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i wonder if ill ever get to know myself in a different environment or if ill b the same stunlocked kid forever
#one of the few hopes i have left#every other one has been stomped into the ground lol...#getting older. getting therapy. taking meds#moving out of our childhood home (altho still with family which i know . is very not good 4 me)#it was all supposed to make me better#it was supposed to make life better#but it didnt#im still the ecact same#and my therapist keeps asking me what i expect to change and im too ashamed but.. most scared to answer#because im not ready for her to tell me it is unattainable#i need my last hope#i need the hope that i can be ok that i can feel different and Think different and experience things different#i think having my boyfriend has been the first time ive actually felt like i made it into the imagined hope#like i finally broke through#even before we started dating like#being able to actually be comfortable with someone for the first time maybe ever#ive never. had my fuckd up brain or body allow me that before#n theyre so fucking cool too#coolest person in the world#n i am so grateful 2 even get to chat w them#n that i get 2 love them#n that they take me as i am#even tho i still feel like i need 2 get better i need 2 improve#because they deserve the best u know#n they make it all seem possible#i hope they dont read this it is embarrassing#i say as if i havent told them before#but im just . in my feelings
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Can I get obey me boys x reader that's an absolute simp compliment them on anything they do actively participates in anything they do even if they can't keep up and tried to take the blame for anything they get in trouble for
taking the blame for lucifer, mammon, diavolo
includes: lucifer, mammon, diavolo x/& gn!reader (no pronouns mentioned)
wc: .9k | rated t | m.list | part 2
a/n: IM SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG!! and that i basically only used half of your prompt LMAO but it's here now and i hope you like it!! feel free to ask for a pt 2 w other characters!! my inbox is open to req, chat, or leave feedback, so come stop by !!
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➳ lucifer can’t believe his eyes. how could he have been so careless? so clumsy? so thoughtless? the incredibly important papers diavolo had had him fill out, entrusting them in his care, were now messed up, thanks to him! and diavolo was due in literally two minutes! as lucifer watches, water drips off the edge of his desk, leading back to a pool of water, the papers soggy in the midst of it. what should he do?
“hey,” you say, walking into the room. “diavolo’s on his way up.” you freeze noticing the mess. “oh my god, what happened?”
lucifer can’t even get his mouth to move. your gaze hardens as you hear footsteps on the marble, advancing to the study. as the door swings open, lucifer jerks, but you step in front of him, patting his shoulder subtly as you do so. what are you planning?
“i am so sorry,” you begin, swallowing. if lucifer hadn’t been the one to cause the mess he would have thought you were sincere. “i just was in a rush to get up here and i knocked his water glass over.”
diavolo frowns as he examines the scene. “oh no, those papers were super important!”
“i know,” you say. “and again, i am so sorry. what can i do to make up for it? i ruined all of your and lucifer’s hard work…”
lucifer zones out as diavolo troubleshoots, body filling with warmth. normally, he wouldn’t let someone cover for him, but you did it instantly, no questions asked. even though you were in a much more vulnerable place than him and were at risk to suffer more because of it. he doesn’t know how to feel, except touched. he hadn’t known you for long at all, and yet here you were, protecting him, even though he was never the one who needed to be protected.
➳ mammon hisses as he examines the shattered glass on the floor, the remnants of an antique vase that was no doubt a priceless heirloom. he had been joking around and accidentally broke it, the glass slipping from his fingers and crashing into the ground loudly.
so loud, in fact, that he can hear several pairs of feet heading towards him.
surprisingly, you arrive first.
“lucifer’s gonna kill me,” mammon bemoans, biting his lip. he had gotten in trouble earlier, meaning his older brother was already not happy with him.
“i’ve got it,” you say quickly, and before mammon can object or question you, you’re already kneeling, sweeping up the shards with your hands, which is like, so stupid.
“mc!” lucifer says, appearing in the doorway. “you’re going to hurt yourself! stop it!”
“i’m sorry!” you exclaim, eyes wide. “i just knocked into this and panicked! it wasn’t important, was it?” you raise your hands, which are thankfully uninjured.
“no,” lucifer lies, and mammon gawks. it was too important! “not terribly so. let’s get this cleaned up. safely.” while mammon is feeling the teensiest bit offended by the difference in treatment, he can’t help but be grateful to you. he was already in hot water and you saved him without even thinking about it, as if protecting mammon was worth getting in trouble.
he didn’t think anyone had ever through that, so for you to was truly something special.
➳ diavolo knows he should be getting up and going, but he’s finally cuddling with you, for the first time in what seemed like forever. you both had been so busy that it seemed there hadn’t been a good time to meet up.
“we really should get up,” you say, but diavolo shakes his head.
“no,” he says, burying his face in your neck. “i want to keep cuddling.”
“but you have important stuff to do,” you argue. diavolo just tightens his hold on you. he does have a few meetings and stuff, but for once, can’t the prince stuff wait?
“don’t care,” he mutters. “let’s stay a little longer.”
you put up a fight a few minutes more, but diavolo is stubborn, and wants more time with you. eventually, before either of you give up, there’s a knock on the door, and barbatos is opening it without preamble.
“lord,” he says, and oh, he is not impressed. “you were supposed to be up a while ago.”
diavolo flinches slightly, readying his reply, but you speak before he can.
“i’m sorry,” you say sheepishly, adding a nervous giggle on to the end of your words. “he kept trying to get up, but i really wanted to stay in bed. it’s my fault.”
“is it, now?” barbatos asks, raising an eyebrow, but you just nod.
“yeah. he kept telling me he needed to get ready but i didn’t want to let him go.”
“hmm,” barbatos says, his soft spot for you apparent. “well, in the future, let’s try to remember he had duties to attend to.”
“yessir," you say jokingly, and barbatos gives a little half-smile, closing the door behind him when he leaves. diavolo hasn’t really been in many situations when he would have been in trouble, so he’s never really expected anyone to lie for him. but you did, and so readily! you truly did care about him, didn’t you?
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Love Language
At the time they'd made it the language had felt like no one would ever be able to understand it.
They were only 9 and JJ had been granted permission to stay at her house, her parents used to be around a lot, although they weren't anymore, and they'd always welcomed her blonde best friend leading to his near constant presence at their home.
It was late for two kids, maybe 10 pm, and they'd been wrapped in blankets in her box sized room that felt so much bigger when they were young.
They always got each other in a way no one else understood for reasons way more complex than a secret language they would use to write each other messages, but at 9, all they needed to know was that the language was another thing that tied them together.
It was simple: to spell a word you combine the first letters of the other words.
So to write Hello you would write Hungry Elephants Love Lollipops Okay
It had stuck a lot at first, they used it everyday and it drove Pope and John B insane, but as they got older it died out.
It was used a few times at 12 when they had an annoying teacher who made students read notes out if they were caught passing them, to everyone else it sounded like gibberish.
It was used once at 15, the world help spelled out when an older Kook boy wouldn't leave her alone and she knew he was reading her phone screen over her shoulder, not wanting to trigger him.
Now, at 17, she had laughed out loud when she'd unfolded the note tucked into her locker.
In JJ's scrawl that only she could read with ease.
Ukraine
Rollercoaster
Penguin Ranch Eyelash Tractor Tangerine Yoghurt
You are pretty. She blushed a little, looking around for any sign of the familiar blonde boy but he was nowhere to be seen, she tucked the note into her bag, hating the way he made her heart race, before shoving the books she didn't need over the weekend into her locker and walking down the corridor and out of the front doors.
When she arrived at the twinkie her friends were already there "Took your time," John B smirks from his open window, occupying the front seat
"She was probably busy flirting with Mack," Sarah teases from the passenger side
"For the last time Sarah, he just needed tutoring in bio,"
"You are shit at bio," Sarah smirks even wider
"Better than you sweetheart," The girl grins, climbing into the back and diving out of Sarah's reach as she moves to try and flick her. Both girls laughing loudly
"I'll get the door then," Pope chides
"Thanks P, i can't get too close or Sarah will attack me," She grins, Pope rolls his eyes but sends her a grin as he leans forwards to pull the door to the twinkie closed.
She moves through the seats to her usual space, she always sat next to JJ, no matter what. They could be drinking at the chateau, relaxing at the beach, adventuring on the boat. No matter what they were next to each other. It wasn't uncommon when one of them was feeling tired, or clingy, or touch starved for her to end up in his lap, his arms wrapped around her stomach and his chin on her shoulder.
She leans up pressing a quick kiss to his cheek, it wasn't uncommon in their friendship, often used as a greeting, a thanks or even just out of the blue, and so the other's don't think anything of it even though JJ feels himself melting into a puddle. What is a little different though is the way she grabs his hand giving it a tight squeeze before pulling her own away and settling down in her seat as John B starts up the van. He knows what it is. It's a silent thanks for the note, not wanting to say anything in front of their friends but it was a sign she got it and she was grateful for it.
He wraps his arm around her shoulder, his touch gentle but Pope gives him a knowing look, the touch is supposed to claim her. She either doesn't notice or doesn't seem to mind though, instead leaning into his now open side as she chats happily with Kie.
**
It's monday morning and JJ is in first period history. He fucking hates history, yet, it had become his favourite subject simply because it was the only one all 6 pogues shared. He opens his school bag with sigh, placing the textbook on his desk and starting to fish around the bottom of the bag for a loose pen.
Pope turns around from the seat in front of him, placing a pen on his desk with a knowing smile. JJ drops his bag to the floor, opening the text book only for a note to fall out.
Her neat writing fills the page and the smile on his face is immediate.
Umbrella
Rocket
Happy Ant Neck Drop Surf Olive Mars Egg
JJ tries to ignore the feeling of a red hot blush creeping up his neck as he turns to look at the next desk along, she's already looking at him with a smirk shooting him a week before turning to face the front, god if JJ can't feel himself falling.
**
It continues for weeks.
Tucked into the wind screen wiper of her old shitty truck.
Taped to the sandwiches she would bring him to lunch.
On her pillow when she went to bed one night.
Stuffed into the pocket of the hoodie she borrowed.
Her school bag.
The bathroom mirror at the chateau.
They both started to home a large collection of notes. Her's placed neatly in a drawer in her bedroom. His tucked in a box under the floor board that lifts up in the room he claims as his at the chateau.
**
"What you writing?" John B questions as he steps onto the porch
"Just a note for y/n,"
"You guys have been passing a lot of secret notes recently," John B comments, JJ shrugs placing the pen down "It's sweet,"
"What d'ya mean by that?" JJ questions, John raises his eyebrows giving JJ a knowing look before having a realisation.
"You still haven't told her you're head over heels in love with her?"
"No," JJ admits, he was way past his days of fighting back when his friends accused him of being in love with her. "I don't know how to. You know me, I never say things right and I just- I really don't want to fuck this up. Only got one shot at it,"
"So write it," John B shrugs like it's obvious
"I can't,"
"You can,"
"What if she doesn't feel the same?"
"JJ, you're the most annoying person I know and she puts up with you all the time and has done since you were 2 . She feels the same,"
**
She's only wearing a bikini and a tshirt that belongs to JJ when she exits her house on Saturday morning. Her plans to meet at the Chateau go surfing with Kie already made, she grabs her board and at first she doesn't even notice it, attached to the cool box full of water and fruit she'd loaded up the night before is a note.
Ice
Art Magic
Igloo Note
London Orange Venus Elephant
Wine Ill Tiger Hungry
Yam One Under
It takes less than a minute for her to decipher the note, abandoning her surf board and the cooler in favour of sprinting to the Cheateau.
JJ is seemingly waiting for her when she arrives, he's pacing in front of the house, going still the second he sees her.
"Are you kidding?" She questions, he's stares, eyes wide not quite able to process why she looks so hopeful. "Because JJ, if this is some fucked up joke I will literally never speak to you again,"
"It's not a joke," He assures
"It's not?" She questions, it's het turn to still, having expected to arrive for him to laugh and ruffle her hair like he was her brother.
"No. I'm in love with you. I've been in love with you since we were 12 and you stole my cap and started wearing it everyday,"
"We were 14 and you snuck into my room because my parents were fighting and you read harry potter to me cause you knew my parents used to," She states
He nods, now it was all out there in the open neither of them quite knew what to do.
"For fucks sake kiss already!" Pope shouts, they turn seeing all the pogues watching them from the porch.
JJ looks at her, an unspoken question in his eyes. "Just promise me if this all goes tits up we will be friends, cause I can't loose you maybank,"
He holds his pinky out, smiling as she loops her with his and squeezes slightly. He pulls her into his chest with their pinkies. Lips crashing onto hers, spare holding her closer to him by the small of her back. Her empty hand moving to play with the blonde curls she's wanted to run her fingers through a thousand times. Their pinkies stay linked by their side, his thumb stroking at her hands lightly.
Yeah, she'd be keeping the note he left in there little love language.
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The Five Minute Adventures of Snake Noir: Ch 3 - Best Laid Plans
Chapter 1: I Want It To Be You
Chapter 2: Best Friends
Chapter 3: Best Laid Plans
Chat Noir was wearing the snake miraculous this evening as he always did now, but he hadn’t activated it. Tonight, he needed Alya to remember he had been there. He landed on the balcony of Alya’s bedroom and peered into the room cautiously. He had never actually been here before, and wanted to confirm he was in the right place.
Sure enough, Alya was sitting at a computer across the room.
He tapped on the glass. She looked up, and her amber eyes widened when they landed on him. He waved. She got up immediately, and slipped through the sliding glass door.
“Sorry to drop in on you like this,” Chat said.
She smiled warmly. “To what do I owe the pleasure, Chat Noir?”
He couldn’t help the hand that went to the back of his neck. “Well, this might seem like it’s out of nowhere, but I was… kinda worried about Nino?”
Her eyes popped out of her head. Whatever she had been expecting, that had not been it. “What? Why?”
Read on Ao3
“Well, Hawkmoth has impersonated him twice now. Once as actual Nino and another as Bubbler. It seems like Nino has become a target. I just… if it was me, I would worry about my friends and family mistaking an imposter for me. And I would want to protect them.”
If anything, Alya’s eyes grew larger. “I don’t know if Nino was the target,” she whispered. “I think Hawkmoth is using him to get to me.”
Chat frowned. “Why would Hawkmoth be targeting you?”
“I… uh… I think he thinks I have a special connection with Ladybug… you know, because of the Ladyblog.”
Chat Noir nodded. “I suppose that makes sense.”
She sighed and leaned against the railing next to him.
“So what do we do?”
He stared out into the skyline. “I was thinking it would be fairly easy actually. You and him just need to set up some kind of call and response code. Something that only you and he know. You could tell him to do something similar with all the people he’s close to. And maybe you could do the same with people in your life… if you’re worried.”
She nodded. “That sounds good.” And then she considered him for a moment. “Why did you come to me instead of going to him directly?”
He tensed at the question. He had been rather hoping she wouldn’t ask that. Honestly, he could have mentioned it to him as Adrien, but he felt that Adrien had less reason to notice something was up with Nino, and Adrien didn’t exactly have the background to be thinking about threats constantly. His father hired people for that. And Alya and Nino - they were just super close - and seemed to communicate well. He just thought Nino would be more receptive if the idea came from his girlfriend. But it’s not like he could explain all that.
But maybe, he could explain some of it.
“Well… uh… I don’t know him?” he lied. “But I do sort’ve know you. And I’m sure he would take it better coming from someone he knows and cares about rather than a random superhero.”
She scoffed. “You’re hardly some random superhero, Chat Noir.”
“Nice to know I have a fan,” he purred, waggling his eyebrows playfully.
She shoved him back with an eyeroll and he grinned. “Stop,” she scolded. “You know I have a boyfriend.”
He smoothed out his face and gave her a genuine smile. “You are both very lucky to have each other.”
She smiled. “I definitely think so. Thank you, Chat Noir. I appreciate you looking after my boyfriend this way.”
He gave her a two-fingered salute. “Of course! Just doing my job.” He was about to leave, but then he hesitated. “Do you have a pen and paper?” he asked.
“Uh… sure. Give me a second.” She slipped inside and returned with his requested items.
“If you run into any issues that need my attention, this is my username on the Ladyblog. You can DM me.”
She blinked at him, at the offered paper stupidly. “Oh my god!! You’re on my blog?!”
He grinned cheekily. “Of course! I am Ladybug’s biggest fan after all. And you seem to have the best scoops in that regard. I don’t know how you do it! Sometimes, it seems like you know her better than I do.”
She burst out laughing. “Well, a girl can’t give away all her secrets, now can she?”
He smiled again. “I suppose not,” he said. “Thank you, Alya.”
“No, thank you, Chat Noir.” She stepped forward and he stepped easily into the offered embrace. He squeezed her tightly.
“For what?” He pulled away.
She smiled sincerely. “For everything you do.”
He blushed at the praise. “Like I said. All in a day’s work. See you around, Ladyblogger!”
“See you, Chat Noir!”
And he launched himself back into the sky.
…
He should have gone back home. It’s what he had planned on. He had a history exam coming up next week that he wasn’t entirely prepared for, but he was already so close by, he couldn’t help, but want to check in on Nino. He would set the time loop, check in on how Nino was doing, reset it, and head home without Nino ever knowing he was there.
He landed in a crouch in Nino’s bedroom.
His friend was sitting on his bed, swiping through his phone. His golden eyes snapped towards Snake Noir the second he had landed. His eyes narrowed. He did not so much as crack a smile.
Something was wrong.
“Is there an akuma?” Nino bit out, his voice hard and unwelcoming.
Adrien shook his head. “No,” he said, and then frowned. “Dude, are you okay?”
