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so proud of James and Regulus for getting their own icecreams, it's the real beginning of celebrity !!!
#sunlover should be the new ship name#i really hope this was made on purpose and the marketing team is a part of the fandom#if not they should be#magnum ice cream#never thought i would tag/post about icecreams#starchaser#marauders#sunseeker#marauders era#dead gay wizards
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I have been going through the csm tag and reading takes on the new chapter and I think a lot of people are really wrong about some things?
I have seen some posts read what happened in this chapter as a commentary on hypersexuality and it making denji's life hard. And while that is also an interesting thing to think I about, I dont think that is the point.
I thought we have been over this before as a community, because part 1 also explored these themes, but having and craving physical needs is not a bad thing. I dont think the point is denji is hypersexual because he wants and sees sex as a cure to his problems.
The point is that he is once again having trouble understanding himself and the way he feels. He is hungry, he is concerned about nayuta, he wants to have sex, he is sad his pets died, he want to be chainsaw man. All at the same time. All these wants Denji has are at war with eachother at all times and this is confusing. He cant seem to have one without the other but he wants to have it all. So when he loses something dear to him because he was chasing something else (losing nayuta because he wanted to be chainsaw man for example), he starts blaming himself for being selfish.
How can he ever want or care about something so stupid when he shouldve known what his priorities are this whole time? (Like when Aki died, he was confused why eating icecream didnt make him happy. He thought eating and sleeping and living well would make him happy forever) Now it is the opposite. He has a family again and that should be what matters the most but he still also has basic needs and desires.
And dumb, selfish dreams like being chainsaw man. Like wanting to have sex.
Because of the way Denji has been living since he was a child he is having trouble understanding all these things, once again. He is trying to revert back to the way he was before when only eating or sex wouldve made him happy. When simple solutions wouldve been his cure.
But he can never go back to eating toilet paper even if he wants to.
#csm#chainsaw man#csm part 2#csm manga#csm spoilers#chainsaw man spoilers#chainsaw man manga spoilers#denji#denji hayakawa
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i got peer reviewed on this post by @pikechris (sorry for the tag hope you dont mind) but still had way more thoughts hehe anyways i was gonna leave tags but it got pretty long sooo those tags and the rest of my Thoughts under the cut cos damn this did get really really long
i looked in the replies of that post & people you're not getting it he didnt kiss rory with romantic feeling behind rory was just there and eleven got excited about something else and rory visibly looks weirded out afterwards. it was practically eleven kissing as stimming. like when he kissed jenny. it wasnt out of romantic feelings at all he knows madame vastra would kill him & he isnt interested he was just happy to be able to move after the crimson horror thingy. kissing rory was also played as a joke it was a funny haha yknow. i also dont remember eleven kissing the james corden character but like whatever i cant imagine that being meaningful in any way either.
OH in the same way that nardole having a crush on twelve (canon btw nardole practically says as much is played as a joke. like with the post i mention above, like thats played as a joke because can you imagine the cool very beautiful twelfth doctor having romantic or sexual feelings towards nardole, who is literally, as missy puts it, comic relief? i dont think that its queer is a part of that but idk it might be.
but in any case. the doctor hasnt kissed or been kissed by a man with romantic intent onscreen since 2005. we COULD have had a thirteen and yaz kiss but we didnt which is i think why? people forget? about them? doctor was confimred queer she had lesbian attraction but nothing really. happened about it. so yeah. also apparently a lot of people didnt watch thirteen like cmonnnnnnnnnnn it really isnt as bad as people make it out to be.
twelve kissed missy who was probably the only person he would have kissed at that point. he's horrified when she kisses him before he knows who she is but then the very next episode he kisses her in a... if not exactly romantic a very emotionally charged way. and she knows that. we dont see them kiss again even as their relationship grows more and more romantically inclined (which i actually support any amount of canon thoschei conventional romance would probably be. bad and kill the appeal immediately) because like i said. she turns every dead body on earth into a cyberman then lies about where gallifrey is then fakes her own death then tries to get the doctor to kill clara then he leaves her on skaro iirc then he is supposed to kill her but doesnt and instead locks her in a vault for ~70 years but its okay cos they have takeaway food in there together sometimes. and then world enough and time / the doctor falls happens which i cant even start talking about or i'll never stop & thirteen was 1) aroace and 2) too emotionally repressed to even get close to kissing Anyone, let alone the master after all the timeless child stuff, even though she probably?? wanted to kiss yaz?? a bit??? at least?? yaz wanted to kiss her but there was too much emotional repression going on on both sides but mainly the doctor Which Brings Me To My Point.
Fifteen is the most, shall we say, flirty doctor we've had for a while, and Ncuti is also the first openly queer actor to play the doctor on tv, and while of course everyone on tumblr is Very familiar with all of the ways the doctor is queer (and neurodivergent) without any need for the show to specifically say so, it is really really great that a) the doctor is played by a gay actor b) there are more queer characters and c) we got an actual episode where The Doctor Is Gay With A Man. especially after the. somewhat odd. way yaz & thirteen's relationship was dealt with at the end of thirteen's run, which even though was a queer relationship was like....... not really. shown. they just talked about it. and had icecream. okayyy i guesssssssssss
BUt NOW fifteen gets an entire episode where his mutual attraction to another male character (assuming the doctor is actually a man, pretty sure i read somewhere Ncuti was he/they-ing the doctor but he might have meant the doctor in general, not just fifteen) is a Main Focus of the episode. its the main tension, the main drama, the main interest - you pretty much know from the 'okay we'll teleport the chuldur away' that thats whats going to happen, and i for one went 'oh my god rouge is going to get teleported' from the moment the doctor fixed it to carry six. the Main Focus is now their flirting, their dynamic, the way Those Two Interact, their almost kiss (which the doctor was so ready to duck out of as soon at the thing beeped, but you can tell by the look on rouge's face that he's for sure trying that again later). the doctor showing actual episode-arc spanning romantic interest in a character, let alone a specifically queer one... that doesnt happen a lot.
(the girl in the fireplace has a lot of superficial similarities, though you could also argue that madame de pompadour was far more romantically into ten than he was into her. thirteen's characteristically very awkward attempt at flirting towards yaz in the sea devils special didnt have nearly as much focus on it)
but really the point is the doctor was kissed! for the first time on tv in ten years!!!! and it was a queer kiss!! and that romance was The Major Part of the episode!! the doctor doctorwho was gay kissing a man on out television screens after a genuinely quite good build up!!!!!!!!!!! it would of of course be amazing if rouge makes another appearance (i think he will, most likely in a later season instead of the next 2 eps), and even better if we had a longer arc of that romance, but we got it!!! actual canonical queer romance for the doctor!! their first canon kiss in like at least a couple hundred years of their life, and while i am an aspec doctor who believer there are 100% time when he feels attraction and this was for sure one if them. and it was really beautiful & emotional & the flirting was fun & rouge was a good character & their dynamic was really good and yay!!!!
#i'm sure people have said it better but ohhh welllllllll#anyways#doctor who spoilers#dw spoilers#doctor who kiss post#<- so i can attempt to find this later#hes gay they're gayyyyy the doctor is gayyyyyyy on screeeennnnnnn hgtnhrtmnhmhn
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Incorrect Quotes Tag
Shout out to @vsnotresponding for tagging me in this game! It looks like SO much fun and I am so excited to participate!!!
Rules: Generate incorrect quotes from this website and tag someone else for every quote you post
No Pressure Tag: @oh-no-another-idea @ceph-the-ghost-writer @winterandwords @bookish-galaxy @rachaellawrites @gracehosborn @jjm-blogspot and an open tag for whoever wants to join in!
Gonna put the quotes under the cut to save some dash space <3 I did about 5 quotes for 3 chosen projects.
The Tales of Ozoarth
Aeztin: You can do it Braxous! Aeztin: But if you can't, at least your death will be quick, painless, and really cool to watch.
Xania, to Braxous: If you see Aeztin, give her this message *makes a neutral face* Xania: She'll know what it means. *later* Braxous: oh, and Xania said to give you a message. Braxous: *makes a neutral face* Aeztin: Oh no. The neutral face of displeasure.
Reluz: I love murder mysteries! Braxous, trying to impress them: I've been a suspect in four murder cases.
Tanym: A fistfight CAN be romantic.
*The gang's thoughts on stabbing* Tanym: Would never stab anyone. Xania: Would stab someone in retaliation. Aeztin: Yells "I won't hesitate, bitch!" first. Navo: Would stab without warning. Braxous: Would stab as a warning.
Waking into Divinity
Rylie: What’s your body count? Casrath: Do you mean sex or murder?
Damien: Why would you do that? Rylie: Because I feel guilty. Jessica: Guilt is a trick emotion. It’s put there by your parents to stop you from doing things that feel good.
The Threadweaver: You use humor to deflect your trauma. Rylie: Awww, thanks- The Threadweaver: That’s not a good thing. Rylie: All I’m hearing is that you think I’m funny.
Rylie: I'm having problems with a guy… Jessica: Like his dead body won't fit into your trunk kind of problems, or you like him kind of problems?
Rylie: Did you buy eggs like I asked? Casrath: Even better! Rylie: What the fuck did you- Casrath: *holding up a chicken* Her name is Fluffy.
Rane and Korzan's Fantastical Adventures
Korzan: Hey Rane, can I get some icecream? Rane: Only a spoonful! Korzan: *Proceeds to pull out a comically large spoon.*
Rane: Korzan, no. Korzan: Korzan, yes.
Korzan: Hey Rane, can you give me the opposite of these words? Korzan: Always, Coming, From, Take, Me, Down. Rane: Never, Going, To, Give, You- Rane: The fucking satisfaction.
