#ngl I am happy to have him
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So I’ve noticed that Honkai Star Rail loves to gatekeep women (Kafka and Himeko) from me and randomly give me men I wasn’t planning for at super low pity on single pulls…
I see how it is HSR, I see 🙄
#really wasnt planning on getting him#i’m actually saving to see if i want jingliu#but my brain keeps telling me to do single pulls so the warp stays even and 😭#ISTG WHY DOES THIS HAPPEN TO ME#welp#i guess its time to build dan heng#i needed another imaginary unit other than luocha so#😭 maybe hsr decided I needed renheng reunited on my account so my insanity for them can truly develop#and mature like some kind of delightful wine#hsr#dan heng#ngl I am happy to have him#I was just planning to catch a rerun since I wanted to prioritize potentially jingliu#or a kafka rerun if it comes soon :’)#maybe seele if there isnt gonna be a kafka rerun for a while i dunno
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I know we joke Lawrence Stroll is basically a bond villain, but my god, I have to take off my hat to him. Man joined this sport purely to support his son's career and dreams, and has seemingly just managed (not officially confirmed as yet) to nab the key to achieving those dreams in certified freaking car genius Adrian Newey, the man behind car designs that won 6 constructors' championships, 7 drivers championships, and earned 120 podiums to date for red bull alone. He's won 12 constructors' championships in total with 3 different Formula One teams (red bull, williams & mclaren). And now, he's apparently chasing Max too. I have to admire this man's sheer commitment, I now need him to win (sign newey & Max when the time comes) so badly now to see him rub the entire paddocks nose in it lmao.
#f1#formula 1#formula one#max verstappen#lawrence stroll#lance stroll#aston martin#adrian newey#if Adrian's at am I'm happy to go there with max lmao#provided we have good strategy too#hannah schmitz is right there#and kindly please bring gp too#him and max are a joint set not sold separately#but also... is aston martin going to be the first team with three drivers on the grid?#because like good luck babe if you think you're going to kick Fernando out after teasing him possible wins with Newey's designs lmao#Lawrence stroll going from bond villain to antihero in my eyes wasn't what i expected ngl especially not so quick#but i am an adrian newey stan so c'est la vie#lawrence stroll bond villain (affectionate)#toto wolff bond villain (derogatory)#<- I'm sorry lmao that's just my pov#honestly though nothing would be funnier than toto failing to sign max again oh I would die laughing
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just wanted to share that stranger/secret forest s1, s2, and dongjae spin-off are 3 dramas i hold super dear to my heart.
these dramas aren't my first exposure to kdramas (and im very grateful they are, bc idt many can match that the standards set). but the way stranger sucked me in right from the start (im a huge thriller fan so. makes sense.) was insane.
the way i binged the whole s1, digested it, and then binged the whole of s2,, i think i was possessed LOL. to think that i only discovered this gem of a universe was through the little ad on tvn on dongjae. (thank you dongjae. my pookie ❤️)
i actually have no idea how to coherently organise my thoughts, bc i think a lot of what i have rn is just feelings. i love this universe so much and really, i can't wait for s3, s4, and even s5. (mr cho seungwoo promised an s5, so i will wait for an s5.)
i ran out of tags.
#dongjae the good or the bastard#stranger 2#secret forest#tvn stranger#hwang si mok#seo dongjae#han yeo jin#im actually in love with all the cast#spoilers but i cried when lee chang joon died#and i cried when dongjae was rescued#and i cried every time si mok smiled#who needs romantic love when you have the detective squad's familial love#and the platonic love between si mok and yeo jin#all i want is for dong jae to be happy actually#he's always alone despite him being around so many peopl#i think thats the saddest thing ive ever seen#he'd benefit so much from being babysat by si mok and yeo jin ngl#can that be my s3 pls writer thankyou!!! iw to see my not-so-corrupt prosecutor fight against corruption side by side with the 2#i hope these tags convey the deep and profound love for the stranger universe#i will make a proper post about each season and the spin off soon#soon is not like a soon-soon thing its a it will be done but idk when#haha!!!!!#anyways i love them sm#i also love detective jang geon#i hate woo tae ha#i feel bad for choi bit#kang won chul they cld nvr make me hate u#i forgot the lady's name but pls do btr dont let mr secretary lead u down the wrong path!!!#also i love dong jae's wife?? i am also sat politely yes maam sorry maam i love their dynamic so much#i cried during prison visit
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Pinup!!!!! the baby!!!! the guy!!!!