“What do you want?” Nino demanded, ignoring his question entirely.
Snake Noir took a step backwards. “Nino?”
“I think you should leave,” Nino said, and turned his gaze away from his unexpected guest.
But Adrien didn’t want to leave. Not when Nino was so clearly upset. “Nino, it’s me. Adrien.”
Adrien expected Nino to soften and pull him into a hug like he had every time Adrien had revealed himself, or at least explain why the hell he was so upset. But that’s not what happened.
Nino eyes shot back towards him, wide with shock. “W-what?!” He took in a shaky breath. “Dude! How could you do this to me?!” Nino was screaming now. He had bolted to his feet.
Adrien took another step back, raising his hands in surrender. “Nino! What are you talking about?”
“Like you don’t know!” Nino snarled.
“I don’t know!” Adrien insisted.
“I think you should leave.”
“What?! Nino! Please! Can we talk about whatever this is?” Adrien begged.
“No! I don’t think we can.”
“Second chance,” Adrien mumbled to himself, and he was outside Nino’s window. He glanced at Nino’s slumped form sitting on the bed for just a second before vaulting upwards to the roof of the building.
He sat down on the tiled roof. What the hell had happened? Why did Nino hate him now? What had he done? Adrien’s hands were shaking even transformed. Nino was his rock, and now he felt adrift without that support.
He lost the transformation and pulled out his phone, and immediately dialed his best friend. It wasn’t Adrien he was mad at - at least, not until he knew Adrien and Chat Noir were the same person. But why the hell would Nino be angry with Chat Noir?
Nino immediately answered.
“Hey dude,” Nino greeted, his voice sullen.
“Nino, what’s wrong?”
Nino sighed. “I think Alya is cheating on me.”
“What?” The idea didn’t even compute, it was just too incomprehensible.
“With Chat Noir.”
“What?!” Adrien said again, more in shock.
“Dude, I don’t know what to do!”
And Adrien could hear Nino’s pain. He had to fix this. It was clearly a misunderstanding.
“I’m here,” Adrien told him. “Now, explain this to me from the beginning. Why do you think Alya is cheating on with you? And with Chat Noir?”
“She’s… been off for awhile now. I don’t know what’s going on, and I didn’t want to pry. She usually will tell me things when she’s ready. But she started missing a bunch of our dates, and her reasons… they don’t sound… right.”
“What does that mean?”
“It means… I think she’s lying.”
“Could there be any other explanation?”
“For the avoiding me and making weird excuses? Probably! But I saw her earlier today with Chat Noir.”
“Okay, did you see them kissing or something?” Adrien asked. He knew there hadn’t been anything to see. He had maybe flirted a tiny bit, but even then she had only rolled her eyes and chastised him.
“Nothing like that, really. But she was laughing. She was so at ease, open, and lively. And I… I haven’t seen her like that in… weeks.”
“Nino…” Adrien trailed off, uncertain what to say. “I don’t claim to know what’s going on with Alya, or why she’s been distant. But she wouldn’t do this to you.”
And neither would Chat Noir.
“You didn’t see them together!” Nino shouted, and Adrien had to pull the phone away from his face. “I know what I saw!”
Adrien’s phone buzzed. And he opens it to reveal a picture of Alya and Chat Noir in a hug.
“Nino, this…” how did he explain this wasn’t what it looked like? “There’s no way Alya would cheat on you. Not even with a superhero.”
Nino dissolved into tears. “I just don’t know anymore. She’s hiding something. And I don’t want to pry, but my mind just keeps going in these spirals and I don’t now how to get it to stop. I just can’t… help but wonder if she doesn’t love me anymore. And she’s always loved the heroes. It would be difficult to compete with a guy like that.”
“Nino, what are you talking about?!” Adrien asked, wanting to point out that Nino was a hero, too. “You’re a fantastic catch!”
“Sure, but he’s Chat Noir! Have you seen his butt in leather? And he’s funny! And… charming! And who even knows how many times he’s saved Paris!”
Adrien was grateful this wasn’t a video call, but he could still feel the heat from his cheeks to his ears.
“He flirts with everyone!” Nino continued.
Adrien stiffened. He didn’t flirt with everyone. But he had flirted a tiny bit with Alya earlier, but he hadn’t meant anything by it. He was just being friendly.
“He could totally steal away someone’s girlfriend!”
Whether or not that was true (and Adrien had his doubts), Adrien knew he would never do that.
“Or even someone’s boyfriend!”
Seriously?!
“Does Alya need to be worried about you coming on to Chat Noir?” Adrien interjected.
“What?! No! I would definitely put him in his place! I love Alya so much!”
“And she would do the same!” Adrien insisted.
Nino didn’t say anything. And a few seconds later, he realized Nino was crying. His visit to Alya had made Nino cry. He had only been trying to help. He had to fix this.
“Nino, I’m sorry,” he whispered. “I didn’t mean…” he trailed off sadly. He couldn’t truly say what he wanted to. Not without revealing himself. Which… he probably would have if Nino wasn’t so pissed specifically at Chat Noir.
“You don’t understand,” Nino sobbed. “Chat is not just some superhero to us.”
“He’s not?” Adrien asked cautiously. He really hoped this wasn’t going where he suspected it was going.
“Alya and I know him.”
“He has saved you both more than once,” Adrien said. Please, take the excuse. Please take the excuse.
“No!”
Adrien could hear Nino pulling his own hair out in frustration.
“That’s not what I mean,” Nino said. “Dude, can I tell you something? I’m not supposed to, but I’m going to lose it! I don’t know who else to talk to about any of this!”
Adrien squeezed his eyes shut. It didn’t really matter if Nino told him what he already knew, was it? But he knew Ladybug might feel differently about it.
Of course, he didn’t have to say anything to Ladybug. What was more thing he couldn’t talk about?
“You can trust me, Nino,” Adrien assured.
“Alya and I are superheroes, too.”
“You and Alya?” Adrien repeated, covering his face with the palm of his hand. How did he not see this coming?! Ladybug was going to kill him.
“She’s Rena Rouge. And I’m Carapace.”
Which made so much sense it wasn’t even funny. He was so close to losing it to hysterical laughter anyway.
Seriously, was everyone he knew a superhero? Who was next? His father?
“Please say something,” Nino begged and Adrien shook himself out of his thoughts.
“Wow,” Adrien said. “You’re a superhero! What’s that like?”
“Dude! I can’t even explain it. It’s exhilarating, and terrifying, and I don’t know how, out of everyone in all of Paris, Ladybug chose me to help her.”
Adrien smiled. Yeah, that was a pretty amazing feeling - the only fond memory he had as his time as Aspik.
“I mean, Alya showed me some footage of Anansi. You were pretty badass even without a miraculous. It doesn’t surprise me that Ladybug would recognize that.”
“Thanks, dude. That means a lot. I just… I don’t want to be mad at Chat Noir. He’s my friend.”
Adrien found himself tearing up.
“Or he was,” Nino added on. And Adrien sighed.
“Nino, this isn’t really about Chat Noir. This is about your relationship with Alya. Do you trust her?”
“I don’t want to be mad at Alya even more than I don’t want to be mad at Chat Noir.”
“Have you talked to her about any of this?”
“Have you talked to her about any of this?”
“No,” Nino admitted.
“I’m telling you, Alya loves you. She wouldn’t do this. Not even a superhero who she happens to work with or be friends with. You’re her hero.”
“You really think so?”
Adrien snorted. “Yeah man, I really do. Will you please go talk to her before you make assumptions.”
“I don’t know where to start,” Nino said.
Adrien thought for a second. “You could probably start with what you told me. Tell her that you feel like she’s been avoiding you. See what she says.”
Nino laughed. “You don’t think I should start with accusations?”
“I mean…” Adrien hedged. He wasn’t going to lie. He was definitely scared of Alya. Just a little bit. “I wouldn’t?”
Nino laughed. He actually laughed, and Adrien breathed a sigh of relief. “Alright dude. Thanks for talking me off the cliff. I’ll call her now, and see if we can meet up.”
The call ended and Adrien stood up, hoping that Nino’s conversation with Alya went well. He knew that hug had been her thanking him. Surely, she would explain and everything would be fine.
He transformed and ran across rooftops anyway. He wouldn’t be able to stand it if Nino hated half of his identity. He wouldn’t be able to visit anymore, even with the snake.
Adrien had to have faith in Alya. It would be okay.
…
Nino knocked on the door. Etta answered. Or maybe it was Ella. Honestly, Nino hasn’t learned to tell them apart yet, and today, it wasn’t his highest priority.
“Alya! Your nerdy boyfriend is here!”
“Hey! Be nice!” Alya chastised her younger sister. And then she pushed her back into the room as she came out on the patio, closing the door behind her.
The beaming smile she offered him went a long way toward soothing his tortured feelings. Adrien was probably right, but there was still an inkling if doubt that he couldn’t quite quash. He managed a weak smile back. She deserved more.
“Nino! I was just about to call you!”
“You were?”
“You won’t believe who paid me a visit earlier today?!” She told him, her voice literally oozed with excitement.
“Chat Noir?” he guessed, unable to keep the hurt out of his voice.
Her eyebrows furrowed together. “How’d you know?”
He pulled out his phone, and flipped to the picture. “I was on my way to visit you.” He squeezed his shoulder, trying to reassure himself.
She took the device from him eagerly, her smile only widening. “This is such a good shot! I’m so happy you caught it!”
“You are?” And he might have sounded a little accusatory. He was trying to clamp down on it, and not start with accusations like Adrien said.
She glanced at him, startled. And for the first time, she seemed to sense something was off. “Nino? What’s wrong?”
“Okay, so this might seem ridiculous, but what does Chat Noir mean to you?”
Her eyes narrowed for a second, and then went wife as she rapidly connected dots. “Oh my god! Are you serious right now?! You think that I would do that to you?” Her eyes had returned to hard narrow slits; she was pissed!
But for the first time in his life, Nino was thrilled that she was furious with him. Her anger put to rest all her fears. “I’m sorry,” he said. “It’s just you’ve been so… distracted lately. And you’ve bailed on several of our dates and it feels like when I ask you dodge the question.”
She softened. And he barreled forward.
“I didn’t know what to think! I was actually coming over to talk to you about it when I saw you so... umm... friendly with Chat Noir. And I just… I haven’t seen you that open and happy in awhile. So I can’t help but wonder if I’ve done something wrong?”
He was wringing his hands. He didn’t even realize how much he was hurting himself until she took both his hands in hers and rubbed soothing circles with her thumbs onto the back of his hands.
“You’ve done nothing wrong,” she murmured, her eyes staring straight at him. “I’m sorry. I have been distracted, but it wasn’t anything to do with us. It’s just a bunch of Marinette stuff. And… she didn’t want me to talk about it with anyone, and it’s all driving me crazy, so I just… am having a hard time being completely there the rest of the time.”
“But… you looked so happy when… Chat Noir was there.”
“Nino! He’s a superhero! And I run a superhero themed blog! I get a little fan girly, it’s true.”
She pulled him into a hug. And he melted into her arms.
“The truth is,” she murmured into his ear, “I feel like I don’t have to pretend around you. I didn’t mean to push you away or out. I was feeling overwhelmed and crazy and around you, I thought I could just be low and it would still be okay.”
His arms tightened around her. His eyes were burning with threatened years. “I’m sorry I doubted you. Doubted us. I want to be able to be a place where you can be less than one hundred percent and still feel loved and supported. I’m sorry I didn’t live up to that.” And he was horrified that his voice cracked on his last word.
She pulled away just a bit, and pressed her forehead to his. “I didn’t tell you that to make you feel guilty. I told you that because I love you. And next time I’m feeling detached, I will try to tell you so you don’t have to worry or wonder.”
He leaned forward and kissed her, letting the last of his hurt roll off his shoulders. “I love you so much.”
She smiled, and kissed him again. “I love you, too.”
They hugged, and Nino just let himself stay wrapped up in her familiar embrace.
At least until she pulled away with furrowed eyebrows. “Chat Noir was here like… hours ago. I only didn’t call you immediately because I had to watch the twins. Have you been stewing in this that whole time?”
Heat bloomed across his face, and he wanted to duck his head behind his hat, but this was Alya. He didn’t want to hide from her. “Yeah… I was really upset,” he admitted. “I assumed the worst, and kinda wanted to track down Chat Noir and start a fight!”
“Nino!”
He held up his hands. “I know. I know. But Adrien called me at like the perfect time, and he kinda talked me down. He was insistent that you loved me and that you would never cheat on me.”
“I’ll have to thank him,” she said, smiling.
“You and me both,” he said. Then started fidgeting with the brim of his hat. “So… ummm… am I out of line if I ask what you and Chat Noir were talking about?”
“I was going to tell you anyway! Before you freaked out on me! But yes, if you must know, we were talking about you!”
Nino blinked for a minute. “What? Me?”
“He was worried about you.”
His eyebrows scrunched together. Chat Noir was worried about him? And here Nino had been thinking the worst of the superhero. “But why?”
Alya reached out for his hand, and their fingers were quickly threaded together. “He was worried at how much Hawkmoth has been targeting you, that he has been impersonating you. He thought that maybe it might happen again, and he was worried about how it might be affecting you mentally.. He suggested I get you to come up with some call and response passwords with the people in your life, so you could protect yourself and your loved ones.”
Nino’s eyes could not get wider. “Really?” How had he completely misjudged the whole situation that badly. Chat Noir wasn’t trying to steal his girl at all - the hero was trying to look out for him and her by extension. Instead, the hero was like, reading his mind, and coming up with ways for Nino to address his fears head on.
“Really,” Alya said.
“Why did he go to you instead of me?” he asked. He felt so sheepish and embarrassed, and a tad bit guilty.
She shrugged. “Honestly, I think it’s just because he knew where I lived.”
Nino laughed, and pulled her to him once again. His head rested on her shoulder. “Tell me that you love me.”
“I love you,” she said, her tone smiling even if he couldn’t see her face.
“How much?”
“More than a superhero.”
He grinned. “That should be our call and response code.”
She rolled her eyes. “If it makes you feel better.”
“But only if I ask you to tell me you love me, or vice versa. We don’t want other people to overhear it.”
She nodded sagely in agreement. “Sounds good.”
“I’m sorry I was an idiot.” “You’re my idiot.”
And she lifted his head, and then she was kissing him.
He smiled against her lips, his hands snaking around her waist.
He really was a lucky guy.
…
Chat Noir sat across on a rooftop across the street from Nino’s empty bedroom. His legs were kicking back and forth in a way that would have seemed playful to anyone that didn’t know him well, but actually was a sign of how anxious he felt.
He breathed in a deep sigh of relief when Nino returned to the room with a huge grin plastered on his face. As soon as Nino had closed his bedroom door, Chat launched himself across the street and into the room, landing with his trademark thud.
Nino looked up at him in surprise. “Ch-Chat Noir! Uh… hey!”
“Hi Nino,” Adrien said, his voice subdued.
It was silent, and Adrien didn’t know what he was waiting for. He had come here with the intention of clearing the air. He hadn’t even transformed with the snake. He wanted to come clean. He spun the ring around his finger. This would be it. Nino was going to know who he was, and he wouldn’t be able to take it back. And he didn’t even know why he was nervous. He had told Nino dozens of times at this point, and his reaction had always been rock solid.
Well, except for the last time.
Maybe that was the problem.
“So… uh… Alya, didn’t seem to think you knew where I lived. I’ll have to tell her that she was mistaken,” Nino said.
Adrien nodded. “I may have led her to that conclusion. If it’s all the same to you, I’d appreciate it if you didn’t rat me out.”
Nino frowned. “Is there a reason you don’t want her to know?”
“There is actually, but I can’t explain it yet. Maybe later?”
“You’re being awfully cryptic tonight, dude.”
Chat rubbed the back of his neck. “Yeah, I’m just a bit nervous.”
Nino stared at him, his eyes blinking in shock. “You’re nervous? Why?!”
“You seemed pretty pissed at me earlier today.”
Nino frowned. “How do you even know about that?”
Chat’s gaze dropped again. “I may have cheated?”
“Huh?”
“I’m wearing the snake miraculous.”
“That’s the one that creates a time loop?”
Chat Noir nodded.
Nino eyed him up and down. “You don’t look any different than normal.”
“I haven’t activated it yet, but I’ve been using it to, well, cope, I guess would be the best word.” Chat Noir trailed off.
“Cope? Cope with being a superhero?” Nino guessed.
“Yeah, it allows me to confide in someone without anyone remembering. And honestly, you’ve been really supportive the last few weeks. You have no idea.”
Nino’s brows furrowed in confusion. “What? But I don’t…”
“Remember? Yeah, I know you don’t. That’s what I’m saying.”
“But you’re not transformed now, so that means I’m going to remember this conversation.”
Chat nodded.
“So, what’s different about today that I get to remember?”
“I just… the last visit made me realize that I wanted you to know this was happening. I want you to remember giving me permission to do this.”
“I’ve given you permission to do this before?”
Chat nodded again. “I realize the why might not make sense to you, but you did.”
“Why me?”
Chat Noir looked up with a small smile. “What? Don’t think you’re good enough?”
“That’s not what I meant! It’s not everyday that you learn that you are the secret confidant of one of Paris’s superheroes and don’t even know it!”
“Because you’re definitely good enough! You saved me from being akumatized like I don’t know how many times.”
Nino frowned. “We’re not like having a secret affair or something are we?”
Chat laughed. “Umm… no, but you know, I’m beginning to think you have a crush on me.”
Nino blushed. “It’s a celebrity crush!” he defended. “Leave me alone! I didn’t know that we knew each other outside of akumas that well.”
