#ngl as beautiful as this would be I kinda think (or hope) it might be something still to this effect but more poetic and devastating
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symphonyofsilence Ā· 6 months ago
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Why I think there might be a possibility that Gojo's last words to Geto were "Aishiteru":
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(This is is Gojo's English VA tweet that implies that Gojo's last words to Geto translate to 3 words in English)
So, yeah...whatever those famous last words were (and it's so cool that they're famous last words despite and perhaps because they're unknown. I feel like them being unknown and only between Geto & Gojo makes them much deeper and more beautiful) happy pride month to Gojo & Geto.
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lawchwan Ā· 6 months ago
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do you like the sound of the music? (law, ace, sanji, zoro, kid)
summary: how the boys sound when they're getting pleasured. reader: gn!reader genre: smut disclaimer: not super detailed smut, but a grave detail on how these fine men sound like a/n: I know I haven't done an a/n, but it has been a minute since I posted here. I have been preoccupied (thanks to being a senior at uni) but now that I am done with everything, I hope I have more free time to post some fics and reignite my love for writing. I won't bore you much and we will proceed with more content (also my fem!law fic is in the works and it'll be put out sometime soon)
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Law
as much as i'd like to advocate for the whimper-whiny-loud-subby!law agenda that i have been adapting to my psyche while i was gone, he seems like the quiet kind while he's pleasuring you.
obviously not the type to be overtly silent to the point you won't hear a breath out of him. he's just simply a grunter and a light growler. he won't be very vocal unless you want him too.
when he comes, thats when you hear the magic beautiful sounds. it depends on the type of sex, dynamic, and/or pace you two have set in, heā€™ll either grunt a dragged deep moan or a slight whimper that cascades into your ears as he spills out his load onto you.
ā€œmm, shit, fuck, y/n, you feel so fucking goodā€¦fuck~ā€
ace
oh that loud ass motherfucker. if you expect him to quiet down, well youā€™re out of luck. even if you placed a gag on his mouth, heā€™ll still spill out the loudest moan any human could produce (please gag him, he actually loves it).
ngl he kinda is the type to give exaggerated noises, like im talking those very exaggerated moans that you would hear in those shitty pornos (that ace may or may not unironically enjoy).
if you want to illicit the most hottest whimper that spills out of his mouth, simply just stroke and tug on his wavy locksā€”he will definitely go feral over this simple manuever. his mouth would probably be wrapped around your nipples, and his muffled moans could be heard on the outside, disturbing whoeverā€™s nearby.
ā€œmmā€”pfah! you think you can cover my mouth, baby?! huh?! think againā€”oo FUCK!~ā€
sanji
another loud boy. maybe not as loud as ace, but definitely can be loud if he needs to be.
heā€™ll honestly let out the most cutest and hottest moans any person can produce, it can even border into whimpering. he does get embarrassed when he gets super loud though, so keep a gag nearby if needed.
heā€™ll, however, take pride that only you can push him into the edge and let him produce music to your ears, much to the dismay of the crew. heā€™ll sometimes purposely moan out loud if it means to piss off zoro and keep him up from his slumber, leaving the green mosshead disgruntled and disgusted.
ā€œoh~oh my god! y/n! you feel soā€”fuck!ā€
zoro
zoroā€™s a grunter. next.
no but in all seriousness, he does seem like a grunter and the type to give you dirty talk. he, like law, is not that talkative but heā€™ll say the most filthiest of shit in your ears that will leave you melting under his touch.
heā€™ll also maybe taunt you by groaning along with you with a smirk as he looks down at your wet parts.
ā€œaww, you want my cock that badly?ā€¦ well you might have to beg for itā€
kid
jesus this man is crazy in bed. he strikes me as the type to be a growler. he seems to me to be very animalistic as he rails you like thereā€™s mo tomorrow.
i can see him pinning your hips down as he thrusts himself into you, throwing his head back, letting out the loudest growls and groans as he speeds himself up. heā€™ll probably start talking in haste manner as well as soon as he feels himself getting closer to let his waterfall out.
ā€œcā€™mon.. fucking, cā€™mon! you better come for me. come for me. come for me. come for meā€”grrr FUCK!ā€
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mercy-burning Ā· 1 month ago
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A Study in Anchored Souls
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Pairing: ghost!Spencer Reid x fem!Reader Summary: In which the ghost of Spencer Reid discovers that in order to unveil his unfinished business and finally lay at rest, he must somehow enlist the help of the woman who now inhabits his apartment. Category: MATURE (18+) Content: Strong language, mention of weed, ghost shenanigans (?), female masturbation, fingering, oral sex (fem receiving), brief handjob, unprotected p in v sex, Spencer is invisible for all of that LMAO Word Count: 11.8k
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NOTE: God, I love ghost smut. That was a goddamn blast to write! Like you don't even know how giddy it made me putting these words to the keys. I even put in extra effort and made a little photo banner, which Iā€™ve never done for a one shot before, and Iā€™m kinda obsessed with it ngl šŸ˜‚ I hope you love this one as much as I do! <3 Written for @imagining-in-the-margins Autumn Air writing challenge!
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ACT I: Girls' Night
Spencer Reid always knew he would die.
It was a cold, hard fact of life that at one point, everyone would die. It was unsure when or how, but it happened. There was no escaping it. That thought alone was enough to squander most of his anxieties about deathā€” even after a few near-death experiences and the constant danger his line of work tended to throw at him throughout his lifetime.
Still, the one thing he couldn't stand to think about was the "after". He wanted truly to believe that what happened after death was justĀ nothingness, but after his encounter with Tobias, it stirred up all sorts of questions and unexplainable possibilities that were justĀ too vastĀ for even his brain to try and comprehend.
Then, of course, there was the fact that he was currently standing in his old apartment, watching somebody else live her life, completely invisible to her. He tried talking to her, too, but nothing. It was like he wasn't even there.
But why? It's not like he had unfinished business or anything. The unsub who shot him was shot down immediately afterwards. He watched him die before passing out himself.Ā WhyĀ was he "awake" now, nearly 5 months after the fact, and not when his friends were grieving him? WhereĀ wereĀ his friends, and why has the afterlife chosen to tie Spencer to a place rather than the people that knew and loved him?
Logically it seemed reasonable but really, he just missed his friends. He missed his life.
He hated the afterlife, he decided then. There was no reason he needed to keep doing this when he couldn't even leave the confines of the apartment. He couldn't walk through walls or touch anything or sit down on the woman's gross floral couch. If he wanted to enter another room, the door needed to be opened, otherwise he was stuck right there in the living room, the kitchen, and the open dining space that connected the two. If he was allowed to live his afterlife with his mom, or playing Chess with Gideon, or travelling the world, free to go anywhere and see anything without hardship, it might have been different.
But no. He was stuck watching this woman struggle to move furniture by herself.
He didn't know her. Had never seen her before. She wasn't a student of his or a victim he'd saved or even a fling. She was a complete stranger. A complete stranger who unfortunately hadĀ terribleĀ taste in decor and an even more unfortunately beautiful face.
Her name was Y/N. From what he could gather, she didn't have any family, at least not nearby. Her two best friends were the only other people in her circle that he'd seen in the apartment, and when they were all together it was... interesting. There was a lot of loud laughter and wine, and ohĀ God, the sex talk...
It felt intrusive, but he couldn't leave. He could migrate to another room, maybe, but his ears still worked, even a little too well. His eyes, too, seemed to be as sharp as ever, any imperfections to his vision completely mended. He was simply over aware ofĀ everything, and yet hollow at the same time, and he hated everything about it.
But what could he do? He couldn't even touch anything or communicate to anyone, so how could he possibly figure out what was keeping him here and how he couldĀ get outĀ of it? Did his new roommate hold some sort of knowledge or ability to help him solve this mystery, or was he destined to watch her live out her life in this place that he once called "home"? Was there any connection between them at all?
He didn't know.
Usually he liked puzzles, but this one was rather annoying.
He just wanted to rest.
Y/N had been moved in for just over a month (yes, there was a wholeĀ monthĀ of just standing there learning everything about a stranger because there was simply nothing else for Spencer to do) when finally, there was a small glimmer of hope.
Heavy on theĀ small.
It was Girls' Night. Friday. It always consisted of too much wine and movies and snacks and discussions about whatever they were reading or watching. Despite the differences in the routine, the camaraderie made Spencer miss his friends. He wondered what they were all up to. Maybe, if this all worked out, he could actually find out.
But for now, he had to focus on the baby steps.
When the girls showed up with a Ouija board, he couldn't help the incredulous laughter that escaped him.
Y/N, it seemed, felt the same disbelief. "YouĀ guys, what the fuck is that?"
"What does it look like?" the first friend, Maya, retorted.
The other, Robin, added, "You were the one that said you felt like you weren'tĀ tooootally alooooneĀ in this apartment..."
Her haunting inflection elicited a backhandedĀ thumpĀ to the arm, Y/N groaning as she closed the door behind her. "Yeah, but that doesn't mean I would want to know what or who it is! Besides, I'm probably just paranoid. It's just being in a new place and the anxieties that come with it, that's all. You guys are insane."
"Only one way to find out!"
Was Spencer really going to entertain this? A goddamn Ouija board? He enjoyed his fair share of spooky things and researching superstitions, butĀ thatĀ was out of his realm of belief. On the other hand, one couldĀ technicallyĀ consider him a ghost... He could look down and see himself, but nobody else could see or hear him... Y/N had obviously voiced a concern for feeling a presence to her friends, but how much of that feeling was accurate and how much of it was, in fact, 'new home anxieties'?
As the girls unboxed the board and set up their things, Spencer sighed, mumbling to himself, "Only one way to find out..."
Maya closed the curtains and turned all the lights off, meanwhile Y/N and Robin were collecting and lighting any candle they could find. They cleared off the low coffee table in front of the couch where the girls sat and set everything up there, Spencer taking a seat on the floor opposite the group. It was then that Y/N said something that made him laugh.
"Wait, shouldn't we give the couch to the ghost?"
"What?"
"Well, what if it's an angry ghost? And then we make it sit on the floor, and it decides to exact vengeance on us? Maybe we should... I don't know, be more hospitable?"
"Hmmm, maybe you're right," Robin said, standing up. "Do you hear that,Ā Ghost? We're only being nice to you, so please don't kill us, m'kay?"
Spencer sighed. Little did they know, he couldn'tĀ actuallyĀ sit on the couch. Or a chair. Or anything that wasn't the floor. It was like the ground was the only physical thing he was anchored to. Still, the girls had no way of knowing that, so they shuffled their way to the other end of the table, flipping the Ouija board so it would face the other way. Spencer got up and moved then. He'd have to stand uncomfortably in the small gap between the table and the couch, bending down at the waist to use the board, provided he could even touch it.
He had no idea how this was going to work, if at all.
It was all starting to sound and feel absolutely ridiculous.
The girls each put a finger on the planchette, nervous laughter emanating from them, and Spencer gave one last deep breath before reaching out to touch it himself, anticipating the moment of truth.
His hand hovered over the board, feeling a blockĀ justĀ before he would make any contact. He couldn't touch it. His hand wouldn't even go through. He retreated and huffed, wondering if there was something he could do to communicate with them otherwise. He tried to blow out one of the candles, but with no luck. He could feel his breath against his own skin (could you even call it that at this stage?), but the objects in front of him were completely oblivious to his presence.
He was about to give up and call it a night, leaving the girls to have their fun, but then one of them gasped.
"Wait, don't we have to use two fingers? Is that how it works?"
"Shit, I think you're right."
They adjusted their positions and Spencer sighed, but indulged them just in case.
His hand lowered again, middle and pointer fingers approaching the planchette in anticipation. He half-expected there to be resistance again, but this time, a cool rush of wind gusted up in between them as his fingers made contact with the wood.
"Holy shit!" all four of them exclaimed in unison.
"Did you feel that?" Maya squealed excitedly. "Wicked..."
"No, not wicked!" Y/N whined. "We should stop!"
"Really? You know for sure now that there's a ghost living in your apartment, and you're justĀ notĀ going to ask it questions to make sure it's not harmful? Be smart about this, bitch," Robin countered playfully.
Spencer wanted to cut to the chase. He moved his hand, spelling out a word, and the girls collectively gasped before reciting each letter out loud hesitantly, like they couldn't believe what was happening.
"H-A-R-M-L-E-S-S"
"Oh my God! You have a Casper!"
Y/N shook her head furiously. "You guys, stop fucking with me, I mean it. This isn't funny."
"I didn't move it!" said Robin.
"Me either," said Maya. "Besides, you felt that wind right? How could either of us have done that?"
"I don't know, because you're a fucking wizard or something! Cut it out!"
"Hey, if you didn't want to do it that badly, you would have taken your hand off the planchette... Hey,Ā Ghost, have you ever seen Y/N naked?"
"Robin!"
Maya cackled and Y/N went pale. If he wasn't already dead, Spencer would have probably gone pale as well.
The truth was, heĀ had. Seen her naked, that is.
He wasn't proud of it. It happened by total accident. Sort of. He was following her around the apartment all day because he was bored, and he'd ended up locked in her bedroom with her. Either he was truly horrible at reading people (which seemed impossible considering his profession) or she had just gotten a random spurt of excitement, because the moment her door closed, she whipped her shirt off, exposing her bare torso to him, and he couldn't move. He was frozen, completely shocked at the sight before him. She reached down to take off her pants, and he turned around then, quickly becoming aware of the situation.
She rustled behind him and he tried desperately to walk through the door. Any time he got close, the barrier would stop him. He couldn't do anything but stand in the corner and pray toĀ whateverĀ that she was only changing.
She was, in fact,Ā notĀ changing.
Spencer swore in that moment at the table that he could still hear the lowĀ humĀ of her vibrator and every single sound that came from her body and mouth that night, and he was absolutely mortified.
He'd only dared to glance back when he heard the end, her breathing slow and the humming gone. It was silent for a while before he turned around entirely, only to find her asleep, sprawled completely bare over the covers. He wished he could have draped a blanket over her, but his hands were more or less tied.
Thankfully she was only asleep for about a half hour before she forced herself awake to clean up and actually go to bed.
Spencer never followed her around the apartment ever again. Just in case.
"Don't answer that, Ghost," Y/N rushed, "Robin's just fucking around. We promise to ask you serious questions from here on out."
Maya faked a snore. "Come on, Y/N, this is supposed to be fun. The ghost is harmless."
"No, the ghostĀ saidĀ it was harmless. Doesn't mean it is."
Spencer thought for a moment as the girls went back and forth, and then he spelled out another wordā€” or an acronym, rather.
"It's moving again!" Robin gasped, spelling out the letters.
"F-B-I"
"Holy shit did you work for the FBI, Ghost?" Maya inquired.
Spencer moved the planchette to the "YES" at the top of the board.
"Maybe... Maybe we should stop calling themĀ Ghost..." Y/N took a shaky breath and closed her eyes for a brief moment before nodding. "Ummm... Spirit Who Resides Here..." Robin and Maya snorted. "What is your name?"
Spencer wished he could tell her she didn't need to be formal, but it was amusing watching her do it anyway. He spelled out his name, first and last, and the girls made a collective hum of acceptance. A normal name and not something concerning.
"We should Google him," Robin said matter-of-factly.
Maya hummed in agreement, but Y/N swallowed and asked another question. "Spencer, you're not... Going to hurt me, are you?"
He moved the planchette to "NO," and watched the relief take over her body, relaxing her muscles and her posture for just a brief moment. He could tell she was still wary, but it was a step in the right direction.
"See? Told you he was harmless."
"He still could be lying," Y/N mumbled. Then she sat up straight. "Not that I don't believe you, Spencer. I'm sorry. You just have to understand that I'm a woman living alone, and the thought of a man I can't see haunting my apartment is just... It's extremely terrifying."
He felt bad for her. As annoying as his situation was, he couldn't imagine being in hers. He almost wished he hadn't entertained the Ouija board at all and put her worries to rest, but since it was too late, all he could do was try and reassure her that he wasn't a threat.
