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I've written you thousands of letters. Thousands. Four thousand, five hundred and twenty three, including this one, to be exact. I remember each one of them, and yet none of them say anything new. Not for me. There is no new information in them, no sudden clarity. Not a single one of them contains a revelation or solution. They repeat and repeat and repeat all that you already know.
I miss you.
I loved you.
I love you still.
And I can't ever get back to you.
If I did, who is to say where I would end up? Time has ever been a fickle thing and I have never been its master. It has allowed me, at times, to glimpse into its infinite nature, to steal a few seconds of sand from the endless beaches that are its kingdom, but I do not control it.
I am its guest, not its God.
I think about stepping backwards only to find that you are already gone. What if I stepped back too far and you are not even born yet? What if, in the act of stepping back, the fabric of our story changes?
What if this time you are the monster and you no longer see in me what you once did?
I try not to dwell on these things, I do. I try to acquaint myself with new forests and streams, new people and places and languages and histories. But this is not my home, these are not my woods. The voices that speak are never yours.
I promise I do not dwell on these thoughts for long. I have found people I care for here, and protect and guide to the best of my ability. I have tried to assemble some sort of life for myself. But there are days when I simply cannot stop myself from thinking about you. From tempting myself to just try. To see if there is a path back to you, even for a short while.
I hope that wherever you are at in time, you are safe. I hope that you are dancing and laughing - it is always the way I picture you when I glance back.
I loved you. I love you still.
I always will.
Yours Most Sincerely,
L. Sunshadow, Sha’Auvrea, Sol’ba
@themadamelioness
#letters written#never sent#Lukel#never stops writing her letters#drabbles#the good doctor#his light
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I need a sweet love Brown Sugar Boba
Damn girl you really really had me in a chokehold for a year. You was staring at me got my attention for sure and we never spoke. I’ll never forget that night. I was catching up with my friend and you were just staring. I wasn’t thinking about dating at the time but the longer you stared into my eyes I started to. Interesting night. We didn’t speak.
I went home and write the first verse to brown sugar boba and a few days later wrote the second verse then recorded it the next month. I was excited after it was done I’m like I’m gone give her some flowers this song you know make a grand gesture. Then what seemed like after a few subs in my direction you was off the market. And that just didn’t even seem right in America. lol I was so sick to my stomach about it. Because who does that?!?
Fast forward. The alumni event. I’m like this has to be why you hate me. But it’s unfair. I remember being excited to go to the alumni mixer because I never go to things like that. I remember it was raining outside I had a huge umbrella. I was on the phone talking a friend off a ledge and trying to figure where imma sit or stand. I remember walking through there and thought somebody was calling my name. I looked around and didn’t see anybody. Took some more steps and I’m like somebody is calling me but whoooo? I’m looking and looking and I only seen some older ladies but they didn’t appear to be talking to me they were just smiling. I assumed I was for sure hearing things. I go get my beer continue on with the night. Getting on the elevator going home. I’m in there with some new associates and I see you. Beautiful. Talking to someone else. I said hi to you and you gave me the side eye and kept talking. Okay fair you think I ignored you but I didn’t see you until then. I said I was going to wait to talk to you but i was trying to network with alumni from my department. And when i got his contact information I came running back to see if i could find you but you were gone. I regret that night. I wish I would’ve saw you. I beat myself up about that a lot. I’m sorry.
I wrote you a lot of songs obviously brown sugar boba but obviously a lot more. I finally decided to be a little more forward and send you something direct and you left me on read. Of course I tried again and asked you out but still nothing. I feel like any more actions taken from my part will be a disservice to myself.
I am doing my best to stop thinking about you. But to see you and you still don’t speak bites. I take it as you don’t like me, my song sucks and you don’t like girls. lol that’s what’s the silence feels like to me. Personal, but I probably shouldn’t take it so deep, but I'm feeling all the bad feels. All bad but i spent a lot of time hoping with nothing in return. I finally feel sad myself wanting to write you another song. And I’m happy to have made it to this point. I deserve more. And I’ve been waiting for something or to get to this point. Either fine I just didn’t want to continue writing you songs. I’m not sure what that’s doing for me.