Rane: *nudges Korzan at 3am* Pretty fucked up that we depict the moon as a girl and the sun as a boy. They're just floating rocks in space. Korzan? Wake up, Korzan! Listen! They're sexless! Korzan: The sun isn't a rock, go back to sleep.
Korzan: What's this? Rane, hugging Korzan: Affection! Korzan: Disgusting. Korzan: ...Do it again.
Ok bonus for Rane and Korzan 'cause their dynamic cracks me up
Rane: Oh, fiddlesticks! That really ruffles my feathers! Korzan: Please, just say fuck.
#incorrect quotes#tag game#writeblr#writeblr community#ttoo#wid#R&KFA#the tales of ozoarth#waking into divinity#Rane and Korzan's Fantastical Adventures#its funny 'cause Rane has feathered wings
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Sorry it takes me a while to answer back! But yeah, I love that man in pink hehe~ Did you watch it? You didn't have to! I def like the movie but some of it's a little iffy- but a lot of it's funny- and I just usually watch it for snowman ebhhbaa 🤭 (you can watch it for free on ok.ru (i rewatch it alot for comfort))
Oh, her hair is so fun! But I can understand that-
You're right! She could have just moved away- I know it was like harder in the times but like she was vv resourceful she could have made it without a prince tbh- They really fell in love at first sight ebhbhaa- The rats- but I love the red mouse sm ebhabhbah- (I hwvr if they do not look like disney mice i'm not about to talk to em) I have a cat for a reason bhebhabha- (Real 😂😂 I have a resting bitch face too haha! I just lost my first gray hair at 22 ebhabha- less than 5 months- after being 22 😭 Good luck with your white hairs- we will get through this ebhbha-)
Oh, they're both vv good but then again last time I saw them I was like 11/12 ebhabha-
Me too- I can understand that! Ahh really? I would love to hear more about how you both match up! My personality is probably most similar to that of Junhui tbh ebhabha- Also thank you for putting me onto that track- it wassss soooo good! I loved the trap beat and his vocal tone sm and message! It was so cool!
I've never heard of either of those, but I will def try to check them out!! That sounds like such a beautiful experience- I love when movies can evoke such feelings out of someone. That means they're well-done!
I feel like we've been friends forever too! We've always been tagging each other and everything- Hehe now it's official I suppose~ We do have a few things in common~
What's your favorite flavor of icecream?
I didn’t watch it I was on Saturday but my mom told me we had a family meeting about my little brother he’s been having depression and he’s having suicidal thoughts so I was a bit occupied but hopefully next week I have time.
White hairs are so annoying I try to burn them but they pop out out of nowhere 😩
I’m glad your liked Nothin’ the songs is my favorite 😂 Chanyeol killed it and I love the music video a lot he looks hot on the motorcycle.
I don’t know junhui much but he seems sweet and funny 🥰 i got into seventeen last year but I’m still learning about them I know more about hosi and the8 but I’m slowly getting to know the other members more. Speaking of that I recently got into Ateez as well just a few months ago 😂💀
I cry watching the movie its a little sad but it’s like kind of base on a true story 😅 I didn’t know how to explain it
I’m glad the feeling is mutual I’m so happy we meet your been really kind and nice to me 🩵🩵
My favorite flavors of ice cream is vanilla chocolate and cookies and cream 😩👌🏻 what about yours?
-I was supposed to post it yesterday but I fall asleep than I went to work the next day and I forgot to post it 😩😩 I swear I keep forgetting everything 😞
#ask answered#ask me whatever#answered ask#send me asks#ask me things#ask box#ask#this is so fun i love it#I get excited when I see ame send me asks 😅
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my ultimate guide to thiam fic !!
( as a new teen wolf stan )
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the classic post war, long ass (multi chapter) fic !!with great development that genuinely made me laugh out loud, they have the best friendship in this & i love it very much. ( like theo teaches liam to drive and i just *happy sobs* ) a fundamental in thiam fanfiction !! all stans have probably already read it but if you haven’t this is in fact a threat ,, go show this vv iconic story some love !!
Airplanes - Captainmintyfresh
Summary: After the Anuk-ite and the hunters are dealt with Liam needs a break. Cue Theo and a road trip that Liam should know better than to think will be peaceful.
Not Rated, No Archive Warnings Apply, Completed, 43/43 Chapters, Words: 236,875 (236k)
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okay okay so this one is also post 6B !! but ,, now we introduce fighting monroe & the hunters again ,, so we get the boys & a new mission !! so if you like an intresting plot 11/10 would recommend !! just to be clear this ISN’T complete ,, if that turns you off i understand but definitely give this one a read !! it litterally have theo doing crossword puzzles & fighting zombies
Vacancy Signs - LovelyLittleGrim
Summary: Theo and Liam are in Manhattan negotiating a pack allyship when the zombie apocalypse breaks out. Now, the two of them have to find their way back to Beacon Hills without getting eaten by zombies or killing one another.
Rated: Explicit, Graphic Description of Violence, Not Completed, 15/17 Chapters, Words: 89,605 (89k)
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Royalty AU !! I REPEAT ROYALTY AU !! a fantastic au where i stan their moms more than i stan them !! genuinely so good at the childhood rivals to lovers trope !! i’m genuinely obsessed with this one. has made me cry more than once ,, hurts in a good way <3 the ending is just *chefs kiss* also one of the tags is genuinely: # theo and liam make bad choices for over 130k straight !! if that doesn’t sound appealing i don’t know what does !!
Artificial Love - songbvrd
Summary: Prince Theo and Prince Liam are forced to spend every Summer together from age five onwards. They hate each other, and usually find ways to make each other miserable as much as possible in their six weeks together. But when they're reunited because of intended unions as adults, things change. They're both supposed to be married to noble women, but neither of them is as interested in anyone else as they are with their childhood rival.
Rated: Mature, No Archive Warnings Apply, Completed, Chapters: 32/32, Words: 172,935 (172k)
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so if you are in the mood for a crack fic that’s not explicitally a crack fic this is for you !! okay so i’m really hit or miss with AU’s ,, sometimes i feel like they don’t quite capture the characters right but this story have the BEST dramatic liam i have ever seen in my life !! basically they all live in the same apartment building & it’s fantastic !! i saw this one floating around a lot but the summary didn’t really unrest me until i have it a shot !! so go read it rn !! also nolan & brett are genuinely fantastic and make me wheeze ,, LIKE ACTUALLY VERBALLY LAUGHING !! all i’m gonna say is that my fav characters are scott & the beetles but that won’t make actual sense until you read it !!
The Neighbors Song - TheodoreR
Summary: “I always hear you singing on your balcony every morning, but suddenly you’ve stopped?”
Or the one where Theo annoys Liam every morning with his awful singing until he doesn’t anymore and Liam is even more annoyed. Liam hates every single thing about his mornings -the fact that they happen in the morning alone is enough. The thing Liam hates the most about his mornings though is the terrible voice of the guy who lives below him. He can’t sing for shit and Liam tried to politely let him understand that by throwing flour and water on his balcony, and also by shouting it to him, you can’t sing for shit!, and then by writing it into a note he proceeded to attach to his door, but this Raeken guy just keeps doing it, every single morning, like a fucking rooster. Liam did nothing to deserve this. He probably didn’t do anything to deserve better either to be fair, he doesn’t expect to open his window and be welcomed by some angelic voice singing him good morning, he’d just be happy with nothing. Silence. That’s something Liam can appreciate in mornings. Just some bark from his dog and the sound of his misery and that’s it. But no, god forbid the new guy lets him have that.
Rated: Explicit, Creator Chose Not to Use Archive Wanrings, Completed, 8/8 Chapters, Words: 42,814 (42k)
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me: i’m not a big fan of AU’s ,, proceeds to talk about ANOTHER au… OKAY BUT THIS ONE !! it’s not complete but the author has been updating regularly ,, vv slow burn !! but in a REALLY intresting way !! i lOVE LIAM IN THIS SO MUCH ,, he is such a diaster of a person and it’s wonderful !! they have a great dynamic & i’m sucker for general puppy pack content ( and erica reyes being a badass ) !! also theo plays lacrosse in this & i really like it ahhhhh ,, also liam is just being an artic monkeys stan the whole time & theo is like *que confused repressed gay noises*
Inglorious Roommates - honeyscape
Summary: A roommate is defined as “a person with whom one shares a room.”
Theo would say a roommate was more along the lines of, “The person who's the bane of his existence. The weirdo that sleeps for days. The spaz that exercises at 3am. The guy with a revolving door of annoying friends. An insufferable human being that Theo has no control over living in his room.”
Example: Theo hates his roommate Liam.
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okay okay i hate myself but i have another WIP for y’all !! this one is jUST FANTASTIC. i’m genuinely so upset it’s most likely not going to updated again *incoherent screaming ensues*. for this story ,, it’s very theo-centric bUT thats bc it ends right before liam becomes a concrete member of the story !! ANYWAY: basic plot = theo & acquiring not one but two children ,, so #dad theo but he is still crusty & homeless and i love him very much. it’s just so GOOD !! just read if you want to experience my fav theo coming out story & him etching high school musical
Look who's talking - Captainmintyfresh
Summary: Theo had been labeled many things in his life. Evil, failure, monster. He'd never thought Father would be one of those things but as he looked across the table to a six year old with blue smears of bubble gum icecream across her face trying to coax the first words out of her sister. Finger jabbing towards Theo's face as she repeated 'Daddy' again and again he couldn't bring himself to dispute the label.