sorry if this looks kinda iffy the majority of this was drawn between 11pm and 2:30am so i was very tired loll
also yes that is a totoro bag i dont care if totoro doesnt exist in cyber city he has a totoro bag come at me
Pinup belongs to @turntableart
#read all the tags before you reblog otherwise you will be confused#i feel like i got the body type wrong uaughhh#i feel like the proportions are inaccurate#im blaming it on the clothes i promise the sketch looked good then the clothes went and ruined it#i feel really bad admitting this but now that i think about it i literally never draw chubby characters#all my addisons are pretty long and gangly for the most part and then spamton is just very small in my style hes not really pudgy#and tbh i didnt really draw full bodies very often before addisons and spamton but my one (1) oc was also pretty long and lanky#probably because i myself am pretty long and lanky#ueuugough hauguh#i need to practice more#also i feel like the shoes look weird#im generally not too happy with it but its ok ig#i was terrified of making the features too exaggerated and being offensive and i think i went to much the other way and just made him skinn#ffs#ill draw him again i promise#and it will look better pinky promise#🤙🤙🤙 theres no proper pinky emoji#i love him tho hes cute#i really like his original design#uururuguggg#ugh debating whether i should even post this or if i should keep tinkering with it#im gonna tinker with it a bit more i will continue writing tags when im done#ok tinkering over im much happier with it now#i made him a bit shorter and that solved all my problems#i think i have a habit of drawing characters too tall ngl lmao#also not too happy with the rendering but its good enough#uh im only posting the tinkered version that im happy with so if you want the untinkered version then just ask lol#pixel art#art#turn off the lights arg
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Okay I get why ppl draw this guy so much now he's a joy to doodle.
#my art#doodles#artists on tumblr#dsaf#dsaf jack#jack kennedy#I'm really happy w how he looks here ngl.#maybe I'd have done more facial scars but y'know. didnt want to just ball.#he came out a little too pretty dare i even say like legit got a lil flustered when adding the scars like huh.#getting humid in this room eh? tugging at the neck of my shirt etc#also i thought of giving him a moustache but when i did he looked like such a butch it was cute but not what i wanted#body could be improved but hey this was literally just a quick doodle#i need to start trying to draw Dave more now tho i draw dave so little so UNFAIR but i need to pull up the old yaoi references 4 that#anyway yeah jack lovers enjoy#a lot of ppl followed me bc my last jack doodle snd it made me feel bad bc i am never a consistent person#like you follow me for dsaf and then you get a single drawing of L.L. every few weeks. but hey. here's something for the lot of you. enjoy👍
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everybody say happy birthday to my favorite blorbo :>
#the bad batch#tbb#star wars#tbb crosshair#sw#crosshair#artists on tumblr#cryiling art#I AM STILL ON TIME. IT IS 5 MINUTES TIL MIDNIGHT#ok these were actually so hard ngl. I don't pretend I don't have same face syndrome#so I reallyyy tried to make his face look as accurate as possible#it was v hard bc I normally don't draw that kind of face shape 😭#and ykw as I was drawing I realized. crosshair literally looks like tech just without glasses and with more wrinkles#i always forget they're literally clones of each other#but going through the process of drawing him made me remember 😨#anywayssss happy birthday to my fave skrunkly sopping wet 60 year old man !! 🥰
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Oh so btw I love Jouta he did nothing wrong and he’s part of a nice loving family
