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honestly itâs such a generic trope but i do genuinely love the concept of rose and kanaya flirting a lot with each other prior to dating, but never picking up on each others advances. both as an expansion of their pre-meteor/act 5 dynamic (lots of banter, slight mental warfare, two girls trying to see how long it takes the other to pick up what theyâre putting down, flighty broads and their snarky horseshit, yadda yadda) and in the context of their miscommunication on their first date.
rose leaning on kanayaâs shoulder as she reads over a book about quadrants, and rose tells her thatâs sooo interesting, she wonders if humans can engage in this stuff, and kanaya shuts her down with a vague Im Sure You Will Find Out Someday. kanaya making rose dozens of outfits, all lovingly designed, adjusting roseâs outfit when she puts it on and telling her that she wishes she could dress her like this all of the time, sheâs never had a model quite like her, and rose is just like Well of course, if you ever have anything youâd like me to wear youâre welcome to invite me over. both of them die over these encounters later
something about rose and kanaya being confident enough to flirt w each other but too stupid to fully pick up on the Implications. always trying to tip the scale in their favor to force the others hand, never quite having the strength to outright admit that they like each other (until rose is shitfaced and stumbling). i think itâs a fun means to escalate their early banter as they become more acclimated to each other and develop Feelings.
#talk tag#homestuck#rosemary#rose lalonde#kanaya maryam#sorry iâve been in such a mood#i need more girlfails rosemary that also acknowledges their strengths#notably both their abilities to Commit To The Bit#smth good about them stumbling their way through vague and elaborate flirtations#thinking oh i think she likes me. surely this will woo her#but also never Quite having it in them to say it outright#second guessing themselves a little#turning having a crush into a bit of a game to a win. both coming out losers. but also winners (they still get a gf in the end)#my brain is a jumbled mess as i fight off The Dry Air Made My Throat Sore And My Sinuses Full disease#but rosemary gets me through it
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My rage at Stella making out like a bandit and receiving no comeuppance is what will fuel me as I await season 3.
#I donât like her WINNING#how dare you experience happiness#I crave her downfall#i need it like i need air#helluva boss#helluva Stella
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Digitalised + coloured + redesigned version of my Suiren and Vaatu sketch from two days ago, as promised!!
Coming up with Suirenâs design was a very long process of trying and failing because after youâve drawn 9+ different versions of one character, the creativity starts to run a little dry, but Iâm actually really proud of this one, she looks absolutely adorable <3
(Also yeah I did mostly just scribble Vaatuâs pattern because who has the energy to draw the all out accurately. Not me, thatâs who, Iâm chronically tired. People who draw him on the regular have my utmost respect. Heâs still a funky little guy though :D)
Bonus, Raava incessantly screaming inside Suiren (and being completely ignored because Suiren is tired of her) while all this is happening:
#and yeah I did say Iâd do a fuckass background but all my energy went to figuring out Suirenâs design#plus I suck at backgrounds so.. woe. LoK screenshot be upon ye#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#avatar suiren au#original character#sotrl suiren#vaatu#I donât really know what to say in these tags lmao#usually I reach the tag limit really really easily but between my previous post and answering that ask Iâve ran out of things to say#someone please indulge me in this au I have Way Too Many Thoughts about it#hmmâŚ#you know. I think people often make different avatar aus because they dislike Korra or think sheâs a bad avatar#I donât. I love Korra. I would kill and die for her#(says the red lotus stan. yes Iâm well aware. no need to call me out)#and I think sheâs a good avatar who was dealt a shitty hand both in universe and by the showâs production team#Iâm making this au BECAUSE I love Korra. if Suiren is the avatar Korra gets to be a normal SWT girl#sheâll get to grow up with her parents. not isolated and degraded all the time for not being perfect. maybe sheâd have a sibling or two#and Suiren gets spared her sotrl trauma too. win win for everyone!!#(I return Suiren gets the weight of the world on her shoulders lmao. but itâs fine. 1. she isnât alone in it. she has her family#2. three quarters of the LoK threats are basically automatically eliminated for her. the RL are her parents. she fuses with Vaatu#and all she has to do to defeat Kuvira is to take her dress off đ /hj. basically. sheâll be okay. better than in sotrl at least)#also look. I love Suiren. sheâs my dear child whoâs been with me since I was 12. of course I wanna make her the main character in everything#and dark avatar Korra AUs have been done countless times before me. Katâs doing one right now!! I just wanna do something thatâs my own#and also I wanna focus less on pain and trauma for once and more on the sheer hilarity of the shenanigans that will occur post-fusion#cause this isnât Adumbration where Korra lets Raava go and fuses with Vaatu instead. here Suirenâs got both of them at the same time#and they have 10000 yearsâ worth of grievances to air out. itâs like living with your divorced parents#trust me I would know. except mine arenât divorced. theyâre Worse and everyone wishes theyâd just separate#anyway. that aside. Suirenâs not getting any sleep any time soon while those two duke it out
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For the ship ask game the Ponds Doctor Who? I was going to say DoctorRiver but that felt too obvious (feel free to add them to the chart if you want anyway though)
send me ships for the shipping grid
YES. BLESS YOU.
(Sorry, if I have the chance to include Doctor/River in ANYTHING, I'm taking it, lmao)
I ACTUALLY DON'T TALK ABOUT AMY/RORY ENOUGH. But I cannot TELL you how many feelings they've given me over the years. He waited for her for 2000 years! Just to give that little extra assurance that she would be safe!! She remembered him even when he was erased from existence!!! Even when that remembrance was subconscious!!! That's my shit!!!!!!!
That scene in "Asylum of the Daleks" where she talks about how she can't have kids anymore and wants him to be able to have that, so she's trying to let him go, and then he tells her he already knew anyway. And that they'll figure it out, because the important thing is the relationship they built. The ENTIRETY of "The Girl Who Waited" (which, hmmm, did I set the "giving her my days" speech to music for a project in theory class where we had to write a chorale, yes I did!!!!!!). I also have a whole separate folder on my computer of "Amy/Rory fanvids/fanfics" so.
"TOGETHER OR NOT AT ALL" OH MY GOOOODDDDDDDDDD. đđđđđđđ YOU WILL PRY TATM FROM MY COLD, DEAD HANDS.
They're not Grade-A Deranged⢠in the way that the Doctor and River are (which, I think in order for a ship to completely reach the upper left corner, that has to be present) but I LOVE THEM. Amy learning that maybe someone human and grounded (who would, in most other stories, be left as the Buzzkill Second Choice) can be extraordinary and emotionally fulfilling and compelling. Breaking down the idea of what "ordinary" really means, because look at who Rory became! Amy had a lot of confusion to work through re: the state of her romantic feelings, and that kept being a source of insecurity for Rory, even after they DID get married. But they got there. And after she made her choice, she stuck to it; and even in spite of her Mess⢠he was ALWAYS there for her. There was something just...very real, about their relationship, even though one of these people had two lives courtesy of a rift in the universe feeding into her brain and the other one died like ten separate times over the course of them both traveling through time and space.
Someday, I will discuss all of my Thoughts⢠on Doctor/River, but that is. A giant far-reaching project for another day. But tldr, I completely understand why these two characters fell in love with each other, and it makes me into a mess at every conceivable turn. (I do wish we'd had more episodes of them, though; and I wish we'd gotten to see more of the aftermath of TATM. I think they would have benefited from both of those things.)
#this is making me realize that I need to put more amy x rory on my blog#I remember watching dw when I was like. 18. and I went 'wtf Rory is LITERALLY the ideal man' and the show actually for once#agreed with me! big win for me specifically!!!!!!#also fun fact even my dad loves doctor x river#for reference I am talking about a much older cishet man who is NOT involved in fandom outside of what I tell him and for the most part#does not understand shipping. but again: he LOVES them.#like when tnotd aired and 11 was like. interacting with her data ghost. I was crying yes but my dad was also yelling at the tv (positive)#multi t(ASK)ing#SHIP: together or not at all#otp: you are always here to me#mel screams about the Weird Little Space Show again
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when u wake up to a text from ur dad telling you orcas were spotted down the cape swimming with dolphins đĽ˛đŹđŠľ
#was cute#ppl think about me#also super weird because two days ago I was talking to my friend about how I was wished orcas would come here more often#and that it would be around the cape because of the seals and sharks#creeps me out a little#shit like that happens all the time to me#��đťââď¸?#anyways fuck work Iâm going to find me an orca to hug#and weâre gonna swim off into the sunset#theyâre so rarely spotted here that I must go tell him/her I love them immediately#been needing some cape air#Iâm always so happy when I go down anywhere in that area#wish I was going there instead of work for 9hrs rn đ#I have to win the lotteryâŚâŚ#can I manifest that damn
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TW: discussions of body image/eating disorders/fat shaming/etc. Rant under the cut. This is about drag and body image as it pertains to Drag Race in the United States.
Thinking about Drag Race in the US. 16 seasons of Drag Race, 7 seasons of All Stars (excluding winnersâ seasons), however many Vs The World seasons, and there has *never* been a winner that isnât skinny.
Oh, some competitors get close. Supposedly, drag is open to all body shapes and sizes (with the right padding and shape wear and makeup). Supposedly, no matter your body, you can shapeshift into something beautiful. Over and over and over again, Drag Race has competitors who pride themselves on being âbig girlsâ; people who grew up fatshamed, but turned it into their brand. Many of these queens are incredibly skilled performers, artists, and entertainers. And yet.
And yet.
Somehow, when the judging gets close, the fat queen usually gets cut.
I think about RuPaulâs background before Drag Race, as a runway model. How the Tic Tac Chit Chat is a running joke; âoh, RuPaul canât finish a tic tacâ. How many queens on the show are *frighteningly* skinny, and this is seen as a compliment. Producers will stitch together storylines of queens recovering from eating disorders, and in the same breath, cut to RuPaul and Michelle Visage complimenting a queen on how small her waist is in that corset.
I think about how many of these queens have had plastic surgery. At least one a season, usually more. How queens will come back for All Stars and I can no longer recognize them, not because theyâre painting differently, but because their faces have entirely changed shape in the past few years. Hollower cheeks. Larger lips. Shaved jaws. Cutting and slicing for some proportion that makes them look slimmer and more feminine. How Morphine won the finale Lalaparuza Smackdown, with a $50,000 prize, and excitedly told the camera how she was going to âinvest in her bodyâ. âYou get a BBL, you get a BBL, everybody gets a BBL!â.
Some of that is gender-affirming surgery, or other medically necessary surgeries. Detox got reconstructive surgery after a car crash, for example. A lot of it⌠isnât. A lot of it is an âinvestmentâ. Part of the job.
I think about how a queen walked a runway with a look critiquing plastic surgery, all nude illusion and dashed lines, carving away at her waist and hips and butt. How Michelle Visage called it âoverdoneâ. So many queens have talked about that already. Itâs not new. Itâs old news. Step up your game and talk about something more compelling.
16 years and not a single fat queen has won.
My friend and I arenât watching seasons in order, but rather by how much they like a particular season. Weâre working through season 7 right now. Violet Chotchki wins that one (sorry for spoilers). Violet also spends the entire season focused on emphasizing her body. How young she is. How skinny she is. Look, her âDeath Becomes Herâ runway is just her in the tightest corset possible, with an IV drip stuck into her arm. Cinched to death. The judges coo at how her waist is *so* small-
How many queens have come onto this show and bragged about losing 50 pounds? How many queens come back for All Stars, gleeful that theyâre not a âbig queenâ anymore? Just âthick and juicyâ, just âdonât need any paddingâ. You can have fat⌠as long as itâs in the butt or breasts and looks sexy enough. Otherwise itâs a hurdle to cry about in the cutaways. You can be as fat as you want on this show, sure, but if you lose weight youâll get a camera in your face talking about how much âhealthierâ you are.
I think about how fashion runways are infinitely, horrifically worse. How most of these winners would, should they walk the runway, be put into a boring pencil skirt in the âplus sizeâ category. They should be so lucky.
I think about Latrice. I think about Ginger Minj. I think about Eureka. I think about Mistress. I think about Megami in the Lalaparuza Smackdown. All these queens that get *so fucking close*. But some little thing-
Some intangible, unnameable thing-
Some unspoken qualia just barely makes their slim competitor stand out enough to take the crown.
I love drag. I really enjoy watching Drag Race. Itâs a pocket of explicitly queer media I donât get to see much of anywhere else. Disabled queens have won multiple seasons. People of color have won multiple seasons. Trans people have won multiple seasons. Just this year, the first East Asian queen won Drag Race in the US. Drag Race is incredibly inclusive to people from all backgrounds who are talented artists showing off their skills-
RuPaul makes another joke about skipping meals and getting surgery to maintain a queenâs âgirl bodyâ.
I turn the TV off.
#blue chatter#this makes me want to chuck rocks a little bit!!!!!!#this is not the only issue with the show by far; part of this is that itâs reality TV and they play up cultural biases and such for drama#I know that#thereâs also plenty of examples of pervasive racism and classism on this show#even forms of queerphobia#and I understand that this is a show about a very particular subculture of queerness and that expecting it to be unproblematic isnât fair#the reason Iâm talking about drag race specifically is bc my roommate loves it and Iâve been watching a lot of it bc of that#so Iâm more familiar with it and better able to call out what I see#please do not start discourse in my notes. I am aware that having a show like Drag Race continue to air is incredible#but please for once can there be a queen who looks like me who doesnât have to talk about her weight constantly#I donât think fat queens get judged fairly. I think there is still an association between fat and ugly that shows up in judging decisions#And I think there is a very real danger of encouraging behaviors that are harmful to the queens on the show and the viewers#yes I know part of this art form is being able to alter your shape. I donât take umbrage with corsets and padding and such.#I do take issue with larger queens getting told they need to do more than their skinny competitors to attain a âflattering shapeâ#violet chotchki walked that nude illusion runway with literally no clothing and won that challenge#despite putting no effort into her look. that gets under my skin. that speaks to me that skinniness gets rewarded over talent#yes it absolutely takes confidence to walk the runway naked thatâs not the point. the challenge was focused on altering your body shape#so that even with only your shape you were still giving an appearance of femininity and fashion and *drag* on stage#the most Violet did drag-wise on that runway was tucking. but because she was skinny and attractive it was feminine enough to win.#that makes me upset.#anyway. bat; meet wasp nest.
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playing dmc1 with my earbuds in (but on low volume bc they're being weird) while my roommate and her shitty bf argue. i feel like i'm recreating the very specific experience of some child of divorce out there
#how do i tell her she needs to break up with him immediately. posthaste.fuck it funny post over rant incoming tw emotional abuse i think#nyarla dni#(<- roomie and nyarla have met and i don't wanna air roomie's drama to ppl who know her w/o her consent. anon internet ppl only)#listen i'm normally for gentle advising and that's probably what i'll do since i don't want to stress her out but oh my fucking god what is#his problem. he's constantly putting her in these weird no-win situations where the only right answer is to never be upset or disagree or b#wrong on accident or be misunderstood by him and to tell him everything she's feeling so she's not 'playing mind games' but if she says wha#she's feeling he'll interrogate her and badger her with the same questions over and over again insisting she's unreasonable until she gives#in and says she's sorry with an attitude he likes. i fucking don't like him. and a lot of this is observations from today. the day after sh#GOT INTO A CAR ACCIDENT AND BROKE HER NECK. WHAT THE FUCK.#it's like he expects to be treated like a king on one of the worst days of her life and when she's upset he's like OH. OH I GET IT.#and lectures her on having attitude and taking things out on others when she's literally not even doing that. not to an extent that matters#anyway. like. there's more productive ways of dealing with that. where you don't treat them like a bad kid for getting overwhelmed#he has made her cry multiple times today. i have been around multiple arguments and fights and he's just genuinely. awful i hate him#hell the first argument i overheard *i* was in tears by the end (luckily they left soon after bc i had to run to the basement laundry#dungeon to bawl my eyes out because 1. i can't handle confrontation 2. i've never seen roomie cry and 3. she just seemed so hurt and tired)#anyway he just left again after a fight because. god this is so dumb. she told him to move while they were sleeping in the same twin bed#(remember she's in a neck brace) and he fucking. left the room for an HOUR bc he thought the only thing that could POSSIBLY mean (as he#insisted) was for him to get out of here and then when she was like oh hey i'm sorry i didn't mean it like that he decided to spend the nex#half hour of his short time on this earth chewing her out for not giving him a lengthy explanation while half-asleep as to like. why he#needed to move (she wanted to grab smth) and apparently he sat in the chair by her bed for like 10 mins before leaving so he probably saw#her fall back asleep. and then he got pissy when after he left she didn't pick up her phone when he was calling her? even though he knew sh#was asleep?? she didn't even know he was gone. fucking. i need to get him away from my roomie YESTERDAY#look. miscommunication happens. i'm not saying he's an asshole for wanting things said clearly. i am pro-saying what you mean.#but if every time your gf tells you what she means you make it into a 30 minute lecture (no matter how small the slight and w/o examining i#you're actually right or not) she's not gonna wanna fucking tell you if she doesn't think it's worth the argument. especially if you never#let her rest until she concedes. apology isn't enough. clarification isn't enough. she has to say how wrong she was and beg and GOD. UGHHH#and he's always on about how she hurts his feelings. a gust of wind could hurt his feelings. he's constantly berating her manipulating her#and then he's like >:( see that hurt my feelings you can't hurt ppl's feelings. you're disrespectful. HE"S THE WORST I FUCKING HATE HIM#look sometimes adversity reveals the truth of a person and this just amplified his shittiness so much. mr OH i slept in a HOSPITAL and it#was so bad... you can't be in a bad mood bc i've been doing the bare minimum and you need to prioritize MY feelings rn. also i won't leave
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Roots and Branches
Pairing: Lumberjack!Bucky Barnes x Female Reader
Warnings: 18+ only. Fluff. Smut. Unprotected sex.
Summary: Bucky has built a quiet life in the woods, content to keep the world at arm's length. But when a new neighbor moves to town, her presence ignites emotions heâs hesitant to face.
Word Count: About 18.6k.
notes: Iâve been wanting to write a story in a lumberjack AU for a while now, and here it is. It ended up being longer than I expected, but I have no regrets. In my mind, Lumberjack!Bucky=Beefy!Bucky.
By the way, Iâm still dreaming that someone, feeling inspired, creates Bucky as an NPC for Stardew Valley. I would kiss the ground that person walks on.
The city stretched behind her, a blur of steel and noise shrinking in the rearview mirror. Relief and uncertainty warred in her chest, but she clung tightly to the thought of what lay ahead. The town had always been her haven: sunlit summers chasing fireflies, her grandmotherâs laughter ringing from the porch, and the quiet that once cradled her restless mind in peace.
It had been years since sheâd last visited, but the constant noise, relentless crowds, and a recent, unsettling encounter had made city life unbearable. Her grandmotherâs house, nestled at the edge of a sprawling forest, now felt like her only escape. It wasnât perfect -her uncle had warned her about the repairs needed- but sheâd gladly trade peeling paint and creaky floors for the chaos she was leaving behind. Besides, without rent to worry about and the freedom of her home-office proofreading job, she had the space and time to start over, one step at a time.
The road stretched endlessly before her, winding through rolling hills and patches of dense forest. The further she drove, the quieter it became. No blaring horns, no traffic, just the hum of her engine and the occasional rustle of leaves stirred by the wind. She cracked the window, letting in the crisp scent of pine and earth.
For the first time in months, she felt her shoulders begin to relax. And then, with an ominous thunk, the car jerked to one side.
Her stomach sank as she guided the vehicle to the shoulder, the once-smooth ride now bumpier than a cobblestone street. Stepping out, she found her fears confirmed: the back tire sagged, utterly deflated.
âOf course,â she muttered, brushing a stray hair from her face. âWhy not?â
She retrieved the jack and wrench from the trunk, determined to fix it herself. She wasnât helpless, after all. But after twenty minutes of grunting, tugging, and nearly twisting her wrist, the lug nuts refused to budge. Maybe they just needed a little more effort.
Two hours later, she slumped against the side of the car, her arms aching and her patience long gone. Sheâd tried everything -kicking the wrench, sitting on it for leverage- everything except calling for help, though the lack of cell signal made that impossible. Her lip trembled as she bit down hard, determined not to let the tears of frustration win.
âYou wanted quiet? You got quiet,â she muttered, her voice tight with irritation. Walking seemed like the only option now. Maybe sheâd stumble upon a house, a gas station, anything. Resolving trying her luck, she locked the car and started forward, her boots crunching against the gravel shoulder.
The air hung heavy with stillness, broken only by the occasional chirp of a bird or the rustle of leaves in the breeze. The walk felt endless, each step feeding her doubts. What if there was nothing ahead? What if sheâd made a mistake leaving the car? Just as she was debating turning back, a low rumble cut through the quiet.
She froze, breath hitching as her eyes darted down the empty road. The sound grew louder, unmistakably the steady growl of a truck engine. Relief flooded her chest, tempered by a flicker of caution.
Moving closer to the edge of the road, she raised a tentative hand to wave. Moments later, an old, sturdy truck came into view, slowing as it approached.
