#needs editing

[nissaviolet]

And then and then and then

Children tell there stories repeating the phrase and then to captivate their audience, most of the time this does nothing as their parents busily try to bustle them out the door to school or tuck them in for the night.

But I listen to the childrens stories. Curled up under a bed or in a closet. Hiding in the dark shadows I listen.

I do not mean to scare them I only wish to be like them once more. Where the world is their own little pocket and it is bright and full of colours and stories go on forever.

I don’t remember being a child only that the world was bigger and I smaller and my parents did not listen to my stories however many and thens I put they left me all alone.

Though maybe I never had them to begin with. I am not a being of flesh and blood, so maybe I was never born I simply wasnt and and then was.

I stand in the shadow the one cast by the scarfs and coats handing of the door. The night light glowing softly purple only deepens the shadows in the room. It’s easier to hid in a room with a night light. Dark rooms spread me too thin and I cannot listen to the stories or watch in on the dreams.

I am not malicious and I am not scary those traits belong to the others.

I simply observe.

Unseen.

And.

Alone.

Not even the others can sense me with their teeth and tongues and tentacles.

There are no others in this room only me and the small girl telling her mother goodnight as her father softly smiles from the door.

My shadow shifts as the door is closed I prepare to find a new room.

But stop

Hello says the small girl I’m Ellie.

I observe her unsure who she is addressing.

I can see you by the door I remember you from last time, I was afraid then I’m not anymore.

Would you like to hear a story.

I nod I did not know I could nod.

Ellie tells me about her first day at school her new friends who have pets and siblings and her self proclaimed best friend who has 3 dadas and a mum.

Ellie smiles sleepily and says come back tomorrow and I’ll tell another.

And so I do.

[twopoppies]

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[chasing-posts]

Woot! Just wrote a Tugoffelees fic start to finish. It's just a first draft but the fact I finished writing it after not writing for so long feels good!

[raan-miir-tah]

Amal has spoken to me, asking me to help boost her campaign to save her family from genocide. Please donate whatever you can reasonably spare!

[word-count-bullet-count]

I've been seeing a lot of knight posts recently. pretty great

[tearosepedall]

EDIT : THIS IS A MEME DO NOT TAKE IT SERIOUSLY (and seriously just don’t be Rude????? Like wtf lol)

[wuntrum]

ripley :)

[badolmen]

WARNING 18+

19

[arinmoss]

painted Chappell again :3

[s0up1ta]

ANYONE ELSE WANT A PIECE 🤬🤬😡👹🗣️

alt versions under the cut:

couldn't decide so take all of them

edit: I MADE A DESKTOP VERSION !!

[iscariotapologist]

today in church one of the priests referred to trans people as "those who are growing into the gender they were called to be" and i'm kind of enjoying the idea of like....divinely ordained top surgery

[sunbloomdew]

do you ever see a person and you are overcome with incredible fondness? and you just think "oh." but not in a romantic or sexual way you are just filled with warmth and it makes you happy, it just does. and you think "i'm so happy you exist. i'm happy you are somewhere out there in the world, doing your thing". it's love but also not entirely

like people are lovely and i feel it in my entire chest like a burning candle that smells like roses and a sunny day

[elizabethalexis]

the mandarin I unfurl

at my desk perfumes the little

office and I think of my father’s hands

hands that made and unmade

fighter jets houses lives worlds furniture

standing on the cold linoleum of our old kitchen

slowly, gently, rolling an orange

as big as bright as the sun itself

plucked from the toe of a stocking

so many christmas mornings ago

slowly, gently

palming the electric bubble

across the formica countertop

“it makes it easier to peel” he said

that man of twenty years ago

twenty winters of brutality followed by

twenty summers of locust song

“it makes it easier to peel”

and he was right

the mandarin’s skin sloughing softly off

the white pulp separating in the dark of its wrapping

the bitter rind only slightly wedged beneath

my finger nail

and I think, now and as I so often do,

of the small acts of care

that carry forward with us through time,

through the oceans of days,

that the world hinges upon

even just a single mandarin

peeled beautifully

and cleanly

[gloryown]

[ . . . / / GLORYOWN ] an   independent ,   private ,   and   highly   selective   writing   blog   for   𝐒𝐏𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐒 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 ,   both canon-influenced, as well as original characters   established   in   the world   of football and formula one. but highly adaptable to any verse with various au's available to interact with.   established in  2024 .   minors dni.   noodle / she / her / 30 / gmt .

                 𝑃𝐿𝐸𝐴𝑆𝐸 𝑃𝑅𝑂𝐶𝐸𝐸𝐷 𝑊𝐼𝑇𝐻 𝐶𝐴𝑈𝑇𝐼𝑂𝑁 - because there   are   potential cursing, NSFW content   and   potentially there will be   triggering   content   present   throughout   this   portrayal. and whilst i tag them, i will not change my characters.

⁰¹ carrd ⁰² thread tracker ⁰³ sideblog ⁰⁴ meme tag ⁰⁵ wishlist ⁰¹ carrd ⁰² thread tracker ⁰³ sideblog ⁰⁴ meme tag ⁰⁵ wishlist

temp muse list under the cut

all surnames are the same simply for editing purposes. and also this list will constantly be changing. so be warned.

formula one

chayse leclerc,ㅤheterosexual,ㅤformula one driver ( ferrari )

logan norris,ㅤ heterosexual,ㅤformula one driver ( mclaren )

football

tobi kroos, ㅤheterosexual,ㅤfootballer / coach. ( bayern munich )

mikael hummels,ㅤheterosexual,ㅤfootballer. ( free agent )

oc's

jaxson harrison,ㅤbisexual,ㅤperformance trainer, fc: austin butler. (can work for football or f1)

[cozystars]

!!! BUILT LIKE BILBO BAGGINS !!!

[isjasz]

[Ready for a new game?]

day 11 definitelynottober - heart in your fist & week 1 weeklyhermittober - beginnings

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IM SO READY LETSGO SO EXCITED FOR THE NEW LIFE SERIES💥💥💥💥💥💥