#my art#jjba#jojos bizarre adventure#jotakak#jotaro kujo#noriaki kakyoin#jolyne cujoh#jouta kujo#I know Jotaros acting like a bitch here#but I actually want him and Jouta to have a semi decent relationship in this AU Lolol#it’s just that Jotaro having beef with a literal child will never not be funny#also ngl I am hella anxious posting this#I feel like I’m gonna get called out for purposely leaving Jotaros canon wife out#as if I’m not CLEARLY disregarding canon with Kaks and Jouta#but it would’ve been so easy to add her and make her fit into the family#but I just…didn’t want to#I know she’s barely a presence in the canon (she doesn’t even have a name) but it feels wrong leaving her out period#especially since Jolynes there at such a young age#I feel like people are gonna think I’m a obsessive jotaka fan who only cares about them and makes everything about the ship#which is not my intention I just really like them and they make me happy 😭😭😭#I don’t even know why!!!#they have such little substance compared to anything else but somehow they got my heart#whatever it’s not like I’m rewriting jjjba canon or something#I’m just making silly little doodles for fun
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for tomorrow >;)c
#wip#my art#i am. SO proud of this ngl#a bit late to the party but i'm still participating nonetheless cause ofc i will...it's HIM guys come on >:'0#i'm a bit tired today so you'll have to wait for me to formulate a post and fix some small details xD i'm sorryy i just don't have time >:'#the colors on this specific piece make me SO happy like i really just. squeezed every bit of my favorite hues together to mold this lmao HH#goodnight everyone gotta go and get some sleep sob sob<3333
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ugghhh wintertime sucks!! I'm sad and tired and sad all the time.. I need a nap.. and f/o cuddles.. and another nap..
#ash rambles 💚#negative#part of it is definitely the weather#it's so dark and dreary and i never wanna leave my bed#but also just. my mood akdjajs I'm kinda down in the dumps today#im recovering from being sick which always fucks me up#and i just cant shake this feeling of anxiety..? and i feel kinda a lot like my f/os wouldnt like me or would fall out of love or never see#me as more than a friend and other stuff like that#i.. actually got broken up with yesterday irl!#it wasnt messy. he said that this isnt what he wanted and it was fine and we're back to being pals. i wasnt sad at all in the moment and#i dont think i am now..? it's weird. we were laughing like always literal minutes after having the chat. when we got together we said that#if things domt work out we wanna keep being friends. and we're doing just that. honestly i saw it coming and idek if i LOVE him anymore#what even does love feel like..? regardless I'm not upset or sad at my breakup since i saw it coming and I'm honestly happy he just. Talked#to me about it. we communicated and then three minutes later went back to talking about x.enoblade LMAAOO it was fun!#but it is ridiculous for me to expect to feel NOTHING at no longer being in a relationship. i cant just feel nothing. i dont feel sad per s#just... in my thoughts i guess? I don't think the feeling of my f/os not liking me stems from me being dumped though. i think thats just me#being me sjdjaksj I'm very insecure a lot of the time. i dont think being dumped helpd very much though LMAAAOO#I'm doing okay i promise. and I'll be alright. theres just both a lot and nothing going on at the same time and i feel... idk what i feel.#i hope my f/os love me 😭 i hope that a lot#and honestly i know this community is ass and I'm more than happy in my own corner with my couple of followers but. ngl I've really felt as#though I'm not valued here and all that junk as of late. yeah just.. i think everything is happening at the same time and I'm tired and#i feel like I'm a confused kiddo who doesnt know anything anymore BAHAHAHA#holy shit it just sounds like i need a shower and a nap huh- I'll be alright I'm just. dealing with stuff akdjsks but i also hate to always#bring the mood down like this! i always try my best to be haha silly and all that shit. I'm just gonna try to daydream about f/o cuddles#(and try to convince myself they dont hate me ofc)#oh and. i know i mentioned this but. i hate the weather. so much. I'm sad all the time. November is actually my least favorite month too 😭#I've gotta study a lot today and I'll try to sneak in some k.urohyou and hopefully start watching monster too but yeah i apolgize if#I'm acting off these days ajdjajs I'm very stuck in my own mind these days. not exactly the most fun place to be 😭#delete later#i mean akdjajs i literally started crying the other day because my friend said that my husband (k.yohei) loves me ajdkahdb come on ash..
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actually im kinda happy with it lol probably because ive given up quite some time ago but yknow. its not that serious.