Bucky wasnât in any rush. The late afternoon light filtered through the trees, casting long shadows on the road ahead. He kept one hand steady on the wheel, the other resting casually on his thigh. The hum of the truck engine was a comforting sound, a backdrop to his thoughts.
As he rounded a gentle curve, something caught his eye up ahead: a car parked awkwardly on the shoulder. He frowned, slowing the truck. From the angle it was sitting, it didnât look abandoned, but it wasnât going anywhere either. A flat tire, maybe? His brow furrowed. Someone had to own it, but there wasnât another soul in sight.
He continued slowly, his gaze drifting to the road ahead, and thatâs when he spotted her. She stood near the edge of the road, a duffel bag slung over her shoulder and her hand half-raised in a cautious wave. She didnât look panicked, just tired, a little frustrated, and undeniably relieved to see another human being out here.
He brought the truck to a stop a few feet ahead of her, letting the engine idle as he leaned across the seat to glance out the passenger window. âNeed some help?â he called, keeping his tone easy.
She stepped closer, her cautious wave lowering as she approached. When she stopped short of the truck, her polite smile faltered, her gaze locking on his face.
He didnât notice at first, but she stared, caught off guard by the sight ahead of her. Shoulder-length dark hair framed handsome face, shadowed with a day or two of stubble. And those eyes⌠crystal blue, so piercing they looked like they belonged to the lead character of a romance novel rather than the driver of an old truck.
Her lips parted slightly as her thoughts ran wild. Maybe she was hallucinating. Two hours of frustration and the heat of the sun must have gotten to her, conjuring a guy from one of those pink-covered novels sheâd been proofreading.
âYou okay?â His voice pulled her back, laced with just enough concern to cut through the fog in her head.
She blinked rapidly, heat flooding her cheeks as she scrambled for an excuse. âUh, yeah, sorry. Just⌠fatigue, I guess.â She gave a quick laugh, brushing her hair back as if that would somehow erase her embarrassment. âItâs been a long day.â
Bucky didnât seem to notice anything amiss. He nodded, his expression sympathetic. âYeah, I can imagine.â
She cleared her throat, trying to sound more composed. âIâd really appreciate the help. The tireâs flat and the lug nuts are stuck. Iâve tried everything, but they wonât budge.â
Bucky nodded again, shifting the truck into park before stepping out. âI saw the car back there. Mind if I take a look?â
Her shoulders relaxed slightly, and she offered a more genuine smile. âPlease. Thatâd be great.â
She couldnât help but stare as he climbed out of the truck. It wasnât just the striking eyes or the scruff that made him look like heâd stepped off a book cover, it was everything.
Worn jeans sat low on his hips, perfectly fitted to legs that spoke of strength and endurance. A red flannel shirt, snug across his broad shoulders and well-defined arms, hinted at a life of hard, honest work. His boots crunched against the gravel as he moved with an effortless confidence that made it nearly impossible to look away.
Yup, she thought, feeling her cheeks warm again. A lead character.
She snapped her gaze away, trying to focus on literally anything else, the road, the sky, her worn-out sneakers. But as he approached, the heat creeping up her neck didnât fade.
âYou sure youâre okay?â he asked again, his brow furrowing slightly.
She blinked and met his eyes, cursing herself for getting caught again. âYeah! Yeah, Iâm fine,â she said waving a hand. âJust tired, I guess. Two hours of trying to fight with a tire does that to you.â
He nodded slowly, and his expression softened. âFair enough.â
She gestured vaguely toward her car in the distance. âItâs over there. Iâd appreciate the help, itâs like the universe welded those lug nuts on.â
When they reached the car, she unlocked it and retrieved the tools from the trunk, setting them down beside the flat tire. She stepped back, watching as he crouched and took the wrench in his hand. With what seemed like no effort at all, he twisted the lug nuts loose, the metal giving way under his grip as if it had never been stuck in the first place. She stared again, biting her lip as her gaze lingered on how his forearm flexed under the rolled-up sleeves of his flannel. Completely oblivious to her scrutiny, he worked in focused silence, switching out the flat tire with methodical ease. When he finished, he stood up, brushed the dust from his hands, and glanced at the car. His gaze snagged on the backseat, where duffel bags and boxes were crammed together.
âLooks like youâre movinâ,â he said, his voice low and gruff.
She nodded, brushing her hands on her jeans as if sheâd done any of the work. âYeah, I am. Heading to town. My grandmother used to have a house there, Iâm moving into it.â
Bucky glanced at her, his sharp blue eyes unreadable, but not unkind. âThe old house near the woods?â
Her brows lifted in surprise. âYeah, actually. You know it?â
He shrugged lightly, his gaze slipping to the ground. âSmall town,â he murmured.
Unsure if his hesitation was discomfort or just shyness, she shifted her weight. âWell, thanks again for helping. Iâm Y/n, by the way.â
He didnât respond for a moment and then blinked, as if snapping out of a thought. âBucky,â he said simply, his tone softening just enough to feel welcoming.
âWell, nice to meet you, Bucky.â Her smile was warm despite the long, frustrating day.
He nodded slightly, a flicker of a smile tugging at his lips before it disappeared. âYou should get goinâ,â he said after a pause. âRoadâs pretty empty once it gets dark.â
She nodded, grateful. âRight. Thanks again.â
He gave a short nod before turning to his truck. She lingered for a moment, watching as he climbed into the cab and started the engine, before finally slipping into her car and pulling back onto the road.
He gave her a brief nod, turning to his truck without saying another word. She stood there for a moment, watching him go, before climbing into her car.
Bucky climbed into his truck, shutting the door with a quiet click. As the engine rumbled to life, his thumbs tapped idly on the steering wheel, his mind drifting. So, she was the woman moving into the old blue house, the one the old ladies in town had been gossiping about lately.
âFresh face,â theyâd said, curious and speculative. The kind of talk he usually tuned out, but now he could picture her, standing on the side of the road with that friendly smile.
His jaw tightened as he glanced in the rearview mirror, catching a glimpse of her car pulling back onto the road. Attractive, sure, but that wasnât his business. He wasnât in the habit of noticing things like that anymore, or at least, he tried not to.
Shaking his head slightly, he put the truck in gear and pulled back onto the road.
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She reached the house in the late afternoon, the golden light of the setting sun painting the wooden structure in warm tones. From a distance, it looked charming, but as she got closer, the years of neglect became more apparent. A shutter hung by a single hinge, swinging slightly in the breeze, and the porch sagged in the middle, its boards warped and cracked.
It didnât seem unlivable, though, and for that, she was grateful. The windows were intact, the roof looked solid, and the front door swung open without resistance when she unlocked it. She stepped inside, wrinkling her nose at the stale smell of a house left empty for too long. Dust coated the floors and every surface in sight, but nothing that a good cleaning wouldnât fix.
Walking through the rooms, she made a mental list of things that needed attention. The walls could use fresh paint, the porch would definitely need repairs before it became a hazard, and a few wobbly cabinet doors in the kitchen caught her eye. It was all manageable.
By the time she returned to the living room, she realized the sun had dipped below the horizon, leaving the house in shadows. She flipped the light switch by the door, but nothing happened. A quick check of the other switches confirmed her suspicion, there wasnât a single light bulb in the entire property.
âFigures,â she muttered, setting her hands on her hips. Luckily, sheâd packed a portable lamp. Its soft glow filled the room as she set it on the floor and unrolled her sleeping bag in the corner, where the old sofa used to sit.
Dinner was a simple affair: a cup of instant noodles and a bottle of water, eaten cross-legged on the floor. She was too tired to think about anything elaborate, and the stillness of the house was oddly comforting after the chaos of the city.
Her thoughts drifted back to the dayâs events, replaying the encounter on the road. Buckyâs face flickered in her mind, those piercing blue eyes, the way his long, dark hair framed his sharp features, the slight rasp to his voice when heâd asked if she was okay. She bit her lip, and the memory of the way heâd effortlessly changed the tire brought a faint smile to her lips as her eyelids grew heavy. The moving truck will arrive by morning, and with better lighting, sheâll assess the house and start making it livable. Ideally, she would have cleaned beforehand, but the moving company only had that date available, so she didnât have much choice.
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Right at 8 oâclock sharp, the rumble of the moving truck echoed down the quiet street. She stepped outside, greeting the movers and directing them where to place the furniture. It didnât take long to realize the porchâs sagging boards were going to be a problem. One mover nearly put his foot through a weakened plank, and after a few close calls, they opted to bring in as much as possible through the windows.
After tipping the movers and seeing them off, she grabbed her bag and headed into town. The general store was easy to find, nestled on the main street between a bakery and a small diner. The scent of freshly baked bread lingered in the air as she pushed open the storeâs creaky door, the tiny bell overhead jingling.
Inside, the aisles were narrow and well-stocked, offering everything from cleaning supplies to locally-made jams. She grabbed a basket and began filling it with essentials: sponges, dish soap, floor cleaner, and a few staples for the pantry.
At the checkout line, she felt the weight of a few curious stares. Small towns were like that, everyone wanted to know who the newcomer was. A man in line behind her gave her a polite nod, and a couple of women nearby exchanged whispers before one of them, an older lady with a kind smile, stepped forward.
âMoving into the old blue house on Maple, arenât you?â the woman asked, her voice warm and curious.
She blinked, surprised but not entirely caught off guard. âThatâs right,â she said, returning the smile. âSpent summers there as a kid. Itâs been a while, though.â
âWell, welcome back,â the woman said, clasping her hands. âIâm Dorothy. Let me know if you need anything.â
âActuallyâŚâ she hesitated, seizing the moment. âThe house needs a bit of work, especially the porch. Do you know a good carpenter?â
Dorothyâs face lit up. âSam Wilsonâs the man youâre looking for. Runs a workshop just outside town. Heâs dependable and does fine work. Iâll jot down his address for you.â
After paying for her items, she loaded everything into the car and headed toward the workshop. The drive was short, and soon she spotted a neatly painted sign that read Wilson Woodworks. The building was modest but well-kept, with stacks of lumber and partially finished projects visible through the open garage door.
Grabbing her notepad and pen, she stepped out of the car, hoping Sam would be able to help bring her grandmotherâs house back to life.
The workshop smelled of sawdust and varnish, the soft hum of a saw cutting through wood filling the air. She peered curiously through the open entry, her gaze scanning the neatly organized chaos: tools hanging on pegboards, wood shavings scattered across the floor, and a workbench cluttered with projects in progress. Near the center of the space stood a man in a faded gray t-shirt and jeans, his sleeves rolled up to reveal toned arms. His easy smile and confident posture immediately struck her as someone who knew his craft.
âSam Wilson?â she asked, stepping further inside.
The man turned, his grin widening. âThatâs me,â he replied warmly. âWhat can I do for you?â
âHi. Iâm Y/n. I just moved into town, to the old blue house on Maple Street. The porch is in pretty bad shape, and I was told youâre the one to call.â
Sam gave an approving nod, wiping his hands on a nearby rag. âMaple Street, huh? Yeah, Iâve worked on a couple of those houses. Theyâve got good bones but can be stubborn. Iâd have to take a look before I can give you a plan.â
âOf course,â she said, relieved. âWhen do you think youâd be able to-â
Before she could finish, a gruff voice interrupted from the back of the shop. âSam, I told you that damn hinge on the-â
Bucky appeared, stepping out from what looked like a storage area, drying his hands on a towel. His words faltered the moment he spotted her, his blue eyes locking onto hers in surprise. He froze for a moment, the towel still in his hand, before nodding stiffly.
âHey,â he said, with a cautious tone.
She offered him a small, friendly smile. âHello again.â
Samâs gaze darted between the two of them, a knowing grin spreading across his face like a Cheshire cat. âWell, well,â he drawled. âYou two already know each other so soon?â
Bucky shot him a look -half warning, half exasperation- but Samâs grin only widened.
âWe met yesterday,â she explained, glancing between them. âBucky helped me with a flat tire.â
âDid he now?â Sam leaned back against the workbench, crossing his arms. âMan of many talents, huh, Buck?â
Bucky muttered something under his breath, his ears turning slightly red as he turned away to busy himself with a random piece of wood.
Sam laughed, clearly enjoying himself. âDonât let him fool you,â he said to her, his tone light. âHeâs a softie under all that brooding.â
âIâll keep that in mind,â she replied, unable to suppress a smile.
Buckyâs muttering grew quieter as he moved further into the workshop, but Sam wasnât done. âYouâre in luck, though,â he said to her, eyes sparkling with mischief. âI think youâre gonna give his wood a good use.â
She let out a small laugh, not entirely sure why but unwilling to seem rude. âWell, Iâll do my best,â she said with a shrug, hoping that was the right response.
The sound of tools crashing followed by a sharp, muttered curse that carried through the workshop interrupted the exchange, and she turned toward the source. âIs he okay?â
Sam smirked, his tone teasing as he said, âOh, heâs just fine. Just gets a little... tense when his workâs involved. My friend here is one of my suppliers. Keeps me stocked up on the best lumber in town.â
âOh, I see,â she replied, her gaze briefly flicking toward where Bucky had disappeared. Inwardly, she couldnât help but think that his... thick build seemed to match with the work lumber suppliers did. âSo, should we arrange a time for you to come by and look at the porch?â she asked, mentally slapping herself and steering the conversation back on track.
Sam grinned, leaning casually against the counter. âTomorrow works for you? Say mid-morning?â
âThat sounds great,â she agreed, already mentally listing what she might need to tidy up before his visit.
As her car disappeared down the road, Bucky emerged from the back of the workshop, his steps deliberate and brooding as he approached Sam.
âWhat was that?â he asked, his voice low but edged with irritation.
Sam raised an eyebrow, feigning innocence as he crossed his arms. âWhat was what?â
âYou know what,â Bucky growled, pointing a finger at him. âDonât.â
Sam held up his hands, his expression mock-innocent. âDonât what? Youâre projecting, man. Sheâs just a new neighbor who needs some help with her porch. Thatâs all.â
Bucky narrowed his eyes, his voice dropping even lower. âWhatever your bird brain is planning on doing, donât. Iâm not... Just stay out of my business.â
Sam gave him a sidelong look, clearly unimpressed by Buckyâs gruff warning. âYou think too highly of yourself, Barnes,â he said with a smirk. âIâm just trying to help the lady out, same as you did.â
The logger threw one last dirty glance at Sam, muttering under his breath. âNext cargoâs in four days,â he grumbled, already heading for the door.
Samâs amused chuckle followed him, but Bucky ignored it, his boots hitting the workshop floor with heavy steps.
As he reached the truck, a sharp twinge in his left arm made him curse softly. He grabbed it, flexing his fingers out of habit, then glanced up at the sky. It was streaked with soft clouds, their innocent appearance at odds with what he felt brewing in the air.
A storm was coming.
It wasnât something anyone could see yet, but Bucky didnât need a weather report. Since his arm had been crushed in Afghanistan, leaving him with orthopedic implants and lingering aches, he could always tell when the pressure was about to shift.
He flexed his arm again, rolling his shoulder to ease the discomfort. The storm would hit soon, inside and out.
Sliding into the truck, he decided to stop by the general store on the way home. He needed a bottle of scotch. Maybe two.
It was shaping up to be one of those nights.
When she got back to the house, she dropped the bags on the kitchen counter and let out a sigh. She glanced around at the dim, dusty space and resolved to tackle it head-on. After eating a quick sandwich, she got to work.
The first task was the lightbulbs, all of them. Room by room, she placed them, swearing quietly each time she had to stretch on tiptoe or drag a chair around. Next came the cleaning. By the time she was almost finished, it was late afternoon. She stood in the middle of the living room, exhausted and sweaty, a few stubborn cobwebs clinging to her sleeves. She pushed her hair off her forehead and noticed, through the newly cleaned windows, the unmistakable sight of grey clouds gathering on the horizon.
âGreat,â she muttered, dragging the vacuum to a corner. She glanced up at the ceiling, half expecting to see a stain forming already. âPlease, no leaks. Just this once, let me have some luck.â The wind outside began to pick up, rattling the loose shutter on the porch. She grimaced. The house might not be falling apart, but it wasnât going to win any awards for weatherproofing either.
She pulled the last bag of cleaning supplies toward her, determined to finish what she could before the storm hit.
The rhythmic patter of rain on the roof accompanied her as she sat at the small kitchen table, nursing a simple dinner. Her arms ached pleasantly from the dayâs cleaning spree, her newly functional lightbulbs casting a warm glow over the room. Despite the state of the house when sheâd arrived, it felt more like a home now, or at least the beginning of one.
The rain grew heavier, drumming steadily against the windows as she finished eating and washed her dishes. With a satisfied sigh, she headed for the bathroom. The steamy warmth of the shower was a welcome reprieve, washing away the grime and fatigue of the day. She closed her eyes as the water cascaded down, her mind meandering to the list of things she still needed to tackle.
The porch needs fixing first. Maybe some paint for the walls. And that loose shutter... her lips curled into a soft, almost dreamy smile as her thoughts drifted to Bucky. She bit her lip, suppressing a laugh at herself. It had been a while since sheâd had anyone to daydream about, and maybe it was just her exhaustion playing tricks on her. Clearly, she needed a break from all these romance novels. The irony wasnât lost on her, spending her days proofreading swooning declarations and lingering glances wasnât helping her sanity.
On the other side of town, the rain was more than just a backdrop for Bucky, it was a trigger, a reminder. He sat on the kitchen floor, his back pressed against the counter, cradling a bottle of scotch in one hand and absently flexing the fingers of his left arm with the other. The pain in his left arm wasnât unbearable -heâd had worse- but the weather had settled into his bones.
One would think Afghanistanâs climate rarely saw rain, but he knew better. In the northern regions, heavy rains could flood entire valleys in minutes, turning the ground into treacherous mud. It wasnât just the water he remembered, but the chaos it brought. Mud-caked boots slipping on uneven terrain. The deafening crack of gunfire cutting through the downpour. The screams of comrades whoâd never make it out of the storm, swallowed by water and bullets alike.
He closed his eyes tightly, forcing the memories away, but the rainâs steady rhythm seemed determined to drag him back. He took a long swig from the bottle, the burn of the alcohol a poor distraction for his haunted mind.
And then, unbidden, he thought of her.
The way sheâd smiled at him earlier today at Samâs workshop. Like she was genuinely glad to see him. He shook his head sharply, scowling at himself. He didnât deserve to think about her. Didnât deserve to let himself linger on the way sheâd looked at him with curiosity instead of judgment. He was a broken-down man who knew better than to let anyone get close. The rainâs rhythm matched the pounding in his head, and he rubbed his temple with a quiet groan. Thinking about her was a mistake, one he couldnât afford to make.
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The low hum of a truck pulling up broke the peaceful morning. She peeked out the window, spotting Sam hopping out with a clipboard in hand, a tape measure clipped to his belt. His easy smile greeted her as she opened the door.
âMorning,â he said, tipping an imaginary hat. âReady to figure out what your little slice of heaven here needs?â
She chuckled, stepping aside to let him in. âLetâs call it a fixer-upper and go from there.â
Sam gave a low whistle as he stepped onto the sagging porch. âFirst thingâs first, this baby needs a lot of love. Iâm surprised itâs holding up at all.â He tapped one of the warped boards with his boot, and it creaked ominously.
âWell, thatâs why youâre here,â she replied lightly, crossing her arms.
They walked the perimeter of the house as Sam scribbled notes on his clipboard, occasionally pausing to point out things that needed attention, a loose shutter here, a weathered doorframe there. He climbed the porch steps again, shaking his head. âYouâre lucky nothing majorâs out of whack, though this porch... Yeah, weâll start here.â
She nodded, leaning against the railing -carefully-. âSounds good. So, whatâs next?â
Sam grinned, snapping the clipboard shut. âNow comes the fun part, asking nosy questions while I figure out how to turn this place into a proper home. Whereâd you move from?â
âCity,â she said, her gaze flicking to the overgrown yard. âNeeded a change. Too much noise, too many people.â
He nodded like he understood perfectly. âYeah, city life can wear you down. And what do you do for work? So that I know if I ever need something specific.â
âIâm a proofreader,â she replied. âNot exactly glamorous, but it lets me work from anywhere.â
He chuckled. âSounds pretty glamorous to me. Living the dream: working in pajamas, no one to bother you.â
She laughed, shaking her head. âNot quite. Deadlines donât care if youâre in pajamas.â
âFair point,â Sam said, scribbling something on his clipboard. He glanced at her casually. âAnyone special missing you back in the city?â
Her brow furrowed slightly, caught off guard. âUh, no. Why?â
âNo reason,â he said with an exaggerated shrug, flashing his most innocent grin. âWe small-town folks are just naturally curious.â Satisfied, he tucked the clipboard under his arm. âWell,â he said, turning on the charm, âIâll put together a plan for the porch and those other fixes we talked about. Shouldnât take long.â
âThanks, Sam,â she said, smiling warmly.
He tipped his imaginary hat again. âHappy to help.â As he walked back to his truck, he patted the clipboard storing every little detail sheâd just shared. Oh, heâd have fun with this later.
Over the next few days, she found herself settling deeper into the rhythm of small-town life. Locals stopped to chat whenever she ran errands, and she was finally starting to remember their names. The house was slowly transforming under her care, each repair bringing it closer to what she remembered from her childhood summers.