Still open, no love lost, just moving forward.
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Protecting Family
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I'm on a Danny is Dick's child kick rn so I'm making more.
But lets add in some Ghost King Danny!, Dad to a deaged Ellie and Dan! And toddler Mar'i Grayson.
Danny was conceived during Dick's amnesia year when he was Ric and the woman couldn't find him to tell him (or maybe the Owls caught wind of the pregnancy and took her) and he ended up somehow (hmmm maybe a meddling time keeper?) with the Fentons.
Danny grows as a Fenton, he knows he was adopted btw, then becomes Phantom, protects Amity, becomes the Ghost King and things seem to be going okay between Amity Parkers and the Infinite Realms since they took care of the GIW problem, AND has been a good doting teen dad to his deaged 'cousins/clones' turned kids.
Danny was going to go pick his kids up from daycare one day when CHAOS happens. Just as he wrangles Ellie onto his shoulders, cause she wants to be tall today, and about to take Dan's hand cause he's and I quote "A big boy and not a baby like Ellie, Dad!" he suddenly feels the tug of his family being in danger.
Thing is, its a blood related danger. Meaning someone blood related to him was in grave danger, and by the emotions he can feel, its someone young, way younger than him.
Problem.
The only people Danny knows with his blood in their veins and are young enough for the feeling are with him.
So who?
But due to Danny being a protector spirit AND knowing the feeling is from someone as young as his own kids, Danny decides to use his Ghost King Powers to summon said person from the danger to him.
Danny opens his free arms out just as a tiny toddler with black hair like his own but with bright green eyes, even the sclera were green, in a ruined party dress drops from the sky from the summoning circle that had opened above him.
Danny stares at the terrified child, whose hands are tied by rope and was crying, and takes notes of certain traits she had that he saw every time in the mirror or on his own kids, same eye shape and cheekbones. He can tell his ghost core has claimed her as family but not as his kid though.
No the connection that formed was almost like his connection with Jazz but a bit stronger.
This kid, was his sister. His blood related one.
-Meanwhile-
Dick Grayson, aka Nightwing, and his family were freaking the fuck out.
Dick was already panicked when his daughter Mar'i had gotten kidnapped just a few hours ago by the Joker.
Now he was feeling pure dread when his daughter, who was about to be killed, was suddenly pulled into a strange glowing circle at the last minute and disappeared into thin air.
#danny phantom#danny fenton#crossover#dp x dc#blue rambles#danny phantom dc#writing ideas#random idea#dpxdc#de aged dani#deaged dan#Dick is Danny's bio dad#he unknowingly made Danny during his Ric year#somehow Danny was sent to the Fenton's#Danny is Mar'i's half-brother in this#Danny is the Ghost King#and a PROTECTOR spirit#He can sense when his family is in deep danger#even his adoptive ones#and his friends#basically anyone his core claimed as his#but he senses it strongly when blood relatives are in like death danger#Mar'i is scared#but calms down when Danny. Whose a GREAT teen dad. soothes her and helps her out of her ties. And it helps he looks like her dad.#Mar'i's powers hadn't come in yet so she couldn't save herself#Ellie and Dan also help#The three get along like a house on fire once emotions are calmed#Danny realizes that despite knowing he was adopted he never questioned who his parents were#Now he has to figure out how to contact his dad? without freaking him out
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i will never understand how people have the heart to hate Jason even after they found out that his Ambrosia tastes like fucking sawdust. Ambrosia being tasty is like one single happy thing a demigod can have despite their tragic lives, because it reminds them of the home they once had, but lost. And Jason doesn't even have that, he doesn't even have a home to lose in the first place.
