#nakakatakot

[istariray23hugotlines]

Wag kang matakot....

Bagay na bagay yung kanta ng Eraserheads

[rosiehrs]

HELLO???😭😭

[youripaddress9080]

I'm scared so they took blood samples from us in class 2day & put Anti-A, B, D serum in them so we can determine our blood type or smth & it agglutinated in seconds. Wtf.

[jillaxkalangg]

weird ba talaga at my age na never pa nagkajowa? i mean may nagtatangka naman before pero hindi talaga napupush into something deeper kasi i take my relationship with other people seriously. hindi sila umaabot sa sasagutin na kita stage kasi nawawala din naman sila agad haha takang taka kasi tong isa naming boss, pinupush nya talaga na mag asawa or magkaboyfriend ang mga single sa office (na ako lang naman hahaha) kasi mahirap daw tumanda mag-isa. well i agree naman pero hindi ako nagmamadali and i take everything slowly but surely. wala lang, syempre gusto ko rin naman magkajowa diba. sabi ko welcome naman if may dadating kasi nga i'm not closing my doors din naman. gusto ko kasi seryoso sakin eh haha sa dami ng gago ngayon, hirap na magtiwala. hirap maniwala na may genuine pa hahaha alam ko naman na meron pero ewan ko, nakakatakot lang yung thought na you invested a lot of your time, effort, and feelings pero they are not serious with you pala at nawawala rin. but still hoping for a love that so true and feels like home.

i hope the love that will find me is something genuine and pure, something that fills my soul, something comforting and at peace.

[onematchalatte]

wala lang. nakakatakot magmahal.

[wheeboo]

Hey! Saw these on other blogs, and I thought long and hard about this one. Moots as Wheein or Seungkwan pictures, maybe?

(Yours truly, The 🧚Anon.)

omg ive been actually waiting for someone to send me this JDFLJSDF okay i'll do both wheein n seungkwan cuz i'm cool like that 😎 also some of these r just memes LMAO

@slytherinshua me (seungkwan) and zanna's (hoshi) relationship in a nutshell (they honestly can be switched ngl). she also shows me her cat a lot so she's a very proud cat mom like wheein

@etherealyoungk horanghae ofc but skye is also very adorable and just the sweetest person ever

@fairyhaos LMAOO I FOUND THE KWAN PHOTO ON PINTEREST??? yena is also such a sweetheart n sososo cute too

@weird-bookworm weird just like her name but i love her either way

@mesanthropi a new addition to my lovely moots but weiss is very sweet n supportive n also posts the most unhinged things too. also i love talking to xem in tagalog lol because my own is Not Up To Par (its been like 4 years since i've been to the philippines but i might go back next year 🤩)

@blue-jisungs axe is just so chaotic and such a goofball!! i love her sm

@eternalgyu hannie is just so so cute n sweet n just so lovable

@rubywonu glasses bcuz nia is an Intellect and very smart cuz every time i see her she has to go to school djslfkjsdfk

@icyminghao noelle is just the right amount of sweet and fun !! i also miss her sm :(

@mirxzii my fellow resident boosadan 🫶 also guys her singing??? powerhouse fr

[heyy-dont-mind-me]

Just Jollibee-ler buzzing around his favorite employee.

————————————————————

.

Scott: Nakakatakot Siya..

.

————————————————————

[lihimlihamtinta]

Masyado lang akong mayabang pero nakakatakot pala talaga mag isa.

[cxcox]

Grabe ba yung bagyo. Nakakatakot lumabas baka mahagip tayo ng lumilipad na yero. Lakas kase ng hangin tapos nag wi-whistle pa 😮‍💨

[tangian]

Isa sa nakakatakot na possible cause of death ko ay loneliness & suicide lol…

[kairiscorner]

AWOO AWOO ANON IS BACK WITH ANOTHER GWEN PROMPT 🚨🚨🚨 (but it’s abt like parent talk and annoyances so its okay if you don’t wanna do this <33)

HELLO P!! Hehehejhee I hope ur doing well!!! I just come up with a bit of a wholesome kinda angsty idea

Details: reader comes to Gwen’s apartment to rant abt parental issues (minor inconveniences, bickering with parents, details that are pretty minor but it’s so triggering)

LIKE

(Alam mo yung usual na pinapagsabihan ka like they’re scolding/annoyed kahit na minor lang yung topic 😅?)

