#nate river x reader fluff

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i’m not entirely sure how ticket time works so let me know if i’ve done this wrong. could i please request a fic where reader (preferably male or gn) is having a sleepover with Near (Death Note)? perhaps with some blanket forts, snacks, cuddles, plushies, etc. thank you sm!!

Hi friend! Yeah this is how it works, you just send in a request and if it follows my blog rules which are in my pinned post, I’ll write it! I’m gonna make this one gn so more people can read it any enjoy, thank you so much for the ask! <33

“Are you sure this is something you want to do?”

“Near,” You laughed airily, “You said we could have one night to do anything I wanted to do. I want a sleepover, what could go wrong?

“Do I have to wear this though?” He cocked an eyebrow and gestured towards his outfit.

Okay so maybe making him wear an arctic fox onesie was a little much but it was seriously adorable and besides, he needed to match you. Your brown bear onesie needed company.

“Absolutely!” You declared, “These are traditional sleepover outfits. Now, what to do first…”

You produced the sleepover list Near had made you write. He wanted you to write down all the things you were going to do tonight.

SELEPOVER LIST!!!

1. Onesies prolly

2. Pillow fight

3. Snacks/desserts deserts

4. Blancket fort

5. MONOPOLIE!!

“Uh, so… blanket fort next?” You asked.

Near leaned over to look at the list. “Why did you put a C in blanket?”

You groaned, “I’m bad at spelling, don’t bring it up.”

“You spelled Monopoly with an I and a E… and you spelled dessert instead of desert.”

“Oh my god, shut up please.” You stood up and left the room only to return with a plethora of pillows, stuffed animals and blankets.

“Okay, have you ever built a pillow fort before?” You asked and chucked a pillow out him, he dodged but got hit square in the face with a panda PillowPet.

“No, never,” He adorably glared at the panda, “How do we do it?”

“I think it’s best if you just watch and follow along.” He nodded and you began stacking pillows, finding chairs and throwing blankets on top of them. Eventually the center of the room was a mountain of colorful cloth and chairs that you and Near admired.

You smiled and grabbed his hand, lifting up one part of blanket and crawling inside. You dropped his hand halfway in and made it entirely inside as he tried to follow you. He bumped a chair and suddenly the entire fort collapsed on top of you.

Laughing and pushing through the blankets in an attempt to move them out of the way, Near’s face appeared in front of you holding a pillow sheepishly.

“Sorry…”

“It’s okay, it’s okay!” You chuckled and shoved a Squish-mallow off your lap. “ What do you want to do next?”

Very quickly you had moved on to the pillow fight. It only lasted a little while because poor skinny Near was not good with exercise and he kept getting pummeled in the face and falling over.

Next you played Monopoly and of course Near was going to win. He was fantastic at the game. Then you convinced him to turn around because there was something he had to see. Near couldn’t figure out how suddenly you had triple the amount of money you used to. He didn’t realize cheating was an option.

Finally you moved onto the snack portion. One failed, burnt cake and a quick Target trip later and you had enough Sour Patch Kids to kill an elephant.

Lazing on the pillow and candy covered floor, you watched an old movie together and munched on Oreos.

“That was worth it, I suppose.” Near said.

“You’re glad you gave me a night of your life instead of working like you always do? I’m honored.” You said sarcastically.

“Yeah… It was nice…” He gave you a small smile and you gave him one back.

“Good. I’m glad you enjoyed yourself. We could do it again sometime.”

[jumexju]

REQ !! : Hello!! Could I request L, Near and Mello (separately) x reader who can speak Polish? :] Imagine like a scenario where reader swears when annoyed or calls them pet names in that language! Ty 🫶

CATALOGUE

Pairing(s) !! : L, Near, Mello / Reader (Seperate)

CW !! : profanity, apart from that, none !

Summary !! : How they'd be with a reader who speaks polish.

Notes !! : Sorry they're short, i'm not really familiar with the polish language, hopefully you still enjoyed, anon !

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LAWLIET L !! :

He’s fluent in like 6 languages, he’d probably end up either asking you if you would be willing to teach it to him or he’ll learn it himself

He’d probably like communicating with you in polish when the task force is around just so they don’t know what the both of you are conversing about 

If you would code-switch to polish whenever you cuss, he’d probably find it a little humorous but I don’t think he’d admit that openly

If you were to call him pet names though? He probably feels cherished. 

It’s like something only the two of you share, and he secretly loves the fact that no one else really knows what the two of you are saying half of the time. 

NEAR !! :

I’m going to assume that Near also is multilingual 

So based on that, I believe Near would secretly learn polish on his own after hearing you swear or call him a pet name in that language

He probably would be the type to blush a little once he finds out that you’ve been calling him polish pet names that whole time

Near, despite seeming like a know-it-all sometimes, he does have his soft moments. 

He also calls u pet names in polish but in private, away from his co-workers

And because he’s a menace too, he’d smirk to himself whenever he hears you swear in polish

MELLO !! :

“How do you say f#%@ in polish?” 

Jokes aside, I wouldn’t put it past him. He definitely asks you how to cuss in polish 

If you actually tell him how then he’ll probably use this newfound knowledge when the mafia pisses him off

He definitely would ask you if you could teach him polish because he enjoys the clueless look in the mafia members’ faces when they realize the both of you are speaking in a language foreign to them

Like L, he likes having something that's only for the two of you

He def blushes like an idiot whenever you call him pet names 

He thinks its cute when you get flustered at him doing the same 

He’s def teaching matt swear words btw 

[fan-therapy]

How would the wammy boys (and Light) take to a reader who dresses grungy metalhead style and listens to nirvana SOAD koRn and Slipknot and is antisocial and clingy to them also GN reader and preferably headcannons (established relationships because duh) sorry if it's kinda long but I want to know if they'd like me

Wammy Boys with a Grungy Metalhead Reader

hi! so i made these all SFW, also im not super familiar with the metal scene but i tried my best! i hope you enjoy it! thanks for the request anon <3

L Lawliet 🍰

-he doesn't really get it at first.

-he thinks its a little strange, the music you listen to.

-also, the clothes?

-he just wonders why you wear so many dark colors!

-on the personality part, he surprisingly lovessss the clinginess

-he doesn't mind having you clutching onto him and sitting with him while he works! he likes it!

-he's also antisocial, so he likes that definitely <3

Near/Nate River 🧩

-he loves the style!

-he thinks the look is really cool, even if he doesn't think he himself would dress that way

the music, though, is another story

-i'll say now that it's NOT a deal-breaker for him

-but he doesn't like it.

-he thinks it's too loud and intense and overwhelming. he's the type of person to listen to classical so metal is too much for him tbh

-just like L, he's also antisocial, so he likes that aspect of your personality. the clingy side of things isn't an issue either. he doesn't mind it!

Matt/Mail Jeevas 🎮

-oh god he ADORES you.

he's not antisocial so he might try to pull you out of your little hole, but he's also okay with sitting back and playing some games with you

-hes even clingier than you lmao...

-like, he LOVES your attention. he needs it and he thrives on it.

-he loves everything about you.

-especially your style! he thinks you look so cool.

-when you two started dating, he was introduced to metal for the first time and now he's fully obsessed with it.

Mello/Mihael Keehl 🍫

-i think he also likes metal!

-he listens to the same bands, goes to the same concerts, all of that

-when he was younger, he might have even tried making some metal music himself.

-y'all dress kinda similar too, so you go together really well.

-you would totally go to concerts together but that's not relevant

-on the clingy side of things, he might not always be super affectionate but he won't ever get pissed at you for wanting his attention

-he doesn't mind your antisocalness, he's not too antisocial but he doesn't really mind that you are!

