#nick was stressed tf out

[massiveladycat]

me trying to understand people who say nick davis is 'toxic'

he literally never can win. be nice to his girlfriend?? 'TOXIC NICE GUY!!' oh, wait, he punched sel because sel was actively letting his bloodlust hurt nick when nick begged him before to stop?? HOW RUDE OF HIM!!!! tell sel to stay away from bree because nick genuinely thought that sel was going to end up killing her?? ASSHOLE!!!

[viamia]

You know, ever since I was a teenager I started having a lot of anxiety attacks, which I still face even today as I get older. I would really like to know how you think Sunny Day Jack and the other guys in the games would react or help if MC had an anxiety attack…

Oh you poor sweet soul, ill happily write this for you. I'm pray that you'll find a way to relax and keep calm.

Snaccpopstudio boys and how they help with your panic attacks

Tw:Mentions of extreme stress, panic attacks, and uncomfortable themes. Leave now if your uncomfortable with any if these topics

Jack: When you start hyperventilating, your body becoming shaky, jack immediately is on high alert and on the dot, making sure your in a quiet area with food and water to help calm your nerve. He whisper sweet nothings to you and just hold you until you calm down.

Ian:Poor baby is panicking and stressing just as much as you. He's trying to figure out how tf to calm you down. He ain't used to this, but he'll try his best to calm you down

Nick:immediately resorts to bringing out his pomeranians. He lets the pomeranians at least calm you down a bit. If that starts to wear down, he steps in and peppers you with kisses and basically spoils you. He lays you down on the couch and covers you a warm blanket, and puts on your favorite movie to help soothe your nerves

Shaun:Similar to Nick, pet to the rescue. Moonpie can tell when you're panicking. The only thing is, the poor girl is blind so Shaun helps to guide her. But instead of letting moonpie calm you down alone, he's there too, he has you in his lap, holding you in his arms as he kisses your head, telling you everything is ok and that's he's there for you.

Bo: when he sees you hyperventilating, he immediately jumps onto you and clings onto in a very tight hug. He's not the best with comfort since he's been in the tomodachi for like, 25 years. But, what I can imagine is him going into feed me mode (yes he'll be wearing pants, I see you people 🤨) so there's basically more for you to hug and more heat to help soothe you.

Taylor:He's trying his best :'). He's not the brightest, in my opinion, but definitely knows when you're having a P.A. he immediately runs off to grab snacks and a blanket. He wraps you in a blanket and holds you like your life depends on it, which, kinda does depending on how severe it is. He's trying his best to make sure your happy and comfortable

Elias: Elias, being a Victorian baby boy, doesn't really know what to do, man ain't used to it. The best he can do is make you some tea and make you your favorite dessert. He's trying his absolute hardest to make you comfortable and calm. He'll ask you questions like if your comfortable or if you need anything, so when your able to calm down, you can explain to him so he'll know what to do next time.

SUPER SUPER sorry that this took way longer then usual. I was tired and was all over the place. I hope you like it tho.

[begginmonty]

working with mike (part two)

(hello here is part two, sorry for the long delay urm, there is going to be like two more parts to this because i didnt get to put everything i wanted in this and it was already too long lol, so keep your eyes out for the next part/s)

part 1

you wake up a few hours later, finding yourself completely like latched onto mike’s waist and he’s got his arm around you, his head hanging down, almost on top of yours. it takes you a few seconds but it suddenly hits you and you realise you two are cuddling.

you can’t help but stare at him a little, he’s beautiful. you manage to carefully detach yourself from mike, immediately missing his warmth. he doesn't stirr one bit, he is knocked tf out 

mike wakes up about an hour later all groggily, and he blinks himself awake and looks down, lowkey (highkey) wanting you to still be there but you aren't :( but there's a note on the coffee table in front of him. ‘goodmorning for when you wake up! the mechanic called and i’ve gone to sort out my car. i’ll give you back your clothes later, see you at work! - y/n. <3’  even though he’s half asleep, he lights up a little reading the little love heart you left. 

someone's broken into the pizzeria and destroyed it :( vanessa calls you explaining everything and you decide to go into work a little earlier than usual. glass everywhere, old arcade games all mashed up and just broken/destroyed shit everywhere. it’s gonna be a long night. 

after a quick ass whooping from vanessa (not literally, she’s just pissed) she sets off and you get to work quickly. once again putting on the old 80s music mix tape and putting it to play through the speakers, you get to work picking up all the old toys and concessions thrown across the main dining area. 

mike pulls up with abby, and he see’s the lights on, noticing you’re a bit earlier than usual. anyway, they sit in the car, mike explaining rules to abby, “is y/n going to be there?” even the mention of your name has mike feeling something, “uh, yeah, y/n w-will be there” “i like y/n” abby’s smiling, looking at the pizzeria sign. 

you’re busy sweeping up glass, music in the background, and you suddenly hear a “woahhh” you turn around and it’s mike and abby. a smile lights up your face, “hey guys” you were not expecting abby but probably babysitting problems and you weren’t going to snitch to your boss about it. definitely not.

both mike and abby are looking at the damage, and mike looks at you, “oh yeah, vanessa called me earlier and some kids or something broke in earlier this morning” he nods and then he notices you’re actually still wearing his sweatshirt (his heart!!!!)

when abby is all set up, asleep in the office, mike walks out the security office to find you picking up chairs and moving them. “im sorry, for bringing abby, max wasn’t picking up and i couldn't leave her-”  “mike dont stress it, it’s all good” and you smile at him and that kind smile always flutters his heart !! hes got big big crush

you guys spend the next few hours cleaning up as much as you can and the conversation just flows between you (you do most of the talking but he likes listening to you talk) and you make him chuckle a few times and aHHH 

when the two of you are cleaning the kitchen area, your palm grazes a piece of glass, and you let out a little ow looking at your hand, nothing dangerous just a little pool of blood, mike stands up INSTANTLY from picking up something from the ground, “what happened? You okay?” “yeah, just nicked by hand on glass i think” and he strides over to you instantly, holding your hand looking at you palm. he’s very gentle holding your fingers, shining a flashlight. you’re desperately praying the heat in your face isn’t smeared all over your cheeks in heavy blush thank god for dim lighting.

medic mike to the rescue (even though you've assured you’re fine) and you guys are sat at the kitchen counters, on cheap plastic chairs, a first aid box on the table next to you. he’s got your hand in his, and a pair of tweezers. he manages to get the glass out, you hiss a little in pain and he’s focused on getting the glass out so he mumbles (not carelessly hes just focused) “sorry”, “its okay!”, “all done”. 

