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Violent Red by @ohmytheon, author’s copy
If you're looking for a love story, this isn't it. Nobara has spent the past thirteen years struggling not to kill her best friend's horrible twin brother. She hates Sukuna, pretty sure she'd stab him if Yuuji let her, and has been dodging his very obvious advances since he realized she was a girl. And yet here she is, alone at a party, feeling moody after a bad break-up, letting Sukuna touch her like she's never allowed him before. It's a terrible idea, one of her worst by far, and she still hates him, but damnit if he doesn't have something terribly delicious to offer.
95,478 words | 358 pages
When i tell you have been waiting YEARS to bind this JJK fic i mean it (I looked back at my AO3 notification emails + I first started following VR in 2021) and I am SO so glad to have had those years to noodle on designs because I wouldn’t have had the skills/balls to attempt a design that highlights just how special this fic is.
The cover of the fic is laser-cut acrylic with functional neon strip lights soldered into the shape of the title which means it is THICK! It lets off such a beautiful red glow, feeling like the perfect combination of seduction, danger, and energy that radiates from ohmytheon’s story. The inspiration for the neon theme comes from promotional Twitter posts for chapter drops, and I carried that same theme into the collage of chapter images, footer, and section breaks of hand-drawn Sukuna tattoos. The edges are also painted to glow red in the dark.
Nobara x Sukuna is truly a wild ship, but that’s one of the things i love best about ohmytheon’s writing. There’s such creative combinations of characters and the question “how COULD they work? what elements of their personality do mesh? what needs to change about canon to make that happen?” and then teases it out in such fascinating character growth detail (with a hearty dose of smut along the way). In Violent Red, there’s no shying away from the messiness of their relationship--they bring out the worst in each other, self-destructive denialists until they force themselves to grow. It feels so human, especially paired with @king-geets's gorgeous artwork.
Violent Red is a brilliant hate!fic to lovers that pulls no punches on the flaws of all iconic JJK characters involved. Read it for free on AO3 and THANK YOU ohmytheon for this and all the amazing fic you write (like really… 600+ fics).
#fanfic bookbinding#bookbinding#jjk#sukunoba#sukuna x nobara#nobara x sukuna#ryomen sukuna#nobara kugisaki#jjk fanfic#neon lights#neon#neon book#jujutsu kaisen#ficbinding
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it's always so fascinating and heartbreaking when a character in a story is simultaneously idolized and abused. a chosen prophet destined for martyrdom. a child prodigy forced to grow up too fast. a powerful warrior raised as nothing but a weapon. there's just something so uniquely messed up about singing someone's praises whilst destroying them.
#writing#writing prompt#tropes#reading#books#book tropes#angst prompt#angst#booklr#writeblr#writers on tumblr#percy jackson#the poppy war#mythology#chosen one#atla#avatar#avatar the last airbender#bungou stray dogs#yosano akiko#anime#my hero academia#todoroki shoto#neon genesis evangelion#the hunger games#10k#20k#30k#50k#100k
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𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚑𝚊𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎! ♥︎⋰✌︎
#aesthetic#art#artists on tumblr#books & libraries#writers on tumblr#poets on tumblr#fypツ#90’s#90s kid#90s nostalgia#90s aesthetic#90s#neon aesthetic#vintage#retro aesthetic#retro gaming#fypシ#babyb3lls#fypage#nintendo#super nes#playstation#tomodachi life#apple mac#old school
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The cruel angel's thesis Will soon take flight through the window With surging, hot pathos If you betray your memories Embracing this universe and shining, young boy, become the legend!
After a huge cataclysmic event, S.T.Y.X. will have Idia pilot a giant biomechanical mecha to fight original Phantoms known as Titans who have escaped the Underworld.