Light Yagami 📓

-good lord you two are polar opposites.

-like, he can't stand metal music and says it distracts him and makes his head hurt

-but if you really wanna listen to it, he won't stop you. he might just put some earplugs in though...

-he doesn't mind your clothes.

-like, he thinks it's cool, but he's not nearly as obsessed with it as matt.

-he will never ever stop you from clinging onto him. he doesn't mind it at all, so why should he stop you?

-he does try to get you out of your shell though!

[milkteaandsugar]

Shattered Bonds - 9. Invisible Bond ・見えない絆 (on Wattpad) 

The invisible bond between us held a strange kind of strength. Near didn't need to say or do anything—he could be silent, asleep, completely unaware of my presence, but just being here, close to him, filled me with a calmness I'd thought I'd forgotten. I could be myself, unfiltered and unguarded, with no need to pretend or force myself into some mold. The world could spin however it wanted; as long as I had this connection, I'd feel steady, grounded.

[riverwritez]

movie night (with the boys).

a/n: hello! I’m river (or Lilly) and I’ve written like one thing on here and plan on writing more so! It’s nice to meet you all and I hope you enjoy this and what’s to come. Also be nice, I’m really rusty with writing.

warnings: fluff, I think that’s all.

edited: a little tiny bit

matt x fem!reader.

With the boys schedule being jam packed with various different meetings, events and video plans- you and Matt rarely found time to be together besides late at night when he came home, and early mornings when you woke up for work. Especially with Nate being in town, alone time was scarce.

But you and Matt finally found a sliver of time that you guys could have a small date at the house. Just a simple movie night with snacks, and neither of you complained, just wanting to be with the other for as long as they could.

“Ok, your pick tonight, what movie are we watching?” Matt asked as he jumped over the back of the couch and settled next to you, arm around your shoulders as you placed your head on his chest.

You tapped your chin as you thought for a moment, smiling as you looked up at the man next to you. “Tangled!”

Matt shook his head as he laughed. You always chose Tangled if the offer was on the table and he never complained, finding a sense of comfort from the movie ever since you two got together.

As Matt turned the movie on, and you both got comfortable with a bowl of popcorn next to Matt and various other snacks and drinks on the table, you both heard the front door swing open.

“No dude, you definitely cheated! I would’ve won both rounds if you didn’t do the stupid granny.” Chris complained as Nate and Nick followed behind him, scoffing and arguing back at the claim.

Matt groaned as he ran a hand down his face, annoyed at the intrusion and the fact that the group obviously didn’t listen to his pleads. “Oh my fucking- Can you guys be quiet or go somewhere else? I specifically told you guys to stay out so we could have a movie night!” Matt exclaimed as the three men stood in the living room, looking at the two of you together.

“Sorry, but we can’t bowl all night, plus Nick was bored so we just got a Uber back here.” Nate explained as he walked behind Matt and looked at the screen. “Ooh! You’re watching-“

“Tangled! Oh my god!” Chris said, rushing over to the other side of the couch, grabbing a blanket and getting comfy, already having his shoes off and eyes glued to the screen. You shook your head as you laughed at him, Nick soon invested as well as he sat down next to you and stole some of your blanket. Nate shook his head as he went to the fridge and got a Pepsi for himself and Chris.

“Ok, nice seeing you guys, now leave. This isn’t “date night plus the guys!”, this is date night with me and my beautiful girlfriend! Now fuck off!” Matt hissed out as Chris nodded along, yet not making eye contact once as for his eyes were still connected to the screen in front of him.

“But you have pizza! And plus i bet y/n doesn’t mind, right?” Nate asked after as he looked at you with wide eyes, full of hesitation and hope, slowly grabbing a piece of pizza from the box on the table.

Laughing at the situation, you shook your head as you leant into Matt’s embrace more. “The more the merrier!”

“Thank god, I’m already comfortable and I forgot how good this movie was.” Nick said as he leaned onto you for support as he grabbed chocolate that was already on the table.

Sighing, Matt buried his face into your neck, whining in annoyance as his brothers and best friend sat in the room, interrupting something he specifically told them not to.

“Love? what’s wrong?” You whispered at him, rubbing the back of his head as he nuzzled deeper into your neck and wrapped you up tighter in his embrace.

“I’m sorry. This isn’t how this was supposed to go. It was supposed to be only us, but these idiots always need to be involved with whatever the others have going on.” Matt whispered to you, placing a gentle kiss on your jaw as you smiled down at him.

“It’s ok baby, I promise. As long as you’re here, I’m good. They’re fun to have around…. when their not being annoying-“

“I heard that!” Chris commented, his eyes never leaving the colorful screen as the animated movie continued.

“She isn’t wrong.” Nick added, offering you a piece of chocolate you politely declined.

Matt sighed once again, and took in the scene. His younger brother on the edge of his seat, intrigued with a movie he’s seen how many times with his best friend next to him. The oldest leaning against you as he snacked on chocolate and made little comments at how hot Flynn was, which made all of you roll your eyes at one point. And finally you, snuggled up under the blanket with him, drowning in his hoodie you had slipped on earlier while he held you tightly.

Sighing, Matt melted into the couch cushions and placed a kiss on your head, accepting what has become of the date he planned.

“I guess this isn’t too bad.”

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Parings → Nathan Drake x Reader

Warnings → angst, fluff at the end I guess

Summary → Nate doesn't like the new addition to the group, that is you. You don't know why he hates you so much.

The jungle was thick with humidity, the air dense and oppressive as you followed behind Nate, Sully, and Chloe. You wiped the sweat from your brow, heart pounding in sync with your footsteps as the group pressed forward, deeper into the unknown. The treasure you were after—a long-lost artifact hidden in these remote ruins—was tantalizingly close. But the closer you got, the more unbearable Nate’s attitude seemed to become.

He hadn’t liked you from the start, though you never understood why. He was all charm with Sully and Chloe, offering smirks and clever quips to lighten the tension. But with you, it was different. Cold. Distant. Sometimes even downright hostile.

“I don’t know why you’re even here,” Nate muttered under his breath as you climbed a steep rock face. His words were sharp, and your heart clenched, but you kept your mouth shut, refusing to let him get under your skin. You were here for the same reason as him—because you were good at what you did.

You ignored him, focusing on the climb. Chloe shot you a glance, eyes full of silent sympathy, but she didn’t say anything. Not this time.

The group trudged forward for hours, trekking through the thick forest and scaling treacherous cliffs. Each step felt heavier, not from the physical exertion but from the weight of Nate’s constant jabs. Every time you tried to make a suggestion, he cut you off. Every time you offered help, he dismissed you.

It wasn’t always this way. When Sully had first introduced you to Nate and the team, you thought you’d get along. After all, you admired him—his wit, his skill, his determination. But somewhere along the line, something changed, and now it seemed like everything you did grated on him.

Eventually, you reached the ruins. The ancient stone structure was weathered and worn, vines creeping up its surface, but it was magnificent. A sense of awe washed over you, but it didn’t last long.

“Careful where you step,” Nate snapped as you moved closer to the entrance. “Wouldn’t want you setting off a trap.”

Your jaw clenched, but you didn’t respond. He made you feel like you were an outsider, like you didn’t belong. It wasn’t fair.

And then it happened. One insult too many.

“I don’t know why Sully keeps bringing you along,” Nate muttered, barely loud enough for the others to hear. “You’re nothing but dead weight. Slowing us down all the time.”

That was it. The final straw.

