#never seen november
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now that the qsmp is apparently over and slime has been MIA for god knows how long how about we all try to like gaslight ourselves into believing he got an actual proper ending to his arc. for example i am personally choosing to believe that after purgatory he stole that fuckass boat, found and picked up BOTH Flippas, and now sails around with them and Mariana free from The Horrors forever and ever
#slimecicle#charlie slimecicle#qsmp#qsmp slimecicle#once again i do not know what the tags are#anyway im ignoring the prison arc again bc it really was not . anything for his lore at all lmao#sunny is with tubbo because lets be real charlie was her dad for Two Days and then never seen again#i'll admit i only ever watched charlie so i know very very little of mariana's more recent lore#but iirc he's a god now (?) so he can probably still balance visits between the boat and pepito pretty well#and codeflippa doesn't spread code anymore because i said so <3#anywayx2 even tho im not very active in the fandom side of things i think we should all jump on this kinda thing#its fun and NOBODY ELSE IS GONNA DO IT#also a good way to slightly remedy any salt that comes from the knowledge that dude's been softlocked since november lmao
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why am i expected to handle actual real adult life. teen wolf is stressing me out currently to the point of pausing an episode
#episode FOUR im not even like invested or anything but its a stressful ass family dinner alright#ive never seen that show yes i chose to watch teen wolf for the first time in november of 2024. idk what else to say
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I'm not a psychologist or a politician or anything approaching an expert about literally anything except a few specific video games but I feel like so many people wouldn't be agonizing over the moral implications of one (1) vote if we as the less-than-uppest-of-upper-crust had the ability to meaningfully affect change in ways other than 'spend money/do not spend money, vote for the red or blue tie'
#spitblaze says things#im aware its significantly more complicated. but i think this is whats driving a not insignificant amount of posting#biden has been doing a godawful job with foreign policy. i am under no illusion that trump will do better#you can still just THREATEN to withhold your vote. i get why some might not want to but its an option.#every presidential election since 2008 has been the most important election in american history. im tired.#idk man. i havent been super engrossed in politics since high school but ive never seen this much agonizing over whether or not#pwople should vote like. at all#personally im of the opinion that you should. its a good thing to do. but you should also exercise your power to put pressure on politician#and threatening to not vote for them is a pretty good way to do that#i gotta stop posting abour serious shit. but maybe id do it less if shit sucked less. so here we are#free palestine. if federal level politics is driving you insane then pay more attention to local level stuff. join a mutual aid org#and donate esims and food money to gaza. do things besides agonizing about november
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one more person say something about mitch's mustache and i'll hack blogs and hit deactivate myself at this point
#can we get new ans original content around here please#ppl have seen him try to grow it out a million times abs yet fhdjdjd#we have to act like its some strange new thing every time like please its been all of fucking november man#hell grow it out at some non movember point too and im sure it will become the brainless talking point zAgaian like jesus#just simply cannot believe bleep bleep bleep bleep#just every fucjing time u post anything rn god fbnd#i simply dont care abt negative things ppl have to say abt other ppls appearances im sorryrhryh i rlly dont#never have never do it dont care am tired#of a looks based society its been driving me a lil crazy lately not jsut fbdn abt this obv but#im general i feel like walking into traffic
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x my favourite tattoo artist is coming to my city i’ve PRAYED for this day to come
#no offense to the local tattoo aritsts but none of their styles really pique my interest#i’ve never seen shadework like this i NEED her artwork on my body#either i get my first tattoo from her or i’m never getting a tattoo at all. i’m firm on that!#tattoo come november. perhaps
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it's time for another episode of desk posting!
I'm still in the guts of plotting out Bad Governance, it's a very fun but very dense puzzle to figure out on account of Keeping Track Of All The Election Cycles, which drive the interpersonal drama.
also crammed in there is my current ideas notebook, because I was jotting down some stray thoughts I had about Jack the Giant Killer, and I'll probably cycle back to it in a month or two with another idea that ties everything together and transforms it from a collection of thoughts to 'ohhhhh I want to turn this into a comic for real.'
#lmao i meant to do these once a week as an informal hang out type of post and immediately. my sense of time. gone!#where is november. where did it go. where am i. WHO am i. a collection of pens probably.#desk posting tag#i might curate some kind of reading tag but frequently i read stuff and go 'wow! loved that!' and then think about the critical#reading skills ive seen on the topic and go 'oh I DONT like that' and while i believe that you should never assume the worst#i find myself. unwilling. to wade into those waters just yet.#soon tho. i have thoughts about grail quest narratives and i will. heugh. hdhdhrughh. ehgh.
