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My first post!
Heeellllooooo peeeps! I really want this space to be a platform where I can organize my thoughts and vent out about things that I want to “pen down”. There might be grammatical and structural mistakes, but I am probably going to ignore it.
I’ve started learning MEAN stack as I had never done Web Development before and I loved evolving in the same tech stack that I am working on. I still feel there is a LOT to learn, but I’ve made a simple Todo Manager with RESTful practices and I am enjoying it. (aka mostly pouring my time in it lol).
I am so grateful to have such a loving family who supports me. My opinions have not gone by unnoticed this time around....woosh! Just kidding. The place has changed so much. I feel the biggest thing that people need to think about when they talk about developing India is the mentality of commoners. Every public space is your responsibility. Easy to trash but hard to maintain.
In the coming weeks, I wish to pour more things into this blog and maybe one day I will look back on all the stupid and minor things that I used to think about. :p
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Everytime I thought my world has ended, I have woken up in the morning and have realized that actually...a new beginning has started.
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it starts today
It’s time to hold myself accountable to something or someone, and I need somewhere to vent my frustrations. Being the fat friend surrounded by ladies who wear size 0 jeans is honestly the most disheartening feeling in the world. I love my friends but it’s so hard to get them to understand what it feels like to be me. They get mad when I change my mind about my outfit a million times, or when I won’t do things like ride the bull at a country bar. I just need a place where I can talk to people who get it, and who are on the same journey as me. Whenever I try to lose weight I feel like I just get thwarted by their ability to eat whatever they want and stay thin. It’s just hard.
CW: 198lbs
GW: 125lbs
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This week I have been mainly designing new home cards... here’s the first one, a house on a hill with smoke swirling from the chimney. More new homes tomorrow. https://www.valerievalerie.co.uk/products/new-home-card-house-on-a-hill-with-smoke #newhomecard #movinghouse #newbeginingsahead #house #homesweethome (at Shenfield) https://www.instagram.com/p/BozpBKtAhEn/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1qt7jzbcdos13
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Celebration time... I got a new job! 🙌🏼🍾💃🏻✨ #celebrate #congratulations #newbeginingsahead #excitingtimes #relocation https://www.instagram.com/p/BoykRg9F5MN40LKRUHTrtwcOjs7PHfxkXW_m5M0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=alyrnrzkrubc
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New Beginnings
I have some very exciting news. Some very, very exciting news. News that I hope continues to grow, news I hope I can continue to share as the possibilities ahead may come to fruition. There are no words to describe how I actually feel, no words to describe how much I want to cry. The tears for new hope, the hunger for adventure, the ever growing need since a younger age (of which I can’t exactly remember) to make a difference. I’m excited to share this exciting news, news of travel, and of bright new beginnings.
With work; I am able to take part in a wonderful foundation, which sends teams across the world, to foreign countries and even neighbourhoods closer to home, in order to provide those in need with new prescription eye wear. This is a mission I can proudly announce I have submitted an application; and am awaiting to hear if I will be able to take part in such a wonderful and powerful opportunity.
I can not explain the amount of happiness that fills my heart, knowing I can finally take part in something so much larger. Taking part in something that can easily change someones life.
Stay tuned, and send positive vibes that I am accepted AND chosen for a clinic!
“I have set before you a door which no man is able to shut”
-Revelations 3:8
#onesite#newbeginnings#newbeginingsahead#happy#quoteoftheday#opendoor#quote#positiveattitude#affirmation#positivevibes#work#news#happynews#changethewayyouthink#changing#helping
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🔆Simply Excited🔆
So I felt like sharing because maybe others may have ideas but I have discussed to my mother about how I want to open a shop of my own for fellow witchcraft users. She thought it was a good idea since the only good place where we reside is far and very small. They don't sell very much of anything sadly so it's hard to get what you need without buying things online. That said it's going to take time to set up and what not but we already have a place and I'm so excited to watch it grow! So much to plan but it's going to be worth it. If anyone has any ideas on anything for the shop let me know! 😇
#witchcraft#baby witches#witches#witches of tumblr#pagansim#wiccan#wicca#pagan#shopping#botanica#witchcraft supplies#witchcraft shop#ideas#interesting ideas#newbeginnings#newbeginingsahead#happy
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Welcome.
Here you will find some weird things from my life. Face reveal will never happen. Afterall I’m just some guy. However, if someone manages to guess where I am then and only then will I reveal who I am. I’m no one speacial, but to many I am. I have many friends but few I call on. I hope that you enjoy the content!