#He didn't even get the bare minimum of anything#what the fuck I'm bawling#json grace haters who make false claims about his character trying to villianize him go fuck yourselves I'm serious#genuinely y'all make so mad so DNI on my lage#hating a character is fine but outright making false claims about his actions to manipulate others into jumping on the hate train aswell??#how could you despise him with this knowledge. “because he tried replacing perc-” shut the fuck up if that's the reason#It was technically jason who was so quickly replaced in camp Jupiter after his sheer 11 years of hardwork#but oh no it's completely fine that no one in cj sent a search party after him and only jason gets the blame for landing in chb#I will never forget the part of the fandom who tried to convince me that Jason was a bad character who deserved to die.#pjo#pjo fandom#percy jackson#pjo hoo#pjo series#jason grace#pjo hoo toa#annabeth chase#piper mclean#leo valdez
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just checking...
#call of duty#cod#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#ghostsoap#mw3 spoilers#my art#👉😌👈 lalala what new game you say??#never heard of it 🤷♀️#special shoutout to the anon who sent me a message about sam's smile#literally as I was drawing this so...#same wavelength~#please enjoy your dose of Mister Simon Riley smiling#it's good for the immune system apparently~
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WHOA WHOA HOLDUP ECLIPSE ONLY HAS A JACKET ON. DOES. DOES HE NOT OWN A SHIRT. SIR THERE ARE CHILDREN >:[
#fnaf sun#love death and rollerskates#dca fandom#fnaf sun x reader#fnaf daycare attendant#ask#spadille draws#pretty sure sun sent this ask#and no#eclipse has never owned a shirt and never will
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guess who just got exposed to WHOOPING COUGH!!!!!!! *jazz hands*
#I'm so angry#they told the guy that he had a really bad post-nasal drip#and that he wasn't contagious#and then sent him test results IN THE MAIL#I was sitting next to him for about half an hour last night while he convulsed because I was legitimately afraid#that he was going to keel over#or have a heart attack#i have never heard a person make the noises he was making#cannot express in mere words how much I do not want to go through what he was#unfortunately that means I was extremely exposed#anyway get your fucking vaccines jesus FUCKING christ#op#lore drop
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people-watching and gossiping 💅
(more older seblora brainrot bc of my oneshot)
#they look like they're sassily judging peoples fits and im here for it 💁♀️#i have so many wips of them older bc i was just sketching them nonstop after i finished writing my oneshot BAHAHA i was manic🤪#now that im replaying HL tho i also wanna draw more school moments LMAO im never satisfied...#and to the anon who sent me yandere seb ideas I SEE YOU🫵🫵AND THANK YOU!! I GOT SOME IDEAS#idek if ill end up drawing halloween stuff at this point i have too many ongoing wips😩#hogwarts legacy#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow x mc#sebastian sallow x oc#sebastian x mc#clora clemons#choccyart
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y'know, the different factions of spn fandom on tumblr do fundamentally and vehemently disagree with each other about a lot of things, and many of the factions actively hate one another, but i just want to say for the record that i appreciate the fact that this site is not overrun with painfully hetero facebook fans. i just saw someone over there saying with their whole chest that they fully expected the finale to have dean meeting jo harvelle in heaven and them getting afterlife married, and someone else angrily responded that this was obviously never going to happen because clearly dean was still in love with lisa braeden who would therefore be his finale bride (i guess this person expected her to die in the finale somehow?), and then someone ELSE responded that they wouldn't want to see either of those things happen because they like to pretend dean is their boyfriend and it would feel like cheating(!!!!) if he ended up with one of them and they'd never be able to fantasize about him anymore. and all of these comments had over a dozen people agreeing with them.