And then there was Bucky. He was a puzzle she hadnât figured out yet. Quiet and guarded one moment, then unexpectedly kind the next. Their paths seemed to cross more often now. It wasnât intentional, but each encounter left her feeling like sheâd peeled back another layer of his carefully constructed wall.
The first time it happened, she was in the general store, arms full of cleaning supplies and pantry staples, along with a guilty indulgence or two. As she stepped into the checkout line, she spotted him just ahead of her with a modest basket of items, his broad shoulders blocking most of her view of the cashier.
As she shuffled forward, her eyes drifted to his basket. Among the practical items -bread, coffee, and what looked like a pack of nails- sat a brightly colored box of dinosaur-shaped mac and cheese.
She couldnât help herself. âDidnât peg you for the novelty pasta type.â She quipped lightly, a teasing smile curling her lips.
Bucky turned his head sharply, caught off guard. He glanced at the box, then back at her, a faint pink tinting his cheeks, as he muttered âTheyâre easy. And cheap.â
The combination of his flustered tone and stoic expression made her grin. âHey, no judgment. Dinosaurs are awesome. Iâd pick those over plain elbows any day.â
His lips twitched, just slightly, but enough to count. âYouâve got good taste,â he said, the faintest trace of a smirk softening his features.
The cashier rang up his items, and he moved through quickly, nodding politely as he passed her. But as she finished paying and struggled to balance her bags, she found him lingering outside near his truck.
âNeed a hand?â he asked gruffly, though he was already moving toward her.
She hesitated for a moment before relenting. âIf you donât mind.â
Without a word, he scooped up the heaviest bags as if they weighed nothing. She blinked at the sight, muscles flexing under his worn henley.
âThanks,â she said, slightly breathless, trying to keep up as he strode to her car.
âWelcome,â he said simply, setting the bags in her trunk with ease. His gaze flicked to her briefly, and he almost looked like he wanted to say more. Instead, he just gave a curt nod and walked back to his truck.
It was only a few days later when they ran into each other again, this time at the post office. She had just picked up a package that was almost comically large, far too awkward for one person to handle easily. Balancing it against her hip, she tried to maneuver her way out of the building without dropping it, muttering a steady stream of curses under her breath.
Just as the box tilted precariously, a hand appeared to steady it, large and sure.
âCareful,â came the familiar low drawl.
She blinked, startled, and looked up into a pair of blue eyes she was starting to recognize all too well. âThanks,â she said, exhaling in relief. âStarting to think you have impeccable timing.â
His lips twitched, that almost-smile she was beginning to appreciate flickering across his face. âJust passing through.â He replied, shifting his grip on the package and effortlessly hoisting it up, carrying it like it weighed nothing at all.
âOh, you donât have to-â
âItâs fine,â he stated simply, his tone leaving no room for argument. He glanced at her car and walked toward it.
She trailed behind him as he easily strode with the package. By the time she unlocked the trunk, he deposited the box neatly inside, brushing his hands off quickly.
âThanks,â she said again, feeling a little useless but sincerely grateful.
âItâs nothinâ,â he replied, already stepping back. His eyes lingered on her for a second longer than usual before he turned toward his truck, parked a few spaces down.
She watched him go, following the deliberate, measured way he moved. Just as he reached his door, she called out impulsively, âI owe you one, you know.â
He paused, glancing back at her with a quirk of his brow. âIâll hold you to it,â he said, the hint of a smirk tugging at his mouth. And then he was gone, leaving her with a warm, unexpected feeling she carried all the way home.
The days that followed were quiet but productive. Between finishing work assignments, and tinkering with small projects around the house, she hardly noticed how much time she spent indoors until her eyes began to ache from staring at her laptop screen for hours on end.
One crisp morning, the allure of fresh air proved too strong to resist. She decided to take a walk in the woods, craving a change of scenery. It had been years since the last time sheâd wandered those familiar paths, but she still remembered some of the trails from her childhood summers.
As she wandered along the narrow dirt trail, the sunlight filtering through the canopy in golden shafts painted the forest in a warm, serene glow. She hadnât expected to encounter anyone out here, but the steady, rhythmic thwack of an axe meeting wood broke through the quiet, catching her attention.
Curiosity stirred, and before she could think better of it, she found herself following the sound, her footsteps light on the soft earth.
There he was, in a small clearing just off the trail, splitting logs with effortless precision. Buckyâs axe swung high before coming down in a clean arc, the sharp crack of splitting wood breaking the stillness. A neat pile of firewood grew beside him, while fresh rounds waited in a haphazard stack.
He hadnât noticed her yet, too focused on his work, and she found herself lingering longer than she should have, watching the way his muscles moved beneath his shirt and how his hair stuck to his forehead.
When he finally glanced up and spotted her, her stomach flipped. His brows knit together in mild surprise, and he straightened, propping the axe against a nearby stump.
âYou lost?â he asked, with a low and even voice, though his tone wasnât unkind.
She stepped closer, shaking her head. âNo, just wandering. I didnât mean to interrupt.â
âYou didnât,â he said, grabbing a rag from the pile and wiping his hands. His gaze lingered on her for a moment, like he was trying to piece together why she was there. âTrail gets tricky up ahead. Lots of roots and uneven ground.â
âIâll keep that in mind,â she replied, glancing around the clearing. âThis your spot?â
He nodded once. âHelps to stay busy.â
She looked at the pile of wood, then back at him. âLooks like more than just âstaying busy.ââ
A faint smirk tugged at his lips. âWinters here are rough.â
There was a pause, not quite awkward, but heavy. She shifted her weight, tucking a stray strand of hair behind her ear. âWell, itâs impressive. I mean, you make it look easy.â
âItâs not,â he said simply, picking up the axe again. âBut you get used to it.â
She lingered, unsure if she should say more or let him get back to work. He tilted his head slightly, watching her with a curious expression.
âYou like the woods?â he asked, breaking the silence.
âYeah,â she said, smiling softly. âItâs peaceful out here. Different from the city.â
His gaze flicked back to the axe in his hand. âIt is.â There was a weight to his words, hinting at something deeper than just the stillness of the woods, but she chose not to push.
âWell, Iâll let you get back to it,â she said finally, offering him a polite nod.
âCareful on the trail,â he said again, his voice softer this time.
As she turned to leave, she couldnât resist glancing back over her shoulder. He was already back to work, the axe slicing clean through another log. She bit her lip, shaking her head at herself as she continued down the trail.
He sighed. Winters are rough? That was the polite answer, the one people accepted without a second glance. The truth was darker, heavier. Every time the weight of old memories clawed at him -screams, chaos, the suffocating fear that came into walking a dark tunnel that could bury him alive- he found his solace in the rhythmic swing of an axe. Splitting firewood was his refuge, the repetitive motion carving out a rare emptiness in his mind.
He kept chopping, waiting until he was sure she wouldnât glance back again. Then, he let himself linger, his eyes following her retreating form.
He was interested.
Shit.
Sam hadnât been helping either, dropping âinnocentâ tidbits about her, like breadcrumbs, every time they crossed paths. How she worked from home. How she wasnât seeing anyone. How she seemed to be settling in, though she was still getting used to small-town life. Bucky could tell Sam was trying to nudge him, but it only stirred something conflicted in him.
On one hand, he was drawn to her, from her curves to the way she smiled, also, the way her voice provoked a warmth in him he hadnât felt in years. On the other hand, the thought of pursuing something -anything- good for himself felt... wrong. Like he didnât deserve it.
And then there was the matter of simply not knowing how.
He was out of shape when it came to people. Always had been, even before life turned upside down. Now, with scars inside and out, the idea of approaching her felt like staring down at a puzzle he didnât have the pieces for.
What would he even say? What would she think if she knew the mess he was?
Bucky swung the axe harder, the sharp crack of the log splitting echoing through the clearing. He flexed his fingers and tightened his jaw.
For now, all he could do was chop and hope the noise drowned out the voice in his head whispering that he wasnât enough.
Over the next couple of months, the little town started to feel less like a temporary retreat and more like a place she could call home. The older women gushed over her porch restoration project and eagerly shared gardening tips, while the crowd closer to her age welcomed her into their fold with invitations for coffee dates or potluck dinners.
And then there was Bucky.
Though technically part of that age group, he was absent from most social gatherings. She couldnât picture him at a potluck, anyway, sitting around sharing recipes or small talk. It just wasnât him. Yet, in his own quiet way, heâd become more present in her life.
Bit by bit, he seemed to uncoil from whatever tension held him so tightly. He started to linger longer during their chance encounters, sometimes surprising them both with a dry, unexpected joke. Other times, heâd pitch in with simple acts of kindness, like carrying eventually heavy stuff to her car, or even fixing the wobbly step on her porch when Sam got busier and asked him to do it. He could have said no, but he still came, quietly getting the job done without any fanfare.
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Then, the announcement of the annual town festival brought a new wave of excitement. It was the event of the season, where everyone came together to celebrate the town's founding. Without much hesitation, she signed up to contribute, deciding to sell pies and baked goods. Not only was it a way to contribute to the celebration, but it was also a chance to make a little extra income for the ongoing repairs to the house. The porch was done, but there was still plenty of work to do: fresh paint, creaky floorboards, and other little fixes that added up.
So, she rolled up her sleeves and got to work. The week leading up to the festival was a whirlwind of flour-dusted counters and the comforting aroma of cinnamon and vanilla. She tested each recipe to make sure they were just like her grandmother used to make.
The excitement of the upcoming festival settled over the town, and she felt like she was becoming part of something bigger, a tradition, a community.
Meanwhile, word had spread that she was setting up a booth to sell her pies. Sam, always the one to keep an ear to the ground, couldn't help but tease Bucky one morning while they were working on a new batch of supplies for the festival booths. They were building the structure for several of the vendors, and Bucky had come by to help with the heavier lifting, always lending a hand when needed.
âSheâs doing a booth, huh?â Sam asked with a knowing grin as he hammered in a final nail. âMaybe you should swing by, get yourself a little sugar, hm?â
Buckyâs response was as sharp as ever. âShut up, Wilson,â he grumbled, his eyes narrowing as he worked, but Sam could see the way his shoulders stiffened, the way he held himself a little straighter.
He stayed silent for a beat, focusing on the sturdy plank of wood he was planing down. The rhythmic scrape of the tool seemed to be the only thing keeping him calm. Sam, however, was never one to let a good opportunity slip by.
âIâm just saying,â Sam pressed on, leaning casually against the workbench, âsheâs single, sheâs sweet, and she seems to like you.â He smirked, his tone teetering on playful. âYou could, yâknow, take a shot. Maybe buy a pie while youâre at it. You canât live on just dino-shaped mac and cheese.â
Bucky huffed a humorless laugh, setting the plane down with a bit more force than intended. âAnd what would I even say to her, huh? âHi, Iâm good at chopping wood and screwing things up.â Thatâs a real winner.â
Sam raised an eyebrow, undeterred. âYou donât have to lead with the self-deprecating monologue, man. Just... be you. Youâre a good guy, Buck, even if you refuse to see it.â He straightened, resting a hand on his hip. âAnd sheâs clearly got some interest. Not every woman looks at a guy like heâs the only steady thing in a storm.â
Bucky shot him a sharp look, the tips of his ears unmistakably pink. âShe doesnât-â
âOh, she does,â Sam interrupted with a grin that widened at Buckyâs growing discomfort. âAnd youâd see it too if you didnât spend so much time convincing yourself youâre not worth her attention.â
For a long moment, Bucky said nothing, his jaw tightening as he flexed his left hand, a tell Sam recognized far too well. Finally, he sighed, leaning his weight on the workbench. âItâs not that simple.â
âIt never is,â Sam agreed, his tone softening. âBut you donât have to figure it all out today. Start small. Talk to her at the festival. Buy a pie. Hell, buy the whole booth if you have to.â He clapped Bucky on the shoulder, eliciting a grunt. âJust donât let this pass you by.â
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The day of the festival arrived, and the town square buzzed with life. Booths lined the streets, each one bursting with local goods: handmade crafts, fresh produce, and jars of preserves. Children darted through the crowds, their faces painted like butterflies or superheroes, their laughter weaving through the cheerful hum of a local band playing in the distance.
Her booth stood out in its simplicity, decorated with gingham tablecloths and jars of freshly picked flowers from her garden. The pies were the centerpiece, their golden crusts glistening in the sunlight, flanked by trays of cookies and jars of homemade jam.
She adjusted the sign that read âBaked Goods â From Grannyâs Recipe Boxâ and stepped back, taking a deep breath to steady herself.
The day unfolded in a whirlwind of chatter and laughter. Her booth was busier than sheâd dared to hope, a steady stream of customers stopping to sample the pies or chat about the sign. Compliments came easily from the townsfolk, praising her buttery crusts and spiced fillings. Each kind word felt like a little victory, her heart swelling with the realization that she was becoming a part of the community.
The sun climbed higher into the sky, casting warm golden light over the bustling festival. Her booth remained busy, the stream of smiling faces keeping her occupied and distracted, though not enough to stop her from glancing through the crowd now and then.
By mid-afternoon, Sam strolled up, hands in his pockets and an easy grin on his face. "Well, well. Look at you, baking queen," he teased.
She laughed, brushing a stray strand of hair out of her face. âHardly. But Iâll take it. Want a slice?â
Sam leaned on the edge of the booth, scanning the offerings. âTempting, but I might be here on more of a reconnaissance mission.â
Her brow lifted. âWhat kind of mission?â
âYou know, checking in, seeing how you're doing, and maybe scouting for a certain broody lumberjack.â He winked, and she rolled her eyes with a chuckle.
âLet me guess, he sent you to grab a pie?â she joked, wiping her hands on her apron.
âBucky? Nah.â Samâs grin dimmed slightly, and he gave a small shrug. âDidnât see him around earlier. Honestly, he might not even show. Festivals arenât really his thing.â
She tried to keep the disappointment off her face, focusing instead on adjusting a jar of jam on the table. Sam caught the subtle shift in her expression, his teasing smile softening.
âHeâs around,â Sam said casually, leaning an elbow on the edge of the booth. âBuckyâs just⌠not much of a crowd guy. Give him time.â
Her fingers paused on the jar, but she didnât look up. âI wasnât-â
âSure you werenât,â Sam interrupted with a knowing grin. âBut I wouldnât hold it against him. People arenât really his thing. Except, maybe, certain people.â
She rolled her eyes, her lips curving into a small smile despite herself. âAnd youâre just full of insight, arenât you?â
âHey, Iâm just observinâ.â He straightened up, grabbing a cookie from the tray. âAnd Iâll take one of these for the road. Festivalâs not complete without snacks.â
She shook her head, amused as Sam strolled off, leaving her alone to greet the next customer.
The hours passed in a blur of chatter and sales, the sun dipping lower in the sky. Sheâd almost stopped scanning the square for him when, late in the afternoon, a familiar figure emerged.
Bucky walked slowly, his hands buried deep in his jacket pockets, his gaze flicking over the booths like he wasnât sure where to go. Then he spotted her. His shoulders straightened, and their eyes met across the square. For a moment, neither moved. Then, with an almost sheepish hesitation, he started toward her.
Each step closer felt like a mistake, and yet he didnât stop. His eyes took in the sight of her booth, tidy and charming, and then her. She wore a casual dress under a cardigan, and a frilly apron tied neatly around her waist, the image of a vintage housewife. The dress fit snugly at her chest, the fabric pulling slightly when she moved to rearrange something on the table. It wasnât anything overly revealing, but it didnât matter; all of the visual information seemed to bypass his brain entirely and head directly to the south. He swallowed hard, trying to redirect his focus before he embarrassed himself.
âHey,â he said when he reached the booth, his voice a little softer than he intended. He scratched the back of his neck, glancing briefly at the display of pies and jars before forcing himself to meet her eyes.
âHi,â she replied, her face lighting up in a way that made the whole awkward journey worth it.
âI, uh... thought Iâd stop by,â he continued, the words fumbling slightly as he fought the urge to retreat. âLooks like business is good.â He gestured vaguely at the booth, trying to seem casual, though his pulse was anything but.
âItâs been steady,â she said, her smile warm. âI wasnât sure if youâd make it.â
Her words made him hesitate, but only briefly. He nodded toward the pies, his lips twitching into what might have been the beginnings of a smile. âFigured Iâd see what all the fuss is about.â
âAnd?â she asked, a playful glint in her eye. âAre you finding the fuss justified?â
He looked at her then, his gaze lingering in a way that made her shift her weight slightly. His lips quirked into the faintest smirk. âSeen a few tempting products,â he said, his voice low, almost teasing.
Was that... a double meaning? She wasnât sure, but the way her stomach flipped at his tone left her biting her lip to suppress a smile.
âWell,â she said, leaning slightly against the booth, âwhat might you be interested in, then?â
âGot any plum jam?â he asked after a moment, his eyes scanning the jars displayed on the table.
She winced apologetically. âSorry, sold out this morning. Itâs a popular one.â
He gave a small nod, not seeming too put out. âGuess Iâll settle for a slice of apple pie, then.â
âYou wonât regret it,â she said, quickly cutting a generous slice and placing it in a little paper dish. As she handed it to him, their fingers brushed briefly, a small, electric jolt of contact that she tried not to overthink.
âThanks,â he murmured, his gaze flickering back to hers for a split second before focusing intently on the pie. He took a bite, and the deep, guttural groan that escaped him had her blinking in surprise, and then staring at him, very much not with pure thoughts.
Her gaze dropped helplessly to his mouth, where a small dollop of apple mush clung stubbornly to the corner of his lips. Oh, how sheâd love to help him clean that up, maybe even by lapping it up herself. The thought had her throat going dry. âUh, you have... there,â she managed, signaling to her own mouth because words failed her entirely.
He frowned slightly, his thumb swiping at his lips. When he missed, she gave a quick, stifled laugh, shaking her head and pointing more precisely. His next attempt was successful, and when he scooped the apple filling with his thumb and licked it clean off, her breath caught.
That should be illegal.
âDamn,â he said, glancing down at the pie with newfound respect. âGuess you can marry now.â
She blinked, startled. âWhat?â
His ears reddened as he fumbled for an explanation, suddenly realizing how strange that sounded. âUh... my ma used to say... I mean, like, if a woman could cook well, sheâd be ready for marriage, or something⌠uh, forget it.â He waved a hand, suddenly looking like he wanted the ground to swallow him whole.
âOh no,â she said, crossing her arms and quirking a brow, her lips twitching in amusement. âNow I really want to know what your ma used to say.â
âMy ma used to say,â he admitted reluctantly, âa woman who can bake a pie like this could keep a man happy for life.â
As the words left his mouth, he realized -really realized- what heâd just said. Bringing up marriage, even indirectly, in what was supposed to be casual conversation? A new low, even for him. His inward grimace was immediate, a mortifying mix of regret and disbelief at his own lack of subtlety.
She blinked at him, her head tilting slightly, a flicker of something unreadable crossing her face. âWell,â she said slowly, the edge of her lip quirking up, âBet she was the kind of person who made everyone feel at home.â
He cleared his throat, rubbing the back of his neck. âYeah, she... she was something.â Hoping to steer the moment away from the awkward territory heâd stumbled into, he gestured vaguely to the booth. âAnyway, uh... pieâs great. Really.â
âThanks, Bucky. Iâm glad you like it. Itâs one of my grannyâs best recipes.â She smiled warmly
He nodded, his lips twitching into something close to a smile. âShe taught you well.â
That earned a soft laugh from her. âYeah, sheâd make me practice until I got it just right. Burned a lot of pies before this one.â
The conversation lingered as they eased into a rhythm, the earlier tension giving way to something more relaxed. She asked about his work, curious about how he supplied Sam with lumber, and he surprised her by sharing a bit more than usual talking about the care it took to choose the right trees and how the process wasnât just chopping wood but understanding the forest itself.
âYou make it sound like an art,â she said, tilting her head thoughtfully.
âGuess it kinda is,â he admitted. âYouâve gotta respect it. If you donât, it shows in the work.â
Before she could respond, a familiar voice interrupted, cutting through their moment like a buzz saw.
âWell, well, look who finally decided to show up!â
Samâs broad grin was radiant as he strolled up to the booth, hands tucked casually into his pockets.
Bucky groaned softly, his shoulders slumping a fraction as if bracing himself for whatever teasing was about to come. âWhat do you want, Sam?â
âOh, nothing much,â Sam said breezily, his eyes darting between the two of them. âJust thought Iâd check in, maybe grab some pie, see whatâs happening over here.â He smirked. âLooks like I picked the right booth.â
She rolled her eyes, but the smile tugging at her lips betrayed her amusement. âCareful, Sam. Youâre gonna run me out of inventory if you keep showing up.â
Sam leaned on the counter, grinning. âDonât worry, Iâm here only to make sure Bucky doesnât scare off your customers with his broody face.â
Bucky shot him a glare, but Sam only shrugged, completely unfazed.
âActually, Buck, some of the people are starting to pack up. We should get a head start on breaking down everything so tomorrowâs not such a hassle,â Sam continued, his tone shifting to business mode. âDonât give me that look, I'm not the one who strolled in here right before closing time.â
Bucky sighed but didnât argue. âRight, right,â he muttered but didnât seem eager to leave just yet.