(Theo accidentally adopts two young werewolves)
Not Rated, Creator Chose Not to Use Archive Warnings, Not Completed, Chapters: 16/?, Words: 48740 ( 48k )
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so here me out: post-canon ( poetry like angst ) summer get away !! just the boys doing cute little domestic things together whilst pining !! theo’s guilt in this is just so powerful & aGjffkgkkfkvkdlv !! i think it’s so interesting to see how they interact in this one, it’s just very heart warming !! and it features one of my favorite niche teen wolf tropes of theo being great with like seven year old girls- it’s just so good ,, very much a wonderful little one shot that just makes your heart happy.
(next time i see you you'll show me) a hundred different ways to say the same things - cherrysprite
Summary: “...You deserve good things,” Liam says eventually. He makes sure not to look at Theo even though he can feel his eyes turn on him. Somehow he can already tell that Theo doesn’t believe him.
Liam instantly makes that the goal of this summer - making Theo believe him.
Rating: Teen and Up, No Archive Warnings Apply, Chapters: 1/1, Words: 28875 ( 28k )
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okay so this next section of fic recs is a bit different !!
two of my favorite authors !! and a compilation of fics i’ve read by them both !!
for context: these two have written some genuinely gorgeous fics, like pure poetry, they explore the real gritty & scary side of our boys relationship in such a wonderful way. they’ve both used some of my favorite tropes & i love them very much !!
whenever i need something soothing but so genuinely intresting & enticing these are my go to !! ( also they both write a lot of good nolan angst & some vv good fics with hayden )
go check out:
eneiryu
as well as fallingforboys
here are some of my favorite fics by them ~
darling i want you here in my arms (kiss the pain away, i know you can) - fallingforboys
even before you touched me, i belonged to you (all you had to do was look at me) - fallingforboys
memories linger like tattoo scars (but your touch on my skin is just as permanent) - fallingforboys
skin, bones, a stolen heart, and an ugly creature lurking underneath -fallingforboys
i don't know how to breathe in the place i called home - fallingforboys
whisper your gossamer truths into the shadow, maybe you'll find the answers you're searching for - fallingforboys
between the mountains and the valley we built a monument to our regret - eneiryu
cracked the hinges of the cage and waited for you - eneiryu
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okay and finally: since i am a self centered whore
my own fic: an rendition of the # elevator scene
it’s basically my version of post canon if we did get the kiss in the elevator. we got a classic liam pov in which he is has 12/10 for extreme bi diaster energy even whilst being shot at !! so go him ig…
Fuck Off, Fuck This & Fuck It! - nefelibata_peach
Summary: Liam thought to himself heart rate climbing, they were bound to be dead by morning. So he thought with everything but his brain and he kissed him.
Where Liam Dunbar is very confused, slightly traumatized, and just a bit scared but hey, aren't they all! Bad decisions ensue as two boys fight in a war they never did sign up for.
Rating: Teen and Up, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Chapters: 1/1, Words: 3558 ( 3k )
#this took me so long#please go read these or i’ll cry#fan fiction#fan fic recs#teen wolf fic recs#thiam fanfiction#thiam fic recs#thiam#theo raeken#liam dunbar#theo x liam#teen wolf fandom#teen wolf gay#teen wolf#ao3#fuck you fuck this & fuck it#thiam fanfic rec#thiam fanfic#thiam is endgame
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Time-Ten
Pairings: 1940'S Bucky Barnes x Reader/ Present Bucky Barnes x Reader.
Warnings: angst, fluff, swearing, some smut in places maybe
Summary: Before the war, Bucky and Reader had the picture perfect life together. When she lost him, she thought that she would never find that kind of love again. However, someone from a different time returns to give her that love once more. Will she follow them through the unknown or come to terms that her once in a lifetime love is truly gone?
A/N: Incase no one saw my last memo post, I had to change the months/year of this story to line up with the correct time line. Anyway, enjoy the new update!
TAGS: @overthinkinggotmedrinking @igothroughphasesalot @veralyonn @shannonleanna182 @white-wolf-buckaroo @whatawildone @jessyballet @sebby-staan @multiyfandomgirl40 @andeys-obsessions @spid3rgwen @slut-for-buck @spideyyypeter @voguekristen @justmeandmyfuckeduplife @kenziekugler22 @hoodedbirdie @ginger-swag-rapunzel @bluemoon-icecream @crazylittlereader2474 @browneyedgirl365 @amyvandijk
October 12, 1943
Doll,
I know it’s been a few months since you’ve heard from me but I’m finally settled. Everything over here is good, no need to worry. I can hear your voice right now, ‘are you making friends? Are they nice to you?’ Yes to both, sweetheart.
How have you been? Steve taking care of ya? I’ll have to kick his ass if he’s not. How’s my ma and Rebecca? Tell them I miss them and they’ll be getting their letters soon.
I miss you so much, doll. All I can think of is you and how much I miss the way your hair smells and the way you smile at me even though I’m being a yuck. I can’t wait until I can see you again. I don’t want to promise when that will be because we both know that it may not happen.
I love you so much, Y/N. I can’t wait till I receive your letter.
Xx,
Bucky.
I squeezed the letter hard against my chest, trying hard to hold back the tears. For the first time in months, I had finally heard from Bucky. Weeks of worry and wonder if he’s alive or worse. Thankfully it wasn’t the latter.
Sitting at my kitchen table, I furiously wrote my own letter, letting Bucky know everything that was going on back home. His mom and sister were doing good, all of us trying to get used to the new normal of Bucky being gone. I didn’t bother mentioning anything about work, not wanting to waste time talking about something that didn’t matter.
I also didn’t mention anything about what Steve went through.
It wasn’t my business to tell Bucky that. It was something those two old friends needed to talk about.
However, it was also because I hadn’t seen Steve in months, since the night before his procedure. Not because I hadn’t wanted to, but because he went M.I.A without warning. I had called his landline multiple times with no avail. Worry etched deep within, wondering what had happened to my best friend. I couldn’t help but think of the worst, that the procedure had gone wrong and no one knew about me, which is why I hadn’t got the news.
With a sigh, I placed the letter into the envelope, not before spraying it with some of my favorite perfume. As I stood, my eyes landed on the picture that I had placed on the fridge door not even five minutes before. It was a picture of Bucky, one of his platoon members had taken. He was leaning slightly, hands at his side, and he looked so dreamy.
The morning sun had finally settled in its place in the sky so I quickly made my way towards the mailbox, hoping the mail man would get the letter today. I wanted Bucky to get this letter as soon as he could.
My front door swung open with force, excited to get this letter in the mailbox, but my feet came to a very sudden halt at the large presence in the doorway.
He was two feet taller, more heavier in muscle, but those blue eyes remained the same; no matter what procedure he went through, those would always be the same.
“Steve?” I breathed.
He was dressed in a dark green uniform, hands dug deep into his pockets, but the smile on his face was bright.
“Hey Y/N.”
My hands shook, something unknown flowing through my veins.
“Where have you been?” I stumbled slightly over my words.
Steve sighed. “I know I disappeared for a while and I can’t apologize enough for it. But I’m here now so if you let me, I can explain everything.”
Without a second thought, I nodded. “Walk with me to the mailbox.”
In our short walk, Steve explained that even though the procedure was a success, obviously, that didn’t mean it had a good ending. Our overseas enemy, Hydra, had sent a spy over and killed Dr. Erskine to steal a vial of the serum that Steve was injected with. The army was unsure what they wanted with it but they also didn’t want to wait to find out.
But Steve had no part of it, his general had other ideas.
“Wait,” I shook my head. “He sent you on a musical tour to sell what?”
We were back in my apartment, sitting together on my couch.
Steve sighed. “Bonds for the war.”
“I can’t believe it. You’re this super soldier that can lift me with ease now but you're dancing on stage punching Hitler?” I asked.
“Rub it in,” He jokingly grumbled.
“So where are you heading to now?” I questioned.
Steve leaned back into the couch. “I’ve got a few days off before the tour starts back up again; this time overseas. Figured I could spend time with you. If you’re not too busy for me.”
I patted his thigh. “I will never be too busy for you, Stevie.”
Neither of us knew that after this week, both of our lives would drastically change, for the worse.
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Soul ties - Part 9 (Bucky Barnes au)
"If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world ?"
"Can I come in?"
It was Bucky's voice – of course it was. You tried wiping your tears away before speaking. A part of you didn't care if he saw you crying, but you still hated when you couldn't hold back the tears.
"Yes." Your voice was husky from the crying and you weren't sure he'd heard you until he opened the door. You were still on your knee, unable to even look at him. Bucky seemed to understand talking wasn't really what you wanted at the moment. Instead, he kneeled next to you and unexpectedly wrapped his arms around your shaking body. You'd noticed how rare it was for him to touch people ; even tapping Steve's shoulder seemed to hardly ever occur to him. Your shaking stopped instantly as you gave into his embrace, leaning against his chest.
"He was about to call me a whore, wasn't he?"
Had it been Steve, he would've told you no in an effort to comfort you. But Bucky radiated blatant honesty when he talked to you, which you appreciated more than you would say.
"It doesn't mean he's right," he said.
"Maybe not. But that's still the word he wanted to call his wife. How did I even- fuck." You shook your head. "How did I ever fell for his tricks? I knew his friends were trash but...I thought he was the exception. I never thought he'd act like this with me."
"Act how? Rude?" Bucky asked, unsure about what you exactly meant.
"Yeah. The neglect has been going on for years, you know." You looked up at him and got out of his arms to sit properly. It didn't take him long to take a seat next to you, leaning his back against your bed. "I just put it all on his job." You grabbed Bucky's hand : you'd never needed to touch him as much as you did now. Something in the controlled way he breathed and the warmth of his skin helped you think straight and prevented you from spiralling.
