#nice to know you tag game

[sissytobitch10seconds]

Nice to Know You Tag

Tagged by: @anotherbluesunday 

Relationship status: In a queerplatonic relationship with my bf ( @tuberculosis-planets ) and My Boyfriend Will Byers (he does not have a tumblr yet)

Favorite color(s): I’m very fond of pastels, particularly blue and purple

Song stuck in my head: It’s Only Sex by Car Seat Headrest

Last Song I listened to: Jackie and Wilson by Hozier

Three Favorite Foods: Watermelon, amaretto ice cream, and steak

Last thing I googled: viktor hargreeves fbi

Dream Trip: A week long trip around Denmark and Germany to see old castles and other historical sights

Anything I want right now: To be able to get all of my writing goals done for today and the weather to make up what it’s doing so my joints stop hurting

Tagging: @lovely-number-7 @tuberculosis-planets (anyone that wants to participate can, I don’t really have that many mutuals that haven’t already done this haha)

[lady-murderess]

NICE TO KNOW YOU TAG

I was tagged by @penelopwgarcia thank you for the tag, lovely 🖤

Relationship status: taken

Favourite colour: I have a few... Teal, purple, green, cherry red and orange.

Song stuck in my head: Crazy On You - Heart, In The Meantime - Spacehog, and We Care A Lot - Faith No More

because the GOTG Vol 3 playlist is haunting me wherever I go

Last song I listened to: Don't Speak - No Doubt

Three favourite foods: spicy ramen, steak, and tikka masala curry

Last thing I googled: cast of john tucker must die

Dream Trip: A whole month traveling through Japan, sightseeing and experiencing as much as possible

Anything I want right now: To get myself sat down and plan out my cosplays for my next con. I can't decide what day to wear Poe Cup Wednesday and which other character I should do alongside her. Not only that but decide what new cosplays I wanna do this year

I'm tagging:

I'm sorry if anyone's been tagged more than once, I don't know who's been tagged and who hasn't 😭

@realmermaid333 @suchaladyy @georgecantread @therulerofallpotatos @chaoticstupiddm @cosmic-lullaby @gaybutstraightforjamesbarnes

and legit anyone else who wants to do it, I guess?

[gobstoppr]

Tetris Fanart.

I've been playing tetris while listening to horror podcasts. and yeah

[mxfrodo]

y'all for fucking real. don't fucking write slave fics or x reader fics of aventurine's slavery??? are you guys out of your goddamn minds???

[theredcuyo]

You see, i keep thinking about fics sending characters back in time and how they just fix everything and they're sweet and i love them but also

There's things you just can't change, you know?

How would a 8 year old fucking stop a traffic accident on the other side of his city, not even the country they're in

How does a child prevent someone somehow from getting an illness that will kill them, both psycological and not

I'd love a story where yeah, they fix what could be fixed but stomp into walls that just couldn't be prevented, not having money for the doctor, personalities that just won't do as they wish, people forgetting or ignoring a kid's advice, someone that needed more than a few words to turn away from certain paths

And i don't mean it in a "Destiny finds a way" type of thing, they can do stuff, they really can, but somethings go far, far away from their capabilities

[quantum27]

sorry I can't join the bowerstone revolution yet I'm busy being a landlord

[marblerose-rue]

click for better quality!

the perched king / tigerstar I

[breakbeatbun]

y'all have gotta learn to act normal about other people's characters

just bc you think they're hot doesn't mean the person who made them wants to know if, or how, you'd fuck them. i feel like that's common sense. it doesn't make it OK now just because it's not a real person you're sexualizing. you don't know what they mean to the person who made them, and if you do, well what the fuck, then.

[yourgamemasterthewhiterabbit]

Both my parents actually suffer from HORRID emotional dysregulation and are prone to snapping and going into rages. My sister is the same way tbh. I am now realizing this is why they are constantly baffled by the question of whether or not I am mad at them.

I don't have external meltdowns.

I could. I don't let it happen.