She chuckled softly at their dynamic, watching as Sam started to organize a few things, seemingly trying to speed up the process of wrapping up. Â âWell then, Iâll just get the last of these pies packed up.â she said, wiping her hands on her apron.
âOh, Iâm sure youâll make it a little easier on yourself if you let us take a couple of those home,â Sam said with a grin, his eyes scanning the remaining trays. âFor later, of course. Canât let all this deliciousness go to waste.â
Bucky didnât respond right away, but his gaze lingered on the last few slices, making it clear he wasnât about to pass up on some baked goods.
âYeah, well, I suppose youâre right,â she said, laughing. âGuess you both deserve some for your hard work on the structures.â
âIâm not gonna argue with that,â Sam said, grinning as he reached for the remaining slices of pie. âBesides,â he said, gesturing toward Bucky, âlook at him. He must be starving. You donât know the amount of food it takes to keep all that going.â
Bucky froze mid-chew, his fork hovering just above the plate, and gave Sam a pointed look, equal parts exasperation and disbelief. âSeriously?â
âWhat?â Sam shrugged innocently, though his smirk said otherwise. âItâs true. Youâre always munching on something. Remember last week? Three sandwiches in one sitting, and you still stole my fries.â
Buckyâs glare sharpened, but it only fueled Samâs amusement. âYou ate half my wings, Wilson,â Bucky said dryly, his tone low and unimpressed.
âDetails,â Sam said with a wave of his hand, his grin not fading. âPoint is, youâve got the appetite of a bear coming out of hibernation. Iâm just trying to make sure you donât go hungry.â
She laughed as she placed the box of pies on the counter. âWell, I canât have that on my conscience,â she teased. âTake as many slices as you need, Bucky. Weâll call it a public service.â
Bucky shifted on his feet, his gaze darting between her and the pies. The faintest flush crept up his neck as he mumbled, âThanks,â and slid another slice of pie onto his plate. His eyes lingered on the cookies for a moment before he reached for one, his movements a little hesitant, as if he wasnât sure how much was too much.
âYou sure?â he asked, glancing up at her, his voice quieter now.
She smiled warmly, waving off his concern. âPositive. Consider it payment for all the heavy lifting.â
He huffed a low laugh, the corner of his mouth twitching up in what could almost be called a smile. âAppreciate it,â he said, his words rough but sincere.
Sam clapped him on the shoulder, almost making Bucky drop the cookie. âAlright, big guy, letâs get out of her way before you clean her out completely.
Bucky shot him a half-hearted glare but allowed Sam to steer him toward a cluster of tables nearby, his plate balanced carefully in one hand.
She watched them go, her lips curving into a smile as Sam said something that made Bucky shake his head in exasperation.
With a deep breath, she turned back to finish packing up, though her gaze flicked toward their working spot every now and then.
That night, she lay in bed, the exhaustion of the festival weighing her body down but leaving her mind buzzing. Every detail of the day replayed like a film reel, but one moment stood out above all: Bucky and his awkward, utterly endearing comment about marriage.
She groaned, burying her flushed face into her pillow like a teenager. Guess you can marry now. The memory of his hesitant, almost panicked attempt to explain himself made her toes curl, not in secondhand embarrassment but in something far warmer, more thrilling. And the way heâd looked at her as he said it... that fleeting vulnerability, his ears burning red. She shook her head, biting her lip against a smile.
An idea came to her mind while sipping her morning coffee, staring at the half-empty box of baked goods and preserves she hadnât packed into the car the day before. Sheâd thought she was carrying too much, but now she saw what sheâd left behind: two jars of plum jam. The very ones Bucky had wanted at the festival but hadnât been able to get.
She turned one jar in her hand, smiling faintly. It wasnât much, but it felt like the right thing to do, a small gesture to thank him for all the ways heâd helped her. A friendly token, nothing more. The thought made her nerves tingle anyway.
Shoving those thoughts aside, she packed the jars into her backpack, laced up her boots, and headed out. She made her way toward the spot where sheâd found him last time, the rhythmic thwack of his axe cutting through wood still vivid in her memory. She tried not to feel disappointed when the clearing came into view and she didnât see him right away, but then a faint rustling sound caught her attention.
Bucky was there, further back, crouched near a stack of neatly cut logs, inspecting a wedge that had splintered unevenly. He looked so at ease in his element, that she almost turned back. But then he shifted, his head tilting slightly as if heâd heard her approach.
âHey,â she called, her voice lighter than intended.
He stood, turning to face her. His brow furrowed slightly in surprise, but it softened quickly. âHey.â
âI, uh...â She adjusted her backpack strap, suddenly feeling awkward for tracking him down like this. âI had some leftovers from the festival, and I remembered you wanted plum jam. Turns out I had two jars I didnât even bring.â She opened the backpack and pulled them out, offering them with a tentative smile. âFigured Iâd bring them to you as a thank-you for all the times youâve helped me out.â
Bucky stared at the jars, his expression unreadable at first, but then his lips tugged into the faintest hint of a smile. âYou didnât have to do that.â
âI know,â she said, shrugging lightly. âBut I wanted to. Itâs just jam, anyway.â
âJust jam,â he repeated, taking the jars from her hands, his fingers brushing hers briefly. He glanced at the labels, then back at her. âThanks. Really.â
âYouâre welcome,â she said, feeling breathless under his intense gaze. She stuffed her hands into her knitted jacket pockets, trying to play it cool. âHope itâs as good as my pies.â
His lips twitched, that almost-smile appearing again. âGuess Iâll have to let you know.â For a moment, neither of them moved, then he cleared his throat, gesturing toward the logs behind him. âYou walked all the way out here just for this?â he asked, slightly lifting his brow.
âPretty much, yeah,â she admitted, her voice softening as a hint of shyness crept in. She shifted her weight from one foot to the other, suddenly very aware of how much effort sheâd put into this small gesture.
Buckyâs gaze lingered on her for a moment, âThatâs... thoughtful of you.â
Her cheeks warmed under his quiet scrutiny, but she forced a casual shrug. âWell, I figured it beats letting them collect dust in my pantry.â
âStill,â he murmured, âthanks. Means a lot.â
âYouâre welcome. I, uh...â She glanced at the jars in his hands, suddenly unsure of herself. âI wonât take more of your time. Just wanted to...â She gestured vaguely toward the jam, the movement almost bashful.
Buckyâs gaze softened, his grip tightening slightly around the jars. Before she could step away, he called after her, his voice rough yet almost hesitant. âHey.â
She turned back, catching the flicker of something earnest in his expression.
âThanks again,â he said simply, holding up the jars slightly.
Her smile softened, more genuine now. âAnytime.â
Bucky stood there for a long moment after she left, staring at the jars in his hands. The deep, rich purple of the jam glinted faintly in the sunlight filtering through the trees, but his mind wasnât on the contents. It was on her. The way her voice had faltered, the slight hesitance in her movements when she handed them to him, like she wasnât sure if heâd even want them.
Why the hell wouldnât I? he thought bitterly, his jaw tightening. He shifted the jars to one hand, his free one dragging down his face. Damn it.
The easy confidence he used to have, -the kind that once let him charm anyone he wanted- was long gone, worn away by years of service that had left their mark on his body and mind. His scars, both visible and hidden, werenât just marks; they were reminders of a life split into before and after. He set the jars carefully on a stump, picking up his axe again and turning back to the log heâd been working on.
The first swing came down harder than necessary, the wood splitting with a satisfying crack.
What if Sam was right? What if she really did like him? What the hell would he even do with that? He couldnât imagine someone like her -a woman who baked pies for town festivals and brought plum jam out to the woods- being happy with someone like him. Someone who carried more baggage than he knew how to unpack.
The axe came down again, the sharp sound echoing through the clearing.
She deserved better than someone like him. Someone whole. Someone who didnât wake up in cold sweats or flinch at loud noises. Someone who could stand in a crowd without feeling like the walls were closing in. He couldnât even have a simple conversation without fumbling over his words like a damn teenager.
Another swing and the log finally gave way, splitting clean in two. He adjusted the pieces and started again, the rhythmic motion grounding him even as his thoughts spiraled.
And yet... there she was, walking through the woods just to give him something she thought heâd like. Her smile was genuine, her laugh soft, and for a moment, it had felt almost normal, like maybe he wasnât the broken mess heâd convinced himself he was.
Donât kid yourself.
The axe paused mid-air as his gaze flickered to the jars again. She wasnât just being polite, was she? There had been something in her eyes, something he didnât know how to name but felt keenly.
God, I used to be good at this, he thought, lowering the axe and resting his hands on the handle. Before everything went to hell, before the nightmares and the scars and the sense of being completely out of place in a world that had moved on without him, heâd known how to read people. Known how to charm them.
Now, he couldnât even tell if the kindest gesture heâd received in years was just... friendliness.
Bucky exhaled slowly, his grip tightening on the axe. He had no answers, only doubts, and a feeling in his gut that maybe, just maybe, he was about to screw this up like he did everything else.
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The afternoon sunlight filtered through the living room curtains as she sat cross-legged on the couch, her laptop balanced on her knees. She rubbed her temples and glared at the screen, rereading the same sentence for what felt like the hundredth time. The latest manuscript she was proofreading was a Highlander romance, complete with a Marie Sue, a couple of brawny warriors, and more plaid than a fabric store. It wasnât that she disliked the genre, but this one was so clichĂŠ-ridden it was almost impressive.
âAnd then his emerald eyes bore into hers, as if he could see the depths of her soul,â she read aloud, her tone dry. She let out a groan, rolling her eyes for what felt like the fiftieth time that day. âOf course he did.â
Still, it paid the bills. She took a sip of her now lukewarm tea and leaned back, debating whether to power through or take a break. Thatâs when a knock sounded at the door.
Her brows furrowed. Dorothy, the old lady he met at the general store, had mentioned bringing over some plant bulbs today, and it was her signature to show up unannounced. Closing the laptop with a sigh of relief at the distraction, she stood and padded to the door.
âDorothy, you didnât have to-â she began, opening the door with a welcoming smile, only to have the words die in her throat.
It wasnât Dorothy.
Bucky stood there, one hand gripping a well-worn toolbox and the other shoved casually into the pocket of his jeans. The red henley he wore was snug enough to highlight the curve of his shoulders and the breadth of his chest, but not enough to look like he was trying. His hair was slightly mussed, as if the wind had tussled it just before he knocked, and the faintest hint of stubble shadowed his jaw.
For a second, neither of them spoke. She blinked, her surprise evident, while he cleared his throat and offered a small, almost sheepish nod.
âHey,â he said, his deep voice tinged with a hint of hesitation. âI, uh... remembered you mentioned during the festival needing to fix a couple of roof tiles.â He lifted the toolbox slightly as if to emphasize his purpose. âThought Iâd stop by and take care of it. For the jam.â
It was a perfectly logical explanation, but the sight of him on her porch, looking like an ad for rustic competence, left her momentarily speechless.
She groaned inwardly, the warmth of embarrassment creeping up her neck as she registered her current state, an old pair of sweatpants and an even older shirt with a faded logo, complete with a jam stain right across the bosom. Great. Just great.
âYou didnât have to do that,â she finally managed, her voice brushing off the initial surprise as she tucked a stray hair behind her ear. âReally, itâs not that big of a deal.â
Bucky shrugged, the corner of his mouth twitching into a small, easy smile. âFigured I owed you one. Besides, itâs no trouble.â
Despite herself, her lips quirked in a smile as she stepped aside and gestured toward the side of the house. âWell, okay then. The tiles that need fixing are just over there.â
He nodded, his movements purposeful but unhurried, as he turned toward his truck. âIâll grab my ladder and get started.â
As he walked away, she shut the door with a quiet click and let out a soft exhale, leaning her forehead briefly against the cool wood. A glance down at her outfit made her wince. Nope. There was no way she was standing out there in this while Bucky Barnes fixed her roof looking like a walking ad for rugged, small-town charm.
She bolted for her room, tearing through her wardrobe with newfound urgency. A simple casual dress with a V neckline and cardigan was the winning combo, comfortable enough for an impromptu chat but still presentable. She smoothed the fabric over her hips and checked her reflection in the mirror, brushing her hair back into place before heading back to the living room.
The faint clink of metal outside signaled that Bucky was already at work. Feeling slightly more put-together, she made her way to the kitchen to make some lemonade, hoping she didnât look like she was trying too hard.
Once the lemonade was ready, she poured a glass, her movements steady as she tried to keep her thoughts from spiraling. It wasnât a big deal. Just a neighborly gesture to bring him something cool while he worked. Absolutely no ulterior motives, she told herself firmly, ignoring the tiny thrill that ran through her at the thought of talking to him again.
After tidying up a few things to stall for time, she finally stepped outside, the lemonade glass balanced carefully in her hand. The sun had warmed the air, and she spotted Bucky perched on the ladder, one boot firmly planted on a lower rung as he worked to secure a tile.
âHey,â she called out lightly, making her way toward him.
He glanced down, his hands pausing mid-adjustment. His gaze caught on her new outfit, lingering for a moment before flicking back to her face. She wasnât imagining it, the slight shift in his expression was hard to miss.
Feeling suddenly self-conscious under his sharp blue eyes, she offered the glass with a small smile. âThought you might want something to drink.â Then, in a rush of nervous energy, she added, âDorothy was supposed to drop by, so I figured I should look a little more... put together.â
His gaze flickered briefly to the neckline of her dress, the height of his vantage point affording a view to skin that other way should be concealed by cloth. For a split second, his focus lingered on the swell of her breasts before he forced his attention back to her face with an unreadable expression.
âThanks,â he said gruffly, reaching down to take the glass. His fingers brushed hers for a fraction of a second, the callouses rough against her skin, and she fought the urge to shiver at the contact.
âYouâre, uh, making good progress,â she said, nodding toward the roof as if that would distract from the warmth in her cheeks.
âNot much to it,â he replied, taking a sip. His Adamâs apple bobbed as he drank, and her eyes dipped of their own accord, watching the movement.
When he handed the glass back, their fingers brushed again, and she swore his hand lingered just a moment longer this time.
She lingered by the ladder, holding her glass of lemonade, the condensation cool against her fingers. âYou and Sam did a great job building the booths for the festival,â she said, her tone casual. âNot only a provider, huh? Seems like youâre quite the handyman too.â
Bucky glanced down at her, his lips twitching into a faint smile before he focused back on the tile he was securing. âIt wasnât just us. Plenty of other guys helped out.â
âStill,â she insisted, watching the muscles in his forearms shift as he worked, âitâs cool. You donât see that kind of dedication every day.â
He didnât respond right away, his grip tightening on the hammer. The compliment clearly unsettled him, and for a split second, his aim wavered. The hammer came down too close to his thumb, and he muttered a sharp curse under his breath.
âAre you okay?â she asked, stepping closer instinctively. Her brows knit together with concern as she watched him shake out his hand.
âPeachy,â he muttered with a gruff voice, though the faint pink creeping up his neck gave away his frustration, whether from the near miss or her watchful presence, she wasnât sure.
Her lips twitched at his tone, but she held back a laugh, not wanting to poke the bear. âAlright, then. Iâll leave you to it before I distract you into taking off a finger.â
He glanced down at her, his blue eyes sharp but not unkind. âYouâre not a distraction,â he said after a beat, his voice softer this time.
Her stomach did a little flip, but she forced herself to keep her tone light. âStill, Iâd hate to be the reason you get hurt. Let me know if you need anything else, okay?â
He gave a small nod, his gaze lingering on her for a moment longer before he turned back to his work, the tension in his shoulders easing slightly.
She stepped back toward the house, clutching the empty glass tightly as she crossed the threshold and shut the door behind her.
With a deep breath, she returned to the couch, her laptop waiting for her where sheâd left it. But even as she opened the screen and stared down the next line of plaid-covered Highlander melodrama, her thoughts drifted back to the man on her roof and the way his gaze lingered just a second too long.
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The knock at the door startled her out of the repetitive loop of her manuscript edits. Leaving the laptop on the coffee table, she stood, smoothing the fabric of her dress instinctively. When she opened the door, there he was, a faint sheen of sweat on his face and his toolbox in hand.
âAll done,â Bucky said, his deep voice a little quiet, as though he wasnât entirely sure how to say more. He gestured vaguely toward the roof with his free hand. âThe tiles should hold up fine now. No leaks to worry about.â
Her smile was warm as relief and gratitude washed over her. âThank you, Bucky. Really. That was so kind of you to come by and take care of it.â
He gave a small shrug, his lips twitching into a faint smile that didnât quite reach his eyes. âDidnât take long. Figured itâd save you some hassle.â
âStill,â she said, stepping back to open the door wider, âyou didnât have to. Can I at least get you something? Another drink, maybe?â
He hesitated, his hand tightening slightly on the handle of the toolbox. âYou donât have to-â
âI insist,â she cut him off gently, her smile unwavering. âPlease. Itâs the least I can do.â
After a beat, he nodded, stepping over the threshold with a cautious ease, as if unsure of how much space he was allowed to take up. She led him to the kitchen, motioning for him to sit at the small table while she poured a fresh glass of lemonade.
He sat stiffly, setting his toolbox carefully by his feet and rubbing the back of his neck. The kitchen smelled faintly of citrus and sugar, a scent that mingled oddly with the outdoorsy hint of sawdust and sweat he carried with him.
âHere,â she said, placing the glass in front of him before sitting across the table. âI hope itâs still cold enough.â
Bucky nodded his thanks, taking a sip. The silence stretched for a moment, not uncomfortable but loaded with unspoken thoughts. She was the first to break it.
âSo, how long have you been working with Sam?â she asked, leaning her arms casually on the table.
He set the glass down, his fingers lingering on the rim as he answered. âA few years. Helps keep me busy.â
She tilted her head, studying him with quiet curiosity. âDo you supply the rest of the workshops and stores too?â
Bucky let out a soft, humorless chuckle. âNot really, just a few. Donât think anyoneâs lining up to hire a guy like me.â
Her brows knit together. âI donât know about that. Youâre dependable, skilled... and clearly a good neighbor.â
Her words caught him off guard, and he looked down, a faint flush creeping up his neck. âJust doing what needs to be done,â he mumbled.
âMore than that,â she pressed, a hint of teasing in her tone now to lighten the moment. âIf I hadnât seen it for myself, I wouldnât believe how fast you fixed those tiles.â
Bucky shook his head, his lips twitching into that barely-there smile again. âItâs just a roof.â
âTo you, maybe,â she said lightly. âTo me, itâs one less thing to worry about. And I really appreciate it.â
Her sincerity left him quiet for a moment, his fingers tightening briefly around the glass. He glanced up at her, meeting her eyes. âYouâre welcome,â he said finally, with a low voice.
Another pause lingered between them, she smiled, leaning back slightly in her chair. âWell, if you ever need more jam -or a roof to fix- you know where to find me.â
He chuckled softly, the sound surprising even himself. âGuess Iâll keep that in mind.â
Their gazes held for just a beat too long before he stood, his hand already reaching for the toolbox. âI should get going.â
âOf course,â she said, standing as well, though she didnât move to rush him out. âThanks again, Bucky.â
As Bucky made his way toward the door, his gaze swept briefly over the living room, pausing on the open laptop resting on the coffee table. His steps slowed, curiosity flickering across his features. âWhatâs that youâre working on?â he asked, tilting his head toward the screen.
She followed his gaze and let out a soft, sheepish laugh. âOh, just... proofreading a manuscript.â
He raised a brow, the corner of his mouth quirking up slightly. âWhat kind of manuscript?â
Her lips parted as if she might dodge the question, but his steady, inquisitive look made it clear he wasnât letting this one go. âItâs, uh... a romance,â she admitted, her voice almost shy.
His brow lifted a little higher. âAbout?â
She hesitated, fidgeting slightly under his gaze. âItâs... okay, itâs one of those super cheesy historical romances. You know, with a rugged Highlander and a maid whoâs swept up in some dramatic, forbidden love affair.â Her words tumbled out in a rush, her cheeks warming as she spoke.
Buckyâs expression shifted. First skeptical, then mildly amused, and finally landing somewhere between disbelief and intrigue. âAnd that sells?â
âItâs a very popular topic,â She nodded, already cringing inwardly. âItâs... well, itâs got a lot of dramatic tension, flowery descriptions, and... other stuff.â
âLike what?â he asked, genuinely curious, his head tilting slightly as he leaned against the doorframe.
She bit the inside of her cheek, debating how much detail to share. âYou know... dramatic misunderstandings, passionate declarations, epic sword fights... and, uh...â She trailed off, waving her hand vaguely. âOther... things.â
âOther things,â he repeated, his lips twitching like he was trying not to smile. âYou mean... the spicy stuff?â
Her cheeks flamed, and she groaned, covering her face with her hands. âYes, okay? That stuff. Happy now?â
He chuckled making her peek at him from behind her fingers. âDidnât take you for someone whoâd spend their day reading about shirtless Highlanders sweeping maids off their feet.â
âI donât spend my day reading it,â she shot back, lowering her hands to glare at him, though her expression was more embarrassed than angry. âIâm proofreading. Thereâs a difference.â
âRight,â he said, dragging the word out like he wasnât entirely convinced. âSo youâre not secretly daydreaming about a plaid-wearing, hero coming to whisk you away?â
âAbsolutely not,â she replied firmly, though the faint crack in her voice betrayed her mortification.