Also, feel free to ask any questions!
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July 3, 2018 A night filled with emotions, literally one minute you're sad and the other you're super freaking happy because things finally feel right. So much on my mind and I have no idea where to even begin, I mean I come here to release my emotions and expect to feel a little better, but it saddens me because I still haven't gotten notice on here. So I go on obviously still writing my lifr away hoping one day this will be worth it because I love to write. Whether that is about my personal probelms or simply a motive to just write something good. I can't say I'm this fancy writer, but I do hope one day I am notice for what I aspire to be. Writing isn't just about the delusion of words, but it is a mind walking around settling down its house marking its words and making a change. To me that's the cool part about this whole thing because there are so many minds out in this world that we get to discover all the different meanings of writing. So here I am writing my life away hoping that this won't just be an insider thing. So here goes nothing, xoxo
#blog#writing#journal#newblogger#changes#one day at a time#stressreliever#long reads#positive mental attitude#newbeginingsahead#notgivingup
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My current life
I feel like I should give an update on my life, why? For shits and giggles, I have nothing better to do anyways.
So I am finaly in my last year of college, I graduate at the end of this year getting my, AA in ECE (Early childhood Education) and an AA in Social and Behavioral science. What can I do with this you may ask? Well with my ECE degree I can work as a TA (teachers assistant) or work in after school programs. However, I will need another 2-3 years to get my BA in order to become a teacher with my own class. With my Social and Behavioral science degree I can be a therapist or counselor. However, I’m not 100% sure on how much more schooling I would need for that, a BA most likely. The real question is, is do I want to spend 2-3 more years in college when I just spent the last 6 working on two freaking AA degrees. WHO KNOWS!?
Now my work life, I currently am not working, sadly. I had been care giving for over 3 years to a woman about my age. She decided to let me go, or I should say cut my hours drastically..... I worked 48 hour weeks and one day she decided that I should only work 8 a week, I immediately put my two weeks in. I was frustrated and mad, because for the last three years, I would cover every damn shift people would call out of and always arrive 30 minutes early with no pay just to hang out with her for a bit before my shift started. I really feel like she treated me like shit, for me being someone so caring and friendly to her for the last 3 years. I thought we were practically sisters with how close we got. So now I am currently looking for work, not fun at all. Especially when they call and ask to interview you and you have class at that time, and you explain to them that and they immediately hang up on you..... Good riddance didn’t want to work with a bitch anyways!! Home life has been stressful, I live at home with my parents, and pay all the bills! My mom helps when she can but just got fired from her job and my step dad is going blind so he cant work much of anywhere and has been trying to get disability for the last year and they keep turning him down. Its frustrating watching my family suffer to barely keep this family afloat!
Now my relationships, Which is nonexistent. I have one good friend and her husband. They are great but I wish I had other people to talk to and hang out with. Oh and I’m SINGLE, that’s a fun topic! So March 15th of last year I ended a almost 4 year relationship (I was engaged to him), the reason why was because for those 4 years he didn’t work except during the firework season for a total or 2-4 month depending on what was needed to be done. I would beg him to look for work but instead he sat at home, smoked all my pot that I would buy. I also paid our rent, food and cellphones. So I took the stand and dumped him. I thought I had fallen in love with someone else come that July, a man who seemed to have his life together, he enjoyed doing things that I too loved doing, such as, Fishing, hunting, camping and going on random adventures. He also was a superintendent at his work and actually knew how to save money and was focusing on getting his own place! But he dumped me come that October because he decided to become Mormon and didn’t think I would support him in his decision..... He was soooo wrong, I’m probably the most understanding individual I know. So now to current, I started talking to guys again and found two (that I had dates with at separate times) anyways both would have a few dates with me and then after we had sex they’d stop messaging and ignore me..... Fucking great! Just the story of my life, getting screwed over all the time. But now that I have become single, I am constantly getting hit on by guys who I went to high school with, as well as one of my teachers!!!
So now, I am focusing on myself, I don’t need anyone, after all I never really have before. I pretty much raised myself. But on the positive note, I deactivated my Facebook to get anyways from all the bullshit drama and focus on myself. I am working on losing weight, being more involved with school and looking for a new job. I have also begun learning witchcraft, mainly tarot cards, stones and moon craft. But it is just the beginning to finding myself as an individual. ‘
If you read all of this then thank you. :D I really appreciate it. Also say Hi!