#thank ye gods of mediocre adult animation shows for doing everything in your might to de-twinkify him i appreciate it 🙏#they gave my man a moustache AND a sugar mommy#insane. ill take it!#if i had a nickel for every time i fixated on an evil little dude with a moustache and a sugar mommy... two nickels indeed#and that's before i even knew he had either of those! its like i have a sixth sense for this lol#hazbin leaks#tagging just in case#anyway i am kinda disappointed they're taking the sillygoofy way out about it when the huge great evil drama had been so heavily hinted at#but they would have fucked it up anyway so all in all i think this was the best Other way out. AND the song slaps. im happy honestly#anyway time to get into something serious again but ngl its kinda fun obsessing over something thats like. still a work in progress.#i dont get that often. fun! just shameless entertainment! (well not completely shameless but oh well. a little shame is good for the soul)#pity they seemed to have dumbed him down and not in a pilot!alastor way but oh well. ive survived worse shit done to my blorbos 💁♀️#wish we could have just have him stay Actually Fucking Evil and yknow. also Actually Scary. i miss his pilot self every day#but like hey. whatever. we just vibin. the version of this show that exists in my head only is soooo good and ive made peace with it already#the actual show is more like a parody of it and its fine. just give me simple music that slaps and some good voice acting and we good
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ㅤㅤㅤSTELLA IS NOT A GOOD MOTHER, AT ALL; QUITE NEGLECTFUL, ACTUALLY. THE KIND TO SAY ‘THAT’S NICE, DEAR’ WHILE NOT EVEN LOOKING AT VIA. HOWEVER, I DON’T SUBSCRIBE TO FANON’S GENERAL INTERPRETATION WHERE SHE’S APPARENTLY WILLING TO KILL HER JUST TO SPITE STOLAS. WE STILL HAVEN’T SEEN HER INTERACT WITH OCTAVIA BUT IF SHE TRULY HATED HER, SHE WOULD HAVE THROWN A FIT WHEN ANDRE POINTED OUT VIA WOULD GET EVERYTHING,
ㅤㅤㅤ& WHEN SHE WAS SCREECHING AT STOLAS, ASKING IF HE WAS ‘TURNING HER ( VIA ) AGAINST HER ( STELLA )’ — CLEARLY, SHE CARES FOR VIA. AGAIN, SHE’S NOT A GOOD MOTHER, PERHAPS NOT CODDLING OR ‘MOTHERLY’ BUT ENOUGH THAT VIA HAS GOOD MEMORIES OF HER ( PER THE LOO LOO LAND EPISODE ),
ㅤㅤㅤREAD THE TAGS FOR MY TINFOIL HAT RAMBLINGS ,
#⠀⋆.˚ ᡣ𐭩 .⠀𖥔⠀𝗠𝗨𝗦𝗘⠀જ⠀𝖎𝖎.⠀stella#⠀⋆.˚ ᡣ𐭩 .⠀𖥔⠀𝗠𝗢𝗗⠀જ⠀𝖎.⠀out of#⠀⋆.˚ ᡣ𐭩 .⠀𖥔⠀𝗜𝗖⠀જ⠀𝖎𝖛.⠀introspec#ㅤif you know me at all & how i approach my muses; i am canon's bitch albeit i go all out - call me Sherlock. i don't like to defy what we..#ㅤhave so much as i like to rearrange the pieces; if you knew me when i rped Celes / Seras from Hellsing then YOU KNOW what the fuck...#ㅤi'm talking about. TECHNICALLY - when thinking on Stella i'm going by not only what we have seen but the tweets Georgina Leahy made a...#ㅤa while back ( i believe before the Oz episode iirc ) on how Stella is 'complicated & hearbroken' ( something to that effect ) & i...#ㅤ100% Stella was dumbed down + retconned; we even see it in the beatboards for the Loo Loo ep. she looks HAPPY in the family photograph...#ㅤversus the now canon one we got where she has her arms crossed; Via didn't say what she said because she was lying; it's because Stella...#ㅤ& Stolas WERE supposed to get along ( personally i DO believe she was supposed to be in love with him but i don't write it as such )...#ㅤ+ one of the images from a former spindlehorse employee have Stella & Stolas looking cutesy ( very Gomez / Morticia vibes even ). Y'ALL...#ㅤi'm just tired ngl; no hate but i just DO NOT CARE for canon!Stella. i don't necessarily hate her but she is so uninteresting & boring...#ㅤher constant screeching sends me 😂 BUT ANYWAY yeah i was thinking about it the other day & there's SO MUCH i want to get into with...#ㅤStella; i aim to still portray her more or less as Stella from the show ( in a sense ) - she still screeches & such but it just takes a...#ㅤlot longer for her to get to that point & only Stolas knows how to push those buttons. PERSONAL THEORY? not personal preference BUT my...#ㅤhunch is that she was supposed to be 'love' Stolas ( how much is debatable but she was at least cooperative enough for the wealth )#ㅤuntil Viv changed her mind for the billionth time & decided to make her lame. also ngl... i'm dumb because i didn't catch on to the fact..#ㅤthat Stella was supposed to be a swan at first; i genuinely thought she was a pigeon?? Viv why the fucking white on white; WHY. arrghh...#ㅤbring back green!Stella i'm begging you... OKAY RANT / TIN FOIL HAT OFF <3 had to purge the spitballs within my head ( i'm trying to...#ㅤstall in packing for tomorrow asdklhadsf i don't wanna )