He smirked, finally stepping back from the doorframe. âGood to know.â
She crossed her arms, watching him as he moved toward his toolbox. âNot that youâre one to judge,â she called after him. âYou seem to know an awful lot about what goes on in those books for someone whoâs never read one.â
That stopped him in his tracks. He turned back, his gaze narrowing slightly, though there was still a glint of amusement in his eyes. âI have a sister,â he said simply, as though that explained everything.
Her mouth opened, then shut, caught off guard. âTouchĂŠ,â she murmured, conceding the point. Still, she couldnât let it rest. âBut honestly, this one is so bad, I donât get how the editors went along with it.â
His curiosity piqued, and Bucky tilted his head. âAnd whyâs that?â
âItâs just... so cheesy,â she said, her voice dipping with exaggerated drama. âWay too fluffy, the guy wonât stop talking about his feelings, and heâs clingy in a way that makes me cringe.â She shuddered a little for effect.
Bucky raised a brow, his thumb absently tapping against the handle of the toolbox. âSo... that makes it bad for the genre? Or is that your personal taste talking?â
She blinked, thrown off by the question. âI-what?â
âI mean,â he continued, leaning casually against the doorframe, âarenât romance novels supposed to be... you know, emotional? Feelings and all that? Or is it just not your thing?â
She frowned, his thoughtful tone making her pause. âI guess... itâs not the emotions that bother me,â she admitted, her arms crossing loosely. âItâs the way itâs written. This guy is just so... over the top. Heâs constantly swooning over her, saying how sheâs his whole world, his sun and stars... itâs too much. Like, tone it down, man.â
Buckyâs lips twitched, and he gave a small, thoughtful nod as if chewing over her words. âSo, youâre more into the... brooding types?â
Her face warmed slightly at the observation, but she shrugged, trying to play it cool. âMaybe. I like characters who... donât lay it all out at once. You know, someone with a little mystery.â
A long silence stretched between them, his gaze lingering on her as if trying to read between the lines. âSounds like itâd be tough to figure out what theyâre thinking.â He observed.
She raised a brow at that, tilting her head. âSometimes actions speak louder than words, you know.â
Bucky seemed to consider that, his fingers flexing lightly around the handle of his toolbox. He nodded once, then glanced toward the door. âWell, Iâll let you get back to your... highlander drama.â He shifted his weight, toolbox in hand, and turned toward the door. But as he stepped through, he hesitated, glancing back. âHey,â he said, his tone quieter now, almost hesitant. âIf, uh... if you ever need something else, just let me know.â
She smiled âI will. The same goes for you, thanks again.â
He nodded, a small, almost shy tilt of his head, before stepping fully out the door. She stood there for a moment, staring after him as the faint crunch of his boots faded down the path. The quiet of her house enveloped her as she closed the door, replaying snippets of their conversation.
She had barely made it back to the couch when her phone buzzed. The screen lit up with a text from Sam:
Hey, Iâm grilling tonight. You should come by. No excuses.
A smile tugged at her lips. The idea of stepping out, getting off her screen, and being around people sounded better than staying cooped up with plaids and cringy lairds. She quickly texted back her agreement.
The gathering was small, just a handful of locals chatting around the glow of the garden lights and the firepit, the scent of burning wood mingling with spiced cider in the air.
She wasnât expecting to see Bucky there, given he wasnât the social type but there he was, standing slightly apart from the crowd, his hands shoved into his pockets as he listened to a conversation between Sam and another neighbor.
She hesitated, her pulse quickening at the sight of him. Sam spotted her, waving her over. âHey, glad you made it! Câmon, grab a drink.â
She made her way to the table laden with snacks and drinks, feeling Buckyâs gaze on her as she poured herself some cider. When she turned, he was standing just a few steps away, his expression unreadable in the flickering firelight.
âHey,â she said, her voice a touch breathless. âDidnât expect to see you here.â
His lips quirked in a half-smile. âSam can be... persuasive.â
She laughed softly âYeah, heâs good at that.â
They stood there in companionable silence for a moment, and then, as someone started strumming a guitar on the other side of the yard, Bucky glanced at her, his blue eyes glinting with something she couldnât quite place.
âWalk with me?â he asked, with a low but steady voice.
Surprised, she nodded, and they left the noise and light of the gathering behind, stepping into the quiet shadows of the trees that bordered Samâs property.
As they walked, the only sounds were the crunch of leaves underfoot and the distant chords of the guitar. Finally, he spoke.
âIâve been thinking,â he began with a cautious tone like he was testing the waters. âAbout what you said earlier. About liking... brooding characters.â
She blinked, caught off guard. âOh?â
His gaze stayed forward, but his hands fidgeted at his sides. âGot me wondering if you really meant that. Or if you were just... making conversation.â The vulnerability in his voice sent a wave of warmth through her.
âI wasnât just making conversation,â she admitted softly.
He stopped walking, turning to face her fully. The firelight was distant now, casting only the faintest glow, but she could still see the intensity in his expression. âGood,â he said, his voice rougher now. âBecause I donât want to keep wondering.â
Before she could respond, he stepped closer, his hand brushing hers, tentative but deliberate. And when she didnât pull away, he leaned in, his breath warm against her skin as his lips captured hers in a kiss that was both hesitant and deeply certain, as if heâd been waiting for this moment far longer than he dared to admit.
She melted into him, her hands sliding up to his shoulders. That small gesture gave him all the permission he needed. Tilting his head, he traced the seam of her lips with his tongue, a gentle yet deliberate request. She parted her lips for him, granting entrance, and he deepened the kiss with a low, quiet sigh that sent warmth spiraling through her.
His hand slid to the curve of her lower back, pulling her closer, while the other found its way to her nape. His fingers tangled gently in her hair as he cradled her. Their kiss broke slowly, reluctantly, his lips brushing hers one last time as if he couldnât quite let go. Bucky lingered close, his breath warm against her cheek, his nose skimming along her jaw before dipping to her neck. He pressed his face there, inhaling deeply, and his quiet, teasing voice sent a shiver down her spine.
âThis too clingy for you?â
A soft laugh escaped her, though it dissolved into a breathy sigh as she tilted her head, exposing more of her neck to him. âShut up,â she murmured, her fingers threading through his hair, keeping him close. Whatever witty retort she might have had melted into nothing as he pressed a lingering kiss to her pulse point.
Buckyâs lips lingered against her neck for a moment longer before he pulled back just enough to look at her. His fingers at her nape flexed, and then his gaze dropped briefly to her lips. Her heart stuttered as he closed the distance again, this time more demanding. His mouth claimed hers in a kiss that was deeper and hungrier. Gone was the tentative sweetness, this was need, raw and unrestrained. His hand slid from her lower back to her hip, splaying wide, pulling her flush against him as if he needed to eliminate even the smallest gap between them.
Her fingers tightened in his hair, tugging just enough to draw a low, throaty sound from him that sent a thrill through her. She arched into him instinctively, and his hand slid down to the hem of her dress, his fingers brushing her bare thigh. His touch was deliberate, teasing, but his restraint was evident. Her hands left his hair, sliding down to his chest, the soft flannel brushing her palms before she gripped the fabric and tugged him closer. He responded instantly, groaning softly into her mouth as the hand on her nape angled her tighter against his lips.
When they finally broke apart, their breaths mingling in the charged silence, he pressed his forehead to hers. Neither of them moved to step away, the distant chatter and laughter around the grill fading into the background. The weight of unspoken need between them was palpable.
âWe should...â she started, her voice catching slightly. Then, more firmly, âWe should go somewhere.â
His head lifted slightly, blue eyes dark as he searched hers for a beat before a slow smile tugged at his lips, agreeing with a low voice.
Without another word, he took her hand, intertwining their fingers briefly before leading her away. They drifted toward the edge of the yard with casual ease, their steps slow enough to avoid suspicion but quick enough to betray their shared urgency. Once theyâd slipped into the cover of the trees bordering Samâs property, she turned to him, their bodies close in the dim light of the evening. âYour truck or...?â
Buckyâs brows shot up at the suggestion, and for a moment, the idea tempted him, briefly, wildly. Considering the insistent ache in his jeans, the thought held undeniable appeal. But then, reason settled over him like a cool breeze. Not like this. Not tonight.
His lips quirked into a lopsided smirk, and he leaned in just enough that his voice sent a shiver through her. âYour place,â he murmured, low and deliberate.
The shift in his tone left her breathless, her pulse hammering against her skin as her cheeks warmed. She nodded wordlessly, her hand tightening slightly around his as they moved with quiet purpose. The path back to her house felt electric, each step charged with anticipation.
As the door clicked shut behind them, Bucky turned sharply, cornering her against the solid wood. His hands framed her face as his lips captured hers again, more demanding this time, his body pressing into hers with a heat that left no room for misinterpretation. She gasped softly into the kiss, the feel of his hardon against her stomach sending a jolt of desire through her.
Her fingers tangled in his long hair, tugging just enough to make him growl low in his throat. The sound vibrated between them, primal and electrifying. He broke the kiss just enough to murmur, his voice gravelly, âWhereâs the bedroom?â
She pointed vaguely down the hall, her breath hitching. Before she could blink, his strong hands were gripping her waist, and he effortlessly threw her over his shoulder in one smooth motion.
A surprised squeal left her lips, and she braced herself against his back, her fingers gripping the fabric of his shirt. His hand splayed firmly over her rear to steady her, his voice teasing but thick with intent. âEasy there,â he said, the words curling with a hint of amusement.
He strode purposely through the hallway, and when they reached the bedroom, he set her down on the bed with surprising care, though his gaze was anything but gentle. He stood over her for a moment, taking her in, the way her hair fell wild around her face, her lips swollen from his kisses, her chest rising and falling with anticipation.
His tongue flicked over his bottom lip as his eyes darkened. âDamn,â he muttered, his voice hoarse with hunger, âyouâre a sight.â
She shifted slightly under his intense stare, a flicker of shyness creeping in her despite her arousal. The way he looked at her, so unapologetically hungry, made her feel exposed. His lips quirked slightly as if sensing her hesitation, and he leaned down, his hand coming to rest against her jaw.
âYou okay?â he murmured, his voice softer now but no less intent.
She nodded, her breath hitching as his thumb brushed along her cheek. âYeah,â she whispered.
âGood,â he replied, his lips curving into a faint smile before he kissed her again. This time, it was slower, deeper, his tongue sweeping against hers in a way that left her clinging to him, her earlier shyness melting into the heat of his touch.
Her fingers found his shirt, tugging at the hem, and he pulled back just enough to strip it off, tossing it aside without ceremony. The scars on his chest and arm caught the dim light, but the confidence in his gaze never wavered as he leaned back in, his hands sliding down her sides with deliberate, teasing slowness.
Her teeth sank into her bottom lip as her eyes roamed over him, the sheer breadth of his chest and the powerful arms flexing with restrained strength. He was a bear of a man, solid and unrelenting, and she loved every bit of it.
âYou know,â he began, his voice low and rough, his fingers deftly popping open the buttons of her dress one by one. âI love seeing you in these dresses and skirts.â His lips quirked into a wicked grin, his gaze flicking up to meet hers. âMakes it so damn easy to get under them. Have my way with you.â
Her cheeks burned at his words, a mixture of arousal and shyness bubbling to the surface. âBucky...â she breathed, but her protest was feeble at best, especially as he continued his slow, deliberate assault, parting the fabric of her dress to expose more of her skin.
âThat one you wore at the festival,â he went on, his tone darkening with heat as he leaned closer, his lips grazing her collarbone. âThat vintage-looking thing? Sweetheart, it drove me crazy.â
She gasped softly as his hands slid over her hips, his thumbs tracing patterns against her bare skin. âCrazy how?â she managed to ask, her voice trembling under the weight of his attention.
He let out a low, throaty chuckle, his lips trailing down to the swell of her breasts. âCrazy enough to want to bend you over the booth table,â he murmured, his teeth scraping lightly against her skin, âand fuck you right there. Pies, jam⌠didnât care. Wouldâve made a mess of it all just to get my hands on you.â
A desperate whimper slipped past her lips as heat pooled low in her belly. Her hands slid into his hair, tugging slightly.
He growled softly at the sensation, pressing her back against the bed. His hands gripped the fabric of her dress and tugged it down her arms, exposing her fully to his gaze. âBut weâve got all the time we want now,â he said, his voice rough, his lips curving into a predatory smile. âAnd I plan to take my damn time.â
Her pussy clenched with anticipation as her mind whirled, trying to reconcile the quiet, awkward man sheâd come to know with this unabashedly vocal, commanding version of him. It was as though heâd been holding back all this time, and now, the dam had finally burst.
Her bra followed the dress, and his sharp intake of breath sent a fresh wave of heat coursing through her. His thumb traced the curve of her breast, slow and deliberate, before he leaned in, his lips hovering just above her skin.
âYâknow,â he murmured, his voice rough and teasing, âall I could think about this afternoon was pouring that lemonade on these.â His lips ghosted over her nipple, his breath warm. âThen drinking it straight off you.â
Her gaze widened, a sudden wave of shyness overtaking her. She let out a nervous laugh, pressing her hands over her face to shield herself.
âDonât hide from me,â he said firmly, his hand catching her wrists and gently tugging them away. His eyes burned with an intensity that made her stomach flip. âYou were the one who instigated our little escape from Samâs party, remember?â
His words sent a shiver down her spine, and she couldnât help the way her body arched toward him as his lips finally claimed the peak of her breast, his tongue swirling in deliberate, maddening strokes. Any remaining hesitation evaporated as he pressed his hips against hers, letting her feel just how much he wanted her.
âYou donât get to act shy now,â he muttered, his voice low and gravelly against her skin. âNot after everything youâve been driving me crazy with.â
Her voice came out barely above a whisper, trembling as she stammered, âI... I didnât do anything...â
Bucky pulled back just enough to meet her wide-eyed gaze, his lips curving into a wicked smirk. âOh, you didnât?â he drawled, his tone laced with teasing disbelief. His hand slid down her side, his calloused fingers leaving a trail of fire in their wake. âThat little dress at the festival? the lemonade with that neckline? The way you bit your lower lip every time we spoke? Sweetheart, youâve been doing everything.â
Her cheeks burned, her lips parting as if to protest, but no words came out. Instead, he leaned in closer, his nose brushing the curve of her jaw as he whispered, âAnd Iâve been trying real hard to keep my hands to myself... but now? Now, Iâm done trying.â
Her breath caught, and before she could respond, his lips were on hers again, claiming her in a kiss that left no room for doubt. His hands roamed her body with purpose, pulling her flush against him, his erection pressing firmly against her pussy.
Her fingers found their way into his hair again, tugging gently at the strands as he groaned into her mouth, the sound reverberating through her. âYouâre killing me, you know that?â he murmured against her lips, his voice rough and filled with longing. âAll Iâve been thinking about is this... you... for weeks.â He kissed her again, slower and deeper this time, as if savoring the moment.
âYou donât even know what youâre doing to me,â he rasped when they parted for air, his forehead resting against hers. âBut youâre about to find out.â
He left a trail of open-mouthed kisses down her body, his lips lingering on every inch of skin as if committing her to memory. When he reached the waistband of her drenched panties, he paused, his hands gripping her thighs firmly to keep her in place. Pressing his face against the soaked fabric, he inhaled deeply, a guttural groan rumbling from his chest.
âGod, you smell so good,â he murmured, his voice thick with hunger. His thumbs hooked into the sides of the delicate lace, slowly pulling it down her legs as he kept his eyes locked on hers. The intensity in his gaze made her pulse thunder in her ears. âYouâve been driving me insane,â he confessed, his lips brushing against her inner thigh as he tossed the damp fabric aside. âEvery time I saw you in those little dresses... I thought about this. About getting under that hemline and taste you.â
Her body quivered at his words, her fingers tangling in the sheets beneath her as anticipation coiled tight in her core. âBucky...â she breathed, her voice a plea.
âPatience,â he said again, his voice low and teasing, but there was no mistaking the edge of hunger in it. His hands spread her thighs further apart, thumbs pressing into the soft flesh as he held her open. His breath ghosted over her pussy, warm and tantalizing, making her gasp and clutch the sheets. âI want to take my time with you.â
And then his mouth was on her. His tongue dragged through her slick folds with slow, deliberate strokes, before barely retreating with a sinful hum. âFuck,â he groaned, âYou taste even better than I imagined.â He paused only long enough to meet her eyes, his own dark and full of promise. âAnd Iâve been imagining this for a long time.â
Her breath caught in her throat as he spread her pussy lips with his thumbs, baring her fully to him. His mouth latched onto her clit, his tongue swirling in lazy circles before he nursed it with intent. The sharp jolt of pleasure ripped a cry from her lips, her hips thrusting against his mouth involuntarily.
âBucky! oh, God!â she gasped, her voice trembling as he kept at it, alternating between sucking and flicking her sensitive nub with maddening precision. His growl vibrated against her, the sound and sensation drawing another moan from deep within her chest.
âStay still,â he commanded, pulling back just enough to speak, his lips glistening. The rumble of his voice sent shivers down her spine. âIâm not done with you yet.â
Two thick fingers joined the assault, sliding slowly into her wet heat, stretching her as they pressed in until they were knuckle-deep. She gasped, her walls clenching around him as he paused for a moment, letting her adjust before starting a maddening rhythm.
His mouth stayed on her clit, tongue flicking and circling in tandem with the slow, deliberate thrust of his fingers. The combination was overwhelming, a perfectly orchestrated symphony of pleasure that had her crying out his name, her thighs trembling as she struggled to keep still.
âFuck, youâre so tight,â he murmured against her, his voice filled with awe and lust. His fingers curled inside her, finding that sweet spot that made her hips jerk off the bed. âRight there, huh? Thatâs it.â
Her breathing turned ragged, her hands gripping his hair tightly as her body climbed higher and higher toward release. He didnât let up, his tongue and fingers working her with relentless precision, coaxing her closer to the edge with every stroke.
The orgasm tore through her like an electric shock, sharp and all-consuming. Her body clenched tight, her muscles locking for a heartbeat before releasing uncontrollable spasms. Her walls clenched around his fingers, her back arching off the bed as a sharp cry tore from her lips. He growled with satisfaction, his fingers slowing but not stopping as he rode her through her climax, his mouth pressing soft, soothing kisses to her inner thigh as she shuddered beneath him.
âThatâs my girl,â he murmured, pulling his fingers free slowly and bringing them to his lips to taste. His darkened gaze met hers, his tongue flicking out to clean the slick from his fingers. âYouâre fucking perfect.â
She barely had time to catch her breath before Bucky stood, towering over her, his eyes dark with intent. With a sharp tug, he kicked off his work boots, the thud of them hitting the floor making her jump slightly. Then came the metallic clink of his belt, the sound sending a thrill straight through her.
Her gaze was locked on him as he unzipped his jeans, the low rasp of the zipper making her stomach tighten. He tugged them down along with his underwear in one swift motion, revealing himself in all his glory. He was all broad shoulders and thick muscle. His broad chest and left arm were marred by scars that only added to the raw magnetism he exuded. And then there was his cock. Thick, hard, and so utterly intimidating that she bit her lip at the sight.
âLike what you see?â he asked, a lazy smile pulling at his lips.
She nodded, unable to form words as her cheeks flushed.
âGood,â he said, his hand wrapping around his shaft, stroking lazily as he took a step closer. âBecause youâre going to feel all of me.â
Bucky climbed onto the bed, positioning himself between her parted thighs. His hands gripped her waist, firm but careful, as though he might crush her if he wasnât mindful of his strength. His cock rested heavy and hard against her slick folds, the head teasing her entrance as he rocked his hips slowly, coating himself.
âSo wet,â he murmured, his voice a husky growl that sent a shiver down her spine. She moaned softly, her thighs trembling as the thick head of his cock pressed against her opening, the stretch beginning even before he was inside. He moved slowly, agonizingly so, letting her body adjust to his size inch by inch. Her walls fluttered around him as he filled her, her slick heat clenching tightly as he pushed deeper. Her hands gripped his shoulders, nails biting into his skin as her breath hitched. âOh my God, Bucky... youâre so-â
âBig?â he finished for her, his tone edged with dark amusement as he paused, fully sheathed inside her. He leaned down, his lips brushing her ear as he rumbled, âThatâs it, sweetheart.â
Her head fell back against the pillow as she panted, her body stretched to its limit, the delicious pressure bordering on too much. But as her hips shifted slightly, the friction sent a bolt of pleasure through her that made her moan his name.
Bucky groaned low in his throat, his hands sliding to her rear to tilt her hips upward. He withdrew slowly, almost to the tip, before thrusting back in with deliberate care. âFuck, youâre tight,â he murmured, his gaze locked on her face as he started to move in earnest.