"Is it the first time he insults you?"
"Openly? Yeah." You sighed. "He's been petty before but calling me names...never."
"I'm afraid to ask this, but I have to." He looked you in the eyes, searching for...what, exactly? "He was pretty violent when he grabbed your shirt. Was that the first time as well?"
The question made you look away once more. Inexplicable guilt flooded your body as you tried to think of some lie. You leaned your head back on the mattress and closed your eyes, opting for honesty.
"No."
You could almost hear Bucky's jaw clenching ; his other hand formed a fist, whereas the one holding yours remained gentle.
"He's never been violent intentionally," you quickly explained. "It's just... We've had our fights, alright? And when we start yelling at each other, I always tell him we both need to calm down but that doesn't suit me so he tries to stop me from leaving the apartment and...well. It goes from grabbing my arm a little too hard or just locking the door and hiding the keys. He even threw them out the window once."
Recalling those fights didn't help your tears stop rolling on your cheeks but damn, it felt good to actually say it to someone. Wanda never needed you tell her things : she could just read them when she felt like you were lying. With Bucky, it was different. You actually wanted to tell him what had happened.
"What did you do when he did those things to you?"
"Not much. It only made me angrier so I would sit on the couch or even in my room and stop talking to him until he opened the door."
"You do realise how that's...far from right, yeah?"
"I'm starting to." You shrugged. "This might be stupid but, seeing how everyone here treats me, how you treat me, it's making me realise Darren is not this perfect husband I imagined him to be. He was the easy way, you know? We met, we liked each other and he had a good situation and I could already see the white-fence family every American movie depicts. I just didn't know it would turn into a soap opera." You laughed bitterly at your own not-so-funny joke.
Bucky suddenly got up, keeping your hand in his to help you stand as well.
"What are you doing?" you asked.
"It's still your birthday and I don't want it to be ruined by that guy," he let out in one breath. "C'mon."
He took a right turn after your bedroom door, walking you further away from where the party was supposed to be. You didn't walk for long before he opened an other door, walking you into his own room.
"What's the plan, exactly?" you asked again, more than confused. "I thought you meant we'd go back to the others, and..."
"Damn, I didn't realise how this looks." He let out a nervous laugh and you mentally slapped yourself for going blank over how cute it was. "Nobody even asked you to a proper dance on your own birthday and I want to fix that, if you'll allow me."
He looked back at you through his eyelashes, looking all anxious about your answer.
"What music choice do we have?"
His face lit up and he went through a box of vinyls on the floor. "I only have old stuff, I'm sorry. I believe this should do it, though," he said as he picked out one of the pockets. "It's from 1956, but it actually came out first in the 30's. Most people know the most recent, so..."
"I didn't know you were a music nerd," you said with a smile. "How very cute of you."
He shrugged as he placed the disk on the record player. Piano notes started rising through the air and you recognised Louis Armstrong's voice.
"May I?" Bucky held out his hand and he waited for you to nod before grabbing yours, placing his left hand on your hip. Your instinct was to inch closer to him as you both started swinging slowly in the middle of his room. His blue eyes were sounding you out.
"This was indeed a wonderful idea," you whispered, not wanting to break the moment as Ella Fitzgerald started singing her own chorus of Cheek to cheek. Bucky beamed and you enjoyed the view, returning his smile before resting your head on his chest. His heartbeat became another rhythm to follow and be lulled to. "I can't explain how you make me feel and that scares me, Buck. And yet, it's the best feeling I've ever experienced." The use of his nickname did something to him : you felt his heart skip, causing you to smile discreetly. "Talking to you is ridiculously easy," you continued, "and I'm not that muck of a talker. Just ask Wanda."
He laughed softly and you tilted your head up as his chest shook from the movement.
"I know what you mean," he confided. "I don't feel all of the guilt I carry when I'm with you. It's refreshing. I don't feel like I'm being judged at every second."
"I couldn't possibly do that," you explained. "I know a little more about the things they made you do, now, and I'm more impressed at how you came out of this. You're still there whenever someone needs help, like when that fire alarm rang for no reason the other day. And when that thing went off in the lab, you took time to help me. How could anyone judge you negatively?" Your frowned. "Sorry, I interrupted you."
"It's fine," he assured you as the next song on the vinyl started playing (not that you were paying much attention to the music, even though Dream a little dream of me was an all time favourite of yours).
Your eyes scanned his face and when you noticed his own gaze lingering on your lips, you moved your hand from his shoulder to his neck. You were still slow dancing effortlessly, and you could feel his breath slightly picking up.
"I want to do something," you muttered. "But if you don't want me to, I won't feel bad if you stop me." The last thing you wanted was him to let you do anything out of pity ; you didn't think that was the type of thing he'd do, but there was no harm in making sure. Your fingers fiddled with the short hair on the back of his head and you extended your neck a bit. You felt Bucky's breath on your nose and lips as you got even closer to him, closer than you'd ever been until now.
"Are you sure this is what you want?" he asked in a whisper. "Trust me, I do, but last thing I want-"
Those were the only words you needed. You pressed your lips against his and a whole firework show started in your belly. His hand on your hip pulled you into an even closer embrace as you kept playing with his air. When you broke the kiss and rested your forehead against his, you couldn't get rid of your smile. So it was true, what books said about butterflies.
--- I'm so happy to finally post this part!! This was definitely my favourite to write so far, even though it's a tie with the stars scene. :) I hope you enjoyed reading this as much as I did writing it.
P.S. : the tag list is still growing and damn that makes me so happy!! Your support means everything.
P.S. 2 : I feel like this story will be wrapped soon. If you have any request/idea you'd like to see for a next one (short one shots or series), I will gladly hear it!
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1622.
Have you ever gotten a flu vaccination? tbh i dont think i ever have! im not anti vax or anything (i had the covid vaccine) but yeah, just never thought to get the flu shot
Do you know anyone who drives a BMW? yes
Honestly, do you give a shit? not about much haha
When’s the last time you hugged your mother? lmao i dont remember. i think when she went on an interstate trip. we also kiss and hug each other only when we drop each other at the airport
What’s the last restaurant you ate at? pho
Double dates: a do or don’t? theyre fine
Do you know any guitarists? yes
Quick, name 3 of your favorite radio stations: i dont listen to the radio
How do you feel about full length beards? i dont like them on my fiance at all lol
Have you ever been to a circus? years ago. i havent seen any around in a loooong time
Do you know anyone who’s gone to a Fat Camp? no
Are you straight-edge? yes
Do you use Facebook IM everyday? yes
How many surveys have you done already today? three now
What’s the WORST show on Adult Swim? i dont have that channel
Do you have any relatives that have shunned you, or vice versa? nope
Has anyone ever posted a HORRIBLE picture of you for everyone to see? haha yes all the time. my heart always drops when i get tagged in a photo on ig or fb
Which grade in school was the most fun for you? hmm maybe 11? idk aha
Which would you rather have, a new puppy or kitten? puppy
Does drama seem to follow you everywhere you go? nope, im drama free baby
Do you ever just want to go away to a new place where no one knows you? nah, my city is big enough that not everyone knows me
You’re ordering a pizza, you can have any kind of toppings, what are they? i actually wouldnt care about the topping, id request the cheese filled crusts
Do you hit ‘quiet’ or ‘ignore’ on your cell? Which one usually? ignore lol
Do you ever regret giving your number to people? nope. only companies if im honest haha
Have you ever been told that you’re afraid of your own shadow? no
Have you ever tried Gouda cheese? yes. i dont really remember the taste of it
Does/did your high school have pop machines? nope
Do you use a public computer, or do you have your own? i have my own
Do you ever find it odd how you type LOL when you’re not really laughing? yup lol. its just a way to break awkwardness or to sound ‘friendly’
Have you ever gambled? yassss, its a pastime for my bf and i. havent gone in ages
Do you know anyone who’s won the lottery? nope
If you could work at any retail store, which one would it be? bath and body works
What’s the shortest you would ever cut your hair? just below my shoulders. i wouldnt suit short hair
Do you listen to any deathcore? no
Do you subscribe to any teen magazines? Which ones? nope
Do you know someone who never smiles? haha yes
Has anyone ever made you feel uncomfortable at work? no
Do you still watch South Park? no
Tell me one movie you’ve seen recently that sucked: brazen, its on netflix
Have you ever carved something into a dinner booth somewhere? no
When’s the last time you were carded at a bar? its bit a minute lol. i think im officially past the age of getting carded, i mustnt look that young anymore :(
Do you smoke little cigars? Have you ever tried them? ive tried them. i dont like it
You’re babysitting, what do you expect per hour for pay? ive never babysat ever lol
What’s the last thing you returned at a store? an icecream machine
What’s the name of the last cat you pet? haha i dont remember, i dont touch cats
Do you still look at clouds and make shapes of them? nope
If you had to dye your hair for one year, what color would you pick? light brown
Who’s got your heart? my fiance
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I posted 18,522 times in 2021
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18505 posts reblogged (100%)
For every post I created, I reblogged 1088.5 posts.
I added 19 tags in 2021
#fuck all life - 5 posts
#co signed - 3 posts
#great basin moment baby - 2 posts
#loud - 2 posts
#wig... - 2 posts
#thank you for always supplying me with more pics of fuyu - 1 posts
#every fucking year now i have to say this about the fires affecting the great basin and people look at me like im insane - 1 posts
#trinity seven was fucking garbage - 1 posts
#minus the absolute bollocks ending - 1 posts
#gantz was pretty good - 1 posts
Longest Tag: 133 characters
#fucking love wearing a mask when working and seeing some mf with those ring doorbell cameras like no your not gonna see my face today
My Top Posts in 2021
#5
Tagged by @daturachan
teehee thank you sorry its late xD
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Favorite color - gween
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Last song - https://youtu.be/da9YuE2N7rE black stacey dash by jpegmafia
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Last movie - uhhhhh tbh its been a while but i think it was The Wailing
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Last show - date a live season 3 baby
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Currently reading - yofukashi no uta rn
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Tea or coffee - became a coffee guy recently but i still like a good cup of chamomile tea
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Currently working on - taking care of the new baby shrimp my older shrimps had!