Okay so this hyperfixation has consumed me for 3 days or so. Right now as I write this I don't know how to put this to words, but Shroud brothers would fit so nicely to NGE story and vibe. And the themes of isolation, loneliness and the search for connection. And cool mechas. :) There was many iconic screenshots I would have wanted to draw too but I really want to get this out and move on with my hyperfixations. Hopefully : D
Thank you for @snbn for helping me with the designs, giving feedback and most importantly: Listening to me yap about Twisted Wonderland even tho he doesn't play it. <3
#digital art#digital painting#fanart#artists on tumblr#twst wonderland#idia shroud#disney twisted wonderland#disney twst#twst#twst fanart#twst idia#twst ortho#ortho shroud#twst x nge#neon genesis evangelion#au#alternate universe#mock screenshots#concept#book 6 spoilers#twst book 6 spoilers
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Mental Illness in Anime
I saw someone say Komi Can't Communicate is the only anime they've ever seen that talks about mental illness and that's kinda sad, so for you to not end in the same boat, I've decided to put together an overview of mental illness in anime, what I'd recommend, what comes with caveats, and so on.
It's a little nebulous what "talks about mental illness" means as lots of anime depict characters who are very obviously depressed, traumatized and even suicidal (suicide will be mentioned a lot in this list, so watch out for that), but don't directly name mental illness. It is very stigmatized in Japan, even moreso than many other countries, you don't see much talk about therapy and so on.
However, naturally there are many Japanese people who are mental health advocates, and I found an interview with Makoto Kageyama, a mental health awareness advocate who volunteered at Aokigahara forest. He points out anime he feels deal with mental illness. One we'll cover fully, many of them I haven't watched:
I think the most accurate and positive portrayals I got were actually from Kiriyama Rei (March Comes in Like a Lion), Naruse Jun (The Anthem of the Heart), Miyamura Miyako (ef: A Tale of Memories), Takeya Yuki (School-Live!) and Smile (Ping Pong: The Animation)
I'm super open to suggestions for additions, and might be adding them as reblogs and under the cut.
I'll also be making a post on mental illness in manga if this post does well, which I will link here when I post it.
So I'll start:
Anime that directly discusses mental illness:
March Comes in Like a Lion- not only is the main character one of the most accurate depictions of depression I've ever seen, it's the rare anime that actually talks about counseling, showing a traumatized character attending counseling and slowly getting back on her feet.
Orange--it...certainly is about mental illness, but it's a pretty mixed/problematic one because it seems to be confused by how mental illness works at times. It centers around a character who's suicidally depressed and his friend's efforts to save him after receiving a time travel message about his future suicide. It also does mention offhand that this character was supposed to go to therapy and is skipping out at one point. But yeah, how it handles it is...not always great. It kind of gives an impression that if you try hard enough you can "fix" someone's suicidal depression. With friendship. I guess. You have been warned.
I haven't watched it in a really long time, so it might even be worse than I remember. But I'm including it bc I definitely cried and felt parts of it were very relatable when I saw it way back when. so there's some resonant stuff there.
Monster: Kind of mixed, but it's definitely notable as an anime that not only has a psychiatrist as a major character, but also shows prominent characters going to therapy and getting better. Characters go to him for alcoholism, depression, PTSD (PTSD is not named but yeah it's definitely PTSD). At one point he helps a main character recover some repressed traumatic memories.
What makes it mixed is that while several heroes definitely are mentally ill in some way, the (complex) antagonist of the series also has some sort of mental health condition , and the story is often weirdly muddled about it. At one point they make it out like he has Dissociative Identity Disorder (calling it "split personality") but then he never shows any symptoms of that and it's kind of dropped and not bought up again. He does definitely have repressed traumatic memories though, so maybe that's all they were getting at but said it very badly.
A heroic character that actually seems to have Dissociative Identity Disorder and YMMV in how it's handled and how accurate it is. It's a "the other personality is violent" one, but rather than the other personality being evil, it's. a defense mechanism, and the violence is always in self defense or defense of others..
Sort of names the problem:
My New Boss is Goofy: One of the main characters is recovering from an abusive boss, and definitely has anxiety attacks and flashbacks as a result. This is directly named as "trauma" (though much like in the West where the loan word came from, anime characters use the words to refer to minor things that aren't mental illness too. But in this case it's treated very seriously). At any rate, the entire anime is about others helping the MC slowly recover with his new boss and friends showing immense compassion for his anxiety and other problems. Here's a good article going into it!
Anime that focuses on social anxiety:
I think what stands out about Komi is that it directly says she has a communication disorder, but tons of anime focus on characters with social anxiety, and even state what the problem is directly.