His pace began slow and steady, each thrust measured, but it wasnât long before his control began to slip. His grip on her tightened as he quickened, the powerful thrusts rocking her body against the mattress. The sound of their bodies meeting filled the room, the wet slap of his cock driving deep into her pussy mingling with her moans and his guttural groans.
âHold on to me,â he ordered, his voice rough with lust. Before she could process his words, he hooked an arm under her ass and lifted her effortlessly, sitting crisscrossed with her perched in his lap.
Her arms flew around his neck, clinging to him as the new angle made him hit even deeper. His hands gripped her hips, guiding her movements as he thrust up into her, the force of his cock driving her wild. Her head fell forward, her forehead resting against his as she whimpered, overwhelmed by the intensity of the pleasure building inside her.
âLook at me,â he demanded. Her hazy eyes met his as he tilted her hips slightly forward, the firm muscles just above his shaft slapping her clit with every thrust.
She cried out, her nails raking down his back as the coil inside her tightened, ready to snap. âDonât stop, please donât stop!â
He groaned, his cock swelling even harder inside her as he chased her climax. âIâve got you,â he promised, his thrusts growing rougher, deeper. âCome for me, sweetheart. Let me feel it.â
Her orgasm hit her hard, her pussy clamping down on his cock as she cried out his name, her body trembling violently in his arms, and he growled in satisfaction.
âFuck, thatâs it,â he ground out, his movements growing erratic as her spasming walls pushed him closer to the edge. âYouâre mine, doll. Mine.â
With a final, deep thrust, he buried himself fully inside her, his cock pulsing as he spilled into her with a guttural moan. He held her tightly, pressing his forehead to her shoulder as they both panted, their bodies trembling from the intensity of their encounter.
For a moment, neither of them moved, the room filled only with the sound of their heavy breathing. Then, with utter gentleness, Bucky eased her back onto the bed, his body following hers as he stayed buried inside her. He braced himself on his forearms, keeping his weight off her but staying close enough that she could feel the warmth of his skin against hers.
A lazy smirk tugged at his lips as he glanced down at her, the faintest hint of mischief in his eyes. âSo,â he murmured, his voice low and teasing, âbetter than the breathtaking Highlander?â
Her breath hitched before she burst into laughter, making his smirk widen. âOh, so much better,â she stated, wrapping her arms around his neck and pulling him down for a quick, playful kiss. âI find the curt and gloomy lumberjack character more appealing.â
Bucky raised an eyebrow, his smirk faltering just slightly. âCurt and gloomy, huh?â
She nodded, her voice turning softer. âMysterious. Rugged. A little broody. Kind. Thoughtful. Handsome.â
He blinked, caught off guard by the weight of her words. A faint flush crept up his neck, blooming across his cheeks, and he glanced away, suddenly looking very much like the socially awkward man sheâd come to adore.
âDidnât know I was signing up for flattery,â he muttered under his breath, his ears reddening as he busied himself with brushing away a strand of hair hanging on his face.
She laughed and cupped his cheek, gently forcing him to meet her gaze. âJust telling the truth,â She said softly, her thumb brushing over his stubbed skin.
He swallowed hard, the blush deepening as his lips twitched into a shy, crooked smile. âStill not used to it,â he admitted quietly, his voice barely above a murmur.
âGuess Iâll just have to keep saying it until you are,â she replied with a grin, pulling him down for another kiss before he could argue.
Dividers by: @strangergraphics
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finish her! a toji fushiguro oneshot
pairing ⸺ wrestler!toji x reader
summary ⸺ you will have to face one of the most formidable wrestlers in history in your next match: toji fushiguro. but don't be confused, this isn't normal wrestling⸺no, it's nude wrestling. and winner gets the spoils of the other's body! (extended ver of my toji drabble here) creds to @/reynisxxsimart on twitter for art!
warnings ⸺ nasty, NASTY smut, VERY public sex, WWE but pornhub edition, youâre a wrestler fighting toji, so some violence but nothing graphic, fem!reader, HUMILIATION, degradation, you're literally fucked in an arena of people, p in v sex, unprotected sex, spanking, oral sex (f! recieving), boobplay, very inaccurate depiction of wrestling/WWE, not edited we die like toji
a/n im going to sit in the corner and think about what i just wrote
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the muffled sounds of the crowdâs deafening roar seem to swirl in the space around you, each cheer vibrating through your chest like distant thunder. you take a long, cool sip of water, a welcome contrast to the warm air backstage. lounging back, you let the chair support your weight, your muscles still humming with the residual tension of anticipation. utahimeâs fingers work into your shoulders, and her voice filters through the buzzing atmosphere, calm and steady as she gives you a rundown of the night ahead, though her words seem to blur slightly at the edgesâjust background noise to the constant hum of adrenaline.
âin front of a crowdâdo you understand? and the rules are no fucking, unless all clothes are off first.â
âright,â you affirm, albeit hesitantly. youâre feeling a bit jitterish in anticipation of whatâs to happen, despite having trained months to hone your ability as a wrestler. look, wwe itself can get really suggestive at times, with people giving wedgies, removing certain articles of clothing, or even letting the crowd cop a feel of the defeated to serve as humiliation. not only does it improve publicity, but it also increases viewership of all the horny bastards on the internet to circle the televised clip around in their subreddits or discord servers.
but what you were going to do todayâthat was a bitâŚextreme. it was like bridging the gap between soft core and hard core, with the humiliation turned up to a hundred. because today, you were going to wrestle the man that all femaleâand maleâwrestlers could even dream of having their hands on, even if for a slight moment.
toji fushiguro.
a man of impressive buildâentering a ring with him only meant defeat. heâs had numerous career wins, far exceeding any other. hell, you shouldnât even be matched to wrestle with him today; he outweighs and outranks you by far. the only thing you really have running for you is the sheer amount of fans you have, ready to tune in to your fights and edit your moves and time spent in the fighting ring to songs like âchun liâ and âmaneater.â so, sure, you donât exactly anticipate a win today in that stadium thatâs waiting for you, but youâre no less of a wrestler in your own right. you wonât go down without a fight.
however, today was no normal fight. the wwe had suddenly decided that their viewership was too low, that extreme measures needed to be taken to boost. so, ironically enough they had decided to change the rules just before your momentous match:
all wrestlers must consent to having all and any articles of clothing removed from their person, particularly for sexual intercourse as a reward for the winner.
so, WWE (Pornhubâs Version) (In The Vault).Â
and your luck dictated that this paradigm shift for the organization occur just before your most anticipated match with toji. again, you knew that no amount of training could prevent you from getting utterly humiliated, but it was almost like the gods were laughing down on you, eager to rub in your impending defeat once more. because you were going to get your shit fucked upâ-literally.
âitâs going to be fine,â utahime assures you, and you snap back to the present from your thoughts at the sound of her voice. âjust think about the publicity thisâll get you! not that you donât have any fans of yourself, but there are going to be a lot of people tuned in because of fushiguro.â
you take an inhale in and nod. âyea, thatâs true. i just want to get it over with.â
as if answering your prayers, gojo satoru, the mc, burst into your dressing room. âitâs your time to shine, buttercup!â he grins, ushering you out the door. albeit a bit nervously, you stand up and make your way into the hallway that leads directly into the middle of the arena. âyouâre going to do great!â
as soon as you walk closer and closer to the arena, the screams get louder and louder, the music booming and causing the floor under you to vibrate. the sounds of people surround all your senses, wrapping you up and causing your heartbeat to go faster and faster.Â
reaching the end of the hallway, the arena is filled with light, and you have to blink to get a hold of your sight. surrounding the center boxing ring are stands upon stands of people, hustling and bustling. at the sight of you, cameramen stationed around in various spots through the arena furiously angle their cameras towards you. not only are journalists and the media snapping pictures, blinding you with the flash, but you see yourself displayed on the big screens visible to everyone in the arena. you smile and wave, causing your fans to scream as they register that you have walked in.Â
then, a realization washes over you. these are the same screens that are going to be projected whatever's going to happen during the fight and when you lose.
oh god.
you walk forward, trying to keep up your smile and wave to all of your fans that outstretched their hands, trying to cop a feel and/or get a high five. most of your fans are male (to no one's surprise), and you can feel their eyes roving over you appreciatively, taking in your outfit. it was simple and tight; shorts that just barely covered your ass and was snug around your hips, and a low cut top that couldn't even be called a top. your cleavage was on full display, and the top stopped just below your waist. typically, this is your wrestling attire you wear to a normal match, but you couldn't help but wryly notice that today, your neckline was cut lower than usual. the wwe was really trying to milk this, huh?
you stood just below the boxing ring, eyes anxiously scanning the arena, unconsciously searching for the man you were set to fight. but no matter how hard you looked, you couldn't spot his tall, muscular figure either in the ring or in the seat he was supposed to occupy with his manager.
a light tap on your shoulder startled you, and you turned to find utahime behind you, a concerned look on her face. "everything alright?"
"yeah," you said, waving her off with a forced smile. "but where is he?"
utahime pointed toward the boxing ring, and then you saw itâa glimpse of black hair.
"alright," you said, swallowing nervously. "i'm heading into the ring. wish me luck."
"wait!" utahime called out, but you were already too far to hear her. gripping the ropes at the edge of the ring, you hauled yourself up and strode toward the center, determined to get a better view. and there, just on the far side of the ring, hidden from your previous angle, was toji fushiguro.
he was lounging back, relaxed, his posture almost lazy as he faced his manager, shiu kong. you couldnât see toji's face from this angle, but his body language indicated that he was the epitome of ease. shiu was saying something to him, and from your best attempt at lip reading, you could just make out the words, "don't break the rules today."
toji, on the other hand, didn't seem to be looking at him (giving 0 fucks, something so classically toji), focusing now towards the big screens everyone else saw in the arena. you turned your gaze towards them as well, only to be taken aback when it was you, a compilation of your best moments in the ring, narrated by gojo.
âand today, fellas, weâre going to see the bombshell y/nâthe maneater, as coined by her fansâ-competing! while her opponent is fushiguro, donât be fooledâshe can pack a mean punch. look at this fight with mei mei; she sweeped the floor with her face!âÂ
satisfied, you looked around, the arena bustling with people getting drinks, being enraptured with your fight on the screen, or pointing at you or toji. toji, on the other hand, was chuckling and shaking his head at your fight, observing as you gave the bitch mei mei a wedgie. which kind of made you flustered, because you had developed a crush on the guy observing him from afar or in passing, so you just focused on shaking out your legs and arms in nervousness.
gojo similarly announced tojiâs fights and compilation, gassing him up for the crowd and it was then that toji finally turned around, uninterested in whatever was going on, and caught your eye. you stared back, breath held involuntarily.Â
his eyes had a predatory glint to them, and he smiled, charmingly in a way that showed off his scar, and they scanned up and down your figure, taking in what you were wearingâor rather, letting his imagination run. nervously, your heart sped up as you clenched your thighs up in anticipation or anxiety, you couldnât choose which, as your mind began running at the speed of light thinking about what was going to happen today.
today, you werenât only going to wrestle toji fushiguro. you were going to fuck him.
but youâre jolted out of your thoughts as gojoâs obnoxious voice blares through the speakers. âgive it up for thee wwe goat, toji fushiguro!â
screams reach an all time high as his smirk is broadcasted to the audience, biceps bulging and flexing as he heaves his way up on the ring, joining you. he waves lazily, roars at an all time high as he stalks his way to you, and you squeeze your nails into your palm out of nervousness.
when gojo announces your name, the male screams rise up in volume, causing you to giggle and fushiguro to roll his eyes from what you can see in the corner of your eye. you give a dainty wave, choosing to wink and blow a kiss to the camera in front of you, causing your fans to scream even louder.
âyou sure got a lotta fanboys, darling.â you jump as toji has now bent down to whisper in your ear, literally sending shivers down your spine.
you force out a laugh. âand you're at no shortage of fangirls yourself, fushiguro.â
he gives you a nonchalant hum, assuming his original position. as gojo continued to yap about the stakes of the round today, the recent rule change, a referee walked over to you both, coming in closer so that you would be able to hear him over the chaos of the arena.
âso, youâre both aware of the rules, right?â he both looked at you, to which you nodded and tojiâs smirk widens. âyou gotta get the otherâs clothes completely off, and the first one to do that wins.â
you gulp, eyeing what toji was wearing today. it was his signature garb, the one he wore to almost every match without fail: grey pants with various sponsorships sewed on, and a black compression shirt. it was definitely very minimal compared to what a lot of the other wrestlers wore, but it was iconic, giving him a lazy, laid back aura that no other wrestler could truly emanate.
it wasnât anything hard to take off in particular.
both of you affirmed your consent to the referee, who then took a step back after wishing you both good luck. you turned, facing toji face on, who had his hand on his hip. âtry to last long, okay?â he smirks, patting your shoulder with his other hand. âiâll try to drag this out as much as i can, but itâs gonna be fuckin hard if that ass is grinding against me.â
you glare, but there isnât much intensity to it because you know heâs much stronger than you. there isnât much to get angry about. âyea, yea,â you huff. âfor all i know, youâll be my personal dildo today.â
he barks out a laugh and looks at the referee, who has one hand raised, the other one poised on his whistle, ready to blow and start the round. itâs starting soon. then, he looks back to you and smiles. âlet the games begin.â
the referee blows the whistle.
at once, you launch yourself towards toji, trying to jump on him to get him off his feet with your weight. instead, he dodges easily and leaves you hurtling towards the floor, making you poise yourself on your hands and feet upon impact. you roll over just as toji tries to tackle you and pin you against your original position on the floor and quickly get up.
however, as youâre steadying yourself on your feet, toji grabs your ankle, causing you to lose your balance and giving him the advantage to pin himself on top of you, his mouth breathing heavily next to your ear, whispering so it was just the two of you that could hear his words. âwhat do you think i should take off first?â he laughs deeply, the vibration causing you to shiver and try to squirm to get out of his hold, to no avail. âshould it be these?â he snakes his hands down to grope your tits, giving them a firm squeeze, much to the arenaâs pleasure. âor should i take these off of you?â he slaps your ass, making you blush furiously.
âfuck you,â you hiss as his hands catch on the edge of your shorts.
he gives you a sweet, small kiss on your temple. âdonât worry, baby,â he smiles. âyouâll be doing that anyways.â and with that, he pulls at your shorts until the waistbandâs elastic rips, leaving your shorts in tatters until he throws the remains of it away, baring your panty-covered ass to the crowd, which immediately grows wild.
you crane your neck to look at the screen, which is currently focused on tojiâs hands feeling up your ass, dipping inside your underwear to knead the flesh. your heart is pounding, the thought i need to get the upper hand flashing continuously across your mind. itâs almost as if youâre drowning, the noises of the crowd blurring together until it was only you and tojiâs weight on you. you barely heard the announcer exclaim, âtoji is currently in the lead!â as you focused on calculating your next move.
it was time to pull out all the stops.Â
turning your head until you were making eye contact with him, you bit your lip, momentarily distracted him with the 180 turn of your actions, now nonchalant rather than the flailing you were doing earlier. then, you raised your hips, meeting your backside with his crotch in an effort to catch him off guard and to make him lose balance. then, you maneuvered yourself so your thighs surround tojiâs waist and hump your hips against his bulge. this momentarily distracted and weakened toji, and you take full advantage of it by overtaking him and now straddling him. you quickly take off his shirt, salivating at the muscles you see. the whole stadium, in fact, can see his abs and pecs glistening with sweat.
smirking while peering down at him, you slowly grind your hips as if you were riding a mechanical bull, making a show of spinning around his shirt with your hand to mock him. tojiâs eyes darken, but a mirthless smile flashes across his face anyways. âdamn, take me out to dinner first.â
you flash him one of your own humorless smirks, happy that you got at least one thing against him. âi donât fuck anyone before the first day, honey. this is just another cheap fuck.â with that, you yank his head back with his hair roughly, making a show of motorboating his pecs, as if to mock him.
instead of getting angry, he chuckles darkly. âyouâre going to regret that. i was going to drag this out, princess, but i gotta fuck the brat out of you.â with that, he spins you around just as quicklyâif not quickerâpinning you against the ground with your hands held above your head in one hand in a vice grip, the other groping its way down your body. he buries his face in your neck, salaciously licking the length of it. with his free handânow stationed around your titsâhe grabs at the hem of your top, pulling it up so everyone could see your lace bra. mockingly, he plants his face in the middle of your tits, moving his head side by side to motorboat you just as you had done to him, the soft plush of your tits encompassing his face.
the crowd cheers, even more so than they had when you had ripped his shirt off, as toji completely rips the top off as you squirm, making the removal even easier for him. you can feel all eyes on you as toji reaches for the clip of your bra, unhooking it and making your tits pop out. helplessly, you look at the screen, your writhing making them move in a jiggling motion, sweat shining and giving you the âoiled-upâ look. he takes a moment to grope them, your whines ignored as he pinches your nipples. âwhat a sensitive girl,â he coos. âtoo bad she was too weak. now sheâs going to have to take my cock.â
with that, he teasingly closes the distance between the waistband of your panties and his teeth, mouth snagging on the elastic. slowly, he drags them down, unveiling your glistening pussy for all eyes to see, and the crowd goes wild, chanting random requests at toji to do the most heinous things to you. as soon as youâre completely naked, he grabs you by the waist, propping you up against one of the corner posts. youâre now standing up, tearfully facing the arena as the wrestler kneels behind you, burying his face and nosing his way until your pussy, lapping up your wetness.
at the unexpected feeling of his tongue, you yelp, and toji slaps your ass. âstay still.â acquiescing, he licks up long stripes and shakes his head to grind his nose into your cunt, pleasuring you while humiliating you in front of everyone, forcing you to succumb to the pleasure heâs making you feel. while licking you, he groans. âfuck, this pussy is so sweet. iâve run out of patience, fuck the performance part.â
with that, toji flips you over so youâre on your hands and knees on the floor and pulls down his pants. you donât even look back at the monster thatâs about to enter you for the sake of your mental health, but your legs are shaking in anticipation of his cock, slick dripping down your thighs.Â
he drags his cock teasingly through your folds, and then brings it out to slap it against your ass, humming appreciatively at the recoil. then, as if heâs lost patience, heâs slowly entering you, pushing against your pussyâs resistance as he penetrates you in front of the whole arena. âfuck!â he groans, getting a better grip on you as he pushes your head down on the mat and fully goes to pound town. Â
the humiliating plap! plap! plap! of his hips against the flesh of your ass echoing multiple strangers watch your pussy get wrecked. âthe fuck this pussyâs so tight for? thought you were a slut?â
youâre tearing up, the feeling of his dick hitting your g-spot straight on making you clench hard, overwhelmed by the feeling of him pummeling you and his hands on your body, feeling you up. clearly, he knew how to pleasure a woman, and it made you all the more annoyed. you were fucked out, but not fucked out enough to prevent you from snarkily replying, âyouâre not turning me on, small dick.â
he did not like that very much.
toji drills his hips into yours faster and slaps your ass multiple times consecutively. âyea, so why is she clenching so fucking much? why is she dripping, you whore?â as if to demonstrate his point, he brings his fingers to rub at your clit furiously, collecting the wetness that had dripped down from your hole then shoving his fingers into your mouth. âsuck.â when you did just that, suckling at his fingers while hollowing your hot, wet heat around the appendages.Â
at that, he groaned. âwhat a little cockwhore. shoulda made you suck my dick instead.â
in retaliation, you bite his fingers, hard, and then spit them out. âi wouldâve bit your micro off.â
toji hisses, grabbing the hair at your scalp and pulling on it until your face was up, his mouth at your ear. âjust for that, iâm going to come inside of your slutty pussy.â he speeds up, moving his hips faster and fast. the hand that wasnât at your hair is now sneaking his way down your back, until you gasp.
because heâs inserted his thumb inside your ass.
âoh, ho ho,â he laughs mockingly. âyou liked that, didnât you?â you offer him no response, choosing instead to focus on the feeling of the sheer amount of pressure you were feeling down there, being doubly stuffed. by now, your orgasm has been steadily building because of the sheer power of tojiâs stroke game, but as soon as he hits your spot one last time, your eyes roll back, causing you to arch your back and writhe due to the intensity of your orgasm.
youâre breathing heavily, toji fucking you roughly through it. once youâve gotten a hold of your sense, you come back to reality as you realize that the crowd has adopted a rhythm to their chants, your fans and his screaming the same thing.
cum! cum! cum!
and toji only chortles as he continues your thirst, looking at you once again, and you can tell that heâs staving his orgasm back just after experiencing your clenches with the way heâs biting his lips, sweat running down from his temple to his abs. âwhat do you say, baby? wanna give the crowd what theyâre asking for?âÂ
all it takes is a whimpered please, and toji just does what the crowd asks of him. ropes of his cum fill you, and you drop down in exhaustion to hear toji declared as winner.Â
as you exhaustedly lift your head up, you see that cameras are out all around you, focused on the screen. youâre flustered when you realize the billboard is displaying tojiâs cum seeping out of you.