His fingers moved again.
"U-N-D-E-R-S-T-A-N-D"
And then a pause, before: "S-O-R-R-Y"
Y/N's eyes dropped, and her friends made a collective "Awwwww," before a knock sounded at the door, jolting them all to move away from the Ouija board.
Spencer was knocked backwards, and he expected his newfound sense of touch to disappear once the connection had broken, but to his surprise, he found himself safely seated on the couch. His hands reached over the fabric, testing, and despite his distaste for the floral pattern on it, the cushions were suddenly the greatest thing he'd ever touched. He was grateful for this couch. And for the Ouija board, and for Y/N and her eccentric friends.
Speaking of which, Robin yelled out, "Pizza's here!" and got up with Maya to abandon the board. Pizza apparently seemed more interesting than a ghost, but for two women who Spencer couldĀ nowĀ tell (no thanks to his upgraded sense of smell) were a little high, that seemed reasonable.
As her friends happily greeted the pizza delivery man, Y/N reached out to touch the planchette again, just for a moment, and gently whispered, "Thank you, Spencer."
He returned it with an earnest, "You're welcome," but he wasn't sure if she'd hear or not. She looked around the area for a few seconds before turning around, and it wasn't clear whether she had.
But she seemed relaxed now, and that was a start.
As the girls sat at the dining table and ate pizza, Spencer tested out his new senses just a few steps away. He found himself thankful to be in a familiar place, even if the decor was different. The walls were the same and the bookshelves still stood, now filled with bright Romance novels and trinkets and photos that laid out Y/N's personality quite perfectly. He smiled, running his fingers along the spines of the books, missing the feeling even if they weren't his own.
He wanted to see if he could read one, just for the sake of feeling a book in his hands again, but he figured he'd wait until Maya and Robin were gone and Y/N was asleep.
Until then, he continued to touch things without making them move, not wanting to raise anyone's eyebrows.
And then, a gasp sounded from the dining table.
"I found him! I have his obituary right here!"
"Holy shit, let me see!"
Spencer made his way to the table to observe.
The girls passed around Maya's phone, looking at his obituary photo. Robin made a low whistle, then called out into the air on her left. He was standing to her right, unable to help the dry laughter that escaped him at the irony of the situation.
"Spencer, you wereĀ hot!"
Maya shook her head and sighed. "Yeah. What a damn shame. Sorry, man."
Robin seemed more amused than anything, turning to Y/N, who was reading through the obituary. "Hey, at least you can rest easy knowing you've got a hot FBI ghost watching over you."
"Yeah, but... Why? Do you think he lived here? In this apartment?"
"I don't know. Maybe we should ask him."
Y/N sighed, handing Maya her phone back. "I'm sure he has more exciting ghost stuff to do on a Friday night than entertain us three. All I know is he promised not to hurt me, so I don't really care if he stays."
He was glad for her ease of anxiety, butĀ heĀ certainly cared if he stayed. However, she sounded exhausted, and it was fair. Finding out your new apartment was haunted by a ghost (even a harmless one) sounded like a reasonably stressful situation. He wanted desperately to figure out how to finally move on, but for now he could accept the simple fact that he could actually touch things now, and let Y/N rest easy.
Even if he couldn't yet.
ACT II: X's and Oh's
Every time she came home, Y/N would greet Spencer kindly. Probably out of precaution (you know, just in case he really was lying about being harmless), but brightly all the same.
"Spencer, I'm home! I... I don't know if you're hauntingĀ meĀ or theĀ apartment, but... I hope you had a good day, just in case it's me."
He smiled, wishing he could greet her back.
Eventually, he found small ways to do it.
He fogged up a spot on her bathroom mirror, that way the next time she showered before bed, the heat would reveal a message on the glass: "Good night. ā€”S.R."
Y/N talked to him that night, dressed in her pajamas and walking around the apartment like she was deciding where to talk to him. Eventually she decided on standing in her bedroom doorway.
"Spencer? You saidĀ good nightĀ so you might not even be in here, but... I guess this is me sayingĀ good nightĀ back...Thanks for being a nice ghost, I really appreciate it. If... If there's anything I can do for you, let me know, okay? Okay... Goodnight."
If only there was a way she could hear him. Communicating in mirror-notes was hardly good for anything more than a simple "good night," and despite the fact that he could touch things, he couldn'tĀ gripĀ them, so writing on paper was out. He'd kept trying to open a door with the handle, and with no luck. It was starting to get irritating, wondering what the next step was to evolving as a ghost.
He couldn't even believe he'd thought up the phrase.Ā Ghost evolutionĀ sounded absolutely insane, but he supposed itĀ wasĀ his current reality regardless of how it sounded...
Tonight Y/N was out rather late. For a brief moment Spencer started to worry, but then the key turned in the doorway and relief settled in when she finally stepped inside. She seemed rather tired, but greeted him with a gentle smile all the same.
"Hi, Spencer."
"Welcome home, Y/N."
She didn't hear him, obviously, but it still felt rude not to say it back. He wondered if he could try to touch her in greeting. Maybe a brief brushing of hands or a tap of acknowledgement on the shoulder. But he didn't want to scare her, so he'd have to figure that out.
Thankfully, she seemed to have felt his curiosity somehow.
Later that night, as she laid in bed, she called out, drawing his attention from the living room where he tried to open a cabinet. Still no luck there.
"Spencer? Are you there?"
He wandered over to the bedroom, glad to see she'd left the door cracked open so he could get in. He hesitated before moving, hoping she wouldn't freak out when she saw the door open.
When he did finally gather the courage to move the barrier and step inside, he heard her gasp as she sat up in bed.
"Spencer? Was that you? Um... Move the door again if it was..."
He obliged, swinging the door shut gently as he stepped inside the room. The second the door clicked, he realized his mistake.
Now he was trapped in here with her. Not that it was aĀ badĀ thing necessarily, but the last time this happened, he'd accidentally intruded on a rather intimate moment. His essence warmed at the thought.
"Holy shit. Um... This is kind of weird... I've gotten your notes and talked to you through the Ouija board, but... seeing you move things in front of me is... only slightly terrifying."
Her nervous laughter endeared him but also made him want to comfort her.
He walked over to the side of the bed closest to her body, hoping she'd be willing to communicate more thoroughly somehow. The two of them together could surely come up with something.
Again, their brains seemed to be on the same wavelength.
"If I hold out my hand... Would you touch it? Just to... let me know that it's you?"
Her arm outstretched, and Spencer slowly brought his middle finger down to touch hers, ever so lightly.
The second there was contact, there was aĀ shock. Spencer jolted and Y/N yelled and yanked her hand back, her whole body shuddering as she kicked her legs. "Oh my God, holy fuck!" And then she laughed, reaching out to search for his touch again. He felt... different somehow, but he was still invisible to her. Her fingers wiggled and Spencer helped her out, gently holding her hand to keep it steady, as if to convey, "I'm right here, and it's okay."
"Hi," she said through a smile, her breathing heavy. "It's... Nice to... finally meet you. Kind of. Kind ofĀ meet you, I mean... Not kind of nice. I'm sorry."
He rubbed his thumb gently over the top of hers in response.
"I'm still wrapping my head around this whole thing, I... I guess I just wanted some extra confirmation that you were really here. Can I ask you some questions, Spencer?"
He rubbed her thumb again, and she breathed out with a smile.
"Okay um... Maybe draw a circle on the back of my hand forĀ yesĀ and an X forĀ no...Ā That sound good?"
Spencer traced a circle against her skin, and she nodded. "Good! Okay, cool. This is cool. Um... Did you live here? In this apartment?"
A circle.
"Is... that why you're here now?"
An X, and then a question mark.
"No... You don't know why you're here then?"
A circle.
Y/N pondered for a moment. "Could there be something of yours that's holding you here? Something we have to find or a mystery we have to solve?"
Spencer drew another question mark, then sighed. As much as he liked Y/N, he was pretty sure she would not be able to answer any of those questions. But thereĀ hadĀ to be another way to... level up, so to speak. To make him visible or audible.
"I'm sorry," she said somberly. "From what I've read, you seem like you were a good person. I hope you figure it out, whatever it is. And... I meant it. If there's anything I can do to help you, I will."
He drew a circle on her skin, but kept going around a few times, his symbol of appreciation.
Y/N warmed at the sentiment, smiling and hanging her head to look down at the hand he was holding. He didn't know it, but her skin was tingling at his invisible touch.
"Spencer... I know this is probably going to be weird... But the night I first met you, when my friends were with me... Robin asked you if... you'd uh... If you'd seen me..."
She wouldn't look up, like she was afraid to look at him even though she still couldn't see him. She didn't finish her sentence, seeming to be embarrassed about the punchline, but Spencer didn't need it. He knew exactly what she meant. Before she had time to retreat or move on, he drew a slow circle on the back of her hand.
Her head lifted. "YouĀ didĀ see me? Naked?"
Spencer let out a shaky breath. Hesitated. Then drew another circle, followed byĀ S-O-R-R-Y.
"Oh, I'm not upset, I promise. You don't have to be sorry."
Something shifted in her eyes then and she paused, and Spencer realized that before when she'd asked, she wasn't embarrassed. She was simply feeling the water before diving in.
He swallowedĀ hard.
"Did you like what you saw?"
Her voice was soft, but simultaneously hard with mischief. He looked at her thenā€” truly looked at her with his overly-perfect Afterlife vision, and even in the dim light emanating from the open curtains and the streetlights beyond it, he could see her clear as day. Rather than the big tee-shirt she always wore to bed, tonight she was wearing something lacy and lavender.
And her door was closed. He couldn't leave this room.
Although, he had a feeling right then that it didn't matter anymore. Because his hand tightened over hers instinctively and he felt himself get hard beneath the suit pants he'd been buried in.
That's new, he thought through a sigh of excitement, quickly recalling that night he'd seen her. AndĀ heardĀ her. Feeling was growing in his joints, and he found himself flexing his hands with a new strength he hadn't felt since being alive.
"Fuck," he hissed, shaking his head in disbelief.
I think she may be slowly bringing me back to life.
He drew a slow, sensual circle on the back of her hand, and she laughed through a grin. "I was hoping you'd say that. I was also hoping that maybe we could try something a little... unconventional. The truth is, I've always hated living alone. It'sĀ tooĀ lonely, and I hate it... Now that I haveĀ youĀ to keep me company, though... It's not nearly as bad."
She shifted her fingers, grabbing his hand and slowly bringing it to her face. Spencer caressed her as he came closer, his knees now touching the edge of her mattress. She closed her eyes and reveled in his touch, goosebumps forming along her skin.
"Will you touch me, Spencer?"
His name falling suggestively from her lips was quite possibly the greatest thing he'd ever experienced, among lifeĀ andĀ death. The afterlife. Whatever. None of it mattered, nothing mattered right then except for Y/N and her needs.
He drew a circle on her cheek and she laughed, the sound dissolving into a rather wanton sigh when he traced his middle finger down her jaw and over her throat. Just the gentlest of touches, barely even a touch at all.
"You want this just as bad as I do, don't you?" she asked, lolling her head to the side as his finger traced her collarbone and then her shoulder.
"I do." He focused on the way her chest heaved, slowly up and down as she melted into his touch, and then traced the strap of her nightgown until he reached the front, just at the curve of her breasts.
Y/N arched her back and pulled the covers away from her body, revealing herself to him in full as she got comfortable. She scooted and leaned back against the headboard, pulling Spencer along the side of the bed. He gladly followed.
"I give you permission to touch me in any way you see fit, okay? I... I want you to do whatever feels good to you. How does that sound?"
At the invitation, he quickly let his mind wander toĀ extremelyĀ filthy places and wondered if he had the ability to taste again...
The thought alone made him twitch beneath his pants, and suddenly there was no going back.
He let out a long breath and touched the bottom hem of her nightgown. It was already short to begin with, but since she'd moved around in bed and her feet were flat, knees pointed upward, the fabric rode up to the very tops of her thighs. He drew another continuous circle right there, just below where it ended, and Y/N instinctively started to spread her knees apart.
Spencer stopped her, gripping one knee and spelling out W-A-I-T before slipping his shoes and jacket off. She arched an eyebrow, confused at first, but then looked down to the floor when she heard his shoes being kicked back and his clothing falling there.
And then, when he was ready, she looked back to the bed in front of her as Spencer climbed and knelt, positioning himself in front of her. Her eyes watched the mattress move, and a flicker of excitement danced over her features, amusing him.
He placed his hands on her knees, and even though she'd given him permission, he asked anyway, drawing a question mark against her skin.
She nodded. "Please."
Slowly, his hands pulled her legs apart. He drew it out as long as he possibly could, curious to know how long he could test her anticipation threshold. He still planned to give her everything she wanted, of course, but there was something oddly erotic about being touched by somebody you couldn't see that she was obviously keen to explore. So he would take his time until she begged him otherwise.
Sure enough, her stare was laser-focused on her body as he moved it to his liking, her breath hitching once her legs were far enough apart for him to realize she wasn't wearing anything underneath her nightgown and he paused. Already she was glistening with arousal, a sight that nearly made Spencer go completely slack.
"How long have you wanted this..." he wondered aloud, overwhelmed and in awe as his hands traveled firmly down her inner thighs. She squirmed under his bold touch, and leaned her head back against the headboard with a softĀ thud.
"Please," she whimpered, her hands reaching out to grip whatever bunched up fabric she could find on the bed.
He had planned to test the waters a little longer, ever so the scientist at heart, but figured that was as good of a plea as any to give in and finally give her what she wanted.
And so, Spencer ran a gentle, steady hand down through her heat, dragging his middle finger along the seam until heĀ barelyĀ entered her, then came back up.
The long, desperate moan that Y/N drew out was like Heaven to his ears, and he'd never been more grateful for his heightened senses than in that moment. Every breath she took, every gloriously wet sound her body made as he explored her, every rustle of her hands through the sheets... All of it was sharp and crisp, and no other symphony had ever sounded so beautiful.
He wanted more of it.
One finger became two, and Spencer looked up to watch her face as he fingered her slowly. Parted lips and focused eyes fighting to stay open despite the pleasure she was feeling made for quite the perfect view, he almost didn't want to look away. But there was so much to beauty see between her soft facial features and the curves of her body and the obvious arousing sight below him. It was overwhelming how hot he felt in that moment, he could have sworn he was glowing.
His pace quickened, and Y/N had finally given into the temptation to close her yes, her head falling back again as she rolled her hips. He was getting impatient now.
With his other hand, against the inside of her thigh, Spencer spelled out "T-A-S-T-E-?"
"Oh, God,Ā please.Ā Yes."
Still hesitant to scare her even though his fingers were already deep inside her, rather than diving in as he so desperately wanted to, he slowly brought his head down to meet the area between her legs. He turned to press his cheek to the soft flesh of her thigh, and she gasped, the sound fading to a low laugh as she took in the feeling of his mouth and his hair caressing her skin. He kissed her then, tentatively darting his tongue out to taste her and sighing with relief once he realized he could actuallyĀ tasteĀ again. Once he had that revelation, there was no going back. He was a man starved, his kisses growing more hungry as they traveled up and up and up...
Once his tongue made curious contact with the hood of her clit, Y/N gasped again, clutching her bed sheets and rolling her hips up to meet him. Spencer groaned, and a selfish part of him wished she could hear it. He wanted her to know just how crazy she was driving him, how much he wanted her. She could certainlyĀ feelĀ it, her reaction to the vibrations causing her muscles to flex and her toes to curl, and he decided then that it would have to do. He was just going to have to make her feel his desire so deeply that it rattled in her bones and lingered there for the rest of eternity. He wanted to ruin everybody else for her, to stay with her until the end of time.
She reached and felt around for his head, fingers threading through invisible curls as she cried out.
"Spencer, you're soā€” so good..."