You stopped in your tracks, every ounce of patience drained. You turned toward Nate, your voice shaky with hurt and anger. “What’s your problem with me, Nate? I’ve done nothing but pull my weight here. If you have a problem, spit it out.”

He turned to face you, eyes hard. “I don’t need someone watching my back who can’t handle the pressure.”

The words stung, cutting deeper than you expected. You could feel Chloe and Sully’s eyes on you, the tension in the air palpable.

“I’m done,” you said, voice quiet but firm. “I’m not staying here to be your punching bag.”

Without waiting for a response, you turned and walked away, your heart pounding in your chest. You heard Sully call after you, but you didn’t stop. The tears prickled at your eyes, and you were determined not to let anyone see.

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You sat alone by a river, the sound of rushing water doing little to ease the ache in your chest. You weren’t sure how long you’d been sitting there—long enough for the sun to dip low in the sky. Long enough for the frustration to simmer into a quiet sadness.

What had you done to make Nate hate you so much? You were good at what you did, and you’d never asked for anything more than to be treated with respect. Yet, every time you tried to show your worth, he was there, tearing you down.

The sound of footsteps broke through your thoughts, and you looked up to see Nate standing a few feet away. He wasn’t smirking. He wasn’t wearing that infuriating cocky expression. In fact, he looked…apologetic?

You didn’t say anything. You weren’t even sure if you could without the lump in your throat rising up again.

Nate cleared his throat, shoving his hands into his pockets as he looked down at you. “I, uh… I screwed up.”

You didn’t respond, but you didn’t turn away either. You were curious to hear what he had to say.

“I shouldn’t have said those things,” he continued, his voice quieter now. “It wasn’t fair to you. I just… I don’t know.”

You raised an eyebrow. “You don’t know?”

He sighed, running a hand through his hair. “Look, I’m not good at this stuff, okay? I didn’t mean half the crap I said to you.”

“Well, it sure felt like you did,” you muttered, looking away.

He took a step closer, sitting down on a nearby rock. “You’re good at what you do. I know that. Hell, you’re better than I am at some of this stuff. I guess that’s part of the problem.”

You frowned, looking back at him. “What are you talking about?”

“I don’t know,” he admitted again, frustration evident in his voice, though this time it seemed directed at himself. “I’ve always been used to working with Sully or Chloe, people I know, people I trust. And you…you came in, and suddenly everything was different. I felt like I wasn’t in control anymore.”

You stared at him, trying to process his words. “So, you’ve been treating me like crap because you’re…what? Intimidated?”

Nate laughed, but there was no humor in it. “Yeah, something like that.”

You blinked, surprised by his honesty. You’d never considered that his behavior might be rooted in his own insecurities. “You could’ve just talked to me, you know. Instead of being an ass.”

He winced at that. “Yeah, I realize that now.”

For a moment, there was only the sound of the river between you. Then, Nate spoke again, his voice softer this time. “I don’t hate you. I’ve never hated you. I just didn’t know how to deal with…this. With you being as good as you are.”

You shook your head, a small, incredulous smile tugging at your lips. “You’re stupid.”

He chuckled, the tension between you easing slightly. “Yeah, I am. But I’m sorry. Really.”

You took a deep breath, feeling some of the hurt start to fade. “I appreciate that. But you’ve got a lot of making up to do.”

Nate grinned, that familiar spark of mischief back in his eyes. “I’ll start by not insulting you every five minutes. Deal?”

You laughed, shaking your head. “Deal.”

The two of you sat in companionable silence for a while, the earlier tension dissipating. It wasn’t quite friendship yet, but it was a start. And as Nate offered you a hand to help you up, you couldn’t help but feel that maybe, just maybe, things would be different from now on.

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headcanons/imagines/fanfics (depends how much inspo I have)

smut (obviously with characters aged 18)

neurodivergent reader/reader with mental health disorders/substance use, etc. (I will mostly focus on character's opinion about it, unless it's something I'm personally affected by and can properly portray it)

fandoms and characters listed below

𝖜𝖔𝖓'𝖙 𝖜𝖗𝖎𝖙𝖊

feminine reader (if you request fem reader I will change it to gn)

pregnancy/proposals

idk what I'm comfortable writing yet so shoot your shot

x 𝔇𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔥 𝔑𝔬𝔱𝔢 Mello (Mihael Keehl), Matt (Mail Jeevas), Near (Nate River), L

x 𝔅𝔞𝔱𝔪𝔞𝔫: 𝔗𝔥𝔢 𝔗𝔢𝔩𝔩𝔱𝔞𝔩𝔢 𝔖𝔢𝔯𝔦𝔢𝔰 Joker (John Doe), Penguin (Oswald Cobblepot)

x 𝔇𝔢𝔱𝔯𝔬𝔦𝔱: 𝔅𝔢𝔠𝔬𝔪𝔢 ℌ𝔲𝔪𝔞𝔫 Connor, Ralph

x 𝔖𝔞𝔩𝔩𝔶 𝔉𝔞𝔠𝔢 Sal Fisher, Larry Johnson, Ashley Campbell, Todd Morrison

x 𝔖𝔠𝔬𝔱𝔱 𝔓𝔦𝔩𝔤𝔯𝔦𝔪 𝔗𝔞𝔨𝔢𝔰 𝔒𝔣𝔣 Scott Pilgrim, Matthew Patel, Young Neil, Wallace Wells, Roxie Richter, Kim Pine, Gideon Graves

[kurokawaia]

REQUEST RULES + CHARACTERS

REQUEST RULES ::

⋆·˚ ༘ * i have a life outside Tumblr aka. requests might take a while depending on motivation. ༊*·˚

DONT TELL ME 'I want you to write...', it can come of rude and demanding and I won't fulfill your reques. Come of NICE when you request, e.g, 'I was wondering if you could right,' 'could you please write,' etc ༊*·˚

I WILL WRITE for fem!reader ONLY in all of the thirsts, drabbles, fics and headcanons i write, the troupe will be dom!character x sub!reader unless stated other wise or requested otherwise.

NOTE :: if gender is not specified in request, i will assume it's a FEM! instert and will write a FEM! insert

I can also write any male reader x male character nsfw's but ONLY for Heaven Official's Blessing and The grandmaster demonic cultivation !!sorry if you want male x reader for any other fandom, but this is just the fandoms im comfortable writing this troupe with.

NOTE :: I will rarely write a dom!reader x sub!character

COMFORTABLE WRITING ┈➤ fluff, angst, smut, and dark content.

COMFORTABLE WRITING TOPICS ┈➤ cnc, duncon, noncon, being drugged, breeding, baby trapping, daddy kinks, mommy kinks, dd/lg, blood play, weapon play, kidnapping, yandere, coercion/manipulation, god complex, praise, name calling, degradation, exhibitionism, voyeurism, cervix fucking, size kink, age gaps, cockwarming, bondage, biting, cucking, threesome, throat training, impact play, oral -> male and female receiving, face sitting, double penetration, anal + more ༊*·˚

NOT COMFORTABLE WRITING ┈➤ insest, stepcest scat, watersports, vomit, fisting, pedophilia, chastity, drowning, public nudity, gangbangs (no more than a threesome), cannabilism, hypnosis, duct tape, mummification, consensual servitude, humiliation, harem boys, prostitution ༊*·˚

I WILL NOT WRITE ┈➤ au's!! (i will not write for a character outside that timeline/setting as in the anime. so please refraining from asking me to write a 'modern au' 'collage au' etc. the only exception is making that au within the anime setting, such as; 'character doing this instead of this', like that is that makes sense?) insesct, stepcest ༊*·˚

all characters are depicted to be 18+

REQUEST CHARACTERS ::