“Well, I’d like to explain everything to you if that’s okay. Clear the air so to speak.”
“On a timer? Or without?”
Chat took in a deep breath. “You choose.”
“What do you want?”
“I really want you to remember this time, but it might be dangerous.”
“Dude! As you totally already know, I’m already a target of Hawkmoth.”
“Which is probably a reason I shouldn’t let you remember this. Which is part of the reason you let me erase your memory over and over again.”
Nino frowned. “How often have we uh… done this?”
Chat Noir winced. “Ummm… I don’t know?”
“Shit dude. That’s…” Nino looked away. “Answer one question for me without giving away the thing you’re worried about?”
“Anything.”
“Why did I agree to it the first time?”
Adrien thought about it for a moment. What could he say?
“You saw me have a breakdown where I was likely to be akumatized. I needed to talk to someone, but it wasn’t safe for me to talk about any of it without literally risking the world. You told me not to leave this room until I was okay.”
“And would you be risking the world by telling me now?”
Chat gripped the back of his neck. “Ummm… I don’t think so?”
“Dude! That’s not reassuring.”
Chat’s claws tore through his hair. “Yeah… you’re right. We can do it the other way. I’ll transform and set the timer, and explain everything. Then with context, you can make an informed decision about whether you want to remember or not. But either way, now you’ll at least remember that this is something that happens on the regular. You won’t bite my head off or assume that I’m trying to steal your girl when I’m talking to her.”
“Thank you for that by the way.” Nino’s voice is small. And embarrassed.
“For what?”
“Talking to my girl? Apparently you were worried about me?”
“Yeah…”
“I’m sorry,” Nino said. “For assuming the worst.”
Chat Noir shook his head. “It’s fine.” He wasn’t sure if it was, but he understood now why Nino had reacted the way he had. “I’m used to far worse.”
“That doesn’t make me feel better, dude,” Nino told him, his eyes staring at him with a concern that Adrien was far too familiar with.
He pasted on a bright smile. “Well, let’s get this show going, yeah?”
“Sure,” Nino said, taking a seat on the edge of his bed. “What do I need to do?”
Chat grinned. “Don’t worry about it, man. I got it covered. Sass, Plagg, unify!”
Nino put a hand over his eyes to block out the light. “Woah, dude. That’s quite the light show.”
Snake Noir laughed. “Second chance.”
“Alright mec, lay it on me,” Nino said.
Snake Noir took in a deep breath, and then looked right at Nino. “I’m Adrien.”
Nino paled. “What?”
“I’m Adrien,” he said again.
Nino’s eyes were as wide as the Seine. “Dude! You came here earlier when I was pissed at Chat Noir?”
“Yeah.”
“Please tell me I didn’t hit you,” Nino said, his eyes never leaving Adrien’s masked face.
Adrien frowned. “You didn’t hit me. Were you worried that you might’ve?”
“With where my head was at? I definitely wanted to punch you. Chat Noir, you, I mean.” Nino cringed. “I guess… that’s not much better.”
Adrien tried to smile, but didn’t pull it off. “Your… umm… hostility toward me was a bit of a shock,” Adrien conceded.
Nino snorted.
“I just… I think I had gotten used to your… easy acceptance. I realize that I took it for granted.”
“Dude! Stop! I was definitely in the wrong this time. And I’m sorry.”
Adrien smiled. “It was just a misunderstanding.”
“This is how you knew to call me?”
Adrien nodded.
“I’m so sorry! I never meant to lay into you about… well, you! I just kept thinking about things being off with Alya, and obsessing over how I was supposed to compete with a superhero.”
Snake Noir bumped Nino’s shoulder. “But Nino, you are a superhero, too.” And then his head hung. “And we all have doubts.”
“Dude, are you okay?”
“Not really,” he admitted. “The whole reason Ladybug gave me the snake was so that I could confide in her, but I haven’t really done that. I keep using it to talk to you.”
“Why can’t you talk to Ladybug.”
“I can! And I can’t. So much of what I want to say is about her and that just makes it awkward. And every time I tell her who I am she starts crying.”
Nino’s brow furrowed. “She has better not be disappointed!”
Chat shook his head. “No! I don’t think so. I think she’s sad that she has to forget.”
“Why exactly does she have to forget?” Nino asked.
“Us knowing each other’s identities apparently led to the end of the world.” It was getting easier to say.
Nino starred at him flatly. “What. What do you mean, end of the world?”
Chat threw his hands up in frustration. “I don’t know! I didn’t see it. She did! But apparently, I was akumatized and had the power of unlimited destruction, and blew up not just the earth, but the moon as well!”
And yeah, maybe it was getting easier to say, but Adrien was shaking in agitation.
Nino considered him for several seconds before finding his voice. “Dude. That is… heavy.”
Snake Noir slumped down on the floor. “You’re telling me.”
“I’m glad you’ve been able to come here,” Nino finally said. “I cannot imagine going through this alone.”
“I don’t know how I can ever thank you,” Adrien admitted.
Nino pulled him into a sideways hug. “You don’t have to. That’s what friends are for.”
“Little did I know, you taking pity on me for having Chloé as my only friend was one of the luckiest days of my life.”
“Ha! I’m glad you have more options now.”
Adrien smiled. “So, what do you say? Is this something you want to remember?”
Nino nodded. “If you want me to know, I want to know.”
“Even if it puts you in more danger?”
“Dude! Do you think it’s possible for me to be in more danger at this point?”
“Nino, I destroyed the world. Not Hawkmoth.”
Nino frowned. “Now, that’s where you’re wrong. You said you were akumatized. That’s all on Hawkmoth.”
“I doubt Hawkmoth’s goal was to destroy the world,” Adrien said softly.
“Which just means, you must have broken from his control or something.”
“To destroy the world?” Adrien asked sarcastically.
Nino placed a hand on either of Adrien’s shoulders. “Dude, look at me.”
Adrien looked up.
“I’m not going to lie. Seeing you transformed as Snake whatever with Adrien’s brooding face is majorly trippy.”
Adrien laughed. “Sass, scales rest. Plagg, claws in.” And in a burst of light, he was just Adrien sitting on his best friend’s bed.
“You were saying?” Adrien prompted when Nino continued to just stare at him in shock.
Nino seemed to shake himself lose. “Right! I’m saying this once and I will say it as many times as you need to hear it. You don’t really know what happened in that timeline. Like you said, you didn’t see it. And, you haven’t destroyed the world. Just look outside, you can see it!”
Adrien opened his mouth to argue, but Nino silenced him with a waggling finger. “No, dude! I know what you’re thinking, but I know you. You would never destroy the world if you were in control of yourself. You are too good. Too pure for this world. And you’re fucking Chat Noir! You literally throw yourself into death’s jaws like every week to protect everyone. I will not let you feel guilty for all of time for something you haven’t even done.”
Adrien watched Nino through his monologue, unable to help the smile that stretched across his face. “Are you done?”
“That depends. Are you still beating yourself up?”
Adrien smirked. “I’m feeling better at the moment actually, but I don’t promise I never will again.”
“Well, you just have to promise to come back whenever you’re feeling that way.”
Adrien offered an open hand at chest level, and Nino clapped his own hand into it, and they pulled each other into a hug. “Deal, as long as you promise to talk to your girlfriend whenever you’re having doubts.”
“What? I can’t talk to you about my girlfriend?”
“I mean, you can! You can talk to me about anything.”
“Oh my god! You’re Chat Noir!”
“Uh, yeah?”
“And I’m Carapace.”
“Yeah, you gave that away in like my second loop.”
“We can literally talk about anything,” Nino concluded.
Adrien smiled again. “I guess we can now. I hope you don’t come to regret that.”
“Dude!” Nino squealed. “This is going to be so cool!”
…
Chapter 4: A Thank You
#Adrino friendship#DJWiFi#Miraculous Ladybug Fan fic#Adrien Agreste#Nino Lahiffe#Alya Cesaire#angst#friendship#make up#hurt comfort#there's actually no time loop in this one#snake miraculous#The Five Minute Adventures of Snake Noir#Identity Reveal#A Miraculous Reveal#ml spoilers#ml s4#My Own Content
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Seashells and Dandelions
Chapter Two
Summary: Marco Bodt's childhood friend joins the scouts in hopes of making a better life, Marco being the person he is refuses to let her do it alone and insists he comes with her. They go through highs, (making friends, growing a stronger friendship, and making memories with each other and their new friends) and lows. When Marco's death hit Y/N it hit hard and they sought out the comfort of Armin, the two being previous friends to get closer and eventually form a romantic relationship. However, living in a world of demons can take a toll on relationships platonic and romantic.
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"You're going to get wrecked by her Y/N," Marco said jogging to keep up
" I'm sure ill be fine, it's not like she'll kill me" I scoffed rolling my eyes
"Y/N don't be so cocky, have you seen her in a match," Jean said walking backward in front of you.
"Guys, I'm going to be fine. Stop worrying" I said, getting annoyed, I get they're worried but really? It's not that big of a deal, we all have to match with each other at least once.
"All we're trying to say is-" Jean cut off as he tripped on his foot and fell on his back
"Maybe you should worry more about yourself Jean," I said going to meet up with my training partner. Annie. She was a very beautiful girl, very stoic, and kept to herself
"Go easy Annie" Connie shouted from where he was "training" with Sasha
"I'm sorry about them, they're idiots, let's just start" God they were embarrassing. We took a stance and Marco was staring, worry clear on his face. Neither of us was throwing the first punch just circling. It was getting rather boring so I faked the first move causing her to react and throw a punch to my left side but I dodged, moving to the right. She moved quickly and precisely. She knew what she was doing and she definitely had experience, but so did I. I had an upper hand being taller than her but she has easily taken down people twice her size. I threw a kick to her side but she dodged with ease. This went on for a while we both got some good hits in but neither of us was down. It started to draw attention and soon there was a crowd observing. After a while, I decided to use my "special" move. I got behind her and ran kicking her in the back of the knee then the middle of her back then I forced her down by putting my feet on her shoulders and pushing off on them doing a flip and landing in a crouching position on the ground. I looked up and saw Annie on the floor, soon getting up. I got up and walked towards her as she put her hand out. I shook it and she gave a nod before walking away.
"Holy shit Y/N!"
"Did you just beat Annie?!"
"That was so cool"I looked to see the crowd going crazy before commander Sadies came to stop the "ruckus" as he put it. At a distance, Eren was trying to figure out to ask you for help regarding the training
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"Come on Armin you're smart, how do I approach her?" Eren said to his close friend while he paced back and forth
"I don't know Eren, people arent my best subject" He replied sitting down with a book in his hand next to Mikasa"But I have to be subtle about it, I can't just say "Hey help me with the training" that would sound weird" He sighed
"Y/N is an approachable person, just be straight forward," Mikasa said like it was obvious
"Ok fine Mikasa! Armin, you have to come with me" Eren stated
"Wa-what why?" Armin said getting nervous, he had an attraction to you that he wouldn't admit. Seeing how you would take punishments for things you didn't even do, and how determined you were to accomplish whatever your goal was. You attracted him and the thought of actually talking to you scared him. What if he made a fool out of himself, yeah he had a way with words but he never used them like that.
"Let's go," Eren said, grabbing his friend's arm and dragging him to where you were currently, talking to Connie and Marco. Eren stopped about 2 feet away, Connie was the first to notice. He nudged Marco and he got the hint and they left. You turned to face the two boys.
"Hey Eren, Armin how can I help you," You said it with such sincerity, and the small smile that played on your lips nearly made Armin pass out. He had to pull himself together, he just needed time to put the words together that's all....right
"Y/n.......um....Armin has to ask you something" Eren blurted out pushing Armin in front of him and in turn, closer to you.
"Eren, what?" he said confused at what his friend was doing
"What do you need" there was the stupid smile again, Armin started to breathe heavily and his eyes were darting everywhere. He didn't even understand what was going on with him which lead to him panicking. He never felt this way before.
"Armin, are you ok," you asked, stepping closer to him with concern etched across our face. He fell to his knees trying to calm down.
"Fuck Armin, what's wrong do you need water, um.. just breath focus on breathing," you said dropping to your knees and taking his face softly in your calloused hands. It was comforting but he was internally cursing himself for crumbling so easily.
"Hey, it's ok, calm down. Breathe Armin. In and out" you said moving one hand from his face to hold his other hand he began to calm down
"Ok that's good, here drink some water ok," you offered, opening your water and placing it up to his lips and he took a few small sips. Standing up and offering Armin a hand, pulling him up.
"Ok I'm sorry I didn't realize that was going to happen, we came here because I wanted to ask you for help with the training, I'm not very good and you are so...'' Eren confessed. Looking ashamed and embarrassed a light hatred laugh escaped your lips
"Eren you don't have to be embarrassed to ask for help, no one will think less of you for needing it. I'll be happy to help you," you replied to the stunned looking boy. He was not expecting that response, Mikasa was right you were approachable. Of course, he wasn't going to admit she was right
"I should probably take Armin to the Bunks to rest," Eren said awkwardly scratching his neck
"Alright, well whenever you want me to help please feel free to let me know I'm not a very busy person," you said walking away
"You like her don't you," Eren asked looking at his friend who had a blush going all the way down his neck
"Shut up Eren"
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"Y/N look at me and breath," Armin said trying to get you to focus
"Why was it him, I promised. I promised" legs giving out underneath your, sending you to the ground with a shaking body caused by sobs and adrenaline. You just kept repeating how it was a promise and it wasn't fair.
"Y/N listen to me ok," Armin said, crouching down and softly pulling your hands away from your face. He was silently grateful they were in a rather private area. Looking into your eyes, they looked broken
"It's not your fault, how could you have known that something was going to happen. Marco wouldn't want you to blame yourself" you managed to compose yourself rather quickly, getting breathing and thinking under control
"I promised his mom I would keep him safe, it should have been me. I should've been with him to protect him but I wasn't and now....how am I supposed to tell her he's...." Armin felt hurt seeing you so hurt. She didn't deserve this, Marco didn't deserve it, and you especially didn't deserve it. He was pulled out of his thoughts when you started to speak
"It doesn't make sense Armin, he didn't have his gear on, they wouldn't have taken it yet it was too soon, this wasn't an accident," you explained standing up with some help from Armin.
"You think someone purposely.."
"I don't know Armin but I'm going to find out," you said coldly turning and walking away
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"Sasha shut up, you going to get us caught" I scolded the girl
"Y/N shut up and let me concentrate" Sasha shot back as they snuck through the doors of the mess hall.
"Marco come on!" Sasha yelled at the boy who quickly went inside"Are you sure we'll be fine?" he said worried about getting caught
"You didn't have to come, Marco," I said, rummaging through the bin of food. Suddenly they heard a banging sound coming from one of the closets. All three teens looked at each other making a silent agreement. Slowly walking toward the closet Marco reached for the door and quickly pulled it open. Inside the closet was Christa and Ymir huddled together. They all let out a relieved sigh
"Thank goodness it's just you guys," Christa said, pulling them into a light hug.
"We thought you were Sadies or something," Ymir said, closing the closet door and wrapping her arm around Christa's shoulders.
"So why are you two up this late?" Sasha asked looking through a bin"Probably the same reason your up" Ymir replied with a slightly annoyed tone
"Damn did we interrupt your date or something," I said, going to help Sasha find something good to eat. Meanwhile, Marco stood there kinda awkwardly.
"Maybe you did Y/LN" Ymir shot back while Christa blushed a bright red.We found some decent snacks and ate and chatted
"Well I'm heading out," I said, getting up from where I sat, leaned up against Marco. A chorus of "good night" and "see you later" was what I heard as I shut the door I decided to take a walk before heading to bed. It had to be at least 2 in the morning meaning we had to be up in 5 hours. The moon was big and bright. Very beautiful, I started walking over a small hill and was soon met with 4 familiar faces. Eren, Reiner, Armin, and Bertholdt.
"Well if it isn't my favorite bitches" I said to purposely piss Reiner off. I have nothing against him and he has nothing against me, I hope, but it's sorta a game we play. We like to mess around with each other a lot. He like an older brother
"Real mature Y/N," Reiner said rolling his eyes
"Christa is in the mess hall with some other people, they're all having a little late-night get together," I said kicking some rocks
"Well it was nice talking to you Y/N, let's go, Bert," Reiner said grabbing his taller friend and running off to probably "talk" to Christa which means flirt while Ymir silently tries to murder him. I looked back at the other two boys
"And then there were 2, so what were you all doing in the forest so late at night," I asked with a sly smirk
"Gross Y/N, don't think as that" Eren exclaimed scrunching his face up in disgust
"ME? I didn't even say anything, I guess I can only talk to Armin. He's the only one who will understand" I say dramatically before grabbing Armin's hand and pulling him away
"Let's go, Armin, we can associate with dirty-minded scoundrels," I say listening to Eren yell about how he's not dirty-minded, eventually saying he's going to join the others in the mess hall.
"Oh sorry," I said looking down to see mine and Armin's hand still laced together, I started to remove my hand but he held it tighter
"I like it," he said, his face a bright red. I felt my face heat up and I couldn't help the smile that formed on my lips
"Yeah I like it too," I said looking at our hands and then looking at Armin to see him looking back at me
"Y/N!!" a voice yelled making us pull our hands apart and look for the source of the noise. It was Sasha
"Let's go, I'm tired," she said, dragging her feet as she got closer. She was probably one of the most dramatic people I have met but that is what I liked most about her.
