#myreal

[snowysoong]

hey tumblr community can all the freaks that like lore post more about lore yeah thanks

[geffenrecords]

I don't know why I agreed to go camping with them this weekend I don't want to leave my fucking house anymore idont even have fun

[joanmolins]

[myreality333]

Buoyancy

I am not okay. I am l feel as though I have failed. I feel as though it is my fault for not starting sooner.

The depression that has been slowly enveloping me for the past few months is nothing new. However, it feels different. Or. Maybe I had just become unfamiliar with it. I know that depression can feel much worse than this because I have felt much worse than this.

I have not harmed myself. Even though the very thought of harming myself has been at the forefront of my mind often this week. I have not begun to plan suicide. It would be a lie to say I haven't contemplated it this week. However, I have mostly been fantasizing about previous times attempts of suicide and self-harm.

I feel like I am in an ocean with neutral buoyancy. Not hitting the bottom but unable to catch my breath.

I feel as though the water is filling and burning my lungs but air continues to blow out of my nose.

I am not okay. But I wouldn't say I am suicidal. However, I am not okay enough to be alone. Yet, here I am. Alone.

[jilyarchive]

Hey! Do you have any Taylor Swift songfic, especially the That's The Way I Loved You? Or something like the vibe where Lily is dating someone else, but can't stop thinking about James.... Thank you so much!!

We have a TS tag because there’s so many! I’d have a scroll down there.

[harperblue5]

MY LIFE! SEASON 3 EP 2 * CHARLIE * #MYLIFE #CHIHUAHUA #PUPPY #SWIMMING #...

MY LIFE! SEASON 3 EP 2 * CHARLIE * #MYLIFE #CHIHUAHUA #PUPPY #SWIMMING #REALITY #MYREALITY #TINYPAWS

[selflovebystephen]

[quithatenonme]

My dreams.....

By: Chain Harrison, F.S.O.S.!

My dreams usually become reality. There's something that's inside of me that makes things like that happen frequently. Can't you see that I really want you with me. I can see how you feel about me.

I wish you knew that your the only guy I want to stay. The one that I didn't know I needed, then you got away. The only one that everyone wants me to see. But, you had to leave. See your the one I need, the one that should be here with me.

Chorus

In my dreams you are all that I see. It's a situation that I didn't expect to have, and now I really want it to become a reality. Baby, you know that its gotta be you and me....

At night I try to lay down to sleep. The situation has been totally haunting me. Because, everytime I close my eyes your all that I can see.... It's you and me.

I wanted to see you today. I went by your street a million times yesterday. For some reason I couldn't make my turn. I couldn't drive down that way. I kept slowing down, but passing it. It's been bothering me all damn day....... I just can't go the right way.

I want to call, but my fingers won't work that way. I want to stop, but my mind says I should stay away. But baby my heart is pushing for there to be another way. I can feel you want me to find a way. Or my gut wouldn't be pushing me to stay another day.

Chorus

In my dreams you are all that I see. It's a situation that I didn't expect to have, and now I really want it to become a reality. Baby, you know that its gotta be you and me.... Can't you see?

I need to leave but there's something keeping me here. It's what is stopping me from leaving without you. Now I know that she wants me to stay away.....

Okay now, I'm ready to make my way. I'm not going to chicken out like I did yesterday. Here goes nothing, and now I'm on my way.....

Chorus

In my dreams you are all that I see. It's a situation that I didn't expect to have, and now I can see it's really my reality. Baby, you know that it's gotta be you and me.... Can't you see? It's just you, and me.

Repeat chorus.......

It all comes down to the fact that I WANT YOU WITH ME! Your who belongs with me. If not, I'd say your free to leave. Just don't think of me if that's the end of our story. Because it's all been in my dreams... that are my reality.

[platinumd15]

#truth #reality #perspective #learning #growing #selflove #selfrespect #selfesteem #growingthroughtheprocess #introvertlife #myreality #mylife #itsallgood #thestruggleisreal #ijs #itbeslikethatsometimes #introvertproblems https://www.instagram.com/p/Cp2lzkkLSfJ/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[startanewdream]

For @hinnyfest, prompt #8 - Ginny vs Dursley

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“I saw your Aunt today,” splutters Ginny the moment that the door of the kitchen closes behind Al.

The pot that Harry was drying slips off his grip and falls to the floor; the sound echoes painfully in his ear.

“Did you?” He asks in a nonchalant voice, bending down to grab the pot.

“Yeah, when we were down at London to pick James’ birthday present.”

“So the kids—”

“Al and Lily were with me,” she confirms. Something claws inside Harry, until— “I didn’t let them meet her.”

Relief floods him suddenly; he remembers being Lily’s age, waking up from a nightmare and receiving only a cold stare. But Harry is over this, he is, so he just asks: “Why not?”

“I didn’t like the way she was looking at them.” She takes the pot from his hand to store it away.

“As if they were freaks?” Asks Harry in a faint voice.

Ginny glares at him fiercely. “Only if she wanted to get punched in the middle of the street. No—she was looking as if she were seeing a ghost.”

“Two, probably,” mumbles Harry. He knows what Aunt Petunia must have seen: a little red-headed girl named Lily Potter, and a boy with dark messy hair and Lily Evans’ green eyes. 

“Well, if she wants to feel haunted, that’s her problem. Not our children’s.” Her eyes soften. “Neither yours.”

“Yeah. Sure.” He knows he doesn’t sound too convincing; Ginny hugs him and, even though her head is buried in his chest and Harry’s arms are wrapped closely around her, he feels he is the one getting all the comfort. “I was just surprised.”

“Sorry, I shouldn’t have just blurted it out like that.”

“No, that’s fine. Well, it’s okay at least,” he adds under her disbelieving gaze. “How did it go then?”