⋆ HUNTER X HUNTER :: Kurapika Kurta, Leorio Paradinight, Killua Zoldyck, Gon Freecs, Illumi Zoldyck, Chrollo Lucilfer, Feitan Portor

⋆ DEATH NOTE :: Light Yagami, L Lawliet (L), Miheal Kheel (Mello), Mail Jeevas (Matt), Nate Rivers (Near)

⋆ BUNGO STRAY DOGS :: Dazai Osamu, Atsushi Nakajima, Kunikida Doppo, Edogawa Ranpo, Fukuzawa Yukichi, Nakahara Chuuya, Ryunosuke Akutagawa, Dostovesky Fyodor ༊*·˚

⋆ BLEACH :: Ichigo Kurosaki, Zaraki Kenpachi, Kuchiki Byakuya, Urahara Kisuke, Shinji Hirako, Kyoraku Shunsui, Aizen Sosuke, Hitsugaya Toshiro, Cifer Ulquiorra, Jaegerjaquez Grimmjow, Ishiha Uryu, Haschwalth Jugram ༊*·˚

⋆ NARUTO/BORUTO :: Uchiha Sasuke, Uchiha Itachi, Uchiha Madara, Uzumaki Naruto, Senju Tobirama, Hatake Kakashi, Hyuga Neji, Nara Shikamaru, Jiraya, Otsitsuki Indra ༊*·˚

⋆ DEMON SLAYER :: Demon slayers; Tokitō Muichirō, Rengoku Kyōjurō, Tomioka Giyū, Uzui Tengen, Shinazugawa Sanemi, Iguro Obanai, Himejima Gyōmei, Yoriichi Tsugikuni. Demons; Kibutsuji Muzan, Kokushibō | Michikatsu Tsugikuni, Douma, Akaza ༊*·˚

⋆ WIND BREAKER :: Haruka Sakura, Suo Hayato, Togame Jou, Kaji Ren, Umemiya hajime ༊*·˚

⋆ TOKYO REVENEGRS :: Mikey, Draken, Sanzu, Wakasa, Izana, Ran, Rindou ༊*·˚

[p0ssywhippedcream]

This is so simple to request but I really want it: Could I get a jealous/ possessive Near?? (A lil nsfw if you can)

thank youuuuu, baby.💖

Near hardly ever got good things in life. Of course, he enjoyed cases, puzzles, toys but really he never got things that were for him personally.

But the relationship he has with you, his girlfriend, you are his completely. He needs that with you, he needs you to only be his because you’re his safe haven. His home he goes to after long, stressful days.

And now, you’re talking to Gevanni and he’s looking at you like you hung the moon. You’re laughing your pretty laugh, tucking your hair behind your ear and swaying back and forth on your feet. You look absolutely stunning.

Gevanni absolutely sees it too, the look on his face proves it. Near was positively fuming internally, his hands on the verge of shaking around his toys.

Then Gevanni takes a gamble and puts a hand on your left hand, the hand that’s wrapped a coffee cup. You smile stutters and your eyes drop down to where you’re connected to him. Near is up before he even knows what he’s doing.

“What’re you doing? You ask with a confused, strange look on your face.

Gevanni opens his mouth to speak but suddenly, a certain white haired boy is in between both of you.

“Y/n, we need to talk.”

You nod, grateful for the escape and follow Near out of the room without looking back. Once in a separate room, you grab Near’s arm softly and turn him towards you.

“What’s up?”

“He is sexually attracted to you, Y/n. I want you to try to keep your distance for a little while.”

You made a face. “Yeah, I thought so I just didn’t think he’d go so far as to make a move on me, especially in front of you.”

Near makes a similar face and he doesn’t say anything for a few seconds.

“Are you sexually attracted to him as well?”

“What?! No! God no! Near, he is not- I’m not- God, you’re my boyfriend. I don’t like him that way, I swear.”

Near nods but it doesn’t feel sincere, like he agrees but barely as if it’s subconscious. “Okay.”

“You don’t believe me.” You sigh but you’re not angry, just sad. Then a fire ignites in your eyes, bright and burning and forgotten your hand drops from his shoulder to grab his hip.

“Can I show you? That I mean it?” You ask, caressing him softly.

His eyes are wide, unknowing and he nods again, this time with energy. You kiss him on the cheek with a grin and then steadily drop until you’re kneeling. You kiss his clothed thighs then around his crotch, right around the the bulge that’s begging for attention.

Eagerly, you unbutton his pants and tug them down with a excited giggle. Nearly tearing his boxers off with joy, you finally place a kiss on his bare right thigh.

Near looks down on you with an unreadable expression. A quarter lust, a quarter fear, a quarter joy and the rest seems to be giddiness.

Your face is warm with love for him and when he smiles a little nervously, you smile back and lean forward to his excitement.

“You’re it for me, Near. Just you. I’ll show you everyday if that’s what it takes.”

[dragonsareourfuture]

Christmas With The Wammy Boys

Wrote this on Christmas day when I was feelin' the holiday spirit vibes and you're getting it now lol

L

This Christmas would be different, for one particular reason.

Watari has hereby refused to keep buying presents for L to give you. He’s vowed to stop decorating the tree for him and setting up Christmas lights in patterns intricate enough to win competitions. No more…at least for this year.

“I’ve given you a break between cases for a reason, L. Spend time with them.”

L is the KING of practical gifts. Remember that vacuum cleaner you mentioned needing a while ago? It’s showing up under the tree with a bow on it.

“Oh, what’s this?”

“Detergent.”

“…”

“You said we needed detergent.”

He means well, and he really did put a lot of thought into your gifts. He thought about everything you said you needed from the last few months and went out of his way to go to a store and get it for you.

Because of that there’s no way you can even feel disappointed. Besides, you’re not receiving pointless shit that you don’t know what to do with. And you did need detergent.

Man’s tall. He can hang Christmas lights without a ladder.

He also puts the star on the tree.

And runs into all the mistletoe you hang everywhere.

“It’s an excuse to kiss or whatever!”

“All it seems to be doing is giving me a mouthful of leaves whenever I walk through a doorway.”

He doesn’t really know how to react when he opens presents.

*Awkward smile* “Thank you…I enjoy this.”

Mello

Mello’s family used to celebrate Christmas diligently. And even though he doesn’t have the best of memories connected to his family, the Christmas season has always been a time when his family would mend itself, at least for a while, and he could focus on simply being a kid with presents and food and joy.

It kind of catches you off guard when he’s so passionate about Christmas, but in a good way.

Considers “Die Hard” a Christmas movie

He tries so hard to get you something you’d like, but the poor thing honestly isn’t that great at gift giving.

He probably overthinks it too and stresses himself out so much before resorting to a gift card.

And he’d feel extra shitty if you get him a really sentimental or expensive gift. Like one time you got him this really sick pocket knife that was coated with matt black and engraved with gold on the blade.

But other times…you get burnt out too.

“Okay, so I’m really sorry”

“Me too.”

“But I couldn’t really think of anything good enough for you this year.”

“Yep, same.”

“So I got you this gift card”

“ME TOO—“

The time you spend together is better than any gift card though.

He’s a competitive decorator…

Like…COMPETITIVE. He tries to outdo anyone who lives nearby. One time he blew a fuse both literally and figuratively trying to win a made up Christmas lights competition with the neighbors.

If you think Mello isn’t going to be drinking an entire store’s stock of hot chocolate, you are dead wrong.

“I’m getting into the spirit of the holiday”

“Do not tell me you wouldn’t down a gallon of hot chocolate on any other regular day. This ain’t special.”