"Ok im coming," I told her, annoyed she ruined the moment
"I'll see you later, yeah?" I asked looking at Armin for a final time
"Yeah" he answered before I turned and started walking with Sasha, meeting up with Ymir and Christa as we got closer to the bunks"
So you and Y/N?"
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#annie leonhardt#armin aot#armin arlet x reader#AoT#snk#mikasa ackerman#eren jäger#reiner braun#bertolt hoover#sasha braus#conny springer#jean kirstein#marco bodt#LEVI ACKERMAN#levi squad#hange zöe#historia reiss#christa#ymir
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vampire au post
4 skype convos haphazardly mixed in from very different times
[29/11/2014 4:27:51 AM] Probably Not Assorted Cheeses: Vampire au
Lucas the incompetent vampire who eats mostly animals
Duster was the one who bit him, only bc duster was literally starving n lucas came at a bad time
idk if duster should be born a vampire or not but Wes is one too and together they taught lucas how to survive.
however eventually they had to leave, they offered for lucas to join them but lucas can’t leave his family behind, the kid’s too sentimental :’(
so together they staged his death (which im too lazy to try n think of)
claus knew bout the vampire thing tho, lucas couldn’t live alone like that. He also ended up biting Boney in an accident so hey vampire dog.
claus grew up and eventually had his own family. Lucas could only really watch from afar but then the kids got his age and it was hard to see him and keep the gig up. He visited his parents funeral anonymously and afterwards him and claus stood there just
“sup” “how’re the kids” “twice your age and with kids of their own” “heh, i always thought you would be the one with kids yano?”
it was very bittersweet, it felt like they’ve never been apart
“it never stops feeling strange without you” "I know”
lucas thinks of that conversation a lot
he started off the "younger uncle" then the "weird neighbourhood kid that visits grandpa claus" and inevitably the "weird kid from nowhere who goes to the cemetary every other month to put flowers on graves older than appears to be"
SO without attachments lucas traveled with boney, hoping that they find duster along the way.
eventually lucas comes back to tazmilly but it’s been a couple hundred years now and it’s completely different so he doesn’t recognize it
n lucas one day is caught outside with no shelter, it’s almost morning so he runs into osohe (which is way outta town so he assumed it was abandoned)
vampires can’t enter homes without being invited in because apparently homes are holy land but osohe is fuckn haunted so that doesn’t apply (adding on to the abandoned theory)
that’s how kumatora and him meet, she finds him exploring osohe all “wtf the fuck who are YOU...this me house”
So she gets an awkward lie explanation from lucas
n she eventually catches on lucas is a vampire n is just DUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUDE I NEVER MET A VAMPIRE BEFORE FUCKN SWEET
lucas is just UM.;;; IS IT OK IF I STAY
"oh dude it's cool!! but u gotta tell me bout yourself bc i never met a vampire before ok?? i live iN THE PERFECT GOTHIC HOME BUT THERE’S NONE!! but here you are and i’m JACKED i gotta go to work tho so brb but afterwards u gotta tell me about yourself ok CYA"
lucas is still processing everything by the time she leaves, but he’s grateful and figures a conversation is the least he can do to repay her
in this au kumatora’s into cryptology bc her house is FULL of books and it’s a common subject (also the fact her castle is filled with ghosts and there are zombies just across the moat, it’s a p convenient hobby)
when she comes back she’s super excited because he’s still there
lucas is kinda reserved but he still answers questions bc it’s POLITE
she asks bout p much everything?? “HEY do you need that” “y-yes” “is this true?” “not that i know of” “ok experiment time” “uH;;” “wait am i keeping you up?? it’s still daytime” “no it’s okay”
after exhausting lucas of all his Vampire Facts kuma invites lucas to live at osohe castle, it’s big enough anyways
lucas is wary af bc he doesn't wanna accidentally get close to someone who 1. has a life span and 2. is technically food
but lucas ends up sticking around anyways, boney really likes it and he lowkey enjoys her company
so they keep chillin n lucas tells her how he hunts animals n how he only takes a bit of blood so they don't die and
IDK I GO BY THE THEORY THAT VAMPIRES HAVE VENOM bc otherwise their entire food source becomes COMPETITION n they can bite but not?? TURN THEM INTO ANYTHIng so controlled blood flow for feeding purposes
also vampires only need to eat once or twice a month? they die around 6+ months without eating from starvation. It all depends on how quickly the blood cells in their body die basically.
ALSO when they bite you it doesn’t hurt bc their saliva numbs it so (sneaky bites) but it still feels weird as shit
bUT YA SO LUCAS N KUMATORA CHAt a whole bunch...you know that “accidentally get close” thing i mentioned? it happened
(it was kinda hard to avoid when the first companion you have that’s not your dog is informed on vampires and vampire goods, that was convenient)
so they keep hangin out and kumatora unlocks his Tragic Backstory
n sometimes kumatora helps him feed? like they go out together finding animals n storing blood
n lucas is fascinated with how technology has advanced bc he doesn't really?? go into towns anymore but he fuckn LOVES it
n they play video games n general COOL FUNTIMES
kumatora let’s lucas borrow her labtop to occupy himself and he looks for other vampires or hints of them
(this is under the assumption that osohe can get electricity in a modern au while still being ignored / abandoned)
n when kumatora goes to work he cleans up the castle n tries to show how much hE REALLY APPRECIATES HEr
n lIKE i also go by the logic that vampires do not do the stereotypical “turn into ashes at sunlight” it is a slow progression that takes up to 12 hours until absolutely turned to a crisp
so basically if he covers himself and wears a shit ton of sunscreen he can chill in the middle of the day for like...a hour or two
and bc kumatora's WORTH IT he visits her at work n she's all LucAS WHAT ARe yO U DoING??
lookin like a modern goth kid......has a huge red burn on his cheek..
he blames it on how pale/blonde he is “my brother is ginger you know”
kuma gets super worried n he's all bruh it cool i have like..2 more hours until i need to go to a hospital
n kumas jsuT I GET OFF IN 4 HOURS GO HOME
kumatora invites him to movie nights with her friends n shit
people start calling lucas kumatora's goth boyfriend “never call him that when he's around or i'll murder you”
theyre all rather cool with lucas and find his speech kinda funny?
"wow look at those teeny boppers" "GET A LOAD OF THIS GUY GOD I LOVE IT" “???????????????" kumas friends ask for lucas more all WHAT SCHOOL DOES HE GO TO WHERE DOES HE LIVE "oh he's......foreign B)"
eventually it comes up how lucas doesn’t really want to be a vampire anymore and kumatoras just “dude i can help you find a cure” bc maybe her hobby is a bit Excessive but live your dreams
but ya lucas is just?? constantly wants to visit kumatora n loves her night shifts!! visits all the time they go on hikes a lot n jusT? GETS SO FUCKIGN ATTACHED IT SCARES HIM CONSTANTLY
they sometimes fall asleep on the couch together n when he's all "wow shes so cute.." he realizes how fucking Deep he’s in this and he’s FUCKED
he tries to distance himself but he Can’t Fucking Do It (just like w/ his fam)
whenever he tries to push her away she looks so upset it kills him
N HE'S IN SUCH A STRUGGLE BC HE'S JUST
SO HAPPY TO BE AROUND HER??????
N LIKE WHEN THEY CUDDLE N STUFF HE'S JUST SO OVERWHELMED BC oh my god heartbeats!! oh my god she's gonna die before me
n lucas really fucking feels the severity of how FUCKED he is when its her birthday n hes just
yes she's gonna age and he's gonna outlive her n they could never realistically be happy even if by some offhand chance she even RETURNS the feelings
N HE HAS TO HIDE HIS CRYING N STUFF BUT KUMATORA HAS A 6TH FUCKN SENSE FOR DISTRESSED LUCAS SO SHE'S ALL bruh :( whats up
so he opens up to her about his feelings and anxiety and she hugs him through it, it’s kind of a shitty way to confess
“idk if i can forgive you for deciding that i’m gonna die before you” “are you threatening murder” “that and no way death’s gonna get me, i’m pretty stubborn”
a lil while passes
“you know... i’m okay with becoming a vampire” lucas refuses bc dude.. you can’t even comprehend the weight of immortality.. what if she regrets it
“to hell if i make my closest friend suffer because of a life span” “hah i guess that’s the same for me”
they drop the vampire topic for the time being and move on to other ones such as... mutual feelings :^)
they’re both romantically inclined i mean... lucas spent 300+ years being a hermit and kumatora had other things to do
so they take it slow, it’s p much the same as before except.. hey...now when i think “man i wanna hold their hand” i CAN
it'd also be really sad and/or cute if the ghosts in the castle some of them were lucas's family which might be why boney likes it so much but also imagine them kissin on the couch "kuma ghosts r there" "EH THEYRE JUst ghosts" ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) claus looks into the camera "after so long... finally my little brother gets some action :')"
but idk if that’s a thing bc it feels kinda weird i feel like kissin n shit wouldn't b very often bc as much as they both loVE IT
IT'S NOT THAT GREAT FOR A VAMPIRE
YANO.... HEARTS R BEATING... NECK IS RIGHT THERE (lucas still adores it tho)
so back to the topic of Mortality
kuma gets attacked in an alley on the way home from work
n lucas finds her bc they were gonna meet up but he smelt the blood and when he does find her he just goes FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK n didn't know how to save her
also thinking rationally is hard when OH LOOK AT ALL THAT BLOOD AHhaHA
SO HE BITES HER
he carries her body home n he spends the whole waiting process between DEAD and VAMPIRE crying just "hoyl shti please work please work" “what did i fucking dooooo” “what if i was earlier” “what if i was too late” so many anxieties
kuma wakes up and lucas transistions from panic to HAPPY PANIC OH THANK GOD
she’s really out of it bc of the process and he’s crying apologies “it’s okay you saved me” but he’s still crying, they cuddle for comfort
"hey atleast we did it NOW when i'm a hot sexy 19 yr old and not a wrinkly old lady” “kuma” “i’m tryna make light of the conversation”
so now that kumatora’s a vampire she only works night shifts until she eventually quits. They moved to a new town / whatever so it was easy to avoid having to meet someone in the daytime. facebook helped keep in touch with her friends while still letting the friendship die out.
it took kumatora a bit to get used to being a vampire. she threw up a lot at first and she didn’t like having to drink blood but she did eventually get used to it
idk if they find a cure bc idk what the cure would BE but they eventually find other vampires :^) they continued lucas’s search for duster and probably found him tbh
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we meet again l jeon jungkook CHAPTER 1
It was a very tiring weekend as my family and I moved into a new house, AGAIN. Well, it is not that new to me because it was the 5th time we move into a new environment. From Gwangju to Ilsan to Busan to Daegu and now Seoul.
Seoul is not new to me as my brother built his own family here. But their house takes 15-20 mins drive from our house sooo...I can't at least go there and visit unless I have my own car and can drive on my own HA HA
Anyways, it's Monday morning and I'm about to see my new school. I really miss my friends in Daegu but grrr because of this stupid move, I can't see them. Well, I can't blame my parents because it was part of their business but ugh! I don't know
*Knocks*
"Raejin sweetie" a voice was heard inside my room
"Time to get up honey!" I heard my mom say as I felt her sit in my bed and removed the blanket from my head.
"Mom, it's early." I whined as I try to get the blanket back to my head.
But a hand slapped my hands.
"It's 7 and your class starts at 8, remember?"
I got up annoyed by her sentence as she stood up and was about to leave the room.
"Arasso, Eomma." I said defeated and got up from my bed.
"Breakfast is ready downstairs." She smiled as she exited my room.
Great. Now I can go back to sleep again wiiiieeee. I was about to get back to my bed when my room's door opened, surprising me.
"Get dressed." My mom said again as she walks out from my room passing the hallway.
I sighed as I looked at the uniform that is placed on the chair, in front of my study table.
"Right. I have to be early on my first day... at least"
I said to myself as I grab the uniform and went inside my walk-in closet. I placed it on the sofa of my closet and went inside the Restroom.
Well you see, it is connected to the walk-in closet so I can you know, easily dress up. But there's a door that just go straight ahead to the restroom. I didn't use it cause I have to get my uniform ready.
So anyway, going back to the story.
I was already finished taking a bath and brushing my teeth. I looked at myself in the mirror as I scan myself with my new uniform.
"It is better than what I have expected." I said as I fix the ribbon.
Once I'm done, I went out of my closet and grabbed my phone and my bag at the table.
I checked my phone.
7:30 A.M.
*1 new unread message* Annoying Brother *1 new unread message* Jieun Unnie ❤
I first opened my cousin's message.
----------------------------------- From: Jieun Unnie
It's your first day at your new school, right? I hope you enjoy your first day and make a lot of friends! I'll see you soon when I'm free. Fighting Raejin~!
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I smiled from her message. She is just like a sister to me. But sadly, she was shooting her new drama that's why she can't visit...
I now opened my brother's message.
----------------------------------- From: AnnoyingBrother
How's my baby Rae? Are you up now? You should be up now, or else I won't let you meet Park Hyun Sik. Geez. Anyway, I have a shooting today so wish me luck.
Good luck on your first day and meet new friends! Fighting!
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Aigo. I think I have to hit him for this. Why did Sejin unnie even marry him? Aigo.
I giggled as I made my way out of the room.
*Bark, Bark*
"Good morning Appa, Eomma" I said as I kissed their cheeks.
"Good morning Seochanie!" I hugged my dog.
I grabbed an apple in the counter and a bottle of water in the fridge and put it inside my bag.
"Are you not going to eat?" My dad asked as he went back to the dining after brushing his teeth.
"I'll eat at school." I said as I smiled and head towards the door.
"I'll drive you." He said as he was about to grab his keys from the table in the living room.
"Aniyo Appa. It's fine. I will just take the bus." I said as I opened the door.
I waved my goodbye at them and headed outside our house.
"Take care!" I heard my dad shouted from our door.
"Raejinah, don't forget to eat!" my mom shouted.
I glanced at them and smiled. I opened our gate.
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I'm now walking towards our school from the bus stop. Once I reached the main gate, I turned my bag in front so that I can get my letter from the principal. The guards on duty glanced at me.
"Student, where's your I.D.?" The guard asked with a not so overwhelming sound.
I looked at him. He looks like he's in his 40s. I bowed to the guard.
"Yo-you see... I-I'm a ne-new student." I said as I gave him the letter.
"Ahhh. Well." He said as he finished reading the letter.
He gave it back to me with a warm smile.
"Welcome to the Seoul National University" he said.
Giving me a bow, gesturing me to come in. I smiled and bowed to the man.
I made my way to the front. I looked at my surroundings and it was really beautiful. The school's name is shown right at the front. There were 2 buildings on each side and a walk-rail and also, a road in the middle.
As I walk inside, trying to find the principal's office, there were a lot of cars coming in from gate 3. It must be the students. Some students are gathered by groups, chatting.
It felt really weird because they were all looking at me. Am I that ugly? Or they know that I'm a new kid? I feel really uncomfortable.
"Hey. Is she a transferee?"
"I think so. But transferring at the start of the second semester?"
"She's pretty."
"I think I saw her somewhere"
I heard some students say as I pass by them.
I was now at the front of the C12 Building. I feel really lost right now...
I'm trying to look at the map that was given to me by the guards and... I think I'm in the right place. I think TT
"Excuse me." a voice said from the front.
I lifted my head up to see a tall handsome guy with his dimples flashed in his face.
Wow. His dimples...It's so deep and he's soooo cute! I can just look at him the whole day.
*Coughs*
I returned to my senses. Did I just spaced out????
It's really embarrassing.
"Are you lost?" He asked.
"Ahh. N-neh." I said as I looked at my feet, hiding, as I felt my cheeks burn out.
WTF! It's so embarrassing.
I heard him giggled.
"Principal office?"
I lifted my face again and nodded.
"This way." He said as he showed me the way.
There was an awkward silence as we head to the principal office. Well, awkward for me I think. I just followed him around. At some time, he glances at me and gives me a warm smile. Is he killing me with his dimples?! Gosh. I want to reach the office fast because I think, I'm going to die here just because of his appearance!
"Here it is." He said as she showed me the door.
"Ahh yes. Tha-thank you so much." I said as I bowed to the man.
"I'm Kim Namjoon by the way." He said as he offered me a hand to shake up.
I was hesitating to whether to accept his handshake but it would be really rude if I refuse it. Especially when I think he's a senior... I just grabbed his hands with my two hands and shake it up.
"I'm in my 4th year. You?" He said again after.
"I'm Lee Raejin. 2nd year." I said as I bowed.
The bell rang as a signal that classes are about to start.
"Oh. I should get going. See you around Raejin" He said as he rushed towards his class, waving his goodbye.
I just bowed at the man, feeling grateful for his kindness. Phew! That was close. I turned my body towards the door. Breathing in, breathing out before knocking.
"Neh. Come in."
I heard a voice from the other side of the door said. I quickly twitched the doorknob for it to open. And I opened it, a beautiful woman that seems to be in her mid-30s greeted me with a smile on her face.
"You must be Ms. Lee. It's good to finally meet you." She said as she gestured me for a handshake, which I took with both hands.
"I'll bring you to your teacher. He's waiting for you" She said as she stood up from her seat and gestured me to follow her.
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"Everyone. As you all have probably heard, we have a new student in your class. I hope you will treat her well and help her with all the lessons that she has missed."
I heard Mr. Cha, my homeroom teacher, said to the whole class. I'm outside the door right now. Waiting for my signal to come. I'm really nervous right now. My hands and feet are shaking like crazy.
"Aii sseam (Teacher)."
"Where is she?"
"Introduce her to us already, teacher!"
"Arasso. Arasso."
I heard my teacher calm them down. Now I'm the one who's really nervous.