“where’d you learn to be such a good medic?” “abby” you laugh at his response as you look at your hand, and mike’s just looking at you, staring. something about your smile and the fact you’re in his sweatshirt, it’s doing things to him. (not horny things you pervs) too early for love but something nearly as strong is there. 

“you’re a very good person mike. I hope you know that” your voice is gentle as you look up from your hand, and make eye contact with him, the warmest smile on your lips. no ones praised him like this in such a long time. being constantly told he’s a failure or feeling like the whole world is against him, hearing something so genuine from such a genuine person, he’s unsure how to answer. “there’s a lot of people who would disagree” and begins to tidy up the med stuff, looking away from him but you stop him and reach out, grabbing his hand, he slowly looks at you. “no, mike, i really mean it. you’re a wonderful big brother, and you helped me this morning, you even gave me your clothes, you made sure i was safe mike, y’know. no one’s been this nice to me in a long time”

man doesn't know how to or when to kiss he hasn’t been kissed like since his first kiss when he was probably around 16? you’re gonna have to instigate. he’s silent, looking at you, processing your words. your chairs are already close together, knees touching. you slowly bring your hand up to his cheek, and lean forward and your lips meet softly. !!!!!!!!

its quick and you pull away, he’s flustered!! you look into each other's eyes before he kisses you back, a bit hungrier, more movement and he’s got his hand on the wrist that’s holding his cheek. 

the deepen kiss lasts for a good 30 seconds, before he pulls away and you two are just staring at each other, and there's a small smile on your face and he’s speechless (in a good way!!!!!!!) “i-i should probably go check on abby” “yeah, of course” your voice is soft as is your smile, and he goes off to check on abby. you give him the benefit of the doubt, probably the most romance he’s been involved in for at least 8, maybe 10 years? he’s awkward at it, and you’re not upset he goes to check up on abby, there’s a smile on your lips. although the second he’s out of your view, your eyes widen “oh my god” whispering, realising you just kissed mike !!!

[diientedegato]

curious if you have any design ideas for nick in tfs?

Yeah!!!! A bit ago I was making one of those ref sheet like the ones I made with Sarah and Duck- but got frustrated lmao. But anyways yes :))

(This one the not so oldish drawing-- gonna copy paste the written down ideas abt s4 Nick design to make it make sense. .....they're just notes though)

Nick (32 yo. 1978)

- Determinant amputee, depending on the story. If Clem jumps down to help Luke at the lake, he doesn't get bit.

If Clem doesn't jump, he'll do it himself, and get bit.

In an Alternate case of the second situation, in S4 has a bullet scar in his abdomen. At the cabin, if Jane attempts to shoot Nick, Sarah will push her but the bullet will still hit him. What a day.

- ring :)

- Military cut jacket, band shirts- (I imagine Nick's father might have pursued a career in music, a fame-seeking endeavor that kept him away from home. Consequently, I believe Nick would have developed an interest in music-. So band shirts :)) (Also military jackets because. Peter.)

- In TWDG timeline the Walkers appear in 2003 (or so the wiki says). At that time, Nick was approx 25 years old. This bastard must have had a Y2K and whatever south Americans style before things went down, so- yeahj. Band shirts must be from when he was a teenage/ya. So like 1980-1990s?

- White hair (stress)

- Friendship bracelet made by Sarah :). (Or a jelly bracelet) He called it stupid when it was given but currently couldn't care less how it looks. He's fond of it.

- Patch, bullet hole, or stains on hat. Worn out.

- The watch. It's there.

- I'm thinking maybe he gets a prosthetic made by the s4 kids..... shrug.....

[worth-this-and-more]

Sarah Griffiths: a character study because people aren't talking about her enough and im so disappointed yall pt.1

[spoilers for legendborn and bloodmarked, read at your own caution ;)]

first and foremost, Sarah Griffiths has been my fav character since like forever and I haven't been able to talk about her very much, sincerely sorry, but nvm this post is for her anyway

she is the third person from legendborn that bree met after nick and sel I hope this is some kind of foreshadowing because I want more sar content but okay I'm just grasping fallen marbles atp lool and I feel like a lot of people overlook her. which is understandable because she didn't have a lot of screentime but her time was really important too, so here's my rant about my fav sar moments + character study + fangirling

her introduction was quite normal and formal, and even i could not imagine her fighting the shadowborns, understandably so because this "pixie-like girl in a flowy dress" doesn't really seem fierce enough, or does she??

sar definitely surprised me specifically in this scene:

while everyone is heavily confused but still alert on their jobs, sar made sure to place bree to safety, without giving any unnecessary lecture about "oh page matthews tf were you thinking why arent you back to the lodge??" she really knows how to keep her cool, and her action and reaction are almost similar to what I expect wlliam or greer would do

next fav sar moment was when she defended bree from sel at the infirmary:

sel is right in his place to suspect bree, it's his job to see the safety of the order, and he is angry af. we all know our merlin boy is scary af when angry because as russ so eloquently stated "you're never sure if it's safe to talk shit about him behind his back" and that's true anyway, but like sar really defended bree even when she did not know her, because she trusted nick's judgment and has already accepted bree as their own.

i feel like this is a very important factor in all the characters, especially sar, as I'll discuss further

next, this one:

she noticed bree was shaken from this encounter, because for her bree is a onceborn who had the unfortunate luck of experiencing a shadowborn attack and see so many injuries real time, while being attacked by an uchel as well. she offered to drive her home and walked her to her dorm, a girl's girl through and through. ik it seems like the barest minimum but I will still appreciate it because let's be real, everybody was stressed, who else would've offered to take bree back to her dorm safely?? nick is injured, william is busy, sel is busy trynna kill her, evan is injured, and the others are still processing the day. this small gesture seems insignificant but really shows sar's mindfulness and makes me fall for her harder and harder each time

this car ride is where we find out that she is a victim of racism as well:

which creates multiple questions. she definitely knows tor is racist, and I wont be surprised if tor has herself made racist remarks on sar as well but just keeps it quiet in front of her?? sar must definitely hear tor's remarks about others, especially bree. she stays because she loves tor, as we've seen here:

but there's definitely some kind of resentment towards tor that develops further in the story. how did she end up with tor anyway?? like after tor's "rebellious phase", is she really just in love and trying desperately to ignore all the red flags or is there some other story??