Ex. “Ugh my mom rolled her eyes and honestly scoffed when i talked abt Barbie etc.”

(Tas pag tatay nakakatakot mag salita parang galit lagi)

Ex. Pag sinigaw pangalan to call you tas pagutos. BASICALLY ACTING LIKE HE’S BETTER GANON

(TAS LIKE YOU HAVE TO WALK ON EGGSHELLS W BOTH) ((ofc it’s different for everyone but idk why i feel like this is almost universal BKA AKO LANG HAHAHAHAH))

AHEM

So! Just a deep talk with Gwen about how she deals with bickering/fights with her dad would be a cool conversation!! Especially since it’s only them too

(Doesn’t hav to be specific! You can play around with it ofc!! Loaf u and hav a splendid week <3)

(AY CLARIFY LANG suggestions r different from fanfic reqs right..? I don’t wanna be makulit sa suggestions tas yun pala bawal ehe ^^”)

HI POOOO ooo i love the idea! esp bc i'm always one to rant about my parents when we fight 😭😭😭 loaf u too platonically boo 🫶🫶and also, yes! suggestions would be kind of like an idea, but not really asking for a fic to be made, just an idea you wanna share (at least that's how it's gonna be like on my blog!) PERO OK, I HOPE YOU LIKE THIS !!

(reblogs are greatly appreciated, it helps get my content out there! if you guys like what you see, please reblog it too <:D)

gwen plopped herself down on the edge of the bed next to you, her expression full of dismay and aggravation. you looked over at her with a semi-fretful gaze. "what happened, gwinny?" you asked her as she sighed and looked into your eyes. "it's my dad, again..." she muttered as she covered her face with her hands, falling back down on your bed as your eyes followed her. you lay down on your side next to her and gently asked her in a whisper if she wants to talk about it. gwen breathed in deeply removed her hands from her face and looked at you from the corner of her eye.

"oh, where to even begin?" she asked aloud to nobody in particular, smiling ever so slightly in an ironic manner as she looked up at your ceiling. she didn't speak for a few moments, until she finally found the strength to open up, even by a tiny bit. she opened up about how her father has been putting a curfew on her, after hearing her sneak back into her room after her nightly patrols. she got mad at him for enforcing that curfew, and he got mad at her for not realizing how all he wants is for her to be safe. "he just wants to feel at ease, like he's not... like he's not failing as a dad." she grumbled out as her eyebrows scrunched up a little as her gaze towards your ceiling morphed into a glare.

"i get how he wants me to be safe, bravo for you dad, but... at least i come home. you leave all the time, what difference does it make if i'm not there at home? what difference does it make when we're both on patrol, we're both concerned about the city and each other, i have your back, it's just... you don't know i'm the one doing the saving, which is good for you." gwen ranted as her voice became softer, as if her inner turmoil had simmered down and hearing her speak her thoughts out was less gratifying than she thought it'd be. gwen breathed in deeply as you moved closer to her, not tearing your eyes away from her one bit.

"i know how you feel, kinda. i sometimes feel like my parents never want me to have any fun, but at the end of the day... they do it for a reason. might not always seem like good reasons, but trust me when i say that among all those reasons," you placed a hand on her shoulder, which caused her to look at you with eyes shimmering with twinkles of shame in them, slight shame that she spoke about her father that way, but they were still gleaming with confusion and frustration, "his love for you as your dad is the biggest reason of all." you finished with a smile as gwen's expression went from agitated to remorseful.

gwen leaned over towards you and pressed her forehead against yours. she gently took your hand in hers and interlocked your fingers together. "thank you... well, i have a lot of explaining to do the minute i get home, then. can't really tell him i've been spider woman for the night again, but i can't really tell him any other made up reason. i just... i want him to stop worrying sometimes." she confessed as you squeezed her hand. you chuckled as you brushed away her hair from her forehead. "he's a dad, he's supposed to worry." you reminded her as you kissed her forehead. "and it's okay." you said as gwen wrapped her arm around your waist and hugged you.

