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hays gusto ko na po magka-jowa, pero parang ayoko rin???,

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ang bango-bango ng katabi ko sa work, jusme. hiniram niya jacket ko kaya kumapit yung pabango. hahahaha. grrrr.

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madaming ako na 'to

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paawat ka na, self.

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hay, eto na naman tayo.

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di ako makapag-regulate ng emotions ko, di ko mabigyang pansin kasi super busy. gusto ko lang talagang humilata o kaya umiyak. pls.

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there's something talaga sa iris ng goo goo dolls na tuwing kinakanta ko, naiiyak ako. :(

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a gentle reminder for me (and for those who like to agree):

"if it's right, it should be easy."

sabi ng girlfriend ng kapatid ko 'to, and honestly oo nga naman. pag tama lahat ng decisions niyo as partners, the universe will make way talaga na lahat ay easy-breezy lang para makuha niyo yun. pag hindi talaga sa inyo, even the small inconveniences will become a huge hiccup pag pinilit.

okay, mas gumaan loob ko. if it's not for me, then i must accept it. what's meant for me will never miss me.

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parang wala akong karapatang magbreakdown dahil ang busy ko pota

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hays. namimiss ko siya, pero hindi na dapat. i deserve someone better. please lang, self.

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gusto ko na ulit kumanta nang live :<

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i remember making a rendition of Tell Me Where It Hurts by MYMP kasi parang yun yung way ko to express. LDR kami ng ex ko nun, he was in Pangasinan tapos ako dito sa metro. our relationship at that time, feel kong medyo nagiging bumpy na. alam mo yung okay kayo pero something is off because of his actions nga, i thought he was getting su-c---l again tapos di pa ako makakauwi again. he won't tell me what's really happening with him or what's going on with him at that time. ayun, i just waited for the weekend saka ako umuwi tapos dun ako sa kanila. to make it short, the reason why he was becoming like that dahil naguguilty siya sa kagaguhan niya na manloko. ayun, ending, yung song na cinover ko ay para sakin pala talaga. yung song na cinover ko, para tuloy sarili ko ang nagcocomfort sakin mismo. basta, di ko alam kung gets niyo pero ganon. hanggang sa sunod-sunod na covers na yung ginawa ko, like yung The Fight is Over, Synesthesia, Let Me Be the One, yung Linger naririnig ko at kinakanta pero di ko na cinover.

damn haha, if people just really understand the lyrics of the songs na pinapakinggan ko eh, yun talaga way ko to express and relate.

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walang ka-i miss you-han pero okay lang. mahalaga, wala akong iniiyakang tao ngayon. emeeee

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How a person treats you on ordinary days is more important because special occasions are memorable, they happen infrequently and can sometimes be overshadowed by performative gestures while Ordinary days, however, reflect a person’s true nature and the foundation of your relationship.

Consistent respect, support, and kindness in daily interactions build trust and emotional security, which are far more valuable than occasional grand displays.

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thanks, anon. 🤍

though minsan kasi, gusto ko rin nace-celebrate yung birthday ko or nasusurprise ako on special days-- kahit hindi grand. you know, it's the thought that counts pa rin. i appreciate the ordinary days rin naman kasi true naman na mas doon niyo makikilala isa't isa.

pero malay niyo rin magbago rin mga gusto ko as i age haha. may nabasa kasi ako sa reddit kaya ko natanong 'to. HBD lang daw binati sa kanya ng SO niya (although prior that is may misunderstanding sila at baka naapektuhan yung mood kaya ganun ang greeting. napatanong tuloy si OP kung nagmamatter ba yung how they treat you on special days chuchu. basta). tinatamad na ako magtype. ayon.

i want it both kasi. HAHAHAHAHAH yun na yun.

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ano ba talaga mas importante: how a person treats you on your birthday or special occasions, or how they treat you on ordinary days?

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pagod na pagod ako sa work. :(