also her devotion to the order?? i love it. the order ain't shit, we know that, but the definite loyalty that sar has towards the order, it doesn't seem like much but I admire that grit so much. she was raised for service, but she chose to stay and serve even knowing all the risks. bree is the first of her family, but sar definitely has her own stories to be known.

again, my fav sar moment:

no explanation needed lmaoo sel doubted his own demon side for a sec haha

sar keeps tor in check around bree, because she knows tor hates bree's guts, and as we see here:

sar definitely calls the shots. im pretty sure that everytime tor finds something to bitch about, sar gives her the deadliest side eye ever because the kindest ones are the deadliest ones always. and whenever bree calls tor out for her behavior tor goes crying to her gf because sar is the only one who tolerates her lool

and finally, the most precious sar moment in legendborn:

everyone is in love with sel because he was the first one to kneel for bree, but we are kinda forgetting that sar was the second one to kneel. she has already accepted bree as a part of legendborn, and did not hesitate to pledge her loyalty to bree. this is the most iconic sar moment I love because she is loyal to the order, to bree, and to her service.

this is what i mean when i say I love sar, there is so much story behind this one girl and I really really wanna know her. i hope she has more moments in oathbound because her loyalty is fierce and I'm pretty sure she will join alice and william too if this gang forms

bloodmarked will be discussed in pt.2 hehe I think this much is enough for today lool

[louiisaa]

genuinly stressing tf out over the fight/break up that will inevitably happen is season 4

the relationship between nick and tao in the show is completely different from the nick and charlie novella. nick completely blames tao for charlie 'breaking up' with him but i don't see that happening in the show? maybe it could happen but but in a slightly different way.

like, i also don't see tao and elle breaking up in the show? so maybe that whole thing with tao and elle breaking up stressing charlie out won't happen?

however it happens it will destroy me

[mischief----managed]

Only Friends ep 9 brain dump

I saw a post about how we as a fandom always want ray and sand together regardless of what they pull and this was my honest opinion.

Now the part where I said sand needs to stay down but show that he can stand up was literally Sand in ep 9. Man really said we can do this but if I see better I'm out no hesitation. The way I lost my mind!!!!!!!!! Because through the episode, he kept saying the shit I needed him to say. He's telling Ray how he feels both good and bad, standing up for himself, creating boundaries, while still being hopeless for Ray. And yes I know through the week we would breakdown all their interactions and find the little faults but right now I'm just going to love the fuck out of this.

Ray and Mew's conversation was probably the sanest and healthiest conversation those two idiots have had in a while. I love that they know that the love they have for each other is not romantic or at east not enough for them to be together. Mew telling Ray to treat Sand right was everything because he needs to or else I will be fighting Ray regardless of the fact that he has khaotung's face. It was a beautiful and wholesome moment.

Sand and Nick's kiss had to happen, I don't care. They are good friends that caught feelings for messy people and they are tired. They know they're decent guys individually, so why not give it a shot? It was weird they laughed it off. They've moved on from it. It was an experience and I loved them for trying. Their love is also platonic and not romantic like Ray and Mew, the only difference is they didn't need the shit storm to realise that (and thank God for that because there's only so much we can take).

Sandray doing it!!! I have not recovered and will not be saying too much about it right now. I'm still smiling like some weird Cheshire cat, honestly you'd think I was sand or ray. But the little cheek kisses after 😍🥰 it was one of the most intimate parts of that scene. That was all feelings and I'm also very much in my feelings right now so....It was so perfect.

On an even brighter note, next episode's preview. Sand is getting Ray's ass to rehab. Some parts of me is worried that is part of Sand's agreement with Ray's dad but I don't want to go there I'm in a good mood. We all know Ray needs rehab and therapy more than a relationship but I'm glad he's getting both because that man is one more fuck away from an ass whooping. He stresses me out on a regular. I just can't wait to see next week's episode and loose my mind even further because why tf not?

ps. I know there are more people to talk about on this week's episode but we have a whole week to go through it. This is just where I'm at right now.

[44-keys]

The scene where Nick came out to his mum stressed me tf out 😭

Like I'm glad she's supportive, but at the same time that conversation had just enough well placed pauses to scare me

[theuniverseawakens347]

Photos down of cashay…

I KNOW WHAT YOU DID …

Why you all not being adults and having conversations with YOUR ABUSERS… ( cardi b has a point there offset culture Hennessy… ur using me when idc not in a malice way but I have MY OWN ISH TO FIGURE OUT, Tristan pops, Malik being difficult in getting me home “we’re trying to surprise you” …. I HATE SURPRISES BEEN SAID THAT LOUD N CLEAR VOCALLY AND WRITTEN ON MY BLOG… ur not helping me. IT DOESNT FEEL THAT WAY … face to face convo or pay my phone bill to text me… PAULA LEE RONNIE … why’s it on the kids and not the adults??? Ddg thoughts ) …

You see what I can do ( who it’s entertainment let’s miss use it… that’s why celebrities scandal and personality tv entertainment platforms are garbage and brain washing the youth… suhki gon agreee .. yara wtf you doing behind the scenes I’m so tired of you as a person… black ish grownish not getting views like cardi and meg converts… I’m talking bout their campaign mostly )

Laps same bullshit you did with Darniece minus the violence. NO ONE SAID I WAS GOING TO THE PSYCHWARD Oct 9 … you detained me station 7 … called Howard nugent BUT TIMOTHY PELKO … didn’t tell me where I was going when I got on the stretcher BUT THE AMBULANCE DID … and you want me to trust you right now urban Alcott and Lapd… in you getting me home …

Me n front of Askari house you said go home “you want me in the PSYCHWARD” - you said no I want you to go home … IM HOMELESS .. I live in my fucking car … well let’s get her homeless resources SO I CAN BE AN INFORMANT FOR FUCKED UP CENTERES THAT SNEAK DISSED DARNIECE OR OTHER PPL LOOKING FOR HELP THAT MY ABUSERS “own” and got SHIT WORKERS WORKING THERE … Lee Colleen NICK OF ASKARI PAULA BENNING. KIMBERLY TAYLOR (RAYVIN )…