"i guess... sorry i had to dump this all on you when you're supposed to be sleeping." "gwen, never be sorry for letting off some steam. you work so hard to save people you don't even know... and yet you're hesitant about saving yourself. let me save you, at least once for all the times you've saved me." you said as you hugged gwen back. gwen couldn't murmur a 'thank you' anymore as she felt like that wouldn't be enough to do you justice. she held on to you tighter, wishing this moment could last longer. she swore to herself, though, that by tomorrow morning, she'd say sorry to her dad. she'd say sorry and express how she doesn't want to worry him, how she wants nothing more than for him to be at ease, to trust her. and she hopes that one day, she'll be okay with him, they'll be okay with each other; and she has you to thank for helping her realize this.

tags !! @fiannee @luvstarrstruck @maxoloqy

[kimhortons]

kanina napa check ako ng shopee dahil nag notif na yung isang shop na in-orderan ko recently, hindi ko pa pala na-order received haha. tas nakita ko nag increase na naman yung credit limit ko sa spay, nag check tuloy akong pwedeng icheck out. diba, naghahanap talaga ako ng pagkakagastusan e haha.

kako yung pangkilay ko nalang kasi paubos na yung gamit ko. belt kasi isa lang yung ginagamit ko lagi, at masisira na naman. what if office shoes nalang kasi masakit sa paa yung ginagamit ko, although meron naman akong extrang nagagamit sa office kaso with heels at hindi closed shoes, medyo nakakairita isuot kasi nahuhubad. gusto ko sana ng another closed shoes, para din hindi ako laging naka sneakers. naisip ko ulit, what if bag nalang—office bag para medyo formal, lagi kasi akong naka tote bag, para may pang terno ako sa formal office attire ko tuwing monday at tuesday, yung meron kasi ako back pack naman mukha parin akong estudyante lol. or liquid blush on kasi ayaw ko na dalhin yung powder blush ko dahil ang messy sa pouch, nadurog kasi nung nalaglag.

kung tutuosin kailangan ko naman talaga mga yan, pero sa pov ni J—although hindi niya naman kinokontra, puro kaartehan lang 'tong mga 'to haha. may pang guguilt trip siya minsan tuwing panay check out ako ng kung ano ano na sa tingin niya hindi ko naman kailangan e haha. kaya tuloy minsan hesitant rin ako mag check out. tsaka sa shopee lang naman talaga ako madalas mag order ng kung ano, lalo kapag skincare or make up, ayaw ko kasi sa mall lalo pag nilalapitan ako ng mga sales lady, parang lalong hindi ko mapili yung gusto ko. haha.

pero ayun, hindi ko pa chineck out kasi less than 200 lang yung mga in-add to cart ko, tsaka mas okay sa 9.9 nalang baka may mga discount pa haha. parang narealize ko rin na sayang naman kung gagamitan ko pa ng spay yung small amount, parang mapapamahal lang ako kasi although maliit at hindi ramdam yung interest, pag naipon yun malaki rin.

actually, pinapataas ko talaga credit limit ko kako pambili ng new phone or laptop. kaso nakakatakot naman din bumili ng gadget online—which is kinda good thing kasi halos pantay na yung limit ko sa spay and sloan, if gagamitin ko 'to para bumili ng laptop yung sloan nalang para macash out at pwede ko ipambili sa store. pero masyado parin mabigat kasi 12months lang yung pinakamatagal na terms of payment. naisip ko rin naman na ipunin nalang kahit siguro half or 3/4 ng total price para maliit nalang yung monthly installments na kakailanganin kong bayaran if ever, or much better kung cash na galing sa ipon ko, actually kaya ko naman talaga kahit 1 and a half or 2 months of salary kaso syempre may iba rin akong kailangan gastusan.

so going back, nag iisip ako kanina kung anong ichecheck out para hindi mawala yung temporary credit limit (pag ginamit kasi yun, nagiging additional limit na siya, pag di mo naman ginamit, babalik lang sa current) pero wala, hindi ko pa kaya yung phone or laptop kahit malaki na yung limit, ayaw ko mag risk ng malaking utang na naman haha. although i badly want a new phone and own laptop, dinedma ko nalang muna, since hindi ko pa naman maisip talaga anong worth it na pwedeng pag gamitan haha.