I keep my rage on the inside and stay pretty quiet about it. It's just as strong as theirs [physically shaking nose bleed from high blood pressure kind of bad], but like as a kid I saw how terrifying it was to be around [dad breaking dishes, mom putting our lawn chairs into walls] and I just internalized that I wasn't going to wear that anger on the outside.

So my mother genuinely cannot tell if I am just being quiet or if I am silently hearing the dial-up noises of pure rage. This has lead her to both making strong and confident statements like "You are a pacifist who would never hurt a fly U.U" but also acting like I am secretly dangerous maybe... It's because she has never seen me snap.

She knows what her temper is like [throwing chairs through walls], she knows what my father's temper is like [pick up child and toss out door], and she can tell I am being tested, but she doesn't know what happens when I snap or where that breaking point is.

Her -perhaps unhinged- solution to this, my whole life, has been to do things that should obviously enrage me or shut me down completely, like ignoring important boundaries, repeatedly, punishing me for expressing emotions or needs at all, etc... And then to constantly ask me if I am angry with her when I get too quiet [right after near directly telling me to shut up].

It has occurred to me now, they have never once seen me lose my temper, so they literally just can't tell if I am angry at them. My sister is easy, my mother fights and screams with my sister constantly, my mother understands this. My mother doesn't have any grasp of feelings or boundaries that are not screamed at her [apparently, and I fear my sister is the same way]. Her and my sister are close despite constant fucking fighting because they understand each other.

They are trying to get me to engage the same way and it is not working. I realize now that this has been hard for them.

I was so successfully taught to suppress my emotions, by being punished for any outburst, that rage quiet looks the same as any other kind of quiet from the outside. To them anyway.

I did tell her. For the record. I used my words. I did tell her very calmly that my response to rage, in order to avoid doing the things that terrified me as a child, was to simply leave [the autistic urge to GTFO]. When a situation or person causes too much of the dial-up rage noise, I simply extract myself from that situation, up to and including never speaking to a person again. I explained this calmly. I explained it calmly 100 times and I explained that I explain myself calmly as my rage response 1-5 [also pretty much every other negative emotion tbh], and I told her that what came next was me simply opting out and fucking off. I told her this. I couldn't understand why she never took me seriously, or why she never fucking understood.

I couldn't understand what made her like this.

But it's the same problem I have with everyone else multiplied by a factor of 10.

If I am explaining myself calmly, they can't understand that it's actually serious or that I am actually upset. ESPECIALLY because they read me as "female" and women "aren't that rational" so if I am not screaming and crying about something, which I never do, people assume I can't be upset and it isn't serious.

And then after having my boundaries ignored too many times despite having calmly explained how and why it's a problem [shaking inside or not]... I leave. I leave and everyone gets upset like this is unexpected behaviour, even though I told them 50 times that is how I would respond if they kept doing *the thing.*

And for neurotypical people especially, they are expecting there to be a disconnect between what someone says they need or feel and what their actually boundaries and feelings are, and they expect the latter to be demonstrated with emotions. Telling them bluntly you do not function that way somehow never helps?

My mother isn't just looking for normal yelling or a few tears to know I am serious, whether or not I do those either [I don't], she's looking for an explosion to know there's a problem at all.

Fucked if I know how she proceeds through life this way in general or if this is just her expectation of her own kids???

And I couldn't get why my mother couldn't read my emotions and didn't seem to think I have any. It's because she's testing for the rage limit to see where my 'actual' limit is instead of taking my word for it. Never the fuck mind that she could simply *not* test at my boundaries instead of letting me have them. Separate issue.

I couldn't figure out what made her *like this*

She's expecting me to throw a giant meltdown violent tantrum at people when I have 'actually' had enough. Maybe she got away with those being like 5'4" in another time, but I am the size of the average man, I do not get to have giant screaming rages, whether or not people perceive me consciously as a woman, and least of all because a lot of people -at least unconsciously- read me as 'masculine' or at least always "they guy" of the situation compared to all other women and some men [bigger stronger and more rational, more able to just absorb the damage and let it go so the less rational screaming/crying one doesn't have to be dealt with]. Even if it was in me to be willing to terrify people [usually never], there are such limited instances where it wouldn't just blow back on me. Potentially very dangerously.