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Today is the 1st day of my Study of Tarot! I decided to start with the Minor Arcana! My 1st card was the Ace of wands. The Deck is the Guilded Tarot. Wands represents fire as indicated by the fire pictured as well as the red keys at the side and top of the card. Ace is representative of new beginings. This card represents creativity and new beginnings. Although mostly associated with business it reminds me of a new way of life. Like when I got married or when I became a mom. It can mean a passionate relationship when it appears with the empress. It can also be positive for creative endeavors. It can mean excitement and passion for something you are looking for doing. I am an artist and enjoy drawing and crafting so instead of creativity in my business life (I’m a mommy & stay at home with my kids) I attune it more to my everyday life and my inspiration and my artistic ideas. So here’s to today let’s see how the Ace of Wands can influence my day!
#wicca#wiccan#paganism#pagan#witchy#witchcraft#tarot#tarot cards#tarot reading#witches#spirituality#spiritualawakening#creative#beginner#newbeginnings#newbeginingsahead#oddities#findingmyway
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All this extra time.....I’m really getting organized.....and 4aframe.com will launch online.....summer 2020 !!!! #10yearanniversary #rebranding #newbeginingsahead (at Los Angeles/Hollywood California) https://www.instagram.com/p/B_OrhZUjkXF/?igshid=190xwh93q4a4c
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Wall
Let's look at it from another perspective. Lets look at it as a metaphor. A metaphor for division A metaphor for obstacle A metaphor for fear It's keeping us apart from our dreams, plans or even friends But you know what ? It's a wall ! And why does it matter ? Because it's breakable which means that our fears, obstacles and divisions are breakable too. You just have to be strong.. and please ..prepare yourself for some earthquake because the wall is about to fall
#walls#breakitdown#obstacles#fear#division#poem#poetry#poets on tumblr#poesia#poetsofinstagram#songs#writing#earth#dontbeafraid#newbeginnings#newbeginingsahead#dreams#plans#friends#poezija#poetic
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Intro to The Brown Blondie
I’m a 21 year old girl. I won’t say I’m typical – not because I’m sure that I’m so unique, but who am I to say that I’m not like every other 21 year old girl. I may think and act just like them – I don’t know. That’s not my call. I’m not here to be unique, but I wouldn’t mind piquing your interest a little bit. I feel like it’ll be really hard, and I hesitated to even bother giving this a shot, but here I am.
There are so many girls on the internet. We’re all trying to do the same thing – pique your interest. See where I’m going with this?
A lot of them are much prettier than I am. Some people may not think that I’m pretty at all, and there might just be someone who thinks I’m the most gorgeous person on the planet.
A lot of them are much taller than I am. They’ve got a better chance at modeling for Chanel than I do.
A lot of them are way better at applying makeup than I am. Thankfully, I never said I was a certified MUA! I’m “aspiring.”
A lot of them are smarter than me, and I’m pretty smart. I’ll toot my own horn here because I know I am.
I’ll wrap it up now. My point is that I’m not perfect, I don’t claim to be, and negativity will get me nowhere. The question in my head has always been, “Why can some do it while others never can?” I’ve always felt like I never could, so why bother? A friend helped me to realize that if I never tried, I absolutely could never do it. Here’s me trying for the first time. I may go nowhere, I may go somewhere. I honestly wouldn’t mind piquing your interest a little bit though. I’m not that interesting, but I think I can make it look like I am. I might suck at this, but I think I might get a little better with time. Follow me so we can find out together.
#fashion#girls#makeup#mua#blog#blogger#blogging#newbie#newbeginingsahead#designer#goals#dreams#lifestyle#journey#21#youth#blondie#lipstick#handbags#aspirations#motivation#motivateyourself
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when u fcked up your tumblr due email issues and had to do a new one. WELL. rise like a phoenix . new day new tumblr. 🤙
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So excited!
This is going to be a busy / fun week for me! After work today I’m stopping at Planet Fitness to check it out and will probably sign up for my membership and I’m really excited about it! This is usually my long week to work including all weekend but, this week I’ll be off weds. & thurs. then off again for three days on sun., Monday and Tuesday. My daughters gave me tickets to watch my favorite hockey team ( Detroit Redwings ) play at Christmas and the day is finally coming up on Sunday! Going to drive to Detroit with my girls right after I get off work on Saturday and stay in a hotel for the night so we have no worries on missing the puck drop around noon the next day. Can’t wait to see the game annnnd spend time with my girls! Also have my testing for the job I applied for this Wed. late afternoon and I’m pretty excited and nervous about that! I haven’t had to test for a job in many years so I have no idea what to expect. Hopefully I won’t screw it up! Hope everyone has an awesome week!
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