since Neteyams soul had been stripped from her grasp by Kiri before she could guide it far enough away therefore loosing her grasp on it, she would not be able to get it back.

This ment she had to take another soul in its place and she could not choose who herself. She was only able to influence the acts of the world, the nature, around the souls she guided into these lifes in the first place, upon all of their births.

She thought of the only act of mercy that she could show. The act of mercy that would be so desperatly called upon her in the event of any soul that was taken.

She couldnt not take a diffrent soul now, it was far too late for that.

It might seem funny to play at being a god to many but thats all good and well until you have to choose who dies first.

And so with the loophole that she found she guided your soul to its second life.

Frankly it was a coincidence that presented itself before her that seemed too perfect not to use.

This was the only way she could trade a soul for another without concicquence. Even if it played a part in the furthering of the fast paced development of humanity it was worth it as you played too big of a role in the future for you to die now.

With the transition of a soul entering a new life ones memories of their past life usually seem to be gone completely but this wasnt true at all.

They were still there, buried in your subconcious. Even though very few ever remembered and when they did it was usually only fragmented pieces, they were still all there you just had to fit them together again like a jigsaw puzzle.

And if it was you.

Yes. If it was you, you could surely do it.

Lying on that table in a new body, a new human body, where your memories of all that had happened returned to you. You began to gain feeling in your limbs, you could wiggle your toes and feel the lack of something where your tail had once been.

You opened your eyes and turned your head to the side where you were faced with a mirror. You didnt look like you used to, you did not look like a na'vi now but you did not look entirely human either.

Just like how the avatars of the humans still inherited some of their human features the same could be said for your transition from na'vi to human.

You looked human yes but if you looked closer or just stared for a little too long you could make out the points on the tips of your ears. The sharpness to your features including your jawline and the tips of her fingers.

But the thing that stood out the most was your bright yellow-amber eyes that you had inherited from your parents. An indicator of who you used to be, who you became and who you now are.

Your second life. Your purpose. With one look after your memories returned it became clear.

Y/n Sully's life had ended but yours was just beginning.

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•If you dont get what happened basically eywa helped to kill y/n (by comforting her with her songs making her feel fine with heading into a battle she knew she was gonna die from) because eywa knew the humans made another body that she could transfer to that would be strong enough to remember her first life

(like jake transferring from his human body to his avatar body using the tree of souls)

since they were both people who were chosen by eywa - u know the whole scene where her seeds cling to jake and with y/n being able to hear her from birth eywa wanted to just basically cheat having her reborn (where she probably would never remember her first life) and just transfered her conciousness instead so that was she would remember her past life but it was still sort of her second life like how jake became one of the people because technically being jn his avatar body was his second life

•The humans had been trying for a while with the transfer of na'vi to human body and grew one for y/n using blood they got from her when she got hurt - payed special attention to trying to get blood from jakes kids cuz well they were trying to kill them the whole movie

•Its fine if u dont get it, i confuse myself sometimes too

[affocream-nation-lives]

You know I want to tell more about my Affogato Cookie lore but theres a BIG part of it that is VERY dark, even in CRK standards (Edit: IT HAS BEEN RETCONNED). so here are some michelanious (i cant spell) hc’s (plus some Affocream hc’s) before I lay in his full backstory

Affogato Cookie Hc’s

-He loved singing and dancing since he was a child, since his mother was a Giseang he watched her practices and preformances ofthen and wanted to be one like her. Though his mother knew Affo wouldnt be able to become one bc of his gender, she still let him dance with her during practices. When Affogato found out shamans do some forms of dancing and singing to call spirits, Affogato became more excited to learn shamanism

-Affogato is mixed race, his father was from a neighboring Kingdom of the Dark Cacao Kingdom made up of Ice Cream Cookies

-Affogatos mother’s name is Sweet Coffee Cookie

-Affogato had always loved sweet things, he would steal jellies from his mothers pantry late at night and eat them when he was young. Sweet Coffee found out and scolded him so he stopped

-He was a surprisingly good kid, despite the way he is now

-He has coffee the same way his Mother would: five cubes of sugar and a splash of cream, hes had it like that since he was young

-If you can’t tell, Affogato loved his Mother as a child and was very close to her

-He also would borrow Sweet Coffee’s makeup as a young child and try to do it himself, she would catch him, wipe it off and do some light makeup on him herself

-Affogato’s favorite place on Earthbread is the Hollyberry Kingdom. He loves the parties, the luxury items, the excitment, but isn’t used to the warm weather. He ofthen feels he should have been born Hollyberrian and being Cacaoian was some sort of divine mistake

