#neg /

[apollos-boyfriend]

my class is discussing the "real" definition of lesbian i'm going to explode

[inkskinned]

will you be enough for her, though. little slip child. you hated every time you had to scream to be heard, so you stopped screaming. it feels so fucking demeaning, 16 and shivering, saying please! father! look at me! and having him say in a minute sweetie.

online they're back to making fun of self-harm scars. isn't that funny. we have dropped the silver pretense of empathy and are walking around without any shred of humanity.

are you still shouting? how can anybody love you, then, siren. error signal. your voice so quiet and desperate. nobody is going to help you, stop begging. how can anybody actually look down at you without squashing you flat. oh, darling. you once bit into the back of your hand to stop from crying out, and discovered that it felt too dramatic for repeating.

people like you aren't supposed to cry, because you are too much. you have never meant to, but you take the air out of a room just by walking in. other people can take up room like a sunbeam. you blurt out all your wickedness in oilslicks, everyone can feel it. you slosh yourself over their hands and demand their flinch. you are a bone stuck in the throat.

be more beautiful, more perfect. if you can earn it, they won't abhor you. they might even tolerate you, if you turn the right way and never stand up straight.

but love? her life is a silver fish, a cat paw. your life is a long, thin, impossible desire - angry like a blade. your life is a crack in the floortile. you cannot bring your rotted fruit heart into the church of her hands. you will ruin her. you will overtake everything good for her.

or worse - you will have to beg her look at me. and that moment of desperation will ruin you forever. completely.

deleted scene from body's a bad monster, 9.24.2024

[lapdogchase]

"stock up on hormones and get out if you can" what about those of us who aren't on hormones and for who hormones are a schedule 3 controlled substance. what about those of us who can't leave because we're disabled or who can't afford it. "community is all we have start forming relationships with the people around you" y'all won't even mask. y'all won't even fucking mask. "get a visa and your passport ready" what about people who can't get visas or passports. again, what about disabled people.

[lumoctopus]

Heyyy maybe let’s not push tr!Ros into a “little sister” role every time she befriends a dude

Like maybe let’s not do that

Did you know men and women can be just friends and have emotional relationships and depend on each other

Sibling dynamic already pisses me off but putting her in a little sister place is especially weird since it makes that power dynamic between them.

(Mainly directed at some people on Twitter since it pissed me off)

[day-mark]

just fucking call him retarded at this point

[nyaa]

Neg July 20, 2020

[qtubbo]

There’s genuinely been such much ableism directed at Tubbo these past few days it’s been hard to deal with, just completely open ableist remarks with /rp at then end or I love ccTubbo but… Constant remarks of him not following social ques, being too loud, having issues with tone, mocking him for having trouble reading the signs, saying that he’s neglecting Sunny because he’s not emotionally aware, ect. It sucks, I don’t like having to see so much of the fandom be openly ableist, why can’t people just be normal able disabled people of any kind. Also saying Tubbo shouldn’t rant about his interests because it ruins your immersion is just horrible and you all know it.

[vg-bird-reviews]

Psychonauts 1 seagull owo

0/5

what the fuck

[bigmoon-is-bigwife]

Not to be a hater because I do like Tubbo but I quite frankly do not think Tubbo should be one of two people on the server with a butterfly. It makes sense for Ros because she is not very knowledgeable at the game and does end up in a lot of dangerous situations on accident. Also people do target Ros quite a bit and she's not a fighter. The butterflies were designed for Ros (her branding is a purple butterfly) to help her out so she didn't get discouraged and could do things on her own with less fear.

I think the butterflies are a good idea for weaker players who aren't knowledgeable in the game. Tubbo does not qualify. He is one of the most knowledgeable players on this server. He's not a grinder like the top players but he is far above the average. The only reason he keeps dying is because of his own carelessness and I don't think he's even trying that hard. It really does just read as favoritism, especially when there are so many other players (like Krow even) who would benefit from the added help. There is a whole list of players I would say deserve one and Tubbo is no where near that list. He doesn't need that extra help. It left an especially bad taste in mouth when he just now abused the butterfly buff against Krow who openly admitted he expected to lose because he has no PVP skills. Krow did not want to take that fight. It repeatedly state it didn't even want to be enemies with Tubbo because it was afraid of him. The only reason it took that fight was because of the red team kill quota (which is it's own discussion) and it thought it had a chance. Tubbo intentionally did not tell Krow about the buff and then even said he only accepted the fight with Krow because he knew he would win. I don't know, it feels like admin abuse. :/

[poyameows]

Rewatched the Maze Runner series, and I forgot how evil the last movie is. Like Newt and Minho reuniting for so little time when they were both dealing with impaired mental states is DIABOLICAL. There was probably so much they wanted to say to each other but never could, and the fact the first thing Minho asked when he was rescued was, " Is this real?" .... count your days.

[bigboobyhalo]

does the cracked egg represent the exploitation faced by the egg admins on the QSMP ? -_-

[apollos-boyfriend]

just saw a clip where f1nn5ter was saying how at this point, he can’t be cis, but at the same time, he doesn’t feel like he’s trans—he’s just neither. and someone in chat was like “you can’t be neither cis nor trans that’s not how it works” i love finn but why is his chat so fucking bad 😭 stop recreating binaries for the love of god, identity does not have to fall into these neat little boxes for you to police

[heartcircus]

sincerely i don't understand why kab is so assured that zam will go to prom with her . like this is Lifesteal prom so the lore is still going to be a part of the event and he's currently Not on speaking terms with her.... plus she wants to host the event in like 2-3 weeks . is she planning on somehow repairing that relationship in 2-3 weeks orrrrr

[oasisr]

When men neg you by putting down your talents, run. Things will not get better.

Even if you aren't good at something and are just a beginner, he should not be mocking you or bullying you for that.

I'm not a great singer or painter, but I enjoy singing and painting sometimes. My ex would mock me and tell me that he wanted to marry someone who could actually sing.

I gave him another chance after he hurt my feelings. He was good for a couple of weeks, and then went right back to mocking me and putting me down.

Just run. You are beautiful even if you aren't good at everything you try. You don't need someone to put you down and try to harm your self-worth.

You are worthy of someone who will treat you like you are a special and beautiful woman. Because you are.

[etoilesbienne]

after talking with other people i feel like there really is a disconnect between everyone who has other povs they still have left and everyone who just lost all of their povs (the french)/lost most of their pov's lore (bbh with dapper and pomme). like everyone is stressed and some people are making jokes and i get it i really do i like humor in dark situations, but like... this is the worst case scenario that's happened for everyone who did lose everything. pomme said she wasn't coming back to the server and the french cc all said they wouldn't be coming back if she didn't. i don't feel like joking right now. this situation isn't like the previous two cc who were removed for their own actions, this one was because the studio didn't attempt anything to try to retain a whole language after frequent year-long workplace abuse. this doesn't feel like goofy lore drama anymore it's like, wow we really did lose everything. all because nobody in the upper staff knew how to dm an admin. i wish them well is a nice sentiment and all but i feel a little bit callous to it when the reason they're leaving is that no one talked to them. it was all preventable. no shit sherlock of course i'm upset and my posts reflect that. i wish every post i made being critical of this didn't come across like doomposting. even if qsmp recovers all of the parts i loved most got uselessly cut off in the process. there's not much left i can go back to. even if they replaced pomme's actor there's not going to be cc to come back for that. there's just going to be a hole in the server now when i watch. i feel like i'm going through every stage of grief. i don't want the server to burn down, i'd love to see it continue, but i'd be lying if i said i wasn't terribly bitter about everything.