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HELLO?
#I DIDN'T EVEN NEED THE DESCRIPTION I KNEW AS SOON AS I SAW THE COVER. THE FUCKING RINGS GIVE IT AWAYYYYYYY#why is published fic always doing that btw like I have never once seen published fic that was not very clearly and obviously published fic#anyway I stand firmly against published fic as a concept but I think if you HAVE TO DO IT#it needs to stop just being people's fucking r*ylo and dr*mione fics like we need equality it needs to be narusasu a/b/o or some destiel#get weirder get cringier. so this is a step in the right direction I guess. hate it though#what kills me is the statute of limitations on when it's acceptable to publish fanfic seems to be getting smaller and smaller#like there are several years between the star wars sequel trilogy and the love hypothesis#but I looked up when this was published it was LAST NOVEMBER#THERE WAS A MERE SIX MONTHS BETWEEN THE DROP OF ST VOL 1 AND THIS PERSON WRITING AND PUBLISHING A WHOLE STEDDIE FIC#GIRL. HAVE SOME SHAME#should I tag this. the last time I posted about published st fic I didn't main tag it but that's just cause it was h*llcheer#and I didn't really want that in my notifs. I like steddie marginally 🤏 better#steddie
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tagged by the effervescent @cordiallyfuturedwight and @jiminsproof for the november receipt <33 thanks lovelies!!
just a touch late to the party, but if you haven't already: @dearedwardteach @pauls-mccharmly @thvinyl @btscontentenjoyer @kimchokejin @jihopesjoint @eoieopda @monismochi 💜 MWAH
#and now for my various unsolicited ramblings:#unknown - still up there!!! and deserves it!!!#change pt.2 - back to streaming indigo <33 it's just magnificent#sunrise - perhaps one of my favourite songs ever and lovely to see her here#de selby pt.2 - does domhnall gleeson know that i would die for him and if not how can i let him know?#does anyone know someone who knows someone#the parting glass - absolutely devastating. would not recommend. quite frankly. traumatic.#bad boys - polar opposite of the previous track. Exceptional Vibes.#made the mistake of curating a noughties playlist and now it's all i'm listening to!! though now i fear that we as a species peaked in 2006#say you'll be there - still here two months later... can you blame me?#no.2 - me streaming indigo with tears also streaming down my face!! mainly due to the beauty of the music#but also the trauma of graphic design (see my title cards)#love to keep me warm - good GOD the xmas crept in already please forgive me#(but also please add all the laufey christmas stuff to your festive playlists because she's exceptional)#stick season - what can i say? it was the season of the sticks.. saw noah live mid-november and i may never be the same again#you have never seen such a gathering of people who are spending what should really be therapy money on gigs#okay that's enough from me!! sending love to you all this december <3 i know it can be a rough one#tag#receiptify#MWAH
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actually i dont think chara undertale is 12 i think theyre 13. This has been set in stone in my mind because i was 13 when i played undertale. Also kris is 15 in my mind because i was 15 when deltarune chapter 1 came out. Also I thought Frisk was 10 for some reason which is not based in anything about my life at all and I don't feel strongly about it due to that fact that was just the number that was less than 13 that I came up with when I was 13
#I was 12 when undertale came out but i think i played it either really close to or after my birthday.#I can't remember if it was already 2016 or not when I got to it.#For some reason I want to say it was november 2015 which would have been like a month before my birthday.#So most of my time spent thinking about chara would have occurred at 13 anyway. Math#mypost#10 feels slightly old for frisk now for some reason but maybe that's just because i've seen a lot of fanart lately where they're like.#6. and it skewed my perception. i vaguely recall also thinking they were 8 sometimes in the past which i guess splits the difference.#This is never going to be important in conversation ever so I don't really need to think of a concrete answer I think.
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As someone who has been struggling with loneliness and being on their own, I do sometimes wonder if there is something fundamentally wrong with me. Because no matter where I go, I always feel like I have to pretend to a certain degree, that I'm trying to play a role. It's so alienating. Like, I do think I manage to get along with most people, but they don't see me/care to do so, and it's...frustrating. I never really had friends when I was a kid or teenager. I don't have any now and it's so fucking hard not to feel this loneliness. Knowing that you are living one of your biggest fears and all that bullshit. And I wonder... maybe it's always been me.