I COULD HAVE DONE INFORMANT WORK FROM A LEGIT HOUSE WITH MY PPL IM SUPPOSE TO BE AROUNF TAB …. BUT YOU WANA USE ME TO GET BACK AT EACH OTHER PLUS … CONFUSE ME TO SURPRISE ME WHILE GETTING THE PPL TO LIKE ME … free slavery …

YA DIDNT TALK YA PLANS TOGERHER …

You just said oh my part done at this date then we go into tackling this til here … oh cashay surpassing our time frame let’s add bullshit ( someone w the intent can we make her look stupid… and it’s backfiring on you and putting us in circles to double trouble check things…. But you still not face to face talking with me “we want it perfect when you get home don’t have to stress” … kids doing test and homework… teacher corrects it it’s not perfect always it’s to see what you retained .. then we go over it as a class… I’m a teacher yes or not? Scarlet witch can’t throw a fire ball ( AS PROTECTION PAULA AND MITCHELL CANDANCE DUMMIES HOES )… but entrantress Harley joker quin SHOWING YOU EVEN WITHOUT I AM STILL EVERYTHING IN THIS MORTAL FUCKING SKIN )

SO WHO HATES CASHAY TANEISHA WALLACE … dropping the god and universe bits??

WHO HATES MY FACE BODY N “back talk” ?

WHO LAPD HATED DARNIECE OR THE ROCK??

CAUSE SOMEONE ON THE TEAM LYING.

And you purposely not sending MY safe zones.

THE PPL KNOW IM NOT A THREAT “ she’s a bomb don’t touch or go near” .. THATS WHY HOWARD DROPPED OF SERVING PAPERS 2 birds one stone … shud have been three GETTING ME A HOTEL SHORT HOUSING TIL YOUR DUE DATE TO GET ME HOME .. WTF is this fucking car!?? IT WAS MEANT FOR DRIVING NOT SLEEPING LONG TERM “ ur not going to be homeless for a year” YOU LYING SAC OF ASS… THATS THE INTENTION SO ITS HAPPENING …

YOU LEGIT FUCKING HATE ME.

Bc why you got ALL MY MONIES TIED UP IN UR FUCKING NAME AND HOUSES AND BUSINESSES … ya want me rob a bank??? “Just say ur name it’s free..” ur trying to get me arrested like you did tab and taken… “safe place” BUT HE IN REHAB FOR WHY AND IM HOMELESS AND YAL SAYING I GOT A HOUSE N HE IN A NEW HOME …

WE NOT WHERE WE WANT OR SHUD BE … tf and you cunts know that. Get over the fucking cussing like I got over you fucking up MY ENTIRE FAMILY LIFE AND MY REPUTATION YOU SHOWING ME TWO THE WORLD STUPIDLY. A CAMPAING YOU AINT TALK TO ME ABOUT AND CLEARLY WENT OFF SCRIPT FROM THATS WHY MY FAMILY TOOK BULLETS .. AND YOU JUST … super hero’s vs humans vs y x b z … ya tryna tell the public LAPD THE ONLY SAVIORS .. LEE GARLINGTON TEAM STILL THINK THEY HAVE CONTROL … whomever the lees are in ur group chats … NEXT TIME ( won’t be keke) USE UR OWN FUCKING NAMES AND FACES TO TELL PPL UR FUCKING FEELINGS. “I’m trying surprise cashay” … ur annoying me. To surprise the ppl you mis using me.

[spacestupid]

nick and jodie I stg I don't care about this what are we conversation !! Chaka and Rivers are actually stressing me tf out !!!!

[borom1r]

for the character opinion bingo: maya, franziska, pearl, miles and/or phoenix, + klavier or perhaps apollo? :3c whichever of these sounds more fun!!

bestie ilyyyy i will always do all of the characters shfjjsjf i love Talking and Thinking Thoughts

anyways Maya!!

I DONT HAVE A TON OF THOUGHTS ABT HER BUT I ADORE HER I NEED HER TO BE OK!!!!!! I MISS HER SO MUCH IN THE GAMES!!!!!!

Franziska

I almost put “If anything happens to them I will cry” but lbr she’d be fine. I’m squeezing Miles and Phoenix like stress balls but Franziska and Maya are getting put on my shelves like 2 action figures I’m making kiss

Pearl!!

I ALSO NEED HER TO BE OK. PLEASE. PLEASE CAPCOM IM BEGGING WHAT ARE MAYA AND FRANZISKA AND PEARLY DOING RN!?!?

Miles

Somehow, He Did Not Get A Bingo. hes Everything 2 me. his stressed cat noises and stunted emotions have captivated me

Nick!!!

ALSO no bingo!!! tf!!! he’s so fucking scrunkly I’m obsessed w him. you know Miles’ Phoenix-related stress migraines are so ingrained that he’ll get hit with one out of the blue in Germany and call Phoenix to discover he’s like, gotten hit by ANOTHER car or targeted by the mob AGAIN or fallen out a window or down a manhole or been assaulted by a witness or SOMETHING. and Phoenix just laughs it off. me 🤝🏻 Miles + shaking Nick by the shoulders and shouting @ him that this is NOT NORMAL BEHAVIOR and PERHAPS HE SHOULD TAKE BETTER CARE OF HIMSELF and PEOPLE DO IN FACT CARE ABOUT HIM also MAYBE AVOID MEN WITH FIRE EXTINGUISHERS

Klavier time

HMMM I do not have a Lot of strong emotions abt Klavier but fwiw I genuinely like him!! I would just like to see more of him I think. He n Apollo had such a good dynamic and that all got pushed wayyyyyyy to the backburner w dual destinies. like I’m sorry this is the game series w such iconic lines as “b-bottom?” and “unnecessary feelings” and “maybe YOU should be stripped naked and run out for making a mockery of this court” and “you’re a work of art, Phoenix Wright” BUT AA4 WAS TOO MUCH?????? THATS WHAT MADE U TRY TO NO-HOMO THE LAWYERS????????????? ok. ok I guess. apparently “I’ve never felt like this with a man” was CROSSING A LINE

also I need Miles and Klavier content it’s a widespread joke abt Miles and Nick adopting So Many Children but hello??? hello???? manipulated for potentially their entire lives by someone they thought they could trust, someone in their immediate family, as part of some twisted vengeance plot???? you cannot look me in the eyes and tell me Miles wouldn’t immediately extend a “my office is always open, you’re not alone” to Klavier the SECOND he heard what the fuck had happened w/ Kristoph!!