“Okay. Weird. She recognized me—that time we happened to meet at Dudley’s—but truly she couldn’t take her eyes off the kids.” She sighs heavily. “I think she wanted to meet them.”

“Oh.” There is a sudden need to go confirm if Al and Lily are safe in their bedroom right now. “And do you think—”

“No,” interrupts Ginny at once. “If she feels any regret, if she wants a second chance—she should ask you, not your children. She doesn’t get to try anything with them, that’s not how it works.”

“And do you think she wants a second chance…?”

“If she does, she can ask Dudley for our number. She can reach out to you and see if you want to talk to her.” Harry doesn’t answer her; Ginny breaks apart just enough to watch his face. “What? Why are you looking guilty?”

“It’s just—she’s also their family, so—”

“No.” She crosses her arms, jaw set. “Petunia Dursley is your relative, not your family. Your family is upstairs creating havoc in their rooms even though we told them to go to sleep. Your family are your friends, everyone who cares for you—not someone who just shares your blood, and nothing else.”

He pulls her closer again. “You are right,” he says, closing his eyes, and letting his head rest atop hers. “Myreal family is perfect.” Above them, there is the sound of something heavy falling on the floor; Lily’s giggle sounds through the house, just as Albus yells something. “And I wouldn’t change it for anything.”

[iffoundreturntosea]

September 24, Day 267/268

Day 267 2015

Tea party!

#teaparty #niece #fun #smile #picoftheday #project365 #day267

Day 268 2016

Waiting (not so) patiently to wear my new sweater!

#goodbyesummer #goodbyeheat #fall #sweater #lines #september #blackandwhite #shadesofblackandwhite #picoftheday #project365 #day268

Day 267 2017

Nice day, great friend!

#friends #lake #cleburnelake #lakepat #water #outdoors #nature #glasses #reflection #blueskies #blackandwhite #color #colorsplash #september #picoftheday #project365 #day267

Day 267 2018

Longing

#pup #dog #dogsofinstagram #basenji #ball #longing #ball #tennisball #wannaplay #light #negativespace #september #picoftheday #project365 #day267

Day 267 2019

My little furry stress reliever 💙

#leo #kitty #cat #furbaby #catsofinstagram #love #smile #stressrelief #snuggles #synergy #nationalinnergizeday #september #september24 #2019 #nationalday #nationaldaycalendar #picoftheday #project365 #day267

Day 268 2020

Shattered

When people find out I have GAD (general anxiety disorder) and depression they are always surprised which in turn surprises me! Sometimes, it can feel like I wear a (cute, fuzzy) mask and maybe I do too well of a job hiding the real me. I’m not always together. Sometimes I’m just shattered and barely holding on and that is okay.

(PS I had fun creating this)

#shattered #glass #shardsofglass #sharpedges #moody #mood #shinealightonanxietyanddepression #stress #overwhelmed #mask #hidingbehindamask #hidingtherealme #frustrated #angry #anxiety #anxious #depressed #depression #gad #itsokaynottobeokay #september #september24 #2020 #picoftheday #project365 #day268

And this is my fav of the week! I was out in driveway breaking glass and having a gas while doing it. I can be in so much pain and I think the only thing that keeps me going some days is that I can laugh at the darkness.

Day 267 2021

"I don't paint dreams or nightmares, I paint my own reality." Frida Kahlo

#texas #fall #sunset #colors #myreality #grass #silhouette #nature #outdoors #september #september24 #2021 #picoftheday #project365 #day267

Day 267 2022

Feeling a bit lonely today but at least I have the waves to comfort me

#galveston #fall #sunset #beach #colors #water #gulf #nature #beautiful #yummy #september #september24 #2022 #picoftheday #project365 #day267

Day 267 2023

Blue

#flowers #wilt #witness #tired #blue #september #september24 #2023 #picoftheday #project365 #day267

Day 268 2024

Squirrel Treefrog

#frog #dailytheme #squirreltreefrog #september #September24 #2024 #picoftheday #project365 #day268

[myreality333]

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You are leaving soon. I knew it was coming but I still feel this loss. I finally found you and here you go. I know you'll eventually come back but what will that look like and with whom. We aren't an item. It would be nice to be but we aren't. You aren't looking for anything. I don't know why you chose me. It is like we are playing house. You cook for me and have me over. Take care of your daughter. Sleep together in both ways. I am just filling this empty slot for you, I guess. As much as it hurts to say. I probably am just your placeholder. It is nice to be your placeholder for now. When you leave, it will hurt but I am expecting it. Sometimes expecting the pain, makes it hurt a little less. I guess we will see.

[katjafreimuthart]

// MY REALITY

'I never paint dreams or neightmares.

I paint my own reality.'

[Frida Kahlo]

205 FRIDA KAHLO 1.050 €

Größe: 100 × 100 cm

Material: Acryl & Metalliclack auf Leinwand

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#myreality #dreams #nightmare #paint #painting #fridakahlo #frei #mut #freimuthkatja #aurich #ostfriesland #art #artist #katjafreimuth_art #künstlerin

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[harperblue5]

MY LIFE!!! SEASON 3 * UPDATE * #MYLIFE #CHITCHAT #REALITY #MYREALITY #UPDATE #LIFE #MOTIVATION #LIFE

[dykaandrian]

12 Tahun lebih baru bisa bersua kembali denganmu kawan 😇 serasa ber #myreal ketika bersama kalian 😁 . @_ridlwan @galang_sneijder @tebuireng.online @sma_awh . #tebuireng #smaawhtebuireng #alumni2003 #santritebuireng #hasyimasyari #barakallah (di Kecamatan Taman Kota Madiun) https://www.instagram.com/p/CBbTTH1n_EI/?igshid=9prhbf1w4ywy