Matt

Christmas is a very casual occasion for Matt. He never celebrated it and he doesn’t mind continuing that. He’ll really only contribute if you want to celebrate it with him.

Shit at wrapping presents, but a master at picking out great ones.

He remembers a surprising amount of things you tell him.

“Woah, is this (insert thingy here)!? Didn’t I only mention this once? And weren’t you on your phone the whole time I was talking!?”

“What, you think I wasn’t listening?”

He’ll go along with whatever you want to do, honestly. Going sledding? Sure, no probs. Building snowmen? ‘Kay, Matt’s game. He’s making a snow Mello.

But the time Matt likes the best is when you’re cuddled up after these chilling activities by the fireplace while watching a movie. Hot chocolate may or may not be available, depending on how much Mello has already had. If not, coffee is a fine substitute.

This is Matt’s preferred time to give you your gifts and, although he doesn’t require it, he’ll be delighted if you give him one as well. Games for his console is always a safe bet, but giving him something sentimental will always warm his heart.

Just the thought of you going above and beyond for him when he told you that you didn’t have to…it really puts it into perspective just how much he means to you.

“It’s a necklace! Now, I wasn’t really sure if you like jewelry but I made sure the beads were your favorite colors and — oh, look! — I picked out a charm from that game you said you were obsessed with as a kid and…are you okay, babe? Are you…are you crying??”

“Yeah…yeah, I uh…here, can you put it on me?”

Near

Ok so…hear me out — dressing him up as a snowman.

Like with the white hair and all it would be adorable.

Of course, he might not think so. But if you bribe him. He might just come around to your side.

“Please.”

“No. I am not your doll.”

“I’ll buy you that new train set you liked for Christmas.”

“I am now your doll.”

Honestly you might have to bribe him to do a lot of things.

He kinda gets away with not getting you a present by claiming that all the things he’s done for you count as a present.

“I didn’t have to put on this fake carrot nose. But I did. I think that’s a suitable gift.”

“Fine, but at least let me take pictures. No one can recognize you with all the props and makeup.”

“…………….fine.”

Christmas isn’t always about bribes and reluctance, though. Near really likes setting up his toys in the nativity scene display thing, so that’s something he’ll do willingly.

“And who’s that as Mary?”

“Iron Man.”

You can tell he appreciates everything you get him because he spends hours playing with your gifts afterwards.

He also takes a few hours to open like three gifts. Just because as soon as he opens one gift he likes to take it out of the packaging, read the instructions, set it up, and mess with it for at least thirty minutes before moving on to the next gift.

It’s a process.

[fan-therapy]

I don't know what your request status is but if your allowing requests right now I'd like to request a death note HC of how the boys like to kiss or something else along those lines.

Please and thank you!

How they like to kiss you- Death Note 🎀

AAAAAAH MY FIRST REQUEST!!! Thank you so much. I love this, I didn't even think to write it <3 hope you like it babes (also i didn't know which characters you wanted so i picked my favs!!) Warnings- Kissing? (lmk if there are more and i'll add them!) Characters- Touta Matsuda, Near/Nate River, Mello/Mihael Keehl, Light Yagami, L Lawliet

Touta Matsuda 💕

-So i think he's very shy about kisses

-Like, he gets soooo flustered and embarrassed he is the perfect man i love him so much

-but he'd come up to you, refusing to say what he wants, but you can tell because he gets clingy af

-YOU have to be the big kid and initiate it

-but i think he's very gentle

-slow, passionate kisses yk?

-very sweet and angelic

-AND he tastes like mint. i will die on that hill

-but when he kisses you, he has a habit of putting one hand on the back of your head and the other around your waist.

Near/Nate River 🧸

-near is not super affectionate

-but he has his moments

-he doesn't normally initiate kisses, but when he feels like it, he will absolutely tell you

-hes so honest with it to. he is BOLD

-he also has very gentle, intimate kisses

-feather light kisses :)

-he tastes like candy. those swirly lollipops specifically!

-but yes very sweet

Mello/Mihael Keehl 🍫

-mello is another BREED

-he's extremely... aggressive.

-he will absolutely grab your face, pull your face up to him to make you.

-also, he has strong, rough kisses

-even if its not supposed to be sexual

-he's grabbing onto your waist, pinning you to a wall, all that shit

-and he obviously tastes like chocolate (duh)

Light Yagami 📓

-Light is 50/50

-like, sometimes he tells you, sometimes he won't

-but if he does, its very soft and gentle

-he slowwwwwly leans in it is romantic fr (i hate light but this is omg)

-he's intense and firey!!!

-like slow, sensual stuff

-i strongly believe he tastes and smells like caramel

L Lawliet 🍰

-L is very obvious about it

-he won't always tell you, but he always gets what he wants

-so he will always always always initiate.

-he's a little sensual, a little intense, but still soft

-he has a habit of grabbing onto your chin, hold onto your face <3

-he's so kind and loving

-he tastes like strawberry cheesecake (AAAHHHHHHH)

[hatakemrs]

Hi!! I loved your TokRev boys "I hate you" hcs, and was wondering if you could do sth similar (or maybe like, they say sth rude) with Wammy Boys since you do death note as well?

Sure 😊 I love the wammy boys so here are some hcs about how Nate 'Near' River , L Lawliet and Mihael 'Mello' Keehl and Mail 'Matt'Jeevas will react to saying something rude in a conversation. Enjoy<3

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Nate 'Near' River:

Being Nate River's partner comes with its own pros and cons. Near can be really sweet when he wants to but becomes emotionally distant few times which worries you out.

So when Near got to know about L's death he was devastated.

Though he wouldn't show it you knew what he was going through and you tried to comfort him in every way possible.

It had been a month since L's passing and Near had been doing better than previously but you knew something was wrong so you wanted to check up on him one evening.

"Near?" You wishpered as you slowly entered his room. "Get out" a dry voice replied. "Near I know what you're going through but-" you started but Near yelled at you "Oh for God's sake Y/n! Just Get out and stop pretending like you know what I'm feeling!".

This time you just went out of his room without a single sound.

It wasn't until the next morning Near realised his mistake . He knew what he did was wrong but didn't knew how to apologize for it.

He tried to make conversation with you but failed miserably.

"Play with my hair please?" He finally approached you with a question he always asked as an alternative for apologizing.

You can say you both shared some kind you silent agreement on this. If you did ruffle his hair he would know that you accepted his apology otherwise not.

This time you did ruffle his hair as you knew it wasn't completely his fault for yelling at you that day.

L Lawliet:

This workaholic mf doesn't even sleeps at night so don't expect much alone time between the both of you.

You were ok with L not spending much time with you but he was drowned in his work to the point that he didn't even help you with your college work.(which would have been a matter of seconds for him)

So you looked for another option and that was asking Light Yagami , your bf's co-worker and possibly Kira, to help with your homework. (It was during the time Light didn't had memories of being Kira)

Light wouldn't deny of having a small crush on you and L knew it so when L saw you and Light sitting together while doing homework,it pissed him off.

The jelly boy didn't talked to you much and only showed his annoyance by roasting matsuda a bit too much.

"Y/n, I think we should go to cafe to do your homework " Light suggested with a smile and you were about to accept the offer when L interrupted with "Y/n has a date with me today". " Date? but i thought you were busy-" L interrupted you in mid sentence and said "Enough work for today. Everyone is dismissed"

After sending every one home L didn't talked with you instead turned back to his laptop. "L what was that?" you asked and he replied in a cold voice "That was you being an attention seeking bitch" his words hurted more than ever. "Yeah? That's what you think of me? Is that the reason you avoid me and ignore me all of the time!" You yelled at him and left his flat when he was about to open his mouth.