#and sometimes i wonder if people can smell it on me#this desperation to be needed and someone people want around#and i think about how fucked up my brain is#and that maybe i won't ever be fortunate enough to be seen again#and I've been alone for years and i did meet people but it never seems to work because i get too into my head it fuck it up#and october and November just sucked and this loneliness is killing me and I'm working a job i don't like and i miss my siblings#and i want to go home to a place that doesn't even feel like home anymore#but i also want to leave and i am just so tired#i just need a little peace#sorry...#i hope it's okay I'm sharing this stuff#if not let me know :)#personal#txt.
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i need to ramble hold on. spawns in a cut so that people dont get blasted by unfiltered posting on their dash. i feel the need to disclaim that im only like 50% lucid right now so this might be disorganized or complete word salad i can't really tell right now
i love him so much it feels like it's consuming me from the inside out. i don't want to do anything that isn't for him. the only reason i haven't quit my job is because i want to make him proud of me. even playing games makes me guilty, because i know it's not with him. i married harvey in stardew. i ate the stardrop for getting 12 hearts as i kissed him. the taste reminded me of hinata. it's a strange irony.
this false body feels like it's trapping me, keeping me from achieving my true metamorphosis. there are streetlights glimmering in the distance. as i try to move towards them they always fade away. the morning will come in 7 hours and 43 minutes and the sun will rise and it won't blind me awake. i'm not reverent enough.
i should pray. not to jesus, not to any other false prophet. i should pray to Him. maybe that will bring me salvation? maybe that will free me from this hell? maybe it happened because i was unworthy of being one of his trusted apostles. if i was as holy as he was it would have been different, i would still have been beneath him but i would have served my divine purpose as his servant.
but that's not important. i dont think. im jor sure. i hate it. i hate Him. i feel like i should Worship him. there's a certain something i still havent fixed a glitch in my code i need ocean breeze summer sun beach sand shining brilliance he's perfect i need him i need warm sun and dry land i need to be with him on the floor i need to hold him i need need need need need need need.
more than air more than food more than clean clothes more than water more than anything else more than i need this terrible mortal life i need to become worthy for him of his love of his care of his touch i wont deny that i selfishly want him to hold me and touch me even though im unworthy even though im no more than dirt beneath him i desire him so deeply
#... servant's song ♪#🍊 ☆ beloved .ᐟ#i find that when im speaking more like... me. i use much more periods and much less exclamation points.#i wonder sometimes if i absorbed stanley at least in part. he very rarely fronts anymore and he talks like “me.”#but that's always how he spoke. before i came back in full. we never fully let go of being me but there was a period of time last year#from december of 2022 to at least november of last year#that i wasnt hosting. which was strange to say the least. it was stanley‚ and then jules. i think our body just couldnt take it anymore#but jules especially inherited all of the worst parts of me. the panic attacks. the delusional episodes. the delirium#he nearly wandered into the road once because he thought elim was calling him back home‚ that he needed to return to cardassia#slowly i came back. his similarities certainly helped me re-assert myself much more seamlessly.#it's almost like i never left. i don't know how to describe it. it's odd.#i feel almost like a parasite. like i'm not living a life that was built for me.#even though i've done all of the work. even though this world was quite literally built for me. even though it speaks to me through the cod#recently‚ the universe has been telling me about my future. and about storms‚ big ones that i'm in the center of.#it worries me. am i just in the eye of a hurricane? where i am i'm still dry. is that only temporary? another storm is coming#im on the end of the 6th loop of the roller coaster. there's another coming up. i worry it'll kill me. i hope i can survive and return home#maybe stanley will re-take the body. or jules. i havent seen him since i returned. even his source can't front trigger him anymore.#maybe he returned to his home. i hope he has. i hope his life on cardassia is beautiful despite all the terror#i see myself in him. i hope i can follow his example. return to my destroyed home and work to build a better future. l#hinata always talked about building the future. he knew there was a path we could carve out for ourselves. i#i want to do the same for myself. here. i want to carve a way back home.#simulated daydreams#<- i think#that tag started as a tag to scream about our ex when we were sobering up but its much more catchall nowadays
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*homer simpson voice* Marge I think I have brain damage
#can covid like. give you brain damage discreetly#I know it gives you brain fog bc I’ve had long covid since I got covid a second time two years ago but. why does everything feel Off rn#it’s not even as bad as it was while i actively HAD covid but still. I don’t like the feeling at all#I didn’t even have covid between august and November so idk why there’s been memory problems with 2023????#I only had it this past week but anything I’ve seen from early 2023 feels like it was a distant memory and then there’s just. nothing#idk what I was doing leading up to September/November but I guess it was just Surviving#so my brain just went ‘eh we don’t need to keep a record of this’#I wish I wouldn’t just be completely severed from past thought trains though bc it’s impossible to find them again!!#looking through messages and images from 2023 like I’ve never seen them before. somethuings wrong w me
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[It's frustrating that I can't really ENJOY October since starting this job. I can't ever do anything because I'm working all weekend, every weekend, and they've fucked up our schedules so badly this year where no one is getting as many hours as the past two years that I can't afford anything because I'm just...not getting paid as much. In the past I NEVER had 4 days off in a week unless it was from a request off or it was the off season (November, December, and then March), but now I've had a TON of weeks with 4 days off. Which can be helpful for how bad my mental health towards work has been this year, but is very unhelpful because oops who needs money??? And I can't really change jobs because this is really gonna be the only way to keep my foot in the door for careers I actually want. But I know tons of coworkers that have left or had to take second or third jobs because of how they're screwing us over.