-Wakes up at 3:30am just to get ready in the morning because it takes him hours

-Gossips with the npcs, “Affogato Cookie’s Deciple 1 and 2”

-The purple snake in one of Affogato’s animations is his pet, his name is Sneezley (don’t ask, Affo named him when he was a kid) and hes kinda like Iago from Aladin to Affo. (Yes he talks, if Batcat can so can Sneezley)

-Affogato has a split tounge like a snake

-Stole his mothers lipstick as a kid (he definatley played with makeup a ton)

-Affogato’s mother taught him how to braid his hair, he claims he didn’t really like her, but the fact that he wears that braid everyday says otherwise

-He is dating Clotted Cream Cookie in the future

-Affogato was sent to the Creme Republic by Dark Enchantress to gain trust of thier Consul in hopes of getting into the Conceil of Heros and findg out thier plans, Affogato ended up getting…disracted to say the least

-In the Creme Republic, the White Pearl story is a well known legend and because of it, White Pearl jewlery is given to others as a symbol of trust and a promise to keep that trust. Because of this, Clotted Cream gave Affogato a white pearl bracelet, for the first time in years, Affogato felt bad for lying to someone

-Affogato is good a chess and uses the game in his many cryptic analogies explaining his schemes “With some good moves, some strategy and a hint of decit, you can easily take a King *ficks black king peice of the board and on to the floor* out of the picture” (that was corny af but i dont care)

Ill probably have more later so yea

[emulation-0]

im not about to be one of those people complaining about the animation of jjk s2 because its absolutely gorgeous??? i do have some thoughts though about certain executive decisions, namely geto and yuki's conversation and how it probably has a part in fan's reactions to yuki's character (im not denying its misogyny, just that it has a part to play)

so here are the manga panels:

the camera angle here shows both of them, from above, from in front, from the side. namely, it looks natural. they are on equal footing.

in the anime, the camera angle is looking up at the both of them from their feet. the music is dramatic in that it builds up, eventually leading to geto's epiphany. now this is perfectly fine in belying geto's inner dilemma, but denies the nature of the conversation which, considering both parties taking part in it, was entirely casual

people focus on how yuki seemed to jump in here to influence geto, except they underestimate a weird girl's excitement for philosophy 💀 shes literally a researcher. why wouldnt she be interested by nuance and different perspectives. as if she knew that geto would go off the rails

in the anime, she seems happy when she says "unfortunately, i'm not crazy enough to do that" because you cant see her face, but in the manga, you can see that shes not taking it very seriously when she says "unfortunately, i ain't that crazy". like. the subs make her dialogue seem weird too. shes literally just making up hypotheticals

i think if they kept this scene casual but gradually built the drama you would have a scene that doesnt manipulate the audience ("what?? ari what do you mean by manipulate the audience??" ill get there), that shows how geto came to his conclusion on his own, and that accurately represents yuki's character. it would only be a start if they had the camera angle in a place that puts them on equal footing. from where it was, it seems as if yuki has more power than she actually does. which she doesnt. in terms of jujutsu society and whatever

shes literally the special grade who "fucks around" overseas. she doesnt give two shits about jujutsu society. the power she has here is her special grade status and her salary and thats it. meanwhile geto is a man, a special grade, and works directly under jujutsu society. he has more influence than she does, realistically speaking, considering i doubt the higher ups would want to listen to her anyway if that kind of situation ever occurred. gojo and geto could command that attention. it wouldnt be so simple for yuki

"but this isn't about yuki's power in general, its about the power her words hold over geto" well i'm saying that she doesnt have any power over him. generally, people are able to manipulate other people because they have power over the other, generally, or because the other perceives this manipulator has power over them. the common argument is that yuki manipulated geto, but she didnt, because she does not have power over him, he knows she doesnt have power over him, and they are on equal footing.

so the decision to have light coming in from the window behind them, and having the camera look up at them is kind of flawed, because youre not accurately representing whats going on here. rather, youre illuminating the perspective of only one party, thus distorting the actual interaction, because what happened in the anime didnt really happen. thats a distorted memory. "omg ari wtf are you talking about youre just saying words now. of course thats what happened"

except theres a different lighting, different tone, different mood because the way this scene was thought out is entirely from geto's perspective. from his perspective it all seems true that yuki "made him" do what he did because of how shes portrayed, but from an outside, objective view, you can see that blame and reasoning gets shifted, as does happen in people's memories. on her end, this was an interesting debate and set of hypotheticals to think about. she didnt have the intent jjk fans think she does. but this part gets distorted when we have the memory of this conversation from geto's view, and how it affected him. i think the way it was executed in the manga, its a little clearer that geto simply took the wrong words to heart, rather than it being yuki having the wrong words to say.