You were sitting in a park crying to yourself for past an hour ignoring all the calls and message you were receiving from L.

Suddenly you felt a tap on your shoulder, you looked up to see L . You were about to leave but L's reflexes were fast, he gripped your wrist and pulled you into a hug.

"I'm really sorry Y/n. I didn't mean it- It was just, you were studying with Light and it really pissed me off for some reason. I'm sorry love."

It's best to say after this L gave you much time(specially when Light was around)

Mihael 'Mello' Keehl

Whether Mello accepts it or not you knew he had an inferiority complex.

Which boosted when Near got picked as L's successor over him.

It made him furious, 'why did they pick him as L's successor?' was the only question going through Mello's mind.

You tried to comfort him but it only made things worse.

"What do you think you're doing huh?" Mello said in the most cold voice ever.

"I was just trying to help you-" you tried to reason but Mello cut you "Can you stop acting like that?! That's why your name wasn't even recommend as L's successor!"

Mello had done it. You were the therapist friend in Wammy House who rarely lost her cool. But that didn't mean you didn't felt sad when your name wasn't even recommended for the post.

Mello would know what he had said wrong but it takes him time to cool down so he will take his precious time to apologize to you.

And his apologies comes with many chocolates with a note attached to them.

The note read "Y/n I'm really sorry. I knew what you were going through but I was so blinded by my own anger that I couldn't see your pain. I shouldn't have said those words and i really regret them. I hope you can forgive me." - Mello

Mail "Matt" Jeevas

You and Matt had been together for at least 8 months and you didn't had really big arguments.

Matt had really low social skills so most of the time you had to take the initiative to make conversations.

And honestly you didn't mind you knew Matt loved you as he showed love by actions more than words.

When Matt left the wammy's house you went with him which included you joining the mafia organization too.

When the first meeting of Mafia was held you were intimidated by all the guys around you so you were clinging to Matt.

"Y/n can you stop clinging to me?" Matt asked but you made an uneasy expression so he would notice but he didn't. "But Matt-" you opened your mouth only to be cut by Matt's "Gosh Y/n I hate how you always clingy to me even though we are in public" His words hurt.

You let go of him and sat there being clearly uncomfortable until the meeting ended.

After the meeting you didn't talked with Matt and left the room.

"What the fuck Matt?" Mello approached his friend. "W-what happened?" Matt said being confused. "Dude you shouldn't have treated Y/n like that. She was clearly uncomfortable with the surrounding, how could you not notice?" Mello explained to him while the other boy realised his mistake.

He immediately went out and searched for you.

"Y/n!" he ran up to you. When you saw him you wiped your tears and turned your head towards him "Look Matt I'm sorr-" Matt cut you off again "Y/n no, please don't apologize I'm so sorry. I shouldn't have acted that way, I didn't realise you were uncomfortable, It was my fault and you aren't clingy at all. I love when you hug me and hold onto me-" you hugged him tight "Damn Shut up now love,I already forgave you."

[cat3ch1sm]

Hi again!! Wow it's really cool that you do take requests, but first off, the L fic you wrote recently was really nice❤❤I can't wait for part 2!!

As for my request, could I request an angst/fluff with L where both the reader and he like each other, but he doesn't want to confess bc he doesn't think love is his cup of tea. And then they get into an argument or sth, which results in reader growing a tad bit distant from him. He ends up missing them more than he had thought he would, and when he can't bear it (or when he fears almost losing them, say bc of Kira or to another person), he finally confesses?

I hope it wouldn't be too much of a bother❤❤

💚|PLS THANK U FOR THIS

🐸|and it's no problem at all!! ive got way too much time on my hands lately so :D

🐢|this story does mention blushing? and ik i have some dark-skinned readers out there, like me lol, so feel free to just ignore that. i was only trying to make it cute lol;)

🍀|anyways i hope u like it reader! <33

・❥・・❥・・❥・

He knew you were fond of him.

It had been a couple of months, and at first you had tried to hide it. But the signs were getting more obvious; the little hiccups here and there in your usual behavior.

You fiddled more with your tie around him, you didn't really make eye contact as firmly as you used to. He'd noticed the little smiles that would appear on your lips whenever he was nearby and the way your cheeks flushed a dainty shade of pink whenever he spoke to you.

And to be honest- it was pathetic.

Your attempts to hide it had been pathetic. The way you had started to act around him was pathetic. Every time you blushed, or fidgeted, or lowered your eyes, he found it pathetic. Your even developing feelings for someone you were working with was pathetic. L should never had started feeling the way about you that he did.

But no- L liked you. Loved you, even. He had noticed it in the longer gazes at you than usual, the slight but strange sensation in the pit of his stomach whenever you smiled at him or laughed at his sarcastic quips (when you didn't match them with a smart-ass remark of your own)-dare he say- butterflies? At times, he'd find himself turning away from you to hide the own dusting of red across his almost white cheeks. His toes curled tighter when you blew by him and his heart rate slightly picked up.

He was just as pitiful as you were.

He didn't know why, or how- which drove him mad; he could solve cases the FBI couldn't, figure out solutions to problems even the most advanced thinkers couldn't, and yet he was completely unable to comprehend how he had fallen for you, he couldn't figure out something as seemingly simple as love. How had you, and you alone, managed to jilt him so much that he often spent several minutes idly staring at his computer, the only thoughts running through his head of you? Your beauty, your determined and unyielding personality- even the way you moved was mesmerizing.

He was a methodical person, too much so to be thinking like this. You were a waste of time. Love was a waste of time. L was a detective. This was not a fitting role for him.

But the subtle longing for you, deep in his chest- it was beginning to grow a bit difficult to contain. L had never once felt like this before for anybody. Sometimes, he found himself wanting to hold you, to caress you and feel your soft lips on his own.

He was going out of his mind.

L would simply have to push those feelings for you aside, in the back of his head- until they dissolved, and he could feel like himself again. They couldn't be that much of a threat- could they? But how long would that take? And did he even want to do that?

Well, what else was L to do? He was certainly never going to confess- that was suicide. To his ego, anyway. Even if you did like him back- no. Absolutely not. And what about-

"Ryuzaki?"

L's train of thought crashed as he snapped out of them to see you, a few feet in front of him, staring at him with a puzzled look on your face. "Are you alright?"

L opened his mouth to speak- but the words seemed to get jammed in his throat for a second or two before coming out. "Yes, I'm alright? Why do you ask?" He cleared his throat and hugged his knees tighter to his chest, trying to regain his composure. Agh. He needed to get rid of you, or this attraction to you, somehow.

"Well, it's just, you've been staring at me for a while now. I'm guessing you were just spaced out, but I thought I'd check."

There it was- the blush. L let his eyes rest on your rosy cheeks for a bit before looking up to meet your gaze again. "Yes, I suppose I was a bit preoccupied. My apologies, Y/N." And before you could see L's face heat up, he quickly turned away and resumed furiously typing on his computer, despite losing track of what he was actually doing.

Damn.

There were several more interactions like these in the weeks that followed this one- always ending in one or the other losing their composure regardless of their attempts to conceal it or prevent it.

And L was slowly losing it.

How were you so- so- maddening? And yet addicting? Without even doing anything? And why was this so hard to figure out? The question was so damn simple. Why was L in love with you?

But, still no answer came. The flutters in his stomach had turned into near nausea whenever you talked to him, touched him slightly- and that idiot blush of yours. It was wretched how much he adored how flustered you grew around him. The sheer emotional attachment he felt to you was actually angering.