[mintbnny]

Ang Lamig sa Lamig 🏔️

Ang lamig ay dumadaloy na parang laganap na avalanche, nanginginig ka sa pakiramdam. Bawat galaw na ginagawa mo ay nakakatakot, lahat ay nanonood sa iyo ngayon. Sino ang maaari mong pinagkakatiwalaan sa purong puting hellscape na ito, ikaw ay nag-iisa nang malalim. Pakiramdam mo ay karapat-dapat ka dito. Pakiramdam mo ay ipinanganak ka para dito. Pakiramdam mo ay kailangan mong laging makipagsabayan dito. Ngunit kailangan mo bang magdusa ang lahat ng ito nang mag-isa? Ang lamig ba ay talagang nanonood sa iyo o nabulag ka lang ng puti at niyebe? Ang lamig ay dumadaloy na parang laganap na avalanche, nanginginig ka ba talaga?

Ang Promises to Keep ay isang visual na nobela tungkol sa isang nawawalang indibidwal (ikaw) na sinusubukang hanapin ang kanilang sarili sa pamamagitan ng mga kahirapan kabilang ang isang napakalaking snowstorm. Habang sinusubukang umalis sa kanyang bayan upang makatakas sa walang katapusang pakiramdam ng monogamy, ang paglipad ng protag ay nakansela ng isang malaking snowstorm na tila hindi huminto anumang oras sa lalong madaling panahon. Naputol ang kapangyarihan ng buong kapitbahayan at natagpuan ng protag ang kanyang sarili na nanginginig mula sa gumagapang na lamig sa loob ng kanyang bahay. Ngunit sa kabutihang palad isang mabait na estranghero ang kumatok sa kanyang pinto at nag-alok ng kanyang lugar dahil mayroon siyang generator. Sinisikap ng estranghero na iligtas ang mga stranded na tao sa kapitbahayan sa pamamagitan ng pag-aalok ng kanyang lugar. Masayang tinatanggap ng protag at sa huli ay natagpuan ang kanyang sarili sa loob ng bahay ng estranghero kasama ang 5 iba pang mga tao. Sa loob ng bahay, ang protag ay matututo at lalago sa kanyang tirahan, magbubuklod sa malupit na bagyo, at mag-aaliw sa isa't isa.

Nakatuon ang blog na ito sa isang karakter sa laro na labis kong kinagigiliwan.

Isa sa mga taong nakilala ng protag sa bahay ay isang raccoon na nagngangalang Hunter, isang masipag na estudyante sa kolehiyo na naghahabol ng medisina na natigil din sa snowstorm tulad ng iba sa kanila. Siya ay napaka-aktibo sa akademya, atleta, at pati na rin sa lipunan. Bilang isang papalabas na tao, hindi kailanman nabigo si Hunter na hikayatin at pasayahin ang kanyang mga kapantay. Ang lahat ay tumitingin sa kanya dahil dito, ngunit sa ilalim ng lahat, dapat kang magtaka kung bakit ginagawa ng isang taong tulad niya ang lahat ng ito. Sa pamamagitan ng kanyang pangangalaga at kagila-gilalas na panlabas, makikita ang ilang mga bitak na nagpapakita ng isang bagay na mas totoo. Bakit niya sinusubaybayan ang pagkain na kanyang kinakain? Bakit lagi niyang pinipilit ang sarili na pagaanin ang mood kahit nasaktan siya? Bakit niya kinasusuklaman ang sarili sa tuwing nagkakamali siya? Bakit niya inilalagay ang kanyang sarili sa lahat ng mga pagsisikap na ito para lamang mapanatili ang isang mukha? Nagpapakita ito ng malalim na pagkahumaling sa pagpipigil sa sarili sa kanyang mga pananaw sa kanyang sarili, ngunit sino ang sinusubukan niyang patunayan?