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Im gonna tag @euthymiclurker @bocchikurosawa amd @clovertheboymoder :)
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#4
cherry, amethyst, penny, prussian blue and onyx :D
soooooooo xD
cherry: YouTubers you enjoy watching?
theres this cod youtuber named marley thirteen and i just came across his video randomly one day. this guy is so fucking hilarious to me its probably the scottish accent but ive been enjoying his stuff and he’s pretty chill
amethyst: do you collect anything?
when i was little i was really into collecting quarters for some reason, then i realized quarters have their deisgn changed like ever other year and i couldn’t keep track at some point. rn i would say im just collecting patches and enamel pins but really causually bc my local hot topic doesn’t carry a big selection
penny: icecream or cake
icecream baby im not a big cake fan tbh
prussian blue: what's your first choice at the vending machine
its gotta be a root beer (barq’s or mug i don’t discriminate) if not then ill settle for some sour cream chips
onyx: do you still play Minecraft?
i used to play a lot when i was a freshman way back but i haven’t touched it since
2 notes • Posted 2021-09-25 03:42:10 GMT
#3
green, blue, turquoise, claret, cream, lilac, pecan!
sooooo x2 :)
green: do you have a favourite flower?
hibiscus because they make a tasty sour drink which i love
blue: preferred type of weather?
gloomy thunderstorm type of weather windy and light rain is the best, then its any type of snowstorm
turquoise: favorite sea animal?
octopus and jellyfish were always number one for me and its closely followed by isopods lol
claret: do you play an instrument? do you want to learn to play any?
i used to play the trumpet when i was in 6th grade but i stopped and never continued, i really wanted to learn drums but it just never happened
cream: any piercings or tattoos? do you want any?
i have neither of them, piercings are really cool but i dont think i would look good with them, tattoos are nice and ive thought about getting some like under my arm and thighs/legs i probably would let friends give me the good ol stick and poke for some random fun small tattoos
lilac: dogs, cats, or fish?
all creatures :)
pecan: shuffle your playlist, what's the first song that comes up?
Arcanum by Show me the Body
2 notes • Posted 2021-09-25 04:56:22 GMT
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peony, mulberry, almond!
these are dangerously close i feel like lol recently i made a playlist of song i would kill to and sometimes i feel like i could never be as funny as you~! ily!
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Tagged by @advancewars2
shuffle your music library and name the first 10 songs (im pulling from my huge playlist where i dump everything i like)
S.O.S In Bel Air - Phoenix
SISTER/NATION - Brockhampton
Pink Ocean - The Voidz
Vindaloo - Armand Hammer
The Message - Kamasi Washington
Fuck the System - System of a Down
Hunter - Portishead
Grimy Waifu - Jpegmafia
Whatever I Want(Fuck Who’s Watching) - Death Grips
Prescription/Oxymoron - ScHoolboy Q
let see @kururugi-kun @daturachan @fuyumayuzumi @shinjis @dementatree @stalemochi teehee
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Hallway
Prompt: Marvin don't think I'm evil pleasse but like give us a physically hurt Janis....like I saw a post a while back that was like- a tiny getting kicked and it was hurt/comfort and I can't stop thinking about how you describe the hallway to be so dangerous for tinies...👀👀👀 She do be getting kicked tho-
this is heavily inspired by @realmisspolar 's "worse that could happen"
tw: angsty, violent, very bad, don't blame me blame anon, but like- is rough
People get shoved in the halls all the time. Most people didn't have tinies on their shoulders though.
It started off with a normal day, as most bad events do.
Classes went as smooth as normal and Janis was waiting at the 'tiny pick up zone' for Damian.
There were no bad vibes or anything that could cue disaster.
She waved to Aaron as he walked past, getting on the hand of one of his soccer friends. After the revenge party, Aaron, Janis, and Regina all became pretty close. It felt nice to be around and be able to hug people of the same size as her.
She felt a hand on her shoulder and looked to see a perfectly manicured hand. "Hey, Regina." She said knowingly.
"Waiting for Damian?"
"No, I'm gonna hop down to the floor and walk to class myself."
"Sounds fun, I'll join you." Regina joked.
Janis watched as Damian, Karen, and Gretchen walked over to the edge of the pick up zone.
"Hey, shorties." Damian teased, placing his hand down for Janis, as Karen did the same thing for Regina.
Janis faked offense to the nickname and hoisted herself onto Damian's palm. He brought her to his shoulder, which Janis stepped onto with practiced expertise, watching through peripheral vision as Regina did the same thing.
She gripped onto Damian's shirt as the giant trio began walking, mindful of their tiny counterparts.
Janis thought back to when Cady first arrived at Northshore, Damian had said everyone sitting together wasn't an option. Look how far they've come.
Janis watched Regina as other giants walked past Karen. The queen bee didn't flinch or show any sign of fear.
Lucky.
Janis could not say the same as she clung to Damian's shirt.
Two jocks she vaguely recognized walked up to them. When Janis was plastic, she knew everyone. Then Janis was art freak, she knew Damian and some theater kids. Now Janis was in a weird in-between friendship wise with Regina. So she knew a good amount of the student body, but not these idiots.
Regina seemed to because she rolled her eyes. "Nobody wants you here."
"Regina." One of the boys fakes offense. "We just wanna talk."
Janis could feel Damian tense up underneath her.
'Just talking' is never good.
"Go away, Jackson." Regina said. Her voice was sickeningly sweet.
"Fine." The first boy- Jackson- said. As he passed Damian he shouldered him on the side Janis was on, hard.
Janis saw the wind up before the impact and her first thought was 'oh shit I hope Damian doesn't get hurt' and her second thought was a verbalized yelp as the shoulder beneath her jerked, leaving the small girl vulnerable to gravity.
She was only slipping for a second when she felt Damian's hand wrap around her, pulling her close to his chest as he fell backward.
Janis was hit with vertigo as she was pulled down with Damian. As a tiny, she wasn't affected by the human strength of gravity, and right now it was nauseating. She would rather this then a free fall though.
Damian hit the ground, taking the biggest hit as Janis rolled off him.
Her world was spinning and she didn't really know what was going on, but alarm bells rang in her head.
If Damian was to her right, then she was.
In grave danger.
That's what.
Nobody looks down when they're walking, especially not in a crowded hallway. So to be in the middle-
A foot landed a couple of inches behind her as she staggered up causing Janis to yelp and fall backwards again.
Damian was still lying on the floor, his eyes shut in pain.
Janis thinks he may have hit his head when he fell, but she's got her own issues to deal with.
She tried to step forward towards Damian, but fell backward as a foot swung by.
Holy shit.
She incisively just wanted to curl up and freeze, but Janis knew that wasn't the smart option.
"Damian!" She yelled, looking both ways like she was about to cross a road. Damian didn't hear her.
Fucking figures.
Janis felt the force before the pain. A solid force collided with her side, sending her skidding a few feet.
Somebody kicked her and didn't even noticed.
For a second, Janis felt fine. But then the pain kicked in. She gave in to the fear and curled into herself, clutching her side. People kept walking next to her and over her as if she wasn't there.
Janis grit her teeth as a whimper escaped her lips. Her eyes were screwed shut but she could feel the rush of the wind whenever somebody passed. She could hear the chatter of the unaware student body.
But all she could concentrate on was the searing pain in her side.
Maybe somebody called her name?
Maybe not.
Was Damian okay?
The feet around her stopped and Janis oped her eyes to see Regina running towards her. In the background, Damian was propped up against a locker, Karen and Gretchen crouched next to him. Of course, people stop walking when Regina is on the ground.
"Janis!" Regina said, finally reaching the girl. "Oh my god, are you hurt? You got kicked! What happened?!" Regina placed a soft hand of Janis's side, but the Janis just whimpered and curled up closer on herself.
"Everything hurts."
"When I said I'd join you in hopping down on the floor to walk to class together, I didn't mean it." Regina joked, sitting next to Janis.
People were now walking around them and Janis felt slightly safer. Or as safe as you could be when standing in a hallway at four inches tall.
"Janis." She heard a familiar voice call out.
Janis slowly, and painfully, propped herself up into a standing position to see Damian staring at her with wide eyes.
Did he not see what happened?
Janis took a step, trying to make her way over to where the giants stood. It was maybe two feet for them, but it felt like a marathon for Janis. Not to mention, the second she moved, her knees bucked beneath her and she was hit with another wave on nausea.
"Jesus, Janis." Regina mumbled, trying to stop Janis from hitting the floor again.
Janis glared at the ground like it had personally hurt her. She could see two hands reach out from the corner of her eye, Karen scooping up Regina and Damian gently grabbing Janis.
The small girl could tell he was trying to be careful, but she hissed none the less as his fingers wrapped around her side.
"What happened?" Damian asked. He was still leaning against the lockers, Karen also sliding down to sit next to him. Gretchen left mumbling something about how both of them need the nurse.
"I was kicked," Janis said softly. She knew sitting cupped in Damian's hand was one of the safest places she could be, but she flinched at every sudden noise of movemnt anyway.
"Kicked?"