Bocchi the Rock- The girl with the social anxiety is the main character and not the bland self insert guy who has a crush on her?, amazing. it lets her be a mess too? whaaat. Yeah, Bocchi does say directly she has severe social anxiety, and the series is very relatable in how it explores that. There are a lot of gags about it, but in a knowing, sympathetic way. Her recovery is realistically slow, and sometimes she backslides. She talks directly about her social anxiety, using the term.
Tsuritama: MC's social anxiety is so bad he can have panic attacks when people talk to him...the attacks are also represented in this really interesting way where they have water come in to drown him.
My Roommate is a Cat: Man dealing with social anxiety slowly recovers with the help of his cat. It's cute. Here's an article going into it!
Anime that don't namedrop mental illness directly, but really resonates:
Natsume's Book of Friends: I wrote an entire article about how relatable it is to me and my mental illness, how it uses the characters seeing yokai as metaphor for mental ilness at times (Natsume was textually mistreated by so-called guardians who thought he "wasn't right in the head" and his grandmother was often called that too) but also Natsume shows a lot of textual symptoms of trauma (possibly PTSD), depression and so on, and they're explored very poignantly. Here is my article: “The Courage to Speak”: Mental illness and recovery in Natsume’s Book of Friends
Revolutionary Girl Utena: Probably one of the most poignant explorations of what it means to be depressed and traumatized as a teenage girl. Several moments with Utena herself resonate, starting with when she was a child and declares she doesn't want to go on living, Anthy is also...dealing with a lot, and it's powerful how the show goes into it.
Neon Genesis Evangelion-- Many characters in it show symptoms of mental illness. Though it isn't named as depression directly (i think?), but Shinji shows every symptom you can think of, and the director Anno has said that he was extremely depressed while making it and channeled a lot of that into the characters, and we definitely see his mental journey for the better very strongly reflected in the reboot.
Kyousougiga: One of the main characters is suicidally depressed (this one is graphic, because he commits suicide on screen...only it turns out he can't die), and his journey towards becoming okay with living is a focus and was very resonant to me.
She and Her Cat: A short anime about a girl who definitely has depression and how her cat helps her. Rather simplistic ending but it's good otherwise. CW animal death too, but in a very gentle way.
Haibane Renmei: It deals with suicidal depression and other mental health struggles in a pretty intense way, it's touching, but if you have triggers consider looking into it.
Fruits Basket: Truly a cocktail of mental illnesses among the cast. YMMV on how it's handled but some parts really resonate. These articles go into it:
The Always Smiling Girl: How Tohru critiques toxic positivity
“A Man Who Can Experience His Feelings”: Fruits Basket, toxic masculinity, and mental health
Colorful: This is a submission from Nickyenchilada from the notes of this post: "I would also recommend the movie/novel Colorful. I think YMMV on how it handles the central issue of suicide but I think it does portray how even kids can be thrust into very complex situations without necessary outlets for coping with them."
Vinland Saga: This was an addition I got from a discord conversation, the entire second season explore the main character's PTSD
Yuri on Ice- A conversation on discord reminded me that a lot of people read Yuri as having an anxiety disorder, which I can totally see!
A Silent Voice- a submission from @boku-no-anime-phase who says: "I think it deserves its own shout out! This movie is nuanced, gentle, beautifully told and brimming with hope. I love the fact that just like in real life, things don't resolve particularly easily; but the characters make important progress that's rewarding to watch. TW for suicide discussion, ideation and attempt".
Rascal Does Not Dream of Bunny Girl Senpai - From boku-no-anime-phase who says: "YMMV but there's an arc that deals with bullying and memory loss where a character who deals with those things is supported and encouraged through it".
My Happy Marriage - From boku-no-anime-phase who says: "also YMMV but I think there were some lovely moments in this where you can see Miyo beginning to heal from her trauma and abuse, and learn to trust."
Anime Feminist has a whole host of articles on mental health in anime and they're all here. It covers a lot of different anime I don't know about or didn't mention and offers a lot of cool perspectives, so check 'em out! Here's a few that stuck out to me:
Finding Inner Magic: Depression in The Ancient Magus’ Bride
(I don't like this anime's narrative due to the issue with the ending pointed out in this article, but it did have resonant moments of exploring depression).