last but certainly not least, Apollo!

same as what I said w Klavier pretty much. AA4 was going in very interesting directions particularly w it’s characters and then that all just screeched to a halt. NOTHING is addressed. and like it IS the silly lawyer game to an extent but also how much of AA1-3 is about oh idk, your mentor getting murdered or her sister getting kidnapped and/or framed for murder BY HER OWN AUNT or your rival coming to terms with and trying to move past his extremely traumatic past while discovering what it means to be a prosecutor

and like I get they can’t just RETREAD that w Apollo and Klavier so u kinda get a speed run in AA4 with Apollo/Klavier and Kristoph but like. Ok DD, Phoenix gets his badge back, great, what are the ramifications of that wrt Klavier? how is he coping w the fact his brother used him to get a man disbarred? how Does Apollo help him? bc Klavier does spend so much of AA4 helping Apollo in this roundabout, toying way but still steering him towards The Truth. what does it mean for them when it’s turned back around on Apollo and suddenly he IS in Phoenix’s shoes trying to support his rival who IS absolutely mired in emotions and trauma. bc it’s very easy to gloss over what happened with Daryan but like, that was a thing too???? and Klavier is almost assuredly worse abt hiding his emotions than Miles is (Phoenix can read Miles like a book from almost the beginning, while Klavier is a stage performer. he knows how to look effortlessly relaxed when he’s really stressing the fuck out. AND THATS SUCH AN INTERESTING DICHOTOMY WRT APOLLO AND HIS BRACELET ESP CONSIDERING THE WAYS IT DOES MIRROR LAMIROIR/THALASSA AND ZAK????? more “reserved” w/ tension-detecting bracelet(s) vs larger-than-life Performer tm LIKE????? argh.)

I also just want to see Apollo and Miles interact genuinely I think they would be a force to be reckoned with together. Phoenix even THINKS abt getting up to some bullshit and they both fix him with The Stare. Phoenix and Trucy unstoppable force vs Miles and Apollo immovable object (jk jk Trucy has them Both wrapped around her little finger but Miles could absolutely 100% clue Apollo in to Phoenix’s “I am pulling a ridiculous stunt” cues)

(Miles like “and here is how I get him to Stop whatever he is about to do” + Apollo just like “that’s gr8 while you were still in Germany I just started spraying him with a water bottle.” “…like a cat.” “I wasn’t going to get any work done otherwise.”)

[astoldbychae]

@percosim PERCOOOOOOOO! This is not the life his mama (nor I) wished for him. He's just out here being a lil whore at this point...and I-😩

Imma have to put his ass back on an empty lot in a tent because he is really out here showing TF out!

He has 3: Amiri (child), Carina (infant that needs to be aged up ASAP), and now Kai (infant).

No but seriously, I almost lost my shit seeing her smiling and cuddling the damn newborn in manage households. He keep playing around and he's getting a vasectomy! Because I refuse to let him be the Nick Cannon of this save! No ma'am!

I. am. stressed.

He. is. stressing. me. TF. out

I. hate. it. here. *slides down wall*

lil stinka man is a little cutie tho. 🥺 Now I'm on a wild goose chase for more infant cc for boys...bouta be more stressed out.

Change is inevitable, right!?

After a nasty break-up with Dino due to his infidelity, Angel impulsively relocated for a change of scenery, a fresh start. Selling her house in Del Sol Valley to purchase her first investment property (2 bedroom/2bathroom waterfront condo in San Sequoia). The Landgraab's tried their hardest to persuade the original owners (Anaya & Baako Jang) but they went with the better offer instead.

Shortly after Angel moved in she found out that she was pregnant. She always knew she would hang up her 7 inch heels by the time she turned 30 but she never anticipated it would be due to motherhood. But as per usual, life had other plans. She didn't tell Dino about their child until 3 months after she had given birth. Honestly, she couldn't stand the sight of him after what he had done to her. But she knew now was not the time to be selfish, Kai deserves to know his father. And one things for sure, Dino's a damn good father.

Dino has yet to meet baby bean in person but he gets to video chat with him whenever he wants. (He's Dino's first son). Of course he tries to whisper sweet nothings in Angel's ear but for now, she's not giving him the time of day. She is focusing on furnishing her condo. Although she intended on renting it out, she is pacing herself. So far, Kai is teaching our girl a lot about patience (and we love to see it).

He is a Sunny infant, who loves to be held and loves wake-up time. So far, so good. He's Angel's little angel (literally her saving grace). Never thought I'd see the day Miss ma'am would slow down a bit but motherhood looks good on her! Even if it was unexpected for the both of us...🥺

[hucklebucket]

Season 4 needs a body swapping episode.

The Drew Crew investigates some mystical object they know little about and it separates their souls from their bodies and puts them back in the wrong ones. The rest of the episode they try to figure out a way to fix it.

Mostly I'd just love to see Bess with Nick's body for obvious comedic reasons. She is at times grossed out by it, which offends Nick.

Ace ends up with Nancy's body of course. Everyone keeps turning to Nancy with questions out of habit and he's just like "tf if I know." Plus assuming they haven't broken the curse yet, Nancy would be majorly stressed out about this switch.

George ends up with Ace's body and keeps hitting her/his head on stuff because she's not used to being that tall. She enjoys his strength and is constantly picking up heavy things in the background (sometimes with Bess/Nick) while everyone else is working.

Nick naturally gets George's body which prompts a lot of snarky warnings from George/Ace. He at some point has to help Carson - who is clueless about the switch - with something law-related. George/Ace tags along to help, which really confuses Carson (but convinces him that Ace is perfect for his daughter).

That leaves Nancy with Bess' body. Similar to Ace/Nancy, the group reflexively asks her all the mystical questions. She doesn't have the answers which really frustrates her. At some point "Bess" ends up with one of Nancy's scarves around her neck.

[art-i-know-yes]

Ok. I have to.

It's almost midnight and I've been putting it off. Episode 60 of DnDaddies. I'm extremely nervous SO I'm doing a reactions through the episode again because it makes me feel better.