I am going to be the quiet calm one. You are going to have to let me use my words, bitch.

So she kept ignoring my boundaries until I had to cut her out of my life, and she probably doesn't understand and probably thinks it feels sudden -after 36 long years of bullshit- abrupt and unfair.

But I told her hundreds of times.

I probably should have just screamed at her.

[restinpeacesensei]

suggesting something,,

[queerdiazs]

snippet sunday 💨

hi HI it's amanda and this @ is temporary but come on. COME ON. it's too good not to use!!

please take this humble recycled offering of the beginning of the end of edisol because i will give eddie the messy breakup that man deserves, thank u

“That was fun.”  Caught, Eddie turns on his heel. “Marisol,” he says, hot with blistering shame. He forgot his girlfriend was in the other room while he and Buck were arguing—she must’ve heard everything.  She presses her lips together in a tight, sour line. “Did you lie to me?” she asks. “When I asked if you and Buck were ever together?”  He laughs, an ugly noise that burns his throat and leaves a nasty taste on his tongue. He should’ve known—nobody brings out the best or the worst in him quite like Evan Buckley. This time, though, it isn’t only him who’s been burned.  “No,” he answers. “I didn’t. I swear.”  Marisol huffs. “You just want him.”  “Doesn’t matter now,” he says, too much of a coward to raise his head and meet her eyes. She deserves that, at the very least, but whatever bravery he held in his heart fled through the door Buck bolted out of. “He has Tommy.”  “No, he doesn’t. You made sure of that tonight.”

i heard tumblr's got a bug so bEAR WITH ME OKAY

tagged by @devirnis, @tizniz, @loserdiaz

@eddiebabygirldiaz @honestlydarkprincess @daffi-990

@wikiangela

tagging @spagheddiediaz, @goforkinard, @neverevan

@actualalligator, @monsterrae1, @underwaterninja13

and i hope? this works??? sorry???

[sidver]

[katsigian]

I have an idea about a tag game but I'm nervous about starting it ghdjfhdjs it's essentially like a WIP whenever, but a lore whenever. Basically it's like a "tag, you're it, here's the microphone to chat about something in regards to your OCs" and I dunno how it'll go

[the-crow-binary]

Going on the "castlevania" tag is soulbreaking and honestly tiring, but the "akumajou dracula" tag? Guys. Guys it's so healing. It's so cool. I feel free, finally. Away from the untagged/badly tagged NFCV shit. Every game fans in here need to use this tag. It's a breath of fresh air. Y'all have no idea how great scrolling through CV content without being interrupted by a fanart of Lenore is before you try it. You'll go on the akumajou dracula tag and the most popular post of the moment will actually be smth from the game. Holy shit. Absolutely divine.

[solsilverpine]

Last Line Challenge

Rules: In a new post, show your latest line (artwork or written), and tag as many people as there are words (or as many as you feel like)!

tagged by @hayesflint and @sunatsubu

Anyone that wants to do this can, tag me if ya do 👉😎👉

I have two fic's i'm working on right now so y'all can have a sneaky peak at both.

Warrior and the Lasat Ch 4

‘Zeb you need to do something about your Imperial,’ Kanan muttered as Zeb came back inside. ‘Look if this is about Hondo-’ ‘No what happened to… you know what never mind, just pick me up and take me to the library. It’ll be easier if I just show you.’

And under the cut a line from spicey lil one shot I've been working on about Kallus and Zeb using their retirement to try new things. (inspired by this drawing Hayes did a while ago)

‘I could spend the next decade praising your d*** with a devotion usually reserved for those who worship higher powers and still not convey everything…and that was before I saw you in lingerie. Now I might never have another productive day in my life. All those times people joked that I left the empire for your d*** weren’t accurate exactly but…they also weren't untrue.’ ‘Huh, look’s like I owe several people money next time we go back and visit- Oh, oh!’

[cheaploafs]

late night cuddles