Si Hunter ay lumaki sa isang mataas na uri ng sambahayan na may mga awtoritaryan na magulang. Malaki ang inaasahan ng kanyang mga magulang mula sa kanya na nagdudulot ng expectation pressure sa murang edad, palagi siyang tinuturuan na maging lubhang mapagkumpitensya, palaging nasa tuktok kung saan titingin ang mga tao sa kanya, hanggang sa punto kung saan sinabihan siya na ang pakikipagkaibigan ay walang kabuluhan at sa halip, dapat siyang gumawa ng mga koneksyon upang mapabuti ang kanyang katayuan sa lipunan. Ang kanyang mga magulang ay palaging kumukuha ng mga tutor at instructor para sa kanya upang mabuo ang kanilang pananaw sa isang “perfect” na anak, ngunit bilang kapalit, si Hunter ay nakaramdam ng pressure at napahiya pa sa harap ng mga tutor at instructor na ito. Dahil sa lahat ng ito,

References:

Howenstein, J., Kumar, A., Casamassimo, P. S., McTigue, D., Coury, D., & Yin, H. (2015). Correlating parenting styles with child behavior and caries. Pediatric dentistry, 37(1), 59–64.

Guo, X., Hao, C., Wang, W., & Li, Y. (2024). Parental Burnout, Negative Parenting Style, and Adolescents' Development. Behavioral sciences (Basel, Switzerland), 14(3), 161. https://doi.org/10.3390/bs14030161

[fuxuannie]

╭₊˚ ๑︰i hope these words reach you in the universe where you didn't leave my life.

:★: relationship : (filo & modern au) blade x g-neutral reader

:★: warnings : PANGET TAGLISH KO WWHWUWHWSH, other than that .. none!

:★: a/n : WE BACK WITH THE FILO AUS 🔥🔥 plz i would've made this on twt if it wasn't for the bonfire going awn there.. rip 🙏 (no translations for this talaga kase its honestly better for me when its written in tagalog huhu)

"Hi, Blade!

Sana pagnakita mo to, I didn't take 500 years to send it to you hehe. Or infact, di ako natakot and never sent it talaga. Sounds like something I'd do.

Anyways.. I think sobrang obvious naman na gusto kita, I mean childhood friends kami ehhh! Since grade 1 naalala kita sa buhay ko, and I really wouldn't have wished for anyone else to grow up with.

I know were gonna be super busy with college na, and I just.. nakakatakot haha. I know that you wanna move back home para you can be with your family ulit but I just.. Yoko talaga na aalis ka tas wala pa akong sinabi, di yan talaga tama sa puso ko eh. It's not right to torture my own heart with the what if's of life.

So when you read this, it's most likely nasa eroplano ka na or I ran off super dramatically kapag binagay ko to kase I don't want to know how you reacted sa talaga lang. I want to tell you and that's it, you're not obligated naman to return the feelings or ganun! Whatever your answer is, I will accept, and even if walang answer.. I'm sure I'll be okay. :) Gusto ko lang na alam mo that while you're gone, meron naman hihintay sayo hanggat babalik ka HAHAHA.

I really do hope future me gives this to you. I hope you're happy back home, and tell tita naghello ako please!

And I love you.

Ang panget mo, from : (name)."

You feel the paper in your pocket as the car ride to the airport was.. painfully silent. Not in a way that you had nothing to say, but both of you had too much to say. Not enough time as you already see the familiar building within your view, all the while still fidgeting with the paper with uneasiness.

You help Blade with his bags, seeing the dark circles under his eyes indicating he couldn't sleep until this moment. It's clear he's scared too, almost as if torn between home and home, the home he's made with you in the Philippines. "You okay..?"

Blade doesn't realize how he's just been staring at you, shaking his head and giving you what seemed to be the saddest smile you'd ever see on his face. "Wala lang."

You walk him to entrance, each step making your heart feel like it's being crushed by a hydraulic press. Blade went to grab a cart as you stood there and stared at the entrance, not being able to fathom that this was it. This was your last moments with him in person.

"So.."

He cleared his throat while you placed his bags onto the cart, looking up at him with those lost and admittedly scared eyes. Neither of you could hide the pain that came with the situation, both afraid for the future without the person you considered your other half. "I.. I just wanna say thank you, for being here and being in my life."