"New Student?" The teacher called inside the room.
I slowly opened the door and walk-in. I can see all their eyes, scanning me.
"She's the one that I saw a while ago." Girl 1
"She's pretty." Boy 1
"She's my style." Boy 2
"Omo. I think she's..." A girl said, third row, 3rd element.
The class has gone wild. I'm super embarrassed right now...
"Everyone, keep quiet." a girl from the 2nd row, 2nd to the last element said to the whole class.
And it was just a miracle! I think she's the President. She has that kind of authority in her. I looked at my teacher. He's signaling me to introduce myself. I looked, then, to the whole class. All eyes were on me. Okay. I guess this is it.
"Annyeonghaseyo." I said as I bowed to them.
"I'm Lee Raejin. Please take care of me well."
I bowed again to the whole class.
"Aii. That's so boring." a boy from the 1st row, 3rd element said.
"Ne-neh?" I feel really confused right now. I mean, I was introducing myself. Why bother interrupting my speech? I blinked my eyes to the comment.
"Please tell us where you're from, your hobby, likes, dislikes, like that." My teacher said.
I flushed.
"W-well, I'm from Daegu...my parents and I just moved to Seoul... I used to be a volleyball player at our school. And well, I love to sing, dance, and play with my nephew and my dog." I said.
Resounding applause was soon heard in the whole room as I rubbed the back of my neck from embarrassment.
"Alright. Please take care of her well. You may sit beside Jihyo over there."
Mr. Cha gestured me towards the name.
The person raises her hands in the air and smiled in my direction as she heard her name. And it was the President who I think it was minutes ago.
But just then... I saw a familiar face at her back. He's staring at me. Why is he here? I asked myself as I cursed in my breath as I head towards the empty seat beside Jihyo.
I sat at the empty seat. But I can still feel an intense stare behind my back.
"I'm Kang Jihyo. I'm the president of the class." She said with a warm smile on her face. She reached out her hands for me to take in. I just smiled and took it. I'm still anxious about the boy that is behind me. God! Help meeee!
"Let's start our discussion shall we?" Mr. Cha said
Right. You came here to study and not for him. Let's focus shall we, Lee Raejin? I started to gain my focus. I hope it would be a good stay here for me...
#bts fic#bts#bts fanfic#bts fanfction#btsff#jungkook#btsjungkook#bts jungkook#jeon jungkook#jk#btsjk#fromwattpad
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Blue as Sapphire (Jason Todd x Reader)
This is the third and final part of my Green as Emerald fanfic. I’m overjoyed that a lot of people enjoyed my writing, even though I’m not really confident in my writing skills yet. Anyway, hope you’ll enjoy this one!
Part 1 / Part 2
Tagged request: @carolinawindsay Here you are, love! Warnings: curse words Word count: 2237
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This moment can go down in two ways. Either Red Hood calmly takes whatever he is looking for and leaves or all of this is just a misunderstanding and that whatever he thinks I have is not even here we'll both end up in an awkward situation.
But then again, he could end up killing me instead because people keep on saying he's the most unpredictable hero Gotham ever had.
"W-What are you looking for? Did you forget something here?" I stuttered.
He seemed so calm, not as tense as he was the first time he's here. Red Hood was silent for a moment before slightly narrowing his head down, as if to avoid my eye contact.
"See, that's the funny part." He started "I forgot that I had that thing until I saw it again."
He forgot? Then how can he be so sure I have what he's looking for? I flinched when Red Hood took a step forward. His right hand made its way to the side of his helmet and I heard a tiny click sound coming from the back of his head. With his other hand, he lifts up the collar of his shirt and digs in to grab something.
He pulled out something small but was visible enough from my range that I can still clearly see what it is. My eyes widen at the sight of a familiar green. "This must be yours then." He held out a green necklace. A really, really ugly necklace. One that you can tell a little child made. My legs walked closer as if that necklace had a strong pull against me.
Red Hood still held the necklace in front of me as I gently move my fingers across the stone. It was webbed with steel wire, one that was already old and rusted. The black string looked like it has roots spreading everywhere, but it was still nicely tucked. Turning over the stone so that I can finally identify it. It was there, at the top of the stone where the wires are connected to the string, there's a mark with my initials on it.
The memory suddenly came back to me. I was 15 at that time and I wanted to mark this stone as my own. I wrote it down with a sharpie and instantly regretted it because it looked bad. Throughout the time I learned to love the imperfection.
"(Y/N) (L/N). Am I right?"
For the first time, I finally looked at him, my hands retreat and I placed it above my chest trying to calm my racing heart. How did he get this? Why out of all the people it made its way to him? Who is he and why am I fated to be with him? So many questions and yet I'm afraid to find the answer.
"I can see you have a lot of questions, why don't I start with answering who I am."
Before I could even protest, Red Hood lift up his helmet. A mop of black raven hair flows out with a striking white single streak peeking out. I stood there staring into those clear blue eyes once again.
"…Jason?"
He gave me a sheepish smile. "Is it too late to accept that offer for tea?"
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I carefully pour hot water into the mugs, setting the kettle down as I let the tea bags melt in hot water. Turning my head to that balcony, I see Red Hood— Jason. Standing there looking out to the night sky. I still couldn't believe it.
Seeing him outside suddenly made me realized, he had my necklace but what of his possession that I hold? Looking over at my bag I saw the pocket knife peeking out.
Of course. When Jason picked it up, he seemed hesitant. I didn’t think of it as much but now that I remember by the way he gave it back to me. I picked up the pocket knife and place it in my pocket pants so that I can use both of my hands to carry the mugs. I made my way to the balcony and stood beside Jason, silently handing him his mug.
“Thanks.” He carefully took his tea. Thank god he immediately grabs on to it or else my shaken hands would’ve just let it go and fell down a 5 story building.
I couldn’t help but stare at him as he gently lifts the mug closer to his lips, blowing the tea softly as the steam evaporated away from his face. God, I sound like a creep, examining his every move seems so mesmerizing.
Using my free hand, I reach down to my pocket and grab the tool. Jason seemed to notice the moment I took it out.
“I remember you being so surprised when I had this, I thought what went through your head was a familiarity of owning the same pocket knife. I didn’t think this was actually yours.” I chuckled awkwardly.
Jason smiled as I try not to make things too weird between us. Fuck, I gotta calm down.
“You know, you seem so perceptive to your surroundings. It’s a shame you don’t fully acknowledge what’s actually being shown.”
I raised an eyebrow, “Oh? So you get all that throughout the time we talked at Bat Burger?”
“Your face is easy to read, Doll.” I nudge him with my elbow playfully.
“So... When you came to me at Bat Burger. Were you really in trouble? Or did you just happen to find an opportunity to run into the civilian who saved Red Hood without blowing your cover?”
“Hey, I was serious about being in trouble” he protested. “Black Mask was smuggling drugs to kids. I had to find his resources and shut it down for good. A few nights ago I found his base, but I wasn’t so lucky to make it out quietly. That’s how I fell from the sky and met you, by the way.”
I rolled my eyes at his playfulness. “This morning I gain intel from my brother about Black Mask’s undercover agent. I happened to be off duty at that time, but I had to tail him or else I wouldn’t get the chance to find their headquarters. They noticed my presence so I had to get out of there quick. Across the street I recognize you sitting near the window. That was my opportunity to see you again.”
My mouth slightly gaps as I listen to every word. “You easily took off your helmet in front of me. You don’t even know me, aren’t you worried about your secret identity?”
“Doll, if you wanted to see my face you would’ve done it while I was unconscious that night on your couch.”
“Touche.”
“Besides,” He let out a breath “You trusted me enough to let me stay and chat with you. You even gave me your french fries in the end.”
“Yeah, well, don’t expect it to happen again because that will be the first and last time I’ll ever give you my food, Red.” we both laughed. Joyfulness aside, There’s the last question that’s been drilling at the back of my head. I needed to know the answer, or else I won’t be able to sleep a wink thinking about it.
“You say my face is easy to read,” I said, looking out to the city lights, I felt Jason’s face fully turning to me giving his full attention. “Then you should know that I refused to believe in this soulmate crap until I see it for myself.” With everything that I have, I opened my eyes and lock eyes with Jason.
“Tell me how you got my necklace.”
He examined me for a moment, “It’s gonna be a long story.”
“I’ve got time.”
Jason narrowed his eyes, now it’s his turn to avoid my eye contact. “Before I was Red Hood, I used to be Robin. And before I was Robin, I was a worthless street kid. Dad was a useless criminal, Mom was a drug addict and died from an overdose. Didn’t really have the perfect childhood.”
Though the story of his life just begun, I already felt an ache growing in the pit of my stomach. Jason continued, “then my life changed when I met Batman. He took me in and I felt like I had a home. Until I got the news my Mom was alive somewhere. My mistake was that I didn’t tell Batman my plans, I decided that was my mission alone. It didn’t turn out well when all of it was a setup by the Joker all along. He beat me up with a crowbar and left me to die. I had little hope that Batman would save me but, he came too late and in a blink of an eye. I took my last breath and... Gone.”
My free hand quickly covered my mouth to choke down a gasp. Jason’s thumb traces the circle of his mug, now half empty with the cold tea.
Jason was dead. He died. How is he here alive then?
“The first few moments were a blur, but I found myself alive and clinging on to my life when I drew my first breath. I was resurrected by the Lazarus Pit. A group called League of Assassins brought me back and one of the members only did it as a favor to get to Batman. I was never the same when I came back, even though I was never meant to come back and I was better off dead. One night in my chambers something caught my eye.”
Jason lifted up his shirt collar and took off my necklace. He places the mug in a nearby table so that he could use both his hands to hold the tiny stone. “This wasn’t something the Leauge would wear or find any use to it. When I saw the smudged initials written in sharpie, for once, I had hope. This belonged to someone. Someone out there who lost this necklace had to be my soulmate. I believed it because this necklace came to me when I needed it the most. Ever since then I vowed to find whoever owned this necklace and returned it to them, and to tell them how grateful I am to them.”
Jason turned to me, with a smile as soft as the stars. He brings his right hand to my face and wiped away the tears I didn’t know was flowing down my cheek. Without even realizing, I felt my heart ache with every word spoken out of Jason’s lips.
I couldn’t hold it in as more tears began to stream down my face. Jason took my forgotten cold tea and place it near his mug. He wiped more of my tears away as he held me close to his chest. I automatically wrapped my arms around him.
“Honestly, there’s no need to cry over that, sweetheart.”
“B-But...” I lifted my head now seeing his gorgeous face. God, I couldn’t imagine someone living through what Jason went through. He deserved love, and by god, if Batman and his family aren’t giving him enough love, then I will.
“Come on now, it’s your turn.” Jason pushed a strand of my hair away from my face. “Tell me how you stumble upon my pocket knife.”
I wipe my eyes dry and collected my breath “it’s not really all that interesting to tell. I had my parents and friends but deep down I knew something was just... missing. I couldn’t explain what it is. One day I wanted to do a little tinkering when I realized my Dad was using all of his tools. Then I found this pocket knife under my table. I didn’t recall my Dad owning it but its what I had at that time. before I know it I’ve been using it ever since. That thing helped me out whenever I’m in a tight spot and it just miraculously gotten me out of trouble in school.”
“Well, I’m glad my pocket knife also helped to get you out of trouble.”
“It did with you?”
“I did say I used to be a worthless street kid.” Jason chuckled. “I used that thing to fix, steal and pick any lock whenever I needed. Ever since Batman took me in I don’t see the need to use it anymore, in time I completely forgot about it.”
I eyed my necklace which was well rested above his collarbone. Fiddling it with my finger. “This necklace has been with me for a long time too. So many hard times and yet this stone gave me the strength to move on. I’m glad that strength helps you along the way.”
“It made me find you in the end. All that pain was worth it knowing I find the wonderful person who owned this emerald necklace.”
I giggled, finding myself snuggling closer to his chest. “If I knew I would be fated to be with someone who has a thing for a ruby colored theme, I would’ve used that color more often.”
I offered Jason to come back inside. Being in a place that’s more warmer rather than being in the cold breeze of Gotham city. I would never forget this night, the way I gaze into my soulmate under the stars that shines bright decorating the sapphire night sky.
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honestly, I love Jason Todd with all my heart and I feel like I will continue to write more stories about him as much as I can
#jason todd x reader#jason todd#batfam#jason todd x you#red hood imagine#red hood x reader#red hood x you#jason todd x y/n#x reader#red hood x y/n#dc#fanfic
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forbidden fruit
a/n: i made something new! self indulgent high school enemies with benefits ok! i was high writing a lot of this so.. hope it doesn't show. tiny bit of 5sos sue me. this will probably have a pt 2 eventually
warnings: smut, and harry’s a jerk
w/c: 4.3k
You pushed the front door to your school open and the A/C of the building blew your hair back a little. You adjusted your bag on your shoulder and let the door slam behind you. The halls were loud with student chatting and lockers slamming and feet scuffling before first period began.
"I love your skirt, Y/N," one of the school aristocrats complimented, beaming a bright white smile.
"Thanks babe! From the boutique off 2nd street," you said with a wink.
"Hey Y/N!" some girls with wet hair called from the lockers. The volleyball team practiced before school and had to shower before going to class, and most girls couldn't be bothered to dry their hair.
"Hey guys! See you in history," you waved, tucking your textbook closer to your body.
You finally reached your locker and popped the door open. You switched out your books for your first class and checked your face in the mirror you'd taped to your locker door.
"You look great, no need to even look," a voice said from behind the door. You shut the door to reveal Luke, the school's star baseball player and one of your academic rivals.
He stood a bit taller than you, with his hands shoved into his bomber jacket pockets. The corners of your mouths curled up bashfully. "Aren't you sweet? What's going on, L?"
His head lulled over and rested on the locker. "Just wanted to say hi. And thanks for the help in trig-- you could've left me in the dust with that one to be valedictorian, and for that I'm very grateful."
You giggled. "It's no big, Luke. Let me know if you need help on other stuff, like your times tables," you teased, readjusting your bag again.
It was Luke's turn to laugh, but his was more hearty. "Ah, your banter is the highlight of my day." The bell rang, indicating it was time to go to class. "Saved by the bell. I was out of stuff to talk about. I'll catch you later?" It was a statement, but him walking away gave it a bit of in inflection. You were still smiling by the time you got to your first class.
Life was so good. You never understood where the stereotype about hating your high school years came from, because you were having quite a good time. You never found the curriculum too difficult and thus were near the top of your class, you were overall liked by your teachers, and you got along with everyone at your school.
"Good morning, babe," you heard a new voice call, making your insides shrivel and your face pinch.
Well, almost everyone.
"What do you want, Harry?" you groaned, intentionally pushing past him to get to your desk.
He feigned being hurt, clutching a ringed hand to his broad chest. "And I thought Bradley Cooper over there would have put you in a good mood this morning. Why so sour?"
"Being within even a hundred feet of you can kill flowers, no wonder it kills my mood."
Simply put, you couldn't stand Harry. He was arrogant, selfish, condescending, and for the past couple of years the two of you had been at each other's throats. Neither of you were quiet sure who started this feud (though, knowing Harry's behavior, it was probably his fault) but neither of you could even look at each other without making a biting remark or glaring at the other.
"Styles, get your feet off the desk," your teacher reprimanded. You looked at the desk next to you and saw Harry had kicked his boots up onto his table and laced his fingers behind his head.
He sighed heavily and slid his legs over lazily until they drop off the edge of the desk, choosing instead to lean his chin on the heel of his hand, one lone dark curl dropping into the center of his forehead.
As much as you couldn't stand his personality, you hated how attractive he was. He had such an aura of power that on some rare occasions rendered you speechless. Not only was he was gorgeous, but sometimes the two of you would make eye contact during an argument in class that would make your knees go a little weak. You were pretty good at keeping your composure, but it still bothered you from time to time. He was like forbidden fruit; so beautiful, yet so hate-able.
Today he was in a black jacket and dark jeans with a white t-shirt. Across his chest laid a simple cross necklace and his fingers were adorned with rings. His hair always looked like he just pushed it back with his hands and left it as is, but there's always one curl on his forehead giving him a Clark Kent kind of look. His head was cocked to the side, showing off his jaw. Son of a bitch probably didn't even realize how hot he was being-- that's just Harry in his natural state.
Then you were suddenly reminded that you were totally staring down Harry, and your eyes tore from him to the board in the front of the class. You made a note to yourself to get your thoughts and your life in general together.
Fortunately, you only had one class with Harry. For the rest of your day you could go about being yourself, without having to deal with his attitude and desire to annoy you in addition to your weird thoughts about how hot he is.
The next day, your car wouldn't start in the morning because of the cold front that swept over your area. Your parents had already left for work, and you were left with the only option of walking to school. You didn't live too far away, but the freezing weather made the walk miserable.
Perhaps Harry had sensed your already bad mood and decided not to make it worse, but he was actually quite tolerable during the school day. The rest of your school day went without incident, and you thanked the universe for being so kind to you after your rough morning.The walk home was slightly better, as the temp had warmed up a little bit, but the small remedy quickly ended when Harry rode up next to you walking down the sidewalk on a blue bicycle.
"Hey, Y/N," he chirped, immediately irking you. He pedaled slowly to match your walking pace.
"Should I call Harvard and let them know there's a strange kind of ape who learned to use a human tool?" you bit, shoving your hands in your jacket pockets.
"Mm. Seems like you've put on a little weight in these winter months," Harry noted.