LOTS OF SPOILERS FOR EPISODE 60

I'msoscaredI'msoscaredI'msoscared

PROJECT RUNWAY

"We're trying to support Glenn right now"

THE PODCAST IS NO LONGER GONNA BE FUNNY :´[

"I love crying" vibes

Oh GOD "Pretend to be Willy"

"Got'em"

"Comma baby"

Darryl with the will and testament

NOBODY WANTS TO GO TO HIM

I cAn't with TJ and Ron I'm so close to absolutely sobbing

"Oh-ou you're so mean to yourself"

"First of all, kill him"

"I've been you're rock and you've...been around"

Uuggdfhktxkgur "You can take a discount"

"17+14" EXCUSE ME FREDDIE

"Everything is going to be O-A-K" no it won't

Grant. Graaaaaant. Poor baby.

Blushes in frog

I swear to god if Ron's anchor is ACTUALLY an anchor

"Under GOoOOOoOD"

Nick Jr. IS a commander

"THIS GUY"

Why is no-one in the cabin? Willy is so watching them

"That's healthy,ok"

The 2 most emotionally stable

Wow ad change

I'm actually listening to the ad break because I. am. scared.

"Seems safe"

Natural 20 and a 3 "Things are looking good for me"

PW;ILU wtf a code?

"I love you" So most definitely not anything to do with Ron

IDIOT WHY WHY DARRYL

"Ron's inside" why in the f c k. I'm crying. I'm scared.

Why is he so kdrudfkitxzdhskd caaallmmm?

The literal beginning of the episode was like Willy's not going to be chill, so why is he chill

Oh closing portal thing, that's why he's chill

"I'm proud of you" "You are?" "No, it's saying. Calm down, jeez" difzfjxifihtdsgf

So mean to Rooooon

Glenn's pun nearly BROKE ME

De-birds to high five

Anthony why are you asking for his health

"I'm dying happy baby! I'll see my son in hell btch!" I cAn't in every way

POWER WORD: KILL NOOOOOO 100 HP OR LESS

Of cOurse stealing a piece of his fish STOPS HIM

"You gonna finish that" t-the panic in Ron's voice I can't form words. I'm BABBLING like a CHILD

excuse me the BONES

Ron really did that to save Glenn

I love that taking his fish is AGGRESSIVE

"Ok ok cool thanks" everything is not ok cool thanks it is the exAct opposite of that

Smort smaarrttt Henry

Brave brave Henry

"I can see why Barry tolerates you" woooooooooooowwww

We love ruining Willy's lead-ups!

"God, spoilers!"

This. This is why Darryl can't have things.

"Are you ready to see what's in the box?" No. Of course not. But I bet it's empty because of the connection is just hrmph because like what would resemble that

There's about a trillion other questions I would've asked. We'll see what's in the box eventually

I have paused the podcast and made an oc

"You hate that he is hot" "RIP to you but I'm different"

Ya know what I just noticed Willy is actually spelled with an 'ie' Willie. Gonna be honest makes him less threatening

Someone's STAALLLIIIINNNNGGGGG

I .F U K I N. KNEW IT WAS GONNA BE EMPTY

I've officially stopped breathing.

Love that Ron is standing up to Willie

If he was a mistake WHY'D YA KEEP HIM

That was pure emotion in his voice. Why is Beth so good because I'm gonna cry

"Aww kiddo" get away from me your existence disgusts me

Why is it his mind. Ok so we didn't have to face Willy

Wait in the episode where they figure out it was their dads it's spelled 'Willy' the description of this episode it's spelled 'Willie'

"Ronald, Ronald, Ronald" disgusting

UGLY STEPCHILD TF

Btch gets his daddy magic from Ron's despair

Of course fcker isn't actually there

Love Darryl and Henry just ranting at Willy

"Terry loves you" I started laughing

"Ron, he's the fcking dirt that you grew out of!" *snap snap snap*

"I'm a god"

Them talking over Willy is getting me through this also love how it turned into love Ron hours

But the btch did almost powerword kill Glenn if it wasn't for a fuuuuuuking fish

"We were talking Willy" I love that

"Can't even think of something mean to say" Daaaaarryyyyl

DID HE FCKING SAY SEACREST OUUUUT I CAAAAAANT

I'm glad they didn't actually have to fight Willy. Doesn't make me any less stressed about this.

"Noooww you're makin sense Ron" goddamit Glenn

"Wanna burn this cabin down" "I'm gonna go burn some stuff" he's not doing well

"Have him punch a rock and maybe that'll remind him of me" jehesuz chRRIISSTT

"I don't know how healthy that is" it isn't.

"A really sad magic school bus episode that's a metaphor for abuse" jesus chRist

:´( he couldn't even get it ouuuut

"Oh god Vince we gotta put a bell on you or something"

"404 dimensions" "I don't even know how to respond to that"

Oh so it IS gonna be a magical school bus episode

I wonder if Ron will be able to talk to them in his brain. Also I really don't think ANY of the kids should go into Ron's brain

God I love Erin

Life lesson: get good and all your problems are solved

Gamer joke? "um sorry I'm a woman" love Beth

I have mixed feelings on going into Ron's brain

And I still can't believe Willy nearly broke Ron's wrist over a FISH.

Sorry it's really long again and I'm relieved and uhhhh the rest of the emotions I can't decipher. Still wish to bop Willy like a bop-it and FCK I'm still scared and it's now 2 am.

[startwithbrooklyn]

THE GREAT ND REWATCH OF 2021 / SEPTEMBER 28-29, 2019 // the bonny scot

posting this a day later than normal because this is one of the rare episodes that shows a passage of time from one day to the next yayy love that for them

-wonder what filming these beginning sexy scenes is like for them in real life

-sooooo can lucy see nancys sexy dream? is she judging? does this mean she likes nancy with owen or nick more? or is she trying to tell nancy that her sex dreams are irrelevant to the mystery at hand and she needs to focus?