#occasionally i venture onto facebook to see if my uncle has sent me a message#because he never got the hang of whatsapp#and there's almost always some recommended spn group at the top of my feed#today i happened to glance at the comments#truly next level amounts of delusional heteronormative nonsense honestly#even if you want to make the deeply faulty argument that dean is straight (lol)#how is anyone out there watching him not mention either of those characters for multiple years#and still believe wholeheartedly that they were his endgame love interest#the self-shipper who needs him to remain single in the show in order to have their little fantasies is a whole other issue tbh#fandom problems#idk is this#wank adjacent#???#i guess i'm being kinda judgy#oh well#i stand by my thoughts here#fandom: supernatural
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Siding with Kinglys Usurper route just to be in this predicament with Kinger
#too lazy to lean up this sketch#anyway wow I totally wasn’t trying to assassinate you your highness#who sent me? oh I’ll never tell youuuu#tadc#the amazing digital circus#kinger#tadc kinger#carnival kinger#tadc carnival au
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hey you guys should watch Star Trek bc you can get sent back to the 1930’s by a beyond godlike talking space donut with a SUUUPER tweaked out McCoy after he accidentally drugged himself w his own meds screwing up time and scaring civilians meanwhile Spock and Kirk are in a domestic partnership while running from the cops and volunteering at a soup kitchen all in the same episode. also Joan Collins is there
#is this a copy paste text I sent my sibling aprox four minutes ago maybe#I’ll never tell#mew mew#Star Trek#star trek tos#bones McCoy#s'chn t'gai spock#Spock#james t kirk#captain kirk#jim kirk
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I will leave my artist notes in the tags, but I'm writing here to let y'all know that this and all the other Gravity Falls minicomics I've drawn are compiled into a pdf that you can get and read here!
#Hey y'all ever think about the first few weeks of Stan isolating himself in the shack in the middle of the woods#about how for once in his adult life he had a warm bed to sleep in#warm water to shower with#and enough money for food#and it was at the expense of losing Ford?#Ford probably saved him by sending him that letter. Stan probably doesn't see it like that (he just sees guilt for the portal incident)#but in a world where Bill never happened#that letter would have never been sent#and Stan... Who knows what would have happened to him#stanley pines#gravity falls#stanford pines
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The Fentonworks Mega-Lab.
So! AU where the Fentonworks Labs actually stretch Miles upon Miles below the City of Amity Park.
It started when the Fentons wanted to add a simple addition to the original Lab when they ran out of space to store their more dangerous weapons. They didn't want their (at the time) young children getting their hands on their experimental Weaponry, it could blow up in their faces!
So they built a different Wing of the Lab to hold all those Inventions.
Then they ran out of space and added a few extra Storage Rooms. But then they decided it was a hassle to have to carefully transport their Dangerous Inventions all the way to the Storage Rooms, and built a Lab specifically for Dangerous Experiments near that same Section. Then that Lab was occupied for a while, and Jack wanted to start a different experiment as well, so they built a few more.
In the end they just never stopped building onto their Labs.
There are sections of the Mega-Lab that are entirely walled off because a few of their more unstable Experiments contaminated the area. Walking into them was not recommended, else you could walk out with an extra eye or 5.
In other sections, their Captured Ghosts had taken over a few Labs and created a sort of Mad Max style civilization using their discarded weapons and vehicles.
In another, all Ghosts became Humans and all Humans became Ghosts. That was a weird one, to this day they still didn't understand how they pulled that off.
In another, some type of Eldritch Time Ghost had been born, and now sort of always existed and never existed, and began experimenting with its powers. They nicknamed it Clocky because it liked to carry around a stopwatch.
And so many more. At one point a failed Portal Experiment messed with the internal Space of the entire thing. Now there was literally no way of Mapping it. The Fentons still somehow managed to navigate it perfectly.
When Jazz and Danny grew up, they too learned how to navigate the Labs, which is how Danny managed to show his friends the Portal Experimentation Wing in the first place.
Unfortunately, it wasn't safe for anyone aside from the Fentons to enter the Mega-Labs, so one day when the Fenton Family+friends left town on a Week Long Camping/Road Trip, they put up a few Ghost Shields to keep both Humans out and the Ghosts in.
This drew some unwanted attention after some tourists saw the giant Glowng Green Building in the middle of an Illinois Town, and rightfully called the Justice League.
Now, the Justice League had tried to call the owners of the house, but nobody picked up the phone. (An incident with Jack and a Canoe had knocked most of their phones into the lake. They weren't even at the lake yet.)
When nobody picked up, they decided to investigate personally.
After getting into the House, they quickly found a door labeled "Labs: Do Not Enter (unless it we are late for Dinner)" and went into ignoring all the warnings.
They quickly regretted it.