He hummed his approval at the praise and continued to work her, adding a third finger and sucking on her clit to feel her fingers tugging at his scalp. The sensation alone had him nearly lightheaded, and he wanted to stay there forever, lost in her taste and her touch and her noises.
God,Ā her noises...
She sighed and whined, and stretched and squelched around his fingers, and he was convinced that had he not already been dead, he would have begged whoever was listening to keep him alive just to experience her forever.
The second she struggled to keep her legs open, trapping his head between them, he knew she was quickly approaching her orgasm, and he couldn't wait. He'd heard her climax before, but beingĀ right thereĀ as it was happening felt like a privilege he would always be grateful for. He wanted to replicate everything he'd heard that night and get to feel it, tooā€” get to be the one to make her feel that way.
"Fuck, don't stop, I'm sā€” so close..."
Spencer groaned into her as if to say,Ā "I know, I can feel you."Ā Oh, how he wished he could talk her through it, to tease her with his words... Alas, he had no choice but to encourage her with his actions, so he used his free hand to search for one of hers. She gave up her hand to lace their fingers together, and his thumb continued to draw mindless circles into her skin as she clenched and released, over and over again until she was coming.
"Spencer!" she cried to the air, over and over again as if she could will him into existence again. It was a desperate plea, a manifestation, and the both of them secretly hoped that it would work.
She wanted to see him
He wanted her to see him, too.
He felt her climax subside, and then he slowly eased his fingers out of her and trailed his tongue down to keep tasting. A part of him was scared to realize he might not actually be visible like he hoped, but he pushed the potential disappointment aside and luxuriated in the way she tasted. He delved in and gripped the underside of her thighs to keep them steady, and with a delighted groan as he pushed his tongue inside, Y/N gasped.
"Fuck, I can hear you..."
The words excited him greatly.
"Thank God."
Spencer kissed her, tasted her until she was writhing and begging him to stop.
"Please, Spencer, kiss me."
He pulled away and looked up at her, smiling even though she still couldn't see him. "IĀ amĀ kissing you," he replied, pressing his lips to her thigh.
"You know what I mean. ComeĀ here..."
He laughed and obliged, kissing his way up her legs and crawling up her body. He slowly dragged his hands up her stomach, bunching up her nightgown and sliding it up her body the farther he got. Her eyes watched in allure as the fabric rode up and up and up, seemingly on its own. But she knew better, she knew who was undressing her and worshipping her, and it made her squirm.
She lifted her arms over her head and let him take the clothing off, revealing her chest to the chilly air. She watched as the fabric flew to the ground, and then felt Spencer's hands return to her skin, gentle fingers raising goosebumps all over. Her nipples pinched and hardened the closer he got to them, and soon enough he was palming her breasts as he pressed his forehead to hers, wedging his body between her legs.
"Kiss me," she breathed, feeling his nose touch hers. His breath was hot against her own, and her eyes fluttered shut. "Please..."
"Anything for you, sweet girl..."
She sighed as his mouth finally collided with her own, the heady and prominent taste of her arousal growing stronger the deeper he kissed her. Their bodies couldn't stop moving, wandering hands and urgent hips, and with his newfound ability to speak to her, Spencer spoke in gentle praises. He sighed out her name reverently, telling her how good and sweet and perfect she was, and she returned every word with a whimper, in awe that he was really there. He was becoming more and more present, and she couldn't get enough.
"I want to feel you," she said against his lips, dragging her hand down his invisible chest. She fingered through every button of his shirt until it was loose and open, and the cool hum of his skin as she explored his torso made her hands numb.
Spencer kissed her jaw and groaned, feeling himself throb at her words. "Let me help..."
He grabbed her hand and guided her to the bulge in his pants, even though she could have just as easily stumbled onto it herself. The intimacy of it all was almost overwhelming, so much so that when her grip tightened softly on his clothed erection, Spencer almost came undone right then and there.
"Fuck, Y/N... I'd say you're going to be the death of me, but..."
They laughed together until she kissed him again, deeply and with a sigh. "You're becoming more and more real, but... this feels like... it feels like a dream."
He understood what she meant, and it filled him with a tinge of sadness, but her hand slowly palming him was becoming harder and harder to ignore. He gripped her wrist and his breath hitched in her ear as he nipped at it.
"Trust me, sweetheart... I amĀ veryĀ real."
She shuddered at his words and squeezed him tighter before fumbling for his belt.
"Spencer... Do you think..." Her hands successfully undid the confines of his pants and started to slide them down over his hips, trying not to mess up her words as he sucked marks into her neck. "Do you think that if you fuck me... I'll finally be able to see you?"
"Mmm, God, I hope so," he groaned earnestly, repositioning themselves so he could kick off his pants and rest her head on the pillow. She let him take the lead, her breath getting heavier with anticipation as he positioned himself between her legs and grabbed her wrist. Once again, he was guiding her hand to his cock, hard and, this time, bare. She cursed under her breath as she gripped him and he helped her languidly stroke himself in exploration. His fingers were strong over hers, and he applied just the right amount of pressure to draw out a groan from the both of them.
"Please," she sighed out desperately through shallow breaths. "Spencer, please, I need you..."
How could he resist?
He didn't even want to entertain the thought of trying.
"Then let me take care of you, sweet girl," he cooed, hiking her thighs to rest over his hips and slowly sinking into her with ease.
Once he was all the way in, he leaned down and pressed a gentle kiss to her temple, comforting her through the low burn. He slowly rolled his hips forward as she cried out his name, her fingers coming up to grip his shoulders. "You feel that?" he whispered into her skin. "How perfectly I fit inside you? It's like you were made for me..."
"Uh-huh," she stuttered in agreement.
He stopped teasing her then, pulling back to start fucking her nice and slow as she adjusted to him. Her fingers curled and knotted into the loose material of his shirt. She would have slid it off of him, but the grip on something steady was nice as she let him focus on his ministrations. He seemed to be doing just fine with the shirt on, anyway, and it was hard to even think about anything other than how good he felt.
She wondered then, as he picked up momentum and started peppering kisses down her jawline, what she looked like to the night. If she were standing there, outside her own body, watching herself being thoroughly and beautifully wrecked by something invisible and obviously enjoying every second...
Her eyes rolled back at the image, just as Spencer started going harder. His hips snapped into hers with a strength and precision that felt like it was rattling worlds. It very wellĀ couldĀ have been, and neither of them had any mind to care; They were so intensively intertwined with each other that it was a different world entirely.
They started to burn hot, that familiar warm chill of impending pleasure creeping up through their bodies and setting them alight. Y/N snaked her arms up to Spencer's neck and brought him down for a searing kiss as she melted into him, and he returned it with a fervor that elicited the most beautiful sound he'd ever heard. He felt it all the way in his bones, felt the waves of pleasure start to drag him under as she squeezed him with her limbs and started to come undone herself.
The atmosphere around them was purely electrifying, bright snaps of skin and sharp whispers of mouth combining to brew a perfect storm that nothing would ever survive. It was wild and unconstrained, glimmering and grand, and in their wake, the two entities left their desire lingering in the air for the dead of night to stew in for as long as it would allow.
Spencer collapsed on top of her with a hefty sigh, and he was grateful to be able to finally share his voice with her. The mystery and simplicity of the X's and O's were fun to indulge in at first, but now that they'd grown closer and created something beautiful and memorable together, he had to tell her exactly how he feltā€” no symbols, no mysteries...
He kissed her softly and pulled back to look into her eyes, dragging a thumb over her cheekbone as he told her the truth.
"You're perfect."
Her eyes went wide, welling with tears as she reached up and ran a finger softly along the bridge of his nose.
"You're beautiful."
Relief and something elseā€”something warmā€”stirred in Spencer's chest at the confirmation that she could finally see him, and that she was moved by what she saw.Ā WhoĀ she saw...
He couldn't help the smile that adorned his face, and the soft joyous laughter that escaped him as she continued to explore his features with the pads of her fingertips, like she was trying to memorize him from touch alone in case he suddenly disappeared again.
"I mean it, Spencer, you're... even more beautiful than I imagined."
"You imagined me?" he inquired rather suggestively.
With a laugh, she brought him down for a slow, searing kiss. "Duh..."
Even though they were tired, they stayed like that for hours, kissing and exploring and sighing until the sweet lull of sleep took hold and carried them through the night.
For a solid few hours until he awoke, Spencer completely forgot that he wasn't alive.
ACT III: Unfinished Business
Y/N had never done so much research in her entire life. She liked Spencer, and she was more than happy to help him out, butĀ man...Ā Reading dozens of articles and textbooks and blogs about the different types of spirits and how to lay them to rest was a long, exhausting road that led pretty much nowhere. There was no way to knowĀ whatĀ type of ghost Spencer was or how to help him move on, not that she could see, anyway. She didn't know if he'd age with her, or be 'undead' long enough to become vicious and bitter like a lot of the spirits she read about, and Spencer's research was just about as inconclusive as her own.
A selfish part of her hoped she'd never find out, to keep him around forever... But she also knew that wasn't fair to him. No matter how lonely she was or how much fun they had and how they enjoyed each other's company, well... The fact of the matter was, he was dead.
And he deserved to rest.
In the meantime, in the hours between headache-inducing frustration at the lack of answers, Spencer told her about his life. His friends, mostlyā€” the best people he'd ever known. The way he described them, she had a feeling that they might hold the key to his dilemma. If not directly, perhaps there was something about him that they knew, something that might give Y/N some insight into his ghostly purpose, so to speak. Not that she couldn't ask Spencer directly, but they'd already discussed a lot of back-and-forth on enemies and people that could have wanted to harm him, all of which were surefire impossibilities. Not to mention the fact that he seemed tied to this apartment andĀ notĀ anything else. Maybe that didn't have anything to do with it, but neither of them knew.
It was the only other option she had.
They laid next to each other in her bed, her head laying on his chest. Her ear warmed gently, and tried as she might to hear a heartbeat, all she could hear was a faint white noise, almost like he was merely a figure of tangible energy rather than a body. She supposed that was technically what he was, but as much as she'd grown to know and like Spencer, it was hard to think of him that way. It was...Ā sadĀ to think of him that way.
She frowned and nestled into him, trying to push away that petulant nagging in the depths of her soul that screamedĀ "This isn't fair!"Ā and she told him the most difficult thing she'd ever had the courage to push past her lips.
"I think I have an idea... You can say no if you think it's too weird, but... It might help you. Maybe."
"Mmm, what's that?" he responded, curious but not audibly hopeful. It made Y/N even more sad to think he probably figured he'd never find peace.
"What if I go talk to your friends? Do you think they might know something you don't?"
There was a beat of silence before she felt his chest heave with gentle laughter. "Derek Morgan definitely wouldn't think so..."
Recalling some of the funny stories he'd told her about him, she smiled. Still, she pressed. "I mean it. What other outlets do we have? Where else is there to look? If there's anyone who knows you better than anyone else, wouldn't it be them?"
Spencer sighed, giving it a thought. His fingers raked through her hair and massaged her scalp to the point of gentle, comforting numbness, another one of those domestic moments that had her feeling absolutely conflicted.
And then, he said, "Actually... I think I know exactly who you should talk to..."
ā€”ā€”ā€”
There was a deep chill in her bones as she approached Penelope Garcia's apartment building, but not because of the lively, rustling October wind. In fact, she wanted to throw up at the thought of having this conversation. But not because she didn't want to help Spencer. She did, more than anything.
She was just afraid of being arrested.
Spencer assured her that it would be fine and that Penelope was harmless, and while the latter she could believe, it still nerved her to wander up to a woman's door and announce that she lived in the apartment of her beloved dead co-worker and needed to help him fulfill his destiny as a spirit. It sounded like a cruel joke.
"If anyone would believe you, it would be Penelope,"Ā he'd said, comforting her with a pat on the shoulder.
Maybe it was true, but she didn't want to find out if it wasn't. It was one thing to have the door slammed in your face by a grief-stricken loved one, but a grief-stricken loved one who worked for the fuckingĀ FBIĀ was ten times worse; There were a lot more horrifying outcomes that came with that combination.
Still, she trusted Spencer on a level she'd barely trusted anyone else, and he wasn't evenĀ aliveĀ for God's sake... So she strapped on her boots, threw on her most comfortable jacket, and braced the wind and whatever fate blew with it.
For Spencer.
"For Spencer," she muttered under her breath as she rapped on the door. Three times. Third time's the charm, three's a crowd, three clicks of the heel and you're home... Three seemed like a lucky number. Three was inviting, friendly, not intended to inflict emotional damage.
Please, God, don't let her hate me, Y/N prayed to whoever was listening.Ā Don't let this go horribly wrong.
A bright voice was yelling beyond the door, and with every millisecond that it got louder and closer, her heart started to beat faster. Blood thrummed in her ears, and she kept repeating,Ā "For Spencer, for Spencer, for Spencer,"Ā on a loop to remind her why she was going through all this anxiety.
The voice got closer, but still muffled, until the door swung open. Then it stopped altogether. Y/N blinked and stood there with a stiff back and sweaty palms, in front of Penelope Garcia. The woman was obviously expecting somebody else to be at the door, but she didn't look disappointed, just confused.
"Oh. You're not Luke. How can I help you?"
"Um... My name is Y/N. I... Before I tell you why I'm here, I need you to know that I'm not trying to play a trick on you, and I don't want to make you sad or upset, and if there'sĀ anythingĀ you need or want to know about me in order to trust me, then I'll gladly give you that information, but this is really important and I need you to know that I'm not crazy or harmful, I just want to help him."
Penelope's eyes went wide as she reached out and grabbed her hand. The thrumming in her ears got louder as she took a deep breath and waited for the yelling to start, her body to be thrown to the ground, or a sharp piercing sting of a backhand.
The only thing she felt, however, was a tug at her heart and the gentle dissipation of nerves as Penelope spoke one simple word.
"Spencer."
"How... How did you know?"
"Ever since he... Since he's been... I just knew something didn't feel right. Everyone told me that it was just grief, and for a while that's also what I told myself, but... That feeling was just too... Wait, who did you say you were again?"
Y/N stuttered her name and gripped Penelope's hand tighter, hoping to create some rapport. "I live in his apartment. He's been... Visiting me."
Something in her eyes softened and then saddened at the confirmation that her friend wasĀ somehowĀ still among the living. "A visitor in his own home... Poor Boy Genius..."
She couldn't help but smile at the nickname. "He said you called him that often..."
Wide eyes welling with tears, Penelope nodded and tugged at her visitor's hand. "He was the smartest person I ever knew. Kindest, too. Here, come on inside, I'll make you some tea. Do you like tea? Maybe some hot chocolate?"
Her hospitality as she ushered her inside was both comforting and saddening to Y/N. It was in her nature to be that way to guests, even strangers, sure, but it also acted as a shield from the somber feelings she'd been rushed with at a moment's notice, no thanks to said stranger.
"I'm so sorry to bother you, Penelope," Y/N rushed as she shrugged her coat off. "You don't have to make me anything."
"Oh, I know I don'tĀ haveĀ to, but would you like something warm to drink?"
She was practically begging for the distraction, something to do with her hands as she had time to process and prepare for what was about to happen.
"Tea would be lovely, thank you."
"Perfect, I'll get it started. Make yourself comfortable, Sweets."
She carried her coat over her arms, holding it to her chest like a tether to reality. None of this felt real, even though she could still feel the warm glow of Spencer's energy all around her, like it had burrowed into the pores of her skin and made a home there.
As she looked around at Penelope's bright and colorful space, she thought about him... How often had he been here? What did they do together, and where did they hang out? She imagined the laughter and the stories and the cooking... She wished she would have known him then, been a part of his life. As scary as he told her it was at times, she knew there were also plenty of bright spots, and she knew Penelope was definitely one of the brightest.
Y/N smiled, hugging her coat tighter.
"I like your apartment," she complimented, sitting down at a small dining table in the corner.
"Thank you! I always told Spencer he should get some more color, but... What can I say, he really loved his neutrals."