-seeing people in the ✨prison chair✨: gomber, carson, karen (voting for josh s3 just saying)

-completely ignores carson's question about herself typical nance

-"or maybe i did stumble across a knife" its like hes trying to make the case against him look plausible while attempting to maintain innocence. this is a slippery slope for carson to try and encourage her to keep her pacified + hide the truth while also trying to keep her from getting involved bc hudsons

-"genetics gets you in the door" aaaaand then she walks in to everetts office to meet him and crashes their family dinner

-ok who tf is dawn and why is she in charge here

-this guidance counselor of nicks is my favorite person

-"i admire your allergy to pleasantries" bess and nancy both have reveals to big families but nancy does not have the graceful, accepting reveal to her rich family like bess does at this lunch. nancys reveal is messy, cold, bloodstained and sticky-fingered, not nice in any way whatsoever. and this little chat with everett (bit of a parallel to lucy's) just highlights how nancy is always bad at bargaining with her grandparents*- always trying to fight on their level but giving up her equal hand bc she doesnt know how to hide it when they bring up something she doesnt know. like confronting celia at the masque: she was so confident with her theory and what she knew, but then we got a "what does that mean?" like. the instant you say that, you lose. and she walked right into the "yes i do have someone, hes in jail" 🤦🏼‍♀️ even in the car with ryan at the end of s1, he literally just fucking leaves her there. like 🤷🏼‍♀️ what did u think was gonna happen sis?? for all she can predict how past things lead to present circumstances shes fucking awful at seeing the direct future *(grandparents except for patrice bc her dementia makes her inaccessable)

-lmaooooo this awko ass portrait...i get the empty space is for nance but who on earth thought this was a good pic??

-LISBETH 🥺💙

-"will u help the claw for me?" george struggles financially to keep her livelihood while nancy is somehow shown as being taken care of even when her parent is incarcerated; both nancy and george live in single parent homes now with mention of both medical debt and george being breadwinner yet nancy has no struggles while george does. (i wonder if ryan had been able to help george here how the story would have changed)

-"when it comes to following people around without their knowledge or consent i am somewhat of a repeat offender" 😂😂😂

-"he wasnt endgame after all" BESS lmaoooo

-"...okay." lmaoooo i fuckin love owen

-i was hoping the girls' faces would be more shocked like with a glance to owen but they just....werent

-"we're the good guys" <---- this statement is soooo interesting in terms of how they structure the show and how the characters see themselves (its an interesting contrast with the more definitive good vs evil with things that are both clearly good and clearly evil but theres also a lot of moral grey area here, the show is kinda swamped in it. are nancy and crew the good guys? are they the bad guys in someone else's story? concerns.)

-"i'd call it more than just stuff" like why did u concede that??? and then the shit about oof that didnt sound like a compliment lmaoooooo why does she suck at arguing?? she and owen wouldnt work long term bc theyre so similar (as mentioned later on)

-i LOVE george slowly falling in love with nick here- hence how upset she gets when nick bails on her for nancy later (which is totally justified!!!)

-i am LIVING for the little nod this driver guy gives bess when she turns back around all nervous 😂

-"i do like buying things" i would so say that too tbh

-"you'd have plenty to talk about" LMFAOOOOOOO SHE KNOWS "marvins dont marry drivers" so diana is totally fine with the gay its just the poor she has a problem with 😂💙fuckin love that

-love how nancy just casually ruins everything for nick/george lmaooo

-"i have seen you at your best, nancy, and there is nothing like it." 🥴😳 i love this still-in-love look nancy gives him thats so strong he had to change the subject

-so is haunting time 11 pm? from that clock of bashiir's?

-how do NO neighbors notice this fucking water and shit

-these are TOTALLY AWFUL fake screams from the bonny scot crew 😭

-"i know well enough not to get involved when he's in play" both carson and ryan avoid engaging with everett even though nancy is willing to do so armed with less info and more balls/ but "could i trust him" and ryan says yes lmaooooo NO honey + that makes ryan 0/2 for helping the girls when they ask this ep

-"find a project of your own" and he does, with his youth center 🙏🏻💙 what s2 foreshadowing!

-"god i wish i still drank" 😂😂😂

-"she is darling." 💙👌🏻

-okay wtf is mirror bay??

-i really wonder about the extent of celia x sebastians relationship here. did she truly care about him or was it just secret and exciting sex? also would love more hints of diana vs celia moments like these. celia doesnt even look upset. i mean shes had time to deal but like wtf. and who exactly is sebastian to diana? not her husband? like damn what if he was. somehow i doubt she'd talk about him diddling celia if diana was disrespected also

-i wonder if celia being so invested in dna testing nancy was bc everrett dna tested ryan to make sure he was his bc of sebastian / other men (which would be totally valid on his part!! but wouldnt it be funny as fuck if ryan wasnt his 😂)

-what a neat hiding place in this frame lmaooo who put that in for them tho? like how do u go about ordering that

-"you certainly are your fathers daughter" this quote is doubly ironic and foreshadowy bc theyre referencing carson here as being a useful hudson attaché but nancy is playing everett just like ryan played celia about putting his house up (but TRIPLY ironic bc carson pulls off the long con of hiding nancy from the hudsons right under their noses this whole time!) the one time nancy is successful against them

-that bess/lisbeth look while lisbeth does something badass (+diana reassessing now that lisbeth has been revealed to be useful)

-"almost as fun as a real fight" why do i believe him? lmaoooo a bit weird that he would enjoy a fight w a partner, but i also think this is an acknowledgement of nancy being an "opponent" who exists at his level. but i also love the "let me take you out" as a direct mirror of her relationship with nick, where she avoids the public acknowledgment/"going out" but prefers the more subtle/hidden arrangements of staying in. but as shown with later eps, owen is way more capable of meeting nancy where shes at, which is so important to her + the only way of getting close to nancy. (the only foil is ace who somehow is able to do both)

-"not always about a guy" <---- this could have been such a powerful statement if the show had thought having nancy end up alone/choose herself instead of pitting her between love interests (nick, owen, gil, even potentially ace, in only 2 seasons) was a more worthy stance to take ; as an aro/ace person i cant tell you how much i would kill to see just one female protag choose herself over a man. and its more realistic to end up alone than have a happy ending anyway, for all that these shows try to be as "real" and gritty grimdark as possible

-"is that what you want?" this is an interesting question to his mother- like maybe he senses her unhappiness? combined with his issues with his father- still trying to look out for his mom? either way it's sweet. (it could also potentially work as foreshadowing of something happening to her, but i think that was played with but then diverted when it was revealed who really killed her) "i think its time i steer this ship" still kind of patriarchal tho. i get that its him coming into his own as a dad technically but still. i also like how he calls her "mother" and not mom