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dunk saying he's never met anyone who likes hugging as much as joong does is making me laugh really hard as a very touchy-feely person myself bc like yeah. dunk has clearly never met me (and that's probably a good thing dfkkjdfkjd)
#no for real tho i'll be looking for any possible excuse to go get another hug from my friends#sometimes in my friend groups i'll go for a second goodbye hug once everyone else is done saying goodbye#everyone will be like ''but you've already hugged this person goodbye??'' and i'll be like ''SO??? CAN'T I GET ANOTHER HUG??? 😭''#sometimes i don't even look for excuses to hug my friends sometimes i'll just straight up walk up to them and hug them out of the blue#it's worse when i'm really tired#i can't tell you the amound of times i've heard ''awww is airenyah tired again??'' on days i am really affectionate... kskfkgfd#anyway no i get it. i get joong#maybe that's why i enjoy them as a pair so much bc i just feel really represented lmaooo#airenyah plappert#joongdunk#รถทาเลนท์#we have guests coming over in 5 mins and i'm only 4mins into the video oops#looks like i won't make it to the end of the show before the doorbell rings kjkjdf#i feel a strong urge to go hug my mom now ngl#also!! only the other day i sent my friend a message that went#''can i come over for a hug in the new year? 🥺''#(my friend said yes 💃🏻)#(i don't even need to hang out with him tbh i'm happy to just show up at his door squeeze him for 5mins straight and leave again lol)
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my favorite teacher plays dnd and bg3 do you know how crazy that is to me
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#LOTS OF THOUGHTS HII GOOD NOON TODAY WAS A REAL FUN DAY#I ALMOST BROKE DOWN AND ALSO I KINDA VENTED AND G#UH. WHY IS TUMBLR WEIRD AND CLOSING MY POST. ANYWAY!#i did vent to my friends abt annoying classmates (aka annoying ppl who are irresponsible) that bring me and my friends and groups grades#down. and yeah. but i bonded a lot w various frienda and and and fun day and and and I LEARN ^^ AND#things are quite bad sometimes but sometimes they aren't actually that bad and idk school is just really fun i'm almost sad#just really happy with where i am rn and my friends are noticing too sniffs ..... noticing how i'm talking more or whatnot#and more comfy and whatnot and hey it did take like. quite a while. but still! just. really happy#bcs this Quite A While was either basically immediate but in the making (two friends) or gradual but always getting there (group in class)#and etc !!! like hey maybe some friends online or irl i am not talking to as much atm but there's the comfort that we still greatly care#for wach other. and whatnot. and there's just a lot and damn if i gave up this wouldn't be happening lol my point is things do get better#and a lot of it tbh is on how you improve and see things (???) idk but damn i'm just rlly proud of myself#I COULD STILL DO BETTER mbut idk all of this is me and im just rlly secure in that and i have been since the longest time ngl. im amazing#yeehaw ANYWAYYYYFGEGKR BG3 I STARTED A DARK URGE RUN LAST NIGHT YE GODS ITS A BIT SCARY TO ME BUT I LOVE THE BLOOD#im trying to fight against it bcs im using my main tav but boom make him a durge guy so ^_^
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"A dragon is born to be relentless. They do not know the meaning of giving up. If they give their heart to you it's a sign of undying loyalty: and of a trust that will kill them if you break it."