"I- fell off you when you hit the floor. I guess I got in the way." Janis said, unable to make eye contact with Damian. He was clearly hurt too but was worried more about Janis.
Which was a very Damian thing to do.
"Are you okay?" Janis asked him, already knowing the answer was a no.
"I've been better, but I wasn't just kicked." Damian said, using his thumb to gently push Janis into a sitting position.
"Do you know who did it?" Regina asked from Karen's shoulder. "I'll end their social life."
Janis gave a dry chuckle as the bell rang, leaving empty hallways. "Didn't even see what type of shoe it was."
There was the sound of heels running down the hallway and Janis turned to see Gretchen and two school nurses heading over. A giant nurse and a tiny one.
It started off with a normal day, as most bad events do, but that didn't mean it had to end as a bad day. Yeah, Damian had a concussion and Janis had a bruise that would last for months, but she was lucky to have no cracked ribs or internal damage. Plus, she got to go home early and eat her heart's desire of icecream.
tag list: @musicallygt @realmisspolarbear @smallsoysauce @sourishlemons
#g/t mean girls#g/t writing#g/t#Giant/tiny#tiny janis#giant damian#tiny aaron#tiny regina#giant gretchen#giant karen#g/t au#sfw g/t
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30 Questions
Tagged by @coralinejones - thanks for tagging me! Literally I always want to do these but never get tagged lol 😂
1. Name/nickname: Sarah/SB (but only to one person)
2. Gender: Female
3. Star Sign: leo
4. Height: 5’3”
5. Time: 10:09 PM
6. Birthday: august
7. Favorite Bands: panic at the disco, mutemath, mànran, imagine dragons, bastille, always never, half alive —I’m definitely forgetting some I know it
8. Favorite solo artists: TINASHE 😍❤️, hayley kiyoko, faouzia, lizzo, julie fowlis, CLARA
9. Song stuck in your head: BoRdErSz by zayn and Clipping by Mutemath
10. Last movie: tbh I don’t remember bc I rarely watch movies. It might have been holidate that i watched with my family? Maybe?
11. Last show: star wars clone wars
12. When did I create this blog: lmaooo hell if I remember. Sometime right before college? So probably 2013/2014
13. What I post: i reblog pretty much anything that i like or from fandoms i follow but rarely do i make my own posts 😬
14. Last thing I googled: when were tomatoes introduced to europe (coworkers and i were talking about how many “traditional” dishes were actually based on colonial resources)
15. Other blogs: lol nah
16. Do I get asks: once in a blue moon
17. Why I chose my url: bc I love richard and i thought the unicorn bit in the show was hilarious
18. Following: oof not that many, 170ish I think?
19. Followers: lmao sorry to those 150 few who follow me
20. Average hours of sleep: rn it’s around 5 but used to be 7-8 bc now my allergy symptoms wake me up every other damn hour
21. Lucky number: 22
22. Instruments: piano and voice
23. What I’m wearing: sweats and a college rugby hoodie
24. Dream job: i do it ❤️❤️ I’m an archaeologist
25. Dream trip: would love to go back to scotland tbh
26. Fave food: beef stroganoff or icecream
27. Nationality: american
28. Fave songs: I’m still here (jim’s theme) from treasure planet, tip toes by half alive, sentimental dreamin by CLARA, save room for us by tinashe
29. Last book: a court of frost and starlight by sarah j maas
30. Top 3 fictional universes I want to live in: the emperor’s edge universe (books by lindsay buroker) bc steampunk and magic and advanced science?? Sign me tf up!! Also mass effect bc space travel and interspecies cooperation (to an extennnnttt) and the ac universe bc I would LOVE to be able to see people’s memories first hand (with consent) and literally see and feel their perspective
I know I’m supposed to tag 20 people but I’m not... feel free to ignore this or do however many questions you want! @persephinae (always makes such beautiful art!!), @theheroheart (thank you for letting me use my awesome icon), and @isuperawesomespectaculark @falloutsandtheboys @tweedlebugged @a-supernatural-doctor bc I know y’all and want to see what you put 👀👀👀
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Fantasy High Characters 2.8
As always, let me know if I need to edit or add anything and tag/ask/PM me about art and stories so I can check them out!
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New Characters
Three Elves from Falinel
3 beautiful wizard elves in long flowing robes
Surrounded by motes of silvery white light
At least 1 has a will o whisp in their ear used to communicate
Serene and filled with arcane energy
One used a globe of invulnerability (probably Kear)
Unnamed Conjurer Elf Wizard
Beefer with light mage armor and thick long red braided hair
Summoned a large sized air elemental (size of a small truck) with 90 movement
Unnamed Goth Elf Wizard
Porcelain skin with jet black hair covering left eye and black robes
Uses fesh to stone (6th level spell) on Adaine
Smiles and walks away once they have Adaine back at the tower
Kear
Pronounced key-heir or khear
Name spelling unknown, but Kir was the spelling on closed captioning
Wizard
Most serene
Extremely young child-like elven maiden with long brown braided hair and a white gown
Banished Tracker, but failed to charm Adaine during the battle
"You did a very noble thing. You saved your friends' lives."
Used detect thoughts on Adaine and asked "When was the last time you saw your mother?"
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Modified Characters (with added facts)
Aelwyn Abernant
Kept in large large beautiful elven chamber with silver and marble with ambiant light glowing from the white stone
Trapped inside a 15 foot diameter orb that's constantly turning so she can't trance
Stuck crawling on her hands and knees, shaking with the effort of it
Severely trance deprived (probably hasn't been allowed to for nearly a year) with thick bags under her eyes
5 levels of exhaustion with some kind of magic the only thing keeping her from death
(more info in 2.9)
James Wicklaw
Fought with his saber in right hand and the crown in left
Brought 8 crew plus himself to menace the party while the rest of his crew went into the row
Injures the crew with him in order to injure the party, stunning all but Cathilda, Sandra Lynn, and Riz.
Has legendary actions (attack and teleport out of initiative order), mind blast, and tried to eat Gorgug's brain
Shot by a pistol square in the stomach. After he goes prone, a horrifying blast of something in his gut goes off as he shutters and goes still. But it was a trick to get Riz close so he could shoot him point blank.
Gorgug got the killing blow on Wicklaw after Fig heavily damaged him. Wicklaw's body fell into the Row.
The other pirates killed Wicklaw's remaining crew after he died
Fabian
Lost champion subclass and lost all fighter class features while keeping proficiency bonus, base stats, and hit points
No coat and 2 levels of exhaustion
Took a single hand crossbow shot which missed and spent the rest of the fight stunned.
Was repeatedly shot by Wicklaw
Gorgug had a private talk with Fabian to try to help. So did Kristen. Then Gilear came up and threatened him Gilear for 250 gold.
Fabian's mother's family have lands near the tower Adaine is being kept.
Cathilda
Dark steal sabers (scimitar type swords)
"Time for talk's over." Then got a nat20 on Wicklaw and sliced off one of his tentacles.
Feels pure determination more powerful than James can feel hatred and protects herself from his stun
Can give allies a reroll as reaction
Kicks just... so much ass.
To Riz "Is almost died the same as having died?"
Van
Was crashed by Gilear
Loaded with provisions by Jamina, Garthy, and Ayda
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Other Characters
Anguin Abernant
Adaine's father
4th elf in the battle that was hidden in the beginning under greater invisibility
Enchanter subclass wizard
Casts dominate person on Adaine twice (and fails)
"Adaine. This is unbecoming. You are behaving rashly and irrationally."
Adaine
Resisted charms and dominate person while also breaking stun and flesh to stone.
Agreed to go with the elves to Falenel to save her friends.
*Adaine as she is falling through motes of light in elven teleportation, using sending to reach out to Ayda* Help. My friends are being killed in the Row and the Ruction. Please help them. *as Adaine appears in a place that is filled with darkness, she hears Ayda reply* Your friends are my friends.
Tries to escape with Misty Step (dispelled by Angine), Greater Invisibility (dispelled by Kir after Kir used True Sight), and Misty Step (dispelled)
Laid down on the ground on her stomach (magicly manacled by conjurer elf and led to her tower)
Allowed to keep Boggy
Hides under her blankets when Kear and Anguin comes in
Failed on detect thoughts save
Can tell where she is by looking at the stars
Was moved to an orb room (Kear: And do you intend to cooperate or will you be as problematic as we anticipate you might? / Adaine: What possible advantage to me or my friends can helping you give me?)
Kristen
Warding bond with Fabian
Was stunned entire fight and surrounded by icecream sandwiches (which she asked for help)
Gorgug
Relentless endurance
40 movement
Nearly got his brain eaten by Wicklaw.
After killing blow on Wicklaw, "Hey... I'm actually Fabian now."
Fig
Took a level in hex blade warlock
Hex blade cursed Wicklaw
Took enemy to hell with hellish rebuke before she was knocked out. (Fig: Did you see when I dragged that guy to hell with me? / Sandra Lynn: Horrifying. You're wonderful.)
"Adaine I used my everything to try and save you!"
Got 1300 points (with no actual value) for her sick shredding with her skateboard in the Ruction.
Snatched the crown after Wicklaw was killed and skatboarded away. Wanted to take crown away from Leviathan so there will never be a king, but let Fabian put it back on the head in Gibity Square.
Captured Wicklaw's soul
Is suspicious of Cathilda because she is "too good to be true".
"Look, the nightmare king could be anyone but my six friends."
Got Wicklaw's crystal saber which is like touching a live wire, but also filled with hatred
Riz
*while hiding in the rafters* "Fabian no! Don't be a coward!"
Arquebus has 60 foot range and he has 30 speed
He was the perfect person to dodge fists in the Row (while conscious)
"I have such bad athletes. Truly, I have minus two strength."