You whipped your head and glared viciously at him. He was smirking a little but kept his eyes on the sidewalk. "So how am I supposed to respond to that other than punching you in the face?" you growled. Frankly, it wasn't even true-- your heavy coat just added a lot of volume to you. And even if it was true, how dare he?
He pretended to think. "You could start by taking off some of those clothes and proving me wrong."
"Ugh!" You grabbed a stick next to the sidewalk and jammed it into the spokes of Harry's slow moving bicycle, effectively snapping the branch and making him tumble off the bike.
He lied on the ground in a daze, blinking a couple of times before jumping up and catching up to you. "Alright. I deserved tha' one."
"Glad we agree about something," you muttered, then turn back to look at the abandoned bike. "What about your bike?"
He shrugged. "Wasn' mine anyways."
At this point you should expect this of him, or at least not be surprised when you hear about it, but you can't help but sigh. "Ah, right. Always forget you're a criminal."
He threw an arm around you, pulling you into his chest. It was awkward to walk like that, but you were just sure-footed enough to make it work. "'M a fun person to be around, though, aren' I?"
"On the contrary," you groaned, jerking your way out of his grip on you. "Actually, for someone who claims to hate me, you sure do bother me a lot. What's up with that?" you hissed.
He stopped in front of you and towered above you, staring down. This... was one of those times where your stomach flipped when his green eyes locked onto yours. "Well, am I annoying you?"
Your eyes rolled back almost involuntarily. "Yes!"
"That's why."
All you could do was glare. "Go find someone else to annoy, I have to go study for a midterm tomorrow. Ya know, that thing you've never heard of because you don't care about school or anything, for that matter." At this point you were just unleashing random things you didn't like about him, but it still felt good to vent.
"I care about some things," he said bluntly, raising and dropping his shoulders.
You scoffed a bit, but then sighed in defeat. "Glad you took something important from that. Now please, fuck off for the rest of the week." Before Harry could counter that, you'd already slipped past him and went back home.
That Thursday, after school had ended and you were getting things out of your locker as the halls quickly emptied of the eager-to-leave students. You'd nailed the exam you'd taken that day and were ready to go home and enjoy the rest of your day. A friendly voice said your name, and you glanced up to see Luke.
You smiled at his presence. "Hey L!"
"So, Y/N," Luke began. "Some of my friends and I were wondering if you like to party." He flattened his hands against each other and pointed them at you.
A little laugh escaped from your lips. "Uh, yeah, I do. Why, are you offering one?" One of your eyebrows shot up in curiosity.
The corners of his mouth lifted a bit and he leaned his shoulder against the locker next to yours. "Actually, yeah. We throw this cool rager every year after midterms. Josh's parents always go skiing in the Poconos and leave us the house, and his older brother buys us so much alcohol. It's a good way to kick off winter break, and you should totally co--" Luke was cut off by none other than fucking Harry marching up.
"Luke. Coach Bass needs you," he spat, eyeing the athlete up and down.
"What for?" Luke asked, irritated.
"Fuck do I look like? Your secretary? He didn't tell me, just saw me and asked to find you. Which, mind you, was generous enough on my part." Harry punctuated his sentence with his big arms crossing over his chest.
"Can it wait like 5 minutes? I'm trying to have a conversation here," Luke gritted, gesturing at you.
Harry's eyes drifted over, as if he hadn't even realized you were standing there until then. Without looking back to Luke, he muttered, "Nope. Think yeh should leave now."
The blonde boy groaned and stood up off the wall. "Fine. See you around, Y/N, I'll text you about the party!" he called, waving goodbye and headed off to the coach's office.
"The hell are you doing talking to 'im?" Harry questioned the second Luke was out of ear range. He replaced his spot leaning on the lockers.
"Not really any of your business, is it?" you snapped back. You couldn't even look at him, so you grabbed all your books out of your locker.
Harry caught on quickly. "Oh... I see. Yeh don't wanna be messin' with him, love," he advised with a small smirk on his lips.
"What are you talking about?" you asked, exasperated.
"Heard he's been seeing Sierra lately." Harry rolled from leaning against his shoulder to leaning on his back, staring across the hallway.
You stopped your movements. "What does that have to do with me? That's her business."
His head lulled back to look at you. "Jeez, Y/N. Didn't think you'd be fine dating a two-timer."
"Who said anything about dating?" It was your turn to smirk, giving Harry a little glint in your eyes before slamming your locker shut and walking away from him.
Harry's eyes widened as he chased after you. "Yeh little minx. Perfect little Y/N doesn't mind being the other woman. Or any woman at all. Who woulda thought?"
You rolled your eyes. "See. You don't know shit about me. And you definitely don't know shit about Luke. What were you even doing near Coach Bass's office in the first place for him to have asked you?"
He snickered. "Oh, I lied. I think Bass already went home."
Your jaw dropped a little as the two of you reached the door at the end of the hallway. "You little scoundrel. Why did you do that?"
He shrugged, following you outside. "I lie to get things I want. I wanted him gone. This isn't uncommon for my behavior, Y/N," he explained without emotion. "Anyways, 've got to meet up with someone soon. Great talking to you," he concluded sarcastically, before simply turning and walking away.
"Hey Harry!" you called after him, making him stop and do a 180. "Is Luke even really seeing Sierra?"
He smiled. "Nope." Harry turned again leaving you with a swirl of emotions.
The party had been on Friday, the night after Luke invited you. Your parents were glad you were finally getting to relax after your obsessive studying for the past week or so. You excitedly got ready to go while listening to Break Up With Your Girlfriend, I'm Bored, and made plans for a DD to drop you off and pick you up at the end of the night.
You were just tugging on your short boots and fluffing your hair when you got the text that it was time to go. One jacket, a quick wave to your parents drinking wine on the couch, and you were off.
By the time you finally arrived to the party it was late in the evening and the house was bumping. The lights inside had been replaced like blacklights, turning everyone's white clothes into ultra bright purple and some girls' bad bleach jobs appeared green.
You showed up just in time; and by just in time, you mean when Mo Bamba started playing and all the people dancing and screaming the lyrics provided a good cover for you to sneak around the house to find someone you knew. You fought your way through the hot living room, back to the kitchen where freshman sorority girls from the local university were trying to steal alcohol from kids, to the backyard.
You opened the door to the back porch to find a group of seniors passing around a bent joint. Your nose instinctively wrinkled at the smell and you bounce back inside, slamming the door behind you.
"Y/N!" you heard Luke call. You whirled around to see him holding a cup in one hand and a Juul in the other, arms extended to hug you. He engulfed you and you breathed in the cologne clinging to his jersey. You couldn't lie... he smelled good. "Glad you made it. Can I make you something to drink?"
"Vodka soda, please," you requested, and Luke poured out a drink for you. Meanwhile, you scanned the room to see who else had come to the party.
Hmm. There was Andrea from trig, the host, Josh, Hannah from chemistry, Lucy, Sam, Harry, Claudia from English. You cocked your head a little, surprised that Claudia partied, and Luke handed you your drink.
Wait. Your head whipped back to see Harry talking to one of his friends, and his attention drifted towards you with a devious smile. When he realized who you were with his smile was replaced with a grimace.
You immediately start drinking from your cup, trying to forget who you just saw. Nearly half the drink was gone before Luke stopped you. "Slow down, there, cowgirl," he laughed, taking the red cup from you. "You drinking away your problems or what?" he teased.
You rolled your eyes flirtatiously, and intentionally avoided his question. "Give me my drink back! Or we will have a problem."
"Feisty," Luke noted, handing you your cup back. "Redirect that energy to dancing," he suggested, gesturing over to where everyone was bouncing to the music. He grabbed your free hand and pulled you into the middle of the crowd where the two of you started dancing... pretty close. The music was well selected so that there were no awkward pauses in between songs, and you and Luke danced until your drinks were empty and you were too sweaty to keep dancing.
He led you to a corner of the living room, where not as many people were. "Damn, it's dead," he declared after pulling his Juul out of his pocket and tapping it twice. "My charger's upstairs, I'm gonna go plug this in."
"I'll go with you," you offered, trying to get out of the party area and away from Harry. God knows how he'd try to bug you if you were alone.
Something in Luke's eyes glinted, but he nodded and the two of you trudged up the stairs and the noise quickly died down. He casually walked into a room and you guessed it was the host's room. Luke plugged in his Juul and plopped down on the bed.
"So, do you wanna go back downstairs?" you guessed, though Luke appeared too comfortable to be getting up any time soon.
"Nope," he responded casually, affirming your suspicions. "Can you do me a favor? Hand me that guitar." He pointed to the corner of the room, where a shiny guitar was nestled in a stand.
You passed the instrument to him and he began plucking out the song Twin Sized Mattress. He hummed some of the lyrics and dropped off just after the first guitar solo. You were amazed while watching him.
"Luke! You're so talented, I had no idea!" you fawned, making the blonde boy blush a little.
"Thanks, that means a lot. I've always loved playing but never told anyone so I wouldn't look like a hipster or anything. But honestly, I wanna be a musician." His eyes gazed over the strings, then up to yours.
"Sounds like a glamorous lifestyle. Think you could handle it?" you cooed, leaning in slightly.
He matched your movements. "I think I could," he practically purred. You and Luke were inches from kissing, and all you wanted to do was close the gap, but you were unfortunately interrupted by the door swinging open, making you jump back from Luke, frightened.
None other than fucking Harry, stood in the doorway. You groaned and Luke blurted annoyedly, "You again?!"
"Yep, s'me. I'd love to verbally have it out with you some other time, but I'd like to talk to Y/N right now, so find somewhere else to be, Wonderwall," Harry announced, filling your veins with anger.
"Seriously, Harry? You can't leave me alone for five fucking minutes?" you jumped up to face him, but any attempt at being menacing was futile as his sheer height dwarfed you.
Luke placed the guitar on the ground leaning on the wall and awkwardly creeped out of the room. "I'll, uh, I'll just go," he noted before slipping out.
But you weren't distracted by Luke ambling around, and still had a bone to pick with Harry. "You follow me around, you go to parties you know I'll be at, you interrupt my attempts to get laid. Why won't you just go away!"
The corners of his mouth curled up. "Because you're so cute when you're angry." He reached up to pinch your cheek but you smacked his hand away.
"You make me so mad I wanna slap you sometimes," you huffed, shrugging your shoulders.
Harry's green eyes rolled dramatically. "Yeh won't." Several heavily silent seconds passed, and the palm of your hand collided with his cheek.
His hand drifted up and cupped his red face. "Did yeh just fuckin' slap me?" he asked, in awe.
"Yeah," you deadpanned. "You stupid or something?"
Harry stared at you, his eyes not showing much emotion other than shock. Without even saying anything, he lunged forward, grabbed your face with both of his large hands, and pressed your lips together. Your knees immediately buckled, Harry's scent infinitely better than Luke's. His mouth was so soft and he easily kissed into your mouth, licking and biting at you.
You came to your senses, trying to pull away, but Harry had his arms wrapped around you. You made a move to escape his grasp, only making him tighten around you. "Stop being so scared of what yeh really want, Y/N," Harry huffed, eyes scanning all over your confused face.
"What?" was all you could say.
"Tell me yeh don' want this, n'I'll stop." His eyebrows lifted slightly, in almost an amused manner. You really, really, really hated yourself to say it, but you didn't want this to stop. So you closed the gap between you two yourself.
When Harry kissed, there was no option of being gentle. He wanted to devour you, kissing so deeply your back was starting to tilt backwards a little and you could feel the electricity on your lips.
"Yeh're a real minx, yeh know tha'?" he huffed over your lips in between kisses. "Actin' so cute and innocent when yeh're really a good time and a half. Trailin' around school and parties with that other guy. Then, when I kiss the life out of yeh and make y'weak in the knees, you've got the audacity to act like you 'aven't wanted this all along. Hmm," he tsked, staring down at you, making you feel tiny. "I truly believe the only way I can get yeh to behave is to fuck yeh into bein' good," Harry hypothesized, staring up and down your body until settling for staring at your heaving chest (and you were glad you picked a good bra to wear to this party).
His words sent sparks to your core and a whimper left your lips when he pressed his against your neck, licking and sucking at the soft flesh. One hand gripped your waist, bunching up your shirt with his fingers.
"S'that what you want? To be silenced with m'cock?" he mused, breath fanning across your skin. All you could do was nod and you felt his mouth curl into a smile. "Fine. But keep quiet, pet, we don' wanna disturb the other party goers. Do we, now?" he purred, making you shake your head no.
Harry's hips bucked into your thigh involuntarily, and you dropped down to your knees to be eye level with his crotch. Your nimble fingers ghosted over the zipper of his pants, making him exhale shakily, but when you lifted your gaze to his, his face was extremely focused on your actions.
You decided not to beat around the bush and popped open the button on his trousers, and the zipper practically undid itself. You licked him through his black boxers, making him groan a little and thread his ringed fingers through the hair on the back of your head. It was easy to read what he needed, so you pulled down the elastic of his underwear to free his cock.
It was big. You weren't a stranger to seeing big dicks, so you knew one when you saw one. The last thing you wanted to do was feed into his ego, so you dove into sucking it before he could read any surprise in your face.
You went about as far down as his head resting on the middle of your tongue. You sucked around his cock and fluttered your tongue, stimulating the super sensitive spot on the bottom just below the head. Harry was nothing if not responsive, and groaned while trying to push you down further using his big hand. Normally you would refuse and take it at your own pace, but something about him fucking your mouth sent even more sparks to your center.
You relaxed your throat and let him slide down your throat. It burned, you had to admit, and breathing through your nose with a huge cock in your mouth is no picnic. Just before you were about to gag, he pulled you off his member and let you breathe for a second. A thin strand of spit connected your now red and puffy bottom lip to the tip of his cock.
"Fuck, pet, tha' feels way better than I'd like to admit," he huffed as you took him back in your mouth again. You swirled your tongue around him with your cheeks hollowed out, your comparatively small hand gripped the base while you paced yourself. When your jaw got tired from accommodating to his size, you stroked him from base to tip.
Harry was starting to lose his composure; you could see it in his eyes. You decided to play all your cards and made the most innocent look you could muster with his cock buried between your lips. "'f yeh keep lookin' at me like tha', no chance I'll last."
So you went wild, licking, sucking, stroking his cock with your hand, pushing it all the way down your throat until your nose was buried in the coarse dark curls at the base. This sent him fully over the edge, and his grip in your hair was tighter than ever as he came.
He emptied himself down your throat, pulled his cock out, and wiped the head on your lips before pushing himself back into his boxers.
"Wait, wha--" you stammered, shocked at his sudden motions to leave as you were still on your knees with glassy eyes.
Harry rebuttoned his pants and straightened himself out. "'m going to go home. Thank you for helping me out, love, I'd love to reciprocate another time. Let me know." He nodded at you scrambling to stand back up and left you in Josh's room with pink cheeks, puffy lips, and a racing mind.
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Now it's my turn🙈💚 1, 2, 8, 11, 13, 15, 20, 21, 24, 27, 30, 37, 42, 56, 57 and 59 sorry that this is late🙈💙
ayyyyyyy my guy! ❤️
1) selfie
ditto so I’ll dm you em! x
2) what would you name your future kids?:
so i’ve always liked the name layla because i really admire the beauty of a night sky but then it literally means sheep in aapni zerbaan so ye lol; i think the name marina is pretty too like the whole nature element, i liked marwa as well till my sister said it sounds like ‘marijuana’ which just ruined it for me totally lol; yusuf is a nice one, you know because of his whole story which i just find really moving and im sure i had some more prophet names which i really like but none of em spring to mind at the mo
8) have you ever cried because you were so annoyed?
yesssss so the other day i was dress rehearsing for an interview (pray i get the job! x) and none of my smart-wear would fit so i just angry cried it out; i have bipolar as well and before i was on the right meds i’d do that daily but now i seem to be doing a lot better alhamdulilah
11) are you listening to music right now?
astaghfirullah sister skskskk but naa i stopped listening to music about a year ago i feel like it just dragged me down might just be me but like even the uplifting stuff has melancholic vibes to it
13) how do you feel right now?
so like i think i missed my meds this morning and at round 7pm i got this really intense agitation where my mood randomly switched within the space of like an hour and i got angry that i was angry but now that im home and talking to you i feel a lot better - I was really on one earlier on in the day when we were messaging tho bc i was like ‘OMG IVE FOUND A NEW FRENNNNN’ which is a huge positive for me!
15) personality description
aaaaaaa i could go on forever, hope you enjoy the cv! so im a really perceptive person - i have a strong insight into my own situations and mindset as well as those of others (a positive side to mental illness i think, like the whole self awareness aspect) i’ve been told im ‘compelling’ which is an incredible personality trait to have! i have a mad sense of humour, talkative, very outgoing, very extroverted and i love a good bit of banter with the right people, love meeting new people and hearing their perspectives too. I’m very intellectual, i love discussions and acquiring knowledge and anything which makes you think or reevaluate your current opinions! but ya im really proud of my identity purely bc i genuinely didnt think i’d make it past 16 (suicidal depression, self harm, mad mania, abuse, overdoses, etc) but like alhamdulilah here i am and i think its my perseverance and my relationship w god which i really admire - im really proud of who i’ve become! (but i mean theyre trying to stamp a personaity disorder diagnosis onto me so i guess i could be chatting bubbles and all this could be totally subjective *x files theme toon plays*)
20) what is your favourite song at the moment?
i mean i hear the odd bop over the radio every now n then n the ‘JUST BC ITS OVER DOESNT MEAN ITS REALLY OVER N IF I THINK IT OVER MAYBE YOU’LL BE COMING OVER AGAINNNN’ song just really seems to get me
21) age and birthday?
ahh see i feel like an old granny ting now compared to you! i’m 20 and my birthdays the 5th of april so i guess we’re both april babies!