Again he was mulling over these things in his swivel chair, working tirelessly as usual. It was late at night and the members of the task force had gone home to their families. Only you and L were left at the headquarters, and you were preparing to leave.

L did not look over at you as you stood up, slinging your classy black bag over your shoulders and pushing your chair in neatly beneath the table. He heard you sigh a little before he felt you pass him, make your way behind him. Involuntarily, L felt his body stiffen upon feeling your body behind him.

"Alright, Ryuzaki- I'll be heading home now. I think perhaps you should start wrapping things up, too... it isn't healthy to be up this late every day." The tips of your fingers brushed his shoulder lightly- and L tensed so much his shoulders rose up to his ears.

The dam was breaking.

"Please, do not touch me," L told you. His words were somewhat choppy and tone sharp- and his icy demeanor surprised you, and you withdrew your hand as if L was a hot pan handle.

"I'm... sorry," you mumbled, clenching the fist you had touched L with beside your hip. "Look, are you really okay or-"

"Y/N, I am fine. Please, refrain from asking me this again- I have never given you much of a reason to believe I am not fine. Just go home, alright?"

You tilted your head, your eyebrows furrowing and your face contorting with displeasure. "L. I'm only trying to help." Why was he behaving like this? You hadn't done him any harm- and lately, you had even been starting to think that he was beginning to reciprocate your romantic feelings for him- finding small pieces of evidence in his behavior and body language. But maybe you'd been mistaken?

"You aren't being much help." L continued to face away from you. He wasn't even typing at this point, making it evident he was just trying to ignore you.

You exhaled shortly before looking down at the ground. This wasn't something you intended on taking.

"L-"

"Ryuzaki."

"Why are you acting like this?" Your tone was more appalled than irritated- although you were very much starting to feel like that. "I'm not trying to be a nuisance."

"Acting like what?"

Was he kidding right now?

"You know-"

"I don't." L's tone was emotionless and bland, his dark eyes still focused on the still screen in front of him.

Without thinking, you snatched the back of L's swivel chair, incensed. He wasn't even letting you finish your sentences- you had no clue why you two were even having this dispute, but L wasn't about to get away with this behavior.

Roughly, you spun him around to face you directly, the chair creaking as it was swiftly pulled, and L emitted a grunt of surprise when his stoic face met yours.

You held him there, breathing a little ragged, before your expression fell and your eyes lowered. This was pointless, and you weren't in the mood. If L didn't want to talk to you, he didn't want to talk to you. There was very little you could do about that.

"Mm." You made a noise under your breath before releasing L's chair. He did not turn back around, instead peering after you as you walked quietly out of the door, not speaking any more.

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It had been almost a week since L and you had had your little fight, and L had noticed quite a shift in your behavior. You spent your time mostly dealing with the field work on the case rather than digital tasks with L. You didn't talk to him but rather Light, sometimes joking around with Matsuda. Nobody else on the task force seemed to notice the rift between you and L- at least you two were doing a good job of hiding it.

You yourself were just confused. Why had L lashed out at you like that? It was unlike him, especially unprovoked. And you had only been trying to get him to actually take care of himself for once- you didn't appreciate the thanks you received. There was no reason for him to act like that.

Your initial thoughts were ones of annoyance and contempt- but beneath the surface you were hurt- and equally mad at yourself for being hurt. The anger was gone, replaced with something that didn't feel like much of anything. You weren't supposed to be this person, the one who got all worked up and lovesick over tiny things. Maybe you were overreacting- it had been over a week since the interaction anyway and here you were acting like a lovesick schoolgirl.

Maybe you weren't thinking logically enough.

L could have talked to you the way he did because it was a bad day- after all, working twelve plus hours on a serial killer case wasn't exactly a picker-upper. And he was just being L- it wasn't like he was going to get up and hug you goodbye.

Wow. Now you were making excuses.

Idiot.

You had never had much patience for those who behaved inexplicably and rudely. Even if it was only one instance, you had instantly reacted with coldness, pushing that person away from you.

Damn. You were just too infatuated with L for you to feel that way. It was as simple as that, and all of this thinking was just a lame attempt to divert from that fact.

No- you had to push L away. It was the only way to eliminate all these useless and crowding thoughts from your brain. You were trying to investigate a mass murderer, for goodness' sake, and here you were whining about L? Because of a stupid crush? You were getting more and more disgusted with yourself.

Pushing him away was the only option- that would be your final verdict. Keep up what you were already doing- it wasn't like the stony detective would care.

As if he truly cared for anyone- let alone you.

╰┈➤

It had been a few more days since Y/N had spoken to L about something other than work. It was clear you were still upset with him- you were projecting all over the place, which was only obvious to L. Frankly, he was repulsed by your lack of effort to conceal this- you were really this hung up over him? Over an interaction where at most two full sentences were exchanged? Ridiculous. It had been your fault, anyway.

You were just too distracting. Everything you did made him feel things that he definitely wasn't used to. It had all just built up and he had let it out in an uncharacteristic manner- but it was your fault.

And- now here he was, missing you. That much was true. With you continuously going out of your way to avoid him, L definitely wasn't around you as often as he used to. And he missed you- he missed your half-smile, he missed catching a whiff of your floral scent as you brushed by him, he even missed the sound of your typing beside him.

Damn you. You were throwing him all off- turning him against himself. L was not this man- and love had always been a foreign concept to him. But, of course, it only made him fall for you more. Because it was you.

You were driving L out of his mind.

And now, with the increasing possibility that Light Yagami was Kira, who was working with you and L, the chance of losing you was higher as well. And that- that was something L couldn't stand.

He couldn't stand the thought of losing you. No, you were simply not allowed to leave. He was not going to permit you to make him feel such a way and then just disappear. Which meant he wasn't going to allow you to ignore him any longer.

You were done being evasive. L was going to just have to make you his.

╰┈➤

"Y/N-san- would you mind speaking with me for a minute?"

The day was over, and once again, it was only you and L left inside headquarters. You were just about to turn the doorknob and leave before the sound of L's low voice stopped you before you could open the door.

You stood still for a few seconds, hand still on the doorknob, not turning around, deciding whether you actually wanted to talk to him. Then, you sighed and shut the door.

Might as well.

"Come here."

The order sent a small chill through your body- but nonetheless, you slowly moved toward L until you stood over his hunched figure in the chair, him peering up at you as if he was waiting for something. You stared down at him, your gaze stony and apathetic. You just weren't in the mood and more or less just wanted to go home.

"I understand you've been upset with me since our last talk," L said, voice bland and monotone as usual.

You only nodded, not sure of how to respond. Where was this going?

"I thought perhaps... I owed you an explanation." Now L dropped his gaze in an aberrant display, wriggling his bare toes on the seat of his chair. He actually seemed timid- and while L had always been reserved, timid had never really been a word you used to describe him.

A little caught off guard, you blinked and your eyes softened, relaxing from their narrowed position. "Yes, I think you do," you told him, unsteadily trying to maintain a stern tone. Well, this was unexpected. L's ego never allowed him to believe he owed anybody anything.

L sighed, still not quite meeting your gaze. "I'm... not quite sure why I snapped at you the way I did. I know you meant no harm. And it was immature of me to not apologize for it sooner." He was still looking at the ground, wriggling his toes. "I hope you are able to accept my apology.'

Another blink from you- what were you supposed to say to this? Now you were just even more perplexed. But- L had apologized..

"It's alright. I accept your apology," you replied carefully.

"The truth is... I'm actually quite fond of you."