The familiar detail brought a smile to her face. "That doesn't surprise me. He told me that even though he likes me, heĀ reallyĀ hates my floral couch and that it looked weird in his apartment. I told him he was boring." And, thatĀ technically, it wasĀ herĀ apartment now. In fact, her exact words after the fact were,Ā "What are you going to do, haunt me?"Ā before they both laughed and continued making out on said couch.
But she didn't need to remind Penelope of the fact that he was gone. Or to inform her that she was intimately involved with his ghost.
Just the thought alone was enough to make the low, ever-present hum of his imprinted memory on her skin even more intense, and she smiled.
"Oh... I know that look."
Y/N looked up at Penelope, who was grinning with the most mischievous gleam in her eye.
"What look?"
"You think he'sĀ cute, don't you?"
"I... I don't..."
"Well, I suppose even if you can'tĀ seeĀ him, I'm sure he's charmed you anyway. And you probably Googled him."
"How did youā€”"
"It's what I would have done... So?" she prompted, still waiting for an answer of some kind.
Y/N sighed, defeated and impressed by Penelope's skills at quickly retrieving information. But she also didn't want toĀ lieĀ to her, so she had no choice but to answer her questions with the truth anyway. "Well, IĀ canĀ see him. But I couldn't at first. My um... My friends came over one night, and they brought a Ouija board. We used it for shits and giggles because I'd joked to them after I moved in that I didn't feel totally alone, and well..."
"It wasn't a joke?"
Penelope brought over the tea, steaming and aromatic. Y/N took it with a nod of thanks and sighed as she sat down across from her.
"No. But I didn'tĀ actuallyĀ think I was living with a ghost, I mean... I didn't believe in that stuff. But I also wasn't going to risk pissing him off, so I tried to be nice to him. I only knew his name, and then my friends looked him up and we read his obituary, and... I don't know, I guess I just thought he seemed like a good person, so he deserved some kindness in the afterlife. I said hello to the air every time I came home from work, I yelled out aĀ good nightĀ before going to bed... And then he started leaving me notes on my bathroom mirror, and I guess... I don't know, the more he and I got to know each other, the easier things became. Eventually he could touch things, and then soon after he was audible, then visible..."
She conveniently left out the details of that journey, though her skin warmed again at the memory.
"And now that we can communicate, it's become clear to me that he doesn't know where he's goingā€” Why he's not at rest... I feel bad for him. He deserves..." Her breath caught in her throat, and she swallowed hard before looking down at the mug in her hand. "He deserves to move on."
Penelope was quiet for a moment as Y/N sipped her tea. Her hand reached out to grab hers, and the gesture almost had her in tears.
"You sound... Sad about that."
She couldn't help the pressure that pulsed behind her eyes, stabbing at her throat... Still, she made herself speak, barely above a whisper to prevent that inevitable cracking of the voice that would surely break the dam she was trying so hard to keep still and strong. "I... I know it sounds absolutely crazy..."
"You're falling in love with him."
Though the words didn't come from her own mouth, they came flying at her like a sucker punch to the gut. The wind was knocked out of her for a moment, until all she could do was exhale and let the tears fall silently as she nodded.
Penelope let her cry for a minute or two without a word while holding her hand, until she was ready to elaborate. "But I can't... I can't keep him here, it's not right. If he doesn't have any unfinished business, then he should be put to rest. And I... I don't know how to help him. I thought maybe, if I could talk to the people who knew him the best... I could get an idea."
"Oh, Honey, I... I'm sorry, but I don't know any more than you do." She was talking through tears herself, and Y/N squeezed her hand back. "His mother's been gone for years now, and there's no other family that he was close enough with to even consider, other thanĀ us, but... Truthfully I don't know if we really count in the grand scheme of things... I'd like toĀ thinkĀ that we do..."
"You might not be blood-related, but you were his family. He loved youĀ soĀ much, I could tell by the way he spoke about all of you. He... He misses you a lot. I just wish he didn't have to feel that loss anymore."
Penelope frowned. "I wish I could give you an answer... When you go back to him... Will you at least tell him that we love him?"
"He already knows. But yes. I will."
"And I'll keep on thinking. Whatever you need, you got it. I have access to pretty muchĀ everythingĀ so if there's information to be had, I will get my paws on it, and you will know.Ā Thank youĀ for coming to see me. And for telling me that Spencer's okay... HeĀ isĀ okay, right?"
Y/N hesitated. She wasn't entirely sure how to answer without giving away their extra-curricular activities. "I think so. He's tired, I can tell. But I do my best to keep him happy. The last thing I need is to have him angrily haunting me."
Penelope laughed, then sighed. "Unfortunately, I think that means you better get rid of that glorious couch, then."
The laughter was a welcome break from the tears, which had already started to dry on her skin, leaving her cheeks itchy. "I really appreciate you being so kind, Penelope... Losing Spencer must have been absolutely impossible, and having a complete stranger show up at your door and pour salt in the wound... I couldn't imagine..."
"Y/N... If there wasĀ anyĀ person on this planet who could have moved into his apartment and helped him through this... I think I speak for the whole BAU when I say that he's lucky it's you."
The sentiment made her chest tight, and an involuntary pout tugged at her mouth. "You... You really mean that?"
Penelope laughed and squeezed her hand again. "Oh, Darling, you even pout like him... You're kind of perfect for each other."
"I don't know whether to be happy or sad about that," she replied through a fit of hysterics, and Penelope joined her.
It was clear then that these two women were meant to bond seamlessly over the loss of someone dear, one in life and the other in death. They were two sides of the same coin, a best friend and an anchor to the other side. It was a solace that neither of them had expected, but welcomed with open arms and warm understanding.
They exchanged stories and laughs and phone numbers and hugs, and joked about exchanging addresses, and a while later, just as Y/N was about to go home, fastening her coat, Penelope stopped her.
"Wait... I don't mean to make you sad or anything, and maybe this isn't the answer that either of you were looking for... But after today? If I didn't know any better, I'd say that Spencer's unfinished business isĀ you."
The thought froze her entirely. It would stand to reason that they were meant to find each other, only to let each other go. Because, of course. Nobody was ever that lucky, especially neither Spencer nor his new roommate.
Sensing her overthinking, Penelope continued. "I know it's unfortunate given the circumstances, but... You did say that the more you got to know him, the more... alive he became. At least as alive as heĀ canĀ be. And I've only known you for about an hour, but I can confidently say that you are about as perfect for Spencer as somebody could be forĀ anybody. And..."
She shifted on her feet, unsure of whether she should actually say what she was about to tell her, but obviously needing to make her point with as much context as possible. "You know, he's tried. He watched many of us find love and have families of our own, and he's always wanted that, but... He never got to have it. I think... that was the one thing that he alwaysĀ trulyĀ andĀ completelyĀ wanted, especially after his mom passed and he had no one left but us... Somebody to go home to, somebody who understood him and cared about him and wanted to spend the rest of their lives with him... A soulmate. And... Y/N, I think it might be you."
Her head was swimming and tears were blurring her vision again. As much as she wanted to believe it, ever the lover of grand romantic endings, it didn't make sense. She didn't really believe in soulmates, did she? Then again, she didn't believe in ghosts, either, until recently...
"How could you possibly know that?" she whispered to Penelope, hoping for a switch in her brain to flip. She wanted to believe it. She wanted to dash home and confidently confess to the ghost living in her apartment that they were made for each other and that she could finally set him free.
And... Then what?
There had to be another explanation.
"I wish I could tell you how, definitively," Penelope answered sadly, "and like I said, I don't want to upset you... But it's just a feeling. And my feelings are hardly ever wrong. Hey, I mean I had a feeling that Spencer was still out there somehow, and that turned out to be true, right?"
"I... I guess," she sniffled.
"Just... Do me a favor, okay? Think about it. Spend tonight with him, like you normally do, and reallyĀ reallyĀ think about it. And tell me you don't feel it."
It almost sounded like a playful challenge rather than a request. Y/N wiped at her eyes and sighed. "You're really sure?"
"Positive."
Y/N wasn't really sure if she believed it still, but there was a conviction in Penelope's voice that was too sincere to ignore. And Spencer trusted her, which obviously meant a lot.
So, she promised that she would think about it anyway, bade her new friend farewell, and made her way outside, where the wind had died and left the streets lifeless and quiet.
ā€”ā€”ā€”
Something was different about Y/N when she came home.
Spencer tried to let her go about the night and refrain from saying anything, but after regretfully informing him that Penelope had no wisdom to offer her about their situation but would get back to her if anything did come to mind, she was... odd. Perhaps she was just as tired as he was in trying to solve this mystery, or just tired in general. But he didn't want to push her if she didn't want to open up, so he did what he could and offered his company.
Still, she didn't seem right.
He thought maybe a flurry of warm, tender kisses along her skin would put her in high spirits, but the longer she let him worship her skin without so much as a sigh in return, it started to sink in that something was deeply wrong.
"Are you okay?" he asked sweetly, stroking her jaw with the back of his hand as he looked her in the eye. She looked at him for only a few seconds before averting her gaze, like if she allowed him to meet her eyes for any longer, he'd pull something from her that she'd rather not share. It sent a small wave of panic through him. "Y/N, talk to me, please... What's wrong? Did something happen?"
"No," she said unconvincingly.
"You don't... have to talk about it if you don't want to... But you're upset about something, and I want to help you. I'll do whatever you need me to. I'll listen, I'll leave you alone, I'll kiss it better... Whatever you want. It's yours."
She squeezed her eyes shut and took a deep breath, defeated. "God, you FBI people are too good at getting information out of people, it's annoying."
Spencer laughed. "It wasn't my intention to make you feel interrogated. I'm sorry."
"No, it's okay, you didn't do anything wrong. I'm just... I'm..."
She couldn't seem to get out the words, like there was a frustrating lack of understanding how to convey them. He drew continuous circles gently into her palm and waited patiently for her to open up, silently promising that he would be there for her when she finally found the right words.
It was a question that she finally settled on. "Have you ever been in love? Like...Ā ReallyĀ in love?"
Something inside him jolted at the thought of where this conversation might lead. If he had a heartbeat, it would have raced and thrummed so heavily that the organ might have failed. In truth, he'd been thinking about it for a week or two now. Ever since the night he realized that his interactions with her were the key to becoming more sentient, the thought crossed his mind that perhapsĀ sheĀ was the thing he was tethered to.
He didn't dare say it out loud, or to her face, because... Well, it was too soon, wasn't it? And it wouldn't have mattered anyway, because once he was lain to rest, they could never be together.
It was complicated.
"I think I was, a few times," he finally answered in earnest. "And to be fair, just because things didn't work out with them, it doesn't mean I didn'tĀ reallyĀ love them. I did. But... I think deep down I knew they weren't reallyĀ The One... Does that make sense?"
"I think so... I don't think I've ever been in love before. Even with long-term partners, we said the words, and I felt something that was happy and IĀ thoughtĀ was love, but..." She paused, avoiding his eye again before rapidly blinking back tears. "Now I feel this... this anchor to you that I can't let go of... I want to be around youĀ all the timeĀ and I know it's not fair because you deserve to rest, but I can't help it. Spencer, I... You're the best thing that's ever happened to me. And I'm afraid that once IĀ reallyĀ admit it out loud, you'll be gone forever."
He knew, then, that this was it. Listening intently as she confessed, absorbing every word and allowing himself to feel and admit what he knew to be true for a while now, his body began to tingle. It was so dull at first, he almost mistook the feeling for 'butterflies'. It felt cruel not to tell her that he was starting to fade, but he didn't want to ruin the moment or panic her. He didn't want to tell her that she was running out of time. ThatĀ theyĀ were running out of time.
So, instead, to try and ease the blow, he told her something sweet.
He told her, "I love you."
Her eyes glossed over at the confession. She reached urgently for his hands, her grip strong and willing like she knew what was going to happen. And maybe she did. Still, she sat there and listened to him, her eyes taking in every inch of his presence and committing him to memory.
He aimed to make it a memory she would never forget.
"I don't know when we'll see each other again, but I don't doubt that we will. Not for a second. And until then, my only wish is that you keep allowing yourself to fall in love. Don't be afraid of it. You shouldn't deny yourself just because I'm gone. Can you promise me that you'll try?"
Y/N blinked away tears and tugged at his hands. "What if I can't?"
"You will, my sweet girl. And I promise, I won't be mad at you."
She laughed despite herself, then almost cried again when she felt his presence start to fizzle and break in front of her eyes. She was desperate to hold on to him, clutching his hands for dear life and breathlessly whispering, "I love you, Spencer Reid," as if the conviction alone would be enough to keep him here. As if whatever cruel deity was putting them through this would see how much she needed him and decided to spare her the misery.
"I wish I could have known you when I was alive," he told her, leaning in closer. "Maybe we could have been neighbors."
She smiled through tears and pressed her forehead to his, the contact making her skin go numb. Silently she hoped that wherever he was going, she would be sucked in with him. "Then I would have invited you over for dinner."
He squeezed her hands, already feeling his grip fading, his essence nearly numbing him. Still, he willed himself to stay long enough to paint this life for the two of themā€”one they would never get to have, except only in dreams and perhaps in another life entirely. Anything was possible, after all.
"And I still would have made fun of your ugly couch."
"And I would have pushed you onto it and made you take it back."
"And I would have refused."
"And I would have kissed you ."
"And I would have kissed you back."
"And I would have fallen in love with you immediately."
"And I would have sworn that I'd fall in love with you in every universe."
She closed her eyes, feeling the very last remnants of his presence as she whispered, "I think it's safe to assume that you already have."
"And I think I'm inclined to agree."
THE END
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chaostudee Ā· 24 days ago
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i love you i'm sorry part 2, charles leclerc + jude bellingham.
summary : charles releases his debut album and fans go crazy, y/n and jude are the main talk over social media, and yet charles is adamant to get his girl back. faceclaim : cindy kimberly a/n : since you all asked here is part 2 <33 tysm sm for all the love ily all smmm also here is part 1. also might make a part 3 šŸ™ˆ
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user278 oh she's defo listening to i love you i'm sorry
username_211 plsss šŸ˜­šŸ˜­
f1fan ngl her and jude are acc rly cute
user00 the most gorgeous omlll
judebellingham ā¤ļø
y/nusername ā¤ļø
anon ugh what a bitch
username_78 i'm so glad that she is happy :)
f1fan_16 when i tell you i sobbed when i heard this lyric like i'm sorry but you can't convince me that he is not still in love with her
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landonorris trust me he is
user728 LANDO PLSS OMG username66 not him outing charles like that i can't
user400 on repeat.
username_15 this song feels like a stab through the heart.
charlesleclerc life recently šŸ¤šŸ«¶šŸ¶
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user11 stoppp this makes me so sad to see leo without his mum šŸ˜­šŸ˜­
f1fan i rly hope that he's okay
username_ we love you charles <3
user516 stop charles is actually the nicest person ever he does not deserve this
f1lover_45 ik charles is okay because he has lando
landonorris damn right
user526 off topic but the fit is fire šŸ”„
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texts between jude and y/n
baby? jude
yeah? y/n
can i come with you to paris fashion week jude
what omg acc?! y/n
id love to come and support you sweetheart jude
stopp why are you so perfect šŸ¤­šŸ’— y/n
that's all you jude
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judebellingham angel face
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怋 omg waitt is jude coming to paris fashion week?!?!
怋 wait they are acc so cute
怋 charles is better
怋 y/n is acc so pretty
y/nusername paris fashion week with @ miumiu
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user82 she is defo getting war flashbacks from being in paris rn
username672 serving face !!
f1fan ooooo body is tea
justanichident so jealous of her beauty šŸ« 
kikagomez gorgeous gorgeous girl
y/nusername mwah
miuiu love the fit šŸ˜‰
user526 guys guys did u see jude cheering her on ughh so so cuteee
judebellingham that's my girl
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y/nusername love u smm thank you for supporting me šŸ’‹
judebellingham love u sm babygirl
user991 jude bagged a baddie fr
username both serving cunt
user_18 ultimate bi panic
f1fan oml the fits are actual perfection
ln4_67 y/n we need the skincare routine !!
username_99 my fav couple šŸ’—
charlesleclerc album is finally out hope you enjoy!!