24) height
5′2 but i dont look as short as i sound i swear lol
27) things i hate
im no longer a hateful person like even the people i hate i pray for but bidah has got to be #1 without a single doubt, aside from that its all the usual stuff such as bigots, nonces, etc
30) favourite tv shows
mostly stuff on netflix like at the moment im watching ‘sacred games’ and ive never been into the whole bollywood vibe but i swear ive been missing out like! peaky blinders is amazing and tommy is beautiful i dont care if hes my dads age, bedlam was incredible, period dramas like victoria n bbcs les mis are really good, you should check out this is england, shameless, dark and NSU: german history they are mint; i love a good documentary as well
37) favourite actor/actress
angelina jolie i think! like i have an entire hashtag dedicated to her so ya i guess shes the one!
42) favourite books
kite runner and a thousand splendid suns (defo recommend them both yasmin esp tss - if you ever do read it give us a shout and ill send you the coursework i did for it in Alevel!)
56) favourite food
ben and jerries along with cookie dough are my absolute weaknesses but im inshlla cutting down on sugar so we’ll see if anything changes w those ones!
57) favourite animals
cats for sure! mines called marno shes now 5 alhamdulilah and she is my life n soul - i like dogs but they get over excited way to easily which startles me a bit esp as im v spaced out a lot of the time so a dog tryna hug me is like arghh wyd but i mean i admire their intentions lol that n the fact theyre najis is also bit of a problem for me (whups)
59) why i joined tumblr
so i think i came across tumblr on a random google search n i figured it’d be a good form of self expression n a good emotional outlet esp as i was in a v v bad mind-space at the time so i felt i needed something to call my own which eventually became my lil blog - but ye if you go allllllll the way back to my old reblogs its literally just those black and white depression posts and gifs which is actually really upsetting to me; like although im no longer in that place anymore tumblr continues to be a very good therapeutic outlet so im v grateful for that ❤️
and thats all! thanks for reading this far b and feel free to ask me any other questions, i enjoy answering them! ❤️ ❤️ ❤️
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✎ it’s ya girl denise !!!!! and guess what!! yes it’s already in the header but hfsdk i’ve hit my first anniversary!!! it’s crazy that i’ve actually sustained my account for a year! im rly so so grateful tht i’ve built up this… thing…. :^) the tumblr fam + the friends ive made through this acc was a hugeee part of my 2017, and im sure it’d be an even bigger part of my 2018 ! i’d like to thank everyone for being willing to read my pile of bullcrap tht i pour out of my head, ive said this before n i’ll say it again: i never ever imagined tht i’ll have a successful writing acc on here! i’ve tried writing on other platforms (like wattpad) before but it nv rly worked out well long-term bc it became a chore for me to post n update my stories…. but it’s never like tht on tumblr bc of you sweet buttercups!!! thnk u all for constantly reminding me to take care of myself n for checking in on me randomly nd !!! for keyboard smashing your souls out + screaming @ me when i post content!! every little action you guys do rly impacts me a lot, n even when u guys just come by n drop a msg in my inbox my heart just combusts n 💞💛🚨💎💗💥💘‼ (okay enough yapping)
i honestly dont know how follow forevers work but ! i’d like to mention people tht hv, in one way or another, helped me to keep this account going! i cant mention e v e ry o n e but do know tht as long as you’ve made a single note on my dash or hv positive views on my content, you’d be in this list if i cld fit everyone!! i love you all and thnk u so much for everything!
💛: scroll 2 the bottom for a msg! 💗: bithc i’d fling myself out of the solar system for you ilysdm wth ⛅: i actl stalk ur page every few days n send in anon asks bc im a coward but haa thnk u 4 being an inspiration to humanity 💫: we dont talk a lot yet but i absolutely adore ur content!!! n i hope you’re well n happy bc u deserve all the love u can get !
a-c :
@andromedaneedsoxyjin 💗 @adoretexts ⛅ @ajuimaginary 💗 @boosoonhao 💛 @bfwooz 💗 @blondshua 💫 @bookwan 💗 @cheolshu 💫 @chittafont ⛅ @choco-seventeen 💛 @caratvocals 💛 @cosmicae 💗 @chillihansol 💛 @camera-seventeen 💫
d-o :
@dumbbelle 💛 @dreamingseventeen 💛 @gyuofficial 💫 @hansolmates 💗 @hoshidotcom 💫 @hyungwon 💫 @hxshi 💫 @honeywonu 💗 @jeongahn 💗 @joshsua 💫 @jiso2 💗 @jeong-hanie 💫 @joshpup 💗 @johshuas 💫 @jeonghney 💫 @kristian-do 💗 @kingyu97 💛 @kwoncity 💗 @lxveille 💗 @myungho ⛅ @neoyeppuda 💛 @oatmealupdates 💗
p-s :
@princeshushu @paintedshua 💛 @peachseong ⛅ @pasteluji ⛅ @pjimims ⛅ @rappershua 💫 @seventeendom 💫 @soongyuz @shuvee 💫@saythename17scenarios 💗 @starshua @sailorimagines ⛅ @swimmingfool 💫@sebongie-loves ⛅ @softmanscoups 💫 @softhaos ⛅ @soongyuz 💛
t - # :
@ttherose 💫 @taekemeaway ⛅ @tswoondere 💫 @vitaminhosh 💫 @versigny ⛅ @warmau ⛅ @welovekpopscenarios 💗 @writers-leir ⛅ @writingdummy 💗 @whatsoodo ⛅ @wonuz ⛅ @17cuties ⛅ @17cafe 💗 @17mounteens 💗
❥ @boosoonhao
love!!! okay hello hngh we hvnt talked the most yet but i dont think i’ve expressed my utmost love for you enough so yes let me tell you how much i l o v e your content, plus u post quality works so often it makes my little heart so !!! content !!! im not sure when you made your account n i think i discovered your blog a little late but thnk u for your effort in everything you do, u rly inspire me to keep working on my drafts :”) i lov you n i hope we get closer this year! even if im an awkward ass!
❥ @choco-seventeen
chOcoOooO oh choco my juliet hskjdf hi it’s my annoying ass here to bother u again with my over-the-top affection for u!!!! you rly were one of the blogs tht made me start my own writing blog, n even when i did i nv knew i’d ever talk to u?? maybe through anon heuk but i rly thought u’d be tht holy figure up there tht i’ll never reach! i mean u are still tht holy figure but thnk u for being so friendly n nice n cute n for bcoming a friend 2 me!!! i lov u so much + okay pfft your works pffttt i wnt to frame them up in gold n hang them in my living hall wadafack bih
❥ @caratvocals
oh look another one of my inspirations whom motivated me to start out making fake texts!! kura my love hello !!! i knw we hvnt talked a lot in the recent months…? but my appreciation n love for u still ! remains ! the same !! i love your bubbly n kind personality n it’s rly similar to seokmin’s…. you’re the sun tht never goes out! thnk u for spouting random cute words bc wow thAT shiT you do makes me so soft n your texts??? my honey your texts are so legit i cackle whenever i read them !! i never know how you make them so realistic but i’d like to thank you for putting so much effort into your work ; n your scenarios omg when u released your first fic i wanted to roll in the grass n scream ! it was so good, the chan apocalypse one and the jeonghan day 27 (? i think?) one! i lov all your works basically, thnk u for being so inspiring n cute n for being yourself i lov u !!!
❥ @chillihansol
hanni hanni hanni HANNI !!! my virtual sister! the loml !!! i’ve got so many things to thank you for honestly, you’ve been tht pillar of support for me whenever my mind is just going haphazard ! n u always try to help whenever sth comes up n ure so kind abt everything i wna migrate to where u live omf // + i’ve seen u improve in your writing so much in such a short period of time i am shook tbh wht kind of black magic are u doing ?? ok but im so grateful to hv met u omg when i think abt u i honestly just…… burst into ugly tears bc wht did i ever do in my past life to deserve you ilysdm thnk u for coming into my life n staying here through all my bullsht
❥ @dumbelle
my ring ring ding a ling!!! my disney princess !!!! i love you so much do i need to say anything more!!! thnk u for always checking in on me with cute lil msgs n chatting w my boring ass ! you’re so sweet n kind n so crazy n wow i love crazy :^)) you’ve been posting such unique content on your blog…. i mean the moodboards + the speech text bubbles + the cute lil scenarios below tht?? wht the heck tht is so cute ???? the first time i saw one of your moodboard i started chuckling 2 myself @ the dinner table n i wnted to shove the fork down my throat is2g ok ilyssm
❥ @kingyu97
feesha!! i rmb when you were still tht f anon tht i met indirectly through clar n lani, n you lil shits wouldnt tell me who u are !!! tht was a funny experience im not gna lie but tht aside, thnk u for always showing your support in my works + being my lil chat buddy!! you brighten up my days so much, sometimes u randomly pop into my inbox when im feeling under the waeather n it just… rly…. makes me smile n then sob in 54 languages bc i lov u n i hv done nothing to deserve everything u do for me n i just…. i just love u ok pls stay in my life ilyily
❥ @dreamingseventeen
yEt another one of my senpais ! my inspiration 2 write!!!! i’ve loved your works ever since i discovered cos, it’s rly one of the fics tht i rmb every detail abt bc i reread it everytime it fades from my dory memory!! i feel so honored tht i got to talk to n be friends with succch an amazing author like you, n i love how you’re just so sincere n genuine in everything tht u do! thnk u for supporting me + encouraging me when im hesitant to do stuff, im so grateful for you and i love you ! i hope you keep writing (although your cat walks all over you n your desktop kekk how cute), pls do rmb to stay healthy !!
❥ @neoyeppuda
i’d really want to make 2 separate dedis to the both of u clar n lani but this post is getting toooo long so i’ll try to be concise but at the same time (hopefully) be able to tell u 2 how much i love u!!! the both of u hv been supporting me for a while n i heard abt you guys a lot before, n when yall came into my inbox i shrieked when i found out tht it was the admins of neoyeppuda like woa i feel like a celebrity just noticed me?? the same feeling i got with choco when i interacted w her for the first time! thnk u both for being so sweet n kind n crazy with me, im so thankful tht the both of u are my friends :^) lani you’re so damn beautiful both inside out n i hope u dont forget tht, i knw things may be hard but it’ll get better - talk to me whenever alright ♡ clar you’re the adorablest fluffiest person ever ilysm thnk u for always hitting my soft spots haaaa :”))) i hope 2018 goes well for the both of u, n pls take care!
❥ @paintedshua
sophie!!! my lovely lavendar soap bar! i think you’d be able to expect wht i wna say already but thnk u for chatting with me at random times of the day / night abt random ass topics tht come off your head (or maybe mine?) ! it makes me so happy tht we’re able to talk so… calmly abt crazy topics n talk so crazily abt calm topics….. i dont think tht made sense but yes u get it hnghh thnk u for building this friendship with me! one tht i treasure with all my heart n soul!!! i hope you continue having happiness n bliss in your life bc u obviously deserve all the good u can get
❥ @soongyuz
priya!!!! wow i can write a freaking 87439-word essay for u bc i think?? tht you’ve been my longest (i dont think tht this is the correct term but) mutual? you’ve been here as heart anon, and let me tell you!!! those days!!! i wasn’t in the best emotional condition (?? ok this doesnt sound right too buT lets move on) then n your heart anon asks were so cute n so innocent n just so!! full of marshmallows n rainbow sprinkles !!! n then a priya emerged from tht n im so damn grateful tht you’ve been with me for so long, thnk u for absolutely everything tht you’ve done for me, i love u so much ♡ i hope you arent too stressed abt school + i hope ure taking care of yourself!
#omg this whole thing is longer than my graded essays hsfdkjh#i rly rly hope i didnt miss anyone bc i spent 3 days on making this#bc tumblr kept screwing up the tags ha#n yes tht's bretman in the header bc i love that bith#ohshit idk wht to tag this under so um#f: announcements#i wanted to write to so many other people but i didnt know i'd write this much for each person so the ppost is rly just too!! long!!#n i dont wnt to crash anyone's app hsdjkf im sorry if it does!! i put the read more divider all the way at the top so hopefully tht#would#minimize crashes#btw thnk u everybody for everything!!#i love u all!
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i always send asks a little too late for my liking nd =( i just want to apologize for that bcs it makes me feel bad T^T i have anxiety so ... its really hard for me to communicate without overthinking it n getting overwhelmed U~U so i really am trying my best for this bcs u are really kind to me )nana too( and i dont deserve it much but it means so so very much to me ♥︎_♥︎ i wanted to say that you are seriously a wonderful writer!! u're one of my favorites now and so ,,, i hope you never lose your ambition because i see big things for you!!!! i am seriously excited for new works to come out and p.s i will indeed read your non-nsfw posts >^< i just really appreciate your kindness and i will try so hard to be as active and the best i could be! so ..... yeah ( z /// z ) i feel a little embarrassed now but i hope you have a wonderful day dear <333 i will log back on tomorrow! take care !!! ily and i also hope 2 become good friends ✉️
🐰 <3
don’t feel bad abt the time u send ur asks bc i always see them!! it’s 6:43am rn for me as im typing this but i will always make the time to chat w u!! even if the reply comes a little late i really appreciate the fact that u take the time out of ur day to chat w me at all bc u really don’t have to (but im so glad u do <333) (and this goes for everyone who sends asks + interacts w me ily all!!)
also this is so long im sorry i just am so grateful for u
i’m really so sorry to hear abt ur anxiety :((( ik how u feel i’ve been dealing w it since i was 13 and even though it’s def better now, i still get so anxious chatting w people even though they tell me they want to talk - it can be really hard to deal w overthinking and that overwhelming feeling before hitting the send button but the best advice i can offer u would just be to take a deep breath and send the msg (which is very sucky advice and im sorry about it) .. but if it would help u to practice and warm to the idea then please please please use my ask box for that and u can send whatever u want about anything, it doesn’t have to be a hard thought or even a soft thought it can literally be about anything u want!! i really have so much love for u and i want to make u feel comfortable and help u out!! i really see u as a friend and im so glad i started posting on here when i did otherwise our paths wouldn’t have crossed ☹️
with all of that being said, i really appreciate the fact that u chat w me and i reaaaaally wish we could chat even more!!
ahhhhhh 🐰 <33333 my heart is so full w love and adoration for you :(((( u r so so so sweet to me and i love you so much <33 thank u sm for ur sweet words i rly appreciate them more than u know 🫀🫀🫀 you will always have the most special, nearest, dearest place in my heart as my first ever ask and anon so thank u sm for being part of this w me!!
i’m literally tearing up just thinking about what u just said and it really means so much to me to hear that because i’ve wanted to write since i was like 7 or 8 so the fact that i’m able to share my writing and have it be enjoyed by anyone is just so heartwarming to me ..!
thank u for saying u will read my sfw posts bc i still feel kind of insecure abt them and feel a tiny bit like people don’t care abt what i have to say if it isn’t smut related :// and im definitely grateful that people care about anything i have to say but i feel super reassured hearing u say that u will read them so thank u 💌🫀
u deserve all of the sweetness ever and i hope u can see me as someone to talk to abt anything at any time, i look forward to chatting to u when u log back in tmrw, please take care of urself and take all the time u need before replying!!! (and there’s nothing to feel embarrassed abt over here)
sending u all the love in my heart, 🐰!!
- ur friend, sax 💌🫀
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Amsterdam day 1
- y’all!! It’s SO COOL HERE I can’t even believe okay
- okAY FIRST OF ALL last night when I it out of the shower the entire room was flooded w like 2 inches of water but I rly didn’t care n I went to sleep. Then at 5:30 in the MORNING this loud British girl in my room wakes up all 5 other people screaming ThE fLoOr Is CoVeREd iN wAhtEH and turns on the lights and runs downstairs?? And a few mins later a dude comes up to clean it and he was so drunk and so funny and he made fun of Americans and brought us juice and coke. then agAIN this morning Ethan went to the bathroom and this chik yells (now at 7 am!!) ThE BaWtHrOoMs FLuHdED and I’m glad she’s gone now lol. ALSO the reason our room flooded was bc DANISH BOYZ across the hall wanted to PLAY WITH RHE FIRE HOSE I’m out peace out
- that was long ANYWAYS then we got up and ate breakfast downstairs and got ready n left
- got some umbrellas bc RAINY
- started to stroll the city!!
- tulip museum exceeded expectations, learned about how people could’ve bought the nicest houses in Amsterdam but instead bought FLOWERS with that money, incredible
- also just super cute and sweet
- got some chocolate poffertjes, basically like baby pancakes in a cup drenched in chocolate. As good as it sounds.
- listened to people argue over what to do with rainwater in the cafe, one of them dropped the line “what the fuck is you think” I love Dutch English
- ANNE FRANK HOUSE ok listen I was soooo lucky to get these tickets, most sell out about two months in advance so I’m v grateful
- the annex and museum are so unreal I felt so weird being in there but it’s so so powerful I highly recommend
- Amsterdam cheese museum!!! Basically had cheese for lunch bc so many free samples. The red one was I s2g the best in the whole place
- went back to the hostel, talked to our cool Finnish/German roommates about IB and America and Finland and China and shit
- went to the dolphins!! A sick “coffee shop” close to the hostel that looks like a super psychedelic ocean
- A CAT LIVED RHERE AND I GOT TO PLAY WITH IT HOORAY FOR FLUFY LOAVES OF CAT
- coffee shops here are very strange places that tbh I feel like I could see in America in 10 years
- went back to hans brinker for dinner, got a phat American burgwr n fries and chatted w a nice girl from Argentina/Australia who’s been traveling solo for like 4 months now
- went to the red light district!! Honestly so strange I’m still kinda shook
- girls literally sell themselves in red lit windows, like actual humans stare at you while you walk down the street and try to get you to pay for sex with them it’s so weird. saw a guy go for it lol
- walked out to the bigger(?) river thing? The area by the hostel is so small and quaint and out by this river Amsterdam seemed like such a huge metropolis
- walked back n showered n sleepin early tonight. Van Gogh museum tomorrow!!!