#Dpxdc#Dp x dc#Dcxdp#Dc x dp#Danny Phantom#Dc#Dcu#The Fentons expanded their Lab a little too much#The Fenton Labs are now a Liminal Space on the level of the Backrooms or SCP Site-13#It is pure undiluted Chaos in those Labs and only the Fentons can actually navigate it successfully#The Eldritch Time Ghost named Clocky is a “young” version of Clockwork#Yes the Fentons accidentally created Clockwork#Does this make Danny and Clockwork brothers?#I say it does#The Justice League expected for this to be a quick and easy investigation#Now they have been fighting through a never ending facility of Horror Monsters and Eldritch Radiation as they try to escape#There are more parts of the lab than what I mentioned#There is a section where Gravity is inverted but only if you lift your Left Foot#There's a room that looks EXACTLY like the Outside until you reach the edge and find a wall of Mirrors#There's a room that just leads to a random Chucky Cheese location in the 80s and the only way to leave it to warn 10000 Tickets#There's a Kingdom of Sentient Robots created by the Fentons that have forgotten their true Origins and worship the Fentons as their Gods#Its a cluster of pure Chaos that somehow Co-exists#The first team sent in by the JL calls back saying that they had lost contact with the outside for hours (it had been 2 minutes outside)#The next team was radio silent for a full day before calling in saying that they had just entered#They had no idea why they kept sending in more teams
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I'm doing it. Whatever organism this comes up as, I will make a character* of that species. Even if it's a plant. Even if it's a mushroom. Even if it's microscopic. Even if it's barely studied. Even if it's a species I've made before.
(if this comes up as human I might actually cry but I'll still do it)
*probably just a character design but still
String identified: ' g t. at ga t c a, a a caact* tat c. t' a at. t' a . t' ccc. t' a t. t' a c ' a .
( t c a a gt acta c t ' t t)
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Closest match: Sus scrofa family with sequence similarity 76 member B (FAM76B), transcript variant X4, misc_RNA Common name: Wild boar

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#tumblr genetics#genetics#asks#requests#sent to me#tangleslime2#mammals#boars#wild boar#this is a baby boar btw. the adults have different fur patterns#but it was so cute i wanted to use it hehe#if you guys have never used inaturalist i highly recommend it#some people on there are fantastic nature photographers#especially this guy. you should check his inaturalist page he's got some really nice photos
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Bruce *i can never truly punish my kids cause theyve already been through so much* Wayne x Hal *they're teenagers, either you run them or they run you and my track days are over* Jordan
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Bruce: -of all the idiotic, dangerous stunts! Over forty injured, five in critical condition, and we almost lost two civilians in the field today! You are hereby banned from patrol for the foreseeable future! From now on it's the manor and school and that's it! I hope the free time will give you some space to reflect-.
Hal: *coughs*
Bruce:...no phone, no tablet, no laptop, no electronics outside of the family computer room-.
Hal:*coughs*
Bruce:-you'll also be helping Alfred around the manor since your nights will be free-.
Hal:*coughs*
Bruce:-you'll be front and center for the galas and fundraisers next month-.
Hal: *coughs*
Bruce:- for the next three months! And you can forget about joining Hal in space this summer!
Hal: *thumbs up*
#hal: im step dad in name only. i would *never* intervene with bruces parenting style#also hal:#brucehal#batlantern#bruce wayne#hal jordan#dick starts bragging about the good ole days when bruce used to punish him by banning ice cream for a whole five days#steph: i blew up gotham harbour once and he sent me on vacation to africa-#bruce: it *wasnt* a vacation!-
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hello. hello. has anyone else seen this
#like fucking HELLO#my friend sent this to me and i haven’t been able to stop thinking about it since#i need to be euthanized i fear#like they could at least TRY to be a little more subtle like whatever happened to couth#jolyon palmer saying there was something fruity going on with kmag#when he should’ve directed that towards these two and lando jesus christ#these two acting like love birds while lando is on the verge of never being heard from ever again#checks out tbh#max verstappen#oscar piastri#formula 1
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