#hugotpamore

[istariray23hugotlines]

[akingdapithapon]

In the loud evening, I hear your name ,

Not a whisper in my ear, hence a tender flame.

You're laughter once filled every silence in this meeting.

One night of your absence is what i'm grieving .

This shift without you stretches too long,

Like Doja missing her boner song.

Each hour crawls, it's heaviest weight immense,

Eastern clock mocks,ticking tense.

My shift feels less vibrant without you here,

I miss you already, come back my dear .

[buhaynars]

Bakit may mga taong masaya pagusapan ang buhay ng may buhay? May nakukuha ba silang award pag ginagawa nila un?

[wmab]

HINDI NA

Hindi na tayo tulad nila. Nakatulalang nakaupo sa loob ng bus habang nakikinig sa pinaka malungkot na kanta. Nagaabang kung alin sa mga patak ng ulan ang unang dudulas sa bintana.

Hindi na para sa atin ang kulog at ang nagbabadyang mga pag-ulan. Ang malalakas na hanging dala ng hindi mahulaang klima na ang sadyang dulot ay kapanglawan sa mga nag-iisa.

Hindi na tayo mga bugtong na manlulukso sa kabilugan ng buwan. Babatiin na nating magkasama ang sabik na araw upang magbunyi para sa ating kapalaran. Hindi ka na matatakot na buksan ang mga mata sa umaga, ni hindi na rin mabubulabog ng katahimikan ang dibdib sa kinagabihan.

Hindi ka na mag-isang lalaban. Hindi na kailangang lagi na maging matapang. Pupwede nang lumakad ng marahan. Maari nang tumahan. Hindi ka na kahit kailan iiwanan. Hindi na, andito na ako.

-Wag Mo Akong Bitawan (WMAB)

[seaiswhereifindyou]

[mariadanicaxx]

I wouldn’t know I’d fall in love with the mountains, the sunrise, and as the sun sets. The gasps in every assaults, the grips and bolts in every downhills. And when you reach the top of the mountain, its beauty is magnificent. All the sweat, the-sudden-damn-regret-of-taking-a-hike due to exhaustion are all paid off handsomely.

This is not planned jot down. I just woke up, open my fridge, grabbed some bread, peanut butter, and fresh milk. Put down my phone and started swiping tiktok while monstrously eating this bread and a peanut butter punched in between. 🥜🍞 After a gulp, open the freshmilk bottle then, whoop! Date of expiration “10JAN2022”, I checked my phone and date shows:

Alright. Alright. Let’s back to basic, water. 😂 A lot healthier to clean my inner peace. LOL!

Anyways, I started writing at this moment when I swiped Doctor Omid Siahmard’s tiktok. He shared his story about his med-school journey. Saw his post wishing to get to med-school, to graduate and blah blah blah, and yes! found his graduation picture. I was inspired but a sudden about-to-weep. Earlier, I went to school to get subjects for this school year. It’ll be my 5th year in college, and think that it’s my second course. What in the world?? I’m losing patience, the grit is almost losing its grit. Well, well, well, Thanks Doc Omid! I’m claiming to graduate, every delay has its blessings. Road to 5th school year, road to “Umaamoy toga”. Dugay pero kanunay! I trust in you, Lord! ❤️

[madneza]

Langit na rin by samputen.

[santasantita]

Nung bigyan kita ng last chance, ang condition ko syo ay wag mo na aq lolokohin ulit, wag ka na ulit mambabae, wag ka na mgsisinungaling saakin, wag mo na aq itake for granted. Sbi mo saakin gagawin mo. Sabi mo pg hindi aq nasatisfy sa pagbabago at gagawin mo ikaw mismo ang lalayo. Pero bakit wala ka tinupad ni isa??? Akala ko bang gusto mo na maayos pamilya natin? Bakit ganito? Bakit ngloloko ka pa rin? Ngsisinungaling ka pa rin, binabalewala mo pa rin aq...

[rory-dwells]

where should you go?

[kathangsalita]

RP

Dumaan ang mga araw ngunit walang nagbago, tulad pa rin noong simula. Siguro ang bagay lang na nagbago sa atin ay yung intensyon natin sa isa’t isa. Pinili natin ang bagay na magtatagal kaysa sa bagay na walang kasiguraduhan kung anong patutunguhan.