It's just...it's fucking frustrating. If it continues like this next year it's just...it's kinda frightening.]
#vent tw#o;; beyond the gods (ooc)#i just miss being able to enjoy my favorite month#haven't been to the ren fest or a haunted house since starting this job#never have time for pumpkin carving#can wear costumes to work but under specific guidelines#but i don't have money for them really anyways#it's just#frustrating#anyways time for weekends to suck til november...#and a friend of mine is leaving the country soon and idk if i'll get to see them before they do and i haven't seen them in#over a month
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heheheheh :3 (that’s his tongue out and then chewing on his hand)
#the bean#these are from like November but i finally FINALLY found someplace i could scan them today#god bless taxes and the fucking library#it was v cool. could see his hands and individual little fingers and toes and all. VERY freaky as well. but cool#he was super active. moving and grooving.#way different from 7 weeks when he was just a sea monkey. i mean i got to watch him eat his hand#we also knew he was a boy from the NIPT test but even tho he was only… 13 weeks in this?#the ultrasound tech was like oh yeah that’s a boy and flashed his hog. early developing hog i guess#technically making me the only one in the house with a full set#bc satchel doesn’t has his balls and Gilgamesh doesn’t have a foreskin. a fun Rama family fact for you#oh and the tech was impressed w how much pee i could hold. i asked her ‘do i have the biggest bladder you’ve ever seen’#and she paused and said. nobody has ever asked me that before.#and never answered :(
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Hand embroidery practice.
#it was finally hot enough to wash and dry the hats#now to deliver them to my sister's bf#the first one is taken word for word from a shirts that go hard post#neon genesis evangelion#<- i have never seen that show is it good#embroidery#Pokemon#organization tags yeah yeah yeah#date one of my siblings long enough and you get the privilege of having a bored older sibling that will make almost any stupid thing if#if it's easy or funny enough#now that this is over though I can focus on personal projects until the twins birthdays in November 🔥🎉🔥🎉🔥🎉
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Hiii! How are you today wonderful person! First of all, I'd like to say that YOUR ART IS SO AMAZING AND PRETTY AND AGHSV I LOVE IT!!! And secondly, I know it's kinda late, but that comic you made is literally one of the funniest things I've ever read I love it so so sos so so much you have no idea I keep on rereading it.
Anyhoo, Thank you for existing! Keep yourself safe, stay hydrated and remember you're an amazing person with a lot of talent!!
Hello hello! I'm doing well, and I hope you are too!
Thank you so much for the kind message 🥺✨!!! I am absolutely delighted that you like the comic (and my art in general) :D!!
Making something that you reread over and over is such high praise... I'm so happy you enjoyed it so much!! It's so cool to see so many people enjoying the comic- thank you so so much for dropping an ask by to tell me directly <3333!!
I hope you have a fantastic [time of day] ;D!!! And thank YOU for existing! 💛
#it is never too late agfjfbdk#also its only like. mid November i only posted the comic in late october :]#also hihi! ive seen your name in my activity page :D!!#i saw this ask this morning and only just got the time to sit down and reply <3333#ive been highkey stressed all day due to a lot of Unexpected Events happening at once but coming back to this made me smile :]!!!!#velwy.txt#save-rottmnt#OH MY HYDRATION#hydration fixed again
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