A hand on your shoulder. âyou good?â tojiâs looking at you, eyes twinkling.
you let out a breath. âyea,â you laugh, out of breath. âgood round.â
and heâs huffing, giving you a hand to get on your back. you can only lie on the ground as he barks for clothes to be put on you and for some water. then he turns to look at you once more, eyes twinkling. âwanna go for more in my hotel?â
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Danny adopts himself
It's a common joke in Gotham that Bruce Wayne will adopt any black-haired and blue-eyed traumatized boy he finds. So much so that even he leans into it. But he was completely shocked when Damian confronts him about having a new brother that he did not want.
Bruce could barely get a word in when the rest of the family arrived upset that they weren't told about getting another sibling after Damian texted the family group chat (for once).
Damian had encountered a boy around Drake's age moving stuff into what was an empty room. The room was now furnished top to bottom with glowing green lights, tapestries of stars, random artifacts, several telescopes, and model rockets.
He knew the moment he saw the black hair and blue eyes that his father had taken in another ward.
Apparently Bruce was the last the know about his new "son" who was currently rearranging furniture and asking to help Alfred with dinner.
Said dinner was an uncomfortable as Bruce was grilled by his kids on his addiction to adoption. Simultaneously they tried to get to know the new addition to the family.
It was easy to see that Damian didn't like Danny but it was equally easy to see that Danny could cow the boy like a border collie on a lamb. When Damian thew a dagger the teen caught it with one hand as it passed his face and then slid it across the table back to Damian.
"Try again. " Danny said "And this time don't aim to miss on purpose. If you want me dead you need to do better."
Damian put the knife away and huffed.
Tim and Danny hit it off almost instantly. The way they were able to bounce their thoughts back and forth made Tim believe that he found an equal.
Danny was able to understand Cassie immediately with just look in eachothers eyes like he was reading her mind but not in a creepy way.
Jason of course noticed the strange energy in the air around the kid. It was soothing. Like lavender wafting in the air. Well lavender for everyone else for him it was like opium. His eyes felt heavy like he had eaten a handful of poppy seeds. At the same time he felt full, like he had eating a full meal after starving for a week.
Whatever it is Damian was feeling it too. The demon looked even more his age as he rubbed his eyes and yawned. The crease in his brow gone.
Duke on the other hand was more on edge as his eyes flickered towards Danny before looking away. He had something he wanted to ask about the glowing boy but since no one can see it or just isn't saying anything he will keep quiet for now.
Next was Barbara who teased the new kid.
"So how do you like your new family? Ready to be the new robin?" She asked.
"Im robin." Damian mumbled groggily.
The others were waiting for Damian to finally fall asleep and glared at one another in a challenge to be the one to pick up Damian and put him to bed. Dick was winning.
Speaking of Dick, as expected he was off the wall excited to learn more about his new little brother. He wanted the full story as to why Bruce took him in. He could almost certainly guess it was because of a tragic situation and Dick was already ready to handle it as the greatest big brother ever and he wasn't sharing the title no matter what Barbara said. Even if she was Stephanie's favorite.
Bruce cleared his throat and the table went silent. "So, Danny. Where exactly did you come from? Why are you here? And how did you know who I am?"
Everyone went white. Did they all just risk their identities believing that Danny was a new Robin? Why didn't Bruce say something? Not even a signal for the protocol they would use.
Danny frowned looking a bit hurt.
"What do you mean, Bruce? You said you owed me. You said you'd give me anything I wanted if saved your son. I even helped you get back home when you got lost in time." Danny huffed feeling betrayed.
The table went silent.
Bruce made a few calculations in his brain before something must have come to mind. "I lost my memory for a bit so I need a bit of proof."
Danny placed a batarang on the table. The batarang had an engraving on it in a code that only Bruce knew.
"You told me to show this to Alfred when I came. We had a deal, Bruce. You promised me whatever I wanted." Danny huffed clearly insulted.
Just like Danny had said the code was the one Bruce had made. However this code wasn't a promise to grant a favor but to welcome someone new to the family. Past Bruce must have had plans to take the boy in but told Danny something else to lure him here.
Bruce recognized that everyone was right and he has a problem now that he's looking at it like this.
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⣠ೠRom-Com Gone Wrong
Ë Âˇ . bakugou katsuki x afab!reader
: ĚĚâ takes place during their third year, mentions of injuries and blood, forced intake of aphrodisiac, unestablished relationship, mutual pining, love confession, both characters are 18, protected sex, implied unprotected sex, virgnity loss, misunderstandings, a bit angsty, bakugou is lowky ooc and gentle, this is really long
following a rough battle with a rather inconvenient villian and his quirk, y/n finds herself induced with aphrodisiac against her will. she wins the encounter, only to be told if she doesn't relieve her sexual desires within 24 hours with another individual she will die.
"i'll be the one to do it," mineta says, trying to sound nonchalant about the situation, flipping his non-existent hair off to the side if his shoulder. the girls, in unison, disagree verbally, knowing of his creepy tendencies.
"can't she just do it with a girl?" tsuyuri thinks aloud, attempting to find an easy way for you to feel more comfortable with the situation. "if that's the case, then i'll do it!" ashido declares, raising her hand in the air.
this has been the subject of conversation for the past hour or so. yes, your classmates and even teachers are conversing on what to do about your current state, on who will be the one to sleep with you. it's almost heartwarming, to know that your classmates care so much about you that they'd be willing to sleep with you if it means you'll live.
which is exactly what it means. exactly nine hours ago, you had a confrontation with a well-wanted villian. you knew of the risks, you knew of his horrendous and taboo quirk. you knew that he used his quirk to take advantage of women who were defenseless and practically leaving them for dead within 24 hours of interaction.
quirks like these were rare, none of your classmates nor teachers had any experience with this type of thing. originally, the teachers were going to discuss of this situation privately, but after almost three hours had gone by with no real possible solutions, they had decided to involve your dearest classmates to come up with something, anything to help save your life.
"no, according to the villian and the tiny information we were able to get out of him, it has to be done with a male." midnight had said, rubbing at her temple to ease her stress. your female classmates groaned with frustration, side-eyeing mineta with disgust.
"t-then i'll do it!" a new contender had volunteered. "y-you? y/n needs a real man, denkiâ," jirou had said, trying to play of her nervousness with a chuckle. "i agree." momo said sternly.
"no offense but.. how about the boys leave this discussion to the boys." she added on, having distrust in the intentions of her male classmates. "i know you boys just want to do what you can to help her, but we also have to think about how this will affect her mentally."
the topic carried on with the girls, occasionally one of the boys attempted to give a idea, but were almost immediately shot down due to it's risk.
admist to all the tension and debate, there was one who was uncharacteristically quiet. bakugou katsuki.
all of the boys were huddled into a circle, behind the girls, listening into their plan. however, it was bakugou who stuck out like a sore thumb. he kept his hands in his pockets, a rather stoic expression written onto his face as he stared up to the ceiling.
"i'll do it! you guys just gotta trust me!" mineta yelled once more, his body jolting with fear when he was met with clear resistance from the girls.
everyone was too wrapped up in figuring out a game-plan to even notice that bakugou had taken his leave, muttering a scoff at his classmates's immaturity and perversion.
he made his way to the dorms, his hand rubbing at the tense skin of his nape. bakugou stopped in his tracks, seemingly he wasn't the only one who had the same idea. his hands returned to their place in his pockets, his eyebrows furrowing at the sight of his classmate, todoroki shouto, standing a few feet away from your dorm room.
"what are you doing here?" bakugou asked, resting his body weight on his right leg. todoroki looked back at bakugou calmly, observing the blonde's stiff movements. "i want to help y/n-san." todoroki stated, glancing back at the door of your room.
bakugou scoffed at his answer, rolling his eyes to the back of his head. "yeah rightâyou?" he hissed, coming up to todoroki and shoving him away from your door. "don't make me laugh. i'll be the one to do it."
todoroki stayed in place for a moment, blinking at bakugou's aggression and determination. he glanced once more at your door, and then back to bakugou before sighing with defeat and turning around to head god knows where.
bakugou scoffed once more, not taking his eyes off todoroki until he was well out of his sight. bakugou turned around, his red eyes staring intently at your door. he chewed on the walls of his mouth, wondering how to go about the situation.
as brash as he may beâhe's not an idiot. he knows that if you don't end up getting any help within a few mere hours, you'll die. and thats not what he wants. to stand and watch while his dumb classmates argue over who will be the one to have the honor of having sex with you is something he won't abide with.
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a soft moan escaped your lips at the feel of your fingers caressing against your sensitive folds. a drop of sweat ran down your flushed face, running down to your collarbone and dampening the sheer tank you were wearing.
there was a knot in your abdomen, a very tight knot, that has been yet to be undone. normally, when you had this kind of urge, you'd be able to satisfy it yourself. but it's been nearly eight hours since you'be been drugged, and the effects only get more and more intense with every passing minute.
you're tired. your body is coated in a thick layer of sweat, the room smells grossly of your own scent, and it's been eight hoursâyet no release. tears sting at your waterline, your hand coming up to cover your pathetic whines and cries as your fingers scissor their way into your cunt, trying to find relief to your frustration.
you gasp with pleasure when your finger nails press ever so slightly against that one spot, hazy eyes going wide when you finally find it. your back arches off the bed, toes curling when you can barely press your fingerpads against that sweet spot, but nonetheless it's something.
your body jolts when you hear a light knock at your door, hands flying to grab onto your blanket to hide your half-naked body. you sat frozen on your bed, eyes watching the door.
a couple of moments later, once again the visitor knocked, snapping you out of your haze. you rushed to find any pajamas or clothes to wear, eventually settling on a pair of grey pajama shorts. the visitor knocks again once more, earning a groan from you. "g-give me a second!" you hiss loudly, dusting off your body and finally walking up to your door.
with a deep inhale, you open up your door a few inches, hiding your sweat-ridden body behind the large frame and peeking out your head to see the visitor.
your heart drops into your stomach at the sight of the familar blonde, his red eyes lidded low at you. "b-bakugou?" you stutter out, your cheeks blushing intensely when you feel your core throb at just the sight of him. "what... are you doing here?" you say, swallowing down the fat lump in your throat.
bakugou stares at you, his facial expressions uncharacteristically calm and unreadable. "..isn't it obvious?" he says nonchalantly, taking a step towards the door. his low tone heats up your body, making you impossibly warmer with embarrassment to top it off with your seemingly insatiable desire.
still, you don't move from the door, and if anything, push it forward so only a few centimeters remain between the frame and the door itself. your forehead rests against the wood, contemplating your options.
bakugou katsuki has come to your door to do the obvious with you. for many others, this would be a dream come trueâand it almost is, for you, almost. tears cloud your vision once more at the thoughts that run throughout your head, he's only here because you'll die.
"let me in y/n,â", "no, i don't want you here." you interrupt, still hiding behind the door. bakugou's eyes widen slightly at your refrusal, not expecting you to shut him down given the situation.
to you, it's almost insultingâbakugou katsuki is here to have sex with you, to save you. your crush of many years, is here to have sex with you, but only because he feels the need to save you, not because he wants to.
bakugou sighs silently, he knows its a sensitive matter, that you're practically forced to have sex with someome that you possibly don't like just to live. his fists tighten up into a ball, his eyebrows furrowing at your stubbornness. but he won't have you die, he won't knowing he could help you.
"y/n. open the door or i'm going to break it down myself." he says sternly, his voice raising slightly. it sends shivers down your spine, but still you hold your ground. alas, you find it within yourself to close the door, only for it to be held open by bakugou who most definitely overpowers you when it comes to strength. with a grunt, your already weak arms give in, quickly dropping back to the floor as the door slams against the wall now that bakugou has won the short game of tug-o-war.
bakugou makes his way into your room, not even caring to check if the door handle has made a new hole in the wall. his mouth opens, ready to say something, only to purse into a straight line when he sees the tears flowing down your cheeks.
"i don't want you here." you mumble out, attempting to hide your tears by wiping them away as quick as they came.
with a grunt, bakugou is pulling you up to your feet, his hands gripping onto your shoulders while his lips smash against yours. the kiss is rough, almost uncomfortably stiff. and yet, you almost let out a moan of satisfaction just by him giving the worst kiss ever. he pulls away a moment later, his hands keeping you in place.
not like you'd be able to walk away even if you wanted, your gaze was fixated on his soft features, eyeing those lips of his. this time, it's bakugou whose walking awayâand it's you who is running after him.
with haste, you push yourself forward to the blonde, your hand wrapping around his wrist and pulling him back to you. bakugou breathes out a grunt when your lips collide with his once more, desperate and clumsy, more teeth than tongue. you can't help but grab into bakugou's broad shoulders before finding better purchase by wrapping them around his neck, feet on all toes in order to reach his lips.
bakugou pulls away from you, quickly shutting the door and locking it. though, he barely has time to do the second, as soon as the door is closed, you're pushing him against it and shoving your body against his, encapturing his lips with yours once again. he swallows your desperate whines, his tongue fighting for dominance against yours. it's messy, it's not at all in syncâbut just that alone has your body heating up than what you thought was possible.
and bakugou can feel it. his hands find purchase on the small of your waistâyour skin is hot to the touch, almost fever hot. he raises an eyebrow when the feel of his skin on yours alone has you letting out a soft moan, much to your embarrassment. experimentally, bakugou's hands travel down to the curve of your ass, squeezing the plump flesh lightly, earning a gasp from your lips.
seeing this, bakugou pulls away from you, a fat string of saliva connecting the two of you. his red eyes watch you tortuously, watching the way your delicate features contort with pleasure as his hands explore your ass, his squeezes getting more and more rough as your body reacts. his finger glides up to the hems of your shorts, playing with the drawstrings and eventually pulling on one to untie the knot, allowing your flimsy excuse of so-called shorts to drop and lay around your feet.
your cheeks burn at the way he stares closely at your half-naked body, eyes darting down to the ground when you realize that you didn't even put on any underwear. to you, bakugou is eyeing your body, looking for any imperfections and unsatisfying marks.
but to bakugou, he has to hold back a groan by biting on his lower lip at the sight of your bare cunt. his hands tighten it's grip on your hips, attempting to keep his composure. bakugou finally pushes himself off the door, leading you quickly by the small of your waist to your bed.
with a gentle shove, you're laying down onto your back, your legs dangling off the edge of the mattress. your eyes widen when bakugou's hands grab the hems of his shirt, pulling it up to his head and discarding of his shirt, revealing his rather toned abs and few scars he's gained in the various fights he's gotten into as a hero.
your mouth is agape in awe, practically drooling at the sight of his fit muscles and small waist. without another word, your hand subconsciously reaches for him, generously touching the muscles of his abdomen. for the first time of the night, bakugou finally shows some emotion, smirking widely at your infatuation with his abs.
"i know i got some great abs, huh?" he grins, his hand coming up to rest on the flesh of your thigh. his grin flattens to an slightly agape 'O' when your hand travels down lower to his lower pelvis, your nails caressing the skin, sending shivers down his spine. dangerously, it continues, your fingers meddling with the edge of his baggy pants, circling the metal button.
before you could do anything else, bakugou is grabbing your hand away, and much to your surprise, settles himself inbetween your bare legs, eyeing your exposed cunt. naturally, you rush to close your legs, but are stopped by his hands that rest on both of your inner thighs.
"don't try to hide yourself from me." he growls lowly, his cock growing hard in his pants at the fuller sight of your glistening cunt. a yelp leaves your throat when you are pulled closer to the edge of your bed, cunt mere centimeters from bakugou's face. your eyes close shut, palm hiding your face in embarrassment.
"open your damn eyes, you're gonna watch as i eat this pretty pussy." he hisses out before blowing lightly onto your folds, enjoying the way your thighs shiver. with a lick of his lips, bakugou dives into your cunt, his tongue dragging across your folds and into your core. you let out a rather loud moan at the feel of his tongue exploring your cunt, your hands diving down to entangle themselves in his short blonde locks.
as told, you watch bakugou devour your poor pussy through tears, moaning into your palm to not let anyone hear the way you're getting eaten out by one of your classmates. your eyes roll to the back of your head when you feel bakugou enter his index finger into your tight walls, massaging your gummy walls without mercy.
"bakugou.." you mewl out, back arching off the bed when you feel the knot in your stomach begin to unravel. the fingers tied in his hair pull tightly on his roots, earning a hum of satisfaction leave his lips, vibrating against your clit so deliciously it has you sobbing out his name within seconds and squirming within his tight hold as you cum. tears run down your cheeks as your body convulses with pleasure, eyebrows furrowed intensely as your first orgasm of the night washes over you.
a minute later, you finally come down to earth, chest heaving heavily as your eyes focus down to bakugou who licks up the remains of your delicious juices. it's so over stimulating, but it feels so good, the way his tongue laps up your cum as if he was a starved man.
for a second, you close your eyes, basking in the sweet after-glow of your orgasm before a familar vibrating sound snaps you out of your bliss. bakugou holds up the pink bullet-vibrator within his hand, cocking his head to the right. "this yours?" he asks teasingly, a sly grin painted into his face.
before you could respond, bakugou is pressing the bullet against your clit, sending waves of overstimulated pleasure up your spine. you wiggle and shift on your bed, attempting to get away from it, from him, but in the heat of the moment you seem to have forgotten of bakugou's trained strength. he pins your hips onto the bed with ease with one hand, and holds the bullet to your clit with the other.
he evilly chuckles into your cunt, his tongue gliding into your tight hole. your cries and pleas are melodies to his ears, and he only stops when your thighs are shaking for a second time around his head and your pussy walls are tightening up around his tongue. he hungrily laps up your fluids once more, the tip of his nose brushing up against your clit as he discards of the vibrator in order to grab onto the back of your thighs and practically smothers himself into your pussy.
finally, once he's deemed you cleaned up and not an ounce of your cum wasted, he pulls away from your drenched pussy. his chin glistens with your juices, his tongue lapping up any remains on his lips. his ruby red eyes watch as your chest heaves up and down, his hand grabbing your wrist that was covering your flushed face and discarding it to the side.
he passionately kisses you, not like the kisses you two shared earlier. rather, your inhaling his heavy breaths as his hips roll subconsciously into yours, his hard-on poking against your inner thigh. "bakugou.." you exhaled against his lips, your hand sliding inbetween your close bodies to palm his confined cock.
bakugou lets out a almost pained groan, his eyebrows furrowing at the feel of your hand brushing against his cock's tip. "fuck.." he groans, his head dipping down to your chest when your hand slides below his trousers and over his confined boner. "wanna help you too bakugou," you mumble shyly, batting those pretty eyelashes at him.
the tempered blonde seems to have been frozen in place at your unexpected boldness, his cock growing impossibly harder at your words. he curses under his breath when your hand glides in between the gap of his boxers, your fingers coming into contact with the skin of his cock.
you're so unexpected. it's all bakugou can ever think of. unlike all the others, you've surprised him the most. you've surprised him with your witsâinstead of strength and speed. no matter how mean or offensive he's been to you, you've been nothing but a saintâgoing so far to even nurse him back to health after a particularly aggressive battle with a villian.
thats why he had to be the one to help you. after all you've done for him, he had to return the favor in the one time he could save your life, even if it meant having sex would save you. he wasn't about to let those ungrateful, clueless extras do it with you either when they didn't deserve the opportunity to have you so vulnerable for them.
and having sex with you doesn't seem too bad, not in the slightest. especially not when your hand is pumping his cock so deliciously. bakugou's lips apart slightly, a sharp gasp escaping when your palm tightens around his sensitive cock.
you jolt when bakugou's own hand wraps around your wrist firmly, practically slapping it away from his cock. you look up at him with filmy eyes, looking for an explanation within his own. "gotta focus on you," he mumbles under his breath, his hands coming down to your hips and dragging you down to him.
bakugou finally begins to undo his belt, the metal buckle causing your ears to tingle. he pushes down his pants to his lower thighs, for a second he glances up at you, to which you can see a small glimpse of the red tint that covers the apples of his cheeks and the way he stares intently at your features, most likely waiting to see your reaction.
he slides his dark red boxers down to the middle of his thighs, just enough to free his cock of his uncomfortable confines. and, just wow, maybe it's because you're quite literally drugged with a sex drug, or maybe he's just that perfectâbut just the sight of his cock has your pathetic pussy walls clenching and throbbing around nothing.
your mouth salivates at the mere thought of his cock, and just now seeing itâgod you just want him to fuck you already. without a thought, your hand reaches once more for him, only for bakugou to pin your wrist down to the side of your body, his own climbing on top of the bed. your legs come to rest on each sides of his hips, his thighs underneath yours while he sits on his knees.
it seems you're not the only one so horny, afterall, as bakugou wrapped his hand around cock, his hips inching closer to yours, his body jolted, eyes widening. his sudden movement has your heart dropping in your stomach, a cold sweat breaking out on your body. "w-what? what is it?" you stutter out, your hand crossing defensively over your clothed chest.
bakugou's cheeks seem to bloom more a shade of red as he leans back, searching for something in his pocket. "hah.. i almost forgot the condom.." he says, taking out the unmistaken small square packet out of his pocket.
you chuckle lightly at the mistake, feeling embarrassment for yourself as well. to think that you two were so wrapped up in the heat of the moment that you almost forgot the condom gives such a strange feeling in your stomach.
finally, bakugou puts the condom on, a bit shaky with embarrassment as he slides it on. all prepared, he looks up at youâpossibly the calmest you've ever seen him, but there's a hint of seriousness and maybe even care with the way his eyebrows are furrowed lightly or how his eyes never leave your face.