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user777 i'm in a puddle of tears
username51 i'm acc not okay LIKE SOME WARNING OF HOW HEARTBREAKING THIS IS WOULD HAVE BEEN NICE
f1fan okay kinda team charles rn because tf
justaninchident imagine your ex making a whole album about you, crazy stuff.
user33 LEWIS'S VERSE OMG THIS MAN I DIED
landonorris so proud of you man and so happy that not only me but everyone can hear this incredible record you made šŸ«¶
user00 aww supportive bsf lando we love to see it
username11 so so good
f1lover oh charles
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user415 nope.
username11 i'm crying over this like it's my own breakup.
justaninchident my therapist has heard too much about this that she is acc fed up of me.
f1fan_333 best song on the album but the saddest
user00 omgg guys imagine if he went on tour and sang these songs
f1_5 y/n lost a good one
user44 we all know damn well that she would take him back in heartbeat
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texts between jude and y/n
why did you lie to me??? jude
i didn't exactly lie....i said i was meeting a friend y/n
A FRIEND AS IN YOUR EX WTF Y/N jude
i'm sorry i didn't think you'd y/n
well i sure as hell do mind jude
you know damn well he is still in love with you jude
yk what? jude
what? y/n
i think you are still in love with him too jude
jude baby what are you talking abou i love you y/n
bffr y/n jude
i acc can't with you rn jude
i knew that getting myself involved with you was a mistake everybody warned me saying that you'd go back to him, well ig they were right jude
but i love u y/n
well too bad jude
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judebellingham no caption.
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user432 no y/n.....
footballfan_67 my goat šŸ
username55 he deserves better than y/n honestly and anyone who says otherwise is dumb asf
f1fan he's so real for the no caption
username_411 yesss no y/n finally she was such a bitch
user11 bro acc finally looks happy
f1lover wait do we all acc think they broke up??
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user445 i'm so in love.
username67 serving face
f1fan i hope she's okay she looks a bit sad :,(
f1lover omggg charles in the likess
user900 my fav ever actually
username526 petition for y/n to become a victoria secret model šŸŖ½šŸ«§
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怋 omg
怋 y/n defo cheated i don't believe this crap
怋 it defo wasn't mutual literally jude is with another girl, he either cheated or y/n did
怋 oh she is soooo going back to charles
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user516 SHE'S BACKKK
username_67 omfgggg
f1fan ARE THEY BACK TOGETHER WHAT WHAT
justaninchident guess she finally realized that charles is just better
anon girl just broke up with jude and is now back with charles bffr omg like
user19 i need a moment BECAUSE WHAT
f1lover this is so y/n coded
user890 it girl before it girl now
username_56 i've never been happier šŸ˜«šŸ˜«
user_53 guys guys hold up they could just be friends
anon shush let us dream
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cheeseceli Ā· 6 months ago
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I'll be waiting
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Pairing: idol Bang Chan Ɨ Gn!reader
Genre: fluff, angst, friends to potential lovers, fic (1.6k words)
Prompt: "Even ten years from now, if you haven't found somebody I promise I'll be around. Tell me when you're ready. I'm waiting"
Warnings: for a short moment there's a bit of unrequited love, happy ending tho. Mentions of insecurity back to the trainee days.
A/n: the longest fic I've ever done, I'm kinda proud of it ngl
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Patience might be Chan's biggest virtue, he thinks to himself. By seeing where he's right now and where he was ten years ago, he smiles. He couldn't agree more with that statement.
2014
He still remembers the first time he saw you.
Monthly evaluation. At this point, Chan should already be used to this whole process of the trainee life. However, that day felt particularly depressing to him. Hopeless, he would say.
He had found out that JYP was about to debut a new group. A girl group. And as much as Bang Chan tried to be completely happy for his friends who could finally try and debut, he had to admit he was somewhat jealous. Four years of training and he felt like he was heading towards nowhere.
Still, he tried to practice. He sang the song he would showcase so many times he reached the point of not even feeling the words leaving his mouth. He was so lost he also didn't notice the presence of someone else in the practice room. That is, until you clapped.
Chan turned his head towards you, low-key surprised. He recognised you as the child of one of the Got7's staff. He couldn't remember your name though. He doubted he even heard it at all.
"Sorry" you finally spoke. Your voice was pretty "I'm looking for my dad. Your voice is very beautiful though. You're doing well." And with a thumbs up you went away.
Chan couldn't help but laugh. Now that was random. He could barely process what happened. But you complimented him. It had been a while since he last heard a genuine compliment.
Somewhere inside his mind, he repeated his words nonstop, filling him with motivation and hope. He also was trying to remember to ask your name later.
2016
He did remember to ask your name after all. Y/n L/n. The pronunciation of your name was beautiful, almost like a melody. Honestly, after two years of knowing you, he could affirm that your existence itself was like a sweet melody.
You both became friends, good ones at that. He also found himself developing feelings for you. That was the saddest part of it all in his opinion.
Even though he hadn't known you for so long, he couldn't see life without you. To live without your horrible jokes (that he always found funny), without your sunshine-like personality (even though most people wouldn't describe you like that. Maybe you were his personal dose of light) felt like a nightmare.
However, it felt a bit cruel that he needed to live like that. He wanted to be an idol. You were the one who was his biggest incentive. Then why, to have a romance with you, could bring problems to his career? It was almost as if destiny liked to make chan suffer.
Pick one.
Happily, Chan was patient. So patient that he decided to wait for you as long as needed. He had hopes that any time now, you would come to him. And he would be ready.
Meanwhile, he focused on becoming an idol. He couldn't give up now, especially given the fact that he knew you'd be in the front row, cheering for him louder than everyone else.
2018
He kept his promise: he followed his dream, finally achieving the so exciting debut, and still waited for you, his crush developing into the most sincere love he ever felt.
However, you had other plans. Of course, you were still there for him. You were probably the one who got the happiest with the results of the survival show. You spent countless nights with him on the practice room and in the studio. You were seeing his dream come true in first hand.
But this time, there was someone else besides you: your current boyfriend. Chan really doesn't know why he didn't think this could've happened. Of course, you were dating. You were smart, beautiful and had so much love to give. Someone else would've fallen for you at some point. And it was unfair of him to expect you to be single, waiting for an empty promise.
The saddest part of it was that your boyfriend was a nice guy. It was clear he loved you. He even made an effort to love everyone who you loved, including Chan himself. You were happy around him.
Maybe it was a blessing in disguise. Chan got the job, you got someone to love - someone who could adore you without being scared of the media - and you both still got each other in the end.
Maybe that was what Chan could have. It's okay, right?
2020
The downfall of Chan's patience at last.
Although you both were still as close as you always were, life was leading each of you in your own direction.
You had a job, he had a job. You had your friends, he had his members. You had your own house, he had the dorms. You had your boyfriend, he didn't have a partner. But it was okay because he didn't even have the time after all.
Still, he tried to fall for someone else during this period. Being in this industry for two years now, he had the opportunity to meet a lot of people. Some fancied him, some tried to take a step further in a somewhat relationship. Some even wanted to just have fun. Chan swears he tried to give in most of the time.
Needless to say he failed at every try. He couldn't come close to someone without wishing it was you instead. His short answers were compared to how sweetly he talked to you. He didn't even bother to call people or have long conversations. He knew it was only a matter of time until his mind started the undesired comparison.
Maybe it was what the job required. Maybe it was because of his lack of time. Han disagrees though. Chan remembers how his friend insisted on the fact that his leader wouldn't even try with other people. But it wasn't his fault either, as it was a subconscious thing. Chan's mind was still wrapped around you. And his heart wanted to disagree, but it all goes down the moment he finds out you and your boyfriend, now your ex, had broken up.
Although he tried hard to deny, he couldn't help but still wait for you. No matter if there was a light at the end of the tunnel or if it was only darkness. He would wait.
2022
Something in your brain has switched, and Bang Chan can't say he really liked the difference.
Of course, you were still the greatest person he ever met. You were still his sunshine. But it seemed like you were tired. Your conception of life and love wasn't as bright as it once was and Chan couldn't help but feel worried about it.
For him, who has loved you deeply for over eight years now, to see you giving yourself less credit and affection hurt him. He doesn't know why and when it happened, but your brain was trying to shut down all genuine feelings one could offer to you. You thought you were, maybe, undeserving of it all.
Honestly, to see you slowly losing your light has wounded Chan way more than all his past experiences: from his fear of failure to his disappointment upon meeting your ex boyfriend. Almost as an instinct,he tried to solve the situation. This time, patience wouldn't do.
Without even noticing, he started to love you more. To actually show you how he cared for you, to put his feelings into words and actions. At first, your heart tried to deny any possible affection, but it soon realised it wasn't possible. Not when Chan didn't even hesitate on showing the entire world how you were worthy of love. And not once he showed it as a challenge or a burden. He was by your side, and he never made it seem hard.
The best part of it all was that none of you noticed it. He started to open up to you to try and protect you,and you opened up to him in order to heal and protect his feelings. Maybe that was patience finally showing itself as a virtue.
2024
Ten years later, it finally happened.
Honestly, Chan was still a bit suspicious. There was no way he was actually seeing this, right? Maybe he was becoming delusional after all. Maybe he started to hallucinate because of his desires. But at the same time, it felt too real.
The way you looked at him, that is. It was just a normal conversation between old friends. Between gossips and laughs, there was absolutely no reason for you to look at him like this. So lost in thought, with this shimmer in your eyes that Chan knew way too well. He knew it because he had it too.
It was love. Not the one nurtured by friends or family. The one shared just between lovers. And he was so sure of it because he knew he looked at you in the exact same way you were looking at him right now.
He smiles. For a moment, you're a bit lost, wondering if you lost a joke or an important moment. That, however, makes him laugh. He couldn't believe he just saw you fall in love on the first row.
Ah, he's been patient. Now, he can't wait for you to realise what just happened. Either way, he knows with a smile on his face that he'll be waiting for you.
I promise I'll be around.
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flippinpancakes64 Ā· 4 months ago
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Hi! So, this is my first ask ever (kinda nervous ngl), but could you please write for the cullens with a succubus reader who is their mate? Maybe they're more like a Jennifer's body succubus? Thank you! (I'm obsessed with your writing btw)
The Cullens with a Succubus! Mate
Omg I remember the first time I did an ask I was like 12 and I was so worried I almost threw up. And then I got diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder so
Anyway itā€™s been like four or five years since Iā€™ve seen Jenniferā€™s body but I think I remember enough to do what you wanted.
For anyone who needs a rundown, a succubus is a female demon who visits men while they sleep to engage in sexual activity. Either during or after this, they kill the men by taking their energy or by eating them. The male form is an incubus, but mostly the same premise.
And thank you so much for the kind words! Thank you for requesting and I hope you enjoy!
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Edward:
Uhm heā€™s a little scared
He knows that you wonā€™t hurt him
You have no reason to thereā€™s nothing to gain from killing a vampire, itā€™s not like you can eat him and he doesnā€™t have any energy to offput
Doesnā€™t mean he isnā€™t a little freaked out
But after he gets over the initial terror he is intrigued
Heā€™s never met a demon before
Heā€™s a scholarly fellow as well, he wants to know everything about you
He is gonna have to ask that you find another way of feeding
He sees your hunting ritual as cheating so yall will need to figure that out
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Alice:
Yes sign her up
She loves you
She is so entranced
She thinks you are so beautiful, and she thinks your feeding us is symbolic
And of course sheā€™s not scared of you
Sheā€™s not gonna go with you when you feed
But sheā€™s also not gonna ask you to change
She knows that thatā€™s what you need to do, and at the end of the day you come back to her and those guys end up dead so
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Jasper:
Heā€™s met a succubus before
He used to think Maria was a succubus tbh
He is a little uneasy
But he gets over himself
Again he thinks itā€™s so cool that youā€™re so different
Obv he wonā€™t join you for your hunting
Thatā€™s just dangerous for him since heā€™s trying to not drink human blood
And he doesnā€™t try to change you at all
Yk that twitter post thatā€™s like ā€œmy bitch can do what she wants cause im scared of herā€
Thatā€™s him
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Rosalie:
Yes
100 times yes
She is a man hater (except for Emmett and Carlisle and sometimes Jasper and maybe Edward)
Sheā€™s a big fan of your work
And yes she wants to join you
Sheā€™s abstained long enough to not really feel the urge to drink from the men you kill
And she doesnā€™t care about the sexual aspect
Sheā€™s the one you come home to so ā¤ļø
She might even have a couple of suggestions for you
ā€œThat dude there bumped into me on the street and didnā€™t apologize letā€™s go for him next
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Emmett:
Yes one million times
We already know he has a thing for powerful women
This is right up his alley
And he isnā€™t concerned about you killing men, heā€™s already dead
And if you would have killed him while he was alive he would have died a very happy man
He might go with you sometimes just to laugh at the guy
And he doesnā€™t care about the sexual aspect either
Again, more of the ā€œyou come home with me so it doesnā€™t matterā€
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Esme:
Sheā€™s very curious
Sheā€™s never met a demon, nor did she ever think she would
She isnā€™t judgmental at first when you tell her about how you eat men
But then she learns about what you do to them beforehand
And yeah she views it as cheating
Sheā€™ll ask if you have to do that first, or if you can just eat them
If you canā€™t change then she will not date you sorry
But she will be your friend
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Carlisle:
He has definitely met a succubus before
So he knows what heā€™s getting into
He views it as more of a necessity
Like he knows how you wonā€™t/canā€™t change and he wouldnā€™t ask that of you
Heā€™s very accepting
He wonā€™t go with you tho
What you do in your free time is up to you
Leave him out of the ritual killing please
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Vampire! Bella:
Sheā€™s a little weirded out
I mean she just learned about vampires and werewolves not too long ago and now thereā€™s other stuff?
Sheā€™s over learning
But she thinks itā€™s super cool
She thinks itā€™s a bit weird that you have to have sex with them first
So youā€™re gonna have to explain that itā€™s not something you can control, it just literally doesnā€™t work if you donā€™t
So she understands
I think sheā€™d go with you once or twice just to see what itā€™s about
But it wonā€™t be a habit of hers
Overall she thinks youā€™re pretty cool
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lynxtheserval Ā· 1 year ago
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Can I request headcanons for yandere SFOTH deities? (Firebrand, darkheart, etcā€¦)
Tw: Yandere stuff !!
Yandere SFOTH deities !!
Y'all this took a while I'm so sorry !!
I made Icedagger's platonic because it felt better then writing romantic for me, I hope that's okay !! I think I got them all but I might have not ! Also I'm sorry if any are ooc because I'm still kinda new to the fandom I'm ngl ;-;
Some are longer than others , and I'm sorry about if there's any grammar errors !!
VENOMSHANK:
You were Swords friend, and he met you through Sword.
He thought you were interesting. Your face, your voice, how scared you were of himā€¦
He loved to watch you. Seeing you feel paranoid, seeing you at your top alert.
He loved talking to you too, but getting you to stay was hard. You always had to suddenly go somewhere.
After a while he started to physically follow you around. He then realized that you were suddenly going because:
You were scared.. and.. you were seeing someone.
He was NOT pleased with this information.
He tries to get the person away from you, due to the fact he's more of a manipulator, making people stay away from you and making you stay away from people. He'll even try threatening them.
If they end up not getting away from you though, Venomshank will either kill them, or turn them into a zombie.
After that, you would obviously be worried. Venomshank would comfort you, of course not telling you what he did. He doesn't want you to hate him!
If you didn't stop being worried, or get suspicious of Venomshank, he would just take you! And no running this time!
DARKHEART:
He met you while you were exploring crossroads, and he thought you seemedā€¦ sweet. Such a kind, beautiful, individual.