Failed two death saves (from the pirates stomping him) when he was knocked unconscious (from a slash from Wicklaw) and fell into the Row. Called to Fabian to save him while unconscious.
Riz: Hey Fabian? I think we all saw this going a little bit more epicly, but Adaine is gone. She sacrificed herself to save us and it kninda shows that it's not the end. We gotta keep going. So, we didn't bring our A game this time, but we can still - it keeps going. You'll be the hero next time. / Fabian: Yeah the ball. Next time. Next time. / Riz: Who... Hoot Growl? Is that what we say when we get pumped?/ Fabian: Yes. We say hoot growl.
Riz to Ayda: I think I have a lot of friends sometimes but then everyone's mean to me.
Wanted to talk to Fabian in private after the battle, but didn't get a chance due to Gorgug, Kristen, and Gilear
Sandra Lynn
Battle command: let's an ally attack an enemy on her turn as a bonus action
Can heal
Shouldered Wicklaw away from Gorgug (saving him from having his brain eaten) causing them both to fall into Row.
Knocked unconscious in the Row after stabbed through chest by Wicklaw but then healed by Fig.
Tracker
Was banashed to a maze world for the whole fight
Helped heal the party then "healed" Kristen privately
Ragh
Finished 1 pirate and then stunned for part of the fight before he was able to get up and fight/help again
Gilear
Passed out in the van due to the airbag.
"Very well. I will go into the back of the van. If anyone needs me, I will be surprised."
Threatened Fabian for 250 gold after he was acosted by a man who said he would kill him unless he gave him 250 gold. ("You need to shut the fuck up because I'm a dead man unless I get 250 gold pieces. You're down here with me now all right? Your rich. I'm not. Help me. Please help me.")
Ayda
Joined party temporarily to save her friend Adaine
Offered to teleport everyone and created a firy orange rune to do it.
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Location Info
Ka'lethriel Tower
Beautiful courtyard
Smooth rounded marble flagstones are set into the garden
Look like a very zen meditative type of place.
There are high walls around the courtyard as well as towers.
"Orb rooms" (to keep prisoners in a constant state of trance deprivation) as well as regular rooms.
Near the Lands of the Lomenelda
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Yandere eddie brock headcanons
WARNING CONTENT BELOW MAY BE TRIGGERING TO SOME. IF YOUR NOT COMFORTABLE WITH YANDERE HEADCANONS OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT. PLEASE DO NOT FUCKING READ! YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!
Ok here is some yandere Eddie brock aka venom headcanons i have. This is a longer list because i kinda feel he is tsundere leaning into yandere territory.
Eddie brock has stalked you while you was at work. Just so you can be safe.
He often leaves gift baskets and things at your doorstep. Never truly saying who its from. But just to see the smile on your face is enough for him.
As venom he will growl and hiss at anyone who dares try to hurt you.
He is EXTREMELY TERRITORIAL. He will scent mark you. And also sometimes make you wear his hoodies and his shirts just so he can let others know your HIS AND ONLY HIS.
He doesn't like other cute guys flirting with you. At all. Ever.
He has sniffed your shirts. Just because he loves your smell. This is more so when he's as venom.
He send anonymous love letters to you.
He loves phone sex. So doing that makes him crazy.
He isn't the type to hurt those he loves. But he would kill anyone who dares to come between you and him. Especially spiderman.
He's taken pictures of you before. Some with you knowing and some that you don't know about.
He has lurked outside your window before and caught you masturbating. Lets just say eddie liked that a lot.
You also have caught eddie masturbating to you, picture of you. You didnt see him. But you heard him outside his room before while you was over to chill at his apartment. He was heavily panting and saying your name as well as other things.
Eddie has called you many pet names such as peaches,dollface,doll,baby,babe, sweetheart,cupcake,angel,kitten,etc. But more than any of them. He calls you "ours".
After sex eddie takes his vape and goes to his terrace(he vapes because he used to smoke and he's trying to quit and get better). Or sometimes he just wraps you and envelopes you into the symbiote and hold you close. Feeling your naked body next to his brings him great bliss.
He does go to therapy. And he does make some progress. But sometimes he has relapses that scare you. And he feels god awful about it. He reassures you that he would never ever ever. Hurt you. And if he did he'd never forgive himself.
Eddie works out a lot. (He's a gym bro ok?). And sometimes he has thought about whenever some dude is bothering you. Tho he would love to rip them apart. Sometimes instead he just works out. And thinks about all the ways he could make them "not be a bother anymore" .
He gets hot and bothered whenever you eat icecream. >:3
Eddie has used the symbiote to look up your skirt before.
Everything about you eddie is absolutely obsessive over. He can't stop talking about how wonderful you are. And also saying your an angel sent you him. Even tho he's agnostic and dont care for religion much anymore.
Thats all for now.
I may add more later.
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Time-Seven
Pairings: 1940'S Bucky Barnes x Reader/ Present Bucky Barnes x Reader.
Warnings: angst, fluff, swearing, some smut at some point.
Summary: Before the war, Bucky and Reader had the picture perfect life together. When she lost him, she thought that she would never find that kind of love again. However, someone from a different time returns to give her that love once more. Will she follow them through the unknown or come to terms that her once in a lifetime love is truly gone?
A/N: I’m sorry for any spelling/grammar mistakes. It’s late and I'm tired but I really wanted to get an update out for you readers! Hopefully I wont wait as long to post the next chapter. As always, I love any positive or negative feedback!
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June 4, 1943. 3:00 pm.
The bottom of my skirt blew in the wind as I rushed down the sidewalk, passing people by with a quick apology. My shift at the diner lasted longer than I would have liked and I was supposed to meet Steve at the theater twenty minutes ago.
“Sorry!” I yelled while pushing through a young couple.
Steve and I had planned on hanging out, the two of us, because even though he hadn't said anything I knew it was bothering him that Bucky and I hadn't seen him in awhile. I worried that he thought I had gone back on my promise because I was late.
Bucky was more than okay with Steve and I hanging out without him. We were friends before Bucky came into the picture which is why he never got upset with us hanging out. There was also something Bucky had to do today but he wouldn’t tell me what.
The last few weeks he had been acting strange and I could tell he was hiding something from me. He wouldn’t allow me to be in his bedroom alone, afraid that I would find whatever he was keeping in there.
Immediately my mind thought of a beautiful diamond that he could be hiding but I brushed away those thoughts. We had been dating for less than a year. There was no way he would propose.
Right?
“Y/N!”
My feet came to a sudden halt when I saw the small man leaning against the brick of the building behind him.
“I’m so sorry I’m late. I came straight from work,” I motioned to my work uniform.
Steve waved me off. “It’s alright, the movie hasn’t even started yet.”
Linking our arms together, I let Steve lead us into the theater while mentioning that he had already bought the tickets for us. It was a trash movie that we knew not many people would be here to see but that was the kind of movie we loved. Ones that we can laugh at and talk about days later.
“Have you heard from Buck?” Steve asked.
We were waiting in line for popcorn and I shook my head. “He said he was going to stop by the diner for lunch but he never showed up.”
Steve padded my arm. “Don’t look too much into it, Y/N. Buck’s not that kind of guy.”
He knew that my mind was racing with thoughts of Bucky with other women.
“I know but he’s been so distant lately.”
“Maybe after the movie we’ll swing by his place and see what’s up with him,” Steve suggested with a shrug.
I nodded and after we ordered our snacks, we continued to walk arm in arm towards the dark theater. We both were surprised that it was somewhat packed but we were able to find a spot in the middle row.
Everything passed by great while waiting for the show to start but when a man a few rows in front of us started yelling and throwing things at the screen, I knew that the peace had vanished. There was a clip playing about the current war going on in Europe and I could feel Steve tense up next to me.
He sighed before leaning forward towards the guy. “Hey, you want to show some respect.”
The guy ignored Steve so I gently patted his knee, telling him to let it go.
“It’s not worth it, Steve.”
The man wasn’t what had pissed Steve off, it was the fact that no matter how many times he tried to enlist, the government continued to deny Steve. Bucky and I both knew that it was slowly eating away at Steve that he wasn’t able to enlist. My mind was swirling with worry that Bucky would get his orders to fight. I hadn’t stopped to think of how Steve had been feeling with being told no over and over again.
The man in front of us continued to hurl words, loudly, towards the screen. Steve couldn’t take it any longer, anger radiated off of him.
“Hey, you want to shut up!” He yelled.
My body tensed when I saw the man in front of us, twice the size of Steve, stand up and look directly at us. Worried eyes bounced from Steve to the man a few times and before I could part my lips, they were making their way out of the theater. My hushed protests fell on Steve’s deaf ears.
“One of these days, that poor boy is going to get himself killed,” I sighed while gathering my things and hurriedly followed him.
His signature catchphrase of whenever he fought bullies, I can do this all day bounced around in my mind.
By the time I reached outside, the chilly air causing my skin to rise, I knew I was too late in stopping the fight. The sounds of flesh on flesh, metal cans falling to the hard pavement lead me to the alley behind the theater.
The sight in front of me caused my jaw to drop, mouth catching whatever bugs were flying around. Steve was dusting himself off while the man from the theater lay on the ground, blood pooling from his nose. That wasn’t what made my feet come to a sudden halt; it was the man dressed in the army uniform.
“Bucky?”
He turned on his heels and with his bright eyed smile, he reached for my hand. “Where have ya been, doll?”
I ignored his question and motioned to the uniform. “Did you get your orders?”
Bucky heard the shakiness in my voice so he hesitantly nodded. “The 107th. Sergeant James Barnes, shipping out for London first thing tomorrow.”