"ready?" he asks cautiously, his hand gripped onto the underside of your thigh with the other resting on the side of your lower stomach. with your nod of approval, bakugou meets his thighs to your ass, his cock tip pressing lightly against your virgin hole.
before bakugou could go any further, your soft sobs stop him. his head immediately snaps up to yours, his eyes wide with shock. your eyes are once again wet with tears, eyebrows arched and lips frowning.
"i know this is not very convenient, y/n, but if we don't do this, you'll die-", he tries to say before he's interrupted by your sobs and hiccups. through fat tears and incoherent sentences, you finally manage to say something clear.
"it's not that." you practically hiss, surprising the blonde. "..then what is it?" he urges, a confused expression forming on his face. with a loud sigh, you groan loudly with anger and sadness, practically throwing your hands to your face as you try to wipe away your never-ending tears.
"i d-didn't want it to be like t-this!" you sob loudly, your shoulders jumping with every hiccup. before bakugou could press any further, the years of untold suffering and thoughts just came rushing to you, spilling out of your mouth like vomit. "i-i didn't w-want it to be l-like this! to happen like this!"
"oh my g-god! bakugou i've been in love with you since i've m-met youâand itâit hurtsâfor it to happen this wayâyou're only doing this just b-because you f-feel obligated to do i-itânot because you l-love meâ" you mumble out, hands covering your eyes to avoid seeing his reaction.
"for it to ha-happen this wayâit's like a whole prank..! like a fuckingâslap in the face!" you say, practically yelling the last part as your hands fly down to the bed with frustration, finally meeting bakugou's gaze. your sobs quiet down, stomach churning at the realization of the word vomit you just had.
you thought he would be weirded out, maybe even make fun of you for it. but instead, bakugou is now looking at you with an unfamiliar gaze, full of something that seems to just be more than politeness and friendly care. sure, he's not smiling, but the way his red eyes are half-lidded, pupils dilated so big they might as well just be black, his eyebrows no longer furrowed but instead arched upwards with what seems to be surprise.
before you could say anything else, waves of sharp pain are shot up your spine as bakugou unexpectedly pushes in the tip of his cock, his arms now finding purchase by wrapping around your waist, lowering himself closer to you.
his lips press yours, slow and steady as he inches his fat cock into you. he pulls away from your lips with a grunt, his eyebrows arched downwards as he tries to set aside the way your cunt feels so heavenly wrapped around the end of his cock.
"i'm sorry for how i've been treating you." he says lowly, his teeth nipping at the pristine skin of your collarbone. "i just didn't know how to tell youâdidn't think you felt the s-same," he breathes out, stuttering the last word when your walls clench around his cock. bakugou curses under his breath, trying to ground himself by pawing at your clothed breasts, sliding his hands under your tank to feel the bare skin.
bakugou's words has fresh tears forming once again at your water line. "the same..?" you think out loud, a hiccup escaping your throat at the realization.
"f-fuck, y/nâ," he chokes out, his balls becoming flush with the curve of your ass. "bakugou.. the same?" you urge on, a small gasp leaving your lips when his cock tip glazes against your sweet spot. it takes bakugou to find the strength to answer, but he does with a groan, rising his upper body to have a better look at the sight of you.
"..yes the same you dummy." he finally confirms, his eyes unable to lock with yours, instead choosing to glue themselves to the sight of your tight pussy swallowing his cock. without wasting another second, your hands fly to his nape, pulling him back down to kiss him roughly. the two of you moan into the kiss, your hands desperately exploring the skin of his back while his continue to grope and massage your breasts.
"hahâi just couldn't allow it.. i didn't want the others to have you.." he groans out, his hips speeding up against yours. his teeth bite at your breasts possessively, leaving dark red marks over the unmarked flesh. his possessiveness sends a shiver up your spine, making you impossibly more hornier than you thought possible.
"bakuâkatsuki," you mewl out, your fingernails digging trails of red into the skin of his back. his head nods silently at your use of his first name, his ears tingling intensely.
his head tilts up to face yours, unprepared for what you were about to say. "please fuck me. i need you."
with a few words of heavy profanity, all previously known touches of gentleness are thrown out the window and bakugou is throwing your leg over shoulder and practically folding you in half. bakugou is quick to cover your mouth with his palm, if not your screams of pleasure would be heard by all the other people in these dormsâand he's not quite on board with any nobodies hearing your pretty moans.
bakugou practically jackhammers his hips into yours, his cock tip bullying your cervix. your eyes roll to the back of your head at the foreign feeling of your cervix being fucked, of your cunt being mercilessly destroyed by a fat cock. your hand flies up to the head board, desperately attempting to find purchase on anything to keep you grounded.
his cock grazing your sweet spot has you screaming once more into his palm, creaming around him for the first time that night. "f-fuckâ" bakugou curses loudly, his teeth drawing blood on his lower lip in an attempt to hide own moans.
your cunt walls have a vice grip on his cock, practical almost leaving him unable to move as you cum around him. still, bakugou works his hips in and out, doing everything in his power to prevent himself from cumming just yet.
in an last ditch effort to do so, bakugou lifts his palm up from your mouth, flipping your body so you lay onto your stomach. he's quick to shove his cock back into your overstimulated cunt, rutting into you like a dog in heat. bakugou doesn't find it within himself to care when you're moaning so loud that the first floor can probably hear you, neither does he care that he's fucking you so hard that the bed frame begins to slam against the wall.
all he cares about is destroying your cunt, destroying you, something he's been wanting to do since he's met you. "fuck, fuck, fuck, y/n you feel so fuckin' goodâi'm gonna cum," he babbles, his cock growing hard at the sight of your fat ass bouncing with every impact of his thrusts.
you're no better off than him, moaning his name desperately like a mantra. bakugou finally comes with a sharp and deep thrust, pushing his cock so deep it has the tip flush with your bruised cervix. he groans incoherent words, most likely profanities, as he cums into the condom, his hands gripping on the swell of your hips as he tries to ground himself.
you cum just at the unmistaken warmth that pools inside of you, tongue lolling out of your mouth pathetically. your body twitches underneath his weight, hands weakly grabbing onto his biceps. "katssshuki.." you mewl out, stars practically twinkling in your eyes.
bakugou pulls out of you with a sharp inhale, taking off the filled condom. his cock twitches when you stop him just as he's about to throw away, taking the cum-filled latex from his hand and holding it over your mouth, allowing the cum to drip onto your tongue and into your throat.
he watches you with wide eyes as you practically suck the cum out of the condom before throwing it into the trash bin on the side of your bed. you look at him with a grin, licking your lips generously before giggling.
bakugou's face twitches uncontrollably, any remains of the composure and the obvious "better safe than sorry", he has left is discarded before he practically pounces on you like a wild beast.
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bakugou is jolted awake, his eyes darting to the door of your room. theres a couple of knocks, his eyes look for your clock, '5:04 AM'.
he shuts his eyes, fully okay with ignoring the late visitor before theres more knocks. bakugou, begrudgingly, gets up, only because he doesn't want you to wake up.
he wraps his lower body in a spare blanket, taking a few seconds to rub awaken more before he's inching the door open, just barely enough to see who the visitor is. though, his shoulders relax when he sees it's just mr. aizawa at the door, most likely checking up on your state.
mr. aizawa blinks unexpectedly at bakugou, surely not expecting him to answer the door. his expression softens at the realization, being quick to offer an explanation. "i was just coming here to see if y/l/n was alright.. but i see it's under control, right?"
aizawa punctuates the last word of his sentence with the tilt of his head, his eyes pointing out bakugou's half-naked body. bakugou in response sheepishly shrugs, muttering out a groggy 'yeah' before closing the door.
he stands at the closed door for a second, rubbing his eyes tiredly before turning around to go back to bed, your bed more specifically. he stops in his tracks for a moment before continuing, seeing that you're now sitting up and staring at him.
"katsuki.." you breathe out tiredly, practically purring when you feel his hand settle onto your hip, bringing you back down onto the bed with him.
the two of you share a chaste kiss, departing only to get a short breathe in before you're pushing your body against his, deepening the kiss once more for the nth time that night.
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Rafe with weird girl is a bit more nonchalant and tame compared to JJ with weird girl. he WILL match your freak and thatâs a threat and yeah you might be weird but heâs much weirder he makes you shy. YOU. original rafe!
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youâre talkative. Youâre never not talking someoneâs ear off. Most people canât handle it. Sometimes your own friends need a moment of silence. But never JJ.
youâre laid back on your bed, legs spread open as his face hides between you. âdeb deserves so much better. her boyfriend is such an asshole.â you breathe out shakily as he laps at your cunt.
he hums into you, nodding. âshe does, mama. much better.â he dives right back in, your fingers threading through his hair.
âyeah, and the weird thing is she doesnât think she does,â a small moan leaves your lips but you continue. âwe tell her all the time. oh! I forgot the worst part! when they were on a break, he came to the store and-and bought condoms. at her register.â
this makes him pull his face from your heat, eyes wide as he looks down at you. âno fucking way.â
You nod, just as exasperated. âyeah, i know, it was fucking crazyâ you tell him as you push his head back down
youâve gone fishing with him and youâre so damn bored. you came to tan but the suns slowly going down and you're sure youâre as tan as you can be. he adds bait one last time and throws it far into the water. your eyes trail on his strong arms that are flexing under the soft hue of the sunset.
you dont even question your thought. you lean over and chomp down onto his bicep. heâs not even phased. âwhatâs my sunscreen taste like?â he asks as he glances over at you with a pretty smile. it makes your cheeks flush.
âdelicious. wanna try mine?â itâs a joke. but you should know better than to joke like that with him. he doesnât hesitate to drop his rod and rush to you.
a loud laugh leaves you as he tackles you in a hug, making you land on him as he falls to his back on the boat. heâs nipping at your neck, biting and sucking on you. âjj!â you canât stop the happy laughs that leave you.
âyou taste so good, mama!â he trails his lips down to your chest and bites the side of your boob thatâs pressing out of your bikini. it doesnât take long for him to fully take your tit out and bite your pebbled nipple.
âJJ!â
youâre in bed with jj when you realize something. heâs butt naked. âbro, where are your pants?â
âbro, i like letting my balls get airâ
âbro, are you clenching your cheeks right now?â You ask with a laugh as you smack his ass. He lets out a fake moan and pushes his ass to you.
âBro, i loved that. Do it again.â Heâs laying on top of you now, feeling his everything against you. Your hands fall to his butt and you easily squish his cheek. âBro, im getting a boner.â
âYour bro is giving you a boner? Bro, thatâs fruity.â
He nuzzles his face into your neck as you keep smacking his naked butt. âYour little butt is so cuteâ you comment.
âMy butt is NOT smallâ
âYes, itâs a tiny lil bubble buttâ
âThereâs nothing tiny about me, mamaâ you laugh as he rolls his hips into you.
âJJ! Oh my god!â You laugh and try and push him off of you.
Yeah, no one can ever truly grasp JJâs freakâ he leaves you miles behind. Moral of the storyâŚâŚ he wins.
#jj maybank#jj maybank x reader#jj maybank smut#jj maybank blurb#jj maybank x you#jj maybank imagine#jj maybank fic#jj maybank fluff#weird girl!reader
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theres a kickstarter i backed back in march 2021 thats been going through issue after issue during the production process but has been keeping backers updated the whole time and a couple months ago they announced they were finally able to start shipping orders im excited
#had it been a scam it wouldve been fine bc as soon as i give money to things like that i just consider it gone forever so i take the#possibility of that happening into account when deciding whether or not to buy something and when i backed it $115 was Not Hard At All#that was like. two days' worth of tips at most? three if you picked really slow days?#so as far as im concerned i dont have $115 worth of money up in the air right now waiting for repayment#i simply donated $115 to a cool project almost three years ago and now will get a time capsule of a present in the mail at some point#BUT all that being said i dont think its a scam shes been very transparent and accommodating the whole time#like i couldve gotten most of my order by now if i wantedâ there were wallets that came with the bag and they were the main problem point#bc the manufacturer she used first was Garbage but she wasnt able to get a refund from them#so she offered to ship out everything except the wallets to anyone who wanted it they just had to cover the shipping#n i was like. i dont /need/ any of this it was 100% a fun little treat for me so it being late isnt like. a problem#so might as well save like $20 its win win#and a bunch of people did take her up on it and have been posting abt the quality and they all seem legit#its very funny that ive had to update my address with her twice though KSBDKSBDKDN#and the extra benefit is it really will be a little time capsule present because its been so long ive forgotten most of what i ordered#like i know theres a bag and a wallet and some pins and i think one other thing?#but i dont remember the details of what they look like really or esp the pins i dont remember anything except they were there#maybe the other thing was a popsocket? that sounds probable#anyways. soon it will be bag time>:3c#oh and ofc ppl who didnt order the wallets have already gotten their orders shes not making them wait for us kwbdkshf#so theyve been posting reviews too#im pretty sure 'just refund me for the wallet and give me the rest' was an option#i don't remember for sure and don't want to dig through all FORTY TWO EMAILS to check but id definitely be way more salty abt#the whole situation if they hadnt because thatd be shitty#im bad at remembering things but good at holding deserved grudges so the fact i dont have one tells me she didnt#love having to fuckin. sherlock holmes my own past lmao#but yeah as is im just like. i cannot imagine how much it must suck majorly to be in her shoes so she can take as long as she needs#like a while back i had someone order a thing off etsy ans it didnt notify me at all so they emailed me like a month later like#'hey any updates on my order?' and i was like. FUCK#and i felt terrible for like a month afterwards and gave them a bunch of free stickers to make up for it#and that was yknow. one person who ordered $6 worth of stickers
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is this vore? /hj. hi. im gonna squeet. and dunk my head into ice water digital footprint pls forgive me. may have wrote this with one hand IM JOKING. this is just somethin quick because i need to get it out of my system ok.
nsfw drabbleâbiting sev all over ⥠sub!sevika, edging, fingering (all s! receiving), idk what else girl i can't see straight cuz of her...
and there she lay before you, bare and twitching, in a state she's kept very well hidden from everyoneâexcept you.
her lip tucked under her teeth, head thrown back and half-lidded, blown out eyes lazily following your movements; she was laying sprawled on the mattess. she had tried and failed to hold herself up, both arms trembling under her weight until they eventually gave out.
this was the result of youâoh, how evil you wereâedging the poor woman for an eternity. in actuality, you had tortured her to such a point she didn't even have the energy to bark orders at you like she usually does.
all she could do, was whine. whines of your name, wordless huffs and quiet pleas were all she could sound out. and every so often she'd squirm under you and break eye contact when you did something so obscene, even she couldn't handle it.
you wore the most wicked of sneers on your face excitedly, using all your strength to push her thick muscular thighs outward, until you gazed upon a sight worth winning wars for.
the torture you faced her with had her pussy throbbing. no, that was an understatement. you could see every individual muscle controlling her shiny lips jump at the cool air, you could see the way her clit was nearly whispering for you to touch it, and not to mention the pooling of pearlescent slick dribbling out of her pulsating hole, making a literal puddle under her ass.
now this? this was a never going to get old. you'd plaster the image of her fucked-out self on every surface, take a polaroid and carry it around with you. you were salivating. drool was almost running down your chin at the sight.
but alas, your blissful trance was cut short, by none other than her gruff voice.
"hey. you gonna stare or am i gonna have to finish this myself?" her voice shook, then her eyes darkened and she spat, "you'd like watching that though, wouldn't you. fuckin'âholy-!!"
you didn't give her the time of day to listen to her bitching about, and you cut her off by lunging forward and sinking your teeth into the soft flesh of her right inner thigh.
her shocked intake of air quickly turned into a pornographic moan, her back arching, her breathing quickening, and her thighs fighting to close around your head.
you knew that was her weakness. your teeth in her skin? pff she was a goner. you used that to your advantage as much as you could, she deserved earth shattering orgasms just as much as the next gal.
her noises were bordering on a shriek as soon as you circled her hole with a digit, grinning into her skin at the way she was sucking you in, legitimately trapping your finger inside her.
you felt the flutters of an impending orgasm tickle your immobilized finger, and with great effort you removed your mouth from her thigh and pulled your finger out.
the look on her face when you did that felt sharper than if she had stabbed a spear right through your heart. when sevika gives one of her famed death glares, the word stops spinning. but you being you, it just spurs you on more.
before she can protest you migrate up and place gentle kisses on the side of her neck, right on her pulse point, as a soothing motion before you did what you really wanted.
you sank your teeth in her flesh as hard as your jaw allowed you to, the tangy taste of her blood invading your mouth.
simultaneously, you brought your hand back down to her neglected pussy, pushed your thumb up against her thumping clit, and slid your two middle digits inside herâwithin moments finding her spongy sweet spot.
the cries of pleasure were stuck in her throat, and you couldn't see from what you were doing, but you'd bet your entire life's savings that her eyes were rolled so far back in her skull only the whites would be visible.
your fingers were working hard, all in harmony to bring her to that peak she so craved, and luckily it hit her after no time at all.
her whole being tensed, a low groan reverberated through the room as one of her hands flew to grab a chunk of your hair, further pushing your body flush against hers. you didn't move your mouth, it was suctioned against her in such a way that was guaranteed to leave a nasty bruise on her skin the next day, but she loved it. you did as well.
you felt a gush of warm fluid on your palm, and chuckled into her skin while she shook all over, needy, animalistic noises being all she could produce.
you put in the work and made sure she was utterly spent, then lifted yourself off of her to enjoy the look on her face. she looked so at peace, so satisfied and ethereal, you adored her more than words could ever say.
and likewise, she did you. she cracked open one eye and smiled widely, opening her arms and beckoning for you to lay back on top of her in an embrace.
naturally, you did just that. eagerly burying your face in the crook of your neck, you kissed over the bite mark you left, ran your tongue over the indents in her skin and reveled in the little whimpers she made.
she always had more flesh you could lovingly bite, why stop at just one square inch?
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youâre an angel, iâm a dog â a.donaldson
pairing; older!art donaldson x fem!reader
warnings; roughly written, badly edited, not betaâd (because when is it ever?), allusions to smut, implied age gap (reader is early 20s, art is early 30s), slight tashi x fem!reader if you squint, infidelity (but tashi is kinda cool with it), just some thoughts about older!art and his pretty girl
a/n; this concept has been eating at me for daysss so i had to write it at least roughly! should we make this a series? (maybe get patrick involved?đŤ˘) let me know what you think! ART & CHALLENGERS (poly!art & patrick) REQUESTS ARE OPEN! any questions / conversation starters about this particular au are highly appreciated and encouraged!! please come to my inbox đĽ <3
older!art is fucking obsessed with youâ you, who comes to every one of his matches, who sits next to his wife in those adorable little tennis skirts you sport just for him, who whoops and cheers from the stands whether he wins or loses.
youâre forbidden fruit. so, naturally, he adores you.
tashi knows, because of course she does. she never pries, never so much as spares you a second glance when he wraps his arms around you and buries his face in your neck and huffs hot air against the shell of your ear. she doesnât care â youâve made art better at tennis.
his confidence has skyrocketed since having a pretty thing like you cheering him on, his biggest and most enthusiastic supporter. he plays better, he second guesses himself less, heâs more relaxed.
youâre whatâs been missing. the last piece of the puzzle.
an obedient little thing, glued to his side, wagging like a dog at his every command.
he fucking loves it. loves having someone relying on him for love and validation. loves the way you preen under his fervent gaze and flutter your lashes at the slightest touch.
when tashi asks you to join artâs team officially, you almost keel over.
âlook, i donât care that heâs fucking you⌠or that heâs in love with you. he has a shot at the us open this year, and he needs you by his side to do it.â she says. youâre quick to agree, ever obedient and desperate to please.
âheâs in love with me?â
she scoffs. âyouâve seen the way he looks at you. he almost creams his pants every time youâre in the same room as him.â she tilts your chin upwards with a crooked finger, giving your cheek an affectionate - albeit condescending - pat.
âyou two can have your funâ but he has to win this year.â
artâs perched against the doorframe when you turn, corded forearms crossed over his chest. you scrunch your nose, pushing back a smile that crinkles at your eyes despite your efforts.
fucking smitten.
tashi rolls her eyes, a half smile tugging at the corner of her lips, and she nudges you towards him.
âgo on.â
he opens his arms in greeting and youâre quick to fall into them, your fingers knotting in the shorn hair at his nape. his chest expands beneath your own as he takes a long breath, and he presses his nose to your pulse point, shuddering.
âlove you.â he murmurs into your skin.
âlove you more.â
he could cry; he doesnât remember the last time someone told him they loved him and meant it. youâre obsessed with him, almost as much as he is with you.
at his next match, you carry his rackets and send him off with a good luck kiss that has him breathless, grinning as you roll his wad of gum between your teeth that you sucked right from his waiting mouth.
he wins.
how could he not with his pretty girl watching?
and that night, he rewards you with a thorough fucking, whispered love confessions against your lips, and a breathy moan as he cums that you wonât be forgetting anytime soon.
so, yeah. maybe this life isnât so bad, after all.
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