He was nice to you, and offered to be friends, so you guys hung out more! He loved your company.
Overtime, he got a little obsessive. Somehow always appearing when you were around others, always taking you away from them, saying "we need to show you something" or "come with us".
He tries to keep you entertained, interested in him, but it was hard at points.
If you tried to leave him, he would just make sure you didn't! It's not that hard.Ā 
ILLUMINA:
He saw you at crossroads, and took interest in you. Such a pretty face!
At first, he was sure his feelings would pass, but they didnā€™t. They got stronger.
He tries to get to know you, but him being a deity, and you being a mortal, of course you were a little scared.
He didn't realize he was in love until he saw someone with you, a mortal, not even a phighter!Ā 
Like Venomshank, he usually starts with manipulation to keep you away from people.
But if they ended up not staying away from you, he started getting upset. You were a mortal, why didn't you want to hang out with him, but instead hang out with other MORTALS?! Weak ones at that!
As soon as he saw you and your "friend" again, he would take you, and kill your friend.Ā 
If you tried running from him, well, that wouldn't turn out well for you, would it, dearie?
Of course, he kept you well fed, taken care of, entertained. But you never seemed happy. To be honest, he didn't really care if you were happy, you were staying whether you like it or not.
FIREBRAND:
You met him through working and being friends with Valk and Dom, and he thought you were so kind, so thoughtful!Ā 
He decided to try to get to know you more.Ā 
Over time you guys became friends, and it was going okay until he started noticing you hung out with someā€¦ not great people, in his eyes at least. They would hurt you! Kill you even!
Of course he always tried to get you away from them, but if you resisted, he would just force you to come with him. He doesn't want you to get hurt, after all!
After your relationship got a little.. bumpy, and you tried to leave he would just lock you up. You can't leave him! It's not safe! He loves you!
WINDFORCE:
She met you through you being a prisoner at Banland. She noticed you didn't do much, just steal from a store. You needed food.
She didn't feel bad for you, but she did notice you were quite an interesting and a pretty little mortal.
Sometimes she would watch you, after a while of just watching you, she told Banhammer to bring you to her.
Once you get to her, she locks you in one of her many rooms.
If anyone tries to get you out or steal you from her, she WILL result to murder, almost immediately.
Also, if you try running from her, she will knock you out, it's not too hard to. You're weak, compared to her, of course!
She tries to get to know you but her aggressive and upfront nature scares you a little.
She never really admitted to loving you, but she definitely loved to be close to you.
If you EVER talk about having a partner already, they'll be dead in a matter of hours. You're hers now!Ā 
GHOSTWALKER:
You accidentally ran into him once, and holy cow, were you something. He wasn't sure if it was your personality, your looks, maybe it was everything.
Since he can't feel regular emotions, he feels fairly confused in his own way. What is this? Why are you doing this to him?!
He decided to start stalking you after that, watching you, seeing if you casted a spell on him or something! He asked Illumina what was happening, asking for answers.
Of course Illumina said something surprising.
"You're in love. I don't know how but.. you're in love." Illumina laughed.
After a while of him just following you, he decided to take you, at least for a little.
Of course when you woke up, you were confused and scared. He promised he wasn't going to hurt you, he just wanted to keep you.
He kept you well fed and tried to keep you happy, but you never seemed to be happy.Ā 
Sometimes he took you out with him, making sure you wouldn't run away though. Always holding your hand and making sure you were close.
After a while, he decided you weren't going anywhere, you're his now, permanently.
ICEDAGGER (platonic):
After watching a few Phighting matches from a distance, he couldn't help but notice you each time. You looked so nice, so friendly!
He overcame his anxiety when he saw you in crossroads once, and introduced himself.Ā 
After becoming friends he started getting a little.. jealous.. when he saw you with other people.
Why wouldn't you hang out with him instead! He was more powerful than everyone else!Ā 
He continued to get more jealous but, he never kidnapped you, or killed anyone, just got incredibly clingy.
Please stay friends with him! That's all he wants! All he NEEDS!
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lightlycareless Ā· 7 months ago
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How could you break my heart on Valentineā€™s Day??? Waaaahhhhhh, it makes sense but it still hurts. Youā€™re gonna give me a part three or else šŸ”«
Seriously though it was really good! I loved it. I calculated and rounded up how much Naoya paid Mei Mei in U.S. Dollars and this dude really paid her around $17,500 and thatā€™s not including all the gifts he bought Y/N. If I was Naoyaā€™s parents, his debit card is getting confiscated. That is INSANE. I canā€™t imagine if they somehow managed to force out what actually happened to learn he spent all that on a girl that didnā€™t even RECIPROCATE his feelings like oh my god. I canā€™t imagine the earful poor Ranta is gonna get especially since this was kinda his idea for Naoya to confess his feelings(Although I donā€™t know if Ranta thought heā€™d go about it like this).
I wonder though if Y/N would reconsider Naoyaā€™s feelings if she read his letter. Oof but now Iā€™m thinking about what sheā€™d do if she learned Naoya was the reason why she didnā€™t receive any gifts. I donā€™t know how long heā€™d stay on her bad side after that.
Hello anon!
Gee this is surely a really late response, but I still hope you know I appreciate your lovely words about my work!! Thank you so much šŸ„ŗā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļø
I'm sorry that I broke your heart on the 14th haha it was kind of unexpected ngl, but that's just where the characters took me šŸ¤­ though it's not all sad... if you know you know.
AS FOR THE MONEY HAHAHAH poor Naoya, he definitely got an earful from his parents, or more like the people in charge of the finances, I doubt Naobito cared enough to scold him (shall I make Tomoko involved? IF SHE WAS AROUND THOUGH THINGS WOULD'VE TURNED SO DIFFERENT) Damn I need to write a small drabble explaining what happened there, but in the meantime, it kind of went like this:
Ranta: What happened Naoya?
Naoya: nothing. *doesn't talk to anyone for weeks*
Ranta: That bad?
Naoya: :(
(he doesn't regret spending all that money on you. it's like a hobby of his lol he loves it.)
But anyways, I keep thinking that the third part for this series I would like something like an epilogue, a peak into the futureā€¦
Warnings: none. Fluff. A happy ending šŸ˜Š. (By the way, this is the oneshot anon is referring to. Highly recommend reading this first!!!)
Happy reading!
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ā€œā€”And that, dumpling, was your papaā€™s and I first valentineā€™s day together! Kind of, not really, but it was the first time I got gifts from him. It was certainly different from what I expected, but if you look really closely, it was very sweet, and now, Iā€™m able to look back on it fondly!ā€ You smile; truly, who wouldā€™ve thought that youā€™d end up marrying that awkward, somewhat intense kid? And having a beautiful daughter too?
Though you could see in Naomiā€™s tense chubby face that this wasnā€™t exactly the romantic story she was hoping to hear, and you do not blame her, Naoyaā€™s approach had been nothing short of alarming and unexpected, just enough to scare you off from ever considering something more from him!
But his subtle persistence, the small gestures heā€™d still give you even when openly denouncing heā€™ll never seek you again, is what eventually persuaded you otherwise.
Through his attentiveness when you were out on a mission with him, making sure that you were neither too cold nor too hot, either through offering you something to drink or his own sweater to wear.
Quick to save you from a curse that got too close, or a fellow student you were not in the mood to entertain.
Whenever you needed help with jujutsuā€”either a term you didnā€™t quite understand just yet, or plain practice. Naoya had much more experience than you, so it was only natural that youā€™d seek him; that wouldnā€™t change even with that awkward valentineā€™s interactionā€¦
But above all, what made you see that Naoya might be the one you were waiting for all along, is the fact that he remembered all the things you liked, the ones that made you happyā€”from sweets, food, to even your favorite charactersā€¦
If his emotions werenā€™t genuine, he wouldnā€™t have done such a thing!
Perhaps your only regret is ever giving him the idea that you couldnā€™t come to appreciate him, or that he wasnā€™t deserving of love.
But that was long in the past, and after a few dates, and getting to know each otherā€¦ you two fell in love.
Unfortunately, Naomi wouldnā€™t come to see it that way.
ā€œWhatā€™s wrong, pumpkin? This isnā€™t the story you expected?ā€ Naoya asks with a smile, enjoying the way she huffed in responseā€”though that satisfaction wouldnā€™t last long.
ā€œNo, papa, you were creepy.ā€ She pouted, and her mama could almost hear his heart shatter.
ā€œOh.ā€ Naoya doesnā€™t even come to wonder how she knew of such word, undoubtedly from his cousins, but that would be a matter to tend to later after he mends his broken heart.
ā€œWell, heā€™s done his due! Papa loves us very, very much and would never do anything to scare us!ā€
ā€œThanks, Y/N.ā€ Naoya responds sarcastically. ā€œThat makes me feel much better.ā€
You giggle.
ā€œWhy donā€™t you leave us alone, pumpkin? Papa and I need to talk a bit.ā€
And Naomi obeys immediately after, not that it took much for her to do so, for her disappointment rapidly pushed her to seek something better, a bit more entertainingā€”like Mai and Makiā€™s daily occurrences, more ways to annoy her father and such.
Once alone, the two are able to freely look back on that fateful dayā€¦
ā€œWhat I did back then was messed up, wasnā€™t it?ā€ Naoya sighs.
ā€œI wouldnā€™t say that necessarily.ā€ You add.
ā€œBut nothing happened after that.ā€ He says. ā€œThings didnā€™t change until much later.ā€
ā€œWell, I did get to see a new side of you, one I didnā€™t think you had.ā€
ā€œWhat did you think of meā€¦?ā€
ā€œThat you wereā€¦ bold. Arrogant, a bit snobby tooā€¦ā€ you say, Naoyaā€™s face reddens out of shame.
ā€œDonā€™tā€”Donā€™t say anything else.ā€ He frowns. ā€œI get the idea loud and clearā€¦ā€
ā€œBut that you were sweet too.ā€ You smile, taking his hand. ā€œIā€™ve never been lucky enough to have someone hold such strong feelings for meā€¦ thought it to be something out of a fairy taleā€”Until I met youā€”someone that harbored so much love to give but didnā€™t know how to express it.ā€
ā€œYou make me sound much nobler than what I really amā€”I donā€™t know how you do it, Y/Nā€¦ā€
ā€œIt took me time to get there, love.ā€ You laugh. ā€œBut itā€™s only because youā€™re so cute that I eventually thought otherwise.ā€
ā€œCute?ā€ he huffs, ready to retort otherwise, until you lean in to kiss his cheek, gesture enough to have him willing. ā€œAlrightā€”but only you can call me that.ā€
ā€œI better be the only one.ā€ You warn. ā€œAlthough I was hoping our dumpling would do so too when I told her our storyā€¦ā€
ā€œā€¦Well, I canā€™t blame her, it mustā€™ve sounded crazy for her.ā€ Naoya sighs. ā€œā€¦If someone dared do the same thing to my daughter you can be sure Iā€™d send the kukuru to get rid of him! No jerk is going to impress her!ā€
ā€œI donā€™t think thatā€™ll happen; Naomi didnā€™t seem amused by us either way.ā€ You reassure him. ā€œAnd sheā€™s too young to be worried about that too! All she cares about right now is when will her papa get her that kitten he promised herā€¦ā€
ā€œIā€™m working on it!ā€ Naoya frets. ā€œItā€™s just that kittens arenā€™t born until later in the yearā€¦ā€
ā€œWell, letā€™s hope that you arenā€™t too late, something tells me that my sister might be already on the lookoutā€¦ā€
ā€œNO, sheā€™s not.ā€ Naoya breathes. ā€œI will never forgive her if she does!ā€
But you just shrug playfully, not really giving Naoya much of an opportunity to not worry about spoiling his daughter, fearing that he might lose the position of favorite human in the whole wide world against your sister! A rank Hinata has been coveting for as long as he could remember, competing with the rest of your family tooā€¦
A tough endeavor, though heā€™ll have something else to worry about now.
ā€œBy the wayā€¦ Iā€™m aware of what you did with with the gifts.ā€ You say, he freezes.
ā€œHoā€”How?ā€ he blinks.
ā€œShoko told me. Mei Mei wasnā€™t thatā€¦ fond of keeping secrets that were too juicy to hide.ā€ You reveal.
ā€œThat womanā€¦ she told me thatā€”!ā€ but he goes silent, understanding there was a much bigger issue at hand. ā€œā€¦Are you angry with me?ā€
ā€œYes, so angry, that Iā€™ve decided to personally torment you for the rest of our lives!ā€ You tease, at the mischief of your voice, a weight is lifted from Naoyaā€™s shoulders. ā€œI was angry, butā€¦ it didnā€™t last long, considering that some of those gifts were from people I didnā€™t really want to be involved withā€¦ so, you kind of did me a favorā€¦ though I did have to go through a whole day thinking I didnā€™t get anythingā€¦ā€
ā€œā€¦Iā€™m sorryā€”I mightā€™ve gotten ahead of myself trying to impress youā€¦ā€
ā€œWell, for all the chocolate I missed back then, you made up for me, tenfold!ā€ you grin, wrapping him in your arms and placing kisses all over his cheeks until you could no more. ā€œI love you, Naoyaā€”you and all of your bold, extravagant, though a bit silly, ways. So donā€™t worry about that anymore, not when it was the reason that brought us together.ā€
Naoya blushes, letting himself be consumed by the incessant demonstrations of your affection and the acceptance of your words, for there was honesty behind themā€”even when a rocky start, it ultimately fated the two together.
What was once nothing but a dream, one that seemed so far away on the day you rejected himā€¦
Now was his everyday realityā€”if not better, for it brought along a small bundle of joy that made both of your lives happier, although there were moments where she didnā€™t feel particularly the same, unamused by her parentā€™s antics from time to timeā€¦
But even then, he wouldnā€™t want it any other way.
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They got their happy ending nonetheless :') Really, that day was only the beginning for them. It was enough for Y/N to finally set her eyes on him!! And the rest is history šŸ„ŗā¤ļø
Thankfully I do plan to write a bit more of this HS AU, you know, the simple things like them slowly falling in love šŸ„ŗ ajfghajkghajghjkas this has to be one of my favorite au's (if not the favorite haha) can't wait to write them in time.
Now, thank you so much for your support and patience šŸ„ŗā¤ļøā¤ļø!!!! I'm really glad you're liking my work!!!
Take care, and hope to see you soon!!
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annimoose Ā· 6 months ago
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Ranking malevolent characters on how hot I think they might be:
Arthur lester - 7 or 8/10
A lot of people seem to be drawn to him, whether that be appearance or personality wise (I totally believe this to be a side effect of John's manipulation bleeding over but skeijrir)
Claiming this because Noel asked him if was married during being asked what he wanted and when Oscar was going to ask him if he wanted to go do... something šŸ³ļøā€šŸŒˆā“ļø
John Doe - 1 or 10/10
There is no in-between for this. He's either the beautiful and elegant fractured piece of the kiy or a shrimp. I will not elaborate further.
Peter Yang - 10/10
He was too sexy for the world. šŸ˜”
Eddie - 8/10
Big bruiser guy can attack me anytime, lord have mercy
Kellin - fucked up/10
I mean, hes a war veteran who wears a gas mask at all times. He's fucked up physically and mentally. I hope he's doing alright. (I- know he's not)
Antoine - 10/10
Another character too hot for the world. What a shame. šŸ˜©
The King In Yellow - 9/10
He's an elder god who's known for lavish and madness, I KNOW he's hot. Minus one point because he prolly is a lil fucked up after being split in two.
John even comments on how remarkable he is (this could be just to inflate his ego but whatever you say john,, šŸ™„)
The Vanguard - 0/10
Would've been a great mascot for the Talking Heads
(If I see a what that mouth do comment I will delete this fucking post)
The Trader - 6/10
Honestly, I just would love to see some Trader fanart. I think he would look cool :)
Micheal Faust - delectable/10 or 11/10
Are you Mr. Faust because damn you're looking like a fine snack. šŸ„“
Had a guy eat him out, like literally.