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You are important to me. (Request)
Prompt: I just read You Are Important and was wondering if you could write a part 2? Maybe set a few months later, Peter sees the reader and she’s doing better now. They start talking and eventually get together maybe?? Idk. You don’t have to if you don’t want to... 😊--phiauniverse
Note: Pure fluff!
Words: 1010
Pairing: Peter Parker x Reader
Requested by: @phiauniverse
Part One
Peter had been chatting with Ned about hanging out to study.
“Your house or mine?” Ned asked.
“I think my house. My Aunt May won’t be home tonight. Maybe we could build the death star afterwards.” He grins as him and Ned fist bump.
“Awesome.” Ned chuckles as Peter opens his locker to pull out his Spanish book. “I even got the Darth Vader to go inside.” Ned gushes.
Peter chuckles at his dorkiness when he heard laughter down the hallway. He looked up to see (Y/N) standing there with some friends smiling as they chatted about who knows what. It had been about three months since the whole incident and no one knew that Peter was Spider-man which he was grateful to (Y/N) for not spilling his secret.
She looked happier, healthier which made Peter smile to himself.
“Hey, I’ll be right back.” He said to Ned, cutting him off mid-sentence when he rushed down the hallway to see (Y/N). “Hey (Y/N).” Peter greets when she turns around to see him.
“Peter!” She exclaims before pulling him into a bone-crushing hug which caused him to laugh as he hugged her back tightly.
“Is this the boy you were talking about?” One of the girls, Rebecca was her name, asked, tilting her head.
“Yeah, this is him.” (Y/N) murmurs, pulling away from the hug as Peter grins.
“You’re looking good.” He gestures.
“I’m feeling good.” She confirms.
“That’s great, I’m really happy to see you doing better.” He smiles. “Well I better get going. I just wanted to say hi.” He chuckles.
“Peter, wait!” (Y/N) calls, grabbing his wrist in her hand as he looks back to her in surprise. “Do you think I could chat with you really quickly? Alone.” She looked to her friends who held smirks before they waved and walked off towards their homeroom.
“Um--” Peter was cut off when she jerked him into the Student Council room which was completely empty except for the two of them.
“Okay, I just wanted to thank you.. I don’t know how honestly, because you saved my life. You did so much for me that night and I have no way to repay you.” She starts to ramble when Peter placed his index finger over her lips to silence her.
“(Y/N), you don’t have to repay me. And living your life is enough.” He explains gently before they stood in silence for a few moments.
“But--I mean… You didn’t have to come to my rescue. You talked me out of killing myself.. Something not everyone does.” She explains when Peter smiles to her.
“And I would do it again over and over until the end of the time.” He said before his face flushes at his confession. He looked up to see her eyes widened before she looks down to the floor immediately.
“Y-You mean that?” She questioned.
“Of course, (Y/N) no one should ever feel that their only option is death… No one should feel so broke or lonely that they take their life.” His voice was softly as (Y/N) smiles softly to him.
“You are too good for this world, Parker.” She murmurs when he smiles before shaking his head.
“Thank you, but I think you said the wrong name.” He grins.
He opened his mouth to explain when she cupped his face as jerked him into a kiss causing his eyes to widen in shock. He seemed frozen in place as she slowly pulled away when his jaw snapped shut with an audible click.
“Speechless Parker?” She questioned with a smirk.
“You… You kissed me.” He pointed out as if it wasn’t obvious enough causing her to laugh.
“I did.” She confirmed as confusion etched across his features.
“W-Why?” He felt his face heat up which caused another fit of laugh to escape her lips.
“You usually kiss the person you like. You know I don’t know if you do, but that’s at least what I do.” She explained, suddenly looking sheepish as Peter’s eyes widened while his jaw slowly fell open in shock.
He pointed in between the two as she bit her lip to stop a fit of laughter bubbling within her chest.
“You.. You like me?” His voice cracked.
“Yeah, I mean I did kiss you.” She covered her mouth, looking worried.
“Oh my goodness I just kissed you without your content. I am so sorry I mean.. I.. D-Do you not like me?” She questioned as Peter immediately shook his head.
“N-No! I-I mean I do! I do like you!” He practically flailed his arms around to emphasize his point. “I promise I do like you! I mean… God you are beautiful.” He trails off with a goofy grin.
“Okay,” She whispers, smiling. “Good.” She sighs as both of their gazes fell to the floor when they were quiet for a moment before their eyes locked.
“Wow, never uh.. Never expected you to like me.” He rubbed the back of his neck. “Wait, this isn’t just because I saved you is it?” He questioned.
“No, Peter, I promise it’s not. I mean I’ve seen you around school and you’re a really sweet guy.. I just never got enough courage to actually talk to you… But you are also in tenth grade while I’m a Senior which probably won’t go over well with you Aunt and everything... and I’m rambling.” She trails off with a nervously laugh.
Peter’s index finger once again placed itself onto her lips to silence her.
“You’re cute when you ramble. I do it too.” Peter murmurs when she looks to him. “So… Does this mean we’re you know dating? Or at least trying to maybe? I don’t know.” He shrugged.
“Peter, would you like to be my boyfriend?” She questioned when a grin broke across his face.
“I would be honored to be your boyfriend.” He whispered before this time he jerked her forward and smashed their lips together. That’s when the door opened… to reveal the Principal. Great.
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boys and a bathroom
part 2: party
College au. Modern au. Stan and Eddie room together and are friends with Mike. Ben rooms with Mike and is dating Beverly, who is in an apartment with Richie and Bill. They’re sophomores.
part 1 // part 3 // part 4
now on AO3
Pairing: Stenbrough
Side pairings: Reddie and Benverly
Warning: alcohol, uhhhhhhh not much else tbh. Eddie is a flirty drunk, Stan and Bill both blush a lot.
Length: 2.1k words
Stan
Stanley Uris may have been just a little tipsy. He and Eddie had showed up giggling at Mike’s door, Eddie waving goodbye to their Uber driver (who, he said, had been “so fucking cute”). Stan was certain he’d be dragging Eddie off of someone later that night.
Now, Stan and Eddie were dancing in Mike’s living room. There were at least fifteen people in the apartment already, and Mike’s roommate hadn’t even arrived with his friends yet. When Mike popped up next to them with their drinks, Eddie was busy grinding into Stan and Stan was laughing at him.
“Here, guys,” Mike said, grabbing their attention. They cheered and took their drinks. “It’s punch – I made it myself.”
The drink was fruity and sweet and Stan hummed his appreciation at not being given beer or something equally gross. He left Eddie on the dance floor to follow Mike back into the kitchen.
“How much did you two drink before you came?” Mike asked.
Stan blushed a little. “A few shots a piece, and a strawberita each.”
“Eddie is already gone,” Mike commented, watching Eddie dancing happily to the upbeat music. “I watered down his punch a little.”
Stan tried to force the permanent grin being tipsy gave him from his face before asking, “Did you water mine down?”
Mike was shaking his head “no” when four people walked into the kitchen.
“Did I hear something about watering shit down?” one of them said loudly. He had thick-rimmed glasses and a mess of curly black hair. “Fuck is that about?”
“Ignore him,” another guy said. This one was blond with kind eyes and a pretty redheaded girl at his side. “That’s Richie.”
“The Trashmouth?” Mike asked knowingly. The other guy nodded and Richie gushed.
“Awe, Benny-boy, you talk about me!”
“You’re Ben!” Stan blurted. “Mike’s roommate.” Shit, he probably sounded tipsy as fuck. He blushed again.
“Yeah, I am,” Ben said, reaching out to shake Stan’s hand. “This is Bev, and that’s Bill.”
Ben motioned to the boy on his other side who had dark brown hair that seemed to have an almost red tint, gorgeous blue eyes, and full lips. And fuck, was he tall. Stan averted his gaze, embarrassed at his own thoughts. Fiddling with the cup in his hands, he smiled at him.
“I’m Stanley.”
Bill
Bill took a long sip of his drink, standing beside Mike at the edge of the living room and not-so-discreetly taking peeks at Stan as he danced with Eddie and Richie. Richie kept reaching out to touch Eddie’s waist and Eddie would grin at him slyly. He was usually pretty smooth. Bill was kind of the unspoken leader of their group. He was a pretty confident person, he had a good head on his shoulders. He didn’t know what it was about Stanley Uris that made him unable to speak. He could usually talk to guys that he was interested in so easily!
Bill snorted a little when Stanley made a playful gagging face at Richie touching Eddie once again.
“He’d normally fuss at him for that,” Mike chuckled. “Eddie, I mean.”
Bill jumped, a little embarrassed at having been caught watching them. “Y-yeah?”
“He’s not one for being touched by strangers, unless he’s been drinking.”
“Are he and Stan not together?” Bill asked, trying to sound casual.
Mike gave him a little grin. “Oh, no, Stan is single.”
Before Bill could respond, Ben and Beverly came up, Beverly grabbing for Bill.
“Billlllll! Take shots with me! I can’t pull Richie away from that boy he found and I want a drinking buddy,” Bev pouted.
“F-fine,” Bill laughed, and reached out to touch Mike’s shoulder. “You w-wanna come?”
“Sure, I’ve been holding back to check on everybody else but fuck that,” Mike said with a chuckle, following Bill and Bev to the counter separating the kitchen and the living room.
Disposable shot glasses were scattered along the counter, amid bottles of liquor that varied from white rum to whiskey to vodka.
Bill grabbed three shot glasses a bottle of gold tequila that he knew was Beverly’s favorite. “This okay with you, Mike?”
“Fine with me. Good taste,” Mike commented.
Bill grinned. “Bev’s favorite.”
“Tequila is the most effective liquor,” Bev interjected. Bill was pretty sure that she was trying to sound witty, but since she had an alcohol-induced grin, she mostly came off as tipsy.
“Beverly Marsh how dare you orchestrate a group shot without me, you wretched bitch!”
Richie Tozier popped up behind Bev, throwing an arm around her shoulders. He was using what Bill thought was supposed to be his Englishman accent.
“How dare you abandon me for some cute piece of ass, Richie Tozier!”
“Hey! Is she talking about me?”
Eddie and Stanley were suddenly there, filling in the circle that had formed, and Eddie had asked the question to Stanley while tugging on the curly-headed man’s sleeve.
“She most certainly is, Eddie-kins!” Richie cooed, releasing Beverly to pinch Eddie’s cheek. Eddie promptly swatted his hand away, face red but lips pulled into a smile.
“As cute as your incessant flirting has been, can I please get a shot so that I become numb to it? Otherwise I may gag,” Stanley deadpanned. Bill laughed loudly despite himself and everyone turned to him. He felt a blush rise to his cheeks and he turned quickly to get more shot glasses.
“R-r-ruh-right, so h-how many sh-sh-shots is that n-now?”
“Quite the stutter there, Billy boy, calm down,” Richie joked, narrowing his eyes at his friend’s back. He and Bev traded a glance.
“Six shots,” Mike said helpfully, and Bill gave him a grateful smile.
Bill poured seven shots, keeping one on the counter. He passed a shot out to everyone but Ben, and they clinked in the middle before downing their shots. While Eddie said something about how he wished there was lime, Bill grabbed the spare shot and took it quickly. He met Ben’s curious gaze as his hand came down.
“You cool?”
Bill nodded. “Absolutely.” He flicked his eyes over to Stanley, and Ben followed his gaze. When their eyes met again, Ben gave him an understanding nod. “Just a little nervous.”
“He’s cute,” Ben said with a little smile. “Be careful.”
Bill nodded and grabbed a cup so that he could get punch. He could feel his nerves tense every time he looked at Stanley, and he really needed it. He was determined to talk to him at some point in the night.
Stan
Stanley was having too much fun to notice much else. It didn’t even bother him much that Richie, the loudmouth friend of Ben’s, was constantly flirting with Eddie. Okay, he looked at Bill across the room a little. But that was neither here nor there. Stan was having a good time getting to know Ben and Beverly and Richie – getting to know being the usual drunken giggling and joking around. He had danced with Bev a few times, since Ben wasn’t too much of a dancer and Stanley assured him that he was very gay, so he shouldn’t worry. (Ben didn’t really need to be assured, as he didn’t mind Bev dancing with someone else if she wanted, but he thought it was funny that Stan was so concerned.)
The only one of Ben’s friends that he hadn’t talked to much was Bill, who had spent most of the evening chatting with Mike. Stan was trying to pretend like he wasn’t jealous at all about that. Bill was cute, and Stan had been hoping that maybe he would notice him. But Mike was handsome. Bill probably thought so too. It was understandable. Stanley was pretty small – kind of the opposite of Mike. Maybe Bill was into a Mike type more than a Stan type. Stan took a long drink of his punch thinking about it.
Several hours into the party, when everyone was objectively drunk (save the DDs present), Bill and Mike finally found their way to their friends, who were standing near the center of the room. Some of the other partygoers had started to leave, but only a few. Stan had gathered that they were some high school friends of Ben’s, and some classmates of both of theirs. Mike and Ben were also apparently in a club or two together.
Bill was very obviously drunk. Stan figured he was too. But Bill was such an excited drunk.
“Bev!” he exclaimed as he walked up to their group, Mike following closely behind. “Beverly!”
Bev spun and she grabbed Bill’s hands. “Bill! What’s up, dude?”
“I’ve had the b-b-best idea,” he said, slurring a little. His voice dropped to a whisper, and he spoke softly into Beverly’s ear. Stan’s interested piqued.
“Ohmygod, Bill! Amazing!” Bev squealed. “Let’s fuckin go! I have a needle in my purse.”
As Bev raced to her purse, Stan impulsively reached out to grab Bill’s arm. Bill spun toward him immediately, eyes bright. “H-hey. Stan.”
“What’re you and Beverly doing?” Stan asked, tilting his head to the side.
Beverly popped back up and she and Bill began to race off, but Bill tugged Stan along. “Come on, you’ll see!”
Stan laughed and followed as they raced into another room – Stan didn’t know what room it was – and closed the door behind them.
“Bev’s gonna give me a tattoo!” Bill exclaimed. He put his hands on Stan’s shoulders and looked him in the eye. Stan blushed. “Isn’t that fucking great?”
Stan was drunk, but he figured that Bev giving Bill a tattoo while they were both highly inebriated was not the best idea. He couldn’t find any words, though, while Bill was touching his shoulders, other than: “Oh.”
“C’mere, Bill,” Bev ushered, and Bill let go of Stan and started tugging his flannel off. Stan’s blush deepened and he held onto his cup more tightly, taking a sip.
The door swung open suddenly, and Ben flew into the room. “Bev! Bill! What the hell are you doing?”
“Honey!” Bev greeted happily, waving at him over Bill’s shoulder. Bill was throwing his flannel to the side, and grabbing to pull his shirt off. “I’m gonna give Bill a stick n’ poke!”
Ben’s eyes widened and he went over to Bev. “No no no no no, Bevvie. I love you. But not now, okay?”
Bev pouted and Ben started talking to her gently, carefully taking the sewing needle out of her hand. Bill, apparently distracted from his tattoo idea, came to Stan and grabbed his hand. “Hey, come here, Stan.”
Stan followed.
Before he knew it, Bill tugged him into the bathroom in the hallway and sat on the floor. Concerned, Stan put his cup on the counter and knelt in front of him. “Are you okay, Bill?”
Bill considered him.
“I want to kiss you.”
Stan was pretty sure he’d died. He felt his stomach in his toes. “You what?”
“Come here.”
And then Bill was reaching for him and Stan was letting him and oh fuck it, he may as well, I mean what was the harm, and Bill’s pretty blue eyes fluttered closed and –
Oh, his lips were soft. Stan felt a contented sigh escape him against Bill’s lips, and he slowly kissed back, leaning in closer to him. Bill’s hand cupped Stan’s jaw and Stan’s hand was on the wall beside Bill’s head and they kissed and Stan wasn’t sure how long it went on because everything was a little fuzzy around the edges, but when it stopped he was pretty sad it wasn’t still happening.
He and Bill looked at each other, lips a little puffy.
Stan realized that he had just drunkenly kissed a very attractive guy in the bathroom of his friend’s apartment, and a blush rose to his cheeks.
“You okay, Stan?” Bill asked gently. His hand dropped from Stan’s face and Stan missed the warmth.
“Yeah. I’m okay.”
“Let’s go.”
Stan nodded and stood, then followed Bill out of the bathroom, feeling a little dazed. Bill walked casually toward the group they had left before, where Bev and Ben had returned. When Stan finally got there, Ben looked at him with concern.
“You and Bill were in the bathroom for a bit. You both okay? Not sick?”
Stan stared at Ben. He didn’t know if Bill wanted anyone to know. He didn’t know if it was just a stupid drunken thing. He didn’t know. So he swallowed, and nodded. “Mhm. We’re fine, Ben, thanks. Bill just needed a second.”
Ben smiled at him appreciatively. Stan slunk over to stand between Eddie and Bev, glancing at Bill as he went. Bill was looking at him already, and gave him a shy sort of smile.
Stan didn’t remember much after that.
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