#nbh btw

[lottiematthewsbf]

Can she fix me like this? 👨‍🦯

[vampiricsystem]

How we look at our friend who used to be our fp but abandoned us for a bit and we fixed everything but now he likes tcc stuff and I'm like oh! Cuz we hate how ppl can jst support killers..

[kittygirlthing-silly]

0im grabing you so mixh i need to fil nmy mind with olyouk i love. wkjrjrnrrnrn

[e77y]

Why does online discourse always make me feel like Imm having a heart attack. Embarrassing! 😁

[patheticpriest]

dare I block this bitch on my other account

[sholven]

giggle it's been a while since I've been here. Anyways i just wanted to speak my thoughts on something I talked to some friends about last week

In case yall don't know, I run the 035 account on Twitter (@Piss__Gremlin [name was a joke]) and I have been for about 5 years now. It's fun, it's what made me love the character more. And it's lead me to finding some amazing friends in the already insanely small SCP-035/Alaggada fandom. But

God I have genuinely noticed that 035 fans on other platforms genuinely hate me. Here especially. I've had multiple people just cut me off the second they find out I run that acc😭 either just ghosts or straight up block my ass.

I ain't saying you HAVE to be friends with or talk to me but damn, in a fandom I really love that's already pretty ass towards the younger fans, it sucks. I've already gotten so much shit from freaks on that account while I was a minor but this on top really drives my motivation to post or engage in 035 content to the ground. Maybe the content on that account is too much sometimes, maybe it's how i USED to be. Maybe its the damn birthing arc i did 😭😭😭

[smokedbeans]

I don’t know if the thing I think happened actually did or not but either way it’s stressful and I asked her about it and was a little bit dismissive so I think it did and I’m trying not to be hysterical about it cus at the end of the day it doesn’t matter but cmon this can’t happen a second time

[silverdragon128]

I reread it once. I reread it a million times. It never becomes “reasonable”. You told me I’d look back and realize you were just “spitting facts”, but that isn’t true. I look back and I see the same words you used for years to defend the abuse. I look back and see the way you used my own mental illness to gaslight me. I’ve talked to others about you said. I’ve talked to others about all of it. They all come to the same conclusion. You convinced me you were good, that I was pathetic, playing the victim. But now I see you for what you were��� and it stings. It was so obvious looking back. I just trusted you beyond reason. Felt guilty for how you suffered after she died. Even now some of that lingers. 7 years, and I still catch myself wondering if I was right. If the evidence in front of me exists at all. But I trust the people I’ve talked to. And I’m learning to trust myself. Your insults will never be lessons, because they were never intended as such. You were angry, and I was a convenient punching bag too scared to walk away. So fuck you. Fuck your “lessons”. I hope life grants you all that you deserve

[basement-creature]

wow!!!! that post was made by actually really horrifyingly bad people and put a lot of extremely triggering things on my feed!!!!!! holy shit!!!!!!! enjoy diet coke like a normal person you sick fucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[sharkjumpers]

[cosmic-ships]

Feeling that feeling again -

[lowcallyfruity]

I scroll through my pookies posts and I’m all like “wow!! Pookie literally never misses!!! These are bangers!!!” And then I scroll and the next post is two twinks talking about gay sex 😭😭😭

[npdlangley]

why ismy friend texting me right when im about to spiral i dont rlly wanna talk about du.nmes.hi

[hardly-a-p3rson]

completely deadass when I say if I don't get some form of comfort I'll fling myself and become part of the sea

[spoomkeearts]

Vent

I feel like I’m doing everything wrong. I feel like I’m hurting people. I think people hate me. I’m too scared to vent in the discord channels as they might think it’s an attack or that I hate them. I’m scared. I’m alone. There’s no where I can go. What do I do

[cardiac-arresting-sweetheart]

some of the nsfw accounts i've seen interact with my posts are,, weird,, O_O