[istariray23hugotlines]

[akingdapithapon]

I was drunk. Sinasabi ng lahat na they tried every ways to wake me up walang nag succeed. Then you tried. You said you were getting ready to sit beside me and shake me till I get up. But all you did was to call my name and all of a sudden, nagising na ako. Lahat sila nagulat ako at Ikaw din. I was the happiest because we bonded. We sang on top of our lungs and we slept in the same bed and sing the same songs and laugh to each other's joke and got the same humor. And then we hug when we parted. Then do you remember nilagyan mo ng straw ung SB ko tapos inabot mo sakin? Tapos you showed some videos and pictures of you and your friends sa Bali? And that sabi mo mas baliw pa sakin ung kaibigan mo? They way you laugh because of me.and that you always appreciates me. I couldnt ask for more. You even asked me na sabayan ka sa kabilang kotse. You even asked me to stay in bed para may kasama ka. Tapos di ka naiilang sumayaw sa harap ko. I like the way how comfortable you are with me. Na okay lang sayo mag work Basta ako ung kasama. Tapos nilagyan mo ng heart ung card beside my name.. samantalang sa iba, wala. I like the way you need me. At concerned ka sakin Minsan.

But I know just like the others I can't have you too. So yes I will love you from afar . Buti nalang baka di tayo magkikita this month of dec. In that way, it might lessen my affection for you.

p.s. sabi mo ayaw mo nagpipicture but you let me take some with you.

Haha na alala mo nag my day ako ng sumasayaw tayo tapos you were begging to take down my post? I liked the way you begged.

I know someday somehow eventually, ipagdadasal ko na sana tigilan na kitang mahalin. Pero now ipagdadasal ko na sana - kahit Malabo maging tayo. Malabo bang magkagusto ka sakin? Alam mo ba ung kanta ko para sayo? Ung 'Pagtingin' by Ben&Ben .

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I like the way you consult to me. The way you ask for my opinion. Do you remember you asked me if I will like it if you cut your hair short? Then I said whatever you think will suits you.?

I always appreciate you tell me na aalis ka na before you tell everyone.

120324

Natatandaan mo na you consulted me yesterday about sa anong sasabihin mo kay boss yesterday? Then today I asked you anong nangyari sa sinabi mo, and you told me kung anong sinabi ko ayun ung sinabi mo. Aww sweet.

If you only know that I mean it.

[funnypotatostuff]

DON'T LOVE AN OVERTHINKER.

They'll fall inlove with the smallest things about you.

The color of your eyes and the way your smile formed.

They'll spent days analyzing your facial expressions when you speak, and nights understanding what your text message meant.

They'll agonize for hours over why you didn't say hello to them at breakfast, and start to create unrealistic scenarios in their head that you decided you no longer like them.

Don't love that one person, because otherwise they'll suffocate you with their care and affection.

They'll always want to ask you if you're okay and constantly say that they love you just to hear you say it back to them, and they'll cry, oh dear Lord, will they cry.

They'll cry over the way you looked at that other person, or the way your eyes stopped lightning up at the sound of their very own name.

They'll even overthink the fact that maybe they're just overthinking, that you do still love them, that all, this worries might actually just be in their own head.

And so when you do leave, they'll still wake up at late nights, months from now replaying the memories over and over in their head like a jukebox saying, "Where did I go wrong?" or "What did I do this time?"

Do not love an overthinker.

Do not do it unless you plan of loving them for a lifetime.

[sawingisko]

buong araw tayong magkasuyo sa aking isipan

[wmab]

SANHI

Napakadali. Para lang nag-itsa ng walang saysay na sukal sa lupa. Para lang nagtapon ng simi sa dagat. Mala-sigâ na pabaya kung magbuga ng alipatong s'ya naman ang may gawa. Palalo at malupit. Hindi papayag na may sabit. Para lang nagdura ng pait at nagtapon ng bitbit na tila sagabal sa pagkamit ng ganid na mga hangad. Sukdulan ang samâ na ang pagkabalakyot ay sa buto'y sagad.

Kagyat ang pagbitaw sa di talaga nais. Ang bilis talagang magsúka ng mga bagay na sa isip ay walang kabuluhan. Ang loob na sakim ay kayang-kaya magtanggi ng mga di pusong isaalang-alang. Singdali ng pagkatuyo ng pinangbalog na tubig sa nagbabagang daan. Kayang pumatay ng alab ng uhâw na pangangailangan ng búhay na inakalang sa pagsilang ay may maaasahan.

Walang saysay ang kahihiyan. Sanhi ng mga munting may nagngangalit na loob at mapaghimagsik na isipan. Pinagmumulan ng murang pagkabigo, dahilan ng paglaban. Maski na ba ang mag-andukha'y mas busilak pa sa pinakabusilak ang kalooban. Gaano kaya ang sahol ng pagkahayop ang nabubuhay sa kaibuturan para pati humihingang dugo't laman ay itapo't ipagpalit para sa sariling kapakanan?

-Wag Mo Akong Bitawan