What?

Your face dropped as a surge of what was either adrenaline or seratonin rushed through your veins. "You are?"

A pause.

"Yes, I am. I have been for... some time now." L slowly lifted his head- eyes now wide. "I know this is odd for me. But..." he trailed off, suddenly losing the words. How was he supposed to sum up everything he'd been feeling for you? It was just too great for him to even try to put them into words.

Perhaps, he thought, he would have to settle for something simpler.

"I love you."

・❥・

🍃|*evil laughter* and here i leave you with that >:) may you never find out what happens next.

🌵|ANYWAYS i hope u liked this!! thanks sm for requesting<3 ily!!

[stardustincarnate]

THE ONLY EXCEPTION // Near x Reader

word count : 1473

genre : fluff, bcs it's his bday <3

"Where are you going, L? I thought you were supposed to search for clues for the current investigation."

"That can wait."

"But the -- "

"Searching for clues will take no time. I just need.." Near's eyes skimmed the marbled floor, deep in thought, before meeting Halle's eyes. "I need to do something. Please don't disturb me." He said curtly before traipsing from the room and into the open, where the clement breeze met and brushed his skin and sent his long, white locks billowing behind.

Near stood in the balcony, unmoving, and, with eyes filled with innate wonder, took a moment to appreciate the tranquil view of dawn spread before him before closing his eyes. The contemplation began and he could not help but frown a little. He was used to it -- feeling lonely -- and he was alright with it. But at times it got worse. His emotions which no one else could see regularly fluctuated, and they were on the trough on that particular day.

There was a sudden encroachment. He looked behind, glowering, "I expressly told you not to disturb -- " he relapsed back into silence upon seeing a figure he hadn't seen in a while. Your figure. An almost hidden smile graced his features.

"Halle told me something like that. I guess it went out of my other ear."

"Why are you here?"

You feigned an exaggerated expression of misery. "Why, are you not happy to see me?"

"It's nothing like that. Just curious as to why you came without notice. I could have prepared."

"And throw a big party for my arrival?"

"No. Guests would be too little for a party."

"Tsk, Nate. Stoic as ever. Oh but wait -- you go by another moniker now. L, isn't it? 'Suppose I should start calling you L?"

"Nate is fine."

He gave way as you walked closer to stand beside him. You gazed longingly into the distance. He studied your introspective figure until you looked at him curiously. You smiled fondly.

"[Y/N], really, what brought you here? Were you not studying on the other side of the world?"

"I was on the other side of the world, but now I'm here. Voila."

Near kept that unimpressed look on his face which made you bashful. You laughed awkwardly and shrugged.

"We had a two-week break. I figured I should use that time to visit an old friend. I had a feeling.. Like I just need to do that. Otherwise I won't be able to sleep at night again because I'll just keep on thinking about him." Sighing, you averted your gaze back to the silent city. "It's been a while, hasn't it?"

Near kept his eyes on you as he answered, "Yes, it has." And you almost heard a smile there.

"Are you taking care of yourself?"

"I don't have time for that."

You frowned and looked at him. "Well, I'm happy to be here. I'll take care of my best friend from now on."

"You've already graduated, haven't you? You don't have a two-week vacation."

You grinned. "Bingo. I was sent here to do more medical research. My work is in a neighboring state but I placed myself here so it's more convenient whenever I want to visit you. Hope you don't mind."

"'Course not. You need only to inform me of your following visits and I'll put up a schedule."

"That's great! I was afraid you'd turn me down."

"It's not like you don't know me. You've always been an exception."

You both smiled. Then he offered, "Do you want to have breakfast? I could order something you want."

"You don't go out?"

You got that Near understood what you were about to say next. You simpered before he could retort. "You just said that I have always been an exception, didn't you?"

"You want a date? Fine. Where do you want to eat?"

You blushed and laughed. "You're so blunt! Well.. I'm still not familiar around, but I saw a small shop open near here."

"Okay. I'll tell Anthony to prepare a car."

"And I heard the mall opens at 7AM. Say?"

Near couldn't possibly turn that down, knowing you have that 'I'm an exception' card always ready to come out your sleeves. He merely nodded and headed back in, motioning you to follow.

Before the small preparations ended, you had an idea which you offered to Near. You handily braided his hair so it wouldn't get in the way and potentially smack your face. And in no time, you were seated beside him inside a sleek, fancy car, looking through the tinted windows. The day was commencing.

You cozily leaned back against the soft cushion and looked at Near's introspective figure. A fond smile adorned your features. Everything suddenly felt so nostalgic. Years' worth of bonding at the orphanage back in England... Even if you haven't seen each other for a very long time, the atmosphere didn't feel any different from back then. It was just like before, when you and him sat silently in the small garden, deep in contemplation. Sometimes you'd ramble, and he'd just listen. You'd find respite with only his company from all the pressure from the orphanage.

Near noticed you staring and turned his head to face you. "Is there something on your mind?"

Your smile grew bigger. "Yes. I'm.. very proud of you. I've never told you this.. But I am. Look how you've grown."

He looked loss for words. His cheeks began to burn and he struggled to directly look back at you. You chuckled before sighing wistfully. Only then when you weren't looking that replied, "Don't give me too much credit. Keep some for yourself. You've grown as well, and I'm very proud of you, [Y/N]."

You stared at each other, feeling a kind of giddiness. Was the car slowing down? Was it closing in on you two? Or was the whole world, slowed down, closing in on you? A dream-like haze mantled everything but him. And for a moment, you thought...

The car halted and sent you drooping out of your seat. Near, though struggling slightly with himself, caught your arms before you could hit your head and looked at Anthony in a scolding manner.

"We've arrived. Let's go."

You went inside the shop you were talking about and ordered a light breakfast. While eating, you exchanged several questions to make up for lost time. And eventually, the shop began to crowd. More people filled the streets as well. You looked at the time. The mall should be open right about then. You and Near finished your last bites before proceeding to go back in the car and head to the mall.

You had arrived not long after. Fewer people were inside much to your delight. Near followed every step of your chosen destination. You weren't planning on being so stingy with him that day -- but the same could be said for him. So in the end, you bought tons of stuffs for each other. He knew of your preferences and so did you with him. They were just material things, but they held more meaning when they were given by the person you liked.

Out of impulse, you bought a Polaroid camera. Your only response to his curious gaze was a coy grin.

Stopping by a corner, you called out to a clerk who happened to be passing by.

"Hi! Excuse me.. Could you please take a photo of us?"

Near should've expected that coming. But he didn't say anything.

"Oh. Sure."

You hand the camera to the kind gentleman and fixed your positions. About six shots were taken and afterwards you paid the clerk for his assistance. Once the photos finished developing, you excitedly hand out a bunch to him.

"And that would be another gift from yours truly! Hehe..."

Near looked at the pictures, his attention solely on your joyful figure, and then, seemingly satisfied, looked at the real you.

"This is prettier. But they will do. Thank you very much."

He smiled. You flushed and smiled back tentatively. You coughed before consciously fixing your disposition.

"Nate. Happy birthday."

You hugged him and when there was no response, you backed away a little and looked at his astonished expression. You chuckled and said, "I remembered? Oh come on, it's not like you don't know me. I can remember every date related with you."

"Thank you, [Y/N]."

"You don't have to mention it."

"No, really. Thank you. I.. really appreciate you."

"Aw.. Nate.."

He pulled you in for a gentle embrace. You wrapped your arms around him and closed your eyes, smiling and hearing his heart beat in his chest. Near smiled and shut his eyes as well.

Just like the old times... You never really failed to fill the void within him.