-love that old white people thumbs up at george asking about his clams 👍🏻

-okay fuck dawn tho lmfaoooo

-"stressful dinner huh?" 😂 i fucking love lisbeth so much why didnt they bring her back (wouldnt it be Fucking Hilarious if they brought lisbeth back to bounce bess on her expired visa since the marvins kicked her out and didnt fix it lmaoooooo)

-BESS IS A TOP lmaooooooo i fuckin knew it

-nick says "you can pay me back" wonder if thats gonna come back in s3 considering their "marital problems" (also, those bonds are sosus lmfaoooo if any single person cashing those was looked at sideways they'd confess in 2 seconds that some random guy is handing out bearer bonds they dont even make anymore with absolutely zero proof as to how he got them)

-"you wanna finish what you started?" 👀 (dont mind if i do)

-"i need my dad back" parallels s2 when she asks him to come home

-parent politics: "you are taking your life in your hands / no, i'm putting it in yours" vs "i know well enough not to get involved when hes in play" both carson and ryan try to dissuade nancy from pursuing her pulling this con on everett but go about it different ways: carson is wildly concerned with nancys physical wellbeing but ryan appears to be leaning more towards weighing the odds for her/ like a "you cant win so cut your losses/dont try" scenario which interestingly might have more weight with nancy; its easy for her to brush aside carson's worrying like second nature but nancy has been established to be a determined winner, and ryan speaks to her here like shes a beginners luck prodigy at a blackjack table by encouraging her to keep her record clean by not dealing in this next round. of course she herself admits shes incapable of not dealing in ie "you know me better than that" but i have lots more thoughts on how effective ryans approaches to nancy can be sometimes (saving for the reveal ep 🙏🏻)

-wonder what all carson knows about the hudsons? + that look on his face when he hangs up... wonder if he was just lying to her about knowing anything or just ashamed at having to admit bad things hes done for them

-love nick & bashiir waiting together 🙏🏻💙+ nicks very strong and pointed "good night" as a means of ending his convo w nancy on his terms (gotta reinforce those boundaries man!)

and lastly

-celia + that gossip girl moment when she just throws the whole phone away 😂(wonder if she was just talking to "gus" or whoever that guy was. keep forgetting the bobbseys' dad is in prison too, wonder if he'll feature in s3)

[whitestopper]

Heartstopper S2E2 thoughts

(Apparently it's only been one day since Nick came out to his mum "last night" - thanks to @indi-glo for that. I think the montage was misplaced in that case.)

"But I'd like to see [Isaac] participate more." Bitch me too tf

I'm too fucking old for this series, the parents are right on the money. Charlie's mum is a valid gingerTM

I like the family intro. Very Snazzy.

Me when I see Olivia Coleman: Oh wow, it's Olivia Coleman.

*while Charlie plays the drums* yes, play!

How did Ben and Imogen move that fast? Straight relationships aren't like that, I could've sworn.

SAHAR IS SA-HERE

Nick and Charlie are lucky Mr Farouk let them chat that long. Can they not call afterwards? Stressing me out, these kids

Nick, just shush Ben loudly. Or ask Farouk to switch seats.

I bet David would make a joke about Nick's "fairy" lights. Also him trying to rate Nick's gf is very scummy

"Like everyone knowing you as 'the trans girl'. Here I can just... be Naomi." I feel like that would likely happen again, depending on how well one passes.

I'm watching without subtitles so I have no idea what Tao's mum said. Regardless, no phones at the table.

"Because I still don't get quadratic equations-" Oh my god, you are going to fail. I cannot help this girl.

Okay, hindsight is a hell of a thing, but I would've told Imogen that he hurt Charlie a few months ago. It won't out him as anything but a prick.

I really like how Nick's distress was visualised.

Me seeing Nellie again: PUBBY

Nick putting on a Marvel movie is proof that Tao was right to be wary about rugby lads

Nick's panic that he was outed to a family member, so relatable :'-D

"You left a picture of you two kissing on my bedroom wall." That is gay tbf.

Nick's mum asking how David would feel if Nick went in his bedroom and David saying that he wouldn't care is so real. Shame it was background noise.

I'm on Charlie's mum's side, tbh. I like Charlie's dad too.

Tao's hair looks decent in the scene with his mum. I think it works better when it's not head-on.

There's definitely something to be said about Tao and his mum being outspoken while his dad was the calm one. That balance being gone is a great insight into Tao's own nature. I just really love that scene, I want to hug them both.

Charlie and Isaac just getting their fucking snacks only for Tao to bust in with all that: 😶😶

Heartstopper S2E1 thoughts

Tori already seems bored of being a 25 year old still at high school. Damn, I'd be too.

Exactly how much time has passed since S1E8 because they're in the same mixed-group Y10/Y11 (this makes sense since these are GCSE years)? How many weeks?

Imogen's dog didn't even do a full roll. Pathetic (I am being light-hearted, it's a cute dog).

Me at every non-Harry rugby lad that interacts with Nick or Charlie: (Mackenzie Zales voice) who the fuck are you

How long would Elle have walked with Tao had her mother never shown up. How long.

Ben is right. They are being very gay. They also talk very loudly in the locker room.

I would have shh-ed Ben very obviously but I don't know if guys do that.

I am happy to see Tao and his dumplings (TAO'S BAOS). Now let him punch racist Harry in the face.

Glad to see Isaac starting to have an arc but it could've started in S1.

How come only Elle and Tao were outside and only working on Elle's art GCSE? I get everyone except Isaac (maybe him too, possibly) would know to give them alone time but it just seems unnatural given that they were all in the front room and then those two just popped outside.

Honestly, Tao is allowed (all-Tao-wed) to be confused/put off by his best friend trying to kiss him. It's a kind of change that you need to talk about at the beginning of a relationship and they haven't even started it.

I'm curious as to how Elle's experience as a black trans girl factors into this but I doubt it'll be brought up.

If I needed to pee but my friend decided to dwaddle about trying to come out to me, I'd kill him. Imogen is a saint for that.

Imogen is right. It was very obvious. She is also very sweet and I'll protect her forever.

Elle, stop talking about trying to flirt with Tao. He's right there. Other people are there.

Tao, Nick and Charlie need to get off their phones and go to sleep.