Lorick - FROG/10
FROG FRIEND, FROG FRIEND. No hot is simply FROG frien šŸø
Kayne - eeeehh,,, 5/10,, probably 6 being generous?
I know a controversial take but let me splain
Not necessarily calling him bad looking but I feel like his features would definitely be stretched and contorted just enough to be unnerving. Looks human but you can definitely tell he's not.
Yellow - piss baby/10
Roll em up like a jaundice blunt and smoke em up. šŸš¬
Uncle - 0/10
I know what I said about Auntie Nyan Nyan but I promise you I'm not a monster fucker.
Mmmm Antie Nyan Nyan could put a collar on me and walk me like the dirty dog I am anytime.
Wallace Larson - 8/10 personality wise - -0/10
Would probably look hot, ngl,, too bad hes rotten to the core.
I hope he's getting his femur shattered over and over again during his permanent vacay in the Dreamlands.
The Butcherrrr - 6/10
Probably wouldn't look too bad for an old man. I really dont have much more to add on him.
Butcher my beloved šŸ’–
Marie - widow/10
She deserves the world on a silver plater šŸ’–
Mr. Scratch - NIGHTMARE NIGHTMARE NIGHTMARE/10
Now if we're going to talk about Lilith, everyone knows she's a 20/10. That's literally her thing to be hot and to swoon men. Thankfully she did NOT do this to Arthur.
Oscar - 5/10
Idk, I just feel like he wouldn't be that hot. šŸ¤·ā€ā™€ļø
This does not make me love him even less because GOD he deserved better. šŸ’–
Detective Noel - 9/10
God I miss my man wife. It's not even funny. šŸ˜­
I'm starving now, gotta see if I have any left over Mr. Faust in the fridge.
Yaaay I did most characters. šŸŽ‰
This kinda derailed a little bit, but eh, whatever.
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magixfairyix Ā· 1 month ago
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Trailer Analysis
"Analysis" as if I know what I'm talking about.
Basically, it's me droning on and on cause its fun.
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0:03
Bloom looks so cute on her bike ngl! Also love her outfit and the bike.
Also, the canal she's biking past looks cool. So yay, fun scenery.
0:08
Knut's design is pretty cool! He's still giving Knut for me somehow, even though he does look a lot different. I do hope we get to see a tiny bit of his personality.
Also, the scars on him! Yes!
(I gave him scars in my rewrite that he got from the Trix, cause evil villains. I'm just going to pretend that's why he has them. Let me be delusional XD).
0:14
Kinda wish Bloom's pink top over the mesh one was yellow, but eh, she can be a pink girlie. She still slays.
0:17
The stars on her pants remind me of the hearts in her season 3 top. OH WAIT! There were also stars on her season 1 pants.
0:21
The fire looks badass.
0:28
STELLA LOOKS SO PRETTY! Like, just her hair even is so beautiful!
Don't mind her sceptre. No big feelings on that, but glad she has it.
The outfits slay! Stella's back in orange!
I just love this frame. Stella and Flora look amazing.
"We're here for you," they say, and Bloom mentally being like:
'Am I getting kidnapped?'
0:32
Alfea is gorgeous! I kind of like it a bit more than the original (sculpted the original years ago, so this one is going to be a pain to sculpt, but aNyWaYs).
0:33
Glad to see crop tops returning.
Also, that blurry image of the girl with bleached blonde hair and black clothing slays. Don't know who she is but her outfit slays hard.
Also different fashion styles. Some people are wearing dresses, some crop tops and pants, etc.
0:35
That random fairy's fairy form is so pretty.
Also... THE GATES (I think they're the gates or a smaller gate to a field) are shiny and pretty and yes!
0:36
The library kind of reminds me of the library in Magic Guardians/Fairy Guardians (on Roblox). It looks gorgeous!
0:38
Flora's jacket is a NEED. It's pretty!
Also, love her accent.
0:42
Opinions on the Winx's designs, cause I never thought about this.
Tecna: 6/10. Pretty good. No strong opinion.
Aisha: 7.5/10. It really fits her.
Stella: 9/10. LOVE.
Musa: 8/10. Not perfect but I still like it a lot.
Flora: 8.5/10. Slays.
0:46
Hiking outfits/swamp outfits look so nice! Glad we'll see them in the swamp outfits again, so maybe it'll be a similar occasion to what was in ep 4 of season 1.
0:49
I'm guessing this is back in Gardenia. This doesn't look like the type of school gym Alfea would have.
So Bloom might go back to Gardenia after finding out she has magic, as she arrives in the gym out of a portal. A dark-looking one at that so...
An evil thing behind that, maybe?
0:50
THE TRIX YES MY DAY HAS BEEN BLESSED.
Okay, reeling in the gay panic. The portal they're walking out of looks pretty much identical to the one Bloom arrived in the school gym out of, so maybe the Trix are behind Bloom going there.
Icy: She's gorgeous. Nothing to say. Her initial fits so much into her hanging jewelry, and I love all the little shinies. Her hair is also so nice.
(Fuck I'm gay)
Stormy: Her dress and the design of it are SO good. The shape of it and the corset (I think) just slays!
I'm not a gold girlie except twice a month, so I'm biased as hell, but I feel like her jewelry would have looked better in silver or a grey pink. Icy's jewelry is more light blue than silver, while Darcy's is silver with a purple sheen (I think).
Maybe even a rose gold.
Darcy: AHH she pretty. Love her jewellery. I don't love her design as much as the others, but with seeing the pants as well I think I'll like it better. Her highlights seem really thick and I think they'd look a bit bitter thinner, but don't despise it.
(Also the Trix's evil laugh, like, have mercy on my gay soul)
0:52
Stella's sceptre slays. She looks like a badass.
0:55
Faragonda looks really good. I might even like her a bit more than the 2d, but more so on the same level.
0:57
The specialists are back!
Sky looks like he has a hairstyle more like in season 5. Just a helmet of hair, but then again, it's a blurry image.
0:58
Brandon looks pretty good!
Also (I think that's Riven) is here. But can't see much with the image and how he's tiny.
0:58
THE TRIX ARE SLAYING AGAIN.
Icy has her cape back!
OKAY! We can see Darcy's full outfit (a bit blurry but anyways).
Love her bellbottom pants and her outfit does look better when the full thing is visible. Her hair also looks better in this angle and a bit more natural.
Stormy has BOOTS. Also, her pink tights return.
Icy's ice attack looks amazing. I love how it looks.
1:09
Ahhh love this scene. Glad its in the reboot.
Also love the dragons on Bloom's jeans.
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All in all, I'm exited for this reboot and I think it'll be really good!
2025 here we come!
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armando-triplepapito Ā· 7 months ago
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Armando and Betty are my Roman empire! I would really hate it if they ruined the beautiful relationship they have.
Yes!! Same!! I love them so much when I heard about the new sequel I was excited to see how much stronger their bond has gotten over the years. But after finding out about the amnesia plotline Iā€™ve been having mixed feelings about it.
It sounds interesting cause itā€™ll be like a do over with their love story. Theyā€™ll be able to restart their relationship without the horrible plan Mario created. Iā€™m kinda liking that idea cause tbh I am a sucker for couples falling in love with each other all over again (doesnā€™t matter the scenario). In a sense itā€™s kinda romantic for me.ā¤ļø
Then again we might not see their great partnership theyā€™ve created from the 20+ yrs of marriage.
In the OG Armando would get into all sorts of trouble but Betty would be able to solve them by assessing the situation now imagine in the new sequel roles are reversed! Instead of Betty solving problems itā€™ll be Armando taking on that role! Ahh that would be so cool!! But if weā€™re taking the amnesia route then will most likely not see this unless, by some miracle, towards the end of the series.šŸ˜’
Also Iā€™m worried that with the amnesia plotline the story will start off with Betty and Armando having a rough marriage with a divorce on sight and end with ā€œthanks to Betty fighting for Armandoā€™s memories(and love) now their marriage is stronger than everā€. I can swear to you this is how itā€™s going to play out! And if they do then to me that just sounds like lazy writing and uninteresting to me.
Tho I have to admit it would be nice to see Armando avoiding all forms of flirtation from other women cause of his love for Betty even if he doesnā€™t have his memories. Itā€™s like his mind doesnā€™t remember but his heart and body does which is romantic to me nglšŸ™ˆ.
Now that I think about it I remember AMO mentioned in an interview that in this sequel Betty will think about the choices sheā€™s made in her life. I really do hope it doesnā€™t involve Betty regretting marrying Armando!! Cause if thatā€™s even mentioned I will not take the sequel seriously. From that point onwards Iā€™ll just think about it as a live action fanfic and not a continuation to the novela.šŸ˜’
Sorry for being so negative! Itā€™s just that I donā€™t have much hope for the writers. I remember someone mentioned that the writers for the sequel were involved in PasiĆ³n de Gavilanes. Even tho Iā€™ve never watch that novela Ik a lot of people hated the progression and ending of it. I just hope the writers have been listening to the ysblf fandom and not mess things up!
Anyways things that I really want to see in the new sequel is lovey dovey scenes from B&A, jealousy on both sides, them defending each other, their different parenting style and how they harmonize, and most of all I want scenes of Armando being his sexy selfšŸ«¦
Also itā€™ll be funny if they end the sequel with them wanting another kidšŸ¤£ cause ngl Iā€™m still shocked how they only had one lol!
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multi-fandomsfreak Ā· 3 months ago
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Hello, how are you doing? šŸ˜‰
Iā€™ve got a funny idea.. Well itā€™s funny to me Iā€™m not sure if it will be funny to you. šŸ˜…
So I vaguely remember Luigiā€™s day out Mario calling Luigi ā€œdumbass geekā€ and I was like what if he had a geeky S/O. It would kinda be like ā€œHaha Karma came back and kicked ur butt.ā€ Moment. Like reader doesnā€™t look like a stereotypical geek. Sheā€™s like very very attractive so it kind of flew under the radar and it isnā€™t until later into the relationship where her geekiness starts to show itself.
I feel like Luigiā€™s day out Mario would be having a full on crisis. He would probably be like ā€œOh my god Iā€™ve been dating a geek this whole time.ā€ type thing but in all honesty he doesnā€™t think itā€™s too bad cause reader doesnā€™t act like his brother so that kinda helps a bit and he also thinks itā€™s funny [Not in a mean way tho.] to hear her ramble about what her current interests are. Sure he might not get some of it but he likes hearing readerā€™s voice.
[In this request reader will be using She/Her pronouns šŸ‘Œ]
[Thatā€™s all! Hope youā€™re doing well and taking good care of yourself. šŸ‘]
Luigiā€™s Day Out Mario With A Geeky S/O
Hey there! Thanks for the ask!
Iā€™m doing good thanks for asking. Ngl I almost wrote for LDO Luigi because my brain decide to write out that you wanted LDO Mario and assume it was for LDO Luigi because I saw the quote about him calling Luigi a ā€˜dumbass geekā€™. But I managed to save myself lol. Anyways hope you like it. ~Blaze/Dawn
Pronouns: She/Her
Warning: āŒ
Requested: Yes/No
Characters: Luigiā€™s Day Out Mario + Luigiā€™s Day Out Luigi + His Mother (idk her name sorry) + Mentions of Luigiā€™s Day Out Daisy + Luigiā€™s Day Out Waluigi
Proofread: āŒ
Credits: Art originally by hotdiggedydemon + Banner by Haterlovin on Pinterest
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- Honestly the fact that you might possibly be a geek completely flew under his radar. I think he would be too focused that he managed to get you. You were considered very attractive by many people so the fact that he of all people managed to get with you admittedly fueled his ego a bit. He feels like he won some sort of competition with you being his girlfriend. I like to think he actually wasnā€™t expecting you to say yes to him. Heā€™d probably did it in a joking way so when you accepted it he was surprised but overall played it off like ā€˜he knew youā€™d say yesā€™ and how ā€˜no one could resist himā€™ overall being a cocky bastard but is actually happy that you said yes but pretended to not be too affected by it.
- Heā€™s definitely the type of boyfriend to be constantly talking about you to anyone and everyone who would listen whether they actually want to hear it or not. As I said before heā€™s a cocky bastard so from the day you two got together he is not going to keep his mouth shut about you. He kind of feels like he has the right to no matter how many times people complain about it. If someone does tell him to shut up he just shoots back ā€œAw whatā€™s the matter? Jealous that I actually managed to get herā€ or ā€œYour just mad that I got to her before you can huh?ā€ things like that. The way he talks about you to other people honestly makes them want to punch him sometimes. Heā€™d say things like ā€œImagine not having a girlfriend?ā€ ā€œ[Name] is so beautiful, glad sheā€™s with me.ā€ ā€œDonā€™t you wish you had a Girlfriend like [Name]? Too bad sheā€™s with meā€ etc.
- Adding on from the previous point since he literally can not keep his mouth shut about you pretty much everyone knows that the two of you are dating. Ranging from strangers, his ā€˜friendsā€™ and his family. Their reactions vary, some are absolutely confused at the fact the two of you are dating. How did this emo fucker managed to get someone as beautiful as you? Even his own ā€˜friendsā€™ are so confused. As for his brother and mother they were very excited and happy (mostly his mother though). She pretty much acts like how every parent asks every single question about you like what your name is? What were you like? Were you pretty? Is he treating you right? And goes on and on about it even after Luigiā€™s Day Out Mario telling her to stop and being embarrassed at the ambush of questions. For his Brother Luigi heā€™s just happy for his brother. He doesnā€™t really have any bad opinions about it even if he did (not that he has or will) Mario would tell him to shut it.
- Heā€™s definitely the type of person to show you off and your beauty. As soon as he spots someone eying the two of you up you can bet heā€™s suddenly all up in your business. Heā€™s grabbing your hand tightly bringing you closer while giving said person a smirk while giving them a look like ā€˜you jealous?ā€™ Even around people like Daisy and Waluigi. The both of them are like ā€œdude? I know you like her but do you have to publicly show it?ā€ and heā€™s like ā€œOf course I do. How else am I supposed to show sheā€™s my girlfriend?ā€ He likes riling people up by doing this.
- He definitely likes to get the two of you in trouble. Sometimes he doesnā€™t mean to do it but just like in the original animation heā€™s probably doing some shit that should've grab the police attention but does he care? No. He hasnā€™t gotten caught yet so why does it matter? He enjoys the feeling of doing it and he enjoys it more doing it with you. Thatā€™s how he likes to spend his time with you. So do expect yourself to be in situations like jumping fences or visiting abandoned places to have smoke sessions.
- As I said in the first point, due to your attractiveness he doesnā€™t really acknowledge your geekiness until the two of you feel really comfortable in the relationship. He probably accidentally stumbled upon this while the two of you were hanging out (e.g. in his room or during your smoke sessions). He probably just mentions him trying to get into a new band and it just evolves into you just giving him a full blown lecture of your favourite musician. For example ā€œI donā€™t know Iā€™ve been trying to listen to other things. Been tired of listening to the same shit over and over again.ā€ he complained while toying his finger on his guitar that he owns then you just asked him ā€œhave you listened to [insert band name] before?ā€ he looks at you before asking ā€œno, who are they?ā€ then you just went into airplane mode about your love for said band. Just think of that one yapper x listener tiktok meme.
- Thatā€™s pretty much when it pretty much hit him that heā€™s dating a geek. As you continued to talk about said band heā€™s listening to every single word you're saying. Lowkey having a crisis like ā€œIs this what I get for calling my brother dumbass geek?ā€ But overall surprisingly besides the initial surprise heā€™s actually really okay with it. Like sure if it was someone else he wouldā€™ve told him to shut up but he actually really likes it. Besides some slight teasing from him he just lets you do it because he likes to think that itā€™s just your voice that makes it a lot more tolerable. Plus you actually look really cute doing it even if he doesnā€™t get what your saying half of the time.
