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Short Story- Today I Woke Up and Found Myself Dead

~1950 words

tw// murder, gore

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PLEASE this is the worst thing to have ever happen to me. i only just now. SEVERAL MONTHS LATER. that my docs did the fucking thing it always does where it takes away my indents before paragraphs. ending it all rn

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im writing a song rn. that is all

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Loyal +2015 and Nothing Less

written june 4th, 2023 about my best friend. I have been ITCHING to write about her because there is nobody on this earth i could ever love more but lately i have let my own fear of other people who have not been good friends to me being even worse to me get in the way of me being a good friend to her, but even still she is so accepting and accommodating of me and has been so patient in communicating these boundaries and problems to me that i feel undeserving of her friendship because i know that if someone were so disloyal to me i would struggle to forgive them and grow in our friendship the way shes allowed me to

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I just know that when i visit my dad he will not STAND for all the click clacking im bouta do on my little keyboard in the wee hours of the morning

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Kick Offs

tw// animal abuse, gore

written May 31st 2023 after i took an edible and got ALLLLL up in my feelings about killing bugs, specifically these MONSTEROUS ASS GRASSHOPPERS that absolutely invade my friend’s yard in the summer

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Stay Dead

tw// death, abuse, razor blade/sh mention

written may 1st, 2023 about You Guessed It! my abuser 😍😍😍 i want him dead soso bad i cannot wait for the day 🤭🤭🤭

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YIPPEE we were so speedy and productive we ball 🏀

YAY about to get on call again for the book 🥳

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anotha one scheduled today. these mfs are not ready for my autistic ass to hit them with the action items list

YAY about to get on call again for the book 🥳

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I love my sisters but this is incredibly unproductive

YAY about to get on call again for the book 🥳

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YAY about to get on call again for the book 🥳

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pls i am still so perfectly motivated to write that book but since it’s a group project i cant just. Go ahead and do it whenever I want and it’s SO FRUSTRATING HHH i don’t know how to even go about asking like hey. can we keep writing the book bc I know they actually have shit to do

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Oranges and Cinnamon Rolls

written today (april 12th 2023) because i love my perfect boyfriend teeheehee

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I don’t think i ever posted about it but i did end up writing the fight club thing I’ve been wanting to write but. it did not end up an analysis essay it ended up like. A personal article idk so. mayhaps I won’t post it but mayhaps i will eventually idfk guess we shall see

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Something Better Than One of Your Medieval Kingdom Narratives

tw// abuse

(written april 5th 2023) i super lied about probably not posting much bc. i was thinking about how my abuser isolated the fuck out of me and how hard my beautiful friends that he never let me see or talk to during that period tried so hard to get me away from him and simply had to have myself a little moment of reflection about it 🙇‍♂️

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I did it but im not proud of it we shall see if i end up posting it lmfao

OH MY GOD ive freed up my evening. i rly don’t want to but. now would be the perfect time to beef up that short story

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OH MY GOD ive freed up my evening. i rly don’t want to but. now would be the perfect time to beef up that short story