You chuckle, wiping away a tear as you try to smile. "I wouldn't have wanted to be anywhere else."

Then you remember the note, digging into your pockets and immediately recognizing its material and texture. You look back at Blade and sniffle, "I just wish there was more tim-"

But before you could finish, his arms wrap around you with such desperation. He held onto you like he didn't want to let go, which admittedly - he didn't want to.

You blink away your tears as your head rests on his shoulder, it's all going so fast. The day had long disappeared and the sky shifts to a dark blue, you hug him back as tightly as you could.

And in the moment, your heart drops at an idea.

"What if he falls inlove with someone he could actually be with?"

I mean.. the idea was possible, long distance relationships are.. hard. Certainly not for the faint of heart, and you'd both have to be ready for years of no physical contact.. not to mention being busy with college.

He could be with someone that's there for him 24/7, who can be the pillar to support him when you couldn't. Someone he deserves, and is one drive away, not on the other side of the world.

You were just about to slip the note into his pocket, but your hand stopped and you crumpled the letter in your own sadness.

"Uh.. Blade, I think it's time to go." You muttered, hesitantly pulling away even if it hurt your heart to do so. "Take care, okay?"

He smiles at those words, knowing you were his reminder to do so. "I'll do so for you."

That answer made your heart ache.

But Blade notices a piece of paper in your hands. Intrigued, he asks; "Ano yan?"

Taken aback by the fact he noticed, you tear up the paper and try to laugh it off. "Wala, just trash." But Blade rolls his eyes and takes it from your hand, despite your small gasp of surprise. "I'll throw it out."

You were.. hesitant about that, but you agree nevertheless.

You two share a little more time to talk before he realizes the time, and not wanting to be late for his flight - he decides that it's time to go.

"Thanks again, don't miss me too much." He teased to ease the tension.

You scoffed. "As if I'd miss you."

He loved it when you played along with his antics, he was really going to miss this. "Bye, (name)."

You stayed strong for these last moments, holding your tongue to stop yourself from crying out how much you loved him.. and begging him to stay.

"Goodbye, Blade."

[onematchalatte]

grabe nakakatakot na talaga magtake ng risk ngayon sa tao. hahahahaha. who knows what they're doing behind your back. ang lala ng trust issues ko, fuck.

[skyexrose]

These photos are taken yesterday, here at Malabon while I’m at my work. I’m currently working at the Hospital here.

Naka pasok pa ako kahapon ng hanggang paa palang ang baha, around 8AM. By around 9AM, tumataas na yung baha since malapit rin kami sa lawa dito, high tide since Tuesday pa. Dagdag mo na rin yung walang tigil ng pag hampas ng ulan na umabot sa puntong hanggang bewang na yung baha around 10AM. By 11PM umaapaw na yung tubig sa DAM at nag pakawala na sila, umabot sa punto na ng hanggang dibdib na ang baha ng 12PM.

Nung una,desidido pa kong umuwi at lumusong sa baha hanggang maka uwi samin (since malapit lang rin naman ako dito), pero habang tumatagal pataas pa ito ng pataas hanggang sa napag desisyonan ko na na dito na rin sa Hospital mag stay at matulog. May mga kwarto naman na available pa o bakante, kahit wala akong gamit pamalit, dumito na rin muna ako. 6PM ang out ko sa regular day ko mula Monday hanggang Friday, and by that time, lagpas ulo ko na ang baha. Hindi na rin talaga kakayanin pang lumusong pauwi. Kahit sabihin mo pa na marunong akong lumangoy, nakakatakot parin. Malakas rin ang agos at ang hampas ng hanggin. Yung mga lumusong sa baha, binibigyan rin namin ng 2 Doxycycline capsule. May sugat man o wala basta lumusong sa baha kahit saglit or matagal pa, binibigyan namin ng gamot.

Hopefully, all of us are safe, and yung mga nasalanta ng Bagyong Carina sana nasa maayos sila na mga Evacuating Center o maayos na matutuluyan, na nabibigyan ng mga pagkain at tubig. Yung ibang nag work dito samin, pati family naka stay in na dahil lubog na lubog na talaga sila. Kung kayang mag donate, please do. If kayang tumulong, tumulong po tayo.