- I feel like he would purposely try to find ways into getting you into your little sessions just to hear you talk. He likes to offhandedly mention one of your favourite shows or comics and ask you questions about a certain character or the overall plot of said show or comic. Sometimes he likes to show off your knowledge, if someone says something wrong about a topic you know he immediately pauses them and says ā€œIā€™m not sure if thatā€™s correct, what do you say [Name]?ā€ He says teasing the other person as you talk to said person about the topic.
- I feel like he would be the type of boyfriend to do anything for you and you alone. For example if you wanted something and have been talking about it to him you can bet heā€™s getting it for you. Even if the thing is expensive he would get it and by that he would probably steal it but to him itā€™s worth it if itā€™s for you. He doesnā€™t care that much about what people say about when he does this he just tells them off and for them to mind their business.
- Pretty much the only time you get to see him outside of his dick behaviour is with you. You can see him actually seems calm around you, when the two of you are chilling together, the two of you are just up against each other as the two of you just talk about random shit and just rant about things you like or donā€™t like. Overall, despite being an asshole heā€™s actually a good boyfriend to you.
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iris-sistibly Ā· 4 months ago
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The Targ Talk: House of the Dragon S2
Episode 7 commentary
Contains major spoilers from the book but y'all probably already know this.
I absolutely love the scene where Seasmoke and Syrax was like conversing. Seasmoke be like, "Look what I found..a new dragon rider!" Then Syrax would be like, "Good for you, he's cute." Also the detail where Seasmoke was like bowing to Rhaenyra while showing her his new rider is really good.
There's something about the scene of Alicent in Kingswood that's hauntingly beautiful. I like that they made the audience think as to whether or not Alicent was there to end herself, or was she just there to clear her thoughts or think of what she's going to do next. The reason why Alicent was written to be some sort of a puppet to her dad was because it will explain why her mental health deteriorated towards the end. Still not much of a fan of how they've written Alicent in the show and I don't know if I'm ever gonna see that side of her that came from the book.
I like Oscar Tully. He knew his vassals would not take him seriously because he is a boy. "Insulting" Daemon, punishing Willem Blackwood and making Daemon "ride along" by killing the latter in exchange of House Tully's loyalty [and army] had benefited the both of them. Daemon gets his army, and Oscar earns the respect of the Riverlords as the new lord paramount.
I REALLY HOPE THAT THIS WOULD BE THE LAST EPISODE OF THE HAUNTING OF HARRENHAL. I know the final episode got leaked on the internet, and I actually saw a scene about Helaena confronting Aemond. Ngl, I love that scene but bitch it ruined the excitement for me. So whoever leaked the episode, fuck you.
Rhaena never had any other dragon aside from Morning, but if she for real is going to claim Sheepstealer then...there wouldn't be Nettles anymore?
I know a lot of people are kinda upset with Jace right now, but I get his point. Yes, it was his idea to find dragonriders for the other dragons but he never really thought that a lowborn with a Targaryen blood (and a bastard of Corlys that no one knows about as of the moment) would be chosen by a dragon, and it's not really Addam's fault. The thing is, if bastards could be dragonriders then they certainly would think that they could claim the throne as well. If Rhaenyra passes, then another war might start (actually, it was pure chaos after Aegon II's death but we'll get to that later on). It's also bad enough that he and his brothers have been the talk of the town since they were born. Despite having the potential of being a good king, he would always be questioned, opposed, and like Jace said he will always have to fight for his position. It would have been easier had he been born looking like his mother, but his dad's genes are Strong unfortunately, and having a dragon is the only thing that proves of his Targaryen heritage--the reason why people respect him. So having bastards for dragonriders is not only a huge slap on his face, but it could also lead to another dance of the dragons.
If Rhaenyra wants to secure Jace's claim to the throne, the only way is to legitimize him. I don't know if it's already a thing in this timeline, but it's the only way to protect him. It's already an unspoken truth anyway. Problem is that, she's just gonna end up like Aegon II whom no one takes seriously. Even if she does her best to be a good mother and queen, people will not look past the fact that she had kids with another man that wasn't her (first) husband. And Daemon being Daemon? Oh, we are sure as hell that he would want his own son to rule in the future hence, another potential war.
Actually, we shouldn't be thinking too much about Jace's ascension to the throne because it will never happen. And Daemon didn't have to fight for his son's claim since he was already gone by the time Aegon III succeeded his uncle (and married Jaehaera).
But let's just pretend that we don't know that for the sake of discussion...unless you haven't read Fire & Blood.
Going back, if Rhaenyra wants peace and stability in her court and amongst her people, then she'd have to name Aegon the Younger her heir since her two youngest sons have always had stronger claim to the throne since birth, but this will destroy Rhaenyra and Jace's relationship.
Aside from his recovery, I wonder if Aegon is also conspiring with Larys already to eliminate Aemond? Or is he letting Larys do everything? But if you think about it, without Aemond and Vhagar the greens will be at a huge disadvantage. Tessarion and Dreamfyre wouldn't suffice unless Aegon pretends to bend the knee and devices a scheme to kill Rhaenyra and her family later on, but that would take so much time, and Aegon doesn't have the patience for that...So Ulf and Hugh betraying Rhaenyra it is then to get Vermithor and Silverwing to their side.
Dragonkeepers doing a mass resignation after Rhaenyra recruited dragonseeds because basically, dragons are sacred blah, blah, blah. These people were born/direct descendants of the Targaryens, therefore magic is in their blood. We all know now that dragons and riders form a bond by either:
Hatching the dragon
The rider successfully claiming the dragon
The dragon chooses its rider
The others who were deemed unworthy ended up being Vermithor's snack. The process of choosing a rider for Vermithor was indeed horrible, but it's only a matter of time before Aemond defeats Rhaenyra so she has to act quickly. But in doing so, she has to make sacrifices. On the other hand it's common knowledge that dragons shouldn't be fucked with, but the reason why the dragonseeds answered the call was because they thought that by claiming a dragon, their lives will change for the better. They were abandoned as children, lived a horrible life, and with the current situation, anyone would jump at any opportunity no matter how risky just to get out of that situation.
Though I wonder what show Rhaenyra would do to make sure none of the dragonriders would betray her, surely there will come a time when they would ask for a reward for their contribution to the war, and it's going to be more than just money.
Emma D'Arcy speaking in High Valyrian is just šŸ¤ŒšŸ¤ŒšŸ¤ŒšŸ¤Œ the scene where Rhaenyra was calming Vermithor, and as if they were having some sort of conversation through the mind, and when she opened her eyes, there was power--gods I kept on replaying it. Even the dragon knows who the real queen is. Such a badass scene!
The final cut where Aemond found out that Rhaenyra have 3 more dragonriders now was actually quite funny. The latter looking at her little brother as if saying, "Come at me now motherfucker," is such a big sister thing. But I felt like the dragons were only calling out to meemaw Vhagar as if they were just having some sort of mini reunion šŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗ.
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crheativity Ā· 8 months ago
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I played the Ikevil prologue and the rest is downloading-
I like some of these characters ngl. Theyā€™re all weird in an interesting/awesome way, Cybird did a good job šŸ‘
Thoughts/opinions under the cut
William seems like a really fun character. I LOVE the queen of hearts inspiration and his design is definitely one of my favourites. His powerā€™s pretty cool, Iā€™m excited to see what the drawback is.
Only thing Iā€™m concerned about- I really hope he doesnā€™t use his power on the mc much at all in his route, thatā€™d feel really creepy/uncomfy
Harrison I really like too, his design is eye-catching although not one of my favourites. I love the idea that heā€™s cursed with lying, thatā€™s an awful curse to have and itā€™d be fascinating to see how the fact that he has to lie constantly affects him later on.
I hope that in his route MC starts to be able to tell the difference between his lies and not though, thatā€™d even put the power dynamic a bit which would be good I think.
(But yeah as someone who likes mischievous boys heā€™s someone Iā€™m keeping an eye on)
Liam I really liked bc he seems really nice but also really fricking impulsive. Bro needs a mum friend. I kiiinnda like the cat vibes. Heā€™s definitely one of my favourites from the prologue at least.
I really hope the game doesnā€™t go too dark with the curiosity stuff after they mentioned what the previous owner of the curse did. Thatā€™s a bit too dark to happen to a LI for me.
But yeah, definitely a route Iā€™m looking forward to playing.
Elbertā€™s design is really eye-catching too, I like how cold he looks - reminds me of ice in a way. I remember in the prologue he asked someone else if mc was beautiful so he might be blind? Iā€™m not sure, itā€™d be really interesting to have a blind LI though. Or I could just be reading that wrong lol.
Heā€™s one of the most interesting to me. He seems nice but quiet. Iā€™d like to play his route at some point.
Alfons scares me. His design is pretty cool but I donā€™t think Iā€™d be able to play his route. Sneaky man.
Roger just screams Trey mixed with Jade to me. His design is probably my least favourite, but itā€™s still a good one. I like the massive gun he has at all times for no reason.
Download page says heā€™ll stop at nothing for his research so Iā€™m a little worried about his route. I hope heā€™s got enough Trey in him to be a decent person about that.
Jude is interesting. His design is comically evil looking and I like it. Heā€™s kinda mean though. Iā€™d play his route but only if he got a bit nicer throughout it.
Also, am I reading this wrong or is he inspired by Maleficent?? If so then itā€™s fascinating how there can be such different interpretations of that one character.
Anyway, Iā€™m interested to see how his personality develops.
Ellis is bonkers and heā€™s fascinating. I want to study him under a microscope. His design is also one of my favourites. I definitely wanna play his route at some point just because his weirdness has intrigued me.
I really like the idea of a character inspired by the briar bushes in sleeping beauty. Thatā€™s such a cool thing to pick. Iā€™m so excited to see how they interpret that.
Victor is actually one of my favourites. Probably one of my least favourites design wise (Iā€™m not a fan of long hair) bUT his clothes are super cool.
He honestly just seems like heā€™s here for a good time and heā€™s a little childish. I definitely wanna play his route. Also, I love that his curse & what heā€™s inspired from is scratched out. I wanna find out what it is in his route.
All in all Iā€™m super excited to play but worried bc this game is darker than the other ones Iā€™ve played already so I might wait and see what other people say.
TLDR: William, Harrison and Liam Iā€™m concerned about but interested in, Alfons and Roger scare me and I wanna study Jude, Ellis and Victor under a microscope. Looking forward to playing but Iā€™m apprehensive of how dark itā€™ll be.
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let-me-lyric Ā· 7 months ago
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Ok so this is def gonna be some sort of FOB blog now. My hyperfixation has returned babyyy (and I really hope this one sticks around for a while).
Anyway.
I think we need to give more love to American Beauty/American Psycho. Like I know on Spotify that itā€™s technically their most popular album but tbf we can probably all agree that thatā€™s because of Centuries. Thereā€™s also Uma Thurman which is pretty popular (for good reason, itā€™s a BANGER) but the rest of the album deserves some love too.
Irresistible is lowkey my strut song, I love it so much.
The title track (AB/AP but I ainā€™t writing allat) took me a bit to get into but the bridge especially is actually such a good song? Currently playing it on repeat which is what prompted me to write this entire thing out.
Centuries is iconic and I love it I really do, it was how I found out about FOB and it deserves all the love it gets.
The Kids Arenā€™t Alright is honestly not really my fave but idk bro the lyrics really hit.
Uma Thurman gets me so hyped every time I hear it, I LOVE IT!
Jet Pack Blues is once more not as high energy as I usually like but they popped off with the lyrics ā€œsheā€™s singing ā€˜baby come homeā€™ in a melody of tears while the rhythm of the rain keeps timeā€??? How did such a line get brainstormed and where do I get some of that absolute skill???
Novocaine is such an angry, gritty song and I donā€™t know what else I can say about it. Def one of my faves on the album but this is also lowkey my favorite album (lowkey, itā€™s not like I can just pick ONE šŸ˜„) so that tracks.
Fourth of July is ofc sad but itā€™s almost kinda cute if that makes sense? Like it makes me think of a cute romance that didnā€™t end so well. Not exactly the best vibes to bring to a Fourth of July part but you best believe I ABSOLUTELY will be adding it to the playlist.
Favorite Record is similar, but it almost feels like a moreā€¦ homemade(?) sound. Softer might be a better word. Like the background instrument are kinda toned down or something. It expresses such a similar meaning in such a different way IDK
Immortals feels like the earlier part of a relationship that you know is technically doomed to fail but you really donā€™t want to let go of. All of the time references really cement that idea for me. Thereā€™s more I was going to say but I forgot it so.
Twin Skeletonā€™s (Hotel In NYC). Now what do I even say about this one? Honestly, Iā€™ve run out of things to say right now but letā€™s just say that if I heard this one in concert I would probably die. S tier. No further notes.
Also this is maybe an important disclaimer: I have zero experience with love and I donā€™t intend to get any (aromantic babyyy šŸ˜). So my analysis might be a bit inaccurate but whoā€™s doing research for smth like this anyway?
TL;DR: yā€™all are SLEEPING on AB/AP, but also every album is equally good in its own way (altho Iā€™m ngl I could never bring myself to listen to evening out with your girlfriend but someday I will, promise).
ā€¦yeah. I think itā€™s clear how not normal I am about this band.
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chuuyascumsock Ā· 1 year ago
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The university Anon here, reporting back with fresh brainrot! (At 6am local time with no sleep, so I hope to be forgiven for any mistakes haha)
Anyways...
ART STUDENT CHUUYA AND READER?
Like he has a practice course and the topic is portraits and since he doesn't have anyone he knows in the course he gets paired with the only other person who doesn't have anyone, which is of course reader. And while awkward as Fuck at first, drawing a stranger while getting to know them on top of that does that to ppl, Chuuya loves their personality and is kinda sad when class is over.
So much for wholesomeness, here comes horny thoughs...
Hear me out...
Nude model reader.
Chuuya decides for whatever reason to try something new and so he is like, yeah, maybe I'll try painting someone naked, can't be that bad.
But the model? Oh boy, they are something! Beautiful hair, eyes, curves in all the right places, skin so soft looking that makes him wish he could just touch it once... but first and foremost he's here to paint and that's what he does and he tried his damn best to capture this beautiful human on his canvas!
During the whole process, Chuuya thinks he might be imagining things, but it seems the model has their eyes a lot on him and he feels really warm whenever he meets their gaze and their warm smile turns into a sexy smirk.
After class while he's packing up his stuff, the now dressed beauty comes up to him and slides their number to him. "Gimme a call and maybe next time you'll get to do more than just paint me." šŸ˜³
Other ideas include, being naughty and making out in the library in an empty corner, meeting up shorty before a lecture, getting down and dirty and then deciding to ditch it, since they are already late..., Tutor Chuuya helping a fellow classmate understand the topic better and accidentally going far beyond just that.
Basically I'm just a slut for the copious dream that I could meet Chuuya on my campus and have a wonderful time šŸ¤ 
Thatā€¦ Your whole post was beautiful, Varsity-Anon šŸ„¹ (Random confession: I get scared that thereā€™s irl people who go to my university and read my contentā€” and I walk by them everyday but just donā€™t know it LMAO.)
But YESā€” Fucking URGHā€” I love the way you think. The art students is everything and just imagine how flustered heā€™d get, that would be so cute.
BUT LISTENā€” HEAR ME OUT, OKAYā‰ļø
Academic rivals who were forced into doing a project together and the tension is too much that they end up banging šŸ¤­
Cause I just know Chuuya would love some studious pussy (yā€™all please help me, Iā€™m aware of how bad this sounds, but Iā€™m severely lacking in sleepā€” and sanity, just like Varsity-Anon šŸ˜­).
But fr, I can just imagine him being kind of an ass in university (what no pussy does to a mf) and then putting him in his place šŸ¤¤
But ngl I am fucking w the nude model idea (I remember vividly of a Levi Ackerman smut I read years ago with that idea and it hasnā€™t left my mind since 2020 tbh).
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