How Clean Freak! Aoyama-kun compassionately handles mental illness
The Sound of Depression: Liminal spaces, sound design, and Super Cub
From Yandere Girlfriends to Social Anxiety: Handling mental illness in The Future Diary and A Silent Voice
Footnote on Hikikomori in anime:
Any anime that focuses on Hikikomori characters are dealing with characters that are mentally ill, as being so depressed/traumatized/agoraphobic/anxious you can't even leave your room or house is obviously not mentally healthy. But what really matters is how that’s handled and if these issues are explained, as Makoto Kageyama notes:
Usually, the most common issues I’ve seen covered is the “hikikomori phenomena” and light eating disorders. Basically, a bullied character that becomes a recluse out of social anxiety, but… The characters don’t usually get shown correctly, since their issues are not explained properly and basically it ends up with a “Hey, see? People are not that bad, we are your friends!” and “Yay, I have friends, I am cured and I can trust others again!” Which is not the case, because real hikikomori can take a lot of talk and patience to get them out and when they get back to normal society (if they do), they become very wary of others. And ironically, “hikikomori” has also been used as a “moe trait” in anime even though it’s a mental health issue.
One I saw a lot of people namedrop as handling it well when I googled around was Welcome to the NHK, though I haven't seen it. But, if you look at Nickyenchilada's take in the comments to this post, it's mentioned as being resonant and it's noted that the recovery is not an easy fix, and it's also noted that several characters in the story are mentally ill.
Bonus list:
Neurodiversity in Anime- (that don't namedrop mental illness directly, but really resonate)
I initially didn't include a neurodiversity section in this post because I honestly could not think of any anime that directly talks about neurodiversity or has a textually neurodivergent character.
(However, there are manga that actually do! I pointed some out in my Mental Illness and Neurodiversity in Manga post I did to complement this one!)
You can also read some articles about neurodiversity in anime here
And the list of characters that can simply be read as neurodivergent is huge, and if I tried to list every popular read it would be endless, plus I don't feel comfortable "diagnosing" any characters with developmental disorders I don't personally have. However, I am willing to take suggestions from others on this one, so here are a few!
Mob Psycho 100 - submitted by boku-no-anime-phase, who says " Mob is autistic and I will die on this hill; the trouble he has with fitting in, relating to others and knowing the right things to do imo stems directly from that."
Princess Jellyfish - submitted by boku-no-anime-phase, who says "I'd be willing to bet that all the women who live in that apartment are neurodivergent. They all have their special interests and they live together in mutual neurodivergent infodumping bliss and it's wonderful. (Unrelated but TW for sexual assault and some transphobia)"
Chihayafuru- submission by @noisepartythumpingmusic who says "It's never noted explicitly, but I firmly believe the main character of Chihayafuru has ADHD, which is perfect for a main character of a sports" josei. As someone who does have ADHD, I personally can totally see that read of Chihaya (the main character)!
Anti-recommendations (as in seems potentially resonant but then drop the ball hard, because if I listed all the anime that's blatantly gross about mental illness from the second the subject comes up we'd be here all day) (Dead Dove Do Not Eat)
Wonder Egg Priority: Starts out like it's going to be a nuanced exploration of recovering from abuse, suicidal depression, and so on, only to end up incredibly stupid and offensive. The writer also believes some stupid and misogynist things about "reasons" girls commit suicide. This article goes into it a little.
Your Lie In April: Depiction of depression and trauma is completely undermined by how all the characters tell the MC he needs to get over it because his talent for piano is more important, and the clumsy, gross take on forgiving your abuser, and so many other things. This article goes into it.
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And that's it for now! Again. I might be updating this with new stuff based on feedback or me remembering something I missed, through both updates and adding stuff under the cut.
#mental illness#mental health#march comes in like a lion#anime#sangatsu no lion#orange anime#naoki urasawa's monster#monster#my new boss is goofy#bocchi the rock!#bocchi the rock#my roommate is a cat#revolutionary girl utena#neon genesis evangelion#natsume's book of friends#natsume yuujinchou#kyousougiga#haibane renmei#tsuritama#vinland saga#yuri on ice
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i am not a doll i am not a doll i am not a doll i am not a doll i am not a—
(text is taken from an interview with Hideaki Anno included in the 1997 book Parano.)