#the mighty extra: one girl changes the world#the mighty extra#Fian Hylde#i have 99+ notifs rn here for some reason and im afraid to look at why#so anyways here's the prettiest dragon of the 3 dragon bois in TME!!!#tried to capture how the creator drew him but i made a tiny few alterations for my drawing sanity#i have so many sketches for this manga created already and im proud all of them ngl#i can feel my skills improving to a point im happy with bc of this manga and it makes me !!! to see#this is the only one ive managed to color fully atm (mostly bc ive been on vacay/am now sick TwT) but i hope to finish + post the others as#i go!!! because im very well aware of the fact im slow but man do i wanna make a hell of a lot more content for this manga i do i do#and you can bet i wanna draw fanart for like 99% of the cast#if not everyone#because honestly i don't think there's a single character that's hateable in this story#and by hateable i mean no one in this story is written disappointingly at all#like i love the depth each character gets no matter how small their role is it's honestly envious as a writer to see#also i LOVE drawing water backgrounds and i love drawing dragons so this piece was so fun ngl#hopefully tumblr doesn't wreck the quality like it does in the preview bc i really like this piece!!!
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"i like you and i blame you for making me feel this way" he said
i still think about it
#isa and the y/n experience#isa go to sleep challenge#except i Can't because i am going through a story arc for real right now#his squish for me evolved into a crush i think#like. romantic interest and alladat jazz. the whole shebang#i feel like this has been a long time coming and whatever happened last sunday was just his tipping point#i didn't want to assume anything (God. me and this specific sentence. I think we've found the theme for the story /j) so i just#let things happen first because i needed to be Certain (this mfing word too. guys I've figured out the plot theme /j)#im ngl i had an anxious voice in my brain going 'don't fall in love with me' for the past several months#but now that i'm dissecting it... there's a lot going on with why i had that string of thought#i'm very hyperaware of the dynamics shifting over time (especoally rn when i'm not enrolled for this semester)#not to mention my thing for crushie which has added conflict on top of the dynamics shift#we haven't interacted very much but i still have affection for him... yet on the other hand squishie's squishing me so hard i'm a crush now#the dynamics have changed#and then there's squishie's backstory that i will never detail so long story short: he's been on the receiving end of toxic relationships#and i've managed to become a major turning point that made him realize that he can be happy again#i've got a lot on my mind can u tell HAHA#i'm thinkin' abt alladis on top of wanting to be more objectively productive with my time off college AAAAAAAA#this wattpad fanfic shoujo manga webtoon morning romcom disney aitcom is getting too real @_@#shoutout to my besties especially seraph who contributed to that label#my life has never been the same since the moment classmate bestie clocked me as a living wattpad fanfic back in january 24#augh#anyway. i'm gonna... try to brainrot abt something else HAHA#shoutout to hug anon#if u're still here: bestie a lot of things have happened since u were last here#they were one of the og crushie/isa supporters from tumblr HAHA
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🌌.
#alright i'm about to pack it in for the night but i'm gonna be real mushy for like 60 seconds first#it's been 2 years since i reconverted around easter after like 4-5 years out of the church!#and. ngl a lot of it has sucked. am i side a am i side b do i have to detransition will i ever find a church that will take me if i don't#etc etc etc. still don't really have any of that figured out either!#but at the end of the day. christ has died christ is risen christ will come again! nothing else matters! nobody can take that from me!#no one preacher can withhold the gospel from me and for that matter neither can the whole sbc together. i'm a christian! cope!!!#it's easter! and i'm gonna rejoice because my lord kicked death's ass in a denny's parking lot and therefore i have life in him!!#anyway happy easter if you celebrate and thanks for your patience if you don't#heart of my own heart whatever befall#a design an alignment a cry
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