I nearly choked on my own saliva at his announcement.
“Tomorrow?!”
My echo jumped off the concrete walls of the alley.
Bucky nodded with a soft sigh. “I know, sweetheart. I thought we would have more time but I spent the last few days getting everything in order with my ma so we could have my last night together; with Steve.”
I couldn’t help but giggle in my sad state at the thought of once again, Steve third wheeling our dates.
“Don’t feel like you have to include me,” Steve interrupted which caused Bucky to shake his head.
“I want to spend my last night in New York with my favorite people,” He looked between Steve and I. “You two need to get cleaned up.”
“Where are we going?” I questioned.
Bucky handed me a newspaper that read World Exposition of Tomorrow. He was one of the biggest science nerds we knew so it didn't surprise me that this is what he wanted to spend his last night doing.
No matter how bad my heart was hurting, not knowing how long he would be gone for or even if he would return, I plastered my best fake smile and nodded.
“Pick me up at my apartment around six?”
Bucky twirled me into his arms, his soft lips finding their home against my own. The kiss was slow and passionate but quick when Steve sighed with uncomfortableness.
“Wear your best dancing shoes, doll.”
My body molded into his once more, our lips finding each other with no issues. “Always do, Bucky.”
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Soul ties - Part 13/Finale (Bucky Barnes au)
“I've hungered for your touch
A long, lonely time”
Soul ties playlist : https://open.spotify.com/playlist/054hHxpYJ2rIluevfSaGRK?si=w1JkdfFwTjuXZMegQd9WHw
Waking up from your first night with Bucky was a feeling you would make sure you'd never forget. You knew he didn't get much sleep : you'd only been to his room once, but you'd noticed the single blanket on the floor, which somehow reminded you of Steve's bed in the early years of your friendship.
"You didn't even move," you said as you woke up with his arm around you. "I feel bad I kept you in an uncomfortable position."
"Don't. I couldn't wake you up for anything in the world," he joked. "Even when you snored."
"Lord, take me out of this misery," you complained as you got up from your bed, escaping Bucky's embrace. "You were joking, right?"
He grinned and shook his head no. Damn. You ran your brush through your hair and picked up your phone on your way to the bathroom to brush your teeth. Checking your messages, you noticed a text from Steve.
"Tony dropped off some papers for you. Didn't want to wake you guys up."
Your heart jumped as you realised what papers Steve was talking about. Divorce papers. You rinsed your mouth, put on some jeans and a T-shirt before telling Bucky about the special delivery.
"All I have to do is sign them, then drop them off at Darren's," you explained. "Best case scenario : he signs them right away and I get to go back with them."
Bucky was already seated and he was getting ready to go change as well. "And worst case scenario would be...?"
"He doesn't sign them at all, and I have to go through the court system," – you sighed – "which I really don't want to."
"It's not gonna happen," he assured you. "I'm coming with you to make sure of it."
"You don't have to do that, you know?"
"I want to."
You slowly sat on his lap, wrapping your hands around his neck. "I'm a really lucky woman." You couldn't help but smile before kissing him quickly. "Okay. I gotta go read and sign those papers. If you want to make some coffee while I do so..."
"Oh, I see, already taking advantage of my soft spot for you," he said. "I didn't think-"
"So you have a soft spot for me, huh?" you teased, a nervous laugh escaping your mouth.
"Did I say that?"
"Maybe. I guess we're even, then. Soft spots for each other sounds good."
You got up and put on your shoes.
"It does," he agreed. "Alright, I gotta make some coffee now."
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"I didn't think I'd see you this soon."
"Well, I'm full of surprises," you snapped at your future ex-husband as you handed him a small stack of paper. "I need you to sign this."
Darren's eyes kept going from you and Bucky to the papers. He grabbed the divorce agreement hesitantly and read the title.
"What if I don't?"
"You will."
Bucky's low and stern voice had unsettled your interlocutor so bad he opened his mouth without saying anything.
"If you don't mind, we'll come in and make sure you sign these," you said as you made your way through the hallway of the building. "I also have some stuff I want back."
"Fine," Darren agreed grudgingly. "It's not like I have a choice anyway. I don't want your new pet boyfriend to attack me."
"He's not-"
"Let him," Bucky told you. "Please, let him give me an easy excuse to do it."
You held back a laugh : you knew Bucky didn't want to be involved in a meaningless fight. On the other hand, letting Darren believe this was a possibility seemed like a fun taste of payback.
"C'mon, Buck. He's not worth the trouble."
You grabbed his hand as you preceded Darren in the staircase that led to your former apartment. You took him to the bedroom you and Darren once shared ; you could see his face changing at the sight of the bed and decoration that still bore your mark.
"Are you okay?" you asked.
"Sure."
You got away from the wardrobe you were about to open and walked up to him.
"No you're not. Talk to me," you said as you stroked his cheek.
"This room is filled with memories," he whispered. "Memories that are his."
"And that's all he's got," you retorted. "Memories. That's the only thing he can cling to from now on, assuming that even means something to him."
"But it means something to you, and I don't want you to erase all that," he confessed.
"Bucky... I'm not erasing anything," you promised, knowing how hard it was for him to think he was stripping someone from their memories. "Life is about learning. If I hadn't been married to him in the first place, I probably wouldn't have met you. See? Learning from past experiences is not erasing said experiences. I know you're feeling like the bad guy here, but you're not."
"He looks miserable. That's kinda my fault."
"You didn't let me blame myself for this, and I'm sure as hell not gonna let you blame yourself either."
You smiled and kissed him on the cheek before going back to the wardrobe. Grabbing a bag and filling it with your remaining clothes didn't feel as heavy as it did when you'd last been here. Your chest felt ten times lighter, and you were convinced Bucky's presence had something to do with it.
"I'm good," you said. "Those are the only things I couldn't bring last time."
You left the bedroom and found Darren sitting at the kitchen table, his pen hovering over the divorce agreement.
"Could you get done with this already?" you asked softly. "I'm kind of in a hurry."
"You're so eager to leave me, aren't you?" Darren scoffed. "I thought..."
"What?"
"I thought you could make this work for us."
You let out a long, disappointed sight. "The very fact you think it's my job and mine only to make this marriage work is another sign of why it didn't," you pointed out. "I shouldn't have lied to you about my tattoo in the first place," you admitted, "but the way you treated me all those years was far from right."
"But I was good to you."
"No, you weren't."
Darren lowered his eyes and signed the final page. With a single hand, he slid the agreement towards you.
"Thank you," you told him. "I'm glad we could end this the nice way."
"It's really over, huh? You're just gonna leave with a guy you've known for a couple of months."
For once, there was no animosity in his voice. He sounded resigned more than he sounded sad.
"Yes. I might not have known Bucky for long, but he treated me the way I know I deserve. I'm not sorry you couldn't be that person, because there is someone out there waiting to meet you as well."
"Yeah, maybe."
You picked up the papers and went for the door, Bucky following you.
"Goodbye, Darren."
You didn't get an answer, as you'd expected. You went down the stairs silently and dropped your bag on the backseat of the car before sitting behind the wheel. Bucky sat in the passenger's seat, unsure of what he should say.
"Thanks for coming along," you ended up saying. "I think it helped me stay calm."
Bucky squeezed your knee gently as you started the engine : his hand didn't leave your leg for the rest of the trip, and you'd never been more thankful for automatic cars.
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"Surprise," Natasha told you as she greeted you with a glass of champagne. "Steve told me the news."
"What is it we're celebrating, exactly?" you asked with a chuckle.
"Your divorce, of course! I couldn't make it to the wedding, might as well celebrate its ending."
"I'm-, oh god." Keeping things serious was impossible and the light-hearted feeling in your chest resurfaced. You thought you'd feel more guilt over divorcing Darren, but you knew now that it was the best thing to do.
Bucky laid a hand on your waist even though there were a few people around, and Nat handed him a glass as well. Wanda, Steve and Sam ended up drinking with you, and even Tony made an appearance. Laughing, talking and chilling with your family felt like an enormous relief after the past few weeks. Despite your surroundings, Bucky's hand couldn't seem to leave your body : your shoulder, thigh or arm or even your back... Maybe you weren't the only one who felt freed by signing those papers. You stayed up late that night, and Natasha was the last one to leave.
"Big day, huh?"
You nodded and snuggled up to Bucky on the couch. "About what you said earlier-"
"It's okay," he said. "I just...you have memories with him. I cannot pretend they don't exist, and-"
"Don't. They're not relevant," you said, cutting him off before cupping his face. "It's you and me now, Buck. Every moment in my life, every choice I ever made led me to you. So yeah, Darren and I share memories. Some of them are good. Some aren't. So what? You and I will make new ones, and that's what matters to me."
You pressed your forehead against his and closed your eyes.
"I'm in love with you," you confessed. "I'm in love with you and I've never felt it this strong, ever, and it's scary but it's also the most exciting thing-"
His lips crashing on yours interrupted your whole speech. His hand found the skin on your waist as he laid you down on the couch and kissed you with passion, enjoying the fact that the room was all yours. He pulled back, leaving you out of breath. He got up abruptly and extended his hand, grabbing yours and putting you back on your feet. Pulling you into a tight hug, he kissed your cheek and your neck.
"I love you," he whispered in your ear.
"I love you too," you said. You grabbed his hand on your waist and led him through the compound. You stopped in front of his bedroom and stood on tiptoe to plant a kiss on his nose. "Let's go make new memories now."
the end.
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this is officially it guys, soul ties is a finished story! sorry the finale took so long to be posted but i've barely had time for myself with exams coming soon. i hope this story made its way to your heart like it did mine. :)
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