#neon genesis evangelion#rei ayanami#ayanami series#fanart#art#artists on tumblr#parano mightve actually been published in 1998? it was part of a set of books w interviews and stuff#on the evageeks wiki its said that they're 1997/98 but then the amazon listings have them both as 97#so idk
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Goosebumps 90s Pepsi Frito Lay Mad Dog Cardboard Stand Up
#png#transparent#kidcore#nostalgia#nostalgiacore#goosebumps#horror#advertising#books#1990s#90s#nineties#pink#blue#neon
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Gamma Wilson
#neuromancer#cyberpunk#williamgibson#scifi#bladerunner#neon#synthwave#sciencefiction#cyberpunkart#artwork#vaporwave#art#vr#books#gamma wilson
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When they ask how I died. tell them: Still Angry.
-Quellcrist Falconer
From Altered Carbon by Richard K. Morgan.
#internet culture#cyberpunk aesthetic#cyberpunk#quoteoftheday#book quotes#neon daydreams#altered carbon#takeshi kovacs
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severely traumatized doctor and his weirdgirl assistant who keeps ditching school to hang out with him
#taiga hanaya#nico saiba#kamen rider ex aid#khyt.art#'what's the silly obnoxiously-neon rider show hiding underneath all of that color and its comic book-style vfx' trauma. it's trauma.#everyone in ex-aid is fucked up one way or another. not at all what I was expecting going into it lmao#also i know i just finished the show but i dont remember if emu calls him by his first name or last name sorry whkdjhfgjkfd
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books and candle dividers requested by @cinemabeans
please like and credit if you use, reblogs are appreciated! thank you! 💕
#i hope you like them! 💖#aesthetic dividers#mariah’s dividers ✨#colorful dividers#cute dividers#tumblr dividers#blue dividers#red dividers#book dividers#candle dividers#neon dividers#green dividers
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Whatever you do, don’t panic!
#my art#I don’t know if you can tell but this took me WEEKS#nothing ever takes me weeks#but I liked the book so much I actually followed through#also why is bbc’s adaptation so full of heart and neons#h2g2#the hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy#thhgttg#arthur dent#ford prefect#digital art#digital painting#artist on tumblr#art
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Drawtober Day 6
Neon!
YIPPEE MORE BILLFORD but actually rare happy moment
[again may come back and add more to this at a later date but there is a whole 6 minuets left of the 6th in my timezone as I'm posting this]
#drawtober#gravity falls#digital art#gravity falls fanart#inktober#bill cipher#gravity falls ford#ford pines#stanford pines#billford#book of bill#neon#gravity falls bill
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for such is the price of knowledge
(based on my headcanon that ford has a prosthetic eye)
#ford no depth perception king he can see hummingbird colours but can’t tell how far away objects are#this was originally gonna be part of a much longer comic but i got burnt out on it lmao so y’all just get this#maybe i’ll finish it one day it was essentially just mabel discovering ford has a prosthetic eye and asking how it happens cut to this page#and then maybe a panel of ford staring wistfully at the bill stained glass in the shack or smthn#really tried to push myself with working with limited contrasting colours on this one neon blood is harder than it looks to pull off#gravity falls#gravity falls fanart#billford#ford pines#stanford pines#bill cipher#the book of bill#journal 3#cw: gore#eye trauma#cw: eye trauma
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oh well
#digital art#artists on tumblr#gravity falls#gravity falls art#gravity falls fanart#gravity falls fandom#my art#the book of bill#digital drawing#standord pines#gravity falls ford#ford pines#adventure time#adventure time fanart#princess bubblegum#pb adventure time#adventure time pb#peridot#steven universe#su peridot#peridot su#south park#tweek tweak#south park tweek#blue eye samurai#mizu blue eye samurai#neon genesis evangelion#asuka langley soryu#asuka langely
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yknow, one of things about the book that would have really benefited from an upgrade was a heavier focus on the characters' adhd and dyslexia. i really figured the show would build on the neurodivergency angle, since it's supposedly the updated version of pjo, but if anything there was LESS mention of it??
#in the book you get things like percy and annabeth being unable to read aunty em's sign because it's in neon cursive#or percy mentioning the zoo truck's reverse-printed white on black text is more dyslexia friendly#i'm honestly just confused like what happened lol#pjo show crit#pjo tv crit#pjo#percy jackson#percy